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rudeboimonster · 1 year ago

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pulls hair out

so okay went to an ear doc bc ive been in intense pain, especially if i wear headphones, with the ringing never stopping or getting quiet. tried that whole drumming on the back of the head thing and it wouldnt stay quiet for more than a minute. sometimes the pain + sounds literally makes me fucking cry. so doc runs a bunch of tests - got a hearing evaluation done and a damn mri of my brain.

and they all came back fucking NORMAL

so doc cant do anything so im just fucking STUCK in pain and not able to wear headphones or handle most sounds and im going to fucking go disassociate into like. pokemon or katamari or something

#1--#2--#3--#4--#5--#hollerin #this is why i havent been able to stream. been in fucking pain #maybe after i move in november i can try seeing another doc for another opinion but also #GROANS LOUDLY #im upset and in pain and i want it to fucking stooooop #hand motions. interesting that brain mri came back normal what with being severely depressed my whole life but shrug emoji

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blueskittlesart · 4 months ago

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i’ve started babysitting for a VERY christian family which is great because they pay me a lot of money but as someone who was raised almost completely agnostic it’s kind of insane. the 2 year old keeps asking me to read her stories from the bible. (why are we reading david and goliath to a 2 year old????) the 5 year old told me today that he was going to bring his legos to heaven with him. he also has repeatedly told me that the lego spaceships he builds are stronger than jesus. (not sure what to say to that. do i deny it??? are things allowed to be stronger than jesus??) had to stop myself mid sentence today because i almost told them im not going to heaven which would DEFINITELY have caused several meltdowns. they’re also both completely fascinated by my nose ring

#i also had to tell them no today because mom said no tv and they DESPERATELY wanted to watch a 4-dvd set of recorded sermons #religious children are terrifying. i do get sundays off tho so #personal

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theshitpostcalligrapher · 6 months ago

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the curse of summer is buying and eating an inadvisable amount of fruit in single sittings.

#listen in my defense i bought 4 peaches and they are going to get oversoft in 2 days and i only ate two of them rn #that's discipline! that's control!#........#i will probably end up eating the other two in the middle of the night huh

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fipindustries · 2 months ago

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aparently in the latest fantastic 4 comics johnny storm has been in a relationship with an alien, and that would be pretty standard affair for marvel heroes, right.

except someone at marvel with fucking balls of steel and the biggest brain in the known universe made the alien look... actually alien