#last night and through 3am
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#lol#last night and through 3am#i was like#huh i really dont feel right#like i was just feeling off and then feeling pretty restless#and now I'm waking up getting violently ill and it all makes sense#except for the fact that i only ate a salad and 2 pieeces of bread yesterday????#im pretty sure im done getting sick now and i can go back to bed but#i am fearful lol#of getting back in bed and still feeling sick and off
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happy birthday claude !!
the local carnival coming around on just in time for claude’s birthday wasn’t luck, it was fate <3
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#ITS MY FAVORITEST GUYS BDAY <333 I LOVE HIMMMM#i love the idea of them going to a carnival and going on all the rides and playing games#pls let them have fun for once in their little lives!!#im kinda sad that ik this isn’t my best work but im happy that i pulled through into making this!!#for context i did everything other than the final sketch last night.. i stayed up til 3am#oh well hopefully my next is even better !!#golden petals ❀ ☽#cake anon’s art!#selfship#self ship#f/o#self shipping#selfshipping#f/o art#selfship art#self insert
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IT WASN’T FYOVER (it’s still kinda Gojover)🙃❤️🩹 happy one year !!!✨
#BSD made us all temporarily anime-onlys while JJK made us all regret being manga readers😮💨😭#do you REMEMBER the [20th] night of SEPTEMBER?🙂↕️🎶#HAPPY ONE YEAR to the worst anime day ever !!!💔(personally) (I was targeted) (I’m still recovering)🫠#I started these doodles this time last year & finally finished them🤡 - WILD to have much more Fyo knowledge since then.#words cannot express the emotional turmoil that I went through both at 3am (JJK leaks) on this day a year ago & then later at 11am (BSD ep)🥲#the trauma ! the horror ! the unknown.#may all the anime loves of your life live on forever !!!😭💕 yeeesh.#keep the faith it still ain’t GOJOVER OKAY-#but it’ll probably be Fyover fr soon IDK-😭❤️🩹#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#gojo#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#gojo fanart#bsd fanart#bsd#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#anime#manga
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paul in the interview on his story 🥹 biggest pookie ever and,,,,,, i maybe wanna kiss his cheeks also but just a little, definitely not in a weird way
i present to you, paul aron: king of being the cutest man in the world while also being insanely handsome
#HE LOOKS SO GOOD#IM ????#i also wanna kiss his little cheeks#maybe just a little lip peck aswell#but no no not in a weird way……#yk what else i rlly wanna do? also in a not weird way?#pull my hand through his hair…….#never said that before 🤡🤡#oh to feel his strands between my fingers#:((((#the curls are so cute in this clip aaaaa#i was supposed to post this last night when i made the gifs but now that it's not 3am anymore i see how awful they look lmao#or well it's gorgeous because it's paul but the quality…..#asks!#anon!#f1#f2#paul aron
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Lab Rats screenshots I took that amuse me to some degree ❇️ 1 ❇️ [2] [3] [4] [5] [6]
#it's the first day of college today and I went to bed at 10pm last night and woke up 3am which is 3 hours ahead of my alarm#and classes are from 8 am to 3:30 pm I'm going to be so tired today someone help me 😭 I wasn't able to fall back asleep and it's now 5:30#so I made this to make myself feel better. Some of these are stupid but hey they either made me exhale through my nose or smile#I'll use some of these for text posts but in the mean time hopefully you enjoy some of these like I do#spike flying through the air is absolutely killing me#disney lab rats#lab rats#adam davenport#bree davenport#chase davenport#spike davenport#leo dooley
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Shadowsinger and the Inkbird is so heartachingly beautiful, talk about a slow slow burn of soulmates, I think I re read their hug scene maybe 10 times at the very least and then we go right back into the angst,,,,,,Az is going to have to re learn to hold her 🥺🥺🥺 but seriously, this story is so well written and I am so excited to continue reading! Thank you for blessing us with this phenomenal story!
Thank you for reading and blessing my inbox with such a kind comment 🥹. I'm glad everyone is enjoying the slow burn and the hug scene *screeches in pain* — the way I spent literally like three months writing so I could get to that one scene... and now I'm tossing us all back onto the angst bus before they can hug again 😭. Why am I doing this to us? Why am I doing this to myself????
#the shadowsinger and the inkbird#inbox answers#azriel x reader#azriel x reader slowburn#azriel x reader angst#Y'ALL I stayed up until 3am last night working on the upcoming chapters#and my heart#because there's going to be azriel x reader scenes coming up and lucien x reader and i just aADFKNAJBDF#and a nightmare scene to boot and i'm going to try and bury this in the tags but i'm so very excited#i'm in it for the long haul#when i say slow burn i fucking mean it#i'm going to make these two crawl through their trauma and insecurities before i let them lay their hands on one another again#specifically Azriel#because it's always azriel
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i rememorized how to solve a rubik's cube!
#unfortunately i accomplished this at 3am last night ;-;#i stayed up late for hw again and then needed a break#i love my stellar class sm bc the prof is such a down to earth and silly guy#who really prioritizes student lesrning over grades#and i love that so so so very much#and the content in class is cool!!!#the hw just takes me forever#and with everything else i have to do it piles up and i keeping staying up late to do it ;-;#and then after doing that + staring at a screen/coding for so many hours in a row i need a break before i go to bed#and then i stay up later#and by that time it's too late for melatonin#so i end up staying up later bc even though i'm exhausted i can't fall asleep bc i'm anxious#about the fact that it's late + how little sleep i'm going to get + whether or not i'll sleep through my alarms#+ the parts of the hw i still have left + the one million tasks i've put off and still need to do#tldr: i got like 4 hours of sleep and woke up 30 mins before class and rushed to campus (i didn't get to shower)#and i barely ate anything and i feel like shit#i'm about to eat lunch but i am shaky and unwell#i keep telling myself i can't keep living like this but i can't figure out how to not be in this situations ;-;#<- oh wow that's a lot of tags o.o#if you got to the end of them pls know i love + appreciate you sm for listening to me <3#i will be okay. just having a rough time rn#zip quips
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haha dude it’s been so long, we gotta catch up!! I need to tell you about how hard it’s been to keep going
#lemon man talks#It’s been so hard lately#you can ignore everything I say from this tag forward#I’ve been so. Excluded by everyone lately#My friend got out of class earlier today and just passed straight through me and didn’t say bye#She said bye to the friend behind me and the teacher#I was right there between them but she ignored me#They have barely talked to me the last few months#And my reaction to people showing they don’t want my presence is self isolating#And I’m so lonely#i feel so lonely right now#And on top of that my father is getting more aggressive#He might start hitting me and my brother again#He might take away my crumbs of liberty again#He could do anything and I wouldn’t be able to react#I’m so scared#and of course my friends don’t know about that because they don’t talk to me anymore#Today I was sitting in front of them during recess#They were talking about a concert they went to together#They didn’t bother to tell me about it#The conversation was just for them#but they came to ask me about chemistry because I’m decent at it and they asked for my sharpener#Friendship. Yay#All my other friends are away#One of my best friends just moved to another continent and the other is busy with possibly the most important tests of her life#i’m so lonely#my father decided yesterday night to change a big part of my routine#I went to sleep extremely anxious and I was already going to wake up a lot earlier today#And this resulted in me waking up at 3am and throwing up and not being able to sleep again#So of course I’m also exhausted
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jfc you know i'm stressed to the high nines when i'm having a really hard time even doing escapism with my stupid skeletons about it
#those mfs have been sooo far out of my mind these past 2 days if im being completely honest#trying to reign them back in before i go to bed to hopefully avoid a repeat of the panic attack i had at 3am last night 👍#so to flesh out stretch a bit more and make ppl feel more sad about his dead brother#i asm going to think of a scene where they get through a natural disaster together. an earthquake perhaps#strangely enough i do not think angst will help me very much rn#anyway. disconnecting my hotspot now goodbyeeeee
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I miss when this illness was just me being sore and sleepy instead of coughing so violently and badly that I can't sleep and have to use my mums inhaler bc I'm wheezing and short of breath 😭
#s.txt#AT LEAST I COULD JUST SLEEP THROUGH IT BEFORE....#last night i couldnt sleep until well after 3am bc i was so uncomfortable#and only slept 2.5 hours before i woke up to hack my lungs out again#when the sharp dry chest cough hits 👍
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hold your horses
My sister sent me this text a few minutes ago. This is my dream ok? And it came true
#The context is#My sisters were home alone yesterday and last night#And they watched Betty until they couldn't anymore#Meaning they ordered food and stayed up until 3am#Watching Betty#They fit through most of Betty and Armando's relationship#They literally got through both of the times they slept together#And they started watching as soon as my sis went back from work#I'm watching too even tho we're not together cause I miss them#You guys don't know#I dreamt of having someone to be crazy over this soap for so so long#And now they're just as sick as I was years ago#YSBLF WON#THIS IS A HAPPY DAY FOR US CRAZY BITCHES#HAHAHAHAHAHA#YSBLF#yo soy betty la fea#Favorites
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when i say im an insomniac, i dont mean i fall asleep at 2am and feel a bit run down the next day. when i say im an insomniac, i mean once when unmedicated, i didnt sleep for three days, hallucinated, and was hospitalised, and when i am medicated, it takes 10mg of melatonin before my body decides it might fall asleep before 7am, so i hope yous can understand my frustration that "i overslept" isnt an acceptable excuse.
#charlie.txt#my entire life has just been a massive cesspit of sleep deprivation#i feel like insomnia is seen as this kind of normalised thing that everyone deals with#and whilst its like#im not trying to say people with regular insomnia dont struggle or have it bad#i have never met anyone in my entire life who has such trouble sleeping as i do#ive been like this since i was a baby#an actual baby who couldnt even hold his own head up#right through my entire childhood#teen years#and then up to now#theres never been a single period in my life where ive known what its like to sleep well#im constantly running on near empty and yet society expects me to give up more than i have for it#and its like. im not trying to be condescending here. but my issues with sleeping have made me suicidal in the past.#ive just wanted to end it all so i can get a moments fucking rest#and it feels diminishing when someone tells me they stayed up til 3am last night so they get where my frustrations lie
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10 Happy Things
May 11, 2024
Slept most of the day let's gooo
My bed and clothes are so warm and cozy
Called my mom and apparently she was out with people but she stepped outside to talk to me for a bit before going back to them and just feeling very very loved
My mom called me back and I talked to my sisters for nearly two hours hwjoiegdjkl we're just absolute nerds the lot of us
The Bible Plan I've been doing these past few days is just re-looking at everything from the basis of just get right with God, are you following Jesus and it's been very comforting to have that reminder like it is relational, it is supposed to be a delightful life we're living, there's no stress at all about doing x or y and if you're supposed to, it will not be anything but good
I can't really move my toes individually (except the ones at the ends) and I think it's kinda cute. They're a pack. They're friends. Do Not Separate.
The Tim Horton's White Hot Chocolate is so insanely good
Dungeon Meshi is such a good manga broooo
There are so many joys that I don't think I'll run out of them, and isn't that just the most delightful thing ever?
When I started this list I was feeling a little tired but now I'm quite happy and excited!! I'm so grateful to Katie for getting me into this, and my friends who also do stuff like this
#5 happy things#i don't know why but sometimes i feel a bit silly posting these online bc they're always so personal#like my awesome mom and my weird toes and my religious leanings - i know none of it is very relateable#but i think we're all allowed to be a little selfish in our joy and it's little hurt to see someone else's pleasure i hope#i got my period last night and was as usual quite unwell physically but oh what a delight it was otherwise#i went through the little routine i tend to go through with my mom of like dragging over a chair to lay on while in the bathroom#and setting up the trash can and such nearby#and i missed my mom and thought about calling her and i didn't bc it was like 3am though i did immediately today hehe#but i just thought it was really so incredible to have a mom who i wanted to call when i was ill. who i could call anytime i wanted#how rare is that? how wonderful is that? it touched me so much that all the physical pain felt worth it for the proper knowing of that love#i was thinking about all the good things i've been given - my house and bed and blankets and covers and clothes#and as i was praying i was also thinking that this was what my dad taught me and how he comforted me#and when he prayed for me or tells me he prays for me that's how i know he loves me more than i could know#there are a lot of my joys i think are embarrassing but to be treasured isn't one of them. that one's just pure thankfulness#i know i'm quite spoiled and young and silly in many ways and i'm so thankful for it. i hope i can love others even a fraction as i've been#knowing full well that i'll always be in debt to the goodness of the world and the kindness it unceasingly gives me
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*voice of a girl that zonned out 2 hours ago and does not now what is going on*: I Sleept 0 hours last night and is totally functioning
#i have been cursed by the insomina gods#yesterday i rejoyenced realising i regularly was gotton 7-8 hours of sleep in the nights of the holiday period#and overall my insomina has been looking up recently#like im talking up to 6 hours on a school night sometimes! (yes sometimes sschool starts at 11 but i still hav to lissen so is still school)#so the gods cursed me for being a celebratory duck and made me get 0 hours of sleep#no ajustment period to return to my insomiac fays to get used to the feeling of heavy eyelids like brics i cant hold open#this was w no changed to my routine btwwww en no extra stress specifically on that day i had not before had#so yeah fate was basicly like now that you have engnolged that ur improving i have to put you back to squere 1#like a smakes and ladders board game but with numbers on the blokths#*SQUARES that js the word#how is it that this time last year i was regularly dealing w this shit and going through a functioning day like this#cant be me now#i have been spoiled by the sleep god and now i no longer now how to work on 0 hours of sleep an unmedicated brain and a crushing headache#(and it used to be that the days were i did get sleep i only got ever like 3-5 hours never any of this 7 hour shit i had saved up yet i#surviveded) i am no longer surviving succesfuly#my brain is too priocrepied trying to kwep my eyes open it cant think properly#there was a market today but i dint have the energy to go wich is a shame#also i am litterlay buried in dealdimes that i couldnt motivate myself to work on before i insominaed again so idk what ill do now#cry mabey but i am not feeling tears it is the buring jeeping my eyes open and they are not tears they are the regret of 3am me#insominac#insomnia#adhd#sleep#fail at life if lige is sleep and it is sleep in actuality#NO SLEEP BITCH LIKE COULD YOU NOT GAVE AT LEADT GIVEN ME 1 OR 2 HOURS JUST FOR FUNSIESES
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While some people see going on holiday as time to unwind and relax, my sleep deprived brain sees it as the prime time to work on projects and make puzzles
So yeah, time to make puzzles
#I have not slept in 62 hours and the last time I had sleep it was 3am to 6am#I wonder how long I can go without sleep#because like I can just work through the night#and I won’t fall asleep (if I’m doing something that requires any amount of brainpower I’m wide awake and cannot fall asleep)
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For work I helped chaperone a formal university sponsored dance and Idk how these kids do it man. I'm one glass of wine in at 9pm and I'm so sleepy I had to bail. Meanwhile my coworker is still there and apparently there's still kids ENTERING the dance
#to be fair tho#I was up through the entire night last night dealing with a mental health crisis#its only 11pm here and I feel like its 3am#but I'd also be this sleepy at 9 regardless#mooky talks
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