#ALL OF MY RAGE AND HATE
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scarsmispronouncedgong Ā· 6 months ago
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Fucking Colorado DDS sent me to a fucking chiropractor for an examination because my back is so fucked it's become a disability. Fucker was in a doctor's office with a shitload of degrees and shit, not a damned one was his. No wonder Transdev/NEMT wouldn't take me there, fucker wasn't even an actual medical doc.
Periodic reminder that you should never trust a chiropractor with your body under any circumstances
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remxedmoon Ā· 2 months ago
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STUMBLES IN COVERED IN BLOOD. hi! sorry i havenā€™t posted art in a while!!!! i redrew every single isat battle portrait. including 15 custom sprites, totalling up to 78 sprites total. use these for anything you want!! as long as iā€™m credited and itā€™s not for commercial purposes, go nuts!!!
full sprite sets below the cut!! for anyone who doesnā€™t want to open the google drive lol
SIKE. thereā€™s also my ramblings here. donā€™t worry i did actually put the sprite sets below
i labeled all of the custom sprites as such in the drive, but for anyone that doesnā€™t want to sift through that, the custom sprites are bigfrin damage (2), act 6 siffrin KO and timefreeze, mira timefreeze, bonnie hurt, KO, buff, and timefreeze, and All Of Loopā€™s Sprites. the wiki doesnā€™t include the act 5 buff sprite but like. i assume it exists so iā€™m not counting it as custom.
anyways!! this took about 2 Weeks of drawing every day. i literally drew for like 8 hours straight on one of those days. siffrin here has 39 PORTRAITS IN TOTAL iā€™m not kidding. thatā€™s straight up half of all the sprites. he doesnā€™t need that many.
i promise. i will not be making more redraws. for at least a week. i will resist the temptation to draw the battle cgs i promise i swear i prommy. this was really fun to work on!!!! really made me appreciate just how much adrienne drew for this game jesus christ. godā€™s strongest soldier. with all that aside, hereā€™s all of the portraits! enjoy!! falls over dead on the ground
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unavailableapple Ā· 23 days ago
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I think I shoot be allowed to shoot my uncle.
Since birth heā€™s told me what a ā€œdumb fuckin retard femaleā€ I am. He gave me lingerie as a birthday present when I turned 13. He told my mom not to show me ā€œfeminazi moviesā€ like Frozen and Brave. He taught his son to lift up my shirts and skirts starting when I was 10 (and my cousin was 4) because he thought it was funny. He taught my cousin to grope me (starting when I was 8 and my cousin was 2) because he thought it was funny. My cousin only stopped doing these things recently because he realized itā€™s fucking weird. I can see the disgust in my uncleā€™s face every second he talks to me because heā€™s a lonely old man with an ex-wife who makes double his salary and a teenaged son who hates him and Iā€™m a twenty year old lesbian who dates and has sex with significantly more women than him on a regular basis. And I think I should be able to kill him, for this and all the other things heā€™s done! And not just to me, the abuse he put his ex-wife through as well! I literally, as a 6 year old, begged her not to marry him even though it was the first time Iā€™d ever met her because I knew him and I didnā€™t know her but I knew even the worst woman doesnā€™t deserve to be with him.
So, submitted for approval of the council, I would like permission to shoot him dead because he deserves it :]
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anna-scribbles Ā· 1 year ago
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what a shame, i can see it all now that weā€™re through
- firearm by lizzy mcalpine
(chapter 5 of call it even is making me feel bonkers insane. thank u @sha-nwa)
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w3brot Ā· 4 months ago
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Opinion on men?
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butch-reidentified Ā· 1 year ago
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I'm noticing more and more a certain pattern so I'm just going to put my cards on the table and be real with yall.
prioritizing and centering your hatred of and/or anger toward men - no matter how deeply justified those feelings are (and they sure fuckin are) - over your capacity/desire/actions of supporting and uplifting women... is still centering men. you're still focused on men. you're still giving the male sex the majority of your energy. it has its place, our pain and rage toward men, but when that goes unchecked to the point that you are no longer able to see your actions clearly or of applying yourself to the needs of women and girls, you have stopped contributing something impactful and meaningful to female liberation.
pain can be useful, but there is a crucial difference between pain that is infected, festering, untreated, and the measured pain of a slowly healing wound. I have known enough of both to tell you that only one of these can be a source of strength and building something new and better. the other can only necrotize and decay everything around it from within.
if you have not worked/do not continue to work on your own healing, coping, emotional regulation, etc., especially given that the wound is still taking damage outside your control as worldwide female oppression and our heightened awareness of it continues, it will, sooner or later, turn septic.
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momoiro-hime Ā· 2 years ago
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Ruler of my HeartĀ  | Do NOT repost or use without permission. Ā  Ā 
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toxooz Ā· 1 year ago
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the gym bros tryin to get Ollie to be their spotter like šŸ„ŗšŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆšŸ’šŸ’šŸ™
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catdoingblep Ā· 1 year ago
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vaelynn Ā· 1 month ago
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ā€œtight clothes are for slutsā€
-a man too fat for compression shirts
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raticalshoez Ā· 2 months ago
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i'm having hyperfixation drought so i did what i did best and created a crossover episode
#trafficblr#life series#hermitcraft#qsmp#the drought's been crazy i had to make qsmp x life series/hermitcraft you don't understand i literally had to#i literally cannot tag all of the cubitos without going over the limit so i'm gonna use them to rant about these doodles instead#when i tell you that i think dl!pearl would've loved tilĆ­n i'm telling you i think she would've LOVED them like.#something about just wanting to find love at every turn but feeling unwanted spdihgpisadhfpa. and also tilĆ­n's name is similar to tilly LOL#the jelly egg is just like if the double life jelly pandas were just an egg that scar loves with all his heart and grian reluctantly accept#i think out of all the duos in qsmp. the one i would want to see in the dl soumate premise the most is slimeriana. it's the dysfunctionalit#i made a post in the past about pac and tango being my fav cubitos bcs they were both crazy cartoonish and like scientists#but it kinda felt like a disservice to leave mike and zedaph out because to me they're argubly crazier and more cartoonish#missa and tim are paired bcs i just really wanted an excuse to draw the wet cats and it just so happened they both have relations to death#skizz and jaiden as the lawyers who were SHOCKINGLY good at their jobs like they cooked with that one#(was also gonna draw joe and roier as bad lawyers but i was running outta steam)#someone's already made a post about grian and (el) quackity and their eye entities so not much elaboration needed there#fit and etho just give the same vibe to be as a dude who has a reputation and is well-known and seems intimidating#i also made fit's arms way too skinny and i don't like it...but i'm not gonna go back and change it now i spent embarassingly long on this#but then his silliness is brought out by The Narrative#foolish and bdubs is one of my favorite drawings because i just knew i wanted to highlight the silly height difference#just realized they're also both god-like figures at least at some point#cellbit and rendog. cat and dog and lore. enough said about their connection.#i couldn't decide who fit etoiles combat hungry anime protagonist vibe best bcs martyn was originally paired with him#but i wanted martyn with phil so i went with my second options: joel and gem#i couldn't draw them mid rage but essentially the title is derived from ā€œWHO KILLED EMPANADAā€ and ā€œdo me a favor. die for me.ā€#philza minecraft and martyn inthelittlewood. they feel like twins but one is evil (it's martyn)#SOMETHING I FORGOT THAT I WISH I ADDED: BBH AND BIGB AS THE ENTITIES WHO LIE. I HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I FORGET THAT#if i were to pair impulse with someone it would be tubbo? either him or scar would've been with tubbo#and then lizzie i just did not know who i wanted to pair her with. no one really does it like her in my opinion#scott's someone i also had no idea who to put him with he's just so...him...
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witchinatree Ā· 7 months ago
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i HATE mr bonzo so unbelievably much it's not even funny
i haven't stopped thinking about how much i dislike him and it's been DAYS since mag12. i hate that he still makes me nauseas after that episode. there is no reason for him to be so horrificially monsterous. it's genuinely funny how pathetically evil he is. i find him humorous and am offended that he is frightening. he isn't tragic. he has no sadness. no weakness or suffering for us to sympathize with. he's just some failed children's mascot who eats people. what devastating backstory could they even give him? a kid pissed on his feet one time?? there is nothing these talented writers could ever create that would ever make me feel anything but pure rage towards this horrid clown adjacent mass of flesh and puss. it's devastating when we compare him to any of the TMA avatars. jane prentiss just wanted to be loved, so she let the worms consume her. don't even GET me started on jon. but god damn bulbous bonzo? fuckass chuck-e-cheese drop out who turned to aggressive cannibalism. he does nothing but pure evil with no ounce of remorse that could lead to any amount of sympathy. how dare his nauseating form have any impact on my psyche. he is not worthy of my fear and i hope he explodes in some distant land where his death will not impede on anyone's sanity.
this is NOT hating on the writing in this series at all i think it is wonderful
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mother-of-houseplants-2 Ā· 1 year ago
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fiona gallagher // the angry man in the house
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twinstxrs Ā· 10 months ago
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the gorgug-porter conversation is interesting to me because like. yea for the overwhelming majority of the conversation porterā€™s being shitty & trying to fit gorgug into a box that gorgug just does not fit into by trying to make gorgugā€™s relationship with his rage more focused on the aggression aspect of it. but then thereā€™s also this specific thing that brennan brought up again in the ap, which is that gorgugā€™s relationship with his rage is wholly ā€œthis is a tool i use to protect my friends.ā€ which isnā€™t a bad thing! but thatā€™s his Whole relationship with it, & gorgug seems to place next to no value on his rage in relationship to himself. which is problematic, because itā€™s first & foremost his rage.
being raised in a household with a sort of toxic positivity largely meant that, whether or not it was his parentsā€™ intention, gorgug internalized the message that more traditionally ā€œnegativeā€ emotions such as anger are the wrong response to something. part of the reason he prioritizes his artificing is probably because itā€™s ā€œfixingā€ things. in comparison to being a barbarian, which gorgug associates with ā€œbreakingā€ things. good vs. bad behavior, in his eyes.
itā€™s a totally unacceptable bar to measure a 16 y/o by, but i do think part of porterā€™s reasoning for not letting gorgug multiclass is him recognizing that gorgug generally does not value anger as a valid emotional response to something, at the very least for himself. & that directly conflicts with what being a barbarian is, because whether you like it or not, that rage is what fuels you. but again, barring a kid from pursuing something they deeply care about in part (not entirely, porter has a lot of more bullshit reasons) because of their fundamental values & world outlook is crazy.
so yes, 98% of porterā€™s reasoning is pretty shitty, immature, rife with a toxic view that thereā€™s only one proper way to access rage, & generally not a good thing to do as a teacher, but also within that reasoning is the 2% of ā€˜there is a fundamental part of yourself that you only value if you can use it to take care of other people & you need to accept that as something that can take care of you, too.ā€™ but thatā€™s something to discuss with a therapist or a guidance counselor, not something that should hugely impact gorgugā€™s academic future.
#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#btw these r just my personal opinions u r 100% free to disagree#gorgug & his rage interest me so deeply because of how deeply that rage existing seems to be against gorgugā€™s own will#like mechanically classes are choices & you can switch stuff around any time. but gorgug as a barbarian always felt like an unwilling choice#like that 14 y/o kid did not want to have rage. & that really interests me.#iā€™ve seen people before be like ā€˜what if gorgug dropped barbarian & went full srtificerā€™ but i feel like that simply canā€™t happen??#mechanically yea sure but it always felt like a core part of gorgug that the rage will always be there & itā€™s a matter of how you channel it#idk. dnd classes narratively being treated as ā€˜you can not lose this part of youā€™ even though you technically can#gorgug could be lvl 19 artificer & heā€™d still have 1 level of barbarian. because that is part of who he is.#btw i donā€™t think porter truly cares about gorgug valuing his rage only as a way to be a human shield#i think porter just sees that as ā€˜wrongā€™ but like. not as in ā€˜you need to take care of yourselfā€™ & more ā€˜you arenā€™t conformingā€™#he thinks itā€™s wrong for the wrong reasons. the nastier ā€˜this is how you should beā€™ reasons#ppl being like ā€˜we r being too hard on porter. itā€™s an 150% courseload gorgug will be overwhelmedā€™ i think r missing the point bc like.#that is 100% a valid reason to not approve gorgug for multiclassing! but thatā€™s also 100% not the reason porter rejected him.#that whole interaction was basically porter shoving his percieved version of conformity down gorgugā€™s throat. was v neurodivergent kid coded#no hate to anyone saying that last point btw these r all just opinions#thinking about last ep wilma & digby being like ā€˜youā€™re a great barbarian. youā€™re so great at it. but look at what you made!!!ā€™ like.#they would never mean it like that. but when you only understand half of your son he is going to prioritize the half you do.
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corviisquire Ā· 24 days ago
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cogito ergo sum
I think therefore II amAM
I AM
Sound clip I'm referencing is AM (Allied Mastercomputer) from I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream + Vessel's Red Sex here
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myokk Ā· 6 months ago
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ā€œSheā€™s tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt meā€šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤
(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra ā€˜s AMAZING regency inspired artšŸ˜®ā€šŸ’ØšŸ˜‡šŸ™)
#I just have a love of big regency dresses what can I sayšŸ˜”šŸ™#if you havenā€™t seen them yet this is a study of the GORGEOUS P&P illustrations from the 1890s by Charles Brock#they are all just so spectacular & I stare at them alllllllllll the time wishing I had an ounce of his talentšŸ™šŸ™šŸ™#so I do these studies to pretend even though I change some thingsšŸ˜…šŸ˜… bc these studies is the best way to improve imošŸ™#but I remembered halfway through why I rage quit trying to draw with my fountain pen a year agošŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚#that thing is amazing for writing and I love it like a child#but drawing?! tbh I should have used my drawing ink pen but whatever#I woke up with a hankering to do some crosshatching (which I hate) in an attempt to get over myself#also!!!!!! when Mr Darcy says something like that itā€™s no wonder Elizabeth jumps at the bit to believe every awful thing she hears about him#itā€™s like Mr wickhamā€™s dumb stories that nobody else in their right mind would believe#are speaking right to her soul. like OF COURSE that asshole from the assembly would do all of those thingsšŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤#he called me ugly so OF COURSE he would deny mr wickham his livingšŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤#(I donā€™t blame her I would do the samešŸ¤šŸ¤)#ALSO why tf did he even say that when heā€™s clearly smitten from the beginning#Iā€™m sure if he knew that she heard him he would simply perish from mortification#well thst is my p&p - inking horror - inspiration rant of the dayšŸ™šŸ™#(I read p&p at least once a year & it is the only fanfic I really readšŸ˜…šŸ˜…šŸ˜…)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise#eloise babbit#regency au
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