#15x18 despair

[consultingblueboxoperator]

Love is finally confessed.

Love is realized too late.

[macy2me]

Does anyone ever think about how Jensen knew this was the last time Dean would get to hug Cas when he filmed it?

[strawlessandbraless]

Becoming more sympathetic to endverse Cas by the day

[monstermoviedean]

we didn't get to see dean reciprocate in 15x18 but at that point cas' feelings were the ones in question. not dean's. they trusted us to connect the dots and understand that dean's feelings had been communicated to us over and over and over for years. you can reasonably put a question mark next to dean's feelings up until 08x17 at the latest. but cas? cas' feelings could reasonably have the question mark all the way up to 15x18. yes, we can read between the lines on cas' feelings but there were legitimate questions that were unresolved. could angels feel love? could cas feel love? did cas feel love? and then in one fell swoop we got them all. yes, yes, and yes. cas was the x we were solving for. dean was the constant.

[donteverchxnge]

“I would’ve said I love you too and hugged him.” JENSEN. SIR.

imagine THAT 15x18. THAT AND CAS NOT ONLY IN THE FINALE BUT ARM AROUND DEAN IN ROADHOUSE. I LOVE YOU TOO AND HUG AND ARM AROUND DEAN IN ROADHOUSE. I LOVE YOU TOO AND ARM AROUND DEAN IN ROA

[dean-is-love]

DESPAIR

[milfsisyphus]

15x18 "Despair" / mercury spills through a mine worker's fingers, National Geographic (1972)

[part 30/?]

[violetheart77]

You know, I’m something of a Lost Media Hunter myself 😏💙💚

[aventuras-de-andre]

I work for a newspaper, I am quite literally a journalist, and yet I know in my heart I will find out who won the US election through the destiel meme.

[castielsprostate]

okay but what if dean couldn't say i love you back to castiel in the dungeon is because dean was sooo embarrassed he thought cas was straight all those years so every memory where he wrongfully assumed castiel's sexuality came flooding back and then the pizzaman montage played on repeat a few times

[kerryweaverlesbian]

[ID: Two images side by side, stills of supernatural with white text obscuring them. The first is Dean's hands reaching out of his grave from the episode Lazarus Rising with the text "I dragged you out of hell". The second is Dean sat on the floor with his head in his hands from the episode Despair with the text "and I can throw you back in". End ID]

[strawlessandbraless]

It’s destiel o’clock

[monstermoviedean]

the thing i must remember is that destiel is not only about love. it's also about hope. for two weeks i wholly believed there was good in the world and the light was being beckoned forth. and even after that two weeks i could still say at least the love was real. they carried us through that.

[m-artsoul]

01/04/23

despair  the complete loss or absence of hope

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NOTE: in one of my classes we had to do a presentation about a story so of course i chose to make it about spn. li had to also make a poster but ofc i couldn’t be chill about it. so for anyone interested, here’s the original version:

also a close up:

[freechaostyrant]

A few times Misha (and Jensen, Rich, and others) make reference to Castiel's HOMOSEXUAL/ ROMANTIC confession of love:

[casxsunshine]

“He died, saving the world.”

he the world