#111/1111

[madewithonerib]

I'm kind of missing Prager/Gregg Hurwitz[?], someone usually says things that make you really think [open ended question/observation]. But I see Robert Barron's been replaced or tapped out.. is the band breaking up already? Although I do enjoy this addition of John Vervaeke vs. Os Guinness, so maybe the stand-in[?] will add relevance with his questions rather than know-it-all-ness??

I don't think truth is all that obvious, hence divine guidance/indwelling, confusion/loss/anger/habitual wanderings

My only problem with DW+ is they have content like what is a woman, kind of inane; something I'd pay to not have to see..

Dr. James Orr, Douglas Hedley, Jonathan Pageau, Dennis Prager, Ben Shapiro, Stephen Blackwood, Gregg Hurwitz, John Vervaeke

The Gospels: How Do You Know When You Find Truth?

[intuitively-her]

You have an innocent look to you. "Damsel in distress" vibes. You might attract partners that want to take care of you or save you in some way.

Your lovers tend to become possessive of you pretty easily. You're like a trinket that they want to keep tucked in their pocket to carry with them everywhere they go. You probably have multiple people in competition over you right now.🤭 Someone here has a lottt of social media stalkers, especially if you post thirst traps.😅

Your energy reminds me of Cher from clueless. You're a very beautiful and high-value person. But you still remain very down to earth and friendly to others.

You could have naturally curly hair. Someone here has blonde or black hair. You could have beautifully tanned skin as well.

The way that you command attention without even trying. You have a very confident and humble energy. But you also have this air of mystery to you as well. You are so aloof at times that you may not even realize how much attention is really on you.

You can be a little stubborn at times and prefer to stick to your own way of doing things.

You turn your pain into power! You're always onto the next best thing and following your goals. I feel like you've had to defend yourself and stand on business with a lot of folks lately.

🤍Zodiac confirmations: Taurus, Aries, Aquarius, Scorpio

Your energy is very exciting to be around. You are very free spirited and adventurous. Someone here likes to take solo trips/road trips.

Someone here could be into plants and botany. You could have a garden/greenhouse as well.

You know how to keep your situations surface level and keep your business on the low. People never really know what your next move is.

Someone specific here is a brunette or you could have blue/purple hair. You could also have a kinky hair type.

You are very independent and all about your money. Someone here owns a nice home. You have a lot of stability and actually take the time to move away from the things that don't serve you.

Someone here likes to get pedicures. You could also wear high heels often as well.

You have a generous and warm energy. People feel accepted by you. There could be people that look up to you in some way. I also sense a cutthroat energy from you as well though lol. You have a sweet x spicy duality to you.🥰

🤍Zodiac confirmations: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces, Libra

Your dedication to your work and goals.

Your ability to bounce back from situations by yourself and transform into new energy. Alchemist energy.

Someone here likes to wear knee-high stockings or leg warmers.

For my masculine's here, you could like to dress up in business casual attire or you could wear a lot of sneakers.

Your rebellious energy.⚡

You are very family oriented and hold your close relationships to a high regard. You have a very kind and sentimental energy. You could like to capture memories with your loved ones as well.

Someone here has their hair in a bob haircut, or you could have hair that flows all the way down your back.

You may have a tendency to ghost your flings/romantic partners or could be the type to lead people on at times.🤭

🤍Zodiac confirmations: Heavy water and air energy

You're a jack of all trades! Your skillset is very admirable. Someone here could play different sports, or you could be a part of some type of club/committee. There are many people that want to learn from you.

Someone here has tattoos.

Your sweet and loving vibe.

When you wear dresses or more fitting clothes. Your jewelry/accessories are very appealing to the eye as well.

You stick to your values and beliefs. You could be a "goody two shoes" lol

Your creativity.

When you wear your hair tied up in a bun or pigtails.

Someone here wears glasses.

Your rbf; y'all often have this bored expression on your face like you couldn't be bothered to interact with anyone around you.😂

🤍Zodiac confirmations: Sagittarius, Leo, Libra, Virgo

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[pink-amethyst-tarot]

🤍 Why You Should Be Proud Of Yourself 🤍

credit to @crystallilytarot for the idea 💕

P I L E 1 P I L E 2 P I L E 3

Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the pile that you think is the one for you ♥

P I L E 1 - You have come so far! Four of Swords, The High Priestess, Two of Pentacles, Eight of Pentacles, Ten of Pentacles, The Fool, The Magician

The first thing I heard before even pulling cards is The Party's Just Begun by the Cheetah Girls and that feels like a sign that you should be having fun, dancing and living your life to the fullest! Your life can be so beautiful if you let it.

You know much more than you think that you do. I feel like you are back and forth between losing faith in yourself and feeling like you are finally breaking through. (I know what that's like, I've been there too much.) You've got to cut yourself some slack. Yeah, it's not perfect now but, you have made so much progress and that is important. You are so much closer to the finish line than you realize. Don't give up now. You've worked too hard and have come too far to give up now.

party cuz you know the future's all yours // dance 'til your feet don't touch the floor // celebrate the day you've waited for // party like you're ready for so much more // do it like you know it's never been done // go a little crazy // have too much fun //today's the day, c'mon everyone // the party's just begun //

Channeled song - The Party's Just Begun by The Cheetah Girls

P I L E 2 - Going With The Flow Two of Pentacles, Nine of Pentacles, Two of Wands (Reversed), Six of Pentacles, Justice, Queen of Pentacles, Eight of Swords

Despite your fear of change, you have overcome, finding your balance in your life and either now or soon, you will be enjoying the fruits of your labor. That could be financial abundance for this pile - it seems pretty likely, considering all the pentacles. You have been a very giving person and now it's time that people start giving to you in whatever way that may fit you.

You should also be proud of yourself for getting yourself to a point where you don't feel sorry for yourself. You've done the work to really see the truth of the situation - where you have been both right and wrong - and you've seen that you aren't as stuck as you once thought.

P I L E 3 - You've opened your heart again! King of Cups, Ten of Swords, Seven of Swords, Seven of Pentacles, Ace of Swords, Eight of Pentacles (Reversed), The Moon, Ten of Cups

You've been through some hard times. I feel like your heart was really bruised and batter but, despite the things you have been through, you have taken your lemons and turned them into make lemonade! I can see some of you turning to writing, journaling, or posting on social media. You have been working on yourselves and you are so happy with the progress you've made. You should be proud of yourself; I know I am! This work you have done on yourself is leading you to a new beginning in your life, a change of pace that you have be dying to have!

Your dreams are coming true and your intuition is spot on! You are about to get everything you wanted and then some so you can relax and know that your life is about to change for the better.

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[prxttywhenicryy]

they mistook my kindness for weakness.

[mochiiniko]

Her heart was beating in her ears like a marching band

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I’ve been getting back into drawing stuff for Rhythm Doctor again because of the Act 5 hype, so here’s a silly comic based on Mic Check by ReneeDekobora2042!! It was one of the first RD fics I read when I first got into the fandom, and probably one of the best (definitely up there with Clipboard Notes, victor if you’re seeing this hi LOL) so I thought it would be nice to make a short comic of one of my favorite parts. More ramblings & bonus doodles under the cut :]

I started working on this about a month an a half ago, and initially I just wanted to work on this as a small silly wacky fanart project that was supposed to look more like this

So like every sane artist I decided to make it harder for myself

Also some unused sketches based on the Rollerdisco Rumble Reprise custom level by Kabii!

These were my favorite panels during the sketching phase but I had to change the last couple panels to reference 2-3N instead because it made more sense timeline wise. Might render these someday tho because I'm still attached to them lmao

Last but not least shoutout to my discord friends for being there for my slow descent into madness (now if youll excuse me im going to go collapse now thank you for reading)

[astrogirlythings]

🤞

[cosmicourple]

a few Odysseus x Zeus / Poseidon fics I think more ppl should go read (+ leave kudo’s so they’ll get more chapters if their multichapter :)))

#1: Cloudburst by LaurelsAndCats (Odyseidon, on the run adventure, peak shithead! Odysseus, minor sibling banter between Zeus n Poseidon, the King Ithaca thoughts CANT stay out of Poseidon’s brain :), currently not there yet, but it’s gonna have power bottom! Ody’ soooo-)

#2: Ambrosia by Dreaming_Magpie (Zeusseus + currently minor Odyseidon, based on the friend of the author AKA @scyllas-dogs , it’s gonna get even better :3, sexy sex, Zeus being Zeus, Ody’ don’t stay down despite everything AKA he bite, Poseidon got cockblocked in chapter 4 haha, generally just good Zeus x Odysseus food crunch crunch)

#3: Rings of power by carriejack03 (Zeusseus + OdyPen, face sitting, bottom Odysseus, Zeus being himself yet again, Pen�� being the fine queen that she is✨💙, Odysseus being absolutely dommed by Zeus n Penelope (mostly Zeus tho idk), description of Zeus’s cock)

#4: pride is a damsel in distress by nambi (implied Zeusseus, no sex but- homoerotic fight scene, Zeus gains a pain kink, feral! Odysseus >:]]], wholeheartedly eldritch Gods, tension, Zeus’s gets his world view rocked by biting, kinky thoughts of ichor after vomiting, while the rest of the serious so far has OdyPen, the author did say that their gonna explore the more of Zeus n Ody’ in a sequel fic :D)

#5: True Nature Will Be Revealed by HexxBunny (Zeusseus I am a dedicated fan pls give them more content gals—, size difference + kink, embarrassed Ody’, Odysseus gets FUCKED, inappropriate use of electricity, demeaning yet sexy dirty talk, *breathes* begging Odysseus,,,, “He understood now, the mortals that chose to risk Hera’s wrath. This was not a pleasure that should ever be known to mortal men.” 0u0)

#6: So Sweet by Vega_Rane (Odyseidon, Poseidon masturbates to the thought of Odysseus begging at him, Poseidon being a pathetic sexy man, it’s Neal Illustrator’s ver of the Sea God 😃, improper use of said design’s water arm, again, loser Poseidon jorking it to the thought of lil’ shit Odysseus wtf man just admit u wanna fuck him truly)

so, ye, go read them on Ao3/silly

[pretty-little-manifestations]

[l0vehandles]

111

[ancientgoddessofegypt]

Finding a Job. What works for you? Intuitive Reading .

Money rules the world. But what is money when you can't even enjoy what your doing while getting it? Having a hard time sticking to one job? Not sure whats the best outcome for you to make money ? So here I picked out a few angel numbers, and which ever one you intuitively pick is where your hearts desires, soul purpose and skills in money making come in to play.

I hope you all enjoy !

Pick a number !

111 333 444 555 777 999 1111 2222

Now let the games begin!

If you picked ...

111

Doctors, Lawyers, Teacher, Scientists.. This is where your energy works best. Teaching roles are something that give you're heart a big glow. It just works.

If you also picked this group...

Originality. Playing Cards. Jokesters. Tricksters.

You're great at being 'The Fool'. Making up sceems and getting out without a scratch. You could be good at scratch offs, playing poker, winning one of those casino games etc.

When it comes to originality, you make things your way. New ideas, new punchlines. It all works in the end.

If you picked...

333

Farms, Animals, Gardening, Community, Volunteering, Working from home,

This group has a healing aura to them. They need spaces where its quiet, cool, and earthy. Making sure their in groups , surrounded by good people is what works best for them.

Sometimes this isn't work to them. Volunteering is something that helps you feel good and is apart of you're life purpose. Charitable acts suit you greatly.

Working with animals, tending to gardens, dog sitting, etc. Works best for you.

If you also picked this group...

Knitting & Design

I see you guys sitting up on a rocking chair watching the view from your porch. Its a fun hobby and it can make a good coin in the long run. If you have talents in the arts, this would be a great new hobby if you havent tried it.

If you picked..

444

Architecture, Design, Technology, Cameras, Mechanics

If you picked this number, you could be pretty good at creating designs for homes, video games, websites, cars, etc..

You're brain is really connected to the art of detail. You are also good at the art of programming. creating new designs through photoshop or any other special effects program.

Coding is also another thing you guys could be good at.

Making design for clothes is a major one for you! Go on a website that helps with creating hoodies and t shirts, shoes, etc.. And you're in there.

If you also picked this group... Movies, Cameras, Hollywood.. Broadway..

Step by step. Move closer, but go slow.. This group are a class act. 'Prince Energy' : Intuitively Im picking up on star quality. And with 444 being the number that you guys picked, its asking you to work harder. This is a long journey, not a quick paced job. You'll look back and say thank you to yourself for allowing the small wins to propel you to the big ones. Oscar worthy energy is here for this group!

If you picked...

555

Associations, Team Player, Big Corporations, Groups and Connections

Working hard underground is a big one for this group. Connecting to smaller associations will bring you to bigger groups. Finding ways to bring new ideas to the table will benefit you in the long run. With this group.

The vision I got for this group was Buzzfeed and Google corporations. You guys work to create and expand your ideas, topics, and so much more. Its relaxing. Not too much but not so little.

If you picked...

777

Mystery, Oracles, Spiritual Community, Books, Spells, Travel Abroad

Spiritual healers! You're gifted in the arts of knowing. This group is capable of creating spells for the collective and it turning out with some benefits. You could read tarot, astrology, or anything connected to mysticism.

Doing spells for money takes practice, but it can work out for you in the future if you know what you're doing.

Traveling Abroad is one of the best ways for you to make money if you picked this group! It doesn't have to do anything with the occult. You could be a makeup artist, a dancer, doesn't matter. Traveling helps you expand your clientele, and puts more money in your pocket. Its a wonderful job.

If you picked...

999

Travel Abroad, Culture, Studying Abroad, Intellectuals, Thought-provoking conversations, Museums, Podcasts

Your looks is actually something that will propel you to new heights in this lifetime. Your personality, thoughts, creativity, and ideas will attract many followers and it could open up new doors along the way. Be open to being yourself in large crowds. You never know who might be listening! ;)

Whatever it is your selling, try going over seas and take that risk. Join a circus. Do something you have never done before. The unconventional works in your favor.

IF YOU PICKED.....

1111

YOU CREATE YOUR REALITY

Okay so this group is pretty special.

I get strong Emperor/Empress energy for you guys. This means, that you are capable of manifesting and willing in your desires with gratitude and connection to source. You don't have to beg, cry, or plead for the things you want to happen, they simply just do.

Enjoy this, because it is sweet. it is magic. it is free!

2222

ADVOCATE. JUSTICE. CREATE YOUR REALITY. STARTING STRONG. FILM. ENTREPENEUR. GLORY

Okay so this group has an interesting vibe. You guys advocate with groups. Protesting. Learning more about the city you operate in and being apart of it.

In this reality, you have to speak it and it will begin to will itself in your reality. You must be prepared for the work and effort you will have to put into this. it doesnt come free, cheap, or easy. Commitment will play a big role in how you move into what you want.

However, this group has the ability to serve the community in some way, and it will come back and reward them with recognition.

[xxkazuna14]

*The Squad is gathered in the living room for a meeting* Uzi: *walks in and sits on V’s lap* J: … N: Why are you sitting there? Uzi: There’s no free seats? N: But we made sure there was enough room for- V: *hugs Uzi tightly* There are no free seats.

[alluring-999]

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────────── ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 𝜗𝜚 ˚ ──────────

──────── ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟏 ˚────────

[pink-amethyst-tarot]

What you need to hear right now - Pick A Card

The world is really fucking sad, so here is some good news

Here are some families and causes you can help that are in Palestine.

Song of the Day - Big Boy by Sikey M.

P I L E 1 ~ P I L E 2 ~ P I L E 3

P I L E 1 - Be Radical.

Eight of Pentacles (Reversed), Queen of Wands (Reversed), The Fool, The Emperor

You don't have to push yourself so hard. There is no need to overcompensate because you believe that you aren't worried or special. You are where you are because you are someone special and worthy and so much more than you know. Spirit wants you to take that leap of faith. Sometimes believing in yourself is radical. Sometimes loving yourself is a radical act. You would be so upset if someone treated someone you cared about the way you treat yourself. Image in you had to live as someone you cared about for one whole year. What you do for that person in that time? How would you take care of them? What good would you have them do for themselves? That is how you should treat yourself. You are not your enemy. The negative thoughts you may have about yourself were never something that just came out of nowhere for your own head. People and life told you that you were wrong either through verbal or nonverbal communication. If you did not create these thoughts, why should you keep them? This Emperor is who you are meant to be. Take the leap. Be radical.

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P I L E 2 - Let Me Be Your Peace.

The Emperor (Reversed), King of Pentacles, Four of Wands, King of Cups

"Let me be your peace." is what I keep hearing. This could be one person or more than one person that wants to come in and your support. You have had people in your life that would come in and just treat you so awful but this person or people that are coming in, will not be like the people from your past. I say, "person or people" but I feel like that even if it's one person, that one person is going to come with people if that makes sense. and for someone of you, you may be meeting someone romantically and I think that's why even if it's one person, it will turn into people. Meeting one person will lead you to the one. The people that are coming in want to pour into you and they want to commune with you. You don't have to show up with something to give; don't worry about "what you bring to the table". The fact that you showed up to the function is enough. Your presence is enough. YOUR PRESENCE IS ENOUGH. YOUR PRESENCE IS ENOUGH. I just felt the need to say that way more than once so I can make sure you know. Maybe it can be your affirmation. The people coming in are less worried about what you can do for them but rather what they can do for you. They want to pour into your cups. I don't think it's because they don't expect less of you or expect you do less. I think it's because they trust and believe you will do right by them so they will trust and do right by you. They trust you. They believe in you. For those of you that have a romantic partner coming in, I hope you are ready to settle down/get married/have babies. Whatever the big step is for you and how that fits into your life, you will be doing that with this person.

Thank you so much for participating in this reading. Feel free to like, reblog and share. If you would like a personal reading, you can check that out by clicking here.

P I L E 3

Three of Pentacles, Two of Wands, Queen of Cups, The Star

This is your path. No one can make the decisions for you. You might be scared to get it wrong but there is no need. Open your heart and do what you truly believe is right for you; even if others would disagree. (212, 12, 2112 and/or 211 might be significant to you.) You can talk to the people that you respect and trust most in your life to get their opinion but, ultimately, it's all up to you. I keep getting distracted while doing this reading, which is weird because I was so focused for the other two. Losing focus of what you need to do or finding ways to distract yourself could be something that you relate to. I feel like if that's you, you're doing it because you don't want to make decisions but THAT'S NOW HOW THIS WORKS! The time is going to pass anyway, so might as well buckle down and handle your business. Yes, you could wait until it's the last minute but then you'll be all stressed out and it will make it even harder for you. Why put yourself through more anguish than you already are in? I feel like no matter what you choose, it will lead to a new beginning that will be very healing for you. Almost like you will be made new. you'll be born again in some, way, shape or form. Also hearing something about others making decision for you. Maybe people have made choices for you for a long time, maybe even your whole life. It doesn't have to be like that forever though. You got this. Believe in yourself.

Thank you so much for participating in this reading. Feel free to like, reblog and share. If you would like a personal reading, you can check that out by clicking here.

LEGAL DISCLAIMER: FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. THESE READINGS ARE FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. no guarantees are implied. These readings are not a substitute or replacement for any professional help or services. My readings are not a substitute for any form of professional legal, medical/psychiatric, relationship, religious/spiritual or financial/ business advice nor consultations. You should always see a professional legal/trained adviser for help in any matter. I am not responsible for any decisions/ actions you take.

[prxttywhenicryy]

girls when they fail

[thejournallo]

Angel Numbers!

FINALY! My internet is back, and I can write and post properly again! Let's go straight to the point!

Angel numbers are a concept rooted in numerology and spirituality. Those numbers are believed to be sent by angels, spirit guides, or the universe! Something that is not as often said is that every number is an angel number! The more common numbers are 111, 222, and 333. and are the ones I'm going to explain.

(At the end of this post, I will link to a website that actually has all numbers and their meaning as angel numbers.)

111: intuition This number is connected to you and your instincts and is telling you to listen because they are never wrong. 222: alignment All things are working in your favor, and you have to trust the process or take action because you are in the right place at the right time! 333: Support your angels and spirit guides; the universe is sending you love and guidance to let you know that they are with you. 444: Protection your angel; spirit guides; the universe is protecting you. 555: Changes changes are coming for you. 666: Reflect It's time for you to go deeper in your spiritual journey and your power. 777: Luck The universe is bringing you luck! 888: Balance Everything is balancing itself. 999: Release Let go of what no longer serves you and welcome the changes in your life. 000: New Beginning A fresh start is coming, and we are starting to make use of it! 1111: The right path for everything you are doing and learning is bringing you to your higher self; never let go and trust the process.

useful web site that lets you search for the specific number.

Another cool thing about angel numbers is that everyone has had an angel number since birth, just like the birth chart. To calculate it, we can use a calculator online or do it ourselves.

to calculate:

birth date: 12/10/2023 (for example)

day: 1+2=3 mouth: 1

year: 2+0+2+3 =7

3+1+7= 11

11 is a master number like 22,33. When these numbers come to the final numbers, they are not reduced more! (so you don't do 2+2 = 4).

(calculator and more)

As always, I will love to hear your thoughts! and if you have any questions, I will be more than happy to answer them! If you liked it, leave a comment or reblog (that is always appreciated!). and have a wonderful day or night!

[tigersharktheautisticseawing]

okay so I was listening to labour by paris paloma and I think I've made a discovery

so I was thinking through the song that while Stan in his teen years was experiencing physical exhaustion, when physical stuff is the stuff he's good at, Ford was experiencing mental exhaustion, having to study for like 12 PHD's at once while believing that if he can't do it it means he's a fucking failure due to his fragile af ego (same Ford, same), after the portal THEY SWITCH, and Stan is experiencing mental exhaustion (having to figure out portal building 101 on his own), and Ford is experiencing physical exhaustion (having to survive in the Nightmare Realm).

And like, that in itself is a pretty overdone concept, really, but the words "physical exhaustion" and "mental exhaustion" make it unique

I wanna see Ford believing that if he's not a smart guy then he's a freak, because he was told he was a freak by everyone except the people telling him he's smart. I wanna see him working himself half to death trying to prove that yes, he is smart and not a freak, and after a super compact study session he's at the edge of a breakdown, and the Fiddleford comes in and sees the hot mess in Stanford shape and asks something to the effect of "Stanferd... you good?" and Ford just screams at him to GET THE FUCK OUT OF HIS ROOM AND LEAVE HIM ALONE!, which ends in him realising what he said and crying, cause his brain is so damn fried

I wanna see Stan struggling. I wanna see him exhausted so bad he's couldn't stay up nights even if he tried. I want to see that man drained of energy, sad, wet and pathetic, on the very verge of sleep or death, while still trying to sell people products

And I wanna see Stan hitting himself in the head over and over and over telling his brain to do something! but it never does, he just stares at the numbers and code and slowly creeps to Ford's fucked up state, I wanna see this man cry looking at his brother's journals, wondering where he went wrong and why is he so fuckig stupid and such a failure, and breaking down, maybe if you believe in "fiddleford helped stan rebuild the portal" you can have the same scene as earlier but with Stan instead of Ford, or if not him just throwing the journal in rage and then apologising to like like to Ford and crying

I wanna see Ford completely spent. I wanna see him bleeding, dirty, chased by fuck knows what, slowly going feral as time goes on because it's the only thing that helps, while he knows that he'll most likely never return home, yet still accepting it. I wanna see him sleep deprived and near death, I wanna see him at his physical lowest

I wanna see the Stans take each other's places and realise that they were both in personalised hell that seemed a bit like heaven from the outside

I want to see them both realise that neither had that "perfect life" and that they were both severely fucked over by life, their parents and staneverything else

I wanna see them wrecked