#ABOUT TO CRY AGAIN
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i literally hate how in leading up to her death both of claudia’s loved ones were taken away from her one after the other leaving her so utterly alone in her final moments. and through it all how she, the knight, was righteous and brave and strong and unapologetic. her enormous love for them. the perfect vampire. how she was still putting them above herself and how much clarity she had. still being louis’ voice of reason despite the distance recently wedged between them their splintered relationship and despite his callous hurtful actions. and then having him physically ripped away from her both unable to do anything but wildly grasp for each other... the rawness of her pain… no closure about any of it or the new things revealed about her turning no time to process any of it. how unfair. and then encouraging madeleine to join the coven… and madeleine choosing her… but crumbling to dust in claudia’s arms when she was in a protective stance trying to shield madeleine as much as she could. she had to feel that horrible painful loss for both of them in those final moments. THAT loneliness. on stage for all to see contrasting it with everything lestat said making it fall so fucking flat. and when finally succumbing to the sun on the literal brink of death so incredibly helpless she turns back around desperately to see the father who didn’t defend her once who she hates more than anyone in the world out of whatever form of love she still feels for him for some inkling of comfort pleading out of hopelessness and she sees him just watch her burn. abandoned for the last time
#ABOUT TO CRY AGAIN#interview with the vampire#i know i’m just summarizing but maybe if i loved her less i’d be able to talk about it more and also i need to get it out#it’s all unbelievably serious to me this grief is REAL!#🥬
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Paralyzing anxiety about taking a shower and dying in it is a new one for me.
#I severely sprained my ankle#and probably tore a ligament#so I can’t put pressure on it#I was trying to avoid showering when home alone just in case I fall#or get stuck#but my roomie stayed with his gf last night#no idea if he’s coming back tonight or ever#and my hair feels like death and I’ve been sweaty and gross for two days now#so I gotta do it#and I’ve already cried because I’m so scared#about to cry again#I was not made to be alone#I hate this
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"You strained to see, chin tucked hard against the top of your chest, and beheld with relief your double-handed sword. Your relationship with it was becoming increasingly complex: you hated its presence, but the world without it would be unimaginable."
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I AM STANDING OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE SHOUTING THIS THROUGH A MEGAPHONE
I CAN'T STOP WATCHING THAT RIGHTEOUS HAND OF GOD ANIMATION THING YOU DID I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON IN THAT CLIP ONLY THAT IT'S FROM REPAIRED UNSTABLE (which I am rabid about btw I think I commented on that but I was anon cause I was reading it half asleep on my phone and didn't remember my password) BUT THOSE THREE FRAMES WHERE ECLIPSE DOES THE THING WITH HIS HANDS IN TIME TO THE MUSIC WHILE HE CHANGES COLOR? CHILLS CHILLS CHILLS TERRIFIED EXCITEMENT WHAT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL HE LOOKS SO COOL AND SCARY AND SMUG AS HELL THAT'S AN AWESOME ECLIPSE DESIGN WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH SUN WHAT THE HELL IS ECLIPSE DOING DOES SUN HAVE EXTRA ARMS IN THAT ANIMATIC WHY IS MOON REPRESENTING THE LOLLIPOP GUILD IN THAT FIC SERIOUSLY I AM JUST 👀👀👀 AT EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING THERE
ALSO YOUR VIRUS AU IS ONE OF THE MOST INTERESTING AUS I'VE EVER SEEN LIKE SO FEW CREATORS ACTUALLY TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FACT THAT THE BOYS ARE TECHNICALLY CODE AND THEN YOU RUN WITH THAT IN A WAY I HAVEN'T REALLY SEEN ANY OTHER AUTHORS DO
I DON'T KNOW WHAT A SUBNAUTICA IS
I READ YOUR SUBNAUTICA AU AND I THINK I WANT A SUBNAUTICA
I am sobbing so hard right now. I am SO sorry for not replying sooner and- I just-
I can't express how stinking excited I am to share more of Repaired Unstable! It's gonna be the longest fic I've ever written and I- You're killing me, Ordinary! I love your comments and we all love you. I am really excited to share more on RU and on this Eclipse. He is my menace of a beloved and I'm excited for his appearance in the story
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! THAT'S SO NICE! The Virus AU has been tons of fun making and unlike RU, I'm more than happy to talk about it now! It won't get a fic, but it will get more art! Just gotta get through the intro, then I can just draw the boys! I'm so excited you think so! X3
If you got a Subnautica, then I hoped you enjoyed it! It's a great game and it fills me with joy every time someone tells me my story made them go out and get the game!
Thank you so much, Ordinary! You're the greatest and I adore your comments so much!
#ask blonde#ordinarydoodles#they are great and deserve so much#Repaired Unstable au#Leviathan's song#virus au#my heart hurts from how happy this ask made me#was literally crying earlier#about to cry again#I am holding this ask tenderly and caring for it so much
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so this summer i am nannying a 5 year old who loves miraculous ladybug (my dream) & every day she asks if we can play ladybug and chat noir at the park. these are some comics based on our various games<3
#usually she is ladybug. and i’m hawkmoth#adrien is sometimes a random object or we just pretend he’s there#or sometimes i’m adrien#one time we played where she was ladybug and she betrayed me(adrien) and gave both our miraculous to hawkmoth#and i just collapsed to my knees crying from the betrayal#i’m really super normal about it.#anyway i love my job it’s great#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#my art#ladybug#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#it’s so funny bc i can tell by now which episodes she’s watched bc she’ll want to act them out#usually she wants to act out dark cupid#which is a banger episode. so good#or the paris special#again. banger.
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if we could stay connected, just like this
#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#mizuki5 spoilers#proseka#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it#and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation#please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around#i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah#its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just#think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios#real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)
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I am not over Gerald calling Shadow son in Shadow Generations. That's his boy, that's his real son boy that he has to say goodbye to. He's so upset he put Shadow in this position from the very beginning, but he loves him and he's so glad to have created him and I fucking CAN'T.
#shadow the hedgehog#gerald robotnik#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations spoilers#spoilers#Shadow is his real son and part of his family and that's a fact#crying in the club again thinking about Shadow and how unfair everything involving his family is in this game and his history#family dynamics fucking RUIN ME
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Art © me
#UWAAAAAAAAAAAAH SCARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-#hoyo how dare u referencing his backstory u wanted to make me cry again dont u-#ueueueue......... baby dregen... he got a BABY DREGEN#[inserts text of me crying about them]#MXART#fanart#genshin scaramouche#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin wanderer#genshin durin#genshin 4.8#genshin event#digital art#digital drawing#digital fanart
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archfey warlock
#artists on tumblr#had to close all asks and messages for a moment#sorry#i just can't deal with the bot spam#will be back in some time again#i've been playing the dragon age series lately#currently working on DA2#i'm completely in love with fenris hello#i heard the new game won't care about your DA2 choices#gonna cry if fenris shows up and is like hawke who#inquisition save me#i need another fave character that is less likely to break my heart in vguard
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"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"
some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#I LOVE PLOTTING AND ALSO SCHEMING#listen i have a lot of feelings and i needed 2 process them and i do that by making art 2 target my mutuals directly#read my about it's there it's in the fineprint if we talk You Are Not Safe smile#i just . BITING BITING BITING this fic#the domesticity the grief the casual yet unfathomably deep soulmatism.......im ruined i tell u Ruined#so naturally i dropped everything#remember how i said lefts/rights r my enemy my beloathed my nemesis. MIRRORS MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE FHGDSAJFGJS I WANTED DEATH#i was like this is incorrect. no this is correct. flips them around in my head. no im wrong again actually#purgatory tbh but we got there (watch me be wrong again tho if i am wrong again i think i will Cry)#anyway!!! i don't have much else to say except pls read the fic and show jinx some love they 1000% deserve it this fic 1000% deserves it#i could only draw so many scenes but i would draw all of it if i could#fr i ws so paranoid abt accuracy lmao cut 2 footage of me looking up rice cooker models and wtf the colour 'carnelian' was#i hope i got everything right i hope i did it justice :'>#also if any1 mentions how megumi's arm in 3 is at an awkward angle. look me in the eye and tell me youve comfortably cuddled with someone#i will call u a liar
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shattered glass B-127
#bumblebee#b 127#goldbug#shattered glass#transformers one#transformers#orion pax#d 16#i think its funny if this alt version of bee doesnt talk much but hes always thinking the meanest things LOL#basically if bee grew really resentful instead#he would be crying tears of joy watching optimus tear alpha trion in half#he wants REVENGEEE!!!#i think this version of bee would follow optimus soley because he killed the bot that put him down there#megatron would try to convince him to stay but bee would think hes too weak#also... optimus killed the guy who hurt him...#optimus cares about him...#he wouldnt want to get left behind again would he...#what has megatron done for him?
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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade
#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol#also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been#played. somehow#their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying#anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr#school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe#have a good day and week! :3#spiderman#peter parker#marvel#ok bye
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"Bill... Can I call you that?" / "You can call me whatever you want except 'My Love'!"
"Ha ha! That's a joke! Everybody loves me!"
Y yo a ti Ford, or whatever. @fearoftriangles pointed out that in the Spanish version of The Book of Bill: Bill says Ford can call him anything but "Mi Amor" instead of anything but "Late for Dinner" and-
...I swear, Spanish translators cannot keep getting away with this
#Its been 4 years and i still regularly think about 'Y yo a ti Cas' you can't do this to me AGAIN#joke is that this is the format of the Destiel y yo a ti cas / dont do this cas meme but i fear by making them look happy i lost the vibe#I will redraw them with the og crying meme someday tho i think it'd be funny#Gravity falls#Billford#Stanford Pines#Bill Cipher#Ford Pines#young stanford pines#bill/ford#Bill x ford#Destiel meme#Fan art#Fanart#GF fanart#Artists on tumblr#My art#The book of bill#Tbob#Love them they are the worst and apparently even more worse in spanish <333#I hope i got the words right i do not speak spanish and i know google translate is the source of all evil 😅
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just finished opla mood
#oh followers. i really truly really loved it#i was worried with the first episode but wow it truly got great#episodes 6 and 7 made me cry so much#imo. the most important thing about adaptation is to make the audience fall in love again#with the story and the characters#and oh followers did it do that in spades#they are SO dear to me#i love them profoundly#truly. truly i had a great time#opla#one piece#one piece live action#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#cat burglar nami#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#usopp#straw hat pirates#straw hats#mugiwara#mugiwara no ichimi
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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