#11/14/2023

[did-sage-reblog-cad-comics-today]

Did Sage reblog cad-comic today?

Yes

[imekitty]

Today I worked on:

Ghost on the Couch: 406 words

Prompt submission: 147 words

Disillusioned: 242 words

Last sentence written (from Disillusioned):

His face looked so much like Phantom’s in this moment, the same irritable and distrustful expressions.

[themindelectricdemo4]

JUST LIKE HAVING BAD FACIAL RECOGNITION IRL I HAVE BAD ART STYLE RECOGNITION I WILL THINK TWO PEOPLE WHO HAVE NEVER EVEN KNOWN WHO EACH OTHER EVER WERE AT ANY POINT WILL BE THE SAME PERSON

[xaviergalatis]

X

[inthiseternalmoment]

Watched Divergent

What a kooky fun ride it was.

11/14/2023

Bruh Thanksgiving is next week I don’t believe it.

Anyways, watched Divergent for the first time ever (I think I only watched the first half of it before). It’s just as corny and kooky as I remember it being, and I loved it ��

We intend to watch the entire trilogy while it’s still available on Tubi.

…

Also I haven’t made a record of it here but I’ve been growing out my facial hair for the first time in my life. It began on a whim, I just stopped shaving and didn’t feel motivate enough to do so. It’s been a month now and I have a full-on beard which is something I never thought I would do (at least my younger self never thought).

I doubt I’d be recognizable to my younger self.

[merry-kuroo]

There is a job opening in England right now I really want to apply for because I'm qualified.

But realistically, I can't move back to the UK at this time. I just got a new apartment (which I absolutely love btw) so breaking the lease isn't something I even want to consider.

I'd feel guilty for leaving my unfinished projects at work.

And I'd feel guilty for leaving all the amazing friends I've made here so far.

But man, I'm so unhappy in Austin. I hate this city so much. I was genuinely so happy when I was in Edinburgh last month and the entire time I kept thinking, "You're an idiot. Why did you leave the UK in 2021? Why didn't you apply for the graduate visa and try finding a job here?"

So yeah. I'm in this weird place in my life. I see multiple paths before me but I'm so scared of making the wrong choice. I live my friends and don't want to leave them but I also feel like my mental health will be better if I move back to the UK. And I keep flipping back and forth between wanting to get my Ph.D so I can eventually teach or pursue another Master's Degree and start a new career.

My mind has been in such a whirlwind for the last 2 months and I'm so exhausted. I want to try living in the moment, but I'm so anxious about my future that it's impossible for me to do so.

I'm going back to the U.K. for vacation next year and I'll be staying there for 10 days. I think that trip will mold my decision into what I decide to do.

[pigeonneaux]

Commission for @breizhbaguette !! THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE💍💓💘💘💖💘💖💘💖💖💘💥🔥🎉🫂🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇💘💓💘💘💞💓💘💘💘💘🫶‼️

BONUS UNDER THE CUT :

[meli-writes]

i think fr i love doll as a gender because it contains the pervasive feelings of both wanting desirability and beauty, and expecting/experiencing disposability, in a way that is just thoroughly reconciled. saddeningly maybe, the thought of a broken toy thrown away hurts, but it feels like what it's made for.

[goldenpinof]

onlyphans 2024

[nonetoon]

Caught-on-Tober week 2: Party Guests 🧛‍♂️ 💀 🧙‍♀️

8. Frankenstein’s Monster / 9. Vampire (?) / 10. Polkadot Ghosts / 11. Witch in the Sky / 12. Mysterious Skeleton / 13. Lost Werewolf / 14. The Cat

[breezy-cheezy]

Whumptober day 18:

ALT PROMPT: Body Modification

Consumed by hatred...

[hannie-dul-set]

made a spreadsheet summarizing (most of) my works since 2021. click to see my insanity in numbers.

[vhscorp]

Et lorsque vient la nuit, loin des corps endormis, sous la blanche clarté de la lune d'opale, nos âmes s’en vont danser au milieu des étoiles…

V. H. SCORP

[themindelectricdemo4]

I MAY HAVE CARED SOME POINT ABOUT ATTEMPTING TO ALLEVIATE MY DELUSION WITH THERAPY BUT NOW I THINK I JUST WANT IT TO CONTINUE OUT OF SPITE

[xaviergalatis]