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im tryna watch these cutesy elf animes and its just not hitting! why are ppl lying out here!
slice of life anime is boring to me, no plot twist? no murder? no backstabbing? just some magic bitches traveling? i feel like all media is getting prettier so ppl are hyping that up but the stories feel so bland
like even the "edgy anime" feel sanitized now, ppl were hyping up oshi no ko like it was the next death note, like if u think aqua is even close to being like light yagami then yall didnt watch the same anime, oshi no ko is an idol anime with some mystery, its not a true murder mystery
#me#personal#vent#dungeon meshi is ok and frieren is also ok#these are not animes i will remember in 6 months from now#oshi no ko's first episode was actually pretty good but its 90 mins long so ofcourse youre sucked in but again it is just ok#bring back the animes where that guy found his lil sister cut up in gift boxes!#i either watch stupid as hell shit like bleach jjk and inuyasha or shit thats pretty fucked up theres no inbetween#if its stupid i can turn my brain off and if its actually edgy and well written then hey i can actually turn it on and not guess the plot#this is why i stopped watching bongo stray dogs bc its tryna be funny and serious and its like i get the story but its feels like it should#be one or the other
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they look half dead ☹️
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#matt sharp#i rlly like rivers’ hair in this one! it’s epicness#i liked his hair in the 90s with his bowl cut.#bowl cuts are cool#and he looked great w it !#anyways yesterday was my boyfriend’s birthday party; and i got him some chaos emeralds from sonic that he’s been wanting like ; forever!#it was fun for the most part; but nobody told me we would be swimming plus i was the only girl there sooo i was just sitting around while#everybody swam and stuff. and my friend hayden i guess felt bad so he stayed out of the pool despite having swimwear and just played mobile#games with me; which was fun and i really appreciated but this guy ; who will remain nameless was being rlly mean to me at the party#like he was saying stuff abt how my boyfriend didn’t really like me THAT much (we have been together for nearly a year…)#and other things like that; which made me rlly sad and i kept asking my mom to pick me up but she wasn’t answering so i couldn’t do anything#besides trying not to cry and stuff. but it’s okay#and after everybody went inside besides me and my boyfriend ; we were cleaning up the table since the guys left all their trash and i had#like a whole pile of trash; like tons of plates and a whole stack of trash still; the guy from earlier who was mean just like#put his trash on top of the trash i was already carrying inside#since the guys were all crowded around the trash cans (he was closest; but he couldn’t throw it away; rather he wanted to deliberately just#put it on the pile i was carrying ) and it wouldn’t be a big deal if he wasn’t mean earlier; i wouldn’t have cared so much#but he was being real mean and just did that. and i’m a passive person ; but i rolled my eyes a ton at it and idk it felt like the#other guys were laughing; which made me feel even more awful about the fact but yeah so i rolled my eyes tons and he told my bf that he was#sorry about it; but didn’t say it to me and stuff and idk it just made me feel bad#when i was younger i got bullied a lot and people would throw their trash on my lunch tray n it just reminded me of that and made me sad;#but it’s okay now! other than that i had a good time and it was fun! my boyfriend said he loved my gift to him so ya! :D it was fun other#than the stuff with the guy! but yeah. not rlly weezer related tags today; just really wanted to get that off my chest#my boyfriends mom asked if i felt left out; which i definetly did and really wanted to go home but ik i couldn’t so i was just sitting at a#table alone for abt 20 mins while everybody was changingninitially#but it’s okay! ty for listening to my rant i love u all
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boyfriend skz things - happy 1k followers!
notes: this was long overdue so i rushed it a bit, but thank you everyone so so much for 1k! here’s a lil celebration that was not proofread 😭
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chan (방찬) - flirting
despite being in a long-term relationship with him, chan will never stop complimenting you, opening doors for you, spoiling you with gifts etc. it’s so frequent to the point where the others have long given up on making fun of him, opting for a simultaneous groan whenever the both of you share any type of interaction.
just as chan was about to lean in to kiss you, jisung interrupted from beside you, “the parents are at it again!” this created a trend for everyone to follow, screaming a few “get a room!”s or “not again!”s. chan pursed his lips, “i really look forward to the day i move out.” you laughed, “you don’t mean that.” “no i really do.”
minho (민호) - sending filter videos
it was very well known that minho is an avid filter user, using sending random videos to stays on bubble and laughing about them. little did anyone know, the amount of videos or pictures minho posts online were only 1/5th of how many he sends you. without even counting them, you could confidently say that 90% of your gallery was him with some ridiculous filter.
"min, stop sending me stuff, my storage is running out because of you." minho blinked at you slowly, before turning his attention back to his phone, ironically already filming a video with him as a bumblebee, "no." you laughed, "what do you mean, no? i quite literally have more pictures of you than me on my phone-" "good."
changbin (창빈) - reminding you to drink water
knowing how much changbin cares about his health, it was safe to assume that he would care just as much about yours. before he began dedicating his time in the gym, it was always you reminding him to stay hydrated. changbin used to be the most forgetful person ever, and would always be too busy working to drink water. however, after you switched jobs, you were often too stressed to eat or drink at all. thank your lucky stars that changbin is basically a walking alarm.
a glass of water was wordlessly placed beside your laptop on the desk. "binnie, i just drank some literally 5 minutes ago," you looked up from your screen to meet his stern eyes. "no, you drank a sip of my water over an hour ago," changbin crossed his arms, staring pointedly at the clock. you knew he wasn't going to budge until you finished every last drop of that glass, so you complied, downing the water. it was only then did he smile proudly, kissing your forehead quickly before leaving to wash the glass.
hyunjin (현진) - drawing
everyone knows how much hyunjin loves art, most of the pieces he posts on instagram were of flowers, or sceneries. however, he has a notebook that is dedicated to his drawings of you. he knows how you aren't confident in yourself most of the time, but he's determined to prove you wrong. whenever you were with him, hyunjin would always have his notebook and pencil in hand, ready to sketch you.
"what are you always drawing?" "hm?" hyunjin hummed, gaze still fixating on his pages. "i mean, you're always drawing something, can i see what it is?" his cheeks turned slightly pink from your attention, "i'll show you when i'm finished." "but you work on a new piece every time?" hyunjin paused, thinking of a reply to that, "i'll show you the entire book when i'm done. i have around 11 pages left or so anyway." you nodded, satisfied with that answer. hyunjin smiled to himself before continuing his work on your eyes, he always thought they were the prettiest he'd ever seen.
jisung (지성) - petting
it started off as a subconscious movement, you were pretty certain jisung hadn’t even realised doing it until you asked him why he was stroking your arm out of nowhere. he responded with a blush, moving away before you could stop him. it was when it happened again that you told him you found it adorable, and that was also when jisung kissed you for the first time.
“i never got to ask you,” you said, nudging jisung's foot with yours, earning a hum from him. “why do you always pet me?” the hand that was caressing your thigh halted, before continuing as jisung thought of an answer, “i don’t know. i think i just got used to petting bbama, and now i pet you.” you kissed his cheek lightly, smiling against his skin, “fair enough.”
felix (용복) - baking
it was regular for felix to bake a batch of brownies for the members and staff, and usually they would all be devoured before you could even get your hands on one of them, which is why felix would always bake a smaller batch reserved just for you. sometimes they would have chocolate chips in them, or m&ms, whatever you were craving, they would probably be put in the brownies.
"yah, felix, do you have any more brownies?" minho yelled from across the room. "no, sorry, that was all!" felix called back. "what do you mean? you literally have a box of them right there?" jeongin pointed out. felix immediately reacted, extending his arm until it was out of jeongin's reach, "they're not yours." "they're mine!" you added in, walking over to felix and taking the box from him, kissing his cheek as a thank you. "ugh, not in here," minho recoiled.
seungmin (승민) - taking pictures
much like hyunjin, he's an avid believer of capturing the moment. seungmin carries a film camera with him at all times, knowing that if he used a regular camera, you would ask to see the picture and instantly ask him to delete it. by using a film camera, you wouldn't be able to see the picture, and seungmin would be able to print them out without your knowing, and pocket them in his wallet.
"when did you take this?" you indicated at the picture of you in his wallet, you swore you've never seen that picture before. "a while ago," seungmin shrugged, taking his wallet from your hands. "do you just take pictures of me out of nowhere?" you laughed. "yeah, all the time. i thought you knew that." you blinked, "i did not." "well now you do."
jeongin (정인) - letting you wear his rings
jeongin's usually very reluctant about letting other people borrow his things, but when he saw you trying on some of his rings, he knew he would let you have anything you wanted that belonged to him. it wasn't even a possessive thing, he simply thought that it warmed his heart to know that you loved him so much you would wear a reminder of him every day.
"hey, can i borrow this for tonight? it goes with my outfit." without even looking up from his phone, jeongin nodded, "sure." "innie, you're not even looking," you stated teasingly. he smiled, "i don't need to. you can keep whatever you want." you gaped, "really?" jeongin switched his phone off, beaming at you, "yeah. what's mine is yours. not my clothes though, i need them for my ootds."
#stray kids#stray kids x reader#stray kids minho#skz#skz x reader#stray kids x you#skz imagines#skz texts#skz headcanons#skz bang chan#skz smau#skz scenarios#stray kids fanfic#stray kids fluff#stray kids jeongin#stray kids felix#bang chan x you#bang chan x reader#minho x reader#lee know x reader#changbin x reader#hyunjin x reader#jisung x reader#han jisung#han jisung x reader#felix x reader#yongbok x reader#seungmin x reader#jeongin x reader#1k followers
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Day 20 - 90 Day Challenge 🎀
Yesterday was a really good day. I took a final, went to the gym and worked an 8.5 hour shift. I got to sleep in this morning so that was nice too!
🏋♀️ Physical Health
50 minute workout (glute day)
5 min warm up on the stairmaster before glute workout
walked to campus and back twice
walked over 10k steps
🧠 Mental Health
I don't recall. maybe I should omit this category, since I feel like it coincides with emotional health as well?
❤️ Emotional Health
nothing in particular, tho I did have a good day and was I a fairly good mood all day
📚 Intellectual Health
completed my psyc final exam
🏘 Adulting
wrote out lists of gifts to get my boyfriend, his mom, and my dad and step mom for Christmas
budgeted my upcoming paycheck
worked an 8.5 hour shift
recieved an ulta package
zoom called my boyfriend
talked to my dad about my upcoming birthday (him and I are going to lunch)
🥰 Self Love/Care
morning skincare
ate yummy food that I enjoyed
so yeah, good day yesterday and today's been a good day already too! I'll try to update about today later this evening but if not, expect an update in the morning tomorrow!!
til next time lovelies 🩷
#pink pilates girl#pink pilates princess#self care#self development#self love#wonyoungism#it girl#health & fitness#mental health#physical health#that girl energy#that girl#it girl energy#clean girl#green juice girl#pink academia#pink aesthetic#pink moodboard#pink blog#pilates aesthetic#uni student aesthetic#university student#college student#student life#student#studyblr#studyblr community#langblr#girl blogger#wonyoung motivation
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PRESS CONFERENCE ahead of FC BARCELONA v PSG - April 15, 2024
About his feelings and the team:
"Well, I think the team is very motivated and has a great desire to play an important match like the one we have tomorrow. On a personal level, I feel good. I went through a difficult period full of injuries, but the truth is that I was excited to come back. I was able to be back in Paris, play some minutes against Cadiz, and I'm very excited for the game tomorrow."
"On the field I don't think about the injuries I've had. The pass I gave to Raphinha in the goal in Paris is similar to the pass I gave when I was injured the last time. I'm happy with myself return. I give my 100% to the team. We're looking forward to tomorrow's match."
About potentially playing 90 mins tomorrow:
"I feel good, I have a lot of desire, everyone wants to play this kind of match. It is true that when you return from injury you notice fatigue, but I feel strong and want to play. I prefer to play 80 minutes at 100% and ask for a change if I cannot handle more. So that's what I'm going to do, I'm going to play until I can and I'll ask for a change when I can't."
Is this the biggest game of his career?
"Yes, I think it's the most important match of my career so far. This and the semi-finals of the European Cup. The fans deserve matches like this, we've wanted a night like this in Barcelona for a long time. They have helped us get here after many years, they have always supported us and we want to enjoy it all together"
About the teams improvement:
"Even though I wasn't with the team for a long time, like Frenkie or Christensen, the team maintained itself. We have a very full team, and we rotate. we are Family. We had a lot of injuries and we knew how to move on and come out of them."
"Xavi's announcement must have had some impact, now we have a long and series. We have improved our ability to keep clean sheets and be more aggressive in defense. We are much better mentally, before, we had a lot of doubts when we scored a goal, we still have to improve. We are still young, and we will improve with time. We were able to come back to Paris, it's the most difficult, especially in a stadium which puts a lot of pressure on you."
About Gündogan's impact:
"Gundogan is a spectacular player, since I met him, I already knew what role he would have in the team, it is a pleasure to play with him, I learn a lot from him in training and he has some spectacular numbers, very happy to have him by my side."
About getting psychological help during his injuries:
"I didn't because I don't feel like I need it and with the trainers we have done a spectacular job, although I don't rule it out in the future."
About facing PSG:
"Everyone likes to talk about the favorite, which is currently, I don't like it. They are two quite similar teams, who like to have the ball. I think it will be a good match, we will do our best to qualify."
"We have to be careful because it is clear that Paris is not coming to Barcelona to give us gifts. I think Paris will come with all their strength, especially with our knowledge of their coach, they will try to turn things around. It is true that we have this slight advantage that the result gives us, but we must go out as if this advantage did not exist, go out to devour Paris and this is how we must appear."
"The priority tomorrow is to get the ball. When you have the ball, you prevent the opposing team from giving you chances. Also avoid one-on-one confrontations and one-on-one duels, where players like Kylian Mbappe, Ousmane Dembélé or Barcola are very good."
About watching the 6-1 win vs PSG:
"I've been a Culer since I was young. A comeback like that stays in your memory. I couldn't believe it. We talk about it with Sergi, and we hope to give another equally memorable memory to the Culers."
About playing in two different positions:
"I’ve played in a deeper position in the last two games and I got to touch the ball more than usual. I’m comfortable in playing anywhere in the midfield."
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OMEN HEADCANONS🙏🏽
Before we begin our civilized and completely normal description of a virtual ghost boy, let me get one thing out the way, yes I do know he does not have a canon body, but that's no fun and I need something to make fics on.
Warnings:N S F W HC, if u don't like the don't read.
HEAD
His head is shrouded in the blackish purple mist we see in game
Has a mouth and capablebkf eating(throat goat)
That's about it, not much happening there😭
CHEST/ABDOMEN
Pretty big, muscular
Has HUGE man tits (muscle)
Nipples glow and are a slight blueish purple (#291c8c)
Is solid/not fog.
Has abs🥰
SLUTTY ASS WAIST 🤤
COCK
TIME FOR THE BEST PARTS🥰
5.6in soft
7.8in hard
1.2 width/girth
VEINEY
Some gains glow
Shaved
Tip #4646cf
Shaft #1c1c63
He has a sensitive spot right below the tip
His balls will pulse when he cums
Has decently big balls
CUM
His baby juice glows light blue (#47a5bf)
It tastes sweet like blue raspberry candy, but just a little bit, salty sweet
Average 20 milliliters per nut, if he hasn't gone in a while or edged before, 90 militers.
POSITIONS
top, only bottoms for cypher when he asks
Sub top, sub bottom
Like anvil and missionary the most because he can see everything that way
Not a fan of handjobs
Love blowjobs
Likes anal
Rarely touches any puss
SEXUALITY/RELATIONSHIP/KINKS
Bi heavily leaning to men
Dated only few people, only 1 being a woman
Stays loyal
Will buy you gifts
Good at comforting
Like overstim
Dominant but has a soft side for parter when they are alone
Protective
Jealous
Uses toys sometimes, prefers rose toys and vibrating d!ldos
Sends to many texts/ spans partners phone
Praise and degradation
DURING SEX
Whimpers and moans alot
Says how good you feel
Praises you
Asks if your okay
Eye contact
Will kiss you while your moaning
Will keep going until you finish
Lasts around 7-9 mins
If he's bottoming he will wrap legs around you
Holds hand while bottoming
Is shy especially when bottoming
Moans and whimpers very loud while bottoming
Likes to get creampied
Loves aftercare
HOLE
Deepness: around 6.4 in
Wet
Grippy
Glows, same color as nips
SKIN/BODY
Has a solid body , is a very dark purple (#120821)
only has smoke around his face
His eye slits change shades depending on emotion
That's all:) I will be making more these in the future and if you guys have any requests I am very happy to fulfill them, cypher coming soon. Bye bye!!!
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Copying the one you sent Finn: tell me about someone you went to school with that you did not like!
OKAY WILL DO.
This is so hard to do bc I hated so many people I went to college with not trying to be a negative Nancy or anything but I stg Kingsville was a CESSPOOL for the shittiest people I’ve ever met (and honestly some of the best!)
This is gonna be long and I might put it under the read more. But I went to middle school, high school and college with this person. She was a year above me and with me in choir and was actually an incredibly mean person in middle school?? Like actively bullied me??? Tried to make plans in front of me with my friends and pointedly didn’t invite me, called me annoying, etc. But then in high school she seemed to chill out a bit and we became incredibly close. Because I’m an idiot.
Flash forward and we’re in college together. We’re both music education majors with a voice concentration. Both in the same fraternity and I have faith in her as a human being at this point because I’m young and again pretty stupid.
Strike One
Amidst Fraternity Drama, she is our VMP and in charge of recruitment events (I want to add, I had this job the next year and admittedly was not very good at it but I think she was worse). We’d gotten nominations for exec board earlier that day. @jlmjlmjlm (who is currently my irl bestie) and I had both been nominated for president, but Cassie (the person in question) was not because she was… so bad at her job as VPM.
I arrive to this event and Cassie is lying on the couch, not helping set up, not communicating and not delegating anything and basically having a tantrum over not being nominated when this thing starts in like??? 90 mins??? So I try to rally her ass but that’s a no go, so I start trying to help out and get things running and it’s not perfect but like I did my best with what I got yk? the event runs fine but I’m so overwhelmed with taking on this extra load that I say “I don’t feel well” to J (bestie) and then proceed to go out into the hallway and have my first ever panic attack which was half my fault for biting off more than I could chew but the fraternity was really important to me at the time so
Strike Two
Flash forward a year. I am now VMP of the frat. Which means I’m in charge of giving membership classes once a week for our members in training. I’m going to be in Oklahoma City during one of our scheduled classes to sing with the SWACDA Collegiate Honor Choir and I think “Hey, Cassie’s given this class before I can trust her to teach one class while I’m gone” WRONG
I’m off gallivanting in OKC and text her to remind her and check in and Cassie says she was a little late but she every thing was fine!
I get back to Kingsville and find out FROM MY LITTLE that she and another sister were at the class at the time Cassie was supposed to be teaching it. And Cassie didn’t show up until the last like five minutes so they had to run the class.
Strike Three
As stated above, I’m kind of an idiot. Sometimes bad things happen to me and they’re truthfully my fault because I have zero self preservation skills.
Anyway. Long story short a mutual friend of Cassie and I (who was also @jlmjlmjlm ‘s roommate at the time. I was staying over at their place pretty much all the time bc I was having issues with my roommates) named Kat snuck into my purse in the middle of the night and stole my card, put it in her Apple Pay, and used it to buy Christmas gifts for our squad, send her sister money, and pay rent. twice.
When my best friend and i found out, we told her apartment complex that this roommate had paid rent with stolen money so that we could get her evicted bc truthfully all I wanted was for that bitch to LEAVE the school. I couldn’t enjoy choir bc she was there and felt so sick because before this Kat was a very good friend of mine id known for years (also went to the same high school as Cassie and I)
Then to find out that when Kat WAS evicted, Cassie told her “That’s okay you can just stay with me.” Knowing full well what Kat had done. So that was kind of the last straw for our friendship. But generally she was also the kind of person to blame every single thing on her “mental health” when in reality… she was just sort of a shitty person. I don’t know what Cassie is up to now, but I do know that Kat failed out of college and went back to our home town so
Anyway that’s probably the person I hate the most from school thanks for coming to my ted talk
Honesty Hour!
#ask#asks#honesty hour#ask and ye shall fucking recieve#no I didn’t protect anyone’s identity because fuck those bitches
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Seoksoo - imperfect Part 1 - Chapter 10 - Gifts are more precious when they're from you
Synopsis: Lee Seokmin likes a lot of things: karaoke, stuffed animals, his friends, his family (when they're not at each other's throats), and when things go according to plan. It's perfect that way. That is...until Joshua Hong, the Education Department TA, stumbles into his view one day and suddenly Seokmin has to start facing the fact that maybe not everything in life will be perfect...but with Joshua, that might just be ok.
Tags: College!AU, ActingMajor!Seokmin, Teacher!Joshua, Romance, Angst, Fluff, Mutual Pining, Misunderstandings, Side GyuCheol, Side JunHao, Side Verkwan, Other Idol appearances, Anxiety/Panic Attacks, Domestic Violence (not between the main couple), Joshua is a dork 90% of the time, (More Tags will be Added as needed)
Length: approx. 5.7k words
Chapter 10 - Gifts are more precious when they're from you
Joshua was proof that Seokmin was surrounded by things that were perfect, just how he liked it. From his nose scrunch, to his smile, to the way he looks Seokmin in the eye when he talks to him. Seokmin liked everything about Joshua Hong, the TA in the Education Department.
“Seokmin…You’re singing again.”
“Wh- am I?” Seokmin glanced at Mingyu and Seungcheol, who were sitting on the other side of the table. When Mingyu nodded, Seokmin’s cheeks heated up in embarrassment. “Oh. Sorry. I can’t help it.”
Seungcheol pointed his fork in Seokmin’s direction, grinning when Seokmin’s eyes widened a bit. “Look at those eyes. Those are the eyes of someone in love.”
Mingyu lowered Seungcheol’s fork, replacing the utensil with an interlocked hand instead. “Is it another song for callbacks?” Seokmin watched Seungcheol lean to the side, puckering his lips for a sip of Mingyu’s drink. It took Mingyu a second to notice since he was eating his own lunch, so Seungcheol nudged him.
“Gyu.”
“Hm? Oh.” Mingyu chuckled, handing the drink over so Seungcheol could take a sip. “Sorry~.” Seokmin covered his cheeks with his hands and rested his elbows on the table. It had been a week since Seokmin got the callback for Arthur. With midterms a distant memory of good grades and finals still far enough away that Seokmin could take a small break from thinking about them, his mind was zeroed in on having a successful callback.
“When are the callbacks?” Mingyu asked, finally taking the drink from Seungcheol. When Seungcheol pouted, Mingyu only stuck the straw back in his lips. “What? I want it.” he muttered, leaning in close to Seungcheol as he whispered it.
“Fine.” Seungcheol took another bite of his French fry, smiling as he turned his attention back to Seokmin. Seokmin caught the hearts in Seungcheol’s eyes. He wondered if Mingyu noticed them when Seungcheol looked at him. It was obvious.
“Callbacks begin end of October. Then we find out the final announcements probably the first or second week of November depending on how long it takes them to make their decisions...” Seokmin leaned back in his seat. “So that leaves anywhere between a month and a half or two months for everyone to start rehearsals before Study Week gets everyone going, then finals and Christmas break. But I don’t know if they’ll even start major rehearsals this semester if it falls too close to finals because everyone starts studying early. Regardless, next semester, we-.”
“I just asked when the callbacks were, Min.” Mingyu grinned behind the straw against his lips as Seokmin fell quiet. “Don’t worry about the rest until you get your callback.”
“If.”
“Don’t say that.” Seungkwan nudged him. “When. You need to say when.” Seokmin smiled a bit at Seungkwan’s support. When he pulled out his phone, Seungkwan whistled. “Is it your boyfriend?”
Seokmin’s mind immediately began swimming. Thoughts of Joshua and him sitting side by side at a local diner with their friends the day he got his callbacks, Joshua’s shoulder touching his every time he leaned for the ketchup or his body shook his laughter at one of Seungcheol’s jokes. His face was beet red by the time the group took a picture on Seungkwan’s phone. “He’s not my boyfriend.” Seokmin didn’t look up from his phone but his cheeks tinted red. “But no…he’s probably busy.”
“He’s always busy, hm?” Seungkwan teased.
“I guess so. What’s wrong with that?.” Seokmin said quickly, eyes darting towards Seungkwan. He only shrugged in response. “What about you? Did your boyfriend text you?”
Seungkwan immediately flashed his open a message from Hansol, confirming their hang out time after the group lunch with a thumb’s up emoji. Seokmin’s lips dipped in a frown. “He doesn’t say much, but he always replies.” Seungkwan smiled behind his phone. “And he’s not my boyfriend, either.”
Lucky him. Seokmin thought to himself as he bit into a fry. Almost immediately, guilt over the thought coursed through his body and he covered his face, head hanging low. The others continued eating around him while Seokmin was trying to wash that thought down the drain and never let it come back. If only it were that easy. When he turned to Seungkwan, he was typing away on his phone, straw in his mouth and thumb tapping away at friends' Instagram posts. Seungkwan looked annoyed now. Maybe he could read Seokmin’s face; tell he thought something rude? Was Seokmin showing any obvious signs of annoyance? He couldn’t picture what his face looked like in the moment, and that only stressed him out more. Why did he have to be this way?
“Right.” Seokmin finally choked out a mere seconds later, but to him, it felt like hours had passed between the responses. Desperate for distraction, Seokmin simply let Mingyu and Seungcheol fill the table with talk of their next adventure together; a weekend trip to Itaewon. Seungkwan made some sex joke, which flustered the lovey-dovey couple, and Seokmin wished he could sneak away and disappear. But he’d feel guilty for that too.
He didn’t realize he had begun humming to himself as he stared out the window until Seungkwan pointed it out, finally offered an amused smile once again.
⚔🦌⚔🦌⚔🦌⚔🦌⚔(im)perfect🦌⚔🦌⚔🦌⚔🦌⚔🦌
Seokmin found himself alone in the mall, his friends long gone to their own engagements after lunch had come to an end. He didn’t mind, knowing they all had other engagements when the plans were first made in the group chat. The group chat Joshua had yet to reply in, Seokmin reminded himself.
Seokmin felt lonely in the bustling mall. The smell of apple cinnamon wafting through the building only did so much to comfort him. Curious eyes scanned other patrons, hoping to get a good idea of what their lives were like just by watching them for five or six seconds. Couples strolled out of nearby stores with their arms lined in shopping bags, the serotonin bursting on their faces with their recent purchases. It wouldn’t last long. He saw a mother leading her daughter into a toy store, her eyes brimming with excitement as if she entered a magical land. It wouldn’t last long.
Seokmin saw a few teens, celebrating their weekend going in and out of stores to ogle at things they made or may not be able to afford. Seokmin remembers when he was like that, arm and arm with Mingyu as they searched high and low for the newest video game or for a new pair of slacks for Seokmin, or the newest EXO album for Eunkyung. Those were the similar parts of the day. Those times never lasted long either.
All nearby eyes fell to the toy store when a screaming child was heard. She was being dragged out by her mother, whose annoyance Seokmin could sense a mile away. Furrowed eyebrows and a deep frown were always at the front of Seokmin’s mind. She couldn’t be older than 6. Seokmin studied them. He couldn’t hear their conversation because of the overwhelming chatter of other mall-goers, but he could make a reasonable guess. The VHS rewound in his head before beginning to play.
“You’re so selfish. You can’t just throw a tantrum when you don’t get what you want!”
“But I want it!”
“You always want, want, want! Ask your father if you want something! Know why you don’t? Because he’s a deadbeat! And if you keep this up, you’ll end up just like him!”
Seokmin turned his head almost immediately, blinking a few times to refocus his eyes. It didn’t work, so he rubbed them. “Shit, okay.” He mumbled to himself. Immediately, he grabbed his phone and scrolled through his contacts, pressing his most recent one other than family and the friends he knew were busy. It was a risk, but he pressed the phone to his ear. It rang long enough for Seokmin to turn his head and see the mother and child long gone.
“What?” Joshua’s pointed tone immediately made Seokmin tense up, eyebrows furrowed.
“Hyung?” Seokmin muttered. Silence on the other end, before a deep sigh.
“Seokmin. Ah, I’m sorry.” He said. “I just finished a last-minute tutoring reschedule and it threw off my entire weekend plan for work.”
“That sounds rough.” Seokmin pointed out. A beat of hesitation, before he asked: “Why don’t you take a break?” Joshua didn’t answer right away, and Seokmin chewed on his lower lip. The silence made him anxious so he began talking again almost immediately. “I’m at the mall and my friends all had stuff to do. We just had lunch together. So, maybe if you wanted to take a break you could-.”
“Seokmin, I…” Joshua sighed.
“You don’t have to.” Seokmin said. “I’m sorry I bothered you.”
“No. No, no.” Joshua’s voice picked up for a second when he thought the conversation was about to end. “It just…this day sucked and I have so much to do, and-.”
“If you had a hard day…I’ll listen.” Seokmin said softly, chewing on his lip. “If you want me too. My mom says I’ve always been a good listener.” Another sigh on the other end, this time this one more relieved than anything. “If you want to stay on the phone, then we can do that too.”
“Thank you, Seokmin.” He could hear rustling on the other end, the sound of Joshua closing a few textbooks and getting up from what he could only guess was a desk. “No, that’s ok…” A second passed before Joshua adds: “I want to see you.” Seokmin’s breath caught in his throat, smiling to himself. “I haven’t been talking to you much again. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
“I have the car today; it should take about 20 minutes for me to get there. Can you hold out that long?”
“I don’t think I’ll die in 20 minutes.” Seokmin assured, behind a chuckle. He said his goodbyes, and Joshua was first to hang up so he could get ready. Seokmin leaned back on the bench just as another mother and son exited the same toy store, the son holding up a huge stuffed animal over his head and grinning as he ran behind his mother. He wondered if that was the toy the little girl was so desperate to get her hands on.
He felt bad for her, but she should have known not to ask her mother for anything in the first place.
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When Joshua got to the mall, Seokmin had met him by the front entrance. He was standing by the door, watching as Joshua jogged through the parking lot and over towards him. When he saw Joshua sporting a full body denim outfit, complete with a denim jacket and ripped pants, he smiled behind a hand. He was so good looking, Seokmin wondered if others felt inadequate standing in his presence in the same way Seokmin did.
“Hey. Were you waiting long?” Joshua asked, putting his hands in the pockets of his denim jacket. Seokmin’s eyes shot up and down Joshua, quickly taking in his appearance for the day. Flawless as usual, Seokmin should learn not to be surprised. He wasn’t, especially when he saw the same bags under his eyes packed under make-up. Seokmin must have been staring a bit too long, because Joshua chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “Do I have something on my face?”
“What?” Seokmin blushed. “Oh, no. Sorry. You just…look tired.” Joshua’s smile fell just a bit. “B-but you said it was a hard day today, so…it happens.”
“Yeah.” Joshua nodded. “I guess so.”
“As long as you rest when you get home, it’s fine.” He noticed his eyes were slightly bloodshot too, but he decided to keep that to himself. Joshua nodded, immediately changing the subject after a beat of awkward silence.
“Was there anything you were looking to get today?”
“I have a bit of spending money left over, but I know I’ll go a bit out of control if I’m alone. I just want a few small things.”
“Oh, so I’m your conscience.” Joshua teased. Seokmin laughed nervously, shrugging. “Alright, then. Let’s go.” He led Seokmin inside. “Where do you want to go first?”
Immediately, Seokmin’s eyes fell to the toy store that the children had come out of previously with their mothers, crying or squealing in glee. He studied the window displays for a minute, before turning to Joshua and shrugging. “I didn’t really have a plan. I usually just hit 2 stores when I come into the mall and that’s it.”
“Which ones?”
“The candle shop, and….” Seokmin paused. “The toy store.” Joshua bit back a chuckle and Seokmin huffed. “Don’t laugh. There’s cute stuff in there if you look.” Joshua nodded his head.
“I’m sure there is.”
“Besides…I always say it’s for my sister.” Joshua couldn’t hold back his chuckle anymore, throwing his head back in laughter. “Is it really that funny?”
“It’s adorable.” Joshua assures behind his laugh. Offering his hand, he motioned to the little toy store. “Let’s go see what we can find, yeah?”
“Ah.” Seokmin looked down at his hand and nodded. “Okay.” For a few seconds the world seemed to freeze as he reached his hand out. Joshua’s fingers wrapped around his own, encapsulating his hand in a warm bubble that made Seokmin’s cheeks heat up. The duo headed to the toy store, and Seokmin’s eyes immediately fell towards the huge wall of stuffed plushies right in the front. He almost immediately developed the expression of any kid who stepped inside the store, eyes sparkling as he took in the plush sight before him. “Hm.”
“You look….” Joshua peered at his side profile, grinning. “You look like you’ve won the lottery.”
“No, of course not.” Seokmin looked at him. “…This is the gates of my own personal heaven.” Joshua’s head tilted to the side as he let out a cute little giggle.
“Do you have lots of stuffed animals?” Seokmin nodded, reaching out and grabbing a panda stuffed animal holding a piece of bamboo.
“I didn’t have many growing up.” He admitted. “But I’ve always liked them. I would play with the ones my friend had.” Joshua nodded, eyes wandering around the rest of the store to see what else it offered. As Seokmin looked at the little panda in his hand, his eyes immediately snapped to Joshua, wide. “Sorry.” The sudden apology seemed to shock Joshua. “I just realized this probably is not what you thought we’d be doing when I invited you to meet me. Watching me stare at stuffed animals in a toy store.” Joshua shook his head.
“Not at all. If you like it, then it’s fine. I saw a shelf of board games over there; I’m going to look.” He pointed down one of the other aisles, before heading over. Seokmin watched for a second, before putting the panda away and continuing to scan the options before him. It had been a while since he bought a plush, the last one being his favorite ravioli that was currently perched right in the center of the bed. He looked up and suddenly one caught his eyes. He pulled it off the shelf and turned back to Joshua. He was currently examining the directions of a board game Seokmin never heard off, and based on the confused expression Joshua had on, he hadn’t either. Seokmin looked at the stuffed animal he had in his hands, then back up to Joshua. I wonder why he’s so tired. Seokmin thought when Joshua yawned into his hand. I hope he’s not getting sick…He immediately could tell that if he wasn’t at Seokmin’s side, he was barely fighting to stay awake. His eyelids were low, and every few seconds, Joshua shook his head in hopes to keep himself awake. All focus was on the board game, but that didn’t seem to be helping.
Seokmin hated seeing him this way. “Hyung.” He immediately saw Joshua’s ears perk up, eyes widening as if he were caught with his hand in the cookie jar after bedtime. Joshua set the board game on the shelf, much more interested in the male approaching him with what was in his hands. “This looks like you.” He held up a little deer plush. Its eyes were closed and it had a very content smile on its face. Joshua looked up at Seokmin, unable to hold back a grin.
“You think so?” Seokmin nodded, setting the stuffed animal beside Joshua’s face. Joshua craned his neck to see, before turning back to Seokmin. He tried his best to mimic the expression of the deer stuffed animal. The attempt must have been successful, because Seokmin immediately began laughing, covering his mouth with his other hand.
“Told you.”
Joshua rolled his eyes. “Well, I can’t see.”
“I’ll take a picture.” Scrambling for his phone, Seokmin smiled and snapped a picture of the sight before him. For a second, his eyes sparkled as the picture came into view. “See? Told you.”
Joshua peered over the phone to get a look, and smiled. “Alright, I guess I do kind of see what you’re saying.” He glanced up at Seokmin as he stuck the phone back into his pocket.
“It’s cute.” Seokmin looked down at the plush once again, holding it tightly in his hands.
“Are you calling me cute by comparison?” Joshua grinned when Seokmin’s ears turned red, the grip on the plush getting tighter by the second. “I’m flattered~.” Joshua added. Seokmin tried to distract himself by flipping the price tag. It worked, but not in the way Seokmin had hoped.
Jeez, 40,000 won for this little thing? Seokmin frowned. He had 15 on him leftover from lunch, the rest of his spending money after rent and groceries were purchased for the house. His spending money, which he purposely left small. He glanced at the wall of other stuffed animals, but his eyes kept getting drawn back to this one. He hummed. When his eyes shot up to Joshua, who was once again turned back to the board games. His chest panged with an idea, but it was immediately swallowed down by voices in the back of his head.
“I work so hard to give you kids everything. But it’s never enough.”
“Mom, stop yelling…”
“Why aren’t you more like your brother, Eunkyung?! He never asks for anything!”
Seokmin blinked a few times, letting out a short collection of breaths that recaptured Joshua’s attention. “Maybe next time.” He turned on his heel. However, a hand was gently placed on his arm, and he turned just as Joshua took the plush into his hands.
“Why are you putting it back?” he asked.
“Oh, it’s just a bit too much.” Seokmin said softly. “But it’s okay, I-.”
Joshua was silent for a minute, nodding as Seokmin spoke. Finally, he sighed and gave the deer plush a squeeze himself. “I’ll buy it.” Joshua offered. Seokmin watched Joshua turn towards the register.
“What? No, you don’t have to do that.” Seokmin said quickly. Joshua looked over at him, putting the stuffed animal on the register. He fumbled for his wallet and shrugged.
“I want to. It’s only 40,000 won. That’s only 30 bucks where I’m from.”
Yeah, only. “Hyung.” Seokmin sighed. Joshua only turned his head, chatting up the woman working behind the counter as he slid his credit card through the machine. Seokmin stood right behind him, hands pressed together nervously. Joshua was smiling as the woman examined the stuffed animal.
“It’s a cute one.” She said.
“It’s for him.” Joshua motioned to Seokmin. “He got callbacks for a play so it’s his congratulations gift.”
“Hyung.” Seokmin covered his mouth, feeling his cheeks turn red. Joshua turned to him and smiled.
“What? It’s true.” He stood firm in his statement. When Seokmin’s eyes darted to the woman, she had a very content smile on her face.
“That’s sweet of you~.” She looked at Seokmin and he felt like he would disappear. She reached out and handed him the deer directly. “Take good care of that, okay?”
“O-okay. Thank you.” Seokmin choked out with a bow. He looked down at the stuffed animal, squeezing it. When he looked back up at Joshua, he was slipping his credit card back into his pocket. Their gazes met and Joshua only offered another nose-scrunching smile. “Thank you.” Seokmin said to Joshua.
“You mentioned something about candles?” Joshua asked, leading Seokmin out. Seokmin looked down at the deer in his hands as he nodded. “Lead the way.”
Seokmin liked the smell of candles in the cooler weather because it reminded him of the warmer weather that he preferred. The second the duo stepped into the shop, Seokmin made a beeline to the summery scents that had gone on sale the moment they had gone out of season, Joshua trailing behind. Seokmin immediately reached for one called ‘Ocean at Sunset’ and uncapped it, taking a testing sniff. It sent warm shivers down his body, and for a second, letting him forget that he had to wear his heaviest yellow sweater today.
When he turned to Joshua, he immediately noticed how close he was, leaving little space between them. Seokmin blushed a bit, his tongue pressing the inside of his cheek. “I needed a new one of this, so I’m glad they have it.” He offered it up to Joshua, who leaned down and took a little sniff. His eyes widened.
“Ooh, I like it.” He stepped closer, and Seokmin followed his hand as he reached for another candle scent. The closer he leaned, Seokmin felt Joshua’s hand press onto the small of his back. Even covered by his heavy sweater, Seokmin felt the delicate touch of Joshua’s fingers, and it made him shiver a bit. Joshua took one of the candles, ‘Palm Tree Breeze’ into his hand, lowering from the balls of his feet. His hand only moved from Seokmin’s back to open up the candle. “There’s lots of palm trees back home. Let’s see if they captured the scent.” Seokmin watched Joshua take a quick scent. Almost immediately, his nose scrunched, but not in a cute and endearing way. Instead, he looked disgusted. Seokmin snorted, covering his mouth. “What the hell?”
“Is it bad?”
“It’s awful.” Joshua motioned him to smell as well. Seokmin did, and immediately the overwhelming scent made his own nose scrunch up. “See?! I would rather eat a palm tree leaf than ever smell this again.”
“Do palm trees even have a smell?” Seokmin watched Joshua put the candle back on the shelf. His hand returned to the small of his back, and Seokmin bit back a small smile, eyes scanning for more candles.
“Yeah, they have a really nice smell if you take care of them. The ones by my house always smell really sweet.”
“Sweet?” Joshua nodded.
“That candle puts them to shame. It smells like the ones that people let rot in their backyard.” Seokmin chuckled. “I’ll make sure to show you proper palm trees one day, okay? I won’t let this disgusting thing be your only exposure. I’d be putting my roots to shame if I did.” Seokmin didn’t clock Joshua’s invitation overseas, instead chuckling at his dramatic dedication to Los Angeles. “Are you getting this one?” he motioned to the ‘Ocean at Sunset’ still gripped in Seokmin’s hand.
“I think so. I have enough for it.” Seokmin looked down at it as he capped it. “It’s great to light when I’m working on my lines.” Seokmin headed towards the register Joshua hurried behind him, hands in his pockets. He watched Seokmin pay before the duo exited the candle shop. “Do you want to keep looking around?”
“I saw a store nearby and I feel like I need some new clothes for days I’m taking over the Professor’s classes. Is it ok if we take a quick look?”
Seokmin nodded his head. “Sure. Let’s go.”
Joshua led him into one of the more high-end stores in the mall, a store Seokmin would never dare look at for too long, much less step into. However, Joshua strolled in as if it were an ordinary other store, hands in his pockets as he began searching the options on the racks. The entire place was modern, like one of the stores in a romance movie where the male lead has his love interest try on different dresses and outfits, ultimately buying them all for her. He stepped towards a section dedicated to sweaters, most likely new to the floor for the colder seasons. He ran his hand along the fabrics, immediately noticing how soft they were. He rubbed it in between his fingers, stopping only when he saw the wrinkles forming in the clothes. He turned his head left to right to see if any employees noticed him touching the very expensive name brands, and he stuck his hand in his pocket before any of them could. Eyes fell on Joshua, who had made his way to the other end of the room.
Joshua was looking through a rack, chatting with a worker who he must have called for assistance. Seokmin watched as he pulled out a few options, the man seeming to nod in agreement with the choices he made, most likely hoping to get a sale. He looked so natural doing it, and Seokmin wondered how often Joshua found himself in these name brand stores back in Los Angeles. When he approached, Joshua was pulling a few pairs of pants from the racks.
“He’s getting me a dressing room.” Joshua slapped a pair of pants up against his waist. “Do you think these are professional?”
Seokmin’s eyes dipped to Joshua’s hips and lower, watching as he rested most of his weight on one foot. He could immediately see Joshua wearing the pants, the neutral color suiting his skin tone.
“If you wear them with a color on top-.” He motioned out towards Joshua’s chest and neck. “Like a colorful sweater or button up, or even a tie, I think they’ll look really nice.” Joshua took a minute, seeming to envision the entire thing himself as well. Seokmin imagined Joshua in a suit and tie, and something within him simply passed away, or at least left him unable to breathe for a moment.
“Hm. That’s true.” He turned back around, pulling out another pair. He didn’t even check the price tag as he headed to the next rack, this one filled with darker colored slacks. Seokmin followed behind. “I need to toss my sweaters. The ones I’ve been pulling from my closet are so last year.” He pouted.
“I like the green one.” Seokmin said, and Joshua looked over at him. Seokmin smiled no a bit. “The emerald green one. It looks good on you.”
A chuckle as Joshua pulled another set of pants off the rack. “Then I’ll keep that one.” He assured. Seokmin noticed a bit of pink of Joshua's cheeks and he made sure to mentally reward himself for successfully flirting at least once in his life.
When Joshua’s arms were covered in pants and sweaters, he headed to the dressing room. The sales representative helped hang everything onto the ranks, before closing the door behind Joshua. Seokmin settled on a velvet lined chair; the rustling of Joshua changing being blocked by a thick, black door. His eyes examined the dressing room, which was really nicely decorated. He felt expensive, even if he wasn’t going to leave with any bags on his arms. Only his candle and his deer plush, which he gripped in his hands and smiled down at. The image of Joshua recreating the deer’s little sleepy face had not faded from Seokmin’s memory yet, and probably never would.
“You staring off into space over there?” A voice called. Seokmin looked up to see Joshua leaning on the frame of the changing room door, and his breath hitched. Joshua was in those beige slacks and a cream-colored button up. Was it silk? Seokmin had to squeeze his deer plush just a bit harder because of how badly he wanted to reach out and feel the material clinging to Joshua’s chest. Joshua’s head rested on the doorframe, his fond smile only widening a bit. “What’s on your mind, Lee Seokmin?”
How absolutely beautiful you look and how I’m unworthy of standing in your presence.
“…The top is nice.”
Joshua chuckled, head lolling to one side. “You think so?” He tugged at the fabric. “Do you think it’ll be okay to wear to work?”
“Even if it isn’t…” Seokmin said. “It’s really nice and you should buy it.”
Joshua nodded his head. “Okay. I only have a few more things.” He motioned into the dressing room behind him. “Is it okay if I finish up?”
“Of course, it is.” Seokmin smiled a bit. “I said you should take a break, didn’t I?”
“You did, you did.” Joshua hummed before slipping back behind the door and closing it. Seokmin finally let out that deep breath he was holding.
The entire time Joshua was trying on different clothes, Seokmin only wished that he was able to be that male lead and could buy Joshua whatever he wanted. But he could barely afford 30 American dollars, so he knew that'd never be possible.
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Seokmin had to stop himself from throwing up a desperate ‘yes’ when he was offered a ride home. The first few minutes were silent, only the sound of the paper bags full of clothes shuffling around in the backseat filling the empty silence.
“Thanks for inviting me out.” Joshua finally said.
Seokmin was tugging at the deer’s arm lightly. “Oh, don’t thank me.” He smiled a bit. “I hope it made you feel better.”
“It did.”
“You never ended up telling me what happened that had you so frustrated.” Seokmin pointed out. Joshua’s lips tugged into a tight line, simply shrugging. “Oh. You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to anymore. I’m just glad you’re feeling better.”
“It’s not that.” Joshua said simply. “One of the freshmen that I tutor was 20 minutes late to my apartment. When he got there, he was making excuses and being a little irresponsible brat. I told him to either take accountability for himself or leave. He cursed me out for like 5 minutes and then stormed out.” Joshua rolled his eyes. “Some kids, y’know. And he wants to be a teacher?” Joshua scoffed. “Whatever.”
“That sucks.” Seokmin said, mentally glad he wasn’t there to witness it.
“It just threw my entire day off. I had an extra 40 minutes to use for work, but I had to spend it letting Professor Moon know about what happened and then he wanted to talk to me about it in more detail. I ended up being on the phone for about another hour. Finally, I got to sit down and get started on work, but you called.”
“I’m sorry.” Seokmin’s eyes widened. “You should’ve said no. Now you’re even farther behind.”
“No, no.” Joshua reached a hand out, gently placing it on Seokmin’s arm. He didn’t let his eyes leave the road. “I would have been way too angry to focus on my work so I wouldn’t have gotten anything done anyway.” He sighed. Seokmin studied the bags under Joshua’s eyes. Based on how Joshua was acting, he had a feeling they would look a bit different the next time the two saw each other. “I feel better since I got to hang out with you. So don’t be sorry, okay?” Seokmin only nodded, watching as Joshua returned his hand to the steering wheel.
A moment of silence fell over them again, and Seokmin used it to look out the window. He admired the caramel leaves scattering the streets, piling up wherever they pleased. They didn’t care if they inconvenienced anyone on their journey down. “I can’t believe how fast the years been moving. Before you know it, it’ll be the end of the term!”
“Mmm.” Joshua nodded his head.
Seokmin tried again, adding: “Are you doing anything fun during the holidays?”
“Ah, I don’t know.” He shrugged. “Might see my grandparents in Busan between Christmas and New Year’s. It depends.” He looked over at Seokmin again. “They always go on a vacation during the holidays, but since I came to Korea, they’ve been staying back to spend it with me. At least for my birthday.”
“Your birthday?” The curiosity made Joshua chuckle a bit.
“Yeah, it’s the 30th of December.” He leaned forward, slowing the car as it came to a red light. “I don’t usually do much for it. I told my grandparents to go on their vacation this year, so-.” he shrugged. “We’ll see. I’ll probably just work and do some more tutoring and stuff.”
“Well, we have to celebrate your birthday.” Seokmin caught Joshua’s slightly amused smile, his eyes darting over to him. “Before everyone goes home for the holidays.”
“You go back to Gwangju?”
“Yeah. Especially this year, since I didn’t go for the long weekend. I come back for a few shifts before the next term starts, too.” He looked down at the deer, craning its neck to the little brown plush looked up with its content smile. “I won’t let this be one of those birthdays where we combine it with Christmas.” He shook his head. “It’ll just be your birthday.”
“Thank God.” Joshua laughed. “That was my biggest fear as a kid. Santa never disappointed.”
“And neither will I.” Seokmin assured. Joshua was silent for a moment, and Seokmin turned a bit red. He wanted to do something nice for Joshua. He couldn’t buy him things at the mall, or help him with his tutoring problems. But he could make Joshua have a good birthday. Two months was plenty of time to get everything organized. Seokmin would make sure it was perfect. He smiled at the thought.
“I know you won’t.” Joshua said. His hand reached out again, and Seokmin saw his palm facing open. He didn’t say much else, simply driving when the light turned green. Seokmin chuckled.
“Are you trying to ask me for something?” he asked shyly. Joshua shook his head.
“Early birthday present?” He asked. Seokmin laughed shyly, but he didn’t say no. Instead, he reached his hand forward and intertwined it with Joshua’s. He felt that warm, safe bubble circle his hand and course up his arm, before spreading into his chest and stomach. A ray of sunshine over the stiff and painful flower garden blooming in the pit of his stomach.
When Seokmin felt Joshua squeeze his hand a bit as they pulled up to his apartment, he felt some of those flowers finally start to wilt and die.
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Henlo, I figured I should make an introduction post of one kind or another. :O
I'm here for brainrot hours when it pertains to FFXIV, FFXV, and my OCs for the most part. I'll post art, I'll post gposes and glamours, screenshots, my housing builds, and certainly I'll be posting my OCs. Also my Quicksilver Dancers brainrot, apparently. But yes, I ship my Primam with Prompto from FFXV because they make me soft and warm.
I go by she / he / they pronouns as I'm genderfluid, and I identify as panromantic / demisexual... though honestly, I have been wondering if I'm simply demi in both departments. I'm half Filipino, half Irish living in America. I'm a childhood cancer survivor, I had leukemia Type ALL, and I'll always be open to answering questions about my experience for those who are curious for whatever reasons they may have.
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Primam Chorus -> Main
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Crystal -> Mateus
Raiding? :: Yes
WoL? :: Yes, but not in the way you might think. Also debatable.
Omni-levelled 90 :: DoW // DoM // DoL // DoH
Nomin tal Kheeriin -> Secondary
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Crystal -> Coeurl
Raiding :: Not yet
WoL? :: Yes
Omni-levelling :: DoW // DoM // DoL // DoH
Tandem Chorus
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Crystal -> Mateus
Raiding? :: No
WoL? :: Yes, but not in the way you might think. Also debatable.
Omni-levelling :: DoW // DoM // DoL // DoH
Jaydin Byrd
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Crystal -> Mateus
Raiding? :: No
WoL? :: No
VPR // BRD // AST // DoL // DoH
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Raiding? :: No
WoL? :: No
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C'vurihn Tia
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Crystal -> Mateus
Raiding? :: No
WoL? :: No
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Raiding? :: No
WoL? :: Yes
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Drama Quiz 2023
Bene, ma non benissimo
Drama visti in totale: 72
Japan (14): Alice in Bordeland 2; Ikebukuro West Park; Gomenne Seishun! ; Silent; Danger Less; Kazuku No Uta; Bakura no Yuuki; The Days; Don't Call It Mystery; One Piece; Fuujhinshi; MIU 404; High&Low The Wrost Episode 0, Yu Yu Hakusho
Korea (27): My Love From The Star; Cafè Minamdang; Weak Hero Class 1; Kairos; Extraordinary You; The Spies Who Loved Me; How to Buy A Friend; Love To Hate You; Under The Queen's Umbrella; One The Woman; Taxi Driver; Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo; Fanletters, Please; Tale Of The Nine Tailed; Black Knight; Mystic Pop-up Bar; Reborn Rich; Gaus Electronics; Best Mistake; W; Tale Of The Nine- Tailed 1938; Destined With You; The Forbidden Marriange; Moving; Strong Girl Namsoon; See You In My 19th Life: My Lovely Boxer
Taiwan (3): Small And Mighty; Nowhere Man; Danger Zone
China (18): 11 Left; Medical Examiner Dr. Qin; City Of Streamer; I Am The Years You Are The Stars; Please Feel At Ease Mr. Ling; My Deepest Dream; The Love You Give Me; Goodbye My Princess; Eldest Princess Above; Gank Your Heart; Just Fiancée; Seal Of Love; A Familiar Stranger; My Lethal Man; Back From The Brink; Love Under The Stars; Three Body; Plese Be Married
Thai (7): The Gifted; Ps: I Hate You; Midnight Museum; The Stranded; My Dear Donovan; I'm Tee, Me Too; The Gifted; Graduation.
Hong Kong (1): Forensic JD
Indo (1): Antares 2
Turkey (1): Mezzanotte a Istambul
Dovrei essere contenta vista la quantità dei drama visti quest'anno. Ma ahimè quantità non implica qualità: a differenza degli altri anni, non ho trovato serie capaci di farmi innamorare...capaci di rimanere nella mia mente per settimane e settimane.
Quel drama che ti prende il cuore e si fa amare anche con mille difetti...ho visto drama carini, apprezzabili e godibili ma roba alla Black o alla The Untamed - per capirci - non ne ho trovata.
ma comunque:
1) Il drama più bello che hai visto: Reborn Rich
Ok, diciamo che questo drama è tutto, tranne che perfetto. Il finale poi andrebbe riscritto da capo e la storia d'amore per me, poteva benissimo essere eliminata.
Nonostante ciò a me questa serie è piaciuta molto. La recitazione è stata d'altissimo livello per tutti gli attori, con alcuni che hanno letteralmente spaccato lo schermo data la loro bravura.
La trama non è nulla di innovativo per carità - tizio sfigatissimo che torna nel passato e grazie alle sue conoscenze trova rivalsa e giustizia - ma ho amato tutta la parte anni 80' e 90' e 2000: i vestiti, i film, gli eventi e tutta la cultura che faceva parte di quel periodo. Come dimenticare l'attesa per lo scoccare degli anni 2000? Quando alcuni pensavano che sarebbe finito il mondo?
E' poi così soddisfacente vedere il percorso del protagonista, i suoi piani e soluzioni per raggiungere i suoi obbiettivi e inevitabilmente ti ritrovi a fare il tifo per lui, soprattutto in confronto agli altri personaggi. Song Joong Ki tratteggia un personaggio che per certi versi ricorda il buon Vincenzo e siccome ne ero un po' orfana, trovo bello ritrovare anche qui. Anche se qui la scena viene letteralmente rubata da Lee Sung Min che regala un interpretazione del Nonno del protagonista da Oscar. la dinamica tra Nonno e Nipote poi, credo che sia la cosa più bella e che più mi ha convinto di questa serie.
Ho poi trovato interessante come nonostante la serie fosse un mini corso di economia aziendale, tra azioni, borsa, indice di mercato e compagnia, io non mi sia mai annoiata. La serie ha un buon ritmo, svariati colpi di scena ed è emozionante osservare il viaggio di Joong Ki per ottenere la sua rivincita.
2) La storia d'amore che ti ha conquistato di più: My Dear Donovan
Ci sono state tante storie d'amore che ricordo con piacere soprattutto sul lato Korea. Ma faccio il salto della quaglia e voto per My Dear Donovan direttamente dalla Thailandia.
La prima cosa che ho apprezzato è che il lead non fosse il solito CEO arrogante, con la puzza sotto il naso che guarda un po', si innamora del caso umano di turno. In My Dear Donovan, il Donovan è un ragazzo normalissimo che nonostante faccia l'attore e quindi si presume sia superbo come pochi, in realtà è dolcissimo e molto alla mano.
La storia d'amore è semplice ma ben costruita passo passo, con la protagonista imbranatissima in amore ma una volta trovatolo, è decisa a stargli accanto nel bene e nel male. Come ogni relazione ha i suoi alti e bassi, litigate, dubbi, fraintendimenti, problemi di comunicazione ecc ecc ma loro reggono botta - soprattutto grazie alla lead - e superano le difficoltà che gli si pongono davanti guidati dalla voglia di stare assieme.
Carini da morire.
3) Il drama che ti è piaciuto di meno: Gaus Electronics
Ok, questo drama è stato visto unicamente per la presenza di Kwak Dong Yeon, attore che avevo adorato in Vincenzo e che volevo vedermi in un ruolo più centrale. Ed perché era una commedia leggera. Io e @veronica-nardi ci guardiamo sempre mattoni, robe serie e per una volta volevamo qualcosa di più spensierato.
Ma Gaus è troppo spensierato. Ed ha una comicità che non mi ha quasi mai fatto ridere. Un po' come Welcome To Waikiki. Quella voglia di far ridere a tutti costi mettendo appositamente scene assurde che dovrebbero essere divertenti ma che lo senti da lontano che sono forzatissime solo per suscitarti la risata.
Più vedo questi genere di drama koreani e più penso che una certa comicità possa farla ed esser convincenti solo i giapponesi.
4) una serie che meriterebbe un sequel: Mezzanotte a Istanbul
Ne ho due. Il primo è Mezzanotte a Istanbul. Necessito di un seguito perché la serie si è conclusa con un colpone di scena che presuppone un continuo ma che ad oggi, nulla si sa. @ili91-efp nulla?
Le domande lasciate aperte sono milioni e tutte le teorie che mi sono fatta sui vari viaggi nel tempo, il ruolo e l'identità della protagonista, sua figlia, il lead e tutta quest'altra roba, DEVE essere risolta.
L'altro è Moving. Anch'esso è finito facendoci presupporre un continuo, con la presentazione di altri ipotetici villain - un intero alfabeto a quanto pare - ma soprattutto voglio vedere come continua la vita delle persone con i super poteri? Le varie famiglie avranno trovato la pace? O il Governo - come si evince dal finale - non ha ancora finito con loro? Dateci il sequel!!
5) Il personaggio preferito: The Gifted
Nonostante la serie di The Gifted sia affondata nella mia opinione personale come il Titanic in quella celebre notte, una cosa positiva me l'ha data: Wave.
Wave mia stella polare nel nulla cosmico.
Quando inizia la serie Wave ci viene presentato come un vero "dito in culo". Ossessionato dai voti e dalla classifica della scuola, Wave non è interessato a stringere amicizie o conoscere persone. Anche perché soffre di una terribile mancanza di fiducia negli altri e teme di poter essere usato.[ SPOILER] cosa che è effettivamente successo. [FINE SPOILER]
Durante la serie Wave mostra un evoluzione clamorosa. Quello che dice e fa' , mi ha riempito di gioia e di un orgoglio senza pari. Durante il drama rimane un personaggio a tutto tondo, deciso e chiaro, dimostrando però di poter e voler cambiare.
[SPOILER]
Il voler andare nella stessa università dei poracci di Pang rinunciando ad una formazione a 5 stelle per amicizia - anche se per me questi due sono già fidanzati e sposati. Ma non lo dite in giro. Per me sono un BL nascosto - dimostra un cambiamento, un apertura che non ha eguali in nessun altro personaggio della serie. [FINE SPOILER]
6) Il personaggio più odiato: Goodby My Princess
Ci metto quasi tutti i personaggi di Goodbye My Princess. Dal principe in questione, al second lead. Dalla Nonna imperatrice al cane che passa sullo sfondo. Ho augurato ogni male a più di metà personaggi ed ad ogni morte non ho mai versato una singola lacrima. Ok, qui più che colpa dei personaggi era colpa della scrittura della serie.
Ma ancora... se ripenso al lead [SPOILER[ che uccide il second lead davanti alla moglie e dopo gli professa il suo amore, [FINE SPOILER] mi sale un crimine così forte che vorrei entrare nel drama per pestarlo.
Ed è infatti il lead di Goodbye il mio vincitore in questa categoria. La serie ce lo presenta come quest'uomo desideroso di vendetta e potere che manipola, usa, intriga e ammazza chiunque gli si pari davanti. E nemmeno gli affetti più cari sono in salvo dalla sua missione. [SPOILER] Qui ricordo che nella prima vita ha mentito alla lead, la usata, gli ha ammazzato Nonno, Madre e reso pazzo il Padre. L'ha rapita e voleva sposarla con la forza.
Nella sua seconda vita, siccome sta poraccia non aveva sofferto abbastanza, si ritrovano sposati e senza memoria di cosa sia successo prima.
Il lead, nonostante sappia che la famiglia della ragazza sia morta, le mente di nuovo, facendole credere che siano ancora tutti vivi. Forse prova un fascino perverso nel vederla scrivere a dei genitori che MAI RISPONDERANNO. Poi s'innamorano - dio solo sa come - ed il lead inizia a insultarla, stalkerarla... da bravo uomo tossico non comprende come la moglie sia infelice della loro vita matrimoniale e anche se lo capisse NON GLIENE FREGHEREBBE NULLA. L'importante è che lei stia lì. Aggiungiamo sequestro di persona ai reati di quest'uomo.
Con una simile mentalità non può sopportare che la lead sia legata ad un altro uomo, quindi, quando ciccia fuori il second lead e nonostante sappia che sia il maestro della moglie e che lei ci tiene molto, lo ammazza davanti e a lei OBBLIGANDOLA a vederlo morire.
Disperata e obbligata ad un matrimonio tossico la lead finalmente recupera la memoria della sua prima vita e la tegolata che gli arriva in testa è terribile! Quado poi il lead decide di fare guerra al regno della moglie, la ragazza si ammazza pur di fermarlo.
Ma per tutta la serie il lead, con le mani ancora sporche di sangue e sanità mentale della moglie [FINE SPOILER] ci ripeterà che l'ha sempre amata.
OHHHHHH.... l'amore!
Io non so quante imprecazioni ho tirato verso questo personaggio. Ogni volta che era in scena, avevo la bile che saliva a livelli astronomici. Bugiardo, manipolatore, tossico...
7) L'ambientazione più brutta: Back From The Brink
Back from the Brink. Quella foresta di alberi finti tipo recita della scuola mi danno ancora fastidio a pensarci.
Idealmente erano anche paesaggi belli essendo il drama un fantasy, c'erano molte location che visivamente - da lontano - erano belle.
Ma una volta viste da vicino si vedeva questo effetto finto che pareva tutta roba di plastica.
8) Il finale più bello: PS: i hate You
Poetico.
Il finale di questo drama, non solo racchiude perfettamente il mood della serie ma lo fa con un colpone di scena che si poteva annusare da lontano ma che quando accade è così assurdo che non ci credi. Non solo.
Il finale di Ps I hate you chiude splendidamente tutte le trame e da' ai personaggi la conclusione perfetta.
Niente buonismo, niente cose strane per far arrivare al lieto fine forzatamente la storia...finisce tutto come dovrebbe finire.
[SPOILER] ho amato che Saras, l'unica delle cinque ragazze a prendersi la responsabilità dei suoi misfatti, fosse anche l'unica che alla fine sorridesse. [FINE SPOILER]
Finale perfetto. Non lo cambierei di una virgola.
9) Un attore e un attrice che ti sono piaciuti tantissimo: Reborn Rich e One Piece
Attore preferito: Lee Sung Min. La sua interpretazione in Reborn Rich è stata così toccante e intensa che mi sono commossa. Soprattutto nella parte finale della storia quando la trama prevedeva un'interpretazione più emotiva, ha dato il meglio di se. La scena dell'ascensore rimane una delle più toccanti viste quest'anno.
Vorrei però dare il premio di consolazione a Lee Je Hoon in Taxi Driver. Qui la storia prevedeva che l'attore in questione fingesse di essere diverse persone e non importa il tipo: dal coatto di periferia al tirocinante imbranato, Lee Je Hoon ha interpretato in modo magistrale qualsiasi ruolo richiestogli. Bravissimo.
Per le donne invece, voto per Emily Rudd in One Piece. Considerando la giovane età e la pressione del dover intepretare un personaggio così famoso, Emily ha fatto un ottimo lavoro. Il cambiamento della personalità del personaggio durante la serie, è perfettamente realizzato dall'attrice che fa notare molto bene questo passaggio cruciale del suo personaggio.
La sua recitazione non è ovviamente intensa come quella di altre attrici nella mia lista ma voglio dargli il voto sulla fiducia e sul grand lavoro svolto.
10) La morte di un personaggio che ancora non hai superato: Goodbye My Princess
Onestamente non ricordo di morti che non avrei voluto accadessero. Ma trovo allucinante come in Goodbye My Princess [SPOILER] siano crepati TUTTI tranne l'unico a cui auguravo un Erasmus tra i lombrichi.
Scherzi a parte, ci sono rimasta male per la morte della lead poiché sta poraccia aveva avuto una vita di merda, con un matrimonio orribile e l'unico modo per sfuggire a tutto è stato il suicidio. [FINE SPOILER]
Non si meritava quella fine. Non così. E non lei.
Chiariamoci, non è perché mi freghi qualcosa di lei a livello emotivo - mi stava simpatica ma nulla di più - il mio " morte non superata" è più ad un livello di giustizia divina.
Goodbye My princess mi ha insegnato che non c'è giustizia a questo mondo.
11) La OST che ti è piaciuta di più: High and Low
Qui me la gioco facile. Se nel quiz c'è High and Low, stai certa che vincerà nella categoria musicale. Sarà perché in realtà questo drama è uno spottone al gruppo degli Exile?! probabile
Comunque sia, l'OST che voglio far vincere è Top Down degli Exile appunto, canzone che accompagna il Liceo Housan.
Mado' che carica che da'! Il ritmo e quelle note ti fanno venir voglia di saltare sulla sedia e ballare come se non ci fosse un domani.
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12) L'attore e attrice peggiori: Café Minamdang/ Back From the Brink
Come attrice peggiore voto Oh Yeon Seo di Cafe Minamdang. Purtroppo a me questa attrice, non c'è verso che mi piaccia. L'avevo già vista in Korean Odissey ed era stata la sua recitazione il più grave motivo per il drop di quella serie. In questa, continuo a trovarla troppo rigida e finta. Una recitazione che non mi convince, con quegli occhi spalancati e quella rigidezza che proprio non mi piace.
Stesso discorso per Neo Hou di Back from the Brink. Ho trovato la sua recitazione troppo rigida con il risultato che il suo personaggio doveva essere altero e freddo ma sembrava troppo compassato. Anche nelle scene presumibilmente più divertenti, la sua rigidità facciale mi ha impedito di godermi i momenti.
13) Una serie che merita più conoscenza: Miu 404
Voterò per MIU 404 premiandolo per essere sì una serie investigativa ad episodi ma capace di sviluppare la trama orizzontale lungo tutta la storia. E non sempre è così. Ha un buon livello di indagine, qualche mistero e personaggi interessanti che creano delle bromance molto carine.
Inoltre ha un buon ritmo e umorismo alla giapponese che non guasta mai.
Merita di essere più conosciuto secondo me, perché è davvero un buon prodotto, uno dei migliori che ho visto di questo genere ad episodi.
14) Il momento che ti ha fatto saltare sulla sedia PS: i hate you
PS: I hate You si è portato a casa qualche premio quest'anno, tra cui questo. Il momento che mi ha fatto saltare sulla sedia non è stato tanto per la rivelazione ma perché era così assurda, così "malefica" - ma che si sentiva da lontano - che quando succede davvero puoi solo coprirti la bocca con la mano sconvoltissima.
E sì, [SPOILER] mi riferisco alla sorpresa di Pitch come psicopatico che ha complottato per uccidere la sua stessa sorella ed avere la ragazza dei suoi sogni come premio e giocattolino nel finale. [ FINE SPOILER]
E' stato stupendo perché io già a metà serie avevo annusato che c'era qualcosa che non andava ma mai avrei pensato che sarebbero arrivati a quel punto.
Capolavoro.
Della psicopatia.
Ma ancora capolavoro.
15) Il protagonista maschile preferito: High and Low The Worst Episode 0
Io sono piuttosto sicura che non è la prima volta che Murayama Yoshiki si prende questo premio. Ahimè sono una sua fan sfegatata: potevo perdermi l'occasione per premiarlo ancora una volta? Dai che è l'ultima.
Tralasciando battute da fangirl, leggendo la lista, grandi lead maschili capaci di prendermi il cuore e farmi empatizzare con loro...non ce ne sono stati. Carini sì. Alcuni più interessanti di altri ma ancora dimenticabili.
Ed allora voto per questo ragazzo - anche se ormai dovrebbe essere sulla venticinquina - ma l'età scolastica del Liceo Oya è variabile - capace sempre di farmi sorridere e stupirmi.
E' chiaro che una delle cose che apprezzo di più in un personaggio è la sua crescita ed evoluzione. Posso amare un characters quando lo vedo crescere, cambiare ed essere una persona diversa, rispetto all'inizio della storia.
Murayama è così. Parte come ragazzino a cui piace fare a botte senza nessuno scopo, per diventare un leader competente e capace anche di prendere decisioni impopolari per salvaguardare il futuro dei ragazzi. E quando nel finale decide di lasciare finalmente la scuola, è come se passasse il testimone agli altri ragazzi che adesso dovranno portare in alto la bandiera dell'Oya come aveva già fatto lui.
Tra i vari personaggi dell'intera saga di High&Low, Murayama è quello che ho amato di più e su cui la serie stessa ha sviluppato la storia. E ci sarà un motivo. XD
16) La storia d'amore che non ti è piaciuta: Extraordinary You
Per non far vincere di nuovo Goodbye My Princess - anche se questa categoria sarebbe la sua, praticamente - voterò per Extraordinaey You.
Non ho mai capito perché e per come questi due si dovessero amare. La lead si incuriosisce del personaggio senza nome che fa da sfondo alla trama del fumetto, iniziano a parlare e s'innamorano. La storia d'amore parte anche in modo carino e per i primi episodi più interessare ma dopo un po' annoia.
Erano perfetti assieme e grondavano miele fuso non c'è mai stato conflitto, tensione, pepe nella loro storia d'amore. Tanto che i classici impedimenti sono stati tutti esterni alla coppia.
Ed alla fine ho trovato la loro storia d'amore piatta e super scontata. Anche perché lui, avendo la personalità di un budino, faceva tutto ciò che la lead gli diceva, lei lo guardava con gli occhi a cuore ecc ecc...
Una coppia noiosa.
17) Miglior bacio: Tale Of The Nine- Tailed 1938
Voto il bacio tra Lee Rang e Jang Yeo Hee.
Finalmente una gioia per quest'uomo!
Dopo un corteggiamento serrato da parte della sirenetta dei nostri cuori e dopo aver ricevuto vari rifiuti, finalmente Lee Rang abbandona tutte le paranoie, insicurezze e dubbi e mi regala un gran bel bacio. Anche perché nato dopo episodi ed episodi di ottima chimica trai due personaggi e occhiate languide da una parte e dall'altra. XD
E' stato bello vederlo sciogliersi a abbandonare l'ossessione per suo fratello per vivere finalmente questa storia d'amore.
18) Il drama che hai fatto fatica a finire: The Gifted 2
Oddio, in questa risposta ci poteva entrare benissimo anche The Midnight Museum ma si è salvato poiché così assurdo e fuori di testa che volevo arrivare alla fine, solo per scoprire cosa gli sceneggiatori si sarebbero inventati di altrettanto inconcepibile.
Ecco perché il voto va a The Gifted 2. La prima stagione mi era piaciuta ma la seconda mi ha terribilmente annoiato e non vedevo l'ora che finisse: personaggi involuti, villain con un plot armor esagerato, buchi di trama, cosa che accadono ma che facciamo finta che non siano mai successe...un delirio.
Inoltre tutta la parte centrale della stagione, non vede la trama fare passi avanti. [SPOILER] Da quando Pang e gli altri si allontano - intorno al 4-5 episodio - fino al 10/11 episodio, non succede nulla di rilevante ai fini della trama. Sì c'è la lotta tra il governo e il preside, la non morte di Time e Korn ma nel disegno globale, tutto questo potevano cancellarlo e voilà il finale non sarebbe cambiato quasi per niente. [FINE SPOILER]
19) Scena d'azione migliore: Yu Yu Hakusho
Incredibile ma vero, non è High And Low a vincere in questa categoria. Anche se le botte sono state meravigliose come sempre!
Voto per combattimenti di Yu Yu Hakusho che sì, c'era troppo sangue e budella per i miei gusti ma le legnate tra Yusuke e Goki nella discarica delle macchine, mi rimarrà nel cervello per mesi.
C'è Goki che prende una portiera di una macchina e la lancia dritto per dritto in faccia a Yusuke. Quello salta al centimetro e con mosse da contorsionista, schiva la portiera che si va a conficcare in un altra auto a 2 cm dal protagonista!
Poesia!
20) Miglior Villain: Reborn Rich
Voto per il vecchio Jin Yang Cheol.
Ok, è un villain un po' atipico ma per il lead e noi spettatori, ha sicuramente rivestito il ruolo di antagonista da sconfiggere.
Il nonno del protagonista infatti, non è malefico, infido o perverso. Quest'uomo è un cinico bastardo, arguto capitalista inflessibile, esigente, a tratti crudele, machiavellico, spregiudicato...ma ha anche dei difetti
Ma allora perché il migliore?
Perché se è difficile creare un eroe in una storia, ancor più difficile è creare un avversario credibile da battere ed il Nonno del protagonista è stato un incredibile rivale per il nipote. Per Do Jun battere il nonno in affari è l'unico modo per mostrare quanto vale, a costo di farlo soffrire.
Ed il finale del personaggio del Nonno è incredibilmente triste e se la serie è riuscita a farmi empatizzare con un tale personaggio, un uomo mostrato spesso nel suo lato peggiore, c'è solo da fare degli applausi.
21) Il finale peggiore: I Am The Years You Are The Star
Qui il premio c'è a mani basse. Dopo 24 episodi che mi rompi il caz..o sulla SICURISSIMA morte della protagonista. poiché malata di una malattia sconosciuta ma incurabile... [SPOILER] lei guarisce. Da cosa non si sa. Come non si sa. Ma lei adesso sta bene. Giusto in tempo per coronare il suo sogno d'amore. Non è bellissimo??! [FINE SPOILER]
Quando sono arrivata al finale ero così basita e fuori dai miei panni che mi sono trovata a ridere istericamente per 10 minuti buoni.
Questo non è un finale. E' una presa per il cu..o.
22) La protagonista femminile preferita: My love from the star
La star Cheon Song Yi. Donna con i contro cazzi ma capace di essere alla mano e super divertente. Nonostante il ruolo da attrice famosissima, Song Yi rimane una ragazza alla mano che fa cose che tutte noi potremmo fare: cantare ubriache davanti alla tv, fare telefonate senza senso o scenate degne della migliore tragedia greca.
Ma oltre a ciò, Cheon Song Yi è anche una donna decisa, che sa quel che vuole e risponde per le rime a chi non la rispetta.
E se qualcosa va male, non si deprime pensando che la sua vita è rovinata ecc..ecc ma prende le cose come vengono. Decisa sì a rimettere in piedi la sua vita dopo i vari problemi ma senza piangersi addosso ogni 3 minuti o implorare l'aiuto di altri.
23) La scena o frase che ti è rimasta impressa: Reborn Rich
Di nuovo Reborn Rich e qui metterò papale papale la scena incriminata: [SPOILER]
Io non credo che potrò mai dimenticare il 12° episodio: la scena nell'ascensore, quando il Nonno dopo una sfuriata colossale al lead, si fa la pipì addosso e guarda il ragazzo con lo sguardo disperato è di una potenza stratosferica. Credo di aver pianto. Tornando alla scena dell'ascensore, quella è emblematica per mostrare i diversi livelli di attaccamento dei due nipoti verso il nonno: mentre il maggiore mette consapevolmente il nonno in difficoltà, mettendolo appositamente in imbarazzo, desideroso di mostrare agli altri la demenza del Nonno per il proprio tornaconto, Do Jin protegge la dignità dell'anziano, rovesciando appositamente il secchio d'acqua per nascondere la pipì del vecchio e non far capire alla donna delle pulizie lì presente, quello che era successo.[FINE SPOILER] Nonno e Nipote si ritrovano a proteggersi a vicenda cementificando un legame già stupendo e regalando allo spettatore tutta l'intensità di questa relazione ormai arrivata alle battute finali ma che è stata così incisiva e bellissima lungo tutto l'arco della serie.
Ci ho ripensato per giorni a questa scena e ancora adesso mi fa scendere la lacrimuccia e mi fa commuovere.
24) Il villain peggiore: W
Cosa c'è di peggio di un cattivo scritto male??
Uno che non esiste. e voilà
Eh già. Perché il fantastico autore di questo fumetto ha pensato bene di dare al villain un valore emotivo e non narrativo e quindi non strutturando nessuna storia attorno a lui. [SPOILER]
Il cattivo di W e poi anche del fumetto, non ha motivazioni, non ha background, non ha nulla. Semplicemente è un cartonato che sta lì per ammazzare la famiglia del lead, incastrarlo per omicidio della stessa e ciao. Adios amigos. [FINE SPOILER]
Terribile. E lo so che dovrei prendermela con lo scrittore del fumetto per aver creato sto mostro di nonsense, ma siccome si vota il "villain peggiore" e l'autore non si è impegnato manco mezzo secondo per crearlo, il voto della vergogna se lo prende lui.
25) Una bromance spettacolare: Tale Of The Nine Tailed
Qui voto per il fratelli volpe. Lee Rang e Lee Yeon lungo tutte le due stagioni hanno un rapporto molto strano: Il minore è legatissimo al fratello - quasi ossessivo - ama suo fratello ma lo risente per averlo abbandonato. Vorrebbe passare del tempo con lui ma ha sempre il terrore di affezionarsi e poi soffrire nel caso che Yeon [SPOILER[ lo abbandoni di nuovo. [FINE SPOILER]
D'altra parte Yeon adora il fratellino ma vorrebbe vivere una vita sua, stare con la ragazza che ama e vorrebbe che anche Rang trovasse una sua strada che sia a prescindere dalla vita di Yeon.
Nella prima stagione tra i due fratelli c'è maretta e una dinamica conflittuale ma che allo stesso tempo è amorevole. Nella seconda, le cose vanno ancora meglio ed i due fratelli finalmente si riappacificano e trovano ognuno la propria strada.
Una bromance carina, profonda e divertente che rivedo sempre volentieri.
25 BIS) L'anno scorso la sfida era vedere:
Un cdrama storico o wuxia
Un drama tratto da un libro/novel/manga/webcomic
Un drama che ha vinto almeno un premio
come è andata? ci siete riusciti?
Yes! E non ho nemmeno dovuto cercarli. Mi sono capitati e solo quando sono andata a fare il quiz, mi sono accorta di aver completato la missione.
Back From The Brink per il drama Wuxia, One Piece per il drama tratto da manga e Moving per aver vinto il Grand Bell Awards nella categoria Miglior Serie. oltre ad aver vinto una fraccata di altri premi.
La sfida di quest'anno è di vedersi un drama/film co-prodotto o con attori (principali) di due o più paesi, entro la fine del 2024. Dite che è fattibile? XD
Qui ho barato. Onestamente non avevo idea di quale drama vedermi con queste caratteristiche...ma poi leggendo la risposta al quiz di @lisia81 mi sono illuminata: One Piece.
Cioè!
Non è che è fattibile, è già fatta praticamente.
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Me: I'm going to wake up at 6:30 do 90 mins of Thai cos I got goals are they are important to me!
Also Me: Wow if I don't sleep all the cool tumblr people are awake and isn't this fun look at all the gifts and gifs they have made me well not me but they made them and I get to see them and oh those are some cool thoughts this is wonderful what is life life is scarred blorbos and Pavel's jawline and I didn't really enjoy I feel you linger in the air because the threat of the trauma of being forcibly outed tainted every interaction for me but I still adore Jom and actually Yai and Mhok are kinda similar ooh a message I like crows and is that Mark Pakin?
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I GOT THE JOB AT THE BEE FARM!!! 🎉🎉🎉
I'm obv very happy about it lol. The coffee shop gig was good to get me back on my feet, but this is much more fulfilling and pays better, thankfully. I'm too old and have too many bills to be making minimum wage and sharing meager tips, sadly. Plus, bees!!! 😍🐝
The farm is beautiful. It's about 30 min away from where I live, but the drive is worth it. It's quiet and green. I met most of the employees, and they are all wonderful. Everyone has their own unique and incredible talents and skills that they bring to the table; it's a bit intimidating! So much creativity and drive. But I'm very excited to work with them and be a part of the experience.
They have multiple plots of land in many locations around south Texas, where they keep multiple colonies. They sell their queens to people, as well as their own hand crafted boxes and other tools of the trade. They have a gift shop on the property where they sell their own handmade bee product items, as well as other relevant gifts and books. They have training courses for new bee keepers, glamping cabins for rent, a beautiful bnb loft in the honey processing barn, a meadery, and a small restaurant. They want me to be a flex employee, able to cross train and pitch in where I'm needed, but they were specifically excited about my culinary and barista experience. They want to start selling coffee at the restaurant and need some help getting that started.
The family that owns the farm has been keeping bees for generations, but they came into their commercial success in the 90s when they began to selectively breed for mite resistant queens in order to create stronger and healthier colonies. People now travel from every corner of the country to buy their queens for their hives, due to their success. Naturally, the farm focuses on education and conservation, which I am also very passionate about. I want to be involved in helping save the pollinators and protect our most vital resource, the natural world.
It's such an exciting new adventure! I should be hearing from the owner about scheduling today 💛
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this is a scav! They are the 2nd smartist creatures (not inculding robot people ofc. and humans.) They are in groups most times. like lizards you have a rep for them starts at 0 (for most..."people" they dont really like. cancer.) for others, they start higher as they since your a kid. And for one character they will send hitmen out to you. Each one have randomly generated looks and traits. They are. NOT. dumb. as they can do what you do. throw your weapons and items back at you
They will make drawings-graffiit on places to lead to they're merchants that will trade with you For what? i dunno do items nect lol.
^ merchant place, cool items.
^ treasure room, thye let you in if your rep is a min of 90. and you will loose 30 rep for each item you take they will talk to you and have diffrent reactions to you:
Threat, meaning they dont like your spear but are not going to attack. suggesting you drop it
Warning, rep is to low, they can and will throw a spear at you if you get close.
asking for an item, or just pawing the ground for fun.
Fear, rep is in the negatives, will back away when not in a group
They own tolls, that lead to shortcuts or just safe areas to chill. Need anything to give to and they let you go, also you can gift them stuff here I'll uhhh hint at the characters and they're starting rep The survivor - starts at 0. Monk - starts at 25! Hunter- starts at -35 (They no like your looks... tentacles.) These other names are fake im not fucking telling you who thye are The lucky star-0 rep The son.-12, son of a robot person, they dont like you that much but wont attack. Built to last.-45 rep, It was the old times. they dont know you. The one made to kill scavs-100, hitmans will be sent.
oogling & peering at this info…. DAMN i love the society these guys have!!! theyre so much more intelligent/sociable/and diverse in terms of looks/behaviours/etc etc than any of the other creatures weve seen!!
i have to say I ABSOLUTELY LOVE the atmosphere & layouts of the merchant & treasure rooms!!!! Genuinely so much beautiful & gorgeous detail put into it, i love all the patterns & markings covering the walls/room in general!! &nd the lighting they used makes it look even more prettier than if it had none!! Lovely lovely
Theres so much personality & so much more emotion put into these guys oh my gosh i love how silly & colourful they can look…. heart hearts <33💛💕 these guys are going up HIGHHH on my favourite creatures within RW list. all the small details from how: if you have rep in the negatives, they will back away from you, and only warn you off with spears when in a group. to even the teeniest tinniest things like how their eyes will WIDEN & the screen will SHAKE when threatening you!!!!! ohmylord yeah i. yeah i have to say i REALLT REALLY like these fellas…. YEAH YEAH okay i definitely do. !!!!!!!!
i will find out the items they will trade another time…. But i do really enjoy how these guys are like. Kinda the FACE of trading in rw. I follow an account that posts scavs from IDs they have, and especially since these guys are randomly generated, ive REALLY seen how these guys can range from funky, to weepy, to really odd, to cute & pretty, to borderline “you arent even able to see whats going on” LOL I REALLY LOVE THAT FACTOR THEY HAVE ABOUT EM!!!!
if i could come back as a rw creature these guys are high up on that list.. currently… i would heavily enjoy having large all-knowing eyes that simultaneously have nothing going on inside, and horns on my head and trade & paw at dirt all day long but… i will consider my options & we will see as we go on…. !!!
HAPPY TO SEE A. MENTION OF WHOEVER “built to last” is AGAIN!! like im shaking in my skin trying to decipher who in the HELL that is. Puplre creatur…purple skug….who r u….. mistar purple……
anyways, previously ive made jokes about characters having vendettas again hunter before, but nevermind actually whoever the OTHER red slug (“made to kill scavs”) ACTUALLY has a vendetta against them. not even a joke this time man how BAD of a thing did you have to do that an ENTIRE RACE will send HITMEN out for you at a moments notice. WHAT IN THE EVERLOVING WORLD DID YOU DO, RED NUMBER 2???
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My submission for @the-umino-hours January 2023 90 min to gift for @queenpinkireellylikethisname
Enjoy! Had a lot of fun drawing this!
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Day 16 - 90 Day Challenge 🎀
I was still in a lot of pain yesterday (Thursday), it was a very odd pain, but I've woken up today (Friday) and it's finally gone! I'm excited because now I can move around without that uncomfortable feeling. I still didn't do much yesterday but I figured it was worth an update, regardless. That's the point of this challenege. Accountability and consistency.
🏋♀️ Physical Health
walked to work (~20 min)
scheduled my gym times for today and next week
found out the gym hours for my campus gym for the first part of winter break so I can schedule in gym time for then too
🧠 Mental Health
made myself get up and out of bed after work to curb how I was feeling (felt kinda numb and decided I needed to do something productive about it)
❤️ Emotional Health
therapy appointment! (may have been my last one until january, thank you gobernment for ending my health insurance coverage today)
was honest with my boyfriend about how I was feeling (was super grateful with how he handled it, hes so patient and understanding and kind to me, I'm so happy with my relationship with this man. I love him, so much)
📚 Intellectual Health
completed the respiratory lab report for my Anatomy lab
made a list of things to accomplish Friday morning (at the study room I booked)
filled in my planner with the rest of the assignment I have due
🏘 Adulting
worked a ~4 hour shift (recieved an actual frozen ham as our christmas gift from work)
cooked spaghetti for dinner for myself (needed comfort food)
cleared my old food out of the fridge
got my work schedule for next week figured out (my last week of work before the break, I could cry because I'm not going to see my work bestie until probably march of next year - she's super pregnant and due in the beginning of January)
filled in my budget for November and realized I spent over my means
deleted shopping apps from my phone
made a tentative lost of some goals for 2024 (might post them! thinking of breaking it down into monthly, quarterly, and yearly stuff)
zoom called my loving boyfriend <3
🥰 Self Love/Care
full morning skincare
full night skincare (I love how my face feels and looks after I oil cleanse)
I actually did a good amount of things yesterday, surprising with how much time I spent in bed not feeling like myself. But today is going to be a good day! My goals for today are to have a decent morning routine, finish and submit my final research study paper for my psyc class, attend the make up lab session for anatomy, attend the lan session for my psyc final exam (that's on monday), go to the gym, and make it through my work shift.
til next time lovelies 🩷
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Hello to you new week with a new schedule and ohohoho, what's this? Is that a promo for my Streamathon Celebration this Friday (March 10 2023)? Why I think it is
But seriously, I'll be having a streamathon this Friday to celebrate my Affiliate Anniversary for the first time. It's something I always happy and a bit proud of but never really got to celebrate over the years.
There's a ton of milestones and rewards and incentives for supporting because I want to do all these things anyway, might as justify them in some way.
Because it's a lot I've stuck everything under the read more so give it a look thru
Follow me on Twitch and make sure to come say hi as I lose my sanity being on stream for 12+ hrs
Uncapped* Affiliate Anniversary Streamathon
To avoid blowing up my new laptop I'll be streaming Daily, pausing and unpausing the timer at start/end of stream. Daily streams will be around 12-14 hrs, allowing myself and my laptop time to rest
My Discord will be open to public as long as the timer's up
Ways to increase the timer New Follower - 10 secs Raids with 5 or more ppl - 1 min
Bits 1 mins per 100 bits
Subs Tier 1 - 90 secs Tier 2 - 3 mins -180 Tier 3 - 10 mins - 600
Ko-fi Donations 1 min per $1
Throne Collections 1$ per time* Vtubing - 10mins stream upgrades - 5mins Quality of Life- 5 Mins
Every dollar gifted on throne for an item in these collections Example: Fully funding a $60 gift in the Vtubing collection = 600 mins or 10 hours added to stream Example 2: Fully funding a $60 gift in Stream Upgrades = 300 minutes or 5 hours added to stream
Some of these will be added manually because there's nothing that works with Throne or Ko-fi yet. I'll be adding that time at every half hour mark
Not a time extension nor a milestone I'll make a Treat Themed YCH design for up to five fully funded gifts from the Treat Collection Meaning if two gifts get funded I'll make two designs. But if a third gift is partially funded I won't make a third design
Individual Incentives Top Gifters (of each Star Tier) 1st VIP* + 3 months of sticker club (commission*) + Custom Discord Role + custom entrance command + Free Art/ Writing 2nd 2 months of sticker club (commission) + Custom Discord Role 3rd Custom Discord Role
*VIP is until the next Streamathon
You can trade sticker club in for a commission valued at the same price (Roughly $50 - it's a lot my prices are pretty cheap)
Categories by Star Ranking. The rank system is made to show what's the most helpful/ beneficial to me right now. All support is appreciated but this ranking shows what's more useful
Rainbow Star - Throne Gifts - Milestones: $10 - 200 $10 - Quizzes $25 - Future Pokemon Nuzlocke stream $50 - Model gets a straight hair toggle(s) $75 - Model gets a weird outfit (chat picks) $100 - Lore Revealed $125 - 2nd Model Mascot with Debut $150 - ASMR - Soft Talking Story Reading $175 - 3rd model Chibi with Debut $200 - 4th Model "Human" Lee with Debut
Gold Star - Ko-fi Donations / Memberships - Milestones: $1 - $200 $1 Chat picks my Twitter PFP for the month $10 - Chat makes a new channel Point redeem $25 - Future Solo Horror Game Stream $50 - Modded Stardew Series $100 - Lee makes Why MCU Spider-man is the worst,AKA The police-ification of Peter Parker video $125 - Lee makes a drama report video $150 - restart genshin on asia servers (completely from scratch) $175 - weird outfit for the model (chat picks) $200 - Custom Stream Avatars
Silver Star - Twitch Subs - Milestones:1 sub - 100 subs 1 - For 5 Pokemon Unite matches - Chat picks my pokemon 10 - Restart Genshin - Get caught up to current content 25 - Permanent Genshin streams the rest of the year 50 - Chat picks our next emotes/ animated emotes 100 - Model no longer Secret - Working on it publicly
Bronze Star - Twitch Bits / Cheers - Milestones: 100 bits - 10,000 bits 100 - chat writes a tweet 1000 - Chat picks my twitch banner for 2 weeks 2500 - Baby Photos of Me + Family 5000 - Restart Hades Playthrough 10,000 - Farm Sim Fridays - Lee Plays Farming Sims every Friday Forever
Stretch Goals Throne Funded Switch + Funded Capture Care - 8-12 hr long Switch stream + Weekly Switch Game Streams Voice Mod License funded - 5 Channel Point Redeems Added involving voices Mobile Gaming Controller + Accessory - I'll play a rage game until I rage quit or beat it Iphone Funded - Using free models ASAP (chat will pick models + ?? (Secret Reward) Stream Deck- ???? (Secret Rewards)
Ko-fi 25 New Ko-fi members - monthly digital downloads come back 50 new Ko-fi members - Quarterly APP icon/ deco packs + monthly emote + digital sticker pack
Subs Over 100 (Secret Rewards)
Bit over 10,000 (Secret Rewards)
This was a lot so thank you for reading this far down! I appreciate it a lot and cant wait to see you Friday on Twitch
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