#3am & im feeling sick
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They just bombed one of the last hospitals in Gaza and so far 1500 have been confirmed dead.




#palestine#3am & im feeling sick#hell my cat actually puked before i do#thats why im awake at 3.. but anyways#watch me get anons bc tumblr has always failed the vibe check ❤️
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disco elysium has me fucked up. i shaved my side burns a while ago and i stared into the mirror and all i thought was "oh my god im literally harry du bois irl"
#3am thoughts#disco elysium#ive caught myself doing something and thinking “no wait kim wouldn't like this”#im SICK#i want to replay the game so bad but the moment i touch the game i get so excited i feel sick#save me disco elysium save me
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it’s crazy to me that more people don’t ship astarion and wyll when at least in my experience of all the companions they have by far the most flirty dialogues to/about each other. and like. the monster x monster hunter. the disowned noble son x runaway slave. the beloved hero x the misunderstood monster. like come onnn like i know it’s the racism but
#only 32 fics im gonna be sick#i need to write something for them and shadowheart/lae’zel#emily speaks#bg3#i swear anytime wyll says something about astarion he needs to let you how charming he finds him first#also that line where astarion said he dreamed as a kid of married a heroic man like wyll.. is no one else feeling unnormal about this like#ignore the typos it’s like 3am and i’m on mobile having Thoughts and Feelings
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this chap is going to kill me
#chaps singular? one half of chaps?#if i cannot start rhinestoning it tomorrow im going to expload#i gotta lock da hell in so i can sleep before 3am PLEASESEEE staying up actually makes me feel so sick but i gawdda#btext
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this is a psa: if someone is wearing a mask dont fucking pressure them into taking it off. "it's fine you dont need it covid is just a cold nowadays" shut the fuck up you are wrong biting you biting you biting you
#kell.txt#my father pestered me until i took my mask off every day i saw him last week and now im sick as all fucking hell#last night i woke up at 3am and only managed to go back to sleep at 6am. my throat is sore my nose is clogged and i feel like death#and im pissed at myself for giving in and taking my mask off
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Posting while pride month is still dragging onwards and upwards, the aroace spec struggle artist style by yours truly
#🌩nebulous' art🌒#tiktok#conan grey#artsona#persona#art#digital art#aroace#aromantic#pride#asexual#aromantic spectrum#people watching#shipping#aroace spec#this is basically my struggle in art form bc i was going thru it at like 3am and wanted to visualise it#also ive been a bit sick recently so im better now which means more art hooray#well anyway#the inspiration for this was how aroace people can ship people and enjoy the content#without being able to or wanting to feel it themselves#and to me thats like woah thats totally what the living through you vicariously part is TALKIN ABT#but also obviously personal opponion#but yes thats so me for real so enjoy my brain child#brownie points if you can guess the ship i drew#(theyre humanised versions thats your ONLY clue good luck)#fanfiction#also a big part of my thought process shoutout to AO3#pride month
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harry’s defeated look using his cane and staring at the ruins of the Foundation i’m gonna be sick why does this game want to hurt me so badly
#insomniac spoilers#LIKE?? BRO LET ME REACH THROUGH THE SCRENE AND HELPHIM OH MYGOD#INSOMNIAC MAKING ME A HARRY FAN AT 3AM????#it’s so heartbreaking!!! he finally felt like he was getting better!! and then it left him and then the foundation burnt!!! IM SO SICK!!!!!#his mother leaves him when she dies. his symbiote the thing keeping him alive leaves him. the foundation which was his beating heart +#basically and his soul burnt down to hell and he feels alone . grug get the fiona apple playlist im not driving tonight
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Its so hard to get to sleep lately because i an dreading so much in the near future like i dont want to end my game for the day cause it just moves me closer to shit i don't want to live through.
#im teetering...........#I fucking want to move far away so anything anyone else does doesn't affect my everyday life anymore#sick to fucking death of shit changing and i have NO CONTROL IN MY LIFE#I am just an element of everyone elses life#I feel like i cant do anything i actually want to with myself#i don't have the space or the respect or the money or the ability or the right mind or the strength here#No one has ever given me an inch to grow and spread out#I cannot stand this feeling anymore of ending everything feeling like the only agency i actually have#I can't even control when i wake up in the morning because shes so fucking insanely loud#Tomorrow she will wake me hp at 8am again and i will still be here up until 3am bevause i am so miserable.
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I just feel sick i was so excited but im not built for talking i guess
#i thought it went so well but ive been told it wasnt#and now i feel so so awful just sick with itand its 3am and i cant sleep#like please that was so hard and theres more tomorrowad my confidence is shot i think im gonna be sick
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#hhhhh i made the mistake of opening something triggering thinking i could handle it now but nope#i feel sick lmao#in my head im still sobbing in that orange room at 3am#it feels like yesterday to me#being on the other side of the country and not being able to do anything about what had already happened#its going to haunt me till the day i die#im trying so hard to not break down rn like i didnt even read very far but mentally putting myself in that position again...#...i cant do it.#ive worked so hard to bottle all of that up over the past almost 7 years now#and just barely thinking about it is enough to get me sobbing#idk how anyone ever gets over that#how anyone can read that happening if theyve had that happen irl#im going to regret the things i didnt do forever#its my fault and i didnt do enough#vent / /#personal / /#delete later / /
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Throws my head at the wall until I'm just kind of a bloodied mess
#finally figured out one of the big reasons I've been so anxious recently and now I'm both sad and sick feeling#why did I have to realize this at 3am... im just so tireeedddd.... at the very least I understand the issue a bit better
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#lol#last night and through 3am#i was like#huh i really dont feel right#like i was just feeling off and then feeling pretty restless#and now I'm waking up getting violently ill and it all makes sense#except for the fact that i only ate a salad and 2 pieeces of bread yesterday????#im pretty sure im done getting sick now and i can go back to bed but#i am fearful lol#of getting back in bed and still feeling sick and off
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determined to get more than 4 hours of sleep tonight 😤‼️‼️ i really need to sleep more ‼️
#DOESNT HELP THAT MY BROTHER IS STILL AWAKE AND IS LOUD 👎👎#LITERALLY SCREAMING AND KICKING THE WALL 👎👎👎#also i need to remind him not to force me to stay up late to wake him up early so that he can take a nap then do homework#like it’ll be 1am and he’ll be like hey i wanna take a nap so can u wake me up at like 3am so i can do homework#and ill be like bruh whatever fine 😑 cause i dont want him to mess up in school 😑#i think im forced to put up with too much but its a me problem cause if i dont help then i start feeling like anxious and sick idk
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hi
#i just wanna rant to someone about how ill i was#there was blood pouring out of my nose at 3am#i didnt sleep for a week#i didnt eat or drink for a week#i threw up everything for a week#ive been high several times bc of the amount of meds ive taken#IM TAKING LIKE EIGHT MEDS A DAY#I WAS HIGH#NEED I SAY MORE#nobody messaged me asking if i was okay apart from my aunty#FEEL SYMPATHY FOR ME#IVE BEEN SICK FOR THREE WEEKS STRAIGHT
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Kinda happy that sometimes when my body goes into an anxiety attack, my mind is unaffected. Like, it's shaking violently and I'm in pain and all but nothing particular makes me think anxious thoughts.
But at the same time I'm so angry bc I cannot calm my body down and cannot sleep and i'm just suffering with stomach pain and feeling cold.
#like#wow improvemeny#to some direction#im currently in so much pain I wanna cry but im also so tired#does this happen to you?#its also 3am#i feel like throwing up and that scares me#i've been sick for a week with cold so idk if thats the issue or not but#hhhh I hate this#it scares me still a bit
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thinking . about spiderbit specifically
#havent thought about them in such a long time but it's just hit me in the stomach at 3am and i feel SICK ...#the early days where the yearning was so fucjing intense im gonna throw up. all qcellbit wanted was qroier be cared about nothing else .#to love like that............ ougfgc#chrome cries
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