#ALL OF MY RAGE AND HATE
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Fucking Colorado DDS sent me to a fucking chiropractor for an examination because my back is so fucked it's become a disability. Fucker was in a doctor's office with a shitload of degrees and shit, not a damned one was his. No wonder Transdev/NEMT wouldn't take me there, fucker wasn't even an actual medical doc.
Periodic reminder that you should never trust a chiropractor with your body under any circumstances
#brb seeing red#colorado disability determination services#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#ALL OF MY RAGE AND HATE
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STUMBLES IN COVERED IN BLOOD. hi! sorry i havenāt posted art in a while!!!! i redrew every single isat battle portrait. including 15 custom sprites, totalling up to 78 sprites total. use these for anything you want!! as long as iām credited and itās not for commercial purposes, go nuts!!!
full sprite sets below the cut!! for anyone who doesnāt want to open the google drive lol
SIKE. thereās also my ramblings here. donāt worry i did actually put the sprite sets below
i labeled all of the custom sprites as such in the drive, but for anyone that doesnāt want to sift through that, the custom sprites are bigfrin damage (2), act 6 siffrin KO and timefreeze, mira timefreeze, bonnie hurt, KO, buff, and timefreeze, and All Of Loopās Sprites. the wiki doesnāt include the act 5 buff sprite but like. i assume it exists so iām not counting it as custom.
anyways!! this took about 2 Weeks of drawing every day. i literally drew for like 8 hours straight on one of those days. siffrin here has 39 PORTRAITS IN TOTAL iām not kidding. thatās straight up half of all the sprites. he doesnāt need that many.
i promise. i will not be making more redraws. for at least a week. i will resist the temptation to draw the battle cgs i promise i swear i prommy. this was really fun to work on!!!! really made me appreciate just how much adrienne drew for this game jesus christ. godās strongest soldier. with all that aside, hereās all of the portraits! enjoy!! falls over dead on the ground
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#im so fucking normal about thisngame. i really am guys#also this was how i found out that the browser version of tumblr lets you post more images at once compared to the app#so i had to. open browser tumblr purely to put the pictures here#because i had ELEVEN IMAGES TO POST. hate and rage on planet earth#out of all of these i think my favorites are bonnieās timefreeze portrait and loop & siffrinās attack portraits#i had to redraw the sketch for bonnieās hair and god it was worth it#also!!! because no one on discord pointed it out#loop is instinctively gripping a dagger they donāt have in their attack portrait#and bonnieās closing their left eye in their hurt portrait in reference to the incident#teehee!
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I think I shoot be allowed to shoot my uncle.
Since birth heās told me what a ādumb fuckin retard femaleā I am. He gave me lingerie as a birthday present when I turned 13. He told my mom not to show me āfeminazi moviesā like Frozen and Brave. He taught his son to lift up my shirts and skirts starting when I was 10 (and my cousin was 4) because he thought it was funny. He taught my cousin to grope me (starting when I was 8 and my cousin was 2) because he thought it was funny. My cousin only stopped doing these things recently because he realized itās fucking weird. I can see the disgust in my uncleās face every second he talks to me because heās a lonely old man with an ex-wife who makes double his salary and a teenaged son who hates him and Iām a twenty year old lesbian who dates and has sex with significantly more women than him on a regular basis. And I think I should be able to kill him, for this and all the other things heās done! And not just to me, the abuse he put his ex-wife through as well! I literally, as a 6 year old, begged her not to marry him even though it was the first time Iād ever met her because I knew him and I didnāt know her but I knew even the worst woman doesnāt deserve to be with him.
So, submitted for approval of the council, I would like permission to shoot him dead because he deserves it :]
#over sharing on men because I hope this man dies in the worst way possible#since my birth heās gotten his rocks off on humiliating dehumanizing and specializing me#and nobody gives the slightest fuck#I hope he has a horrific violent death where heās praying for god to save him but god doesnāt listen because god fucking hates him too!!!!!#proud misandrist#misandry#female rage#kill all males
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what a shame, i can see it all now that weāre through
- firearm by lizzy mcalpine
(chapter 5 of call it even is making me feel bonkers insane. thank u @sha-nwa)
#my art#ml#call it even#miraculous ladybug#mlb#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#adrinette#(i. guess. )#adrienette#ml fic rec#ml fic#the way abby writes is literally so delicious to me#the dialogueā¦the visceral descriptionsā¦..#my friend who doesnāt watch ml has been reading and sending me detailed reviews of every chapter#and with this one she said she loved the female rage. which. real !#chapter 5 marinette is. well. sheās here for blood. as she should be honestly#anyway the song firearm has been wrecking my life about this story#itās SO#what a joke was it all just an act i hate that it took me so long to react you had me convinced that you loved me!!!!!!!#thank you everyone readjng and commenting itās really truly making my life#hang on tight adrienās back on friday:)#donāt worry i wonāt put him in situations. i would never#xoxo
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Opinion on men?
#bpd#female hysteria#femcel#girl rotting#girlblogging#femcelcore#loser girl#hell is a teenage girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#female manipulator#weird girl#female incel#female insanity#female rage#girl blogger#i hate men#misandry#all the men in my life lowkey suck#girl loser#girlfailure#daddy issues#just girly things#manic pixie nightmare#borderline personality disorder#girl memes#female madness#girl hysteria#this is a girlblog#live laugh girlblog#live laugh lobotomy
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I'm noticing more and more a certain pattern so I'm just going to put my cards on the table and be real with yall.
prioritizing and centering your hatred of and/or anger toward men - no matter how deeply justified those feelings are (and they sure fuckin are) - over your capacity/desire/actions of supporting and uplifting women... is still centering men. you're still focused on men. you're still giving the male sex the majority of your energy. it has its place, our pain and rage toward men, but when that goes unchecked to the point that you are no longer able to see your actions clearly or of applying yourself to the needs of women and girls, you have stopped contributing something impactful and meaningful to female liberation.
pain can be useful, but there is a crucial difference between pain that is infected, festering, untreated, and the measured pain of a slowly healing wound. I have known enough of both to tell you that only one of these can be a source of strength and building something new and better. the other can only necrotize and decay everything around it from within.
if you have not worked/do not continue to work on your own healing, coping, emotional regulation, etc., especially given that the wound is still taking damage outside your control as worldwide female oppression and our heightened awareness of it continues, it will, sooner or later, turn septic.
#this is specifically about letting pain and rage fester and rot#and influence your thinking and behavior#and letting it get in the way of what really matters - women#this is not about hating men in general on its own#obviously im all for that lol#just check my KAM tag for proof š#mine#anger#women's anger#KAM
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Ruler of my HeartĀ | Do NOT repost or use without permission. Ā Ā
#my art#alien stage round 5#alien stage#mizi#sua#ruler of my heart#alnst#alnst luka#luka#artists on tumblr#artist on tumblr#alien stage fanart#alnst fanart#vivinos#studio lico#I AM OBSESSED GUYS#I WAKE UP I HEAR LUKA'S VOICE#I live for suaxmizi but HAH I LOVE THEIR MIZI AND LUKA'S CONFLICTUAL RELATIONSHIP#I don't ship them at all but hhhhh the rage#the hate#how he teases her#yeah I love how these humans have such different moral values and it's so well shown in the video#and their voices are just perfect#lyrics too#because yeah 'make me your god i can give you everything' is so on point
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the gym bros tryin to get Ollie to be their spotter like š„ŗššššš
#ollie#yes thats one of pontis shirts he forgot his clean one at home will make a shitpost comic abt it later#my ass rlly all ''oh boy i finally finished drawing the same 4 ocs over and over again ''šāāļøšāāļøšāāļø draws the same oc yet again#IMMEDIATELY#i ahve to draw sweaty ass men to cope with the fact that im sweating my ass off everyday fuck summer man i hate this shit#if i dont sexualize it i will rip my skin off like a werewolf in a fit of uncomfortable rage#oc#original character#my art#monster boy#monster#monster oc#orc#half orc#demon#half demon#tiefling#muscle#pecs#gym#terato#exophilia#monster bf
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#shadow and bone#six of crows#grishaverse#jesper fahey#wesper#poorly made memes strike back#jan van eck#I can see Wylan trying to forget Jan existed or having complicated feelings with a lot of rage and tiredness#but jesper?#Jesper totally hated him#like āthis man wrecked all the childhood of my wylanā#he would totally be like rest in hell jan I have special wine for this occasion#he would be like who r u talking about? Jan Van Eck? donāt know himā¦ oh u r talking about that dickheadā¦..#Kaz and Marya in the background pretending they have no connection to the accidental cruel death of Jan in hellgate: sorrows sorrows prayers#I am living for headcanons of Marya being as tenacious and smart as Wylan#and having her own revenge on Jan in the future#and with Wylan cared for her so much and Jesper who she didnāt want to lie to her son#she went straight to Kaz#gunpowder#post crooked kingdom
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ātight clothes are for slutsā
-a man too fat for compression shirts
#i hate men#female manipulator#evil woman#blog#girlblogging#girl core#lana del rey#kill all males#ihatemybf#i hate my boyfriend#kill all humans#female rage#bop#y2k#2000s#barbie
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i'm having hyperfixation drought so i did what i did best and created a crossover episode
#trafficblr#life series#hermitcraft#qsmp#the drought's been crazy i had to make qsmp x life series/hermitcraft you don't understand i literally had to#i literally cannot tag all of the cubitos without going over the limit so i'm gonna use them to rant about these doodles instead#when i tell you that i think dl!pearl would've loved tilĆn i'm telling you i think she would've LOVED them like.#something about just wanting to find love at every turn but feeling unwanted spdihgpisadhfpa. and also tilĆn's name is similar to tilly LOL#the jelly egg is just like if the double life jelly pandas were just an egg that scar loves with all his heart and grian reluctantly accept#i think out of all the duos in qsmp. the one i would want to see in the dl soumate premise the most is slimeriana. it's the dysfunctionalit#i made a post in the past about pac and tango being my fav cubitos bcs they were both crazy cartoonish and like scientists#but it kinda felt like a disservice to leave mike and zedaph out because to me they're argubly crazier and more cartoonish#missa and tim are paired bcs i just really wanted an excuse to draw the wet cats and it just so happened they both have relations to death#skizz and jaiden as the lawyers who were SHOCKINGLY good at their jobs like they cooked with that one#(was also gonna draw joe and roier as bad lawyers but i was running outta steam)#someone's already made a post about grian and (el) quackity and their eye entities so not much elaboration needed there#fit and etho just give the same vibe to be as a dude who has a reputation and is well-known and seems intimidating#i also made fit's arms way too skinny and i don't like it...but i'm not gonna go back and change it now i spent embarassingly long on this#but then his silliness is brought out by The Narrative#foolish and bdubs is one of my favorite drawings because i just knew i wanted to highlight the silly height difference#just realized they're also both god-like figures at least at some point#cellbit and rendog. cat and dog and lore. enough said about their connection.#i couldn't decide who fit etoiles combat hungry anime protagonist vibe best bcs martyn was originally paired with him#but i wanted martyn with phil so i went with my second options: joel and gem#i couldn't draw them mid rage but essentially the title is derived from āWHO KILLED EMPANADAā and ādo me a favor. die for me.ā#philza minecraft and martyn inthelittlewood. they feel like twins but one is evil (it's martyn)#SOMETHING I FORGOT THAT I WISH I ADDED: BBH AND BIGB AS THE ENTITIES WHO LIE. I HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I FORGET THAT#if i were to pair impulse with someone it would be tubbo? either him or scar would've been with tubbo#and then lizzie i just did not know who i wanted to pair her with. no one really does it like her in my opinion#scott's someone i also had no idea who to put him with he's just so...him...
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i HATE mr bonzo so unbelievably much it's not even funny
i haven't stopped thinking about how much i dislike him and it's been DAYS since mag12. i hate that he still makes me nauseas after that episode. there is no reason for him to be so horrificially monsterous. it's genuinely funny how pathetically evil he is. i find him humorous and am offended that he is frightening. he isn't tragic. he has no sadness. no weakness or suffering for us to sympathize with. he's just some failed children's mascot who eats people. what devastating backstory could they even give him? a kid pissed on his feet one time?? there is nothing these talented writers could ever create that would ever make me feel anything but pure rage towards this horrid clown adjacent mass of flesh and puss. it's devastating when we compare him to any of the TMA avatars. jane prentiss just wanted to be loved, so she let the worms consume her. don't even GET me started on jon. but god damn bulbous bonzo? fuckass chuck-e-cheese drop out who turned to aggressive cannibalism. he does nothing but pure evil with no ounce of remorse that could lead to any amount of sympathy. how dare his nauseating form have any impact on my psyche. he is not worthy of my fear and i hope he explodes in some distant land where his death will not impede on anyone's sanity.
this is NOT hating on the writing in this series at all i think it is wonderful
#i hate mr bonzo i really really hate him#his teeth are not soft#i am directing all of my rage onto this children's mascot#it's really funny#i am angry that i fear him it is not fair#how dare you make me afraid of clown adjacent things again#the magnus protocol#tmagp#magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#mr bonzo#mr bonzo tmagp
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fiona gallagher // the angry man in the house
#ami weaves a web#for real this time!!! since it's not just a couple of pictures with lyrics from one (1) song lol#anyways#tw abuse#something about growing up with an angry abusive father and harboring all this fear and then watching your siblings learn his violence#and then turn it on you#and you're also this deeply angry person#there's no escaping that#but seeing your father's rage in your baby brother's eyes#the baby brother you've raised from infancy#god. it fucks me up so much#also the fact that fiona looks resigned to frank's anger and puts on this brave face when he's yelling at her but is visibly shaken and#terrified when it's lip or ian is breaking my heart#you can put up your wall of steel when you know someone's going to hurt you. but when you don't expect it...#man fuck these fathers who put their hands on their little kids#i should be allowed to go feral i think. hm. maybe i am just struggling to be at home with my family. anyways#fuck frank all my homies hate frank
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the gorgug-porter conversation is interesting to me because like. yea for the overwhelming majority of the conversation porterās being shitty & trying to fit gorgug into a box that gorgug just does not fit into by trying to make gorgugās relationship with his rage more focused on the aggression aspect of it. but then thereās also this specific thing that brennan brought up again in the ap, which is that gorgugās relationship with his rage is wholly āthis is a tool i use to protect my friends.ā which isnāt a bad thing! but thatās his Whole relationship with it, & gorgug seems to place next to no value on his rage in relationship to himself. which is problematic, because itās first & foremost his rage.
being raised in a household with a sort of toxic positivity largely meant that, whether or not it was his parentsā intention, gorgug internalized the message that more traditionally ānegativeā emotions such as anger are the wrong response to something. part of the reason he prioritizes his artificing is probably because itās āfixingā things. in comparison to being a barbarian, which gorgug associates with ābreakingā things. good vs. bad behavior, in his eyes.
itās a totally unacceptable bar to measure a 16 y/o by, but i do think part of porterās reasoning for not letting gorgug multiclass is him recognizing that gorgug generally does not value anger as a valid emotional response to something, at the very least for himself. & that directly conflicts with what being a barbarian is, because whether you like it or not, that rage is what fuels you. but again, barring a kid from pursuing something they deeply care about in part (not entirely, porter has a lot of more bullshit reasons) because of their fundamental values & world outlook is crazy.
so yes, 98% of porterās reasoning is pretty shitty, immature, rife with a toxic view that thereās only one proper way to access rage, & generally not a good thing to do as a teacher, but also within that reasoning is the 2% of āthere is a fundamental part of yourself that you only value if you can use it to take care of other people & you need to accept that as something that can take care of you, too.ā but thatās something to discuss with a therapist or a guidance counselor, not something that should hugely impact gorgugās academic future.
#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#btw these r just my personal opinions u r 100% free to disagree#gorgug & his rage interest me so deeply because of how deeply that rage existing seems to be against gorgugās own will#like mechanically classes are choices & you can switch stuff around any time. but gorgug as a barbarian always felt like an unwilling choice#like that 14 y/o kid did not want to have rage. & that really interests me.#iāve seen people before be like āwhat if gorgug dropped barbarian & went full srtificerā but i feel like that simply canāt happen??#mechanically yea sure but it always felt like a core part of gorgug that the rage will always be there & itās a matter of how you channel it#idk. dnd classes narratively being treated as āyou can not lose this part of youā even though you technically can#gorgug could be lvl 19 artificer & heād still have 1 level of barbarian. because that is part of who he is.#btw i donāt think porter truly cares about gorgug valuing his rage only as a way to be a human shield#i think porter just sees that as āwrongā but like. not as in āyou need to take care of yourselfā & more āyou arenāt conformingā#he thinks itās wrong for the wrong reasons. the nastier āthis is how you should beā reasons#ppl being like āwe r being too hard on porter. itās an 150% courseload gorgug will be overwhelmedā i think r missing the point bc like.#that is 100% a valid reason to not approve gorgug for multiclassing! but thatās also 100% not the reason porter rejected him.#that whole interaction was basically porter shoving his percieved version of conformity down gorgugās throat. was v neurodivergent kid coded#no hate to anyone saying that last point btw these r all just opinions#thinking about last ep wilma & digby being like āyouāre a great barbarian. youāre so great at it. but look at what you made!!!ā like.#they would never mean it like that. but when you only understand half of your son he is going to prioritize the half you do.
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cogito ergo sum
I think therefore II amAM
I AM
Sound clip I'm referencing is AM (Allied Mastercomputer) from I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream + Vessel's Red Sex here
#art#my art#ranne my beloved#oc art#oc#Tw blood#tw gore#digital art#digital painting#dark art#dark fantasy#cogito ergo sum#Spotify#the hate monologue AM does is the same amount of pure rage that Ranne probably feels when the schism happens#<- lore tidbit#hey i love ranne and punish honey and IHNMAIMS so lets combine all three
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āSheās tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt meāš¤š¤š¤
(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra ās AMAZING regency inspired artš®āšØšš)
#I just have a love of big regency dresses what can I sayšš#if you havenāt seen them yet this is a study of the GORGEOUS P&P illustrations from the 1890s by Charles Brock#they are all just so spectacular & I stare at them alllllllllll the time wishing I had an ounce of his talentššš#so I do these studies to pretend even though I change some thingsš
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bc these studies is the best way to improve imoš#but I remembered halfway through why I rage quit trying to draw with my fountain pen a year agoššš#that thing is amazing for writing and I love it like a child#but drawing?! tbh I should have used my drawing ink pen but whatever#I woke up with a hankering to do some crosshatching (which I hate) in an attempt to get over myself#also!!!!!! when Mr Darcy says something like that itās no wonder Elizabeth jumps at the bit to believe every awful thing she hears about him#itās like Mr wickhamās dumb stories that nobody else in their right mind would believe#are speaking right to her soul. like OF COURSE that asshole from the assembly would do all of those thingsš¤š¤#he called me ugly so OF COURSE he would deny mr wickham his livingš¤š¤#(I donāt blame her I would do the sameš¤š¤)#ALSO why tf did he even say that when heās clearly smitten from the beginning#Iām sure if he knew that she heard him he would simply perish from mortification#well thst is my p&p - inking horror - inspiration rant of the dayšš#(I read p&p at least once a year & it is the only fanfic I really readš
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)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise#eloise babbit#regency au
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