#AND I GOT HER FUCKING GENES
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Ran into my first white male twink conservative
#he had a French accent#was not French !!!#he compared people having biases against conservatives for being bigots#to men not allowing women to vote in the 1800s#I wish I was fucking joking#I may have been drunk out of my mind#but my grandma was an alcoholic womens rights activist and politician#AND I GOT HER FUCKING GENES#man was on defense the entire convo
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Finally got new glasses (lenses AND frames!) bc I broke my old pair lol
Thing is I had my old pair for. I don’t even know how long. 5 years maybe? Either way I was long overdue for an upgrade to my prescription and holy SHIT when I tell you my jaw dropped when I put my new pair on. You people see like this? Crystal clear? Every day? You can read signs from really far away? And not have to squint?
When I was driving home today I could see all the way to the mountains I could literally see all the little details of the snow and the trees and I was like YO DUDEEE this is INSANE. People with 20/20 vision you have no idea how good you have it I cannot believe people can see that clearly normally
#Shima speaks#When I tell you I am blind as a bat without my glasses!#I am Velma Dinkley levels of blind!!#I took that eyesight test at the doctors office and I couldn’t even read the top row. The TOP ROW#My doctor kept making the letters bigger and I was like no matter how big you make them I will NOT be able to make them out. Period. LMAO#And every year my sight just gets worse#So yeah my old glasses…..they were definitely outdated…#I can see so clearly. People without vision problems I am SO jealous of you what the fuck#That includes my sister bc for SOME reason my entire immediate family all has shit eyesight except for her. She’s got almost 20/20 vision.#Girl give me your GENES that is NOT fair#I can see clearly now the rain has gone……
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trying to conceptualize asc protag designs with picrew.
#not in the mood or position to draw cats so picrew#these are like. kinda razorverse i guess? idk? halfway? made it with them in mind but idek if these guys will make it into razorverse#uhhh frostpaw has the seal point gene from the bluestar family. shes got a fucked up family.#i was thinkingggg she and splashtail were siblings but now im considering that theyre first cousins through curlfeather and havenpelt#so its more similar to canon but theyre like. diegetically considered family#nightheart is following the ''hes the newest cinderpelt reincarnation'' change so no more firestar angst#but while i did wanna give him some orange i didnt wanna give him too much for the sake of recognition#so hes got a little bit aaand fucked up blue eyes that he loses when he breaks the cycle#sunbeam..... has nothing. i just kinda followed canon. i have no idea what to do with her. she doesnt interest me rn#maybe when i eventually get to asc in my challenge ill change my mind and suddenly she'll be my blorbo but rn i dont care abt her#besides making jokes that she should fuck nighthearts mom. or sister idk idc either one of them
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sometimes i think about... the sort of delicious treats that the scientists would like to eat... do you have any ideas about what sorts of things they would gravitate towards. for a meal or a snack, either or, really. i need treats for their enclosures
giving them the lil treats!! god knows they need the sustenance
UMMM. for snacks I think Prism likes both salty and sweet. I'd like to think she grew a fondness for the little baked treats given to them by the Agency, but when she quit she tried to avoid eating things that reminded her of them................... by the end of ieytd3 i think she'd try them again though. If her bobots don't bring her homecooked meals/snacks she just forgets to eat anything. For some reason I thought she'd enjoy seafood especially when pairing it with her cocktails.
For fabby, aside for her wine and poison treats and antidote chasers... I think there's a lot of those french treats that she likes. bread and such especially, though she avoids eating stuff in her workshop (the crumbs get everywhere...) perhaps she'd also enjoy cake. And also anything with cheeses!!! She has a refined palette but these lil treats make her so excited. Cheese especially. Give this french woman some cheese.
Solaris..............she needs so much foods with her stature. I think she'd be willing to eat a wide variety of things. She still forgets from time to time like the other hardworking girls, but I feel like she'd prioritize it a little more especially post-Death Engine. Food's important. I'm stealing this idea from you though she would Not want to touch orange juice ever again. Do the Swiss love their cheese too? Her and fabby could have a little cheese date
#i expect you to die#ieytd#roxana prism#the fabricator#commander solaris#some part of it i got inspired by their flavor profiles on their character sheets#... except for solaris. schellgames did not have to do her SO DIRTY#WHY IS HER FLAVOR PROFILE BURNT .... MEAN TO HER.......#anyways giving them a little treats#also based on what my french partner says: the french love their cheese#i cannot deny. i love cheese and im not even french. it's divine#gene answers#the-valiant-valkyrie#took me a bit to answr because i am once again reminded#that i fucking suck at answering trivia questions KJSDF#fabbylaris#only tagging for the cheese date
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being ok with being ugly simultaneously wishing there was at least one person smitten with the way you look
#now that im getting older and my body is doing Weird Shit i just lament being 20 and fit and all my bits and bobs went the right ways#wasted all that on fucking losers who sucked in bed too#now im like Sorry theres a new mole on my butt. yeah its right in the crack.#also compounded by living with my sister who got all the pretty genes in our family and how shes constantly talking poorly about her looks#like if you hate your nose. what about mine. girl
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#I just rewatch moments with scott because he makes me happy#in an episode of basic cable when he came to tell his parents about the new girl with diabetes#I noticed in addition to their family photo on the wall there are two more pictures with scott against the backdrop of a candy store#how cruel to my little diabetic#Scott also has the color of his mother's hair and he inherited most of his appearance from his father#and if you look like this in his post covid version and his profile is similar to his father#and i love that his mom listens so carefully to scott when he talks about sophie and that she has diabetes too#she loves her baby and care about him#and about that fat fuck he pisses me off he don't give a shit about his son and nagging him#nagging him for being given your stupid asshole genes#if your son’s lisping annoys you#I don’t know#take him to a speech therapist#at least pretend that you care#grrr 😡😡😡#that's why I like to headcanon that his parents got divorced and scott stayed with his mom#it will be better this way
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It's my baby sister's birthday today and she's 17 and I don't know how to deal
#all my siblings are babies because i have vivid memories of them being born lol#i was 10 then 14 then 15 so yeah#but god she's 17 I can't accept that#i remember when she learned to crawl backwards before forwards and got caught under the couch all the time#her first steps. her first words. jesus christ#and now she's a fucking human being wtf#in my head she's still that fat happy baby-- she was FAT like she' was just wasian enough to get those fat baby genes
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perhaps thinking of redesigning gf s/i when she's older, i put her in a boring ass outfit fr 😭 only bc i wasnt 100% with her story at the time but now i want her to be a p fun looking art teacher
#hannah babbles#i want her to look like mabel somehow got genes from her even when shes not related (yet teehee)#also fuck the short hair too
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hatched this girl. didnt vibe with her colors (not a huge fan of red range). scattered her (twice. had cerise as a primary BOTH times). went to bed not super happy about her. sat down to make a theme week post and decided im obsessed with her, so meet Liminal! she likes when people are in debt to her <3
#toxic woman win#flight rising#scribes#nocturnes#night of the nocturne#liminal#my gf helped me scry her#her 1st scatter was cerise/thistle/indigo which fucking sucked#crimson/black/rust#cerise/thistle/indigo#cerise/cinnamon/lavender#<- her whole journey. took a lot of effort not to scatter her again but i didnt wanna waste the gems.#shes got 2 genes rn which is sad bc my 2021 boy wort has none :/
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Everyone out here giving Hollow cute moth partners, or pretty mantises or bees or whatnot.
Fuck that, where's the AU where Hollow falls in love with a massive feral Wyrm?
#*Long Sigh* I guess I'll have to Do It Myself then#Hollow Knight#Yall are sleeping on this and it's criminal#It's such a funny idea#Tiny quiet and kind Hollow seeing a massive Wyrm just fucking up another Higher Being and going like-#''Oh no she's hot.''#and then like ''whAT DID I JUST THINK?!''#And she's just like...''wtf is this tiny little toothpick doing staring at me? you ain't food gtfo''#Hollow's got the Wyrm Genes that make him think Wyrms are Sexy and he's CONFUSED#But he tries to court her anyway because he's caught the Stupid For Her sickness#And she's annoyed for soooo looong because he won't leave her alone and his attempts at courting her are pathetically laughable.#Until one day she realizes -- ''Oh fUCK I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS IDIOT''#Obligatory 'antagonist tries to hurt/kill Hollow and Wyrm Lady goes absolutely BERSERK on their ass.' idea#But destroying them kills her and Hollow has to watch her die bc Rule of Angst#(He can't heal her. He lost the ability to Focus from containing the Radiance.)#(But he remembers what the King did and tries to desperately get her to do that too. It doesn't seem like it works...)#(But he refuses to leave her body bc he can't bear to loose her so he's there when she violently claws her way out the side of it)#(She collapses-bloody and exhausted-into his arms and greets him with the derisive nickname for him that's turned into an affectionate one)#(And he laughs while weeping tears of void. he laughs in relief and gratitude and love)
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#vent post vent post lalalala#i wanted to post some pictures from my weekend trip with my friends before its too late but then i saw my fucking face and now i wanna kms#like oh my god. oh my god this is really truly the face im stuck with forever and ever and ever till the day im fuckin rotting in the groun#incredible how unfair life can be lmao (<- girl who is having such incredibly superficial stupid fucking problems but is otherwise#quite privileged but of course that will never be fucking enough for her because she's soooooo fckn stupid and selfish and annoyinggg lol)#i dont know why im so obsessed with it now#like i genuinely remember KNOWING that im kinda ugly (and fat) in high school and being like 'so what lol idc'#so WHY is it such an issue now?????#idk. i just kinda wish i was dead every time i look at my face and realise there's nothing i can do to change it#i can dress in ways that will cover my ugly ass shapeless body. maybe i can even go back to my ed properly this time#and lose some weight. for a time. before i gain back twice as much and the circle begins anew lol#but my face is not gonna change no matter what i do lmao unless i fucking scrape it off with a grater or smash my head into pieces#and like. even if i do get that rhinoplasty (its not gonna change my faceshape anyway. nothing i can do to fix THAT fuckin atrocity)#every time ill look in the mirror i will only be reminded that its fake. and that my natural face was disgusting enough it had to be cut up#to be fixed somewhat.#i just wish i had ONE. just ONE nice thing about my body. literally just one its not even funny lol#and its so fucked up when you look at my mom who was so insanely fucking beautiful when she was my age. like. i cant blame her#cause how could she have known that the genes she'll pass on will not result in anything good lol but also i feel like such a failure#like its not really my fault i got the genes i got. but yknow.#anyway im tired of always being the ugliest person in any group im hanging out with. my cousins? check. my hometown friends? check.#my uni friends? my GOD check (how ARE they all so pretty and skinny??? insane).#god i wish i were dead. like fr fr. im not actively suicidal since i cant bring myself to *do* shit anyway. but i just wish i never existed
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ohhhhh wait before I start answering those shippy asks I have. ship name ideas..... might add to this when I get more ideas... but also feel free to send any thoughts and such :3c
Solaris/Fabricator/Prism - Triple Threat Self explanatory...Each of them became an antagonist at least once, and I like the alliteration too! Science Gals/Science Wives is nice but I feel bad since. technically there's another science gal in this game and she's not invited :( sorry ashley lincoln </3
Fabricator/Prism - Antidote Chaser Beverage Motif, Fabby's into poison and wine (poisoned wine?) and Prism has a recipe for a universal antidote cocktail in her puter... is this yuri? science says yes. something something finding someone as a cure to drown out all the bad stuff. I'm aware it's a bit one-sided which is, for me, the point since that's how I'd think their relationship would start out
Solaris/Prism - Solar Flare / Sunkissed Robots / Radiant Machinery These are a bit on the spot, but there's Something with the both of them having heat as a core part of them/their creations... I thought of having something to do with explosions but that feels a little mean LMAO. also radiant like the sun, or radiant like. radioactive. there's a lot of mental gymnastics happening sorry /lh
Prism/Phoenix - Bluebird / Kinetic Mocktail Credit to tumblr user solobodor for Bluebird since she used this as her roxanix art trade's filename and I Really like it.............it's simple and cutes! Blue for Prism and Birdie for Phoenix. But I also wanted to think of something with the drinks again since they've got that in common. I chose mocktail specifically since the fruit mocktail recipe card says it's 'meaningless without kinesium', and Phoenix has kinesium.. etc etc
#ieytd#i expect you to die#da fucking ships..#the fabricator#commander solaris#roxana prism#agent phoenix#do i want to set up like. a poll for the multiple ones ...#idek#i also use creator and me for roxanix it's also pretty cute wahh#ik i made the most stuff with roxalaris but tbh. why not give fun ship names for friendships!!!!#platonic ship names should be a thing gotta be honest..#also also. thought about it. i dont think lincoln would like anything to do#with zoraxis anymore... i dont think she'd gel with fabby well#probably prism? not so much solaris?#i dont have a good grasp of her character yet (of the little material weve got for her) so she's not entering the polycule...in my mind..ye#gene rambles#antidote chaser is my favorite tbh! never been so sure of a name til now
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It’s really fun and really cool when ur mom dismisses ur anxiety and makes u feel stupid and crazy and AAUUUHHVGBHHH.
#I need to move out ASAP but I don’t have a job and my friends and partners live too far and#my mom has been doing this ever since my anxiety got worse because she just looks at me like I’m crazy and comes up with some bullshit#answer like ‘ oh everyone has anxiety “’ SURE YES BUT YOUR CHILD SUFFERS FROM IT EVERY SINGLE DAY ?#like I literally deal with this shit EVERY DAY and she KNOWS that and all she has to say about it is that everyone deals with it every day#okay but does everyone curl into a ball and cry so much that they can’t breathe and their head feels like it’s going to explode because of#a weird symptom/bodily sensation that they have probably dealt with before and been fine#does everyone dissociate on a regular basis because their anxiety is so bad that they need to dissociate to cope#does everyone get depressed from how anxious they are because it’s so debilitating and sometimes I feel like there’s no way out#no !!!!! I don’t think so!!!! so why does she act like my anxiety is fucking normal !!!!! it is not !!!#and then she wonders why I never talk to her (which i do by the way because I love her deep down even if her words are literal deep cuts#and have genuinely scarred me)#that’s the painful part is that i love my mom but I can’t understand why she doesn’t want to grasp the idea that my anxiety may be a little#a LOT worse than normal#she doesn’t think I have an anxiety disorder or autism#so she basically just thinks I’m insane#her neurotypical brain cannot even grasp the idea of her child having neurological problems#because she just wants me to be ‘ normal ‘#guess what mother you gave birth to me I inherited YOUR genes so what’s that telling me about you#I’m so tired#sorry for the long ass vent in the tags I’m suffering a GREAT fucking deal rn#vent tw#anxiety
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i love my grandma with my whole heart but if i have to have another conversation about how easy it is to get on Ozempic and i really should do it — besties I’m going to yell
#look i’ve fought tooth and nail to break out of the cycle of self loathing and i know she didn’t start it and is also caught in it#but girl!!! you like to joke that i got my firecracker gene from you and i don’t think you want to be on the receiving end#she’s lost a lot of weight and if the doctors are saying she’s healthier then good for her but i don’t want a fucking shot to be skinny#that’s not the goal of my life anymore! it never should have been!!!!! okay. sorry. I’m getting angry#cw weight#cw disordered eating
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what pisses me off the most is that there’s tall genes in my family!!! The building blocks are right there!!!! AND YET
#and yet the universe has deemed it fit to imprison me in a 5’2’’ body#ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!#literally my mom my dad and my brother are all over 5’6’’#but NO#I didn’t get THEIR genes!!!!#not the ones I fucking wanted anyway#I got my grandmothers!!! from both sides probably!!!#idk!!! my aunt is as tall as I am though so I’m assuming she got it from her mother!!!#screaming crying#anyway#I’d like to think I give off tall energy#both personality wise but also like physically#but I know damn well I probably don’t
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Every now and then i kinda lose my patience and the genetic bitch in me wants to come out and at those times I really get reminded of what hellish demons run in the family and why it's so hard for everyone to behave sometimes
#Like OH this is the bitch in our genes#Riiiight#THATS why yall sometimes act like this. It's the innate bitchiness in us#Fucking wild#I'm not giving in to it but damn it does make me have to isolate for a bit bc DAMN I wanna be mean rn for no reason at all#My patience has run out and my mother has never asked for more patience w her behavior#And like I get why!! Literal second puberty happening bc of hrt and her psychologist is on vacay#But GIRL I don't got the patience for this rn oh my goood#(never underestimate menopause yall it really is a demon)
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