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Twin Flame
You terrorized my faith because I lacked the strength, when it's been Patience, not a wait
That played it out that type of way, and You're really not that worried? Well, I just wonder, still afraid?
Numbed to my core; another day My soul locked up with rust My spirit snuffed, I'm forced to pray
I woke up from a rest "It was a setup", disregarded in array If I really cannot love you, I'll just force myself to hate
#poetry#twin flame#ex#heartbreak#wah.#dead poets society#red#twenty one pilots#taylor swift#melanie martinez#Cooler Than Me (Single)#schorrjulia1#3 years probation#electronic communications harassment#cinematography#unconvicted rappist#eminem#religion maybe?#God?#Do you read me?#Aesop Rock#Spotify#Put it back#I pray one day that the gun lay on the side of someone kind#Spider Gang#Psychology*#mass psychosis
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can my history teacher please shut the fuck up i get itâs a college class!! i get that! you donât need to keep telling me iâm gonna fail!!
#the same thing happened when i took ap world except that teacher ended up actually being really good#this guy just wonât shut up about how iâm gonna be âput on academic probation no matter what college i attendâ#like okay? your class is only relevant if iâm gonna stay in new york#idk i think thatâs how these credits work#iâm so gonna end up nkt okay this year jus preparing yâall now#we got two college history college spanish college physics and the rest of my core claaaes are all honors#and iâm taking two art classes and choir every other day because thatâs the only way that fit in my schedule#with no lunch or study hall save for every other day for the latter#and if i do get to eat itâs gonna be at 7 in the morning every other day#yippee!!#i did this to myself i have no right to be bitching#idk iâm not gonna take the deep dive into why i did this to myself#least ill have enough creds to graduate lmfao#also science counts as an elective for me since in ny you only need 3 science creds to graduate and i have all 3#idk why iâm doing this#the outsiders will be my reward#for getting through a month and a half of this shit#i have no right to be complaining that isnât that hard of a schedule#anyway!#alaskaâs bitching#it just bugs me when he says iâm gonna be out on academic probation like yes colleges will see i got a b in college history in my junior#<year and crucify me on campus#totally logical#regents
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Sorry for still not posting. Things are still a bit complicated and rough in my personal life.
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#post#update#sort of#delete later#Im still here#just lurking and relogging mostly#I do want to write but my brain wont really let me#i guess for some context: my dad and mom were sick and in and out hospitals since january this year#my dad ended up on hospice and died two weeks later (on Feb 28th)#my mom came home but her health is not well either#I have been her caretaker for over 5 years#its getting to the point where she might end up on hospice too#she might be in End Stage COPD#she goes through phases of being perfectly fine#to needing to be watched and taken care of 24/7#so its been rough#dl#personal#I am also dealing with probate and estate stuff with my dads death#we are tight on money and stressed#and there is also a brother who is deciding to make my life hell#so yeah...#things are rough#bare with me#lol#i'll be back eventually I just hope you guys are still here#<3
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why do i have to do my job at my job. on a MONDAY no less
#i should be good this week it's mid-year reviews and also my two year full time employement anniversary#which means it's also my Time For A Raise anniversary and my Officially Off Probation anniversary#so i should really do my job this week above all else LOL#i can be fired at will for like 3 more full days and after that u cant fire me Just Like That anymore
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3 weeks back in my parents house and I'm listening to simple plan again. This bodes well
#problem child is particularly the vibe#my brother dropped out of school#stole his girlfriends dads car and fled the state#was arrested out of state for drug possession and put on probation#fathered 2 children with 2 different women#all by the time he was 18#then broke his probation to go back home#got arrested again from a warrant for the whole car theft thing#was put back on probation#got arrested for drug possession again breaking probation#then spent 3 years in prison before be sent back to finish the out of state sentence he'd broken probation for the first time#spent another year in jail and year on parole there#and then finally got his shit together around age 27#but I'm the problem child because im trans and an actor#in all seriousness#im doing bad#in case the last few days of posting haven't made that clear#real bad#op
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studying for my 3 hour math exam on thursday rn and realising i do not posses any basic comprehension skills
#final year core#the week before christmas is my 3 hour accounting and business administration exam#im also meant to interview a probation officer and hold a lesson in school as part of my thesis until christmas break#then over break i have to finish writing my thesis and prepare 4 different presentations#god bless the austrian school system
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I genuinely cannot believe my brother is not going to do prison time like I am actually shocked
#white male American first time offender moment#so I canât say Iâm too shocked#I canât talk about what happened bc it makes me want to roll into the void but he did something terrible#and now he is going to be on probation for 4 years#for what was originally 3 felony charges#if he violates probation he gets charged with one felony#personal#vent
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please write nerd geto ! iâm sure youâll write something amazinggg
Of course doll! Sorry this took a while I was sick most of December and January whooped my ass with classes starting again but I love love the idea of Nerd!Geto especially a Nerd!Geto with glasses so had to write a whole fic. Hope you like it :3 âĄ
Lessons in Anatomy
âShall I give you a lesson, Y/N? Do you want me to teach you how to squirt?â
summary: thanks to some bad choices and party girl ways you're on academic probation and can't afford to fail another test. fortunately your longtime friend nerd!geto is there to give you lessons in both economics and anatomy.
cw: college AU. fingering, squirting, dirty talk, edging, mentions of satosugu, rich party kid shit, incestuous friendships, mentions of reader x other jjk men, mentions of casual sex/hookups, mentions of drinking/drug use, reader is a dumb (and I mean dumb) bimbo, a little bit of a brat too, slight coercion, slight dubcon, virgin!suguru, soft dom!sugu, sex ed!sugu, roleplay as sugu is pre med major, some minor fluff, pet names: slut, bunny etc. a bit of a crack fic too haha. slightly black fem coded, no descriptors. a/n: LOL how this became an 8.2k fic about squirting idk chile... but special shout out to @littlemochabunni who talked me off a ledge when I was being emo and I wanted to scrap the entire thing and start over. w/c: 8.2k
âI canât believe Iâm here and missing the biggest party of the year!â
You groaned as you scrolled through your stories to see all the pics and vids of your friends living their best drunken lives and happily binge drinking on frat row to celebrate your schoolâs football league championship win.
Toru just did unassisted keg stand pushups and you missed it!Â
You, on the other hand, were stuck studying with Suguru in his dorm room.Â
100% sober and being forced to learn 5 weeks of econ, that you never took a single note for, in one weekend.Â
Well not forced exactly.Â
You and Satoru had practically begged Suguru to help you study this weekend. If you failed this class you would flunk out as you were already on academic probation.
âWell I for one canât believe youâre dumb enough to attempt to cheat off Toji and Sukuna of all people.âÂ
Suguru quipped back while pushing up his glasses. He snatched your phone away from you and placed it on the other side of his desk, away from you.
Not that he took offense to the remark, but he too had better things to do on a Friday night than tutoring you. Keggers definitely weren't his scene though and Suguru wouldnât be caught dead at a party celebrating with those frat monkeys. Even if said monkeys included his childhood friends.Â
However, as a pre-med student heâd much rather stay in to write his essay for the clinical research internship he was trying to get.Â
âHey! I didnât cheat off them for the record! Toji and Sukuna said they had the hookup for the answers!â
You pouted grumbling as you tried to reach for your phone on the other side of the table only for Suguru to take it again. This time he slid it into his pockets, keeping it away from you for good.
âUrgh, itâs not my fault they got the test for ECON 230A and 230B mixed up. I didnât even know there was a second section!â
Suguru had to resist the urge to roll his eyes at you again. The pilfered test definitely had âECON 230Bâ printed in big bold letters at the top.Â
You all were idiots.Â
Unfortunately for you, you were just a cheerleader idiot.Â
The other idiots, Toji and Sukuna, dubbed the âThe Boom Brosâ, were the reason your team even won the championships in the first place. The best defensive backs your college or any college in your division have seen, ever. Not letting an opposing team score more than 10 points the entire season, there was no way in hell they were going down for that right before the championships.
That left you as the scapegoat, which was something Suguru noted that you happily took the fall for. Although there is a very good possibility of you being a soon-to-be college dropout, your social clout was skyrocketing.Â
Word spread among the popular social circles fast on how you âsaved the big gameâ.Â
Suguru couldnât care less about football, though he was getting annoyed at all the texts, DMs and messages you received asking where you were. They were making you completely lose the little focus you were capable of, which is what made him confiscate your phone in the first place.Â
Sighing, Suguru was pretty sure you would be competent enough to pass if you just applied yourself more to anything other than drinking and parties.
âY/N, just try to focus on studying, please.â
You pouted, turning back to the textbook in front of you.
How did Suguruâs nerdy ass enjoy studying so much?
Studying, especially anything to do with math, gives you an ick. In fact, you were sure the only reason you graduated from high school and even got into this university was because you played 7-minutes-in-heaven with Choso at the start of senior year.Â
It had been a secret double dare from Gojo but you sucked the soul out of that boy in Gojoâs closet that night. From then on, Choso pretty much did anything you wanted that year, including all your homework. Hell, he even wrote your college admissions essays and in turn you gave him some sloppy toppy here and there.
Choso was always eager to feel your soft lips on his cock, so youâre sure he could have thought of a better way for you to cheat so you didn't have to study at all and could be out partying right now. Itâs just your bad luck that he was studying abroad this semester with his little brother Yuuji.
Although, even if you did flunk out you werenât that worried. Worst case scenario if you couldnât find a career or a husband you could always be one of Gojoâs three mistresses he said he would keep once he was older, married and had taken over his familyâs company.Â
He had pinky-pie-promised he would take care of you if you needed it and as one of your best friends you knew he was good for that promise. Even if he did make it while you both were partying, tripping balls off acid so hard that Satoru convinced himself your cunt could produce cotton candy. He chewed on your pussy for 2 hours straight one wild night on your groupâs graduation trip where he then asked if you would be his future mistress.
But that didnât necessarily mean you wanted that life for yourself. You liked your independence and Satoru would be alot to deal with, even with 2 other mistresses and a wife.Â
Therefore, unless you wanted to resign yourself to that fate, you were stuck with Suguru as your tutor.
Itâs not like you didnât get along with Suguru, heâd been one of your closest friends since you were young along with Satoru. But as you got older your interests kind of drifted apart and you saw him less and less, especially as you got to college.Â
You wanted to party and Suguru prioritized studying.
You had missed him. You wanted to have fun with him again.
And this was definitely not fun.Â
Reading the same paragraph for the fifth time and retaining shit all of whatever the passage had said about âdemand curve fluctuationsâ, you were ready to climb up the walls.Â
You began to fidget, still in your cheer uniform from the game earlier. The material of your skirt rode up to your upper thighs when you splayed your knees out and leaned forward to lay your head on the desk face down with an exasperated yawn.Â
Suguru shared in your exasperation but directed his towards you with another sigh, looking you over. His weariness at you from your inability to study causes his eyes to linger on your form longer than they should.Â
Resting against his desk, your back had molded into a nice natural little arch as your tits pushed forward . Adjusting his glasses Suguru found it difficult to pull his eyes away once they landed on your thighs. Practically leering, Suguru is transfixed by the way the fabric bunched at your hips digs into your soft skin.Â
He curses your universityâs school colors as the next thing that caught his eye was the bright yellow cheer panties you wore that were tight enough to show the full shape of your cunt. Your panties are so skinforming that they donât fail to give you camel toe. The indent of the slit between your fat pussy lips is on full display.
Youâve always been attractive, Suguru muses as he feels his pants slightly tighten. But itâs no mystery why you were such a slut now if these were the positions you found yourself in when alone with guys.
âSeeing something you like, Sugu baby?â
Suguru snaps his head up at your teasing to see you looking straight at him, your head still resting on his desk but has since turned to face him. The wink along with the lazy yet knowing smile forming on your cherry stained lips lets him know you know he was staring at your cunt.Â
Caught red handed, Suguru rolls his eyes and scoffs as he returns back to the textbooks in front of him while you laugh. Dismissing your question entirely he changes the subject back to studying but canât resist throwing in a little dig to take the heat off himself.Â
âY/N, canât you just focus? Youâve barely made any progress⊠Or is it that you want to flunk out and be reduced to Toruâs mistress or something?â
Fuck, you forgot Suguru knew about that too. (Duh, of course he did. He was the sober one who found you both, taking care of you once your come downs had hit).
Not letting him get away with that shade, the brat in you clapped back as you returned his sarcasm back at him.
âOkay, well high school was one thing but do you want to go through college without getting any play too? Or are you satisfied just from peeking up a skirt?â
Annoyance flashes in Suguruâs eyes. He thought you had some audacity seeing as you were the one who was casually flaunting your pussy for him in the first place. Nevertheless, you continued, using Suguru as a punching bag for your current academic frustrations.
âYour pocket pussy and getting head from Toru behind the bleachers at prom doesnât count by the way!â
Suguru pinched the bridge of his nose as his tolerance of the situation had officially bubbled over. He was tired of everyone thinking he was missing out on something just because he didnât want to kill off brain cells partying every weekend or play STD Roulette with casual hookups.Â
You bringing up prom was a low blow. It was the first time heâd ever had a drink and Toru had practically begged him. Satoru wanted to know if his head was just as good for guys as it was for girls (spoiler alert: it was).
Also, what you thought just because you fucked around alot it was actually any good?
âYeah and getting railed by a bunch of banana brained monkey jocks, that counts Y/N? They wouldnât know what to do with your clit even if it was an actual football.â
Suguru retorted and he watched as your eyes widened with shock then seethed with anger as you finally sat upright in the seat.Â
Ding Ding! He had hit a nerve.Â
âOh and you would know what to do, cherry boy?â
Suguru knows he probably shouldnât push it further. But like Satoru, you always knew what buttons to push to get under his skin. Suguru canât help but to want to get under your skin as well, especially since he was never one of the ones getting under your clothes.Â
âWell I can actually spell clitoris, so that already puts me at an advantage over those ball chasing monkeys. Have you ever even had a real orgasm before, Y/N?â
You started to speak but Suguru cut you off before you could.
ââand I mean one that didnât come from tripping with Satoru or a toy? I bet youâve never even squirted before.â
Damn.Â
You resisted the urge to chew on your lip, not wanting him to know just how right he was but your immediate silence was telling. Racking your brain, you tried to find a way to get your lick back but found yourself at a loss.Â
It was mostly true to be honest.Â
A hot and heavy make-out session at a party would typically lead to mostly underwhelming sex and you would have to return to your dorm or wait for them to leave to finish yourself off with your rose or dildo⊠or both.Â
Okay and sure, maybe the one and only time you did really have an intense body orgasm was the time you dropped acid with Satoru but⊠fuck âWaitâŠsquirting?! Wasnât that just pee? Gross!Â
Satisfied with your small ammunition, after a pause you bit back again.
âAlright, so frat boys arenât sex gods, tell me something I donât know. Itâs still sex SuguruââÂ
You flipped your hair and crossed your legs arrogantly as you continued.
ââ sex that you arenât having, which, duh, is obvious if you think squirting is an actual thing. Because Eww nasty, Iâm so not into piss-play, Sugu!â
You waited for his reply, assuring your win but Suguru just blinked at you, dumbfounded.Â
The thought of you having won shatters when Suguru erupts into a fit of laughter. Hitting the table for emphasis Suguru was near howling as the glasses fell off his face and he had to clutch his sides for support, keeling over in his chair.Â
Suguru couldnât actually believe that you believed squirting was the same as urinating!Â
On second thought, knowing you, this kind of checked outâŠ
Watching Suguru in a fit of hysterics had your face burning with embarrassment as waves of self-consciousness came over you.Â
To be honest, you werenât even sure why you were feeling insecure as this was supposed to be your victory! This was not the reaction you expected from him at all to say the least!
Just what made this so funny!? Because you didnât want to piss yourself during sex?!Â
âSuguâŠâ
âSuguâŠâ
âHey, Suguru!!!â
Frustrated with him ignoring you and still laughing after failing to get his attention, you jumped up from your seat and marched directly in front of Suguru. Angrily you yanked his head up by his man bun.Â
You were so ready to tell Suguru to go to hell for laughing at you. Even if you werenât too sure exactly what he was laughing at you for, he was still being a jerk right now.Â
However the words caught in your throat as soon as you saw his face.
Suguruâs wide grin easily illuminated the dimly lit dorm room. Tears gathered in the crinkle around his eyes and pulled into an expression of such warmth that you were reminded of all the fun times you had together goofing off over the years. You nearly forgot what it was like to see him laugh like this.
So nostalgic you almost forgot he was still laughing at your expense â almost.
âDonât be an asshole SuguâŠâÂ
Your voice was low, lacking any real bite as all your fire fizzled and was replaced by a pout.
Defeated, you let go of your stiff grip on his silky bun causing it to unravel and frame his face with thick black strands that flowed down past his shoulders. Although it wasnât the first time you had seen Suguru with his hair down and no glasses, you couldnât help but stare at him now.Â
He had grown much more into his features since high school.Â
College Suguru had sharper eyes, a slimmer face with a strong jawline and hair that flowed down to his chest. Not to mention his lanky boyish frame had filled out. The muscles underneath were prominent now even if he was wearing a baggy band tee and sweats. Suguru didnât go to parties but from the looks of him he certainly didnât miss going to the gym.Â
He didnât look much like the nerd you knew him to be right now at all.
Granted, you were still a bit salty with Suguru but didnât want to fight with him anymore. Especially given the way his dark eyes sparkled as he gazed up at you, your heart nearly skipping a beat as if you were really only noticing him now for the first time.Â
Sniffling, a cocktail of emotions swirls in you. Moisture pricks in the corners of your eyes despite yourself.
Suguru, who was also staring at you, took notice right away.
âHey Bunny, Iâm sorry...âÂ
You relaxed a bit hearing the old nickname he and Satoru gave to you back in middle school, you couldnât remember the last time he called you that.Â
Grabbing your hand in his much larger one, Suguru gave your palm a gentle rub with his thumb. His hand was surprisingly soft.Â
Despite his sweet gesture, your brow twitched slightly at Suguruâs soft chuckles, still continuing albeit less frequently, at your expense.
âItâs just that⊠I dunno, I guess I would have expected you to have experienced it at least once before Y/N, itâs definitely not pee.âÂ
You huffed. You still werenât convinced it wasnât pee but now you were more curious than anything.
âAnd how do you know that Suguru? Youâve made a girl squirt before?âÂ
There was no sarcasm in your tone this time, just doubt since he would have told Toru and Toru definitely would have told you if Suguru was getting play from someone.Â
Suguru to his credit wasn't discouraged though.Â
If anything, he seemed to gain confidence on the matter now that you werenât fighting him, rather looking to him for knowledge, for the first time tonight.
âWell, no, but I did get a 4.0 out of Anatomy last semester and unlike you I actually paid attention in Sex Ed. Also, just because Iâm a virgin, doesnât mean Iâm completely clueless. There is a little thing called the internet, Y/N.â
You mouthed an âOââ a bit ashamed that you actually thought because he was a virgin who didnât party he was merely just sitting around clueless to everything about sex.
But what could just reading textbooks and the internet teach him over actual experience?Â
Then again, Suguru was practically a genius, if he was saying something was possible you could be sure it was. Still you couldnât stop your mind racing as you considered his previous words.
You were the one with all the experience so you should have experienced it before, right?Â
Maybe the guys you hooked up with werenât the problem then? Maybe you were.Â
âWhat ifâ w-what if Iâm the problem Suguru? What if I just canât?â
Tugging you closer, his fingers now interlacing with yours, Suguruâs other hand settled on your hip giving you a warm squeeze. You were so close to him now that his chin almost rested on your belly and Suguru was craning his head up to you with a small sly grin still on his face.
âItâs not a matter of can or canât Bunny, you just donât know how. Shall I give you a lesson, Y/N?âÂ
âDo you want me to teach you how to squirt?â
You felt a bit lightheaded as you considered the words that just came out of Suguruâs mouth. You werenât shy at all when it came to matters of sex and you had the reputation to prove it. Yet your stomach still did a little flip at Suguru propositioning you.Â
Sure you were a bit of a slut and had at least made out with almost every guy in your group of friends, but not Suguru. Not for lack of attraction though, you had teased Suguru in the past but he had always been the responsible one, like an older brother or protector.Â
Besides, Satoru was always so needy for his attention. There werenât often times you were with Suguru alone and he never seemed all too interested in sex either, at least when directly compared to a horn dog like Satoru.Â
You didnât actually know if he was serious though so you decided to make light of it, giggling.
âIf you wanted me to pop your cherry Sugu, all ya had to do was ask.â
Suguru smiled back at you, he shook his head chuckling.Â
âIâll only need to use my fingers, Y/N. Besides, this is about you. What I really want is for you to not flunk out, I would miss you, ya know?âÂ
You try to keep a poker face but you couldnât help feeling giddy at the fact you were extremely happy to hear Suguru would miss you. You had already missed him and combined with the inkling of new feelings stirring in your chest from seeing your old friend in a new light you feel adrenaline begin to pump through you as you brim with nervous energy.Â
âLetâs think of this as a study break from Economics. You had to miss the party but we can still have some fun. You might even learn something for once, eh?â
His hand left your hip in order to push the books and papers on his desk aside and patted the wooden surface. The hand still intertwined with yours guided you over.
âHop on up, Bunny. Itâs time for your anatomy lesson.â
You look at the desk and pause as if you are unsure, biting your lip.Â
Thoughts of finally hooking up with Suguru excited and the fact you were nervous whether you would disappoint him if you couldnât actually squirt flood your mind at once. However when you meet Suguruâs eyes and feel gentle reassuring pressure on your hand your body is already moving towards the desk, making the decision for you.
Your heart is already thudding in your eardrums by the time you settle on top of Suguruâs study desk. Suguru immediately shifts into instructor mode, picking his glasses up off the floor and adjusting them back on his face.Â
He directs you to lean back and relax and soon your shoulders are against the wall behind the desk as you are propped up on your elbows.Â
You yelp as Suguru startles you by grabbing your hips with a firm squeeze and scooches you flush to his pelvis. Feet propped up to the edge as well all you needed were the stirrups and you could have been at the gyno's office, giggling now at the thought.
âSugu, you canât be serious. I feel like youâre about to give me a pap, not an orgasm.â
Suguruâs mouth twitches up into a smirk.
âThereâs a reason they have you lie in this position, makes for easier access. If youâre going to squirt Iâm going to need to find that slutty lilâ gland of yours and I donât mean your clit, Bunny.âÂ
You huffed but you were otherwise agreeable.Â
You couldnât deny you were a slut especially not now with your legs spread open wide exposing your bright yellow cheer-panty clad cunt to Suguru. Laid out like this, the thin layer of spandex is stretched to its absolute limits causing your chubby pussy lips to poke out of the sides. This does not go unnoticed by Suguru who hadnât taken his eyes off your lower half since you initially spread your legs.Â
His Adam's apple bobbed heavily as he swallowed and breathed deeply at the sight of you.
Suguru can barely believe heâs really about to do this.Â
If anything he is overconfident in his abilities, despite his lack of actual on-the-job experience so to speak. From all his studying as a pre-med student, books, health articles and yes even porn, Suguru could say he had an in-depth understanding of human anatomy and bodily functions.Â
But that didnât mean he didnât need to calm himself enough to stop his balmy palms from sweating further at the reality of finally being allowed to actually touch you.
âIâll be in your care then, Doctor Geto.â
You make a lighthearted joke with a nervous laugh to ease your own anticipation. However the joke has the opposite effect for Suguru and he snaps his head up as if you had activated something in him.Â
Suguruâs fiery expression sends shivers down your back. Although as quickly as it appeared it was gone again, replaced by his trademark comforting grin. Even so your fingers pressed a bit deeper into the wood beneath you, steadying your frazzling nerves.
âWell arenât you a lucky one then, being my first patient ever. Youâll be a good little pussy and listen to me, won't you?â
Suguru is looking down again, speaking directly to your cunt who is tingling in response to his voice. Itâs fucking lewd. But then again so is the studious scrutiny of Suguruâs eyes so single-mindedly transfixed to your cunt you wonder if his leer alone could dissolve the cheer panties right off of you.Â
You let go of the breath you didnât realize you were holding once Suguru finally starts touching you.Â
But not your pussy just yet.Â
His long thick fingers are surprisingly cool on your skin as they press into your warmth, ghosting just above your knee on both sides.Â
Gentle strokes travel down along your inner thighs and up again to lightly tickle the backs of your legs. You tense and squirm beneath him when your eyes meet Suguruâs own.
âSuguââ
âPatience, Bunny. Itâs no wonder you never cum if youâre so used to diving right in. You need to relax first. This wonât happen if you arenât relaxed, can you try to do that for me?â
You nodded back at him, yet the goosebumps left in the wake of Suguruâs soft caresses had you trembling. So used to rushed thrusts and hurried grasps, you donât know how to just take it in the moment.Â
You had never been touched this delicately before.
Already oversensitive, if anything you felt like the one who was the virgin in this situation.
If Suguru notices, he says nothing. His touches are progressively firmer, the light pets morphing into soft squeezes and circular strokes of the hand once he traverses closer to your core.
âYou know Bunny, the inner thigh area is an erogenous zone? Can you say that, Y/N? Ero-gen-ous?
Suguru pronounces the word out for you as his heavy muscular hands make their way to the crease of your inner thighs, his hands once more perilously close to your pussy as he pauses looking up at you again expectantly.
âSay it, Y/N.â
Your cunt clenches at his command and it leaves you stuttering. Heat blossoms across your cheeks from how needy you sound choking out the word.Â
âEr-Ero-gennn-ous.â
Suguru rewards you by moving his hands again but to your dismay they pass your core to dig into your hips, his thumbs swirling over your hip bones. He leans his body in closer to you and you break eye contact to turn your head away lest you really start falling apart in his hands.
âGood girl. Ya know, youâre quite bright with the right motivation, Bunny.â
Puffs of moist heat glide over the tip of your ear as his lips are only millimeters away from your skin. His words stimulate a deep in your gut reaching all the way down to your toes, trying to resist how much heâs affecting you.Â
Suguru chuckles at your bashfulness.
âAre you always this shy, Bunny? Or does that honor just belong to me?â
You whimpered. You arenât sure how you got here.Â
How was Suguru, a nerdy virgin, making you come undone like this? You didnât know where the darkness that crept up on the edges of his eyes was coming from either, yet you squirm in anticipation despite yourself.Â
You loved it.Â
Always a know-it-all, so you would hate to admit it outloud, but Suguru was already making you feel more excitement than any frat boy you had been with. Lack of hands-on experience be damned. Youâre losing it as his lips sensually flutter against your collarbone.Â
âY-you s-said only fingers, S-Sugu!â
Your voice lacks any real reprimand as you are arching up into his touches and quivering for more. Suguru obliges as he alternates between delicate nips and open mouth kisses sinfully marking you. Groaning into the crook of your neck Suguru savors the lingering taste of your perfume and the natural saltiness of your skin.Â
Returning his attention back to your ear Suguruâs breath trails over your skin until your lobe is once again trapped between his moist lips. He lightly tugs it between his teeth before giving it a sharp bite.
âAHH!â
The sting sends a jolt of electricity shooting straight into your cunt and a strangled noise escapes your lips. Your knees are starting to buckle but Suguruâs quick reflexes stopped your legs from clamping together all the way, bracing you.Â
Taking your hands and leading them to the backs of your thighs, Suguru is making you steady yourself back into a spread position for him and gives you strict instructions not to move.
âGood girl⊠This should be more than obvious now Bunny, but there are erogenous zones all over your body that connect to the pleasure nerve endings here.â
Suguruâs voice is silky as his index finger tows long strokes over the slit of your clothed cunt and applies pressure on your clit for emphasis. Whines fumble out of you when Suguru switches from steady swipes to idle flicks with pads of his fingers and your legs twitch again once more.
âIt's important to simulate multiple areas simultaneously and I only have two hands, donât I? You donât mind Y/N do you?â
You still canât bear to look Suguru in the eyes, much less respond vocally so you just shake your head.Â
âFeeling good, Bunny? Which do you like better, the strokes or the flicks?â
Your eyes squeeze shut from Suguru demonstrating both over your covered cunt. You try not to tear up but the amount of autonomy you had in this situation was new to you. Embarrassed and vulnerable youâre realizing that in spite of all your sexual experiences you still donât feel comfortable expressing your needs.
âHey, Y/Nââ
Suguru clutches your face in his massive grip, squishing both your cheeks with a single hand and forcing your glassy eyes back on him. It was hard to focus on what he was saying anyway while you cooed from the feather-like circles he had been drawing on your clit.
ââyou have to talk to me. This and sex in general, is just another form of communication. It won't work well and you definitely wonât squirt unless you can express to your partner what feels good and what doesnât.â Â
You are sure he can feel the heat gathering in your cheeks radiating off your skin.
âStop t-teasing S-Sugu⊠I-I know you can tell itâs good.â
Suguru eases his hold on you, his smirk deepening at your complaint.
âOh I can, tell Bunny. Believe me. Your pussy, sheâs so sensitive no matter how much you try to hide it from me. But I still need to hear it from your mouth regardless.â
The hand playing with your cunt splays out and Suguru fully cups you in his hands. The pulsing of your clit vibrates against his palm even through your panties.
âIf youâre going to be a slut Bunny, at least be a vocal one. Be a slut for your own pleasure...this fat nâpretty cunt of yours deserves it.âÂ
Suguruâs mouth is mere millimeters above yours, floating suspended both your lips are parted as youâre sharing the same air. The dizzying effect of breathing him in only intensifies with his words.
âOr perhaps you just get off on the idea of being free use?â
Suguru chuckles but doesnât make you answer that question in favor of pulling back from you to inspect the large wet spot you soaked through your cheer panties from all of his taunting.
Pleased he gives your clothed pussy a smack, the moisture underneath the flimsy fabric evident in the soft squelchy sound that fills the room.
Smack, another moist sound echoes from your cunt.
âOh, looks like sheâs ready. This mouth down here is so much more talkative, Bunny.â
Hooking his fingers in the fabric Suguru peels your soaked cheer panties to the side, whistling at the thick strings of your essence that lingered between your cunt and your panties.
âSo fucking wet, the prettiest most obedient lilâ pussy, arenât you?â
A fleeting thought of sassing Suguru since yours is the first real pussy he has actually even seen up close dissipates as soon as your entrance flutters against his two thick fingers that rub over your uncovered opening.Â
Involuntary bucking your hips, the burning urge to feel him inside you is all you care about now, pride be damned.Â
You want him.
âSuguââ
ââShhh!â
Suguru cuts your pleas short.
âDonât interrupt Doctor Geto when heâs speaking with his favorite patient, Bunny⊠Your nasty lilâ cunt is really begging for her treatment, isnât she?â
You pout at him, quieting down while Suguru rewards your submission by slipping into your folds once more, entering fully past your entrance and into your gummy walls. Itâs only a single digit inside you but your pussy is hungrily sucking him in deeper, trying to devour his middle finger whole.Â
Suguru murmurs intelligible obscenities from how warm and tight you are. He needs to find that spot.Â
Your hands struggle to keep your legs from quaking when you feel his finger, longer, thicker and far more pointed than your own, bottom out before languidly dragging delicious pressure back through you, exploring your walls in search ofâ
âFound her.â
Your ass jerks up and nearly off the desk entirely when his finger roughly prods into the firm spongy spot within your cunt you didnât even know existed until now.Â
âFAH-FAH-FUHHCKKKKKKKKKââ
Your voice cracks and your vision blurs with tears that finally are cascading down your face smudging your mascara. Your reaction has you missing the wide-eyed look of amazement Suguru gives you utterly entranced by the way your entire body quivered from just a solid tap to the gland.Â
Suguru had expected an intense reaction. Heâd seen and read about how temporary control of muscles and spasms were common when abusing this spot in women. But the one thing textbooks, articles, nor porn could prepare him for was how fucking sexy youâd be while he was doing it.Â
The ache in his pants has him groaning as he has to lean nearly his entire weight into you in order to get your lower half to settle back down on the desk. Pausing his movements inside of you, Suguru allows you to catch your breath.
Still the heavy pad of his finger is weighing down on you with enough force you still need to suck in your breaths, barely able to squeak out words.
âW-Wh-What is th-that S-Suguuu?!â
Suguru tells you not to worry about the actual name. Itâs not very sexy, so you wonât remember it and itâs important that you do, so eventually he tells you to just call it the g-spot.Â
You groan at the loss of pressure on your g-spot when Suguru removes himself from you entirely in order to bring the finger that had been inside you to his lips. Watching him savoring the essence of your sweet cunt on his tongue, you couldnât take any longer, finding your voice.Â
âSu-Surugu, N-NeedâN-need more. Pâplease!â
Suguru obliges, slapping the fat of your ass teetering off the desk and lifts you as his knee slides under your hip. Leaning into you further, Suguru throws one of your shapely legs over his shoulder.Â
âOh, you found your voice Bunny? Then tell me what my patient wants. Where does Doctor Geto need to touch you?â
âM-my pussyâ fuckâ p-please Sugu, wanna feel good there. Sheâll be so good for you!â
Suguruâs pleased smile is your only warning before two of his large fingers plunge-in and bottom out inside your cunt, knocking against your cervix. Your jaw completely slacks as you groan at the sudden intrusion, allowing Suguru the perfect invitation to your mouth.Â
Wasting no time, Suguru crashes his lips into yours. The kiss is sloppy, hot and needy as any cries that attempted to leave you were drowned out in the wet cavern of Suguruâs mouth.Â
Fuck, youâre greedy as hell.Â
The kiss makes Suguruâs head spin and he loses himself in your sinful hunger as you wrap your arms around his neck and begin to dominate the kiss, sucking on his tongue. Soon Suguru finds himself groaning against your lips and slowly rocking his cock into the back of your thigh. Fuck, your body was too responsive, too eager for him to slut you out on his fingers.Â
Suguru couldnât lose sight of the goal though, you needed to squirt so he needed to take back control.
Catching you off guard, he bullies a third fingerâ his ring finger, into your cunt as well. Breathless you break the kiss, your eyes sinking back into your head as you meet the thrusts of his fingers with the roll of your hips. Â
You arenât able to control the way your body convulses as you writhe against Suguru. His massive body weighed over you as his hair fell in front of his face, hiding his crazed expression from you.Â
Suguru is also panting as he vigorously pumps the appendages into you. In and out, swirling them Suguruâs fingers take special care to zigzag sweet torment over your g-spot.Â
Youâve only felt the slight ghostings of this feeling before, nothing so pointed and focused on attacking this spot, while stretching your pussy so well in the process. You wantâ no need, to feel Suguruâs cock inside you next.Â
You could tell he must be huge. Heat was radiating off his girthy bulge as it twitched up against your ass cheek even through Suguruâs joggers. The thought causes the hot iron coil in your stomach to tense to its breaking point, begging for release.
Suguru notices.
âA-Are you gonna squirt for me, Y/N?â
For the first time his own voice is ragged, set on keeping his promise to you.
âS-Sugu, I-Iâ I want to but IââÂ
Your words catch in your throat as tears that are salty to the taste freely flow past your lips down your chin. You are unsure of what exactly to beg Suguru for even if you could do more than unintelligible babbles at the moment.Â
Itâs comingâ you panicâ this feeling!
âW-w-ait! Nooo, SâSuâSugu⊠Iâm g-gonna pee. S-stop, p-puhleaseee!
Your hands slip against Suguruâs shoulders as you try in vain to push him away. So fearful that Suguru was wrong and you may actually piss all over him and his desk.Â
Suguru isnât having it though, backhanding your clit with a harsh smack, his knuckle bullying into your bud.Â
The slap was followed by two more in quick succession, his other hand never slowing inside of you. Disregarding your pleas Suguru ventures even deeper into your guts while pressing down on your lower belly.
âI told you itâs not pee, Bunny. You donât listen very well, do you?â
Suguru hiss at you, the stress of holding himself back as you fall apart on his fingers was nearly too much, he needed you to lay back, be good for him and take it.
âI-Iâm s-sowy, Dr. Geto butâ Iâ wannaâ.â
You sniffle back more tears, which has Suguru calming himself in order to soothe you again.
âShh Bunny, itâs okayâ now ask your doctor nicely for what you need. Go on.âÂ
At this point cuming, squirting, whatever Suguru you requires of you in order to release the feral sensations building within you is an essential need to live as much as taking your next breath.
âDoctor Geto, please let me cum! Sugu please! G-gonna s-squirt, gonna squirt s-so g-good for you!!â
âThatâs right baby you will⊠Now squirt on me Bunny, make a pretty mess all over my fucking fingers.â
Timing a particularly hard jolt to your g-spot with simultaneous pressure from over your belly, has you tipping over the edge. Back arching you feel the gratifying release as you squirt hard, fluids spurting all over Suguruâs fingers and spilling down his forearms. The saccharine pleasure of it all is buzzing throughout every cell in your body as your eyes flutter back into your skull.Â
Your entire body feels like an extension of your pussy, pulsing in tune with your cunt and you donât realize you are even screaming until Suguruâs mouth is on top of yours once again.Â
Suguru is tongue fucking your wails all the way back into the depths of your throat until they are mere raspy gurgles.
Riding out your orgasm you protest with choked cries as Suguru's hand abruptly leaves your cunt. Yet before you can process whatâs happening youâre mewling loudly again once you feel his lips attacking your cunt. Sucking your clit between his lips, his own groans vibrate into your core making you all the more sensitive.Â
Your hands fly to him again, tangling up in his long raven locks and trying to push his head away.Â
Too much! You were far too sensitive right now for him to be lapping at your over stimmed cunt like a mad man.
âStawwpââ
Your slurs fall on deaf ears as Suguru continues, only pulling back briefly to shush you.
âHavenât got it all out. This pretty pussy is so fucking nasty she can give a little more, canât you baby? I know she can.â
Suguru is speaking to you but he sounds a million miles away, focused only on your cunt as he returns to suckling on your clit, his teeth scraping lightly. He knows your pussy will give him the answer he is looking for soon enough.Â
The iron grip his arms have around your thighs holds you down allowing Suguru unimpeded access to dribble globs of his spit into your folds. His tongue flattens over your clit and his eyes smolder into yours before diving back into your pussy.Â
So close to cumming yet again your thick thighs clench around him as you unintentionally smother his face deeper into your core. Suguru ignores any need to take breaths, your cunt being the only sustenance needed as he rams his tongue further into your convulsing hole.Â
Shaking his head around sloppily, Suguru is goading your cunt into giving him more and more. His tongue is a mere worshiper in the temple between your thighs, begging your leaking pussy to give him the last morsels of your squirt.Â
Not having the willpower to deny him, your pussy gushes out more onto his tongue and shamelessly he swallows all of it as you cum all over again.
By the time Suguru detaches himself from your cunt he looks almost as wrecked as you: hair is matting to the sides of his face, his glasses are clouded with slick and your juices are dripping down his chin.Â
Although, now that Suguru has had a taste of you he is left craving more. Not letting a single drop of your juices go to waste Suguru is ferally slurping the drippings off your thighs and lowering his head to even zamboni the overflow of your essence off the desk beneath you. Ravenous with thirst for you Suguru is even using his mouth to squeeze out any droplets he could retrieve from your soaked cheer panties.Â
You on the other hand could only heave as you gasped for breath. Your legs are still twitching in the after shock of your intense orgasm and squirt session. Dizzy and dazed you feel yourself fading out, unsure of how much time has passed or what Suguru was still doing between your legs until the familiar ring of your phone slowly guides you back into the present.Â
Wiping his face with the back of his hand Suguru stands up and pulls your phone out of his pocket.
The phone is still ringing as he looks down at it and snickers.Â
âItâs Toru, Y/N. Answer it.â
You give Suguru a frowny pout. You were barely conscious right now, you couldn't handle a drunkenly energetic Satoru.Â
Seeing you making no attempts to move, Suguru answers it for you and Satoruâs voice overflows through the speakerphone.
âY/N! Y/N! Where are ya at!? We need the beer pong queen to make her appearance, I need a partner! Nanamin is too good to beat without you!â
Suguru held the phone out to you but you could respond in labored puffs.
âY/N is taking a study break, a bit tired after her lesson.â
ââOh it's you Suguru!â
You end up tuning Satoru out as heâs begging Suguru to come to the party with you which you already knew wasnât going to happen even if he didnât just make you squirt all over him.Â
Willing yourself to sit up, your body is immediately revitalized when your eye is drawn to how bricked Suguru currently is in his dark gray sweats.Â
Suguru arches his brow in amusement as you pull him forward by the band of his joggers. You hurriedly fumble to untie them, pushing them and his boxers down to reveal his hard cock.Â
The sight of it nearly has you squeeing.
You practically have hearts in your eyes as you gawk at Suguruâs cock, itâs the prettiest youâve ever seen. The way his girth swayed in front of you as pre marbles on the tip has you openly salivating. To say his length and thickness is above average, was a massive understatement.Â
You canât estimate a size but you know he is huge as you eye the a large vein on the underside of his cock that seemed to weigh him down even though fully erect. You squirmed at the thought of that vein scraping inside your pussy as Suguru pounded you.
You need to feel it. Now.
Nevertheless, it isnât until Suguru snaps his fingers in front of your face did you realize Gojo was now addressing you again through the phone.
âY/N! You there?! I failed with Sugu! Heâs lame! But youâll be here soon right???â
A sharp contrast to just 30 mins earlier but partying was the last thing on your mind now. You needed to get Satoru off the phone and Suguruâs cock inside you expeditiously.Â
âMhm-nh, Toru sorry, IâI really need to get a good grade. I need Sugu to tutor me a bit more. C-Canât afford to flunk out!â
Although you had teased Suguru earlier about popping his cherry, you didnât care if he was a virgin now. He had more than proved himself despite his lack of hands-on sexual experience.Â
You werenât really paying attention to Satoru any longer as Suguru motions for you to lay back again. Readily, you get in position returning your legs to a stirrup pose.Â
Suguru rewards your obedience with his cock slapping against your clit.
âMmmmâŠFUHH-CK-AH!â
You donât care that Satoru is still on the line as Suguru is slipping his cock under your cheer panties, rubbing his fat tip along your folds. His cock sandwiched between your messy cunt and the soaked fabric has Suguru groaning at the crazy sensation, he could bust like this for sure.
âHuh? Oh.. OHHHHHH! Haha, I see, I see! Suguruâs lessons are the best, arenât they Y/N?â
Youâre openly moaning now. Barely registering Toruâs words as Suguru grunts, increasing the pace heâs bullying his cockhead across your clit.
âY-yeah, the besssst-ahhh!âÂ
Satoru, feeling more than a bit left out, starts pouting over the phone.
âHey, no fair playing with Bunny without me Sugu! Let me join neââÂ
Suguru abruptly cuts Satoruâs complaints short, hanging up on him while still rutting his tip over your pussy. His pre leaking out in globs and mixing with your own cum still dripping from you.
He wanted you all to himself, for now at least.
Satoru could fuck off.
âGawwd Suguâjust fuck mââ
You abruptly stop as your face falls in realization when you feel his warm cum pour over your mound and into your cheer panties.Â
Suguru is spilling so much of his thick load into you it's even coming out the sides of your cheer panties and running down into the crack of your ass. A few more jerks of his cock through your folds and he is quickly pulling back to tuck his softening length back into his sweats.
âN-no,no no no S-Sugu! Suguru! I-tâs okay you came fast but pleaseâ fuck me. Iâll even let you raw me and cum inside puhleaseeee Suguâ need to squirt again all over your cock!â
You donât know the kind of willpower it takes Suguru to refuse you.Â
Probably one of the hardest things heâs done in his life, especially as fresh tears trickle from your eyes and he knows youâd be crying just as adorably on his cock. You were too sexy, too perfect and he wanted to fuck you just as badly as he knew you wanted him to.
BUTâ more importantly he wanted to enjoy you more than for a quick fuck and if he indulged you now, he couldnât promise he wouldnât be relentlessly tearing up your sweet slutty pussy all night.Â
If you didnât start studying for real you were definitely going to get kicked out of school and he canât have that, especially not now after this.Â
Masking his own lust with a stern instructor voice Suguru chastises you as he ties his hair back onto a bun and begins to give his glasses a proper cleaning before adjusting the books and papers on his desks around you back into their correct piles.
âAbsolutely out of the question. Now be a good girl and pull up your panties, Y/N. We have a lot of ground to cover tonight.â
Sticky with Suguruâs cum, frustrated and still horny you groaned loudly but obeyed. You knew Suguru meant business.Â
You hoped if you listened to him well enough youâd get what you wanted by the end of the night. It would suck for you to suffer through studying but it was the best motivation you had in literal years.Â
Unfortunately for you, Suguru, focused on the bigger picture, had a larger goal in mind.
âOnly smart sluts get dick, Bunny. Youâd better get an A on that exam Monday if you really want this cock.â
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a/n: I would be willing to write a part 2 (some time in the future) of y/n popping Sugu cherry or even y/n getting double teamed by 'The Boom Bros' as a 'thank you' for taking the fall for them if there was interest. I'm kind of fond of this little college AU.
Reblog for an anatomy lesson from Nerd!Geto but likes and comments are also appreciated as always!
NEXT is back to my own ficcys! Upcoming: The Nursery - Yakuza!Toji x Y/N - teaser/taglist: â°ââ€here. Delays cause I've been without my adhd meds and getting the first part of the fic beta'd for once but I FINALLY got them today and was able to finish this fic so hopefully I can get back on track! send me good vibes y'all!
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so high school âââ atsumu miya
pairing. atsumu miya x fem!reader
summary. after your best friend reveals heâs moving out of your shared flat, youâre presented with a tough choice: let one of the creeps who are begging you to let them move in with you, or find a cheaper flat in another area of town. a do-over couldnât have come at a better time for you, but your only option for a place to stay is with someone your best friend knew from high school, and his two teammates.
tags & warnings. new girl au, fake dating. strong language, discussions of sex, alcohol use, die/kys/kms jokes, mental health issues & discussions, innuendos, ooc.
taglist. open! send an ask to be added <3
status. completed!
additional. any images i use for the character of y/n is only intended as a reference and not to imply that is what you look like. i am going to try my best to use diverse images for these references, however it may not always be possible. that being said, i do not own any reference images other than the general social media images.
y/nâs long-distance therapists || atsumuâs enemies
⥠= contains written portion || dark mode = atsumuâs pov
chapter one. the rich and famous bokuto
chapter two. darlin
chapter three. cocky âĄ
chapter four. hate crimes?
chaoter five. onigiri
chapter six. yassified
chapter seven. a real job
chapter eight. fake af
chapter nine. practice âĄ
chapter ten. darlinâ âĄ
chapter eleven. fangirls
chapter twelve. damage control
chapter thirteen. soâŠ
chapter fourteen. hard launch
chapter fifteen. actually toxic
chapter sixteen. pretend âĄ
chapter seventeen. limits
chapter eighteen. the best
chapter nineteen. always.
chapter twenty. movie nights
chapter twenty-one. michael jackson
chapter twenty-two. career change
chapter twenty-three. first day âĄ
chapter twenty-four. dinner date âĄ
chapter twenty-five. the good old days
chapter twenty-six. on probation
chapter twenty-seven. chattyâŠ
chapter twenty-eight. stealing from the poor
chapter twenty-nine. surprise! âĄ
chapter thirty. haters gonna hate
chapter thirty-one. scary
chapter thirty-two. game, start!
chapter thirty-three. he said what?
chapter thirty-four. no pressure âĄ
chapter thirty-five. weâre getting the band back together!
chapter thirty-six. evil bitch
chapter thirty-seven. aftermath âĄ
chapter thirty-eight. explanation
chapter thirty-nine. petty âĄ
chapter forty. 5 YEARS LATER
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Tutor (fem)
Loser!König x Bully!Reader
MDNIđ
Part 2 Part 3
Master List
>cw: fem/afab, bully, oral, p in v, virginity loss
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König is a loser. Heâs a 23-year-old virgin college student who is too scared to talk to women. He would much rather stay home and build Gundamâs, play video games, or work on his schoolwork. In public, he is quiet and timid. He tries to blend in to not be seen. Being a whole 6 '10, he canât. As a child, he was constantly bullied for his size and being chubby. As an adult, he still gets picked on for being tall and awkward.
You are a part of the problem. A short, curvy, big-breasted bitch; the apple of his eye. König sits in the back of class and watches your hips sway as you walk to your seat. The way your breasts bounce like hentai boobies. His cock grows hard as you bend over, making your cleavage more visible to him. Just as he got lost in a trance, you snap him out of it.
âWhat are you looking at? Freak!â
Your hands on your hips, a disgusted look on your face. Königâs face turns red as he realizes that youâve caught him in the act. You flip him off and turn to sit. He reaches down to adjust his boner, taking a deep breath and letting out a small sigh.
After class, as everyone stands to pack their bags, he stays seated, looking at his cell phone. He has your Instagram profile opened on his phone, gazing at a bikini picture you posted this summer. You look absolutely perfect in your tiny pink bikini. He has become so lost in your photos; he didnât realize you were walking past him to leave.
âWhat the fuck?â A loud laugh breaks out.
König looks up to see that you caught him looking at your profile. He turns off the screen of his phone and clears his throat. Inside his chest, his heart pounds so hard it feels like itâs going to explode from embracement.
âSorry.â His voice is meek as he avoids eye contact with you.
âFucking loser.â You scoff while walking away.
This was going to be a long year.
Three months into the school year, you havenât turned in one assignment yet and have failed the few tests youâve had. The dean sent you a message telling you that if you donât raise your grades, you would be at risk of being put on academic probation. You needed a tutor, and fast.
König sits in his dorm room at his desk, working on building Lego set #21348, when he hears a knock at his door. He looks over his shoulder at his door, trying to decide if he wants to deal with people. After a few seconds, he stands to answer the door.
Once he opens the door, his eyes grow wide seeing you standing there. âOh, h-hey y/n.â
âHey König.â You smile up at him and push him aside, walking into his room. His room is simple and neat. Robot figures anywhere he can place them and a Lego set on his desk. You walk over and look at the set, König walking up behind you.
âSo, what is this? Star Wars?â
König tilts his head confused about how wrong you are. Do you even know what Star Wars is? âUh, no. Star Wars is a space themed futuristic storyâŠâ He could see the lack of interest on your face. âSo, why are you here?â
âGeez, youâre a bigger fucking nerd than I thought you were.â You say pushing over a mini figure he has posed on the desk. His mouth hangs open, stopping himself from asking you to not do that. He watches as you turn and take a seat on his desk chair.
You look up at König as he towers over you. âYouâre smart, right?â
âI guess.â König rubs the back of his neck feeling bashful.
âWell, Iâm failing math, and I need a tutor. The issue is⊠well, I canât afford one. So I was wondering if you could tutor me.â
This isnât what he was expecting, well more of not what he hoped for. âI donât have time to tutor. Sorry.â
Your smile drops and you stand up. âToo busy? Youâre always in here building stupid fucking Legos or robotâs models.â
âTechnically Gundamâs are mechs, not robots like a transformer.â
âWow. Okay.â You sound annoyed and uninterested. âSo, are you going to help me or not?â
âI already said I canât.â His voice gets even more timid.
Youâre not use to people saying no to you, especially not pathetic men who worship the ground you walk on. In fact, you hate being told no. How fucking dare he.
âSo, you can sit and fucking gawk at me, stalk my social media accounts, but you canât help me for a few fucking hours?â You push his muscular chest.
He stumbles backwards, actually intimidated by you. Speechless, he doesnât know what to say. His eyes drop to your breasts as you keep walking to him. Not one thought in his mind other than how hot you look at this exact moment.
âI- I uh, I.â
âWhat? You forgot how to talk?â You push him once more and he falls back on to his bed. As soon as he does, your eyes drift down to the tent growing in his pants and you laugh. Königâs eyes go wide as your hand reaches out, grasping his boner through his sweats; his face burning hot. He looks up at you in a daze.
âOh, wow. Loser actually has a fat cock.â Your other hand grabs his jaw and forces him to look into your eyes. You lean in and lick from his lips to his nose before moving back and letting go of him.
Königâs heart is fluttering in his chest, this feels like a dream. His eyes watch like a hungry dog as you pull your tight fitted shirt, unhooking your bra and tossing it aside. Your hands unbutton your jeans and expose a thin thong that barely covers your fat pussy lips.
âWhy are you still dressed?â Your voice shocks him out of his daze.
Quickly, he pulls his shirt off. A ripped muscular body is not what you expected him to have under his baggy clothing. He drops his sweat pants along with his boxers allowing his cock to spring free. König, now nude, stands in front of you frozen. His gaze lingering on your pussy. Youâre the first woman heâs seen naked in person.
âDo you have condoms?â
He looks at his bedside table, even though he is well aware he has none. âUm, no. I donât.â
âI knew you were probably a virgin.â He blushes and looks down when you say this. You walk closer to him. âAre you?â
âJa, I am.â
âNo fucking wonder. Lay down.â You demand in a strict tone.
König jumps like a drill sergeant to yell at him. He quickly gets on his bed and looks at you. His cock twitching with excitement. You climb onto the bed with him, straddling his massive body. His hands instinctively rest on your thighs as you lean in and kiss his lips.
âHow about I teach youââ You kiss him in between talking. âHow to fuckââ His fingers squeeze your thighs. âAnd you tutor me?â
Without thinking, König nods his head enthusiastically.
âGood. We will start with math.â You giggle, reaching your hand behind his head to pull the pillows away from behind him.
König looks confused by your comment. Math? Then his eyes go wide as you straddle his face. Your twat lingers above him. He gazes up as if youâve just shown him God. If he could take your scent and make air fresheners, he would. His cock is upright, erect, waiting to taste you.
âStick your tongue out, big boy.â You lean forward and place your hands on his chest. One hand reaches forward and jerks his cock.
König sticks his tongue out eagerly, watching your body as you lower yourself onto his face. Your pussy rests on his mouth and nose, hips rocking back and forth on his tongue. His eyes flutter closed as he tastes pussy for the first time. How could he have lived this long without tasting this sweet nectar?
His fingers dig into your thighs as he pulls you down closer to his face. His tongue rapidly laps at your cunt, slurping and drinking your wetness. You moan, eyes closing as you continue to grind; heâs surprisingly skilled.
âYou want me to suck your cock?â
âJa, bitte.â He groans, his sound muffled from you sitting on his face.
Leaning forward, you pull his foreskin down and wrap your lips around the tip of his cock. He lets out a moan, his toes curling. Your hands move in motion with your head as you bob your head up and down on his cock. König moans into your sopping wet cunt. Heâs in heaven.
Königâs hips thrust forward to match your rhythm. One of his hands moves from your thigh up your body to squeeze your breast before roaming back down. When you pull your mouth away from his cock, he thrust forward even more, craving your friction. You lift yourself up off of him, his hands hold on to your thighs tighter as if trying to keep you on him. Reluctantly, he lets you go; swiping his tongue between your folds once more as you stand.
You move your body to the side of him. He watches you as he licks his lips, trying to savor the taste of you. The heat of your pussy radiates over your cock.
âYouâre buying me a Plan B right after this.â
âI will.â His eyes are glued to yours.
Slowly you rock your hips over his cock before grasping it at the base. You look into his eyes as you lower yourself on him.
Königâs mouth drops open and he lets out a loud groan. His eyes glued to your tight cunt stretching around his cock. He grabs at the blanket underneath him, squeezing it to the point his knuckles are turning white. He canât last long in your pussy.
âMein Gott, you- your pussyââ He canât form a coherent sentence.
His hands reach out for your breasts as you bounce on him. You have the most incredible pair of tits he has ever seen. Heâs always known you were hot, but seeing you like this, not even Aphrodite couldn't compare.
You slap away his hand and lean forward. âGrab my ass and fuck me.â
König nods, having seen this in porn before, he knows what to do. He thinks. His large hands grasp your fat ass and squeeze his fingers into the supple flesh; bending his legs at the knee, he begins to thrust up into you.
As he tries his hardest to not cum, his thrust is slow. He looks at the ceiling as his mind is running 110mph. You grab his jaw again, forcing him to look at you.
âFuck me. Harder.â You demand of him.
âI donâtâŠwant to hurt you.â He struggles to speak, looking up at you through half-lidded eyes.
âIf you donât fuck me hard, we are done here.â
König would not let his crush on the last two semesters just walk away, especially not since he got you to this part. Guys like him donât get women like you. He grabs you and rolls you over on to the bed, slamming you down a little harder than he meant to. The look on your face tells him you didnât mind one bit.
He grabs your hips and pulls you to him, slipping his cock back inside of your tight little cunny. You moan out as your hands grab his arms. König doesnât hold back as he restricts your movements underneath him using his massive size. He pulls his hips back far before slamming down into you. His enormous cock being rammed deep inside of you, deeper than you can take.
âOh, fuck! Like that you fucking freak!â You moan out.
König lets out a small growl as he ravishes your body, ruining your cunt for any other man. His mouth clashes into yours, desperate for your kiss. A trail of his hot wet kisses leaving from your mouth down to your breasts. He bites the skin around your areola, marking you as his for your stupid fuck buddy to see.
You push him back. âRub my clit.â You reach for his hand and guide it so he knows where to touch. âDo small circles.â
He nods and begins to rub slowly at first until you yell at him to go faster. König lets out a surprised moan as he feels you tightening around him. Is this what a female orgasm is? Fuck yes! His hips faster, his rhythm slightly off as he tries to also focus on your clit.
âDonât stop.â König watches in amazement as you arch your back and tremble. Your pussy becomes so wet it's splashing as he rubs it. He feels on top of the world.
Instantly, a loud pitched moan leaves his throat. A stupid smile crosses his face as he eyes go slightly crossed. He cums deep inside of your pussy. As his body naturally falls forward you push him off to the side.
König lays on his back, on cloud nine. His pale eyes study your face and your body as you lay beside him.
âSo,â your breathing is still heavy, âIâll come by tomorrow and we can start working on my tutoring.â
He nods, willing to give you anything you ask for at this point. Mentally, he is not over the fact he just ate and fucked y/n, you, your pussy.
You stand from the bed and begin to get dressed. Your cunt hurts, König fucks like a mating bull. Heâs a good fuck though, there is not denying that.
âOh, and if you tell anyone, youâre dead.â
âI understand.â König watches you as you get dressed with hearts in his eyes. âWhat are we?â
You stop and look at him for a moment before letting out a small laugh and shaking your head.
Part 2 Part 3
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"Expanding freedom and opportunity to millions
Over a decade ago, researchers, policymakers, journalists, and individuals and family members harmed by prisons and jails helped define American mass incarceration as one of the fundamental policy challenges of our time. In the years since, policymakers and voters in red, blue, and purple jurisdictions have advanced criminal justice reforms that safely reduced prison and jail populations, expanding freedom and opportunities to tens of millions of Americans.
After nearly forty years of uninterrupted prison population growth, our collective awareness of the costs of mass incarceration has fundamentally shiftedâand our sustained efforts to turn the tide have yielded meaningful results.
Since its peak in 2009, the number of people in prison has declined by 24 percent (see figure 1). The total number of people incarcerated has dropped 21 percent since the 2008 peak of almost 2.4 million people, representing over 500,000 fewer people behind bars in 2022. Absent reforms, more than 40 million more people would have been admitted to prison and jail over this period. The number of people on probation and parole supervision has also dropped 27 percent since its peak in 2007, allowing many more people to live their lives free from onerous conditions that impede thriving and, too often, channel them back into incarceration for simple rule violations.1
"Absent reforms, more than 40 million more people would have been admitted to prison and jail over this period. [2008 to 2022]"
Make no mistake: mass incarceration and the racial and economic disparities it drives continue to shape America for the worse. The U.S. locks up more people per capita and imposes longer sentences than most other countries. Nearly 1-in-2 adults in the U.S. have an immediate family member that has been incarcerated, with lifelong, often multigenerational, consequences for family membersâ health and financial stability. Yet the past decade of successful reforms demonstrate that we can and must continue to reduce incarceration. These expansions of freedom and justiceâand the millions of people they have impactedâhelp define what is at stake as public safety has reemerged as a dominant theme in American public and political conversation.
...We have a robust body of research built over decades showing that jail stays and long prison sentences do not reduce crime rates. And fortunately, we have an extensive and expanding body of research on what does work to reduce crime and keep communities safe. The evidence is clear: our focus must be on continuing and accelerating reductions in incarceration.
Black imprisonment rate drops by nearly half
People directly impacted by incarceration and other leaders in the criminal justice reform movement have persistently called out how the unequal application of policies such as bail, sentencing, and parole (among others) drive massive racial disparities in incarceration. The concerted effort to reduce our prison population has had the most impact on the group that paid the greatest price during the rise of mass incarceration: Black people, and particularly Black men.
The Black imprisonment rate has declined by nearly 50 percent since the countryâs peak imprisonment rate in 2008 (see figure 2). And between 1999 and 2019, the Black male incarceration rate dropped by 44 percent, and notable declines in Black male incarceration rates were seen in all 50 states. For Black men, the lifetime risk of incarceration declined by nearly half from 1999 to 2019âfrom 1 in 3 Black men imprisoned in their lifetime to 1 in 5.
While still unacceptably high, this reduction in incarceration rates means that Black men are now more likely to graduate college than go to prison, a flip from a decade ago. This change will help disrupt the cycle of incarceration and poverty for generations to come.
Expanding safety and justice together
The past decade-plus of incarceration declines were accompanied by an increase in public safety. From 2009-2022, 45 states saw reductions in crime rates, while imprisoning fewer people, with crime falling faster in states that reduced imprisonment than in states that increased it.
This is in keeping with the extensive body of research showing that incarceration is among the least effective and most expensive means to advance safety. Our extremely long sentences donât deter or prevent crime. In fact, incarcerating people can increase the likelihood people will return to jail or prison in the future. Public safety and a more fair and just criminal system are not in conflict.
Strong and widespread support for reform
We have also seen dramatic progress on the public opinion front, with a clear understanding from voters that the criminal justice system needs more reform, not less. Recent polling shows that by a nearly 2 to 1 margin respondents prefer addressing social and economic problems over strengthening law enforcement to reduce crime. [In simpler terms: people are twice as likely to prefer non-law-enforcement solutions to crimes.]
Nearly nine-in-ten Black adults say policing, the judicial process, and the prison system need major changes for Black people to be treated fairly. Seventy percent of all voters (see figure 3) and 80 percent of Black voters believe itâs important to reduce the number of people in jail and prison. Eighty percent of all voters, including nearly three-fourths of Republican voters, support criminal justice reforms.
This is not only a blue state phenomenon. Recent polling in Mississippi indicates strong support across the political spectrum for bold policies that reduce incarceration. For example, according to polling from last month, 72 percent of Mississippians, including majorities from both parties, believe it is important to reduce the number of people in prison (see figure 4). Perhaps most tellingly, across the country victims of crime also support further reforms to our criminal justice system over solutions that rely on jail stays and harsh prison sentences...
We are at an inflection point: we can continue to rely on the failed mass incarceration tactics of the past, or chart a new path that takes safety seriously by continuing to reform our broken criminal justice system and strengthening families and communities."
-via FWD.us, May 15, 2024
#REFORMS HAVE ALREADY SAVED OVER 40 MILLION PEOPLE FROM ENTERING JAILS AND PRISONS#THAT ALONE IS A MASSIVE MASSIVE ACCOMPLISHMENT#never doubt that we CAN make a difference#no matter how long it takes#we are going to build a better and freer world#whether those in power want us to or not#mass incarceration#prison#prison system#racism#united states#us politics#systemic racism#incarcerated people#incarceration#criminal justice#criminal justice reform#crime rate#prison industrial complex#good news#hope
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A Comprehensive Analysis on Eric Harris, 3.
Disclaimer: This analysis/psychoanalysis is limited only to analysis as a means to reflect and understand the people involved. It is strictly informative. Just like all of my posts, I am detached from the media I write about and solely focus on the people to understand their psychology, for others to gain insight. There is no room for me to romanticize or glorify anything I write because I am only here to explain. I understand and research, but I do not condone. Thank you.
note: This is all solely based on independent research. If I may be wrong with the medical aspects of this post, please correct me. I would appreciate it a lot.
Fluvoxamine Maleate
Just a few days before the shooting, Eric was promptly rejected from his application to serve in the marines. Despite his desirable qualities, he was rejected for the sole reason of being tested positive for consuming a prescripted drug after rejecting that he was off any medication. With a trace of Luvox in his system, theories speculate that the drug's side effects played a role on the events that have transpired. Luvox is a medication prescription drug that is used to treat mental illnesses such as Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), anxiety, depression, and others. While there are positive effects, the downside are heightened sensations of dread, irritation, depression, and arising violent behaviors. It also has a chance to increase manic symptoms, especially if taken in particularly large doses.
Anti-depressant usage, effects of overdose, and detoxification
When taken over the prescribed dosage, Luvox can lead to increased agression and suicidal ideation and tendencies. Eric was in anger management therapy after being on probation alongside Dylan for attempting to steal a vehicle containing thousands worth of valuable electronics and tools. After getting caught, Eric openly expressed his difficulties in managing his anxiety and explosive anger issues that his counselor said, "he frequently blew up and often cried." Revealing that this influences his homicidal and suicidal thoughts, so he was prescribed Fluvoxamine, which is a selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor (SSRIs). These drugs increase the capacity of the brain to receive serotonin.
According to an interview with Eric's friends, they speculate that Eric was off his medication completely for sometime. Abruptly stopping medication can lead to the development of a more violent response. For some people, drugs are able to fix their chemical imbalances, but it can also lead to withdrawal symptoms of taken for over the duration of 6 weeks. Abruptly discontinuing anti-depressants can lead ro rebound depression or relapse. Symptoms may return stronger than before. Furthermore, SSRI's such as Luvox and Prozac take about 5 days to linger in one's system before subsequently washing off.
In a period of 11 months, Eric and Dylan have been under a juvenile detention program at Jefferson County district â this was in 1998, just a year before the shooting. They were allowed to leave the program by early February 1999. After finishing, Eric wrote a letter contained in his juvenile diversion program file. He states, "I learned that thousands of suggestions are worthless if you still believe in violence."
After public demands for stricter regulations on SSRIs after the tragic shooting, Luvox was temporarily banned in 2002. By 2008, drug manufacturers had reformulated Luvox to a controlled-release version specifically designed to treat OCD, excluding indications for depression or anxiety. Subsequently, the FDA approved Luvox CR for the treatment of OCD. The label does not explicitly prohibit prescribing it to the pediatric population, it notes that the smallest dose "may not be appropriate" for children, without providing further explanation.
Eric was about 17 at the time of taking the medication, which means he is part of the pediatric population. Though it's still unclear if he was taking normal doses for a long period of time or taken more than what was prescribed, it is clear that there was negligence with prescribing a child a SSRI that has the posibility of worsening their already apparent symptoms.
Columbine was really a case that opened the public's eyes into the dysfunctional aspects of society and institutions, transcending even to the medical field.
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get to know fem!driver
get to know the newest addition to the 2023 grid, racing under sebastian vettelâs mentorship
notes: guys⊠i definitely took inspiration from @sebscore and @thepersonnamedsam bc i am sO hooked of fem!driver stuff right now!!1!1!1 ahhhh!!
do send me some requests if you like this⊠i promise iâll try not to disappoint <;/3
(series masterlist)
⧠i imagine she is like 20/21 years old
⧠her driving number is 69, just because she finds it funny
⧠she's very reserved when you first meet her, but she's actually very witty and talkative when you get to know her better
⧠sebastian approached her after coming in second in the f2 2022 championship after he landed the role of race engineer in a team and vouched for her so bad that she got a seat
⧠she is on probation, though
⧠she grew up karting alongside oscar, logan and liam lawson, actually, so it's very nice that she has 3 friends on the grid at least
⧠she's met charles leclerc growing up once and she's had a crush on him ever since... especially since he has a soft spot for women in the motorsport (so very supportive to the ladies as usual)
⧠is the oldest child
⧠that tells you more than it has to
⧠has met lily once, yet is each other's biggest fan: exchanges sweet messages on instagram, congratulating each other on their sport, and being each other's hypeman
⧠she follows most of the wags on socials, but is too shy to make the first move to be friends with them... lily was not the exception
⧠lily approached her first
⧠she is trying to get on everyone's good side though, seeing as it is her first year in the sport
⧠she's made acquaintances with the likes of lewis hamilton, kimi raikkonen, and charles leclerc all thanks to sebastian before test session
⧠she is only slightly taller than yuki
⧠barely taller... just a little over 4 centimeters, but you can't really tell from the hair
⧠has a small scar above her eye from when she was very young fighting with her little sister
⧠she follows sebastian around like a small kid around the paddocks in her early days, not fully knowing what to do
⧠she has friends in the f1 academy, and they video call every now and then
⧠literally has only ever had 1 boyfriend in her life and she was like 16
#ok letâs start SMALL#charles leclerc x reader#max verstappen x reader#george russell x reader#oscar piastri x reader#sebastian vettel x reader#kimi raikkonen x reader#logan sargeant x reader#lando norris x reader#fem!driver#female driver#f1 fic#f1 female driver
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We finally did it. We slipped the surly bonds of Earth to step among the stars. It took over two decades of research, billions of dollars of taxpayers money, and almost every country on the planet working in tandem, but after the International Space Coalition was founded it was almost effortless.
Faster than Light travel was accomplished almost on accident. Just the right ratios of radioactive material and an âever so slightâ gravitational anomaly generator was all it took. To keep the population safe from any possible drawbacks, the first launch of the FTL drive, or Warp, was conducted at Tranquility Base on the moon. Either that was minimum safe distance or there wasnât any, so it was decided to just roll the dice. The Angel was built there, the ship that would go further than any before it. The drive was set for Alpha Centauri, the big red button was pressed, and off they went, 300 crew members, going faster than anyone else in the history of mankind.
After 4 months, 319 âpeopleâ came back. The extra 19 individuals wore special thermal suits to keep their body temperatures stable, and each had scaled skin with varying hues of greens and grays, with elongated prehensile tails. Their eyes were almost solid black, save for some red around the edges. Their hands were like a chameleonâs with only 3 fingers each. If it hadnât been for a heads up from the Angelâs captain, the first words out of the welcoming party mouth wouldâve been âtheyâre lizards!â Honestly the only thing they had in common with us was that they were bipedal.
Apparently the people of the âAlpha Systemâ as we called it, the Quintins, were just as surprised to see us as we were them. 2 ambassadors, 7 scientists, 10 military escorts, and a partridge in a pear tree came with them back to Earth. They just had to see it, after hearing stories of home from the crew aboard The Angel. They had to see how a world so full of dangers, from predators to the sheer deadly climates, could have allowed such a species as humans to exist let alone thrive and advance far enough to get off the ground.
The surprises didnât stop there either, as if finding out WE ARE NOT ALONE wasnât a big enough shock to the human race. The Quintins werenât the only species out there, they were in fact only one people in a collective, a Grand Assembly of Intelligent Lifeforms (it sounded longer in Quin tongue but they brought auto translators) or The GAIL, and the Human race was immediately eligible for probational membership. Developing the WARP capabilities was what sealed it. Faster than Light travel was the first prerequisite for joining the GAIL. The second was a planetary inspection, and since the Quintins were our first contact, who better? It was time to meet the neighbors for the human race.
That was 50 years ago. Now the Human Race were full fledged members of The GAIL, and the International Space Coalition was renamed into simply the Terran Academy, putting out graduates of every field imaginable. We had an entire fleet of WARP enabled ships, spreading human explorers into the depths of space.
The only problem these days were the rumors. 50 years of interaction with alien species had made one thing clear to the rest of the universe at large:
Their planet is completely unstable
Their bodies are unimaginably fragile while simultaneously unbreakable
They claim not to have a hive mind but nobody believes that for a second
They seem to âpack bondâ outside their own species
Theyâll eat anything (maybe even you)
The Humans make no sense
THE HUMANS ARE DEATHWORLDERS!
AND HERE THEY COME!
(This will be an account of various humans and their travels through the known universe. Earth, also known as E24, is a terrifying deathworld. This should be fun)
#deathworlders of e24#earth is space australia#humans are weird#humans are space australians#humans are deathworlders#humans are space orcs#humans are space oddities#humans are insane#humans are strange#humans are terrifying#humans are cute#humans are space fae#aliens#original story#writing
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Aggression (NSFW) FT Sohee Kim
Authors note: I wrote this in the delirium of Hay fever but I figured some of you might enjoy it
I try to steady my breathing as I wake up. My musth is coming in a few days and it's shaping up to be a particularly nasty one. I need to focus for the next few days as my performance at work has already been dropping and I can't afford for it to slip. after getting up my girlfriend (and fellow Alpha) Sohee stirs.
"You okay dear? It's 3 in the morning." Sohee asked. I nodded and went to go for my musth suppressants in the medicine cabinet. Shit they were empty.
"Honey I know you have been stressed and trying to focus better at work but you need to stop taking Musth Suppressants." Sohee pleads.
my hands tremble as I can feel the anger, lust, and raw aggression beginning to take hold.
"I know honey but I just need to get out of this Probation Period," I tell her.
"Babe you've extended taking them every time something new has come up. First, it was "I need to get this job" then it was "We need to finish the move" Now it's this. You have been suppressing yourself and you're just making your next musth that much worse for you. they aren't helping. You get home lethargic but restless so you can't sleep. You don't dump the hormones either by fucking or fighting. so they just sit in your body till the next must. I see it in your eyes." Sohee warned.
"But we fuck all the time?" I countered. Sohee rolls her eyes.
"While I may not be your type of alpha You and I both know Alpha biology requires musth/rut fucking, and competition to maintain a happy and healthy lifestyle," Sohee replied
I sighed trying to stay calm but I couldn't afford for anything to go wrong with this new job. I know she means well but sometimes she gets in my way...whoa that's not the thought I wanted. Sohee was not an obstacle. I loved her it's just rough right now.
It was just a stressful time right now. I couldn't afford to take time off since I had just been able to move out and support Sohee and me. We are also planning a vacation later in the year to celebrate our 5th anniversary. I ran my hands through my hair as I tried to figure out what to do next. Sohee sighed and said "This is the last time." as she handed me a bottle of over-the-counter musth suppressant.
"Oh, thanks, honey. You are the best." I say with a smile as she throws me those pills Sohee smiles as she walks up and kisses my cheek. I smile and slap her ass as she walks away.
"Hey be careful because you might start my rut, and I won't go easy on you," Sohee says with a sly smile. I laugh and take the pills before going back and having the most pleasant dream of having a lovely brunch with a very naked Sohee.
I wake up well-rested and get ready for work. while I do so Sohee also gets ready. As per usual she walks by naked so she can shower. Usually, my urges are painful but bearable. They aren't complete inhibitors after all (Sohee and I both agreed I shouldn't be taking those). I feel an intense burning sensation in my crotch followed by the equally intense, and almost ravenous wave of lust. I dig my fingers into the sink and stop when I hear a crack. Sohee seems to notice my discomfort and asks with concern, "Everything okay babe?" I breathe heavily before responding.
"Yeah, last round hopefully," I say. Sohee smiles
"Good. Now get ready before I force you to call in sick." She teases as she wiggles her cute butt. She always does this but today she looks so much sexier than usual. I just want to pound her until she begs me to stop. I watch drooling but quickly regain my composure. I finished getting ready and as I did Sohee met me to send me off. I smile at her hungrily as a familiar sensation in my loins burns, and my headaches.
"See you later sexy," I say with a level of confidence I didn't know I had. Sohee smiles as we kiss. Feeling emboldened for some reason I probe into her mouth with the kiss, and get lost in it before Sohee breaks it.
"Gosh, I forget sometimes that you're a really good kisser," she replies breathlessly
"Well maybe you could cancel your schedules and we just stay home today," I say not thinking clearly. Sohee puts her hands up in an x before she smiles.
"No, I need to go to this one. it's for our comeback, just wait for me at home," she says. I nod and fall into another kiss with her. I lose control again as I grip her ass tightly
"I Love you. I love this ass. This ass is mine." I growl. Sohee chuckles before she wraps a leg around my waist. "No other Alpha can satisfy me like you do." I continue. I smile ravenously when I hear Sohee mewl before she pushes me off. "Dinobardo we both need to go." Sohee protests. Her using my full first name excites me but also anchors me. I take it as a challenge to take her then and there. The horny Alpha Part of me accepts the challenge, but my rational brain kicks in and I remember that I don't have time for this.
"I am sorry Sohee I don't know what's wrong with me," I say. Sohee gives me an understanding smile
"No worries honey. Just go to work and come back," she says with an understanding smile. I nod and drive to work. I get through three hours before naked Sohee begins to run through my mind. I begin to pitch a tent and feel the brunt of my musth and fuck it's hard to stop. wave after wave of this unrelenting lust washes over me as if I am caught in a riptide of desire, but that's not the worst part. The hornier I get the angrier and more irritable I get. My senses get dialed up to an 18 out of 10, and every little thing can set me off. the leaky tile in the corner of my office. the tapping of someone's nails in the other office three doors down I sense it all, and it drives me ballistic. This isn't even counting the massive headache I was nursing. I crack my knuckles as I try to focus but the door opens and my friend James walks in. I look at him furiously, and he nods and walks out. I barely make it to lunch before I try to take a nap but all I can dream about is fucking Sohee. I groan and get back and power to work where the heat hits me worse. I claw into my skull as I try to ride out the waves and focus but my mind because foggier as it's consumed by fighting and fucking. I need to do one or the other or I will go feral. As I release my hands from my skull I see blood pouring and realize I may already be there.
I take a deep breath trying not to let my body control me. I do the meditation practices but it doesn't help. my erection is raging at this point uncontrollably. I take another deep breath before counting to ten when I get the call. I look at my phone it's Sohee. I answer
"What's up honey," I say.
Sohee chuckles, "Where's that husk coming from? Are you okay you sound weird." she replies. Her voice makes the feelings worse as imagine fucking her till she begs me to stop.
"I don't know I feel like my skin is burning and something inside me is trying to claw its way out," I answer as Sohee listens.
"Well, honey maybe the Musth suppressant reached their tolerance threshold and won't work anymore. You sound like you're going through like 5 months right now." Sohee suggests.
"It certainly feels like I am. I have never felt this horny and this angry." I lament.
"Dino maybe you should go home and wait for me." Sohee pleads
"I am almost done for the day though I have two hours left," I whine.
"Dinobardo Michaell Benedict Jr. Go home and wait for me. I can hear the lust and anger in your voice, and I almost can smell your scent from over the phone. Go home early and wait for me before you hurt anyone. I promise I'll take care of you while your body rages against you." Sohee demands. I hesitate before relenting. Sohee wouldn't use my full name if she wasn't serious so I'd better take this seriously. I shut all my work stuff
"Okay, honey I'll go. I'll talk to you later" I reply before I get up from my office and go to my boss.
"Oh Dino heading out early?" he asks I nod.
"Good. I was about to send you home as people were complaining about your Rut Scent. " my Boss joked. I groaned and nodded.
"See you next week boss," I reply
My boss smiles and waves, "Take care of yourself." he says as he sees me off.
I arrive home with no issue. I sit on our couch and try to sleep but every time I close my eyes visions of Sohee plague them. when I finally do get a normal dream my alarm blades off and says it's time to take more suppressants I get up and feel my head pounding. I steady myself enough to go to the bathroom and Grab two more pills I take them and I notice the temporin seeping out. My blood boils my suppressant was to stop this specific thing. I look at the bottle of pills, and it reads Maxwell lordâs Marvellous which is the correct brand, but under it in little tiny letters says âmusth amplifiersâ The flowery letters are hard to read as my brain loses the ability to comprehend complex tasks due to the musth fully taking over. Something tells me to take another too. So I did. At this point, my brain is made a horny and angry mush by the musth the heat of my own body has become unbearable so I strip to my boxers. I try to remember what I was doing or who I was waiting for as I meander over to my bed but I can't. I fish out my dick and begin to stroke it languidly now fully in throes and acquiescing to my bodyâs demand t try to relieve some of the build-up, but it does exceptionally little to ease the lust I feel. I need my mate. I reach for my phone but I can't remember the code to open it. It infuriated me as I typed in numbers that swam through my head. So I am teased by my mateâs face but I can't even remember her name no matter how much I scrape my head trying to. It only serves to worsen my headache and my temperament I can't even remember my mateâs name and this is the person I wish to markâŠpathetic. I chastised myself and looked at the wall trying to clear the brain fog, but the more I tried to focus the more the brain fog intensified. Time space and conscious thought all became labored concepts in my heavily lust-addled mind. Then finally I heard the door open. I heard a feminine voice ring out,
âHoney are you okay.â
I labored down the stairs through an almost endless amount of growing lust and brain fog. When I get down my mate sees me with a wicked smile on her face. I couldn't focus as she wore a crop top pushing her perky breasts up and to attention and a very short skirt that flaunted her curves and ass. I couldn't reply
âYou okay? You look feralâ Sohee says with a smile. My mind clears enough to remember my mateâs name and I smile. I approach Sohee and steady myself on her shoulders. Sohee looks down at my boxers where she sees my bulge. She smiles at me as she lowers herself to my crotch. I groan as she releases my trunk and it flops on her face. Sohee looks up at me with a lusted smile.
âOh honey, you've been walking around with this all day. Let me take care of it.â Sohee says and begins to suck. I groan as her warm mouth takes me inside. I finally begin to relief and for a moment my brain fog clears.
âOh thank god dear that feels so good,â I reply. Sohee smiles
âYou're back?â she says with a slight pout. She stops and immediately I'm stupefied again. She drags me up to our bedroom and she goes into the bathroom and grabs a bottle but I can't remember what it said or reads. She takes 3 pills out of it and gestures for me to take them. I shake my head as I get a bad vibe from them. Sohee gets at my eye level her brown eyes are full of stern concern before she says
âTake them. You need this,â she says. Not wanting to make her mad I take the pills she begins to strip down to her panties (which have a stain on the front) and bra. After an unclear amount of time, my brain fog cleared, and the amount of anger I felt as I recalled everything was unreasonable.
âYou dirty whore I trusted you and you poisoned me,â I yelled. Soheeâs eyes turned to slits demonstrating her excitement.
âOh and what are you going to do about it.â she challenged. I ripped her panties and bra open, bent her over, and plunged into her.
âIs this what you wanted? I balls deep in your whore cunt.â I yell as I thrust into her cunt which is unreasonably tight almost oppositionally so. As I fight through the tightness I hear Sohee moan in ecstasy. She loves it when I get rough with her.
âAre you about to cum whore.â I ask as I pound her pussy with reckless abandon. I grab her ass and squeeze as she moans my first release comes and it comes hard. I explode into Soheeâs pussy and she moans as her walls milk me for everything I'm worth. After 5 minutes her body calms down but mine does not. I plunge back into her and she moans again I lift her back up so I can get a nice grab of her ass and tits.
âYou got me riled up. You wanted my musth well here it is whore.â I say as I fuck and grope her body relentlessly. My heart hurts from what I'm saying but my body is so enraged and off normal that my brain can only continue to degrade her sinful body. I knead her Tits and ass loving the softness and bounciness of her body has as I manipulate it. I begin to feel the musth deeper, and it exhilarates my body and causes me to fuck my honeyâs body with more fervor.
âThat's it honey let all that cum and testosterone out,â Sohee says in between moans. I slap her ass out of spite causing her to release a surprised yelp.
âDon't tell me what to do whore. You're only used to me as a cum dump. So shut up and take it all. As I cum into my girlfriend again. She finally cums for the first time as her body goes limp from exhaustion. She falls on the bed limp but my erection hasn't let up. My body is still not mine currently so I watch my girlfriend try to recover
I watch as Sohee recovers she turns over and her eyes go to slits as I smell a familiar smell of toasted cinnamon. I chuckle having triggered her rut. She looks at my cock with a frenzied and hungry look. She pounces on me kissing and marking me. Despite my current status, I accept her mark and in return mark her back. She smiles
âNow it's official you're my whore. â I grit and Sohee pushes me to the bed where she starts riding me.
âThis cock is mine.â she moans. My hands reach out for her ass. I grab and squeeze it. The pliant flesh pleases me. Sohee grabs her tits and moans on top of me.
âI needed you to stop hiding. You're an alpha dammit act like it.â Sohee said as she slammed into my dick. I released my first moan. She begins to bounce harder and faster as her body takes over. Mine does as well as I thrust into her. We continue this merciless pace chasing our highs rather than comforting the other until both our bodies explode. I groan as the must refuses to die down. Sohee looks at me wildly and she keeps riding after that I kind of blackout. I fully give in to the musth and let it run my body
when I come to I'm slowly waking up to my dick still in Sohee. She is asleep leaving me lost and wondering what happened. As I stir Sohee yelps
âAh careful I'm still sensitive,â she says. I nod and pull out of her pussy a deluge of cum follows. Sohee looks at me with a satisfied smile.
âYou feeling better,â she asks and I nod.
âBut why am I so hungry I ask
âWell, we have been fucking nonstop for 72 hours.â
â72 hours you're telling me we fucked the whole weekend away?â I asked concerned Sohee nodded.
âYeah, I can tell your mind kinda left after the third orgasm because that's when the beast came out. I didn't know how strong you were.â Sohee teases. I nod knowingly
âYeah, being hopped up on 180 times the testosterone I'm normally supposed to have pushed a lot of things out of me. I'm sorry if I hurt you while I was âintoxicatedâ I apologize
âOh no you didn't I'm an alpha too after all I can take rough. Besides I have only heard stories about being with an alpha who has a musth it was thrilling especially since you triggered my rut. So we killed two birds with one stone.â I nod and reply to Soheeâs statement
âAlso sorry about switching your suppressants with the amps. I was worried that when you did stop taking them you'd be too far gone and hurt me. So I wanted to get at least one large musth dump before our vacation.â Sohee says apologetically
âNo that's fair I haven't been listening to my body and next time I'll just take the time needed to give into my musth.âI shrug and affirm
âOoh I like that maybe I should edge you to the next one,â Sohee said as she reached down and began stroking me.
âOh, you'd like that little slut.â
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[âGirls are frequently arrested for trying to protect themselves from or fighting back against abusive parents. When police confronted Diana after a fight with her mother, Diana said, âI was like: âWhat the fuck, like look at my face she beat me up.â They are like: âShe called the cops on you, so you are at fault âcause if she beat you up why didnât you call the cops on her?â Dude I donât want to get my mom in trouble plus anyways itâs my word against her and although I am the one looking all torn up.â
Girls are also arrested because it is easier to remove one child from the home than to arrest a parent and find shelter for the children. As a probation officer explained,
Say the police respond to a case of domestic violence. You have a 3-year-old girl, a 16-year-old girl, and the mother fighting. Say the mother grabbed that girl and started pounding her face into cement. Theyâre not going to take Mom to jail when there is a 3-year-old daughter there. But they need to separate the two of them. So a lot of times it really is the parentâs fault but the kid gets hauled away.
Although few of these cases ultimately result in detention (often because the violence is minor), law professor Francine Sherman has noted that girls are âtraumatized by arrest, handcuffing, and in some case shackling, routine strip searches upon entry into detention, and the perception that she is being blamed for what is a family problem.â
Dating violence also brings young people into the juvenile system. About 16 percent of girls and 8 percent of boys experience physical or sexual dating violence; 22 percent of LGB young adults report dating violence. Being subjected to intimate partner violence makes young people more vulnerable to juvenile system involvement. Girls are more likely to commit nonviolent delinquent acts (like running away) when experiencing intimate partner violence. Young people also become involved with the system because of their own violence. Girls use violence with partners to express anger and jealousy at a partnerâs infidelity, protest a partnerâs âemotional detachment,â or get a partnerâs attention.
While some studies suggest that young men and women use violence in relationships at similar rates, those studies fail to account for the type, amount, impact, and reason for the violence. Girlsâ violence is generally less serious and causes less injury. Girls reportedly slap and pinch their partners most often, while boys are more likely to punch or sexually assault partners. Moreover, studies of heterosexual couples find that boys do not experience girlsâ violence as frightening or controlling. Half of boys report laughing at their female partners when they use violence. One-third ignored their partners when they were violent. Girls are also more likely to use violence defensively, fighting back against their partners. Mandatory and preferred arrest laws that cover dating relationships have been linked to increased arrests of girls for dating violence, with Black girls most likely to be arrested.â]
leigh goodmark, from imperfect victims: criminalized survivors and the promises of abolition feminism, 2023
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