#last night and through 3am
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#lol#last night and through 3am#i was like#huh i really dont feel right#like i was just feeling off and then feeling pretty restless#and now I'm waking up getting violently ill and it all makes sense#except for the fact that i only ate a salad and 2 pieeces of bread yesterday????#im pretty sure im done getting sick now and i can go back to bed but#i am fearful lol#of getting back in bed and still feeling sick and off
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happy birthday claude !!
the local carnival coming around on just in time for claude’s birthday wasn’t luck, it was fate <3
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#ITS MY FAVORITEST GUYS BDAY <333 I LOVE HIMMMM#i love the idea of them going to a carnival and going on all the rides and playing games#pls let them have fun for once in their little lives!!#im kinda sad that ik this isn’t my best work but im happy that i pulled through into making this!!#for context i did everything other than the final sketch last night.. i stayed up til 3am#oh well hopefully my next is even better !!#golden petals ❀ ☽#cake anon’s art!#selfship#self ship#f/o#self shipping#selfshipping#f/o art#selfship art#self insert
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IT WASN’T FYOVER (it’s still kinda Gojover)🙃❤️🩹 happy one year !!!✨
#BSD made us all temporarily anime-onlys while JJK made us all regret being manga readers😮💨😭#do you REMEMBER the [20th] night of SEPTEMBER?🙂↕️🎶#HAPPY ONE YEAR to the worst anime day ever !!!💔(personally) (I was targeted) (I’m still recovering)🫠#I started these doodles this time last year & finally finished them🤡 - WILD to have much more Fyo knowledge since then.#words cannot express the emotional turmoil that I went through both at 3am (JJK leaks) on this day a year ago & then later at 11am (BSD ep)🥲#the trauma ! the horror ! the unknown.#may all the anime loves of your life live on forever !!!😭💕 yeeesh.#keep the faith it still ain’t GOJOVER OKAY-#but it’ll probably be Fyover fr soon IDK-😭❤️🩹#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#gojo#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#gojo fanart#bsd fanart#bsd#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#anime#manga
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paul in the interview on his story 🥹 biggest pookie ever and,,,,,, i maybe wanna kiss his cheeks also but just a little, definitely not in a weird way
i present to you, paul aron: king of being the cutest man in the world while also being insanely handsome
#HE LOOKS SO GOOD#IM ????#i also wanna kiss his little cheeks#maybe just a little lip peck aswell#but no no not in a weird way……#yk what else i rlly wanna do? also in a not weird way?#pull my hand through his hair…….#never said that before 🤡🤡#oh to feel his strands between my fingers#:((((#the curls are so cute in this clip aaaaa#i was supposed to post this last night when i made the gifs but now that it's not 3am anymore i see how awful they look lmao#or well it's gorgeous because it's paul but the quality…..#asks!#anon!#f1#f2#paul aron
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Legend of Thunder Eusine (or well Eugene i guess) being one of the characters of all time
#Man really doesn't show up until halfway through the special and then he's just sticks around as a main character for the rest#he's such a weirdo i adore him#pokemon#eusine#eusine pokemon#mystery man eusine#raikou legend of thunder#max rambles#i made this at like 3am last night so forgive me if this is messy
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Lab Rats screenshots I took that amuse me to some degree ❇️ 1 ❇️ [2] [3] [4] [5] [6]
#it's the first day of college today and I went to bed at 10pm last night and woke up 3am which is 3 hours ahead of my alarm#and classes are from 8 am to 3:30 pm I'm going to be so tired today someone help me 😭 I wasn't able to fall back asleep and it's now 5:30#so I made this to make myself feel better. Some of these are stupid but hey they either made me exhale through my nose or smile#I'll use some of these for text posts but in the mean time hopefully you enjoy some of these like I do#spike flying through the air is absolutely killing me#disney lab rats#lab rats#adam davenport#bree davenport#chase davenport#spike davenport#leo dooley
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Shadowsinger and the Inkbird is so heartachingly beautiful, talk about a slow slow burn of soulmates, I think I re read their hug scene maybe 10 times at the very least and then we go right back into the angst,,,,,,Az is going to have to re learn to hold her 🥺🥺🥺 but seriously, this story is so well written and I am so excited to continue reading! Thank you for blessing us with this phenomenal story!
Thank you for reading and blessing my inbox with such a kind comment 🥹. I'm glad everyone is enjoying the slow burn and the hug scene *screeches in pain* — the way I spent literally like three months writing so I could get to that one scene... and now I'm tossing us all back onto the angst bus before they can hug again 😭. Why am I doing this to us? Why am I doing this to myself????
#the shadowsinger and the inkbird#inbox answers#azriel x reader#azriel x reader slowburn#azriel x reader angst#Y'ALL I stayed up until 3am last night working on the upcoming chapters#and my heart#because there's going to be azriel x reader scenes coming up and lucien x reader and i just aADFKNAJBDF#and a nightmare scene to boot and i'm going to try and bury this in the tags but i'm so very excited#i'm in it for the long haul#when i say slow burn i fucking mean it#i'm going to make these two crawl through their trauma and insecurities before i let them lay their hands on one another again#specifically Azriel#because it's always azriel
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i rememorized how to solve a rubik's cube!
#unfortunately i accomplished this at 3am last night ;-;#i stayed up late for hw again and then needed a break#i love my stellar class sm bc the prof is such a down to earth and silly guy#who really prioritizes student lesrning over grades#and i love that so so so very much#and the content in class is cool!!!#the hw just takes me forever#and with everything else i have to do it piles up and i keeping staying up late to do it ;-;#and then after doing that + staring at a screen/coding for so many hours in a row i need a break before i go to bed#and then i stay up later#and by that time it's too late for melatonin#so i end up staying up later bc even though i'm exhausted i can't fall asleep bc i'm anxious#about the fact that it's late + how little sleep i'm going to get + whether or not i'll sleep through my alarms#+ the parts of the hw i still have left + the one million tasks i've put off and still need to do#tldr: i got like 4 hours of sleep and woke up 30 mins before class and rushed to campus (i didn't get to shower)#and i barely ate anything and i feel like shit#i'm about to eat lunch but i am shaky and unwell#i keep telling myself i can't keep living like this but i can't figure out how to not be in this situations ;-;#<- oh wow that's a lot of tags o.o#if you got to the end of them pls know i love + appreciate you sm for listening to me <3#i will be okay. just having a rough time rn#zip quips
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haha dude it’s been so long, we gotta catch up!! I need to tell you about how hard it’s been to keep going
#lemon man talks#It’s been so hard lately#you can ignore everything I say from this tag forward#I’ve been so. Excluded by everyone lately#My friend got out of class earlier today and just passed straight through me and didn’t say bye#She said bye to the friend behind me and the teacher#I was right there between them but she ignored me#They have barely talked to me the last few months#And my reaction to people showing they don’t want my presence is self isolating#And I’m so lonely#i feel so lonely right now#And on top of that my father is getting more aggressive#He might start hitting me and my brother again#He might take away my crumbs of liberty again#He could do anything and I wouldn’t be able to react#I’m so scared#and of course my friends don’t know about that because they don’t talk to me anymore#Today I was sitting in front of them during recess#They were talking about a concert they went to together#They didn’t bother to tell me about it#The conversation was just for them#but they came to ask me about chemistry because I’m decent at it and they asked for my sharpener#Friendship. Yay#All my other friends are away#One of my best friends just moved to another continent and the other is busy with possibly the most important tests of her life#i’m so lonely#my father decided yesterday night to change a big part of my routine#I went to sleep extremely anxious and I was already going to wake up a lot earlier today#And this resulted in me waking up at 3am and throwing up and not being able to sleep again#So of course I’m also exhausted
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I miss when this illness was just me being sore and sleepy instead of coughing so violently and badly that I can't sleep and have to use my mums inhaler bc I'm wheezing and short of breath 😭
#s.txt#AT LEAST I COULD JUST SLEEP THROUGH IT BEFORE....#last night i couldnt sleep until well after 3am bc i was so uncomfortable#and only slept 2.5 hours before i woke up to hack my lungs out again#when the sharp dry chest cough hits 👍
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hold your horses

My sister sent me this text a few minutes ago. This is my dream ok? And it came true
#The context is#My sisters were home alone yesterday and last night#And they watched Betty until they couldn't anymore#Meaning they ordered food and stayed up until 3am#Watching Betty#They fit through most of Betty and Armando's relationship#They literally got through both of the times they slept together#And they started watching as soon as my sis went back from work#I'm watching too even tho we're not together cause I miss them#You guys don't know#I dreamt of having someone to be crazy over this soap for so so long#And now they're just as sick as I was years ago#YSBLF WON#THIS IS A HAPPY DAY FOR US CRAZY BITCHES#HAHAHAHAHAHA#YSBLF#yo soy betty la fea#Favorites
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While some people see going on holiday as time to unwind and relax, my sleep deprived brain sees it as the prime time to work on projects and make puzzles
So yeah, time to make puzzles
#I have not slept in 62 hours and the last time I had sleep it was 3am to 6am#I wonder how long I can go without sleep#because like I can just work through the night#and I won’t fall asleep (if I’m doing something that requires any amount of brainpower I’m wide awake and cannot fall asleep)
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For work I helped chaperone a formal university sponsored dance and Idk how these kids do it man. I'm one glass of wine in at 9pm and I'm so sleepy I had to bail. Meanwhile my coworker is still there and apparently there's still kids ENTERING the dance
#to be fair tho#I was up through the entire night last night dealing with a mental health crisis#its only 11pm here and I feel like its 3am#but I'd also be this sleepy at 9 regardless#mooky talks
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okay no more crying. look at chuuya and ranpo with red eyeliner
#pandemonium night chuuya please let me have your gender. no wonder dazai is the wya he is i would be too#oh wait ia m LOL#<- i put that in the tags at like 3am last night sorry i was gojoing through it. anyway#now it's time for mission bury my bsd s5 finale breakdown before corey checks tumblr bc i am nothing if not spiteful#and refuse to give her spoilers <3#good thing i have SO many drafts that i can dump#hello grace here#sorry for the terrible IDs also i can't describe outfits
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well that was one of the most terrifying sleeps I've ever had in my life but hey at least I got 6 hours of sleep in the 12 hours I was in bed. lolololol
#fell asleep around 3am#woke up at 6 fell back asleep around 8#woke up again about 1pm to feeling scared as FUCK#i don't remember much of the dream i had but it wasn't scary#what was scary is that I felt like I was going through some weird form of sleep paralysis#mixed with the ''dream flashbacks'' i have while awake#so I woke up in my bed and I can see my room but only through dream lenses#i felt like i was in the wrong place even though I wasn't and I started hyperventilating#i could move so it wasn't paralysis but I really felt like I was trapped for a minute#i fell back asleep and woke up at 3:30pm#i would have fallen back asleep before 8am but my tummy hurted and i had to take the poptoed bismol#i could still fall back asleep and sleep at least 4 more hours i'm so tired#i'm wondering if i accidentally double-dosed my seroquel last night#.bdo
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i know im just having A Day but a conversation just ended w me feeling like i overstayed my welcome which made me feel like i simply shouldn't have bothered but i was asked to contribute !!
it's like. this was a spoken conversation but it's comparable to when u send one more text that's not actually adding anything to keep the conversation going and the person understandably doesn't reply
except my response felt necessary to me i can't just leave the conversation where it was left when the last thing said to me clarified something why shouldn't i have the opportunity to say "yeah i was going based on this incorrect information"
admittedly i am talking to one of the busiest people in existence at the moment (engineering student with midterms and a music career) but why does every conversation we have feel like this at the end
#ok rant over#(adding this at the end: me when i lie)#i just wonder between this and the rest of my day if maybe the ssri was helping after all?#(in december jan + half of feb). the side effects once i increased my dose (mid jan-mid feb) were Bad and i didn't have any increase in#benefits but maybe the miniscule benefits i noticed in december/early jan were worth something... but i was having (milder) side effects#then too!! including even more fucked sleep!! and i know very well how my sleep affects me mentally#......... it's possible that im in a bad place sleep wise rn... i went to bed 2h earlier the last 3? nights but really the prior 9ish days#of later bedtimes were outliers ! the 2-3am bedtimes are the same thing i was doing before but that's not the point#my point was that getting used to this earlier time is probably fucking me up rn and causing me to feel like this#so what i need to do is at the very least find a time and stick with it even if it's this but what i really should do is get it together and#stick to to an earlier time...all i really need to do tn is get upstairs to shower etc in less than 2h20 from now (should be very achievable#but the invisible wall (executive dysfunction) loves me esp at this part of the day... still i simply must power through !! given that i#hate the idea of meds irt side effects i need to break the adhd->bad sleep->worse anxiety/ocd/adhd->everything including bedtime routine#takes longer due to adhd and overcleaning#did i say break the cycle of adhd->... that's what i meant#anw#enough of this im going to watch ig stories then Go Upstairs!!#shocked i didn't run out of tags on this one#if anyone somehow read this far and is considering giving advice i am in fact open to advice please do#vie
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