#100lbs

[makesmallernow]

Been struggling a little less with the anxiety as days keep going but I can still barely eat. Dropped to 186.6 today. Haven’t weighed for over a week. My BMI is literally 30.0.

For the first time since I can remember, in the next few days I’m going to wake up and I’m not going to be obese anymore. The beginning of this year I was almost 300lbs, BMI over 46, struggled to move, hell I could hardly even put on my socks. I was medically categorized as SUPER MORBIDLY OBESE. And now before the end of this year I will descend beneath “Obese” or “Class I” and I will simply be overweight. I know it’s not as glitzy or glamorous as “Underweight” or “Severely underweight” or even “normal/average/healthy” but it’s a whole person gone from my body.

I am going out of 2023 less than 2/3 the man I was going into it and I couldn’t be happier about it.

[seannthecity]

I’m so 🍀!!! Meet Bo. He’s the new guy I get to see 5 days a week !!! #sothankful #stunner #obsessed #100lbs. 🏆🏆 (at Hudson River Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoVIIG0uH_P/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[linddzz]

I'm not gonna lie "jayce is protective/possessive in a way that a guard dog is" and "but a guard dog has a collar and a leash" have changed my brain chemistry on a molecular, nay, atomic level oh my god I'm a changed person nothing is gonna be the same *feral screaming*

Thank yooouu!!!! I am pretty pleased with that framing for them ever since it occured to me when I was writing out that protective/possessive Jayce post! It really clicked using that description as the summation of the VIBE I got from them even in Season1. That vibe where it's undeniable that Jayce is more physically forward and LOOKS like he's taking charge in those moments where he puts a hand out to hold Viktor back and it LOOKS at first like Viktor just goes along with things.

But there is just. That vibe. That sense. Something about noticing how much Jayce can act assertive but very much wants someone else directing him as Season1 goes. Something about how he's always moving around Viktor. And part of it clicks when you see him putting his head in Mel's lap repeatedly like every single giant dog that does not realize they are not lap size. Then somethinnggg about "man every time he's doing that or even talking to Mel he ends up talking about Viktor huh"

And THEN the something...something about Viktor. About his mix of quiet introversion but the very self assured confidence he carries himself with. The way if something frustrates him he looks over at Jayce like "do something about that." The way that as soon as they partner up it's like he becomes this quiet pivot point holding lots of eye contact while pushing Jayce to do crimes and then being the force of calm confidence as the pressure mounted trying to stabilize the hexgem for the first time. Something about how he always takes Jayce's constant touches and physical looming like it's perfectly natural and you don't know why, but it doesn't feel like Jayce is imposing on him???

And then (for me at least lmao) that exchange on the bridge makes it all CLICK. Jayce got so wound up he ended up snapping at Viktor (bc he is a high energy dog and his response to stress/fear is baring teeth lmao) and Viktor does not even look up as he smacks Jayce's hand away. Does not GLANCE at Jayce as he very pointedly moves away from him and out of Jayce's personal space bubble. And Jayce's hand flinches where it's held out and he immediately says "I'm sorry" in the smallest voice. And THEN, only THEN does Viktor allow the hand on his back to lead him away and you realize. holy shit. Jayce has earned touching privileges back. Holy shit.

and MAN I am usually NOT AT ALL into the idea of D/s dynamics as a lifestyle thing but with those maniacs it's like. Oh you two never even discussed that this is the dynamic. Y'all are just LIKE THAT. If Viktor ever called Jayce "good boy" even as a joke you just KNOW Jayce would DROP to his knees like it's an instinct (making for a hilariously awkward day at the lab)

come with me anon come with me everyone, we gonna explore Dom/sub dynamics that have bonkers types and layers of power exchange nuances in em

[habken]

relaxing for the first time in four months and now every muscle in my body is sore oh no

[entitiesandeggbutts]

im making you all look at my dog, she turned three today and she’s the best

[housecow]

Where on the spectrum does your breeding kink fall for you, personally? Is it purely a matter of size, as in do you want to be filled with dozens of babies just to grow even bigger, or is it separate from the feedism and is more realistic?

not necessarily separate, but definitely more realistic 🫣 being totally honest, i’m not really into non-realistic stuff at all. for feedism, i don’t enjoy the concept of rapid/instant/magic wg like you see around a lot.

for breeding, the same thing sorta applies… dozens of babies seems silly to me and not at all hot, though fantasizing abt twins is nice.. even if it doesn’t run in my family 😔 with the weight gain aspect, i like the idea of steadily getting bigger. if i want 3 kids—i’d want to be that mom that just can’t ever seem to lose the baby weight. i want whispers about why my husband even bothers knocking me up when i’m 400lbs, is he into that? do i somehow get bigger between pregnancies, too??

anyways. i like the intricacies!! it also just seems more intimate that way??

[bi-and-bottom]

I think shrinkyclink writers don’t think enough about the fact that a supersoldier with a weapon of mass destruction for an arm can absolutely lift 100 pounds over and over again for extended periods of time

[lilcowzia]

thinking once again abt the time a person who got weight loss surgery tried to give me all her 'fat clothes' and i was too fat for all of them 😵‍💫

[assassinregrets]

I GAINED 3LBS THROUGH THE INCREDIBLE POWER OF PASTA

EVERYONE APPLAUD ME IMMEDIATELY

[raviollies]

Doodling stuff between playing Nikki and the glow up from crinkled tissue is eternally funny to me. It's like seeing those pictures of stray cats before and after adoption

[kj-beastboy]

I don't know why I even have to call the Flug on my last post "chubby" that's kinda just normal weight the more I look at it. like 5lbs above maybe. since Flug is canonically underweight.

this is what he should look like in my dreams😔

[esmeislewd]

sooo when i was skinny i used to run 5km pretty regularly and like a feeder i know just baited me into trying that again and i barely jogged 500m before needing a break....im so unfit and omg was it so hot

[starwarsanthropology]

Some rough besany and ordo from my sketchbook because i think they are neat!

When Besany first got to know Ordo, he was impersonating one of her friends; between that and her career I don't think she'd have a lot of implicit trust in him. I don't think she'd have a lot of implicit trust in anybody.

And Ordo's trust issues are a whole other can of worms; he really truly only feels he can rely on himself and his family.

I don't think either of them can just let themselves trust one another; I think its an active, affirmed, ongoing choice. Their instinct is to mistrust, but they choose to have faith in each other. "I will put myself at your mercy because I want to let you uphold that trust."

I just can't see them growing closer except through continuous leaps of faith, and intentional vulnerability, and I actually really like that for both of them.

[katsigian]

Hooting hollering and yeehawing at their size difference someone sedate me

Valen is the tall, scary, intimidating attack dog while Nathan is the short bubbly cute one who puts a hi-vis vest on Valen and calls him his emotional support dog ☺️ Nathan's the only one he listens to so it works out great

Nathan belongs to @rindemption mwah mwah 💛

[housecow]

Do you think you could lose weight even if you tried?

i think i could !!! done it before—i’ve lost 40+lbs two separate times.

i just need a vice loll, in the past that’s been weed and/or coke zero 🤷‍♀️ from there i just start moving more and eating less. with that it comes off pretty fast.

that being said, i’ve never tried to maintain weight loss, so who knows? the main issue is motivation, i’m wayyy more motivated to gain than anything else haha

[briarpatch-kids]

Got tile samples ordered because I finally found a supplier of saltillo tiles that isn't asking for $600+ shipping and I'm worried they aren't legit.