#003 : ( about honey )

[jameui]

A LOVE TEXT AWAY - Jung Sungchan & Anton Lee

chapt. 003 _ time to make up

PAIRING: RIIZE's Jung Sungchan & Anton Lee x M!Reader SUMMARY: After a very weird confession over text, things started to go downhill for you, but not entirely, only until two boys came into your life and changed your life forever. NOTE(s): may contain explicit content that's not suitable for younger viewers. please read at your own risk.

ADDITIONAL NOTE: this chapter contains narration

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you are quietly sitting in class, sighing to yourself. while the class is ongoing, the ideas that popped into your head about your performance task from one of your majors' is written on your notebook. it sucks that your friends are from another section, thus grouping up with strangers is hard for you.

soon, the classes ended yet your eyes are srill glued onto the paper that's on your desk. the only word on it: mellow-rock.

when did coming up with ideas become so hard?

suddenly, you hear your phone go off and lights up with a message from your circle's group chat.

you didn't understand what sohee meant at first, until you felt something cold come in contact with the skin on your face, which gave you a start, looking up to see the male who put on a cute smile and sat down on the chair beside you. "take it. i bought it for you," sohee said, then taking a sip from his carton of milk.

you gladly took his offering and smiled at him. "thanks, sohee. kinda needed this. stressing over the performance task is slowly draining my battery," you told him, his brows furrowing.

"oh, honey. i'm so sorry i can't do anything. had i known you'd be alone, i could have grouped up with you," sohee stated out. you just shook your head at him and laughed softly.

"you have nothing to be sorry about, sohee," you replied, sohee pouts in return. "anyways, there's probably still a few groups that's missing a member. i'll just have to wait until someone decides to let me join them." you look at the carton in your hands and start to open it.

you flinched in surprised when sohee suddenly stood up from the chair that caused it to creak. "i'm gonna find you a group, y/n. and i won't come back until i find you one!" sohee declared, making his way out of the room.

"what? sohee, that's not really necessary," you told him, yet the male stood his ground.

"shush, honey boo-boo. i'm fixed on what i said," he said and left without uttering a word again.

[aboutkiyoomi]

003. haters vybz | antipathy

today was the day, the fated ynified x kodzuken collab stream. although, y/n wasn't the safest to agree to this stream so quickly, she made it so that it would be a STRICTLYY virtual stream to protect herself, in case kenma was some insane maniac.

after a couple days of deciding which game to play, y/n and kenma decided on a variety of games to adhere to the wants of both of their viewers.

kenma was a little nervous, considering this would be his first real interactions with you. ok, maybe those nerves were starting to cause him to rethink his plan but his thoughts were brightly interrupted by the loud ring of yn's phone call. he shakes a deep breath out before picking up the phone.

"hey, i have everything set up. so whenever you're ready." she speaks calmly.

"yea alright, i have everything set up on my end. see you in game, y/n." he smiled; a soft, secretive smile.

the first game they decided to play was call of duty, considering it pandered to kenma's audience the most but, y/n's fans were very welcoming to it, they settled on beginning with it. the stream began, the face cams on and mics blaring, aggressive keyboard noises sounded out amongst the stream.

"omg thank you for the gifts. kenma, you have very sweet fans." she said, smiling sweetly into the camera. kenma, on the other hand, frowned slightly.

"let's pvp." he suggested suddenly. the chat blew up in agreement, excited for some genuine competition.

"i'll warn you... you're about to get your ass kicked." she agreed, the competitive glint stretching across her eyes.

the game went by, slick comments being thrown from kenma. which you shook off, passing it off as game chat, to which you replied back with even slicker comments but there was something specific about this insult that had you pausing.

"damn and i thought u were just a silly little influencer." kenma spoke, laughing as a smirk spread across his face.

"what did u just say..??" she asked, the chat beginning to immediately blow up with questions.

"i said, i thought u were only good at the makeup and vlogging thing. but you can hold your own. where'd you learn that from?" kenma spoke, face reverting back to his natural, unashamed stance. the chat began throwing questions of 'oh shit' and 'is this real?'

"are you...underestimating me, kodzuken?" she spoke, her voice unwavering and calm. a stillness coming over her and her online alias who stood still. kenma's eyes widen, the sudden change in name and tone could only be noticed by him.

"never, i think it's cute what you're doing." kenma shrugged, attempting to alleviate what he said, slightly.

"cu- " y/n began, eyes silently fuming before deciding to keep the peace for the sake of her image and not wanting to feel kiyoko's wrath for causing a possible pr nightmare. suddenly, her demeanor completely switched, eyes fluttering at the webcam.

"don't tell me you've got a crush on me, ken" you smiled sweetly, a flirty tone carrying it's weight as you continue to play. kenma sputtered as your character attacked him. confusion and a quick blush running across his face.

"never. i hate you too much." he smiled brightly, understanding the tactics she resorted too.

"great, i hate you even more." you smiled sweetly, allowing the stream to continue with snarky comments hidden with sweet words. like malice coated in honey, the fans ate it up but to you, you never planned on doing this again.

notes: MWAHAHHAHAHA. silence and suspense? am i mysterious and ominous like kenma....jk enjoy babies. new chap soon and go check out the new fic !

taglist: @3lectraheart @fairyrots @chemiru @i-am-trying-i-promise @herteatime

[raeniskaies]

how to fix your mindset ♡

- your mindset is one of the most powerful things in the world . how you depict the world , what you believe , can absolutely change it all . .

001 , respect yourself

- so most of you attend school , right ? whenever you talk to the teacher , you call them by their honorific titles or speak to them with respect . or if you meet a stranger , you greet them and ask how they are. now , forget about teachers or strangers , imagine you are greeting a member of the royal family , you curtsy or bow towards them with a great amount of respect. you are a member of the royal family. every single morning , look in the mirror and tell yourself you deserve a great amount of respect and you deserve the freaking world . don't expect anybody to love you if you don't even like yourself ! look at your room. is it messy ? if so , go clean it right now because having the place where you sleep , study and lounge be messy is extremely disrespectful to yourself. not having the respect or even a frick to clean after yourself is disrespectful to you and you might not even realise it. treat yourself like you're the most precious thing in the world because honey , you are .

002 , stop being lazy + pathetic

- you may be still searching on how to stop being lazy or how to get back up. do it. I don't care if you're tired because whose fault is that ? some people can not afford to be lazy. the financially struggling can not afford to be lazy. the single parents can not afford to be lazy. the workers can not afford to be lazy. you sit around on your butt all day watching tiktok or reading tumblr blogs or whatever to do absolutely nothing. God has given you the gift of life , out of billions , you were the one to be placed on this earth and you spend your life doing nothing ? don't say you're unlucky or your life is terrible. that's absolutely pathetic. let that be your motivation. it's okay to take breaks or rest but please get back on track. only the privileged can afford to be lazy.

003 , don't follow people around - you're not a dog

- have you watched ' mean girls ' ? had you seen gretchen and karen ? did you notice how they follow regina ? don't be like them , don't waste your time , your life on following someone like they own you. don't seek someone's attention like you live off of it ; you don't ! it's also disrespectful to yourself because you're lowering yourself to the position of a dog or any other pet , following it's master to the end of their time. life is only once. use your time on something more important.

004 , idgaf

- please don't care if somebody hates or dislikes you. they are just jealous. no seriously , they spend most of their time obsessing over you and your life just to " hate on it " , they're jealous , hun. also face it , we are all going to die , life is too short to care about it , you are way more important to just worry your pretty little head on some obsessive parasite !

" so and so said this about you - " okay.

" they said this - " okay.

okay. idgaf.

005 , life is survival of the fittest

- your future matters. your teen years go way too fast and before you know it , you're already grown up. get a decent education. get to the top.

my mother always tells me I am pretty , I am smart , I have potential and I actually do. at the age of 10 she would already know what private university she would attend and she would have that as her number one goal. 5 years later , she travelled away from all of her family , her friends , her home to reach her dream ( the uni ) and she did. she knows others who have done the exact same as her who are billionaires and others who haven't who are financially struggling. throughout her parenting ( the first couple years were an extremely tough time for her ) journey , not one person , not even her bestest friends had come to our home offering gifts or money , not even for her kids. everybody else is focusing on their own families and their lifes ! if you have an opportunity , take it , like my mother had + be prepared ! because at the end of the day , in 10 years , your " friend " will not pay your rent.

006 , your mind is blind but not deaf

- your brain has no eyes of some sort that can lookout and know what's happening. whatever you tell your brain is happening , that's what it will believe , e . g ::

♡ " I'm ugly " then you'll be ugly. you'll perceive yourself as ugly.

♡ " I can't achieve anything " then you won't. you'll get nothing done in your life.

instead , tell yourself affirmations in the mirror , remind yourself that you're absolutely stunning ! it will come true !

007 , every setback is a blessing in disguise // see the bright things in everything

- now I do not care how bad something was , or how much it had impacted you , that is a blessing in disguise from God. God has your back. God is with you 24 / 7. He is greater than everything in the entire world. Don't ever erase that from your mind if something as small as not being able to go to your bestie's bday party or having strict parents. When I moved to the other side of the world , I felt like my life was over. 2 months later , I realised how toxic some of my old " friends " were and I got amazing opportunities where I live now. " When a door closes , another one opens " that is one of the most truthful sayings ever.

008 , don't wallow in your own self pity like a pig

- did you lose a competition or your partner broke up with you ? its okay to feel sad and you can cry about it but afterwards , get up. Move on. im sorry but nobody really cares. "oh my life is so unfair" so is everybody else's ? Get over it , please ! you can try another competition and your ex was clearly not for you so move on. nobody will care because they have their own problems to deal with. they may say sorry or give you a pat on the back but that's it. It won't change anything. they will be a whole lot ahead of you whilst you're still in the same spot in life , wallowing in your own self pity. whether you like it or not , life moves on and nobody cares , ml ♡

009 , set boundaries

- do you not like it when someone makes fun of you or touches you in a way you don't like ? you do not have to endure that , honey ! set your boundaries and if someone breaks them , take a break / leave them ! if they cannot respect your boundaries , they don't deserve you ! ♡

010 , drop toxic people

- it doesn't matter if you've been friends with them since kindergarten , or you don't want to seem mean. drop toxic people. this includes "friends" who just talk about themselves and say things like "oh , my life sucks" all the time , put everything in a negative mood. they don't deserve you. don't ruin your mental health over someone else , ml ! ♡

sorry if I sounded mean , I'm just trying to be honest !! ♡

[a-aexotic]

half & half. part 003. previous

warnings ; mentions of creepiness, robbery? following, a punch, an argument (lmk if i miss anything) a/n: ALSO if you guys want to be in the taglist lmk, i have like two people on there so far

taglist: @steveharringtonswifey09 main masterlist. obx masterlist.

You woke up that morning, feeling the bed was more empty than last night. You assumed that Rafe had left earlier this morning and you couldn't help but feel a tiny bit disappointed. The more you thought about it, the more silly the thought had become.

You shouldn't feel disappointed, not even a little bit. Why would you be? I mean sure, you saved him. But it's not anything special, anyone else on the island would've done the same. Right?

You woke up and checked the time and realized you were going to be late for work. You quickly got dressed and brushed your teeth and hair, putting on some sunscreen before running downstairs. It was around 9:30 so your parents were having breakfast.

They were sitting in the dining room as you walked down the stairs quickly trying to find the first thing you could just eat on the way.

"Morning sweetie, how'd you sleep?" Your mother voiced.

"Uh, good. Good. In a hurry, if I'm late one more time Jill's gonna have my head."

"Not with me as the owner," Your father joked as your mother smiled. But you knew one complaint from you and she's out the door. You quickly grabbed the banana in your mother bowl and put it in your tote.

"Also honey, tell Sarah to stay for breakfast next time she stays over, we heard her leave this morning."

You froze at your mother's comment before quickly humming in response. "Y-Yeah, I will. She just wanted to watch the uh, sunrise this morning."

Your father gave your mother a weird look but she brushed it off. "Yeah, that sounds like Sarah! Okay, sweetie. Go or you're going to be late."

"Okay thanks mom, I'll be home around like 7 tonight. I might spend the night at Sarah's though, it depends." You walked out of the dining room.

"Okay, text me. I love you!" She shouted from the dining room.

"Love you too!"

When you got to the country club, you went to check in with a now very angry Jill. She watched you walk into her office, a scowl on her wrinkly and orange face.

"You were supposed to be here 20 minutes ago, Y/N. This is the second time this week."

"I was late like 5 minutes yesterday and that was just because I couldn't find any parking." You refuted quietly. You felt like a little kid getting lectured. You should be used to it by now, you get a lecture from Jill almost everyday.

Jill grumbled before her face morphed into a mischievous one, "Well then, plan accordingly. I want you to work on the golf course with Mr. Winston and his buddies as punishment."

You gaped at her, disbelief in your face. You can't believe she pulled that card. She heard you talking with your coworker about how weird they were and she has the nerve to use that against you?

"Okay, Y/N. Go along." She waved her hands at you, signaling you to leave her office. You knew better than to just quit right there, or worse, get her fired. But people in the country club already call you 'nepo-baby', it would only make it worse.

You walked out to the golf course before you were stopped by a familiar voice. You turned around to see Topper and Kelce jogging up to you. You felt yourself look around to try and find the missing piece to their trio but you quickly turned back after not finding him. You felt stupid for even looking for him in the first place.

"Hey, Y/N!" Topper greeted you with a big smile, a weird sight for you. You'd never actually hung out with Topper outside of parties or at school. Kelce was close behind, waving.

"Hey, Topper and uh, Kelce. What's up?" Your voice dripped with skepticism as you held up your hand to shield your eyes from the hot Outer Banks sun.

"We were wondering if you have an employee discount."

"Or uh, family discount." Topper continued with Kelce’s statement.

You looked at the two of them, confusion on your face. "Maybe, depends on why?"

"Well, we want the discount because we spent all our weekly allowances already." Topper announced a little too proudly as you held in a laugh.

"You guys have weekly allowances?" What are you, 12? You wanted to say but you decided it was best if you hadn't.

They both nodded in response.

Before you could reply, you saw a familiar face walk up to the three of you, sunglasses on his face and a backwards cap - his signature look.

"Are these losers bothering you, Y/N?" Rafe commented before getting an eye roll from Topper. The black eye was evident on his face but he tried his best to hide it with his Burberry sunglasses and everyone hadn’t noticed except you.

"No, dude we're just asking if we could use her family discount." Kelce added. Rafe had let out a laugh before waving them off. You tried your absolute best not to laugh, a smile on your face. It was really entertaining seeing one of the richest OBX guys ask for a family discount.

"Since when are you guys broke?"

"Actually Rafe-"

"It's fine. You guys can use it just say you're friends of the family and they'll give the discount, if not you can call me over."

Topper gave you a big smile and then gave you a pat on the shoulder. "You a real one, Y/N, thanks!"

Him and Kelce high fived before happily walking away. Rafe stayed behind, turning to you and opened his mouth to say something.

"Yo, Rafe, hurry the fuck up man we're not waiting for you. Lunch's on me!" Topper shouted causing Rafe to groan in response, rolling his eyes.

"Okay, dude, fine. I'm just apolozing to her because that was the most embarassing thing you've done all week, which is saying a lot-"

"Dude, just hurry the fuck up."

Rafe mumbled something under his breathe before giving you a sympathetic look, jogging to catch up with his friends. You felt you heart jump.

You cursed yourself under your breathe before quickly walking away, trying to find Mr. Winston.

You and the Pogues were currently in town, shopping. You were just bored and wanted to treat yourself and knowing JJ, he tagged along. But if JJ came, the whole crew had to come with you guys. So now a simple trip downtown turned into a whole hang out for you and the Pogues.

After a long two hours of shopping, Kie dragged you guys into her favorite taco place. You couldn't say no to her because she was extremely convincing and you were starving; you hadn't eaten since lunch.

JJ and Pope were up at the counter, ordering for everyone as you and Kie sat down and waited. "Hey, do you know where John B went?"

You shook your head, "Not sure. Um, let me call him." You felt around in your pockets and then quickly realized you had left it in your car. Thankfully, it was a 2 minute walk so it wasn't far. "Shit, I left my phone in the car. I'll be right back."

Kie nodded as you walked out of the restaurant and started making your way to your car. As soon as you left, you instantly regretted not taking Kie with you.

There were a lot of drunks around this time of day and you didn't feel safe. You only had your car keys but you didn't know how much that could really do if someone did end up trying to do something to you.

Thankfully, you reached your car relatively fast. You took your tote quickly, locking your car as you closed the door.

When you started walking back, you felt someone's eyes on you. You turned your head to see a man following you and you instantly went in your tote to grab your pepper spray. You doubted he was going to do anything on such a main street but you had to be prepared.

You felt your heart race as he started gaining speed on you, as you started walking fast. Sooner than you know it, you're close to the restaurant; you could see it.

Then, your heart dropped once you heard a rough voice. "You got any spare change?"

You turned to see the man from before. He looked like he was in his mid 40s, he was red from the sun. He had a black hoodie on and some shorts.

You shook your head politely, "No, sorry. I only carry card."

He smirked at that, "are you sure a pretty lady like you doesn't have any cash on her somewhere in that purse?"

You shook your head and immediately started walking away, fast. He then grabbed your arm and a yelp erupted from your throat. Then you heard the man grunt in pain and let go of your arm.

You turned back to see none other than the boy who's been harboring your mind since the entire day: Rafe Cameron.

He then grabbed the man by the collar and threw another punch, causing the man to fall backwards on his back. He made another grunt that was filled with pain.

You didn't know what to do, you just stood there in shock. Then you heard some shouting in the back and you turned to see JJ and Pope running towards you, Kie following close behind.

Rafe looked up and JJ made his way towards him; you felt the anger radiating from him. "Why the fuck are you talking to my sister, huh, Cameron?"

Rafe put his hands up, "Calm down, asshole. This dude was harassing her and I helped her. Thanks to me she isn't getting robbed right now."

JJ scoffed and looked down at the man, "I'm supposed to believe that bullshit? And why would you save my sister? Don't you hate us?"

"I hate you," Rafe clarified as he went up in JJ's face, pointing a finger in his chest. "Unlike you and your dirty pogue friends, she's actually nice so, no. I don't hate her." He looked at you and you heard JJ let out a bitter laugh, grabbing Rafe by the collar.

You immediately jumped in and grabbed JJ. "Stop, JJ. It's fine, it was a misunderstanding, let's just go eat, okay?"

"A misunderstanding? Y/N, he called us-"

"I said, let's go." You said tightly, your voice stern and tense. Kie and Pope were behind you, surveying the scene in front of them. JJ let go of Rafe and started walking away as you, Kie and Pope waited.

"Thanks, Rafe." You muttered, a small smile making it's way on to your face. Kie quickly grabbed your arm, making you turn to walk back to the restaurant, leaving Rafe and the man alone.

You walked back into the restaurant, Pope and Kie following suit. You readied yourself for JJ's reaction. He sat at the table, arms crossed as he looked at the food.

You took a seat next to him and he silently glared at you while Kie and Pope awkwardly sat across from the both of you. They ate in silence but JJ didn't even touch his food.

"JJ, you aren't hungry?" You finally spoke up.

"No."

"Come on, eat a little bit. I know you only had a granola bar, you must be-"

"Y/N, you're not my fucking mom, I don't need you to nag on me. I said I'm not hungry."

Everyone tensed up immediately as JJ spoke. You furrowed your eyebrows, "sorry, what?"

JJ turned to you. "You heard me. Why don't you go and hang out with the Kooks since you're so friendly with them, right? You're their best friend, good ol' Y/N, right? You don't need us Pogues anymore."

"JJ you have no clue what the fuck you're even talking about." You defended as JJ let out another bitter and rough laugh. "Just because Rafe stood up for me doesn't mean we're friends, it just means he's nice-"

"Nice?!" JJ shouted, in utter disbelief at your words. "If Rafe's nice then I'm the most fucking gracious person on Earth."

You scoffed and rolled your eyes at JJ's audacity.

JJ then stood up and slammed his chair back in. "If you had any ounce of respect for us, you would never associate with that asshole or even talk to him. I guess you are Kook, through and through. You're no Maybank, Y/N, let alone a Pogue."

You were so angry, you were ready to hit JJ right then and there. "I would never, ever want to be a Maybank, JJ. I guess you are right, because if Kook means open-minded, not judgmental and not fucking crazy, then yes. I am!"

JJ took one more look at you and then sneered at you, walking out of the restaurant. Kie and Pope watched JJ as he walked away and you looked back at them, sudden guilt filling your system. You just ruined their dinner because of a stupid fight with JJ. You also felt bad for making a scene in such a public place, embarrassment falling down on you. You reminded yourself to leave an extra good tip for the waiters.

Kie was worried, she'd seen you guys fight and argue, but never to this extent. You'd always make up in a day or so, but this felt like this was going to drag on.

"Hey guys, what'd I miss?" John B suddenly appeared and sat in JJ's seat, everyone exchanging awkward glances.

[mouldymp3rotations]

Hello, fellow curious minds and weird music enthusiasts ! I am Crow, I reside @corneille-moisie, I'm autistic, and I'm going to be your host, here :)

-> I'm using this blog to info dump about music I enjoy and share mp3s for free, as an homage to mp3 rotation blogs from the early 2000's. Such blogs allowed me to discover the majority of the music I still listen today, so I figured that I could keep the tradition going :)

-> Blog updates the 10th of each month with at least 5 songs each time~

Répertoire :

1023-002 Vampire (Aikaryu, Aural Vampire, Gackt, Kaya, Luci'fer Luscious Violenoue)

1123-003 Sakurai Atsushi (Buck-Tick x5 + 1 from his solo career)

1223-004 Birthday Month 10 Favourite Songs Part I (Dalida, Dir en grey, Evanescence, Gothika, Hora, Klaus Nomi, Lili Fatale, Queen, Schwarz Stein, The Birthday Massacre)

0124-001 Electro Goth Gender Units (Blam Honey, GPKism, Schwarz Stein, Seileen, Velvet Eden)

0224-005 Valentine's Hornies (Fatima, Kaya, Kuroyume, Pierrot, Vidoll)

0324-006 Female-Fronted Japanese Electro (Aural Vampire, Bespa Kumamero, KiLHi+ICE, Suppurate System, BAAL)

0424-007 Hora + Kaya = ♥ (another cell x2, Hora x2, Kaya)

0524-009 20 Years Of Visual Kei, Part I (1/7) (Dir en grey, Moon Kana, Malice Mizer, Miyavi, Moi dix Mois)

0624-010 20 Years Of Visual Kei, Part II (2/7) (Deathgaze, Dir en grey, Gazette, Mucc, Soroban)

0724-015 20 Years Of Visual Kei, Part III (3/7) (Glay, hide, L'arc~en~Ciel, Penicillin, Plastic Tree)

0824-011 20 Years Of Visual Kei, Part IV (4/7) (Aikaryu, Hizaki, Lareine, Malice Mizer, Schwarz Stein)

0924-013 20 Years Of Visual Kei, Part V (5/7) (Dué le quartz, Inugami Circus Dan, Orgel, Pierrot, Psycho le Cému)

1024-012 20 Years Of Visual Kei, Part VI (6/7) (An Café, Ayabie, D, Doremidan, Nightmare)

1124-014 20 Years Of Visual Kei, Part VII (7/7) (D'espairsRay, Eliphas Levi, Eve of Destiny, fiction, Madeth Gray'll + bonus)

1224-016 Birthday Month 10 Favourite Songs Part II (BLOOD, Blutengel, Chanton L'amour, D'espairsRay, Dalida, HIM, L'Âme Immortelle, Nightwish, Pierre Lapointe, Rentrer En Soi)

0125-017 2024 musical recap

Other uploads :

-> near complete Schwarz Stein discography

-> Issay gave life to Flowers - a tribute to Der Zibet-

-> nomico - miracle honey

-> Parade II -Respective Tracks of Buck-Tick-

-> Bespa Kumamero's 3 albums

[clovenly]

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ; lyrical writing prompts, mitski, part one!

001. brand new city

'i think my heart is ready to die'

'i think my body is falling in pieces'

'honey, look at me'

'i think my fate is losing its patience'

'i think the ground is pulling me down'

'i think my life is losing momentum'

'i think my ways are wearing me down'

'if I gave up on being pretty i wouldn't know how to be alive'

002. bag of bones

'i'm all undone'

'i'm carrying my bag of bones'

'mercy on me'

'would you please spare me tonight?'

'would you let me let go?'

'i hope you leave right before the sun comes up'

'i can take a little bit more'

003. goodbye my danish sweetheart

'there's nobody better than you'

'would you spare me your voice if i call?'

'you waited and watered my heart 'til it grew'

'i don't blame you if you want to bury me in your memory'

'i'm not the girl i ought to be'

'there's some kind of burning inside me'

'would you just tell me what i'm meant to do?'

'i don't mean to make your heart blue'

'could we be what we're meant to be?'

'i'm just about to beg you, please'

004. i want you

'i want you'

'you're coming back'

'we're starting over'

'i love you, darling'

'i am done, dear'

'i just need a quiet place where i can scream how I love you'

[weoris]

엔하이픈 ( MASTERLiST )

000 ┊ ENHYPEN

headcannons

expectation vs reality ot7

tell me you, want me too! hyung line

take me on a trip ot7

âmes sœurs hyung line

reactions

when you randomly kiss them ot7

001 ┊ LEE HEESEUNG

foggy ・ drabble

foggy pt.2 ・ drabble

everywhere I go ・ short fic

nobody’s home ・ drabble

002 ┊ PARK JONGSEONG

glass heart ・ thought

003 ┊ SIM JAEYUN

honey and cotton ・ headcannon / drabble

004 ┊ PARK SUNGHOON

doll you ・ drabble

005 ┊ KIM SUNOO

006 ┊ YANG JUNGWON

connected melodies ・

SMAU ✉️ jungwon never expected everyone to think your unreleased love songs were about him, despite being his long-time crush, you were also his senior and sister of his own idol—jungkook. and you never thought about jungwon romantically, but with all your friends playing ‘cupid’ you were starting to think differently..

kiss, kiss, kiss ・ drabble

007┊ NISHIMURA RIKI

highschool athlete!riki ・ headcannon

[lifebinds]

@gettnup asked:

for benzo. hc +

001. what was benzo's relationship like with silco prior to his arrest?

honestly, i think he was someone who silco thought was just a meathead. thought little of him aside from extra muscle to get jobs done. i think he wasn't particularly close - close. but i think they did hang out quite a bit. enough that silco respected his talents, and still knew him to be reckless & stubborn in his youth.

002. did benzo have children of his own? if not, did he ever want anyway?

he did not ! i don't think settling down was ever something he wanted. at least he always liked being more of someone who helped out, the babysitter / godfather who could hop kids up on sugar and send them home. i think he had a lot of time to nurture the qualities in engineers and inventors he didn't have a lot of growing up, in hopes they'd be able to accomplish more than their parents or himself.

i think he grew content with how things where.

but he also always made it out to be a thing, about how it was 'junk' he didn't need. while keeping a watchful eye to see what the kids accomplished with said "junk". and learning what they liked to build, keep things he knew they'd need or have interest in, in specific spaces for them to "find". i think he's stoic, and adjusted a lot to be softer and less stoic / gruff around them so the kids were happier.

003. what about the pawn shop business enticed benzo to get into it?

benzo is someone who learned quickly what would sell and what wouldn't. after working in spaces, the mines, working maintenance in the vents, he learned to pick up on orders, on parts that needed to be fabricated, or made, cost of materials. etc. etc.

while benzo was able to make connections topside, a lot of people in the lanes have too much resentment, too much aggression towards them, and they're too quick to resort to things that would sever those connections. so benzo, as always was filtered into a middleman. it let him help those in zaun get cash quick. and allowed him to make a living as well.

because of how the lanes are, i shrimply don't think he ever thought about it being an honest shop. though he probably dreamed about it quietly.

004. what is his opinion about vander's dealings with the enforcers?

it brought peace. he trusts his friend. he's had his back for as long as he can remember. he's not entirely keen on it. but it let them deal with things on their own. their people, their rule. he only didn't agree with how easily unsettled things could get. and worried about it coming to something, like vander being pushed out of power.

i think he also thought it was a temporary fix, something for the kids to be able to grow up and use their big ideas to make the changes that he and his friends didn't have the power to do without causing conflict. much on his part. so i think, he was a little guilt ridden about those things.

005. what are some of his favorite food? has he ever gotten the chance to eat the food the topsiders eat or had it all been cuisine made in zaun?

he's a big fan of beef and peppers. any kind of skewers, with a spicy honey glaze. i like to think this is sold closer to the bridge, they just don't have these things further down in the lanes. but i think when he goes to sell in piltover there's a few vendors he deals with. both to pick up a good snack and to get information from them.

he's a rather charismatic individual, so i think sometimes he gets to haggle and bring a bit more back than he should.

he def enjoys a lot of food from zaun, i think there's more of like, a difference where the food topside doesn't taste as good to him.

[akirimiri]

MAR - GLA TEST 003: 01

In response to the growing Prosectan military presence, the Alden government began a research division, privately testing the capabilities of Ancestral Artefacts.

Adam Pearler is a 26 year old male involved in the very first tests. He has red-blond hair and pleasant brown eyes, except for when he wields his Government Licensed Artefact (GLA). When in effect, his eyes glow a blazing yellow, predatory and inhuman.

The Artefact in question is a staff, with one large, simply cut yellow zene slotted into the top. Mr. Pearler is a medic first and foremost, and should not bear arms. However, he is a military medic, and so has been trained on how to use this staff to offensive ability.

He looks professional. His medic jacket is honey yellow, matching the amber colour of his staff. A colour choice based on the zenes he uses, a holdover from when Alden was still part of Prosecta. The uniform is good, crisp and heavy like all Alden government wear. He looks good.

He does not feel good. Using his Artefact always leaves him feeling nauseous behind the eyes, a sensation he had never had the misfortune of experiencing before he began the trials. It comes with the glow of the eyes, but it doesn’t leave with it. It stays even after he is no longer exerting force, once he is done his healing. A lingering strain.

He reports this in his documentation of the trial, but it seems like a logical symptom, normal enough that nothing will be done about it.

[americanwh0resstuff]

God knows I tried

Chapter III

Word count: 986

003

Liz walked home with a somber smile on her face, she was disappointed and sad that the beloved Monsignor Pruitt wasn't there, but happy that father Paul had welcomed her with open arms, quite literally. Maybe getting tears on the new priest's shirt wasn't the best way to start her day but she had at least made a new friend out of it.

She made her way down the road towards Sarah's house, a burning pit in her stomach as she took her time, not exactly wanting to have this conversation.

She hoped it would be something simple, 'your mother died in her sleep, it was painless, unexpected' yet she had a feeling that wasn't the case, she just hoped she had t suffered.

Sarah opened the door and gave her a sad smile, leading her into the living room, the empty bed where Mrs gunning used to reside now left empty since she passed a few months ago, Liz got the funeral invite but couldn't get the time off work. She sat down in the soft yet old couch as Sarah made coffee for the two of them, the whistle of the kettle breaking Liz's daydream, thousands of worries rushing through her mind.

"Still take two sugars?" Sarah asked, the two were close friends in high school, they bonded over their dreams of getting out of Crockett and getting a degree, they'd spent their time talking about girls and how miss Keane would react if she found out her brightest students didn't exactly follow in the path of god heterosexual plan. "You're bisexual, that's means you could still marry a man!" Elizabeth's mother would say. Supportive yet still traditional, that was Margaret.

"Okay, I don't think there's any point in dancing around this, so I'll be straight with you, you're mother was sick, very sick, and for a long time."

"What do you mean?" Liz was shocked, she called her mom everyday and she never mentioned it.

"She had cancer in afraid, in her lungs, there was nothing we could do, by the time we caught it, well it was too late, I'm so sorry" Sarah looked down at her mug, stirring the teaspoon in her black coffee.

"I don't understand, she would have told me, she should have told me, I would have came back, I could have taken care of her." Tears welled in her eyes, threatening to spill onto her flushed cheeks. "I'm sorry, I know this is a lot to take in, I tried to convince her to tell you but she refused, I was going to call you myself but I had to keep confidentiality."

At that point Liz stopped listening, her mind going blank as a familiar ringing sounded to her ears.

"I think I need to go." And with that she and Sarah said their goodbyes.

She dragged her feet as she walked home, keeping her eyes glued to the ground, the noises of gravel scraping forming a repetitive rhythm, it was getting dark now and the streets were empty, families sitting down for dinner in there softly lit homes.

"What are you doing out here?" A soft yet commanding voice sounded from behind her, father Paul. "I could ask you the same thing." She still didn't look up from her feet. "Well I thought I'd explore the island a bit more, get to know my surroundings." She nodded, finally looking up at his honey brown eyes, noticing how they glint in the moonlight. "I just got some shocking news and I don't really know how to deal with it, I guess I'm just walking it off." The dark hair man looked off in the distance, nodding in understanding. "If you want to talk about it, I'll happily listen, I've been told I'm a very good listener." He joked.

"How do you deal with knowing somebody you loved suffered for a long time?" This time she could see the understanding in his eyes, the pain of losing someone special.

"I had a sister, when I was a kid, she - she died when I was only 8 when she died and I didn't understand, as I got older I realised-" he looked up at the stars as he took a deep breath. "She suffered, she must have suffered so much, and I didn't even know, I had no idea that the person closest to me was in so much pain, mentally, I could see the physical pain but, as a child you don't see the mental anguish people go through. As a teenager I couldn't stop thinking about how hopeless she must have felt, and I just asked why? Why does god take the ones we love most, that's what lead me to priesthood."

Liz looked up with him through sad eyes. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to overshare." He smiled softly. "No, don't apologise, I'm sorry, that must have been heartbreaking."

Father Paul walked with her all the way home, stopping at the bottom of her porch stairs, she walked up them only to stop at the door. "Do you want to come in for a drink?" He looked around, contemplating what to answer. "You don't have to-"

"Thank you, that would be lovely." He cut her off before climbing the white wooden stairs, the paint chipping more and more with every step.

"Are priests even allowed to drink? I mean when I lived in England as a child the priest would come round to the orphanage and drink but, he wasn't exactly the most orthodox person." She laughed while reaching for the glasses that were slightly too high up for her, luckily the 6'4 priest came to her rescue. "Well as long as we don't black out drunk, I think we're okay." he joked back, placing the two wine glasses on the kitchen table as Liz reached into the liquor cabinet for a bottle.

"White wine okay?"

[gldnhrt]

kj apa, homosexual, trans-male + he/him → isn’t that malakai 'kai' latu? i’ve seen them hanging out with the vampires. i hear they're twenty-eight, but they’ve only been in alexandria for seven years. they seem to be flirtatious & outgoing, but also stubborn & opinionated.

○ ′ 🩸  –––––––––––––––––––  001

𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄  malikai everett latu 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄  kai ( his preference ) , mal ( accepts it but doesn't like it ) 𝐃𝐎𝐁  february 25, 1996 𝐀𝐆𝐄  twenty - eight 𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂  pisces 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑  trans - male 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒  he/him 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  demiromantic, homosexual 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍  barrington, illinois 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒  english, french. 𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  firefighter

○ ′ 🩸  –––––––––––––––––––  002

𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌  kj apa 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑  red hair 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒  honey brown eyes 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓  5′8″ 𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒  none 𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐒  none 𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄  white tshirts, jeans, super casual vibes, jean jackets, hoodies, etc.

○ ′ 🩸  –––––––––––––––––––  003

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘  executive ( estj ) 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄  athletic, determined, outgoing, flirtatious, imaginative 𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄  impulsive, stubborn, opinionated 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓  reading books, writing, bike rides, walks, music, painting, acting, modeling. 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 verse-bottom 𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒  puff cheetos

○ ′ 🩸  –––––––––––––––––––  004

𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  unknown name and age 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  jasmine latu ( deceased ) 𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒  none for all he knows ( but maybe a half sibling).

○ ′ 🩸  –––––––––––––––––––  005

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐒        ruby sinclair ( sex education ) , lucas sinclair ( stranger things ) , helen parr/elasticgirl ( the incredibles ) , audrey hope ( gossip girl ) , anthony bridgerton ( bridgerton ) , guzmán nunier osuna ( elite )

○ ′ 🩸  –––––––––––––––––––  006

𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐘

malina latu was born on febuary 25, 1996.   nothing really special that day, but for her mom it meant finally starting a family of her own.   even if the father was never in the picture.  malina was a miracle child. her mother had lost two babies in the womb before she was born.

mal was born a witch.

mal knew she was different. on the inside was not matching with her outside. so when she was very young, she told people that she preferred being called mal or malikai, or just kai.

kai started dressing up very tomboyish and he felt more like himself. most of his friends when he was younger became guys, and he himself became one of the guys.

kai was brought up to always respect his elders, those that were wise, and had plenty knowledge to give out.  but he was also taught to fight for his battles, and stick up for himself and stick up to those that weren’t able to do for themselves.

growing up without a father was always hard for kai, wishing that he had a man to look up to.  he was soft in his beginning years, but eventually things happened to him where he became hardened, making him have thicker skin.

kai always knew for a long time that he was different. he knew he was a male. so when he was fifteen he came out as trans. and after coming out to his mother, and telling her that he wanted to start his transition to a man, thanks to her, he was able to.

kai's legal name changed to malikai everett latu, and he had finished his full transition as a male when he was eighteen. he even felt stronger as a witch, and he never felt more himself in this stage.

he lost his mother when he was nineteen, and kai felt like his world had ended.  he had started to break more and more, using sex as a tool to numb the pain.

he started working out more, not wanting the depression, due to his loss of his mother and the insecurities of not being man enough. he eventually started to become a little toxic. becoming very masculine, cocky, etc.  

when kai was 21, he was tired of feeling alone in this world, and wondered about his father. was he alive? and if so why did he leave? and if he was, where had he been living this whole time?

when kai met a man stating that he knew the information of where his father was, it was like his old self was creeping back again.  he was given the name of the city he was at and that was it.

a few months later, kai moved to alexandria, and has been living there for seven years now.

after months with no information, kai felt like he had lost all hope. at this point, his father was probably dead, and he started to get more and more angry with the world.

on may 27, 2018, kai was declared dead.

the thing about death was, there could be ways of bringing them back to life, and having the blood of a vampire in your system meant you had a second chance.

kai had turned into a vampire.

his life was changed, but that meant it had to be a burden. he became a firefighter, always finding some way to prove to himself that he was still a person and not a monster he had become.

he is still seeking for the man that turned him, and hopes that one day he could find his father.

○ ′ 🩸  –––––––––––––––––––  007

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

FATHER:  kai had always craved a father, and when he found out who he was, and where he lived, he found his way to the city in hopes that the man would let him in, with open arms.  he doesn't have any information about him, only that he lived here. he wonders if he even exists at this point ( OPEN )

VAMPIRE SIRE:  the man that had turned poor kai, with his blood in his system.  for months, kai and the vampire had done plenty of things, even sleep with one another.  kai had daddy issues, and the vampire was there.  the vampire probably pitied his existents so he ended up killing kai while he slept, and kai died with his blood in his system.  ( OPEN )

[oscarhopeful]

if you’re hearing WONDER by SHAWN MENDES playing, you have to know GABRIEL DE LA CRUZ (HE/HIM; CIS-MALE) is near by! the TWENTY-SIX year old ACTOR has been in denver for, like, SIX MONTHS. they’re known to be quite PRIDEFUL, but being DETERMINED seems to balance that out. or maybe it’s the fact that they resemble TAYLOR ZAKHAR PEREZ . personally, i’d love to know more about them seeing as how they’ve got those, FRESHLY PRINTED SCRIPT, ENJOYING AN ICED VANILLA COFFEE, and WEARING HIS SIGNATURE BLACK TOM FORD SUNGLASSES vibes. and maybe i’ll get my chance if i hang out around the DOWNTOWN DISTRICT long enough!

                                                        ○ ′ ✨  loved  by taco

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𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄  gabriel ángel rahal-de la cruz 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄  gabe, gabby ( best friend & sister ), ángel ( parents ) 𝐃𝐎𝐁  october 31, 1996 𝐀𝐆𝐄  twenty - six 𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂  scorpio 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑  cismale 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒  he/him 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  bisexual, demiromantic ( closeted from the world ) 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄 los angeles, california 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍  denver, colorado 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒  english, spanish 𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  actor

○ ′ ✨  –––––––––––––––––––  002

𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌  taylor zakhar perez 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑  black 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒  honey brown eyes 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓  6′1″ 𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒  none 𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐒  none 𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄  white shirts, button up, cardigans or sweaters in the fall, tom ford shades

○ ′ ✨  –––––––––––––––––––  003

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘  protagonist ( enfj ) 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄  hardworking, vibrant, charosmatic, loyal, determined 𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄  self-critical, selfish, prideful, perfectionist 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓  acting, photography, hiking, baking, writing, soccer, tennis, working out, watching movies 𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒  cheetos

○ ′ ✨  –––––––––––––––––––  004

𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  juliano de la cruz, sixty-one, senator 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  yasmin rahal, fifty-eight, writer 𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒  two siblings ( twin or older sister & older half brother )

○ ′ ✨  –––––––––––––––––––  005

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐒 alex claremont-diaz ( red, white and royal blue ) , finnick odair ( the hunger games ) , peter kavinsky ( to all the boys ) , luke patterson ( julie and the phantoms ) , harry styles , kit connor , noah beck , charles melton

○ ′ ✨  –––––––––––––––––––  006

growing up in a household where following your dreams end up being a reality, gabriel rahal-de la cruz really felt like anything he strived for he could easily achieve. and gabe had a lot of different interest, from playing soccer, to playing tennis, writing like his mom, and then there was acting. he never thought acting would be in the picture, but when he starred in his first role for a franchise, it felt like a dream come true. until real life came at him and the dream seemed just that, a dream.

realizing that he was going to always be remembered for his one role, casting for something else as a teenager was much more difficult than he thought. and with both his parents busy with their own careers, his mom on her third hit book, and his father winning the ticket for a senate seat in california, he felt like the focus had shifted to represent them. and now he had a new role to play, of the perfect younger son.

but there was still a bit of wild child in him, even when he went to a boarding school in los angeles. he became the golden boy, the athlete, the party boy. but throughout those four years, he came to a realization that he was losing himself, the closer he was reaching the end of his high school years. he had missed the one thing that brought joy to him, and he knew that acting was the one thing that gave him that.

so when he graduated, he decided to study film while also doing auditions. as years went on, one of his mother's books got auctioned to become a film, and he auditioned for the main role, which he couldn't believe he had gotten the role. there was a part of him that felt that nepotism was involved, but he always worked hard in whatever he did, and he knew he would kill it in this role.

mixed reviews. it had gotten mixed reviews, many critics calling it a good adaptation, but the acting could have been better, and well, he took it personal and to heart reading that he got this role because he was the son of the author. but did that stop him. no.

he graduated university, and he kept auditioning. and he got another role, a huge one. a love story, and he couldn't believe how much people loved the film. but the reason for their success was because of the rumors that gabe was dating his co-star. the thing is, he was secretly hooking up with one of the camera guys. once the studio found out, they highly recommended that gabe not lean into his sexuality, even though he was bisexual. they wanted bigger success, and that meant leaning into the romance that was already on screen. he didn't realize that hollywood was still like this. but if he wanted a bigger career, he had to play along.

gabe was feeling all sorts of ways. he didn't like the fact that he was hiding his sexuality, but he didn't want to stop acting. but was it a lie if he was dating women, he was still attracted to them. and he was so excited for his next role. so he decided to play the part, and eventually he picked up another role. his new role dealt with immigration, and it was close to home, knowing that he had family members that were immigrants, his own grandfather being one. so taking this role, he felt close to it. and the buzz going around that this could easily get some big award noms put a little more pressure, but he knew he'd give it his full attention and make sure he gave his character justice.

○ ′ ✨  –––––––––––––––––––  007

currently living in denver where he is studying up background for a character

he has been casted for a role that starts filming in denver in the fall.

currently writing a script of his own, which has been more of a hobby and isn't sure if he will ever finish since he's so self critical about everything he writes.

been seen at the local library more often, with a stack of books at a table while he reads and writes in a notebook.

has officially fell in love with denver that he is debating if he wants to buy a home and grow roots there.

if he ever meets guys, they don't last long, and if they do, they are sent an nda, but it never goes far than the one night stand.

○ ′ ✨  –––––––––––––––––––  008

        WANTED CONNECTIONS

you are my blood: ⦗ older half brother (35-40) or older full/half sister (30-32) ⦘ this could be either one that may already be living in town. they had moved here years before gabe did. he isn't close to his older half brother, because of age difference, but perhaps this is their chance to finally be. his sister on the other hand, gabe is much closer with. either character can be from their dad side who is latin, or their mom side who is middle eastern.

best friends for life: this is someone who has been best friends with gabe since they were kids. it so happens that they moved to denver a year ago, and when they realize that gabe was going to be out there to film his next movie, they planned the entire move together, excited to be in the same city again.

we are each others found family: so this person was someone that he befriended later in life. perhaps in college or after he graduated. this person is someone he feels like a twin to. every secret, every love, every heartbreak, they knew all about it. and when gabe got this role, he told them to move out with him to denver. now they both are living together in an apartment downtown.

can't stand this costar: this is someone he has worked with, and perhaps they work together now in this new film that's filming in denver. it's usually the two of them always fighting for similar roles. they were once friends before, but jealousy has come between them. they know gabe's secret about him being bisexual, as they may have hooked up in the past.

can you be friends with a fan?: it's a question that's always been asked. would you befriend a fan, would you date them? the real question here though is, could the fan have an obsession. who knows. and maybe this fan might be a little obsessive, or maybe just admires them for the work they do. but either way, gabe ends up befriending them. will he regret it later, time will tell.

i would leave it all for you: this is someone that gabe never thought he'd get close to. they had crossed paths in the past, but now they are here, and there's something about him that he likes. gabe at first isn't sure if they are just trying to get close to him because of his fame or for him. and even after denying the feelings, he realizes that he may be the one for him. but would he risk outing himself to the world for him? // taken by @allexei

        OTHER CONNECTIONS

friends

fwb/flings

other costars

film crew

photographer/fashion friends

writing friends

[desanctifi]

⌗ 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓲 ; a semi selective and mutuals only writing blog for 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐫, a biblical figure. inspiration ripped from christianity, varied media, and personal heacanons. general rules apply. destroyed by ; honey, twenty-nine, she/they.

𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 ... url.

BEFORE    YOU    FOLLOW    :    please   be   aware   of   the   fact   that   the   will   be   triggering   content   featured   on   this   blog. religious themes, mental illness mentions, etc. everything will be tagged appropriately.

001.   i   ask   that   you   only   follow   if   you   are   21+.   as   mentioned   in   the   before   you   follow   section ;   there   will   be   triggering   themes   present   on   this   blog.   all   triggers   will   be   tagged   as   xyz / ‹3 please do not f4f, i would like to interact / write with those who do follow me. i would prefer for us not to be numbers, you know ?

002.   activity   will   be somewhat sporadic. there are some days that'll be way more active than the last ! i will do my best to keep on top of replies. however, i ask that you please have patience with me. my irl becomes hectic fairly often, and i get swept away for a few days at a time. i live with my partner and work a strenuous job, so ... all i ask is for patience, but know that a reply will come.

003.   a little disclaimer ... while it is possible for a ship to occur with lucifer, there are some things to be said. if your character is very self-righteous / acts higher than thou ? he will likely not take to them. we could plot that out for other potential outcomes, but he cannot stand people like that. another thing ! he is not, by any means, a good person. he may do good things and have good traits, but ... he has done some despicable things and would not consider his good deeds as something to redeem him. your muse would have to accept that about him because he is not the type to change for someone else.

005.   this   should   go   without   saying,   but   ...   r*pe,   racism,   transphobia,   homophobia,   pedophilia,   incest,   bullying, genderbending   and   other   taboo   topics   of   the   like   are   not   accepted   topics   here.   please   be   mindful   of   that.

006.   please dm me for my discord ! i'd love to plot and chat on there. if we are mutuals, you are welcome to it.

007.   not   really   a   ‘   rule   ’   per   se,   but   ...   if   you   take   note   that   i’m   following   someone   problematic   or   interacting   with   a   muse   i   shouldn’t   be ;   educate   me.   it   is   highly��  likely   that   i   do   not   know   about   them   /   their   situation.   if   pen   names   of   these   people   change ?   let   me   know.   i,   unfortunately,   do   not   pick   up   on   changes   like   this   (   even   more   so   because   a   lot   of   people   share   similar   graphic   designs   due   to   the   current   trends   ).   just   try   to   warn   me   if   you   see   it, pretty please. i am so unaware sometimes.

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[ 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚜' 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚜 + 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚜 ]

they are finally here! so, as i've said before, the victims will be shown in a random order and their last names and personalities won't be revealed for now. their numbers are completely random and they're not connected to their murderers at all, same goes for their image colors, those are just their own personal image colors. it's possible that these guys will appear more often and maybe they will even get their own tags after their last names and official numbers are revealed.

(i feel like it's gonna be pretty easy to guess who their murderers were, if you just check their age or simply look at them and guess who they were related to, haha)

[ Victim 001: Hina ]

Name: Hina (暖) (her name means "warm, gentle")

Age: 21 y/o

Gender: Female

Birth date: August 28th (Virgo)

Height: 162 cm

Blood type: A

Occupation: University student and a part-time babysitter

Last words: "JUST WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?!"

[ Victim 002: Takeru ]

Name: Takeru (暁輝) (his name means "dawn" and "radiance, brilliance")

Age: 22 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: May 2nd (Taurus)

Height: 177 cm

Blood type: AB

Occupation: Cashier

Last words: "IT WASN'T EVEN A BIG DEAL!"

[ Victim 003: Chise ]

Name: Chise (智世) (his name means "wisdom, knowledge" and "society, generation")

Age: 16 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: September 24th (Libra)

Height: 169 cm

Blood type: A

Occupation: High school student

Last words: "I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY, I'VE NEVER WANTED ALL OF THIS TO HAPPEN! PLEASE, FORGIVE ME! JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE, PLEASE, JUST LET ME GO-"

[ Victim 004: Kae ]

Name: Kae (佳笑) (her name means "excellent, beautiful" and "laugh, smile")

Age: 24 y/o

Gender: Female

Birth date: January 21st (Aquarius)

Height: 164 cm

Blood type: B

Occupation: Nail artist

Last words: "Hey.. Isn't this a bit.. too much?"

[ Victim 005: Satsuki ]

Name: Satsuki (咲秋) (her name means "blossom, bloom" and "autumn, fall")

Age: 35 y/o

Gender: Female

Birth date: June 30th (Cancer)

Height: 171 cm

Blood type: A

Occupation: Singer

Last words: "I.. To be honest, I'm not feeling so well, haha.. I'm sorry, honey, I promise we'll go to see that movie tomorrow-"

[ Victim 006: Karin ]

Name: Karin (佳倫) (her name means "excellent, beautiful" and "ethics, morals")

Age: 20 y/o

Gender: Female

Birth date: October 15th (Libra)

Height: 160 cm

Blood type: B

Occupation: University student + Blogger

Last words: "You.. you really are insane.."

[ Victim 007: Yue ]

Name: Yue (友恵) (his name means "friend" and "blessing, grace")

Age: 18 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: October 31st (Scorpio)

Height: 178 cm

Blood type: O

Occupation: High school student

Last words: "But you will join me, right?~"

[ Victim 008: Misao ]

Name: Misao (操) (his name means "to control, to manipulate")

Age: 20 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: May 27th (Gemini)

Height: 182 cm

Blood type: O

Occupation: University student

Last words: "Hm?.. Wait, what are you doing-"

[ Victim 009: Tao ]

Name: Tao (大凰) (his name means "big" and "phoenix")

Age: 10 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: March 26th (Aries)

Height: 137 cm

Blood type: O

Occupation: Elementary school student

Last words: "Shut up! I know you don't care what happens to me! So stop acting like you're worried about me!.." *sighs* "I'll be home soon."

[ Victim 010: Rion ]

Name: Rion (偉恩) (his name means "great, distinguished" and "kindness, favor")

Age: 24 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: December 3rd (Sagittarius)

Height: 185 cm

Blood type: B

Occupation: Journalist

Last words: "Okay, let's just calm down, let's take a deep breath and-"

[ Victim 011: Neiro ]

Name: Neiro (音色) (his name means "sound, noise" and "color")

Age: 15 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: January 18th (Capricorn)

Height: 155 cm

Blood type: A

Occupation: Middle school student

Last words: "JUST LEAVE HER ALONE!"

[a-koschyei]

send ♫  for a dynamic playlist ♔. from the hoard : 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔰𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔰𝔞 𝔬𝔣 𝔴𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔯 ( @zmeydeva ) , accepting

001 alkaline, sleep token: let's talk about chemistry / 'cause i'm dying to melt through / to the heart of her molecules / 'til the particles part like holy water / if anything / she's an undiscovered element / either born in hell or heaven-sent / but either way i'm into it / she's not acid nor alkaline / caught between black and white / not quite either day or night / she's perfectly misaligned / i'm caught up in her design / and how it connects to mine / i see in a different light / the objects of my desire

002 a pearl, mitski: sorry, i don't want your touch / it's not that i don't want you / sorry, i can't take your touch / there's a hole that you fill / you fill, you fill / but it's just that i fell in love with a war / and nobody told me it ended / and it left a pearl in my head / and i roll it around every night / just to watch it glow / every night, baby, that's where i go / just to watch it glow

003 it will come back, hozier: i know who I am when i'm alone / i'm something else when i see you / you don't understand / you should never know / how easy you are to need / don't let me in with no intention to keep me / jesus christ / don't be kind to me / honey, don't feed me / i will come back / it can't be unlearned / i've known the warmth of your doorways through the cold / i'll find my way back to you / oh, please, give me mercy no more / that's a kindness you can't afford / i warn you, baby / each night / as sure as you're born / you'll hear me howling outside your door

004 the only heartbreaker, mitski: if you would just make one mistake / what a relief that would be / but i think for as long as we're together / i'll be the only heartbreaker / i'll be the only heartbreaker / i'll be the only heartbreaker / so i'll be the loser in this game / i'll be the bad guy in the play / i'll be the water main that's burst and flooding / you'll be by the window / only watching / i'll be the only heartbreaker / i'll bе the only heartbreakеr / (i apologize) / (you forgive me) / (i apologize) / (you forgive me)

005 zombie, miley cyrus: another mother's breaking / heart is taking over / when the violence causes silence / we must be mistaken / it's the same old theme / since nineteen-sixteen / in your head / in your head / they're still fighting / with their tanks / and their bombs / and their bombs / and their guns / in your head / in your head / they are dying / in your head, in your head / zombie, zombie / zombie-ie-ie / what's in your head / in your head / zombie, zombie / zombie-ie-ie

006 unknown nth, hozier: you called me angel for the first time / my heart leapt from me / you smile now / i can see its pieces still stuck in your teeth / and what's left of it / i listen to it tick / every tedious beat going unknown as any angel to me / do you know / i could break beneath the weight / of the goodness, love / i still carry for you / that i'd walk so far just to take / the injury of finally knowing you / it ain't the being alone / it ain't the empty home, baby / you know i'm good on my own / you know, it's more the being unknown / and there are some people, love / who are better unknown

[knifvd]

@itsybitsypeterparker asked : oh you know it bestie 👫 for sage and pete

001.  BABY  PETER  ;  NO  AUNT  MAY  .  if  there's  a  verse  in  which  baby  peter  is  found  without  a  guardian  (  whether  it  be  an  accelerated  timeline  ,  or  MAY  passed  away    )  ,  sage  is  100%  the  one  taking  over  as  his  legal  guardian  but  it  should  be  noted  that  she's  ...  not  the  best  at  it  at  FIRST  .  she  tries  her  best  ,  but  balancing  shield  training  as  well  as  a  growing  baby  boy  ,  she  struggles  a  lot  to  balance  training  and  often  finds  herself  without  rest  ;  but  she  refuses  to  give  up  on  peter  ,  and  when  shield  gives  her  the  ultimatum  to  choose  between  CONTINUING  TRAINING  and  peter  ,  she  chooses  peter  . it  should  be  noted  ,  that  due  to  her  POWERS  , shield  asks  her  to  come  back  as  an  agent  and  finish  her  training  but  she  only  agrees  if  they  agree  to  PROTECT  peter  when  she's  gone  ,  and  in  the  case  she  dies  in  the  field  ,  that  he  gets  adequate  care  and  isn't  put  into  foster  care  .

002.  SAGE  is  always  where  peter  is  ,  and  peter  is  always  where  sage  is  .  if  not  ,  he'll  know  where  she  is  ,  and  she'll  know  where  he  is  .  whenever  she's  in  SHIELD  HQ  ,  he's  tailing  her  ,  or  whenever  he's  in  shield  hq  ,  she's  tailing  HIM  .  they're  a  pair  ,  one  without  the  other  ---  which  is  an  easy  target  .  shield  recognizes  the  duo  as  a  liability  but  they  can't  force  the  two  apart  or  send  them  on  different  missions  ,  because  sage  has  threatened  to  leave  shield  if  she  can't  go  with  PETER  .

003.  SAGE  often  times  struggles  to  SLEEP  ,  and  when  she  can't  ,  she'll  call  peter  over  to  have  warm  milk  and  HONEY  as  they  watch  comedies  and  the  golden  girls  until  they  both  fall  asleep  under  the  blanket  and  the  tv  turns  off  .

004.  WHEN  SAGE  is  genuinely  upset  ,  the  only  one  who  can  actually  calm  her  down  is  peter  .  it  usually  ends  with  her  RAGE  CRYING  in  his  arms  until  she  tuckers  herself  out  from  crying  . although  after  they're  usually  able  to  talk  about  why  she's  upset  .  she  always  CONFIDES  in  peter  ,  like  a  safe  ;  because  she's  one  of  the  FEW  people  she  trusts  .

𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙖 👫𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞'𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙞 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙚’𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 .  𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜  .