#4 - p. 12

[alirienn]

kuronatober

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Expect clip posting to slow down due to irl nonsense.

Also from the 11th to the 18th I won’t have any computer access and very little internet access but I’ll schedule a couple clips beforehand for that week 🫡

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. Four drawings of Hollow Knight ocs, in a dull green tone on a small canvas. Taking up the right half is a render of Caramel, a bee wielding a mantis claw across her shoulder and donning a cape in the colors of the aromantic flag. On the left are three colored sketches: the first at the top shows Caramel with her trio of friends, green-mantled bug Hawksbeard talking with her and gray millipede Molini curled around them both. The caption to the right says "Friends who love her" in all caps. In the center-left is a drawing of a tan and brown slugcat with a vulture mask on her face and a spear on her back, captioned "caramel slugcat, what will she do". Last is a sketch of Caramel and the bee nosk Pollux, who's dressed in an asexual flag of their own, and who has taken Caramel's mask to hold it up to its face. Caramel looks at her cheerfully, arm around her back. End ID.]

[Start ID. A rough drawing of Caramel and Hawksbeard in Rain World. They're now a tan slugcat and green scavenger, respectively, seeming less familiar with each other in the image than they are in canon. Caramel now has two spears on her back, holding another spear in one hand and a pearl in the other. Hawksbeard wears a sash of pearls, and offers a lantern to Caramel, the only thing lighting up the drawing in the dim Shaded Citadel. End ID.]

[Start ID. Another drawing of Caramel and Hawksbeard together, sitting down on a blank, dull green background. A cropped tweet by Caramel's head reads "Why are girls allowed to say girlfriend to refer to a platonic friend, but I can't say 'this is my boytoy twink malewife Hawksbeard'", with a spur indicating she's saying it, and the Hawksbeard part being a write-over. Caramel gestures with one hand in a sort of wave and has her other arm around her friend, while Hawksbeard looks at her in slight concern, simply stating "what". End ID.]

Small doodles of Caramel to commemorate the first-ever aromantic visibility day :]

[dhmis-autism]

my yellow guy playlist is my longest and also best one, and it also CANNOT be on spotify bc its missing half the songs for it! sad!

[doodlboy]

Them ✨️

[wisebilly]

It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

TJIS IS ??? CRAZY ???

[koka-mi]

I had a weird dream about a certain song that had effects on ppl whenever they first listen and it literally plays in the back of your head for I believe a week? or maybe it was a month. And certain things start to happen to you--it just makes you act weird for the whole week or so it's in your head? and then it leaves and you go back to normal. some of the things you did were pretty silly tbh xD but I can't remember much of it.

I do remember you were supposed to make others listen to the song too (kinda like chain mail) but idk what the point of that was BCZ LIKE.. it's not like it made you yourself stop thinking abt it. It isn't like one of those you give it to another person to make it stop things SO THAT MADE NO SENSE. I guess so they could suffer having to hear the song in the back of their head with you xD

[localenemy]

★彡[𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞]彡★

(☝ᐧ༚̮ᐧ)☞ ⁱ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵇᵉᵃᵗ ᵘᵖ ⁱⁿ ᵃⁿ ᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵃʸ

[apollo-zero-one]

My god this is the worst headache I have had in my adult life, I am miserable, I can barely focus on anything else, having my eyes closed hurts worse for some reason, my skull feels like it has rubber bands wrapped around it like those exploding watermelon videos

Ibuprofen save me please I am gonna cry

[toastsnaffler]

I have this one middle aged coworker who can't stand working in the lab by himself so he was hovering all afternoon while I was assaying shit and trying to give me a heart to heart. bless

[maeve-is-annoying-about-books]

House of Leaves, Chapter 7

Holloway Roberts, the big fuck-off manly man. That's at least his impression in this chapter.

Chapter 7 here deems to deal heavily in manliness and infidelity and threat. I can't really speak to machismo, I don't really get it. When I see Navidson and Holloway beefing over their perceived roles or alpha-fights or whatever you wanna call them it strikes me the same as any other time I see it. Like, why? You hired the man to explore your hell-hole expanse of literary symbolism, let him. Johhny has interludes here, though, and you can bet he's in thematically similar situations. This one¹ here about his relationship with his father and his bully troubles almost perfectly reflects Will and Holloway, but even more pressingly, Chad. Fighting in school, getting caught in the lines of battle of machismo, with authority. Of course it's just like the book. My man Johnny is becoming the damn book.

It's... really distressing to see what's happening to the kids² while all this focus and effort goes into that hole in the house. Daisy having scabs on her wrists is highly concerning at best and heartbreaking at worst. Though the turn of phrase, "Chad turns out to be the most problematic." was to reading what sticking a fork in my toaster is to my nervous system. Fuck. Not only does it perfectly, insidiously sweep these tiny quiet scabs under the rug, it paints Chad as a problem. An ongoing issue that needs to be solved. And everyone is so damn obsessed with the mystery that both of these fall off to the side.

The book loves doing this. While the house grows, Daisy, Chad, and Karen's literary presence shrinks. It's surreal how little notice goes to them. In writing, in the world of the story, in the literal number of words attributed to them. I find no shock at all in how this final revelation about Karen happens at the end of this chapter, written as thought it were already said and done. Like I'm watching from Will's editing room.

Karen's... yeah let's just call it infidelity for now. It's strange and striking. I feel like I'm getting gaslit a tiny bit. While earlier in the book she was mildly defended from other critics' opinions on her³, and although she was all too thrilled to see Will again⁴, now the promiscuity of a make-out session is such a large focus? Maybe I'm going mad, I fully admit I may have had an erroneous image and that these passages are the real intent. But I sure feel... Like I'm watching an author change this character's role. Shift her being a bit for better drama. And worse still is I think this is entirely intentional. The house... is warping her. The grander house. The bigger, more labyrinthine... house.

Also yeah yeah, we know you fuck, Johnny. His interlude here⁵ deals with infidelity too. That of Kyrie and a few passionate, drug-laden moments. He is once again the mirror by which we better understand the Navidson/Green family. Thrill, danger, mastery, the allure of it all. The entire chapter's rank with it like some kind of musk. No wonder the house and the formatting are both staying polite. We're prepared for it and we're sitting in this stewing tension instead.

Well, now I'm just waiting to see what becomes of Exploration 4 and this gun Holloway—

Is this fucker's name HALLWAY ROBBER?

[hyperfixation-hideout]

I have so many asks I need to get to but New ask game bc I got a burst of wanna do a thing -- someone send me random rwby characters and I'll make 'em into teams!

Bonus points if you give me extra characters like sending 8 instead of 4 so I get to think about who would work best with whom on a team and who'd be the best leader for that particular group and all that jazz

[spacelesscowboy]

see the thing i’ve always know about me is that i am obsessive. i hold onto things for years. i tuck people tightly into the empty spaces between my ribs, i clutch onto my interest with white knuckled hands, i repeat words and phrases over and over and over again until they’ve lost meaning. i hold onto things so long that they become corpses. that they rot and mould and even when they’re falling apart in my hands i can’t ever make myself let go of them. nothing about me is casual. is phase. is temporary or normal or indifferent.

[iceangelmkx]

It’s been so long since I’ve traveled that I forgot how stressful planning it is...

[haileys-out2]

I’ve been told to make this caption from one of my photos (yes this is me in the photo). I have no control over any of this, I’ve been told what tags to use and how long the post is to be pinned to the top of my page. 😥

The post is up for three months (until June 8) and I am scared about how long I’ll get!!

P-p-please be nice. I d-d-don’t want my life ruined!! 😭😭😭

Update. If this post hits 100 REBLOGS I have to get a larger plug and dildo.

Update 2. You are all mean (specially @count-alta with your 20-odd reblogs)😤😭😭 I now have to get a larger plug and dildo. If it gets to 300 REBLOGS then I have to make a Discord server to show that I am in fact wearing the cage and plug 😭😭😭😭 this is getting both out of control and expensive

Update 3. It hasn’t even been a week. 😢😢 I’ve been instructed to add note milestones. I’ve only been given a couple for now but more will be added if any of you suggest something my dominant likes.

Update 4. I’m back from a brief hiatus from Tumblr while I settled into a new job, and I discovered that this post really took off. I now have to make discord (coming soon) and I’ve been given a new Reblog MILESTONE. If this post reaches 500 Reblogs I will have to start HRT. If it hits 1000 Reblogs then I have to find a man to fuck me on camera 😭😭😭😭. Please be nice.

Update 5: whelp it’s done. My Discord server is live

1500 notes: I have to keep myself hairless from the nose down.

1700 notes: Make an Amazon Wishlist and add 100 toys and clothes for anyone to buy. Anyone who buys them will get a free show with what they bought

1800 notes: my hair must be grown out

2000 notes: I have to resume my BambiSleeps regimen

2500 notes: Practice deepthroating the current sized dildo twice a week

2750 notes: I now have listen to Bambi sleeps every morning, afternoon and night on my days off

3000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min

3250 notes: I have to start using she/her pronouns

3500 notes: I have start wearing a bra everyday

3750 notes: Use a large plug now

4000 notes: I have to start an OF (ManyVids and webcamming as well once I find a better living arrangement)

4250: I have to film myself suck cock

4500 notes: i can only ever cum from anal

5000 notes: I can only wear androgynous clothing. Nothing overtly masculine

5100 notes: Sit on an 8-inch dildo 3 times a week for 30 min

5400 notes: Listen to Bambisleep hypno every time I do anal

6000 notes: edge with a Hitachi magic wand for 30 once a week

6500 notes: start using a ball gag whenever I do anal

7100 notes: Once a week I have to film myself anal training and share it to the discord channel

8000 notes: Sit on a 9-inch dildo 4 times a week for 30 min

8500 notes: I must listen to ALL hypno that is sent to me

9000 notes: The Hitachi edging session becomes twice a week

12300 notes: Clicker train myself to get horny to the thought of cock

13200 notes: Use an XL plug now

13500 notes: Only use 10-inch toys from now on sit on it 6 times a week for 30 min, once a week use a 12+ inch toy

15000 notes: I have to get either bottom surgery or an orchiectomy

20000 notes: I have to be spit roasted

25000 notes: I have to be the center of a Blow Bang

32500 notes: I have to be the center of a Gangbang 😳😳😳

[raeathnos]

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