#AND MERLIN IS SAD BECAUSE ARTHUR IS
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Arthur died believing that Merlin would at some point die too. He never knew that Merlin was immortal.
Spoilers btw for The Last of Us 01x07, but that fucking episode destroyed me and reminded me so much of our boys. It's literally them.
#AND THEN HE COMES BWCK AND MERLIN REVEAKS THAT HES IMMORTAL AND ARTHUR IS JUST EMOTIONALLY DESTROYED#HE BECOMES SO GUILTY#AND MERLIN IS SAD BECAUSE ARTHUR IS#AND THEY WORK THROIGH IT WITH SO MANY HUGS AND LOTS OF LOVE BECAUSE THEY BOTH DESPERATELY NEED THAT#angst#in this essay i will#arthur returns#merlin x arthur#bbc merthur#merthur#arthur pendragon#merlin#bbc merlin#immortal merlin#bamf merlin#tlou
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I think what really gets to me with the finale is that Merlin was so close to getting Arthur to the lake. Yet, there was no plan beyond that. It's like even if they did get there, who knows if anything would have happened.
The idea that there was still more tragedy awaiting even if they made it, that yeah despite all of Merlin’s magic, he couldn't save Arthur's life.
It was always the possibility of the Sidhe, but there was no guarantee. It was all hope from the start, endless hope that failed them in the end.
Because well, it was always supposed to happen like this anyway... Arthur was meant to die so he could rise again, there was no alternative
#bbc merlin#merlin#merthur#some little festive angst for you all on the angstiest day of the year for this fandom ;)#i just feel for Merlin so much all that hope to save his loved one and yet and yettttt#like genuinely what would have happened like Merlin has gone around murdering Sidhe left and right djdjdjd#It was always meant to be this way is something that we all must come to accept with the canon#As Julian Murphy said in the infamous commentary they had to deliver on Arthur's death because they had been building up to it for so long!#anyway i love it watching Arthur's death is kinda like a strange catharsis for me these days#like it's I look at it like it's okay there's still hope it's okay to watch him die and feel sad it's not over forever
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MerlinRewatch2023 -> "Diamond Of The Day II" The Bad List ~ Masterlist [Prev <-]
#bbc merlin#merlinedit#merlinwatch2023#viruscreates#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#guinevere pendragon#morgana pendragon#sir leon#sir gwaine#bbcm eira#sir percival#sir mordred#merlin 5x13#merlin s5#edit#🥲 i made myself sad while making this#i didnt finish doing my rewatch but i had to skip forward for todays because i matched the song perfectly#im gonna do another tomorrow and then ill do part one of dotd the day after... hopefully#happy anniversary everyone 😉❤️
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arthur / guenevere is compelling because it brings that arranged marriage flavor of "do i love you out of duty or of my own free will?" guenevere / lancelot is compelling because giving into their attraction not only betrays a man they both love, but inherently taints the chivalrous and dutiful qualities they love in one another. arthur / lancelot is compelling because nothing fucks harder than "i pledge my life to you." and arthur / guenevere / lancelot is compelling because it wouldn't change the ending.
#i didn't even like the camelot musical that much but i can't stop thinking about these dutiful romantic assholes#a shout into the void#honestly the musical (at least in sorkin's version) doesn't even make it out that arthur is jealous so much as he's deeply sad#because it's almost like he's been granted merlin's sight and he sees exactly how it will all end#and yet he can't do anything to stop it#because he can't let go of the fear he'll say 'i love you' to guenevere and she'll say it back but not the way he wants her to#what is wrong with these people (affectionate)
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#17 of random merlin prompts:
Canon Divergence where Arthur finds out that he won’t ever be able to have children of his own. It’s the same predicament that caused his father to turn to magic, the very one that ultimately caused his mothers death and started the reign of terror against magic.
Arthur knows he can’t repeat his father’s mistakes, so he vows never to have children, knowing he needs another way to secure an heir. But his heart breaks a little when he first starts courting Guinevere and she speaks of children and family and of dreams that he won’t ever be able to fulfill for her. He loves her too much to rob her of the life she deserves and ends the courtship amicably.
There isn’t anyone after her, not really, so he vows to give his all to Camelot, be the very best King his people deserve and one day find a successor worthy of the country he is rebuilding.
And of course, there is Merlin, always by his side. In the end, he is everything Arthur really needs.
#sad arthur pendragon prompt#merlin bbc#arthur pendragon#merlin emrys#au canon divergence#guinevere deserves nothing but the best#and maybe here that is a growing family instead of the solitude of a lonely queen#merthur in the end#because it’s always them#random merlin prompts#prompt nr.17
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It’s only tragic because it was once beautiful. It was beautiful and brief. For all the time on the earth and for every moment of their lives. It was barely enough time to sigh in content before it was gone. Taken. In the most cruelest of ways.
But for that moment…
The birds sang a little longer. And the breeze blew a little softer. Their laugh echoed through the walls. And the sun warmed them through it all. Maybe Orpheus will always look back. Maybe Merlin can never save his king. And maybe Romeo and Juliet can never be more than star-crossed lovers. Maybe none of them can escape the cruel caress of fate as their destiny comes too soon.
But for the briefest of moments. Everything is okay. And I’m still holding on to you.
#tradegy#art#romance#love#beauty#gone too soon#bittersweet#beautiful tradegy#it ended#and it’s sad#but only because it was beautiful first#orpheus and eurydice#merlin and arthur#romeo and juliet
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merlin + all my love, noah kahan
#merlin#merlin bbc#merthur#web weaving#merlin x Arthur#Arthur pendragon#merlin edit#started making this! had a breakdown! bon appetit! 🤪🤪🤪#anyways ummmm do u ever think about how Arthur loved merlin so much that#he would’ve forgiven him anything given the time#& how merlin never gave him the choice to love him because he was scared and traumatized#& how deeply sad that is? 🫠that there was a power dynamic there that Arthur never knew existed?#& they never got to lean on each other & hold each other up? how much lighter the burden would have been#for both of them if they had shared it?
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do you guys think merlin ever took pendragon as a last name during any of those centuries
#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin emrys#this was brought on by me sort of offhandedly thinking about an AU where howl pendragon is actually merlin#because i think he deserves a little melodrama every once in a while#the thought of that actually makes me insanely sad#because#howl’s natural hair is black (like merlin’s)#and he considers himself most beautiful when his hair is blond (like arthur’s)#really i’m just being silly!#and relating two of my favorite medias#which led me to that fun little ponderance
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Time to think about these fictional idiots and get sad again......
#bbc merlin#merlin#merthur#arthur pendragon#morgana#guinevere#gaius#gwaine#knights of the round table#holiday sadness#season finale#yes i added shirtless merlin in there#but no arthur#because he makes me sad rn
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And if you fight, ill fight.
It doesn't matter, now it's all gone.
I've got my mind on you.
I've got my mind on you.
I've got my eye on you.
I've got my eye on you.
-lana del ray (yes to heaven)
#merthur#merthur art#merthur fanart#merlin#bbc merlin#merlin art#comic panels#traditional art#my art#the concept is that merlin is always watching arthur to protect him#and arthur is always watching merlin to find out why he gets so sad sometimes#and the sadness is because of his duty to arthur#the yellow and blue colours connect them- they are opposites#i just wanted to explain the concept in case its unclear#they are fighting for each other and their love and deep care for each other causes so much heartbreak
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New rule: rewatching just the last episode of merlin is a form of self harm.
#bbc merlin#gay#merlin#arthur dying is the sadest shit#same with Gwaine dying while percival is holding him and saying he didnt fail.#and mordred dying is sad because hes just a damaged child#its so weird how he basically ages 10 years in 5 seasons because of the actor change#but yea#its defo a form of self harm and isnt good#even if in the commentry Julian agrees that its a love story#arthur saying he doesnt want merlin to change brraks me every time#at least merlins hair looks like a loreal ad when hes calling off aithusa#the rest is depressing#especially as merlin likely went on a five century depressive episode and not having any human contact#because theyre all just gonna die#it hurts bro
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Season 1 episode 1 of Merlin is just sad.
The scene after Merlin and Arthur fight(flirt) and they go back to the room Gaius is yelling at Merlin for using his magic in public and Merlin is yelling back that he’s nothing without his magic and then a little later he asks Gaius if his magic made him a monster.
And that just really hit me hard because Merlin for all 5 seasons thought that he might be the monster because he’s seen magic be evil so whose to say his isn’t. And ontop of that he’s living in Camelot so he constantly is see magic user killed and the overall idea of magic as something that needs to remain hidden.
Again and again Merlin saves Arthur using magic and then listen to Arthur thank him for showing him how terrible magic is.
And I love this because for a lot of people this supports the queer allegory as well. Hating something you can’t change because you were born with it.
Idk I’m just rewatching it and that hit.
#merlin#bbc#bbc merthur#bbc merlin#bbc arthur#camelot#they’re gay your honor#it hurts my heart because I love him#get Merlin some therapy#fuck uther#sad gay boy from bc times#merlinofelador#merlin is so done
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man,,, i’m so traumatized from merlin having lancelot and uther’s death happen in back-to-back episodes. not that i actually cared about uther in the way i did lancelot but like. still. that’s too depressing and too much for the main characters to go through in such a short amount of time.
#i am SAD as FUCK#lancelot’s death just gets sadder the more i think about it#the way his funeral pyre was just his sword and a cloak because there was no body to burn??? devastating thanks.#and everything about uther’s death in relation to arthur and merlin was so sad#i’d love one (1) death in this show that the main characters can’t blame themselves for#merlin#bbc merlin#eli.posts
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What's your fave episode of Merlin?
ohhhhh that's a hard question but i gotta say probably labyrinth of gedref a servant of two masters or eye of the phoenix
#every ep in s5 is so sad because it's all so fatalistic#labyrinth of gedref being an s1 ep and arthur supposedly dies for merlin TOP TIER#a servant of two masters is funny. and also first time arthur admits to merlin he trusts him the most! merlin doesn't remember but whatever#and eye of the phoenix is >>> especially gwaine#clem answers#mutuals <3
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All I can read there is "Merlin has a life outside of me?"
#at the same time it has a sad background#because they didn't have time to get to know each other#😭#bbc merlin#merthur#arthur pendragon#merlin emrys
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When Lancelot comes to Camelot, he doesn't expect to meet Merlin. To be fair, he didn't expect anything that happened after either.
Gaius: perhaps you don't need to forge his papers that much
Merlin: and why is that?
Gaius: you could just use your own title
Merlin: my what?
....
Because Lancelot proves not to have magic, the sigil is perfect because it's real (except the name), he is now accepted in Camelot as Sir Lancelot, son of the last Dragonlord, Balinor.
(Uther is relieved, although it was a struggle to convince him of Lancelot's loyalties and convictions)
It's awesome, because Lancelot can flee after he covers Merlin's attempts to save Camelot from the dragon. And Arthur still gets to question magic.
Arthur: what's it like... Having a father like that?
Lancelot: I don't know. I've never met him. My mother remarried and never told me until recently.
Arthur: it doesn't bother you that he is an exile?
Lancelot: .... *Sad for Merlin*
Lancelot: a little. But I have faith in the Kings decision
....
Later
Arthur: Lancelot, I'm so sorry. Balinor died in Merlin's arms. I wish you could have met.
Arthur: and.... I also must tell you, you might have inherited his powers. So you and I have to face the dragon together
Lancelot: *pales*... Yeah... Sure, sure, certainly
Lancelot: MERLIN!!!
Maybe eventually Arthur learns that the papers were forged and it's a cover to protect Merlin and his magic and Arthur is shooketh
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