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cryptablog · 2 years ago

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Autism summit takeaway

Autism Summit is really at its peak right now. Couldn’t be happier. This is the winners room. The real winner gets ritas but everyone else gets snacks too.

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fahbev · 8 months ago

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hey @sillysealll!! Im the anon who sent you this ask. I did in fact end up doing it.

So here’s my… I don’t even know what to call it? It’s not a redraw because I definitely traced it, but it’s also more than just a coloring job. I guess I can call it an edit?

Here’s my edit of the first page of sillysealll’s amazing kid gang au!

and down here is the original ⬇️

soooo… you may have noticed that I changed Jason’s outfit. That was by accident 😔. I misunderstood his clothes and by the time I realized, I was already committed. So then I thought… what if he’s just borrowing Dick’s hoodie? So I colored it red and here he is. Wearing Dicks hoodie.

also, I tried to keep with the original style, but by the time I got to inking that was kind of out the window bc I got super pen-happy.

Oh, also also! Nobody asked but this was my Batmobile ref (I flipped it)

I gotta find a faster way of coloring— I literally traced your art and it still took me 11 hours

#That Batmobile prob took the longest #I copy pasted it so I only drew it twice #but I made a bad decision with my layers so I had to ink it all four times separately #coloring it was confusing as hell and now that I’m zoomed way out I can see how odd it looks #Guys I’m not used to drawing metal that isn’t curved #I didn’t know where to put the highlights so I just shaded it like hair 😭😭#There’s a few other things I changed but all in all I tried to stick close to your vision #also that tire and his shoes took me awhile #Want you to know also that I sketched in bright magenta #fun fact I didn’t even ink the third panel #that one was very closely traced so the sketch was super clean and I didn’t wanna ink all those details #so I just turned it black and moved the layer up #I inked the Batmobile tho #This is probably gonna be the only page I do #Anyway y’all know that hyperfixation state where you draw for four hours straight and then suddenly you realize you’re starving and also —#have to pee super bad and you don’t even know what room to go in first?#Been awhile since I’ve been able to activate that

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opikiquu · 7 months ago

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aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE

#★ arin rambles #‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you #AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY #OH MY LORD #OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS.#MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I #AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video #‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE #I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY #Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute #HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO.#Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever #any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU #IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY #IM COVERED IN DIRT #IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN #oh goodness me oh my #im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick #Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE!#guys…. he my favorriet…#my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything #hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM*#yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW #IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY?#oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut #ly DOOMED #yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton #TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE #i womder how crazy i look right now #Sighs lovingly at him..

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worm-in-a-trenchcoat · 2 years ago

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Mutuals!!! Beasties!!!

We went to an antique mall today for my birthday and look at what I found!!

The whole top floor was full of vintage toys and dolls/Barbie’s, I wanted to buy everything 😭

#monster high #the tall ghoul on the counter wasn’t for sale I wanted her so bad 😭#the one in box on the shelf was for sale but she was 250 bucks #I’m definitely going back there when I get paid they can take all my money #they also had an oddity room where I also wanted to buy everything 😭#10/10 today was a good day #the lady who worked this part of the store is also autistic/has adhd #and she said one of her hyperfixations is Barbie and dolls #I swear this woman info dumped about dolls to this girl who was looking for 80s Barbie’s #for a good 30 minutes #I wanted to talk with her so bad I’ve never seen someone else info dump about dolls before I want to be her best friend 😭#we’re going back there some time this week so maybe I’ll get to talk to her next time we go #if you live in Virginia this place is in VA beach!

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genderfluid-druid · 10 months ago

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do you ever like.... "is this a normal amount of brain issues or is there something Actually Wrong with me." Coz damn i been having the memory issues lately, struggling to follow conversations, struggling to learn things that used to be easy, and so fucking Tired all the Got Damn Time. Fuck

#i wish i had energy! to do things! i want to do things!#i want to write and draw and paint minis and bind books and set up a craft room in the basement #i want to paint all my walls #i want to fucken. hang pictures fuck #i want to bake and cook #i want to hyperfixate on random topics #i want to keep up with all the amazing writing my friends are doing #but man. it is very much a “pick one thing per day. if you're lucky” situation

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eggmeralda · 6 months ago

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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause #to like charities and gfms and anyone else #but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job #and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything #and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week #but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week #the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything #you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something #but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets #like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going #but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it #and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy #and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own #but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough #my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space #bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected #and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll #get everything going again #but at the same time i could easily just die #I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs #what else is there to do with my life honestly #(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed #but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience #idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't #but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it #ramble #suicide tw #weight loss mention

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oh-meow-swirls · 7 months ago

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was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #yw3 #i love dukesville. yo-kai watch wild west. though also everyone in bbq talks like they're in the wild west-#i don't blame myself for not having any commentary on hazeltine mansion tbh. it sucks ass. i mean it's kind of fun but like #god is it annoying. i think using the mechanic of switching between nate and hailey for puzzles is a cool idea but. bad execution #very bad execution. it is so annoying #especially the section where you're in the basement and have to use the drill a bunch #... why are there prison cells in the basement anyways??????? i just realized how fucking weird that is-#i'm mostly just annoyed by the dining room puzzle tbh. i KNOW the fucking answers but verygoodsir is an ASSHOLE for some reason #and won't let me choose the FUCKING CORRECT DOORS #3's so fucking amazing tbh. i really wanna replay it soon. don't wanna have to delete a save file though #wish 3 had three save files like 1 and 2. i get why though i mean it's the biggest 3ds game klsfdjfskjfsdjksdf-#i wanna like. actually use my originyan for once. i might just end up using nyases ii instead tho fsdkljjdsfjskd-#i love every chapter in 3 after nate and hailey meet tbh. the bestie moments are so good #though also i don't think it was an amazing idea tbh. it means there's six main characters after that point #sometimes one character will go several cutscenes without talking at all. it's usually buck #he doesn't have any dialogue during any of the key quests in new yo-kai city. which is pretty amusing admittedly #i think the writers just forgot about him or something fslkdjdfslkjfsdljkdf-#i think my favorite thing related to that is like. during the stuff in bada-bing tower komasan and komajiro are there too #but they don't have any dialogue. which makes it seem kind of pointless #i get why they're there plot-wise but like. at that point you should either have them leave before you go to bada-bing tower #(esp since they don't end up in the ufo with everyone else. idr if there's a reason for that there probably isn't-)#(i think i slightly blocked out everything in bada-bing tower cuz it is so grueling)#or just. give them dialogue???#i love 3 and all but it definitely has some problems-#which is why i'm so excited to rewrite it <3 for both of those reasons. i can fix things. and also it's the best game #just. full-stop. not just the best yo-kai watch. i just think it's the best game ever #that title changes based on my current biggest hyperfixation though sfldfsjdkslfdjkfdj-#i think i'd say my overall top 5 is like. yo-kai watch 3. deltarune. ummmm. fantasy life is up there

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trisaidekaphobia · 1 year ago

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BRO THERE IS NO WAY THE FNAF SUITS ARE GONNA BE AT HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHT

#crying screaming throwing up #my hyperfixations all together in one room #fnaf #fnaf movie #hhn #halloween horror nights

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imflyingfish · 4 months ago

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I want to play minecraft <- instead has played 5 hours of the sims 4 and has something important to do tomorrow

#>:[#waddahell im too busy playing the sims 4 so i cant play minecraft whatttt #where my free time <- spent it all playing sims 4 #to be fair i am also trying to get a job. so.#no ive hit a sims 4 hyperfixATION and this is my life for the next like. month #ive never gotten this far into the game before #i only have 2 households i have a gen household which has expanded a LOT #and one where i made the minecraft default skins #except there wasnt enough room for Noor and i cant get the expand families thing to work #so theyre on their own next door lmao #but the game keeps messing them up its ANNOYING #anyway i didnt make that house to play with i just made it to be friends with my main house #i accidentally aged up my child into a teenager so now im going to adopt a new one so i can play through childhood #um but i realised that my hyperfixation on sims 4 comes from the same place and my fixation on cities skylines #- dream fuffilment - creative control and outlet - puzzle mindset -#- stories -#which means that ive got about a month left of this fixation because the games are quite similar #last time i stopped playing cities skylines was bc i hit a slight wall and got frustrated at the game for being so paywalled behind expansio #n packs #boy i wonder whats gonna happen to me #am I:#A. going to continue playing this game sustainably and indefinatly forever without my love for it wavering #or B. hyperfixate on something else next week

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nemotakeit · 5 months ago

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i remember the first time ever i listened to SO i was like pfft rap? get out. (i was cringe) and then when i gave it a listen again a few months later i was a changed person... so i binge listened to their entire discography immediately and was genuinely shocked because how could ALL of their songs be bangers, like i couldn't believe it was possible it was surreal........ i wish i could turn back time (lol) to experience that pure shock again

#and the funny thing is i was in denial abt liking them for some time #i couldnt afford a new hyperfixation in that specific year #and i remember thinking to myself 'lol their music might be good but they're probably ugly its okay i wont like them'#(I WAS A TEENAGER SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY)#so i searched them up on pinterest and guess what i saw. the blurryface photoshoot #i kind of glitched and realized i was fucked #but i still tried to deny it and avoided looking at their pictures for days #but i eventually gave in and looked up videos and interviews and random facts about them #i was like SO stressed out abt this like i would get in trouble if someone found out i like them ahjdkdl #mind u in my country hardly anyone knows who they are #i made peace tho and then i fully embraced becoming a clikkie #technically im a hiatus clikkie #and one of the biggest concerns in my life then was the question of 'ARE THEY RETIRING WHY ARE THEY GONE'#idk looking back its so funny #this was in 2017 #OH and one more thing #i was born and raised a christian and still was at that point (now i am not)#and all my life my mom would heavily censor stuff that would come across as 'devilish' or even mildly offensive to the christian religion #yknow even harry potter #so i had this irrational fear/anxiety abt stuff like that wired in my brain as well #so when i saw the hds live vid on youtube (the official one with a ton of views)#i got sincerely worried they might be some kind of devil worshippers or something 💀#them having a song called heathens did NOT help #off i went to google their religion and... the relief i felt when i found out they were christian lol #btw my mom did freak out over heathens when she found out 💀💀#i wont go into detail but she did give me trauma when she learned about the dema storyline too............#i still dont play lore videos when she's in the room 🥲🥲 thats why im lowkey jealous of clikkies with clikkie parents #okay story times over lol #tøp #nemotakeit

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hiraunia · 9 months ago

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The day my mom realizes im just kinda neurotic by nature, especially when I'm stressed or just can't think is the day I'll finally feel comfortable around her.

I'd tell her myself but she seems to think that its just the medicine and my dose is too strong(despite the fact that I only took half today) so she'll just have to figure it out on her own I guess.

#I love having an ADHD gen x mom who somehow still doesn't understand my ADHD symptoms #She still doesn't understand how I can hyperfixate on art for days at a time but still not be able to clean my room #Like that's not one of the most stereotypical adhd things you can do #Oh but she gets it because because she was like me when she was my age #Nevermind the fact that she had two kids a house had already flunked out of law school and begun her life long career #All while im still unemployed and can't drive. Yah real similar #hirantalkstoomuch

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siena-sevenwits · 1 year ago

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:-)

#I've spent the past week organizing in the play's wake - sorting and laundering huge numbers of costumes #some to return to those they belong to and some to come home to my costume storage room which had become chaotic over the last few #months #so a complete spring cleaning for the storage room became part of my task list too. Now the play's been over for a week #and the emails are starting to come in from admin about next year. As some of you know I did a lot of discernment this semester #about what next year should look like and I have decided a mix of continuity is best. I won't be working for my 'main' schoolboard anymore #but I will continue to teach and direct for the one program in the city (the one I did the play for) and possibly with a new home school #enrichment program that may go ahead this year if there are sufficient numbers. Otherwise I am going to spend a semester #tutoring and running workshops f I can get it off the ground. Then we'll see.#Anyway - admin wants me to get new syllabi in to them within a month's time so my thoughts are all in that direction!#I get to teach 19th/20th century Canadian history to the middle schoolers and Late Antique/Medieval Church History to the high schoolers!#Also direct another play and do a humanities course centred around an epic in the spring (the last couple of years we've done Iliad and #Odyssey - they want Aeneid this year but I am trying to talk them into another option. The Aeneid is valuable but I am not sure it's the #time or place with this group of students. The result of all this is that I am spending far too much time doing Internet research for ideas #and then taking breaks on tumblr - which isn't good for my eyes or mental health. What with the play and end of term #I fear I've been out of the reading habit. I'm still hyperfixating on the Book of Romans so there's that at least #but I lost the novel I was in the middle of and am not feeling so motivating with out books. It's a proper reading slump! I need a kickstar #of sorts. Feel free to yell at me that I should pick up a book!

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hyperfixation-tangentopia · 1 year ago

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The urge to ramble about turtles vs the fact I'd just be repeating myself at this point but I LOVE THEM

#hyperfixation intense edition: go!#okay all of them are a bit life-consuming #but then there's the super intense ones that allow literally no room for anything else #okay no that's also #I don't know how to explain the difference besides it's the ones where the intro theme gets stuck in my head #and the ones I draw fanart for (if applicable)#that's where LMK fell before it became obvious it was just straight-up SpIn territory

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funtimegarfield · 8 months ago

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how do I tell my (new) psychiatrist tomorrow that I have lost interest in literally everything except for sexy fictional pirates

#hyperfixation who lollll #one piece #mental health #ive been depressed and one piece is literally whats pulling me through rn #i dont want to talk to people unless it's about one piece #def not healthy or normal for me!!#it's beginning to affect my ability to work now like literally i will be spacing out about one piece all day #another person at work is also H/F on one piece so when we are in a room together its not easy #i like that its keeping me from laying in bed all day but i am neglecting real life things and that's not good

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call-me-lemon · 2 years ago

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I want to build a fort with a sign on the door that reads "No uggos allowed" but I never stop anyone from coming in ever even if they look like a literal eldrich horror so it both promotes positivity in the sense that no one is denied meaning no one is ugly and also that it confuses the hell out of all visitors as to the origins of the sign and to what exactly I consider to be ugly

#there would have to be some reason that the sign was put up #some mysterious incident that caused 'uggos' to be exiled #but no one is ugly so what the hell happened and who is this sign refering to #also there is a pool table in the fort #or billiards #do yall call it pool or billiards? is there a difference?#I also want a classic pinball wall #i dont play pinball but I enjoy the type of person that gets very hyperfixated on one specific branded pinball machine shamelessly #there would also be like three different dnd nooks for parralell campaigns #and if they arent one-offs we could just not clean up after ourselves and come back to the space exactly as we left it #and as all forts require there would be several alone rooms since all those activities might be overwhelming #I used to hide in my closet when I was stressed so im going for closet vibes. the clothes muffle sound and they would idealy be remote too #so if youre just not having a good day you can go in the alone closet and settle into a beanbag chair on the floor and just have a good cry #work through it and when youre ready come on out and play some mario kart

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bitegore · 11 months ago

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safe to say alan wake is having an effect on me

#woke up this morning pranced to the living room devoured some food immediately went to alan wake discord server in preparation of video game #red rambles #new hyperfixation folks!#i miss... sauna access....... i woke up and my bedroom was 80F after running my space heater all night and that's lovely but OUGH i want #sauna instead. i know they have one on my campus but im pretty sure you have to be dressed so its not the same #i got tits. i dont wanna wear a SHIRT in the SAUNA its like going swimming in jeans.

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