#AND HYEONA. I LOVE HYEONA SO MUCH

[yeommijeong]

i miss gijeong unnie i hope she's happy (and that she broke up with her boyfriend 😋✌️)

[atlaskrr]

i just realized how much my reactions to a ship is the same as its dynamic too. like rn im reading a chiscara fic and istg they make me feel like i wanna punch something but i love them which is like- so their dynamic. meanwhile with something like halfdain its like a fond nostalgia and wave of grief hits me in the face at the same time which is how their dynamic is. this also applies to a ship like hyeona and daun because those two are in the background but always together and its subtle but its like natural. AND THATS HOW THEY MAKE ME FEEL. i love them without really thinking about it. its like as i read my brain just always thought of them as gfs til my brain registered it and it felt right even if its not overtly loud in my thoughts compared to other ships.

[fishylife]

Hyena Ep 14

- Gihyeok ratted out Heejae and Geumja so that he could take over the Ha Chanho case, and now he’s feeling guilty about it. This makes complete sense, except I would’ve expected more shifty behaviour for Gihyeok. Gihyeok has always been fiercely loyal to Heejae, so why would he betray him at his greatest time of need? That being said, Heejae just wanted an apology, and he let the matter go afterwards. So I think he understands that Gihyeok is really just Piljung’s pawn. Heejae knows that Piljung would get rid of him and Geumja with or without Gihyeok, and that Piljung probably took advantage of Gihyeok’s ambitions and weaknesses.

- There was no tension between Gihyeok and Heejae, but there was some tension between Gihyeok and Geumja, which made Gihyeok defensive over his role as the leader of the case. I think Heejae was more aware of the office politics, whereas Geumja just wanted to solve the case, and Gihyeok was in the way of it.

- Just as Geumja predicted, Gihyeok jumped to conclusions after learning of Jeonghwa and Junho’s affair. He wasn’t even considering any other routes, probably because he just didn’t know how to go about getting the truth. He is good at gathering information via his large social network, but he doesn’t necessarily know what that information means, whereas Geumja and Heejae are a lot smarter about connecting the dots.

- Considering this was a legal drama and not a police drama, I would not have expected there to have been this much actual sleuthing. I know that the show has to be exciting, so the writers are never going to write the case like an actual case. I just don’t really think it’s the lawyer’s job to find the actual culprit, instead, I thought it would make more sense to have some semblance of the truth, but to be muddy on the details until they find more and more evidence. Does that make sense? Basically, I think these lawyers are doing to much, but I will suspend disbelief because this is entertainment.

- Hyeona “confessed” to Heejae, saying that she would always help him. That being said, I’m not sure that what she feels for him is necessarily romantic. I can see her just really admiring Heejae. In any case, she hasn’t expressed any want of a personal relationship. Maybe it’s because they’re lawyers and professionals, or maybe it’s because she doesn’t feel romantic affection for him.

- I am interested in Heejae defending his dad, I just wasn’t moved by the motivational speech. I think mentioned this in another post, but I was curious about Heejae’s relationship with his own family. He as the younger of two brothers, effectively making him the baby of the family, which may be hard to believe considering he puts on a big strong man persona for his job. Anyway, I didn’t find Heejae’s speech moving because he was lecturing his dad, which, yeah, his dad did a lot of questionable things, but I find it difficult to believe that Heejae would talk to his dad in that tone (his lawyer tone). I wouldn’t even be surprised if Heejae resented his dad, I just always felt that he wouldn’t scream like that in front of his dad unless their conversation escalated that way, whereas Heejae just kind of jumped into the threatrics very early on.

- I quite liked that scene when Heejae and Geumja had to pack up and leave Song & Kim. Specifically, I liked that part when Heejae’s fingers were kind of shaking as he held onto his box and Geumja held on for a moment. It was very uwu. It’s just that Heejae’s life is turning upside down. He’s always gotten a lot of hand holding (figuratively), being from a long family of judges and probably being expected to become a judge. Even though he didn’t become a judge, he got his lawyer job through the connections his dad had with Song & Kim, and Piljung has been protecting him for a while now. This is the first time he is actually on his own, and I think Geumja recognizes that this is a whole new world for him. Geumja has always been on her own, so this is nothing new.

- So we find out that Piljung and his wife actually don’t have a good relationship. Piljung would visit his wife regularly, so it was easy to assume that they were in a loving relationship. But knowing what we know now, perhaps it was just in his interest to keep his wife alive so that he would still have some sort of claim in the law firm.

- While Kim Minjoo isn’t technically on Geumja and Heejae’s side, she is the enemy of their enemy. I've been expecting Minjoo to eventually help Geumja and Heejae in one way or another. Perhaps it’s just to take down Piljung, but we don’t know what she has that can take him down. Perhaps it’s just to rile him up by attacking his background but I don’t know, it feels a bit generic. Kind of wish Minjoo would have more to bring to the table other than just knowing Piljung’s dark history.

- So Chunguk got fired because he was asking too many questions and Ijun voluntarily resigned out of solidarity so that all of them would join Choong. Isn’t that cute though?

- I don’t like that Chanho is now turning into a sympathetic guy who’s been framed for murder. In the cases before, Heejae and Geumja were never confused about the fact that their clients were scumbags. They were just winning the case for themselves, but they still needed to keep their clients in check because they knew without a doubt that they were scumbags. I don’t like that Chanho is now being woobified. He nearly killed Jeonghwa before already. Just because Chanho didn’t kill Jeonghwa doesn’t mean he deserves only good things. So I’m iffy about how Heejae and Geumja approached Chanho at the end of the episode being like “we’ll rescue you, just say the word.” Iunno they just seemed way too sympathetic for a guy that didn’t deserve it.

- The last scene was fun, not gonna lie. Actually, when the squad went into the courtroom, I did see Juho in the back row, so I guess Juho is now no longer a secret investigator, and is formally a part of the Choong team, which makes sense considering Geumja is the boss of Choong. Anyway, like I said, that last scene with the team ready to take on the world was fun and hype, even if we didn’t have Gihyeok or Hyeona. Gihyeok is probably dealing with some things (i.e. thinking about what to do about his job), and my guess is that Hyeona is staying at Song & Kim to be Heejae’s eyes and ears.

[driftsaway]

     onion haseyoo ruby imnida ! intro 2/3 of the day love that for me !

`「✘」KIM DOYEON. CISFEMALE. SHE/HER. || that new tenant, BYEON HYEONA that moved into APT 13, is TWENTY-ONE years old and is a RETAIL WORKER. their tenancy to be CAPRICIOUS totally counteracts their VIVACIOUS personality. usually, you can hear VENICE BITCH by LANA DEL REY playing throughout their apartment. when i think of them, i think of FEELING LONELY IN A CROWDED ROOM, CRIMSON RED PAINTED LIPS AND THE FEELING OF OF WINNING ON A SCRATCH CARD. 「ruby. 20. gmt+1. she/her.」

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S T A T I S T I C S

FULL NAME: byeon hyeona NICKNAMES: none. GENDER & PRONOUNS: cisgender female , she/her SEXUALITY: bicurious DATE OF BIRTH: june 13th, 1999 ETHNICITY: korean NATIONALITY: korean-american

HOMETOWN: gwangju, south korea ( lived there until she was two ) CURRENT RESIDENCE: tribeca , new york city , new york OCCUPATION: retail worker, she works in a clothing store ! EDUCATION: high school, dropped out of college in her first year / taking a gap year .

ZODIAC SIGNS: gemini sun, leo moon, libra rising MBTI: entp MORAL ALIGNMENT: chaotic evil

D I V I N G  D E E P E R

looking at hyeona’s personality you’d think her childhood was a lot more traumatic than it actually was, she had a hard working mother who would sacrifice everything for her two children – and she did . along with her then husband she moved to los angeles with her two year old daughter to chase a dream her husband had always had . only for him to leave her within 3 years of arriving in california . after that her father popped in and out of her life whenever he pleased .

although the girl should be thankful , she resented her mother for having the three jobs she worked to support their little family . desperately craving attention she never got , neither from her mother nor her father . ( she needs attention to function ).

she has based herself off of every cool girl she’s ever encountered , and whether that’s her true form is something that has yet to be decided - she is adaptable and fun loving , a baddie , crazy , and if that’s not what you like ? she probably will be able to turn herself into a version of hyeona that you will like . ( she is genuinely so cool i want to be her ? )

acts out almost daily and will do whatever she feels like doing in order to keep herself from getting bored . she is genuinely unable to sit still and likes shiny new things and the feeling of excitement rushing through her veins . want to dine and dash for fun ? break into an abandoned pool ? pretend to be housekeeping and have sex in people’s hotel rooms ? roleplay something sexy ? she is your girl !

she likes to pretend nothing affects her and that she doesn’t care what people think about her but will literally go out of her way to maintain her cool girl appearance . she’s lowkey sad as fuck because she feels like she has no real purpose in life and probably does half of the things she does to feel even remotely alive but don’t for a second think she would ever tell anyone that . constantly going through an existential crisis because she doesn’t know if the cool girl persona is just that , a persona ,  or if that is who she really is ? but then again is completely obsessed with herself and her cool girl image and genuinely thinks she is the baddest bitch ever to exist .

the idea of working .. makes her want to yeet herself out of a window . will probably fuck for money and gifts because she likes to be pampered . currently works in a clothing store but hates it so much , she will genuinely just sit there all day and hope people don’t ask her for advice on clothing etc and when they do 9/10 of the time she’s just like ‘  that’s ugly .  ’ someone save her from her retail job and let her live her sugar baby fantasy please .

tldr ; fucked in the head but the coolest girl ever .

C O N N E C T I O N S

a roommate

a sugar daddy / mommy ( she does not care )

someone she can be messy with

uh .. lowkey struggling with this one not gonna lie hahahaha

let’s just vibe ! like this if u wna plot or add me on discord ! xiaojun’s maid#0131

[chimchimjiminheadcanons]

Survive/Part 3

Word count: 4,784

Warnings: Zombies (though I guess that’s obvious), cursing, gory details, death (mentioned) and violence. 

(Once again as I always say, please let me know if there is anything else I should put a warning up there for and I’ll edit it in :))

(M) (2) (4)

3:20pm You: I’m just so confused.

"Jagiya," a pair of arms wrapped around your waist from behind, causing you to spin around to face your captor, "What are you making lovely?"  Jae's eyes roamed all over your face. They met your eyes, glanced at your lips, followed the curves of your cheeks and jawline, skimmed over your nose, followed the flow of your hair and returned back to your eyes again. You laughed and he watched as your lips stretched and your teeth showed in the beautiful way that only you can do, that gorgeous smile that never failed to make his heart skip a beat. He hummed contently and dove down to kiss you. You laughed into his lips, still smiling as his mouth mingled with yours.   "Something," you hummed when Jae's lips left yours, "I'm keeping it a mystery until it's done, I promise you'll like it." "Of course I will, everything you cook is delicious." You rolled your eyes and continued chopping the onions you were previously working on. Jae was still clinging to your hips like a monkey to a tree branch. He sung softly in your ear as you cooked. "You know, you look beautiful today." "Only today?" You pouted, it was Jae's turn to laugh now. "Not only today, every day." "You said I look beautiful today though." Jae sighed heavily and spun you around. You placed the knife that was in your hands on the counter behind you, carefully so that it doesn't drop to the ground or cut you at all. He looked into your eyes and stood there for a moment with you in his arms, just taking in your presence and breathing in your scent before he lifted you off of the ground and began to carry you away from the kitchen. Your legs wrapped around his waist and your arms around his neck instinctively to avoid falling down. "Jae stop the food will burn if I leave it!" "Let it burn then," he smirked.  Before long he had you pinned underneath him on the sofa. "You know I love you, right (Y/N)?" "I know you do Jae," you smiled, "you remind me every day." "Good, I'll keep reminding you every single day for the rest of our lives," Jae sighed. "I promise to stay with you until I die." "You weren't supposed to stick to that promise."  Today was day three. Three days since Jae had died and three days since you had to evacuate and move in with the members of BTS. It was strange, you really did think you were dreaming. It seems like something straight out of a fanfiction-though a horrible and twisted one-, meeting a famous boy group and suddenly moving into their house. It was weird, it left you confused to add to how upset you are. You still felt horrible and the sight of Jae's dead body was still permanently burned into your brain. Nightmares and flashbacks were the newest editions to your grieving.  Nothing has come easy in days. Outside is completely off limits and the only time anyone is allowed to go out is when you all leave as a group in a van that Namjoon hijacked from one of his friend's work. You're all lucky for connections at this point. Hoseok knows a pharmacist (one of his exes who happens to be on good terms with him and spent a day here in the safe house). She gave him a key to the cabinets and taught him how to shut off the alarm so it wouldn't attract any attention while you were there. Not to mention, she gave you a first aid course. Seokjin was good friends with a market owner who spent the afternoon here yesterday dropping off long life food and gave you all a copy of the key in case of an emergency.  There was also a building sight down town that was attacked on the very first day. Everyone there is infected and it's incredibly dangerous to go there, but if you do you can get the materials you need to make everything so much safer. Right now it's all makeshift and though everything seems okay now, it's the calm before the storm and the suspense and fear has you biting your nails Everything everywhere was shutting down. Grocery stores were only doing online delivery (sometimes the guy who's supposed to bring food to you doesn't show up and the sad realization that he was likely killed in the streets on the way here makes all of you tense) and streets in the busier parts of Seoul had been completely evacuated and abandoned, the death count was going up faster and faster with each passing day and that left you stuck in your current home, refusing to leave in fear of not coming back. Taehyung joked about boarding the windows, but as time went on, Namjoon decided it really should actually be done.  Memories from the night Jae died still kept flooding your memory. You shouldn't be alone, Jimin offered for you to come and sit with him while he reads if it's too late for you to find comfort in the other members, but instead you are here. Crying and sitting on the seat installed underneath your window in what you now called your room. Grieving just comes and goes in waves, you were fine a few moments ago and now you're not.  Jimin's internal spidey sense seemed to be at work as there was a quiet knock on your door that was almost so soft you didn't even hear it. You quickly wiped your face on the blanket you had brought from your old apartment and dropped it on the floor as you slid to open the door. "I came to see if you had fallen asleep yet," Jimin smiled at you, his circular reading glasses sitting on the very bridge of his nose, the book he was currently reading slid underneath his arm and held snug at his side as he peered through the gap in your door and then analysed your face. He took one look at your still tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes before he hummed. "Can I come in?"  You nodded, slipping aside as he walked through the door and closed it behind him. His eyes scanned your room before he walked over to where your photo frames were on your desk. Some good things have come out of the past few days, especially the picture of you, Hoseok, Jin, Taehyung and Jimin cooking together. You knew they were only cooking with you to provide a distraction but at least it worked and succeeded at bringing a smile to your face. Speaking of smiles, Jimin smiled fondly at this, staring at the noodles he had put on his lips. A sort of fake moustache. In the photo, Hoseok was doing the same and you had turned to laugh at them both while Jin actually tried to focus on cooking and Taehyung was eating the noodles before they were actually done. You shook your head, a small smirk forming while you stared at your sock covered feet. "This is a good photo y'know?" Jimin turned, "I think I should get a copy of it for my room. Maybe I'll make a bookmark out of it." "That'd be nice."  Jimin nodded. "So, do you want to work on getting to sleep?" He bounced onto your bed and you couldn't help but giggle as he continued to rise into the air and fall back down on the bed again. His hair flailed around as he did so, yet somehow he still managed to look flawless, reading glasses staying exactly where they were and book still slid under his arm. This was such a childish thing, yet you found yourself tempted to join him. If Hoseok was here, both of you would've been scolded. "I can read to you if you want," Jimin said between bounces. "Sure, I'd love that."  Jimin stopped bouncing and slid over, plonking down properly on one side of the bed so you could get under the covers and lie beside him. "This book is written in Japanese, so it probably won't make much sense to you." "How do you know that I don't know Japanese?" You quirked an eyebrow. "Do you?" "Well I mean--" "Mhmm." You reached out and playfully slapped Jimin's arm. He stopped for a moment after he opened the book, fingers brushing against the soft paper and humming again, deciding on weather to speak up or not. Eventually when he did decide, he turned to find you already looking up at him, noticing something was wrong by the sudden pause. "Do you need to talk?”  Another memory slipped through your mind, the feeling of Jae's cold cheek made you wince. Talking about it would bring you back to that night and you never ever want to think about it again. The mere thought makes you wrap your arms around your legs, bringing your knees up close to your chest. "No, nope. Don't think that's a good idea right now." "Okay," Jimin sighed, "Just know that everyone is here for you, alright?" "Okay."  He stared for one last moment. His opposite hand that wasn't holding the book open stretched out towards you, fingers caressing your soft cheek. Your eyes snapped up from where they had fixated on the page, glancing at the foreign Japanese characters as you stared right into his eyes. His own eyes followed the movement of his hand before they met yours and a sad smile formed on his beautiful lips. You were so tempted to kiss him right then. It only added to the confusion you were already feeling.  Jimin is attractive. There's no denying that, but do you like him? It's hard for you to tell because each day you find yourself thinking about the way Taehyung treated you when you first met. Not the bad parts but the way his gaze lingered when you called him handsome, the warmth of his embrace, the worried look in his eyes, the picture you sent to Hyeona on your phone where he pulled a silly pose with you and gave you bunny ears and how much he cared about you from the very first moment. Enough to break down when he saw you upset. Yet you find yourself still yearning to see the sparkle in Jae's eyes, still grieving loosing him, still missing his touch and knowing that he can't be replaced.  Even just the way Jin laughed when you first spoke to him despite what you were saying not even being that funny, the way he lent in, the confidence he has and damn he's beautiful, the way Hoseok comforted you, tried to shield you from everything, the way he smiles at you and how when it's actually a normal hour in the day, he's always the one who let's you hang out and play video games with him or come watch him practice dancing and even pick a movie for you guys to watch. Everyone in this house is confusing you, and you feel horrible because you shouldn't be over Jae's death yet, it's too soon to move on.  And you're not over it all. Sometimes you feel like you are, sometimes things feel like they're finally going back to normal even though normal is different now, but then small things that remind you of him remind you of how he's never coming back and the sad existence of the hole he left in your heart. When you are over him you won't wear his shirts after you shower anymore, you won't snuggle with his blanket every time you're cold, you won't think you saw him walking in the street, you won't compare every man who gets close to you or tries to with him, you will move on and his name alone wont send a pang of pain straight into your heart. You can't even know for sure that anyone here has feelings for you and now just isn't the right time to try anything, especially since it's the middle of a zombie apocalypse. Jimin knows this, yet he finds himself struggling to resist the urge to soothe your soft skin with the palms of his hands. He finds himself staring when you ask him to read to you and when you finally fall asleep. He finds himself wishing he could reach out and pull his fingers through your hair, brush it out with his hands as you lay there with it sprawled around you like a mermaid under water. He does this to comfort you and himself and you appreciate it, you just hope it doesn't mean anything more than comfort. "I'm confused," you blurt, Jimin only smiles and withdraws his hand. "What do you mean by that?" "I'm just... Confused about stuff. I shouldn't be over Jae yet should I?"  Jimin thought for a moment. His eyes wandered off of your face, away from your eyes and down to the book in his lap again. "Everyone gets over things at different times," he looked back over at you, "there is never a too soon or a too late, there are no rules when it comes to handling the death of someone you love."  You don't usually talk about this stuff with Jimin, in fact you find the most comfort in Yoongi when it comes to needing to talk about things. He seems really emotionless and cold on the outside, but on the inside he cares and he's the best listener you know. He never speaks of what the two of you spoke about which at times stirs up teasing from the other members, but really you appreciate it. He smiles softly at you every time you pass him in the house and he always puts down whatever he is doing to listen when you need it. It's not that you don't trust Jimin enough to talk to him about everything, you just don't want him to pity you. That's the one thing you don't want. Pity. Yoongi doesn't pity you, nothing changes after you talk to him except him understanding you better and you feeling better. What happens behind closed doors stays behind closed doors, he's completely different when the two of you are alone. Still, you appreciate the wise words and the soft smile Jimin keeps giving you. He clears his throat now. "Alright, let's get you to sleep."

 The next morning came slowly and when you finally woke, it was to the sound of Jin yelling that lunch was ready down the hall. Your eyes burst open, you’d slept in so much that you’d missed breakfast. You rolled on to your side, the blankets that had moulded to your body moved along with you and unfortunately that meant they fell to the ground when you reached out to grab your phone. When you did so, you noticed a bowl of cereal sitting on the side table, fresh slices of different kinds of fruit sitting on a plate next to it and a glass of juice all on one tray. Someone must have decided to make you breakfast, and you didn’t wake up in time to eat it.  Before you could unplug your phone and check to see if anything had happened while you were asleep, a wild Jungkook burst through the door. “Oh sorry,” he sighed, “lunch is ready. Since you’re not already there, Jin sent me to get you up but it looks like you’re already awake.” “Only just,” you laughed as you dropped your phone down on to the bed beside you and pushed your body up. You stood for a few minutes at your closet which had mirrors for doors thankfully, and fiddled with your hair until it looked neat enough and presentable enough for you to go out into the kitchen. Jungkook laughed, it was obvious he’d been playing overwatch all day and only left his room for lunch just judging by how messy his hair was, buried under the hood of his gray hoodie. “Why didn’t anyone wake me up earlier? Had I of known someone made me this nice breakfast in bed I would’ve got up hours ago. Speaking of which, do you know who made me breakfast?” “Nope, you can ask though,” Jungkook’s voice changed pitch at the end, becoming much higher as he tried to pry you out of your bedroom. “We can’t eat until you get there, Jin’s making us wait. We’ve got a lot to do today as well and you missed half of it.” “I’m sorry, I’ll be there in a minute.”  Jungkook nodded, pushing himself off of your doorframe and walking back down the hallway. True to your word, you were there in a minute after slipping into the soft bear socks that you had brought from your old apartment. You tried not to overthink too much.  Jin had made bimbimbap (mixed rice) for lunch and you couldn’t help but smile, mouth watering just from the smell. You couldn’t tell if it was because you skipped a meal or because Jin’s cooking always smells and tastes good at this point. Everyone at the table was staring at you as you sunk into your chair and finally Jin nodded, as soon as he did everyone dug right in and many ‘thank you’s’ and ‘this is delicious’s’ were exchanged. “Did you sleep well?” Jin asked from the head of the table, chopsticks held loosely in his hand. “Yeah, I don’t know why you guys let me sleep in so late though, Jungkook said we had a lot to get through today and I missed most of it.” “Well, I figured you were probably tired from yesterday,” Jin frowned, “not just physically but emotionally.” “That’s why I made you breakfast, but I didn’t want to wake you to eat it so I waited,” Hoseok interrupted from the opposite end of the table. “I’m guessing you didn’t wake up in time though.” “I was wondering who made that for me! I’m sorry Hoseok, you should’ve woken me up.”  The room filled with chatter after that as everyone finished up their food. It was Taehyung and Jimin’s turns to wash up today. It made you laugh to see how well everything here always seems to work out, without order these boys would be a mess yet they find a way to all stay organised and to all stay happy. For a while, you almost forgot where you were and what was happening outside. That was until the first task of the day - at least for you -, actually boarding the windows. “Alright,” Namjoon cleared his throat. “I’ll take the kitchen and main bathroom windows. (Y/N) and Jungkook take (Y/N)’s bedroom and the study windows together, Taehyung and Hoseok do your own rooms and the laundry, Jin and Yoongi do the living room and any other rooms that aren’t done by the end. There’s extra wood here in this wheelbarrow if you need it, make sure that everything is done as well as possible so that anything that tries to get in, can’t. Any questions?”  After there appeared to be none, everyone scattered and went in the direction of the windows they needed to board. Jungkook laughed as you stacked wood up underneath your arms and struggled to keep it up while he carried the nails and two hammers. “You’re evil,” you thinned your eyes at him. “You’re the one who said you can defend yourself, if you can’t carry wood, how well will you be able to defend yourself.” “There’s a difference between swinging a weapon at some zombies and lifting heavy wood,” you sighed, dropping the stack of wood down on the ground outside of Jungkook’s bedroom. You tugged the hammer from Jungkook’s hands and watched as he snickered and pulled the nails open. “Wood is heavy, I don’t have to lift the living corpses, I just have to kill them.” “Weapons are heavy.” “Well-.” “Weapons are really heavy.”  Jungkook placed a plank over part of the window and lifted his hand that was holding the hammer, pressing a nail into the wood and proceeding to hit the hammer against the metal and watching carefully as it went through the wood and into the window’s frame firmly and securely. The sound of the hammer hitting metal joined the sound of hammers hitting metal all around the house. You scoffed, lifting your own plank of wood and following his actions. Soon enough, your job was almost done. Until you felt a tap on your shoulder and spun around to find out who disturbed you, expecting the familiar face of Yoongi or Jimin, maybe even Hoseok. You doubted Jin or Namjoon would get distracted from work and Taehyung seems to have been as distraught as you lately, he’s not exactly in a shoulder tapping mood.  Unfortunately, you weren’t met with the gummy smile of Min Yoongi, the pouty smile of Jimin, the bright smile of Hoseok, the absent smile of Taehyung or even the dimpled smile of Namjoon, the handsome smile of Jin, not even the youthful smile of the maknae, you were greeted by a bloodied face.  The face looked as if someone had taken the back of a gun and beat it against the strangers skin until what was their face was nothing but a pulp. There were missing teeth, holes for eyes, deep pits in their skin. Yet they still stood there in front of you, groaning, swaying and reaching out for your shoulder. You had a feeling that the drool dripping from what was their mouth was the image of you becoming their late lunch. You tried not to alarm the others as your jaw dropped open and you backed away from the zombie. “Uh, Jungkook?”  When Jungkook spun around he let out a shriek that you honestly thought came out of your mouth for a while. It was so high pitched and loud you thought it must’ve come from you without you noticing, but when Jungkook covered his mouth with his hand, you realised that he had indeed been the one doing the shrieking. You would've laughed, but you're a little caught up right now.  Jungkook had attracted the attention of the zombie now as it slowly turned towards him and set it’s eyes on his torso. He jumped back, hammer still in hand and thought of how he could handle the situation. “Alright, I think we’re going to have to kill it with our hammers.” “Hammers?” You groaned. “You’re seriously expecting me to hit this thing with a hammer and get that disgusting blood all over me and not to mention that sight will be burned into my brain until-.” “We don’t have time to talk about it,” Jungkook screwed his eyes closed before lifting the hammer he was holding above his head and striking downwards, hitting the zombie right on the head and cracking part of it’s skull. It didn’t even flinch, regaining composure and reaching out again to scratch at Jungkook’s sides. You winced, wiping blood that had splattered all over your face with your sleeve and backing away as Jungkook yelled for help. Luckily before it could make it, Namjoon slid around the side of the house with one of the guns he had somehow managed to get his hands on cocked and ready to go. “Stand back,” he whistled to grab the attention of the hungry zombie and watched as it’s eyes (or lack there of) snapped over to him. Jungkook stepped over to where you were, pushing you behind him. “Hey, I can defend myself!”  He raised an eyebrow, “You’re seriously expecting me to believe that?” "Yes. I believe I made a very sound point earlier when we talked about how I can defend myself!" "A very sound argument? You can't even lift wood! Do you really think I'm going to let you of all people get in front of one of those awful things and fight it off when you threw a fit after I told you to hit it with your hammer? Defend yourself my ass!" "Hey just because I don't like the idea of smashing something's brains in doesn't mean I can't defend myself." "What the fuck else would you have done? Karate kicked it and let it-"  The sound of a gunshot interrupted your conversation as a bullet struck the groaning monster in the stomach. It didn’t seem to affect it until it dropped to the ground and just like Taehyung had done to the first - the road blockage. Namjoon lifted his foot and screwed his eyes closed, Jungkook pushing you further behind him as he did the same and finally Namjoon’s foot collided with the awful creature’s skull with a loud and chilling crack that made bile rise to your throat. You were still angry with Jungkook. You could defend yourself, you just didn't want to get infected or grabbed by that thing to prove your point.     After that incident, thankfully everyone was done boarding the windows and slid back inside to shower the sweat off. Hoseok and Taehyung had the job of reinforcing the doors while you sat at your window seat, which was no longer the go to place to see a nice view outside. You used to be able to see the fields around you (seeing as this place was pretty far away, it was the boy’s emergency house and  is located in the country for a reason), the stars when they were out at night and the rabbits that used to try and steal the crops bouncing and bounding between blades of grass. But now it was nothing, just the back of wooden boards. You couldn’t help but feel trapped.                       With a heavy sigh, you lifted your phone to see what’s been going on in the outside world. Surprisingly (but not really considering that the whole world seems to revolve around technology) the internet is still up and power hasn’t shut off yet. People who work for both companies have been risking their lives to keep both things on in case someone needs to call for an ambulance or make sure their family is okay.                                                                                           It seemed that no one outside of here was too worried for you. There were no texts from your parents, there was only a text from Hyeona.

3:12pm

Hyeonnie: Hey, just dropping in to make sure you’re okay. You haven’t got bitten out there yet in Seoul have you? I evacuated to Busan but I’m not sure how much good that’ll do for me. God, it just had to be Korea of all places didn’t it? It’ll spread so fast, it’s such a small place.

 3:12pm

Hyeonnie: I’m sorry for rambling there, but really. How’re things with the handsome seven huh? Any new crushes, any drama? I’m just dying to hear anything that isn’t about death for once. I’m sick of everyone always talking about how their days are limited, talking about death counts and other drastic stuff like that. Please just tell me something normal so I can pretend this isn’t happening even just for five seconds. 

3:15pm

You: I’m doing fine. I haven’t been bitten or scratched or anything but there’s been a couple of scares. I won’t get into details though to spare you the image. 

3:15pm

You: And as for crushes, I’m really not sure if I’m honest. I’m confused about everything and everyone here is so nice to me and argh.

3:17pm

You: I don’t know what to do. I had a boyfriend before now and he was one of the first people who died and it’s torture thinking about how I won’t get to see the sparkle in his eyes or hear him say that he loves me ever again and I feel awful for even ever thinking about anyone else being in my life yet... 

3:18pm

You: Yet... I find myself thinking about how Seokjin’s jokes never fail to make me laugh. I keep thinking about his amazing cooking and how handsome he is. I keep thinking about how well Hoseok can dance and how he’s always there for me when I need a distraction. I keep thinking about how much Taehyung cared for me from the first day and how he was there for me from the very moment I found out Jae died. I keep thinking  about how Jimin is always there to read me to sleep. How Jungkook is always teasing me to cheer me up. I even find myself thinking about Namjoon’s concerned glances and dimples!

3:20pm

You: I’m just so confused.

[hyevna-blog]

‘ no more skipping rope, skipping heart beats with the boys downtown. -- just you and me f e e l i n g the heat even when the sun goes down. ’

i. fire // taeyeon. ii. cool // troye sivan. iii. don’t recall // k.a.r.d.  iv. twin size mattress // the front bottoms.  v. lie // bts ( jimin ). vi. bubblegum bitch // marina & the diamonds. vii. old yellow bricks // arctic monkeys. viii. limit to your love // james blake. ix. young and beautiful // lana del rey. x. daddy issues // the neighbourhood. xi. liability // lorde. xii. million years ago // adele. ▸playmoss.

creating this playlist was honestly such a rollercoaster, i struggled a lot with finding songs that i felt like fit hyeona properly but i like to think the result ended up pretty good, i tried to put these in as much of a chronological order as possible. i picked fire because how strongly it links back to hyeona’s relationship with her father - the first two verses really captivate how hyeona looks back to him and how she still feels dependent on him and on what he thinks, regardless of the lack of actual contact between the two of them. cool was chosen due to hyeona’s desperate need to fit in with the ‘cool’ crowd and how much she wants to be someone, and has wanted all her life - starting when she went to middle school. don’t recall plays into her relationship with taeyang, something that had a huge impact on her life and who she became as a person. along with her dad he has played a huge part into the person she is today. the next song is a bit more difficult, whereas twin size mattress itself doesn’t hit hyeona 100% there was a certain lyric that made it impossible for me to not include it into the playlist ‘ with tears in my eyes i begged you to stay, you said hey man i love you but no fucking way ’ it’s honestly such a hyeona thing to do ? always leaving before she can be left, and i imagine it was no different when she moved out of her mom’s place, seeing the two haven’t had contact since. i picked lie because of the way it plays into hyeona’s attitude after leaving home, so scared of being a prey that she turned into the hunter and lied about pretty much every aspect of herself so no one could get close enough to touch.bubblegum bitch is not so much a persona as it is truly a part of who hyeona is, though when she is ‘ bubblegum bitch ’ she is very closed off about her past, bubblegum bitch isn’t something she ever stops being - it’s more a question of how much does she have to trust you in order to show you she is more than bubblegum bitch.

 there isn’t a single part of old yellow bricks that doesn’t scream hyeona, ‘ love’s a risk, quite the little escapologist ’, ‘ you’re a fugitive but you don’t know what you’re running from. ’ like honestly .. written about byun hyeona.i picked limit to your love because of how closed off hyeona is, she closes herself off in everything - including love, never opening herself up enough for her to truly be able to surrender herself, hence why there’s a limit to her love. young and beautiful was chosen due to hyeona’s immense fear of being forgotten, she worries a lot about what she’s going to do when she will no longer have her looks to fall back on, and gets even more scared at the fact that there is a huge possibilities she will grow old without getting what she wants ( both love and wealth ). i’d like to think that daddy issues is rather self explanatory, she has them .. v much .. so . liability truly plays into hyeona very well, about how she sees herself as a toy and always ends up going alone at night. the song truly displays the loneliness hyeona has with the lifestyle she lives, one she is only really able to live with due to the fact that it’s self inflicted. and last but not least, i chose million years ago because of how quickly hyeona had to grow up, and how she’s been reminiscing lately - allowing herself to be more in contact with the side she likes to keep closed off and allowing herself to feel things such as sadness and bitterness towards how everything went.

[acejaegeun-blog]

   forgive me already for this Mess but i’m so hyped to be here !! i go by lo ( eighteen, she / her, cst ) and hyeona is my beautiful baby girl. there’ll be more about her personality and hobbies under the cut for those who are interested in plotting. find my in construction plots page here. hmu on ims or find me on kakaotalk [ which i just made minutes ago so forgive me if i have no idea how to use it ] @ svnnygirl if you’re interested or simply like this. i’ll get to you all asap !!!

   tw mention of bullying.

   jeon hyeona goes by the stage name peach bc ,, have you seen eunha ?? she’s twenty, part of the royals, main vocalist + lead dancer.

   history wise: my baby girl was a victim of harsh bullying by school mates and ever her own family for a long time. her only true outlet was through her dance, i mean, have ya’ll seen THIS ?? she’s into hip hop and more sensual dances but she also managed to master ballet and contemporary dance. all she wanted was her father’s praise but that never really came to be sadly. she’s cut off all ties with him so she’s now fully by herself. 

  personality wise: during schedules she’s regal and polite, cute. she allows herself to let loose enough as to come off as interesting and overall human. she’s like this with senior groups as well. it’s only when she’s behind closed doors that she fully allows herself to not care and act like the Trash that she is. she’s wild and fun-loving, full of both jokes and sarcastic comments. hyeona is the type to never stay still. always looking for adventures or even just somebody to mess with. this girl is so Crude though pls watch Out. if she trusts you enough she’ll make comments and talk in ways that she knows she really shouldn’t [ ex: swearing, dirty talk ] but there comes a point where she stops caring. lit ask her about her stage name and she’ll either show you the peach emoji or her ,, Ass, yi k ES. that side of her is only really shown to people her age or younger however. she's highkey reckless and impulsive, not giving a shit about what others have to say ,, to much. hyeona was alone for most of her life which would explain why she comes off as extremely independent. the reality is that she's insecure and scared but she never lets it show bc there's no point in breaking down // wOW angst here’s a small plot possibility – um, your m USE CAN BEFRIEND HER ?? please she needs someone to depend on pls ,,

  hobbies: dancing is what she enjoys the most. it doesn’t matter what genre, she’s always Down. lit find her in sweaty nike clothes 24/7 it’s kind of Gross. hyeona is heavily into fashion i cry and whether it’s dark clothing or vibrant pastel outfits she will make sure she Works it. her hair is her everything, do not touch bc she will fight. makeup is weakness. she has too much of it, opting to do it herself instead of having someone else do it tbh. social media is something she takes too seriously. catch her posting on instagram every day. she’s that friend who cheers on her best friend by making them model for her feed ,,, it’s Lit fam.

   if you’ve made it this far !!! i love you tf :/// like i said above, pls im me on here or kakaotalk @ svnnygirl or simply like this and i will Lov you down.

[yeommijeong]

Chapters: 3/5 Fandom: 나의 해방일지 | My Liberation Notes (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gu Ja Gyeong/Yeom Mi Jeong Characters: Gu Ja Gyeong, Yeom Mi Jeong, Yeom Je Ho, Yeom Chang Hee, Ji Hyeon-a Additional Tags: Post-Canon, POV Multiple, Character Study, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Alcohol Withdrawal Summary:

A view into Mi-jeong and Mr. Gu's relationship through the eyes of the people around them.

Word count: 4.4k words

Note: added 1 chapter to the chapter count! Fall 2022 will be split into 2 parts

[hyevna-blog]

kdjhdkjdkjdhd hi y’all !! it’s your local problematic fav aka sav !! i literallay nvr hav a clue as to what to say abt myself ... but highkey i dare yall to name a sm group that i wouldnt die for .. thats all tbh .. KHDKJHDKJ more info abt hyeona can b found under the cut , pls like this or im me if u wna plot !! also highkey .. ty all sm for applying im literally so mf hype i cnat belieb .

ok so hyeona is literally such a frickin mess im crying  what the frickity frack frack

shes frm a p ,, ig poor nd problematic fam ? like her dad walked out on them when she was like ?? 10 nd after that he just kinda showed up whenever he felt like it he nvr like gave hyeona’s mom money for taking care of hyeona so her mom was lit always working while hye was in school nd like shes kinda ?? abt her mom bc of her working all the time they nvr rly got the time to bond or shit bc like before her dad left it was just her parents fighting a shit ton all of the time

hyeona .. lit despises nothing more than the fact that her fam is poor like she knows her mom worked rly hard for them to like at least have somewhat of a stable income but hye has always wanted to be one of those girls that had it all nd wore all the big brands like she just wanted to b ?? popular nd loved nd she is so materialistic so she kinda assumed that having all of those things wouldve changed her life what a meme am i right

emotional abuse tw !!! ok bacc to her fam , to her dad more specifically , he was highkey hella emotionally abusive , v aggressive , like the type to throw plates in ur direction, punch holes in walls , he would lose his temper rly easily nd like always had super high expectations of her nd all she evr wanted to do was to please him nd hav him love her but haha fake . after he left her mom he would lit just come and go whenever he started feeling guilty abt being a shitty dad nd it highkey fucked her up bc she nvr rly had any stability in her life

she !! is !! such an !!! attention H*e !! like honestly she’ll do just abt anything to get in the center of attention , its almost like some kinda drug for her nd its obvs bc of like lowkey her parents always being gone nd shit , she nvr rly got any attention at home so she goes all out nd does wild things to get it , or well wild things … she does .. hyeona things …

her label is the baby doll … which is well … obvs … she loves attention nd she esp loves getting it by flirting , fucking about , nd involving herself in all sorts of scandals , so baso if u wna cheat nd blame it on someone , blame it on hyeona .. she loves to b the homewrecker ! negative attention !! is still attention !!

major .. sugar baby ... the only reason she can even afford living in gangnam is prolly due to all her daddies like ... . . . . also tw: kink list is a mile long . i hate her

highkey im making her sound like such a h*e but rly she is always tryna be fake deep nd always reading books nd tryna come off as if she knows her shit .. which she rly doesnt dont be fooled by her bitch ass she is literally such a mess . shE knows how to sweet talk nd manipulate ppl so well nd goddodo i literally hate her osos much

idk .. im rly tired nd struggling to think of what else i have to tell abt her but yea .. hmu if u wna plot !!