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[angelsanarchy]

Alkaline: Euronymous x Y/N Series CH 28

Tagging: @ophelialaufey @madamemaximoff06 @forever-not-gonna-sink@ajmiila02@liquidsmoothdomme@shady-the-simp @auggiethecreator @tempt-ress @blacksoul-27 @shroomje

It was dark and he was standing in the middle of the woods. He couldn't feel anything. The trees moved with the wind but he couldn't feel the breeze. He caught glimpses of long blonde hair cutting through the trees and he felt his heart skip. It was Pelle. He picked his feet up to follow the streaks of blonde through the dark trees. He tried to call out to him but couldn't find his voice. The deeper he walked into the woods, the more lost he became. He spotted Pelle again. He reached out to touch his shoulder and when he spun around half his skull is gone, blonde hair drenched in blood. Oystein stumbled back and was startled by a sudden wave of heat. He could hear screams and see flames. He ran towards the fire and saw his parents and little sister trapped in the burning house. He tried to run towards the house but his legs started to sink into the dirt like quicksand. He heard laughter as he cried out to his burning family and it was Varg, pissing on the burning house and laughing at him. Oystein felt it getting harder and harder to catch his breath.

"Relax man...it's just sacrifices to the cause." Faust smirked, blood dripping from his teeth as he wields a large hunting knife. Y/n is crying at his feet as Varg walks over, taking the hunting knife and runs it across her abdomen, her entrails spilling out into her hands. He grabs her by the hair, yanking her head back, exposing her throat to him as he slices through her neck, blood spraying across Oystein's face.

Oystein jumped with a start, reaching for his face and wiping it.

"Hey hey, it's okay. You're okay babe. Just breathe." Y/n was sitting next to him, running her hand down his bare chest and moving his hair from his face. She looks him over with concern.

"Were you having a nightmare? You were making a lot of noise but I was too afraid to wake you." Y/n could feel how hard his heart was beating and his hands were shaking as he covered his face.

"Oystein...what happened? What did you dream baby?" She stroked his hair and he shook his head, reaching over to grab a cigarette and lighting it up.

"I honestly don't even want to rehash it. It was just..really vivid and fucked up." He explained seeing how shaken he was pressing his lips to the cigarette.

"You know none of it's real. You're safe here with me. Everything is okay." She tried to reassure him but he nodded.

"For how long? I mean with the way things are going right now, Varg could go to the press, turn us all in and I'll be sent off in handcuffs as some satanist who likes to eat brains." Oystein was upset. Y/n could tell whatever his dream was about, it had rocked him.

"How about you finish that and then we'll get you cleaned up?" Oystein wasn't sure what she had in mind but he watched her get out of bed and walk into his bathroom. She started up the shower and came to the door naked pull him towards the bathroom. He was still naked from the night before and followed her into the shower letting the hot water wash over him.

He could feel her hands run over his chest, his ribs, she grazed his semi hard cock but knew this wasn't about getting off. It was about comfort. She massaged shampoo into his head and let her fingers work through the migraine he was starting to get. He groaned into her touch and when she rinsed his hair, he wrapped his arms around her tightly. She relaxed her body against his and ran her fingertips up and down his back. The shower was relaxing and Oystein could feel the weight that he was left with from his nightmare washing down the drain.

"I love you Oystein. Everything is going to be okay." Y/n kissed his chest and looked up at him. He leaned his forehead down and rested his forehead against her own. He never thought he would be with someone who made him feel like everything was really going to be okay.

They got out of the shower and Oystein threw on sweatpants and let Y/n towel his hair dry.

"Can I ask you something?" He spoke from beneath the towel. She stopped rubbing his head and looked at him.

"What would it take for you to leave me? I mean of all the terrible shit I've done, what would be the deal breaker for you to call it quits?" He asked making her furrow her brow.

"Well I guess cheating would be up there. I don't share well so I'd absolutely not give you a second chance after that. Murder would also be pretty heavy. I couldn't be with anyone who would take another life. Hard drugs and alcoholism are up there too. Putting hands on me in an aggressive manner that I don't specifically ask for would be a deal breaker." The more she listed, the more Oystein made a mental note of things to avoid. He knew he wouldn't cheat or put hands on her. He knew his drinking isn't too bad and he doesn't use hard drugs. I absolutely hasn't murdered anyone so that's an easy one.

"I was involved in the church burnings...with Varg and Faust. I know you probably guessed that but I had to tell you. I don't want anymore secrets between us." Oystein explained making Y/n sit down on the bed next to him. She nodded like she knew already and that gave him some sort of odd relief.

"When Pelle killed himself, I freaked out. I didn't know what to do. I just...I sat there with him and cried for what felt like forever. I found his note...I just...I felt like I fucked up. I felt like I let him down and the only thing I could do was push his death to something extreme so no one would ever forget his name." Oystein started getting upset and Y/n took his hands into her own.

"I didn't keep pieces of his skull, I didn't eat his brains...I just wanted to cement his name into black metal because he deserved to be remembered. He was my friend...he was fucked up but he helped me become the person I am." Y/n wiped the tears from under his eyes.

"None of these nightmares are new. I've been dreaming about Pelle since I found him. The only thing that's different now is that more of the people I love are dying in them and I don't know how to stop them." Oystein let Y/n take his head and put it on her shoulder.

"Listen to me Oystein, you've made mistakes but you are not a horrible human being. You have a heart and a soul and you recognize the error of your ways. You are a talented and brilliant artist. You have a family that loves you, a band that respects you and a girlfriend who is so in love with you, she would take a bullet for you." Y/n held him tightly.

"You are not in this alone anymore. You've got me and I'm not going anywhere, no matter how bad it gets. You have me." He lifted his head from her shoulder and kissed her. She sighed into the kiss and laid him back on the bed to hold him. Oystein knew he needed a fresh start. He got one with Y/n and now he needed one for the rest of his life. He just didn't know how he was going to go about it.

[askdennycotl]

Hey anon?

Uncooked flour can contain e. coli.

"Ew..."

[chikinan]

I'm sentimental about them. & about camcorders. [twt + insta + ptrn on bio]

[doctorsiren]

I loved your headcannons about inukawa, reigen and reigens sister and I would really like to see what you think would happen if mob and reigens sister met and I was wondering if you could possibly draw them :D

hello yes I accidentally made a comic after seeing this ask yesterday 😁 bro psychoanalyzed her 😨

[killjoy-prince]

House M.D. but it's when House says Wilson's name

[royalarchivist]

Phil: This is not– this is not where we're gonna fight god, this is the opposite direction, they're taking us in the opposite direction.

Bad: Adventure!

Fit: Adventure?!

Bad: Let's do it! Let's go on an adventure.

Phil: [Reads Chayanne's sign then glances at the time] Ohhhh, dad's been streaming for 4 hours though! [Laughs]

I was looking for a specific early-days QSMP clip and instead rediscovered (what I believe is) Chayanne's first sign :')

[purewasteland]

try to take inspiration from.

[twilight-zoned-out]

Do you ever think about how lonely Steve must have felt during the first Avengers film? He’s only 27, but everyone treats him like his technical age of 94. He’s in an environment that should feel familiar to him but instead feels completely different. He’s trying to get his head around 70 years worth of missed history on top of readjusting to civilian life. And then he’s pushed into a dysfunctional group, and he has to take charge, because if he doesn’t take charge then everyone is going to die.

[goldenpinof]

right, just kinda like we did not consent to be born

[beevean]

People need to stop infantilizing Maya Fey. She's literally 28 and runs a village.

I haven't watched SoJ (lol) in a long time, but I remember thinking that Maya, outside of a few token scenes like her not finding the ladder/stepladder joke fun anymore, felt very similar in personality to how she was in the trilogy - not helped by the fact that the game uses her in the same way lol

Perhaps it's also because Maya, underneath her goofy demeanor, has always been more mature than she let on.

Anyway, yeah, it's like people still remember her how she was in the first game. She has outlived Mia, guys. Adults with a childish streak are still adults, especially if they are in charge of a whole clan.

[quilfish-swan]

celebrity crush..

[image id: drawing of 18-year-old kaeya from genshin impact looking sadly at a wanted poster of beidou saying, "oh, captain beidou, we're really in it now," like the meme of jason and ariana grande from "the good place." /end id.]

[image id: the meme from "the good place" of jason looking at a poster of ariana grande and saying, "oh, ariana, we're really in it now." /end id.]

[felinefractious]

🐱 British Shorthair (7G Bengal Outcross), Selkirk Rex (4G Outcross)

📸 Regina Heinen [vom Grutholz]

🎨 Seal Mink Ticked Charcoal, Chocolate Karpati Mink [Roan: Karpati (Carpathian) Pattern]

[nevert-the-guy]

Fun Fact: Kirby: Planet Robobot uses the Robobot Armor over twice as much as Kirby: Triple Deluxe uses Hypernova

[jokeanddaggerdept]

[jtl-fics]

Neil once again completely misreading when someone's flirting with him and about to square up in a back alley.

More pretty boy please

WIP Wednesday 2/28/24 (CLOSED) | Pretty Boy

They get back to the house and with one last squeeze they release one another's hands before heading out of the car. The door is unlocked and Andrew rolls his eyes imagining that the group hadn't really noticed that Andrew and Neil hadn't been coming in behind them.

They get ready for bed, brushing their teeth, using the toilet, and changing. When Andrew comes back to the room he finds Neil already changed and under the covers.

He crawls into bed in the dark and when he slides under the comforter he's a bit surprised to realize that Neil's wearing a sweatshirt to bed. He tries not to overthink it, it's gotten cold out and Neil's hand had been cold.

[purewasteland]

well-financed porn.