#AND ILL BE DOING IT MYSELF
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I need more moments in fics where people talk in front of Kevin about how hot Wymack is before they know he’s Kevin’s dad
I need Kevin taking the psychic damage and not being able to say anything to stop it because he’s keeping his secret
#aftg#all for the game#kevin day#AND ILL BE DOING IT MYSELF#get ready for ur psychic damage Kevin#we’re gonna talk about how hot ur dad is
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did it mean anything to you
#transformers one#transformers#megatron#bumblebee#b 127#d 16#transformers fanart#maccadam#not ship art!#i wish there was more screen time for when they were all on the surface together#they were all so cute#gauuhhh i want more dee and bee interactions#but now its impossible because there isnt a dee to be with bee anymore#ill do it myself...
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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to anyone missing my writing please know i am also missing my writing
#about me#long span depression episode#plus tired#plus family issues#I'm looking after myself but I do miss just being able to get the words down#writing#right now I am also ill so that sucks#but hey#got an autism diagnosis a few months back which explains so much#oh god 10k notes
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im coping normally wdym
#stobotnik#sonic 3#sonic 3 spoilers#sonic movie 3 spoilers#sonic movie#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#sonic fanart#agent stone#dr robotnik fanart#dr robotnik#agent stone fanart#if they wont give it to me live ill just have to do it myself
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HE WAS SEVENTEEN. AGHHH ULDER WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU
#bg3#wyll ravengard#baldur's gate 3#ulder ravengard#i am having so many Thoughts and Feelings about wyll and his fucking father#his dialogue abt him is so heartbreaking 'Did he ever miss me?' RAGHHH#man the game this would be if they actually explored this with wyll>>>>#whatever ill just do it myself
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danny phantom cast explorations and thoughts :v
#🧻 sharts#danny phantom#danny fenton#jazz fenton#danielle phantom#sam manson#tucker foley#i have like. other sketches of other cast members hidden away. maybe ill finish them up but#for now heres my thoughts on the cast! at least how i would do it#i never understood danielle being 12 when danny is 14. MAKE THEM IDENTICAL!!!!! RAAAAH#i have a lot of thoughts about danielle and non of them are canon compliant#i may just be rewriting the lore sorry#danny phantom is like r*wby to me#in which i rewrite the things i dont like#i will say a lot of the things im applying to the halfa’s is from an oc of mine#because i like the concepts and find them fitting#its not stealing if its from myself. its recycling#i think the one thing that keeps kicking me in the ass is danny's suit. its a hazmat suit but its vacuum sealed HAHA#i love both vibes of him in a tight superhero suit and him in a loose hazmat lookin suit with a mask or smth. for the creep factor#idk im figuring out how i would do the phantom alter ego. ywlma has me obsessed w it being elderich and scary though#wow. so many tags! LOL SORRY#guess ill die (danphantom)
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🫳 hadesification of some hermits bc ive been playing it between breaks + other random doodles between finals studyin
#isdoodles#uh do i tag them ig yeah#grian#goodtimeswithscar#pearlescentmoon#solidaritygaming#geminitay#hermitblr#trafficblr#finals are almost over trust THEN I CAN FINALLY BEAT HADES-💥#i said to myself ill post these when i reach 4 doodles and proceeded to like draw 3 in a row last night LOL#ill do the hadesification more properly later maybe mayhaps :3
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bw sketch practice before i leave on holiday !!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#jujutsu gojo#jujutsu kaisen art#jjk satoru#im not gna have access to my tablet until i get back so any drawing i Do manage to do will b good ol pen and paper babeyyyy#(pained voice)#but i figured might as well get myself used to the monochrome and make sure im not samefacing my most common subjects#i think we're good gdfhj#ill miss my cintiq ill miss painting n drawing in colour tho cries foreverrrr#i do have a few things drafted to post During my trip but it wont b as frequent unfortunately#itll b fine i hope pls bear with me and the quality drop#for now i leave u with this <3
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I'm choosing violence
#murder drones#murder drones n#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#serial designation n#nuzi#biscuitbites#sssorrrrryyyyy hhehe oops#its hinted that n might have killed nori but they dont answer it#fine. ill do it myself
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#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#we need more physicists in this fandom ill do it myself if i have to#portfolio
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summore misc NU doodles
#nicktoons unite#danny phantom#jimmy neutron#spongebob squarepants#the fairly oddparents#dewdles#i didnt forget to post on tumblr this time i just..... procrastinated#i keep reminding myself all the time but id always be like 'ill do it tomorrow' *does not do it tomorrow*
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whens megatron coming back
#transformers#transformers one#transformers fanart#optimus prime#megatron#elita one#bumblebee#b 127#i wish bee had a reaction to megatron leaving 😭😭😭#like thats a third of his friend group 😭#i feel like hed 100% be super clingy too#i wish megatron and bee had more screentime together....#annoying little yellow guy that u have to deal with#fine... ill do it myself...#i just want bee to interact with everyone and be happy and have fun and pplay with touys
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text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out
#fuck#everything#fuck this#fuck me i guess#fuck this place#fuck this life#blow it up in fucking flames#actually bpd#actual bpd#bpd feels#bpd vent#bpd#bpd problems#bpd awareness#chronically ill#chronic illness#childhood trauma#chronically disabled#chronic pain#add all the trauma tags bc the trauma never fucking stoppsss!!!#trauma#killing myself#i hate everything about eveything and there is NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO ABOUT IT#i suddenly understand those people kill everyone and then themselves#pleasseeee god if you can hear me now#it would be a really good fucking time not to laugh
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finally finished This Wip from Ever ago and so now i ask you ever look into another dudes eyes and suddenly want to do whatever he wants
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#the kids are here too but i aint taggin them vaeLKEVJKLJ#snap sketches#posting this now and not obsessing over the details i need to SLEEP#please click/tap and zoom to read anything im sorry theres so much dialogue#i thought i was gonna finish this sooner but i went grocery shopping with my bro today and that took longer than expected !!!!#ALSO CHAT. if youre up to date on My Lore via my tags ... my prof's lettin me submit my assignment ... life's so good...#speaking of life being good i was giggling like stupid while drawing this . i named it 'this is stupid' and i stand by that#this is so unserious im gonna make myself throw up ITS SO CORNY i make myself sick with what i draw <- will continue to do this#only god knows if this is even how that power of his works i just saw an opportunity and ran with it#the trick here is he doesnt even have to use any 'power' he can just do that to charles by default#however im making them be obnoxious about it. i am making them obnoxious over dramatic grandpas because i can#my only crime is loving the utter cheese and corniness of the 60s comics like God. anyways bye !!!!!!!#maybe one day ill finish that other comic i sketched for this weekend but i fear i wont have time to so next weekend me thinks ....#for now i hope you all enjoy this. goofy as hell nonsense jLAKJVEKLVJ
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HELLLOOOOO CHAT !! this is my formal apology for not posting art for like.. 3 ish months... school is actual ass and my art and motivation has suffered because of it,,,, however my artstyle continues to change every other week which is always fun
here is a funky shuichi painting i literally just finished!! (THAT WAS MEANT TO BE A RENDERING STUDY. I SPENT 7 HRS ON IT INSTEAD.) i hope you lot enjoy :3
#another post is incoming about asks and art asks#look out for it#shuichi saihara#danganronpa v3#drv3 art#my art#i figured out how to draw shuichis hair. this is big news.#guys i dont think ive ever rendered something like this before im so shocked by my own ability#danganronpa#MORE. ART. SOON.#im going to force myself to post things more often#its been so long ive got posting anxiety now oh goodness#i do NOT permit use for AI#i swear ill start crying#ps i might be starting commissions soon... if anyones interested... look out for a post sometime...
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