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I've been thinking about the headcannon of how frozen time nullifing the wish that hid the island.
Would freezing the island in time stop the spell?
There's also the implication of others remembering the island when they were frozen by the king.
The king was able to remember the island when he was frozen in time. Even if he only remembered it because those were the last thoughts running through his head, there is a non-zero chance of island refugees that were frozen in Vaugarde, remembered their home, and then were unfrozen and forced to forget it all over again.
oohhhh that's interesting!!
when it comes to other people than the king remembering, i only recall the daydreaming one's dialogue in act 6 after you learn what happened to her sister
i think it might be because it's pretty explicitly stated being frozen is like falling asleep and dreaming, and i'd guess that the memory block does not cover the subconscious - that's why siffrin remembers some stuff passively but it can escape him if he tries to focus on it
another - way funnier - way of seeing this is universe-applied debuffs can't stack so you gotta lift the memory block to freeze someone in time lmao
when it comes to forgetting it again.... ahhh based on that same piece of dialogue i wanna believe it gets a bit easier to recall it and retain it in your head ≡(▔﹏▔)≡ this is in no way connected to me being so emo about no one being able to remember the island ever at all. no way aha
thank you for the ask!! y'all know i'm always thrilled to talk about the island and wish craft
#ouhhhhh northern island ouhhh manifesting the wish making you [redacted] dispersing somehow even in spite of the theme of moving on#been said and discussed to hell and back on this blog before. many such cases. will happen agian#headcanon forum#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time act 6 spoilers#cosmic soundwaves
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Hey y'all! Weird question, do you have any advice for finding a good primary care doctor who will actually try to figure out what's going on instead of saying "Huh. That shouldn't be happening, it's weird. Oh well". Like, is there a specific sub-type of doctor, like internist or family medicine or something, that you've had good luck with? This question brought to you by coming off the long term steroids causing me heart issues, like I told the doctor it would because coming off of steroids (even short term ones) always does for me, and the doc who prescribed them saying "coming off of steroids shouldn't do that" Like, no, really??? Of course it shouldn't! That's why every doc I've ever seen besides endocrinologists thinks I have Addison's! It shouldn't cause that but it does. Also I give up on allergists. Like. It would be nice to have one to help me figure out my allergies, but the local ones I've been to don't believe I have allergies and I won't come off my allergy meds for two weeks to prove I do, so they are unhelpful
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#it doesn't help that the vast majority of my allergies are not IgE mediated#and that one of the things I am allergic to is acetic acid#which is a thing produced by the human body. I have been told multiple times it's 'impossible' for me to be allergic to it#not only am I allergic I have multisystemic allergic reactions to it!#I am allergic to things created by my own metabolism the daily antihistamines are non-optional#last time I had to go off allergy meds for a skin test I was so covered in hives they could barely find enough skin for the tests#they had to write on my back to point out which hives were already there#the hives were so swollen I couldn't wear my own clothes or shoes because they did not fit#and then I tested negative for every skin allergy test they did. I'm not doing it again
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What Changed ?
Pairing: ex-bsf!matt x reader
Warnings: kissing, angst, cursing, flirting, use of Y/N, pet names (baby, princess, sweetheart, etc..) , public fingering (kind of lmao)
Word Count: 3.4k

You woke up to the sound of a gentle knock on the door, followed by Chris’s muffled voice calling from the hallway. “Hey, you guys ready to leave? We’ve got a long drive ahead.”
You blinked at the ceiling, trying to gather yourself. The sunlight streaming through the blinds was blinding. It hurt. Your body ached, but it wasn’t just the physical exhaustion. It was the weight of everything that had happened — the words, the touch, the lingering silence. You glanced to the side.
Matt wasn’t in bed. The spot where he had been lying was still warm, but the space was empty.
You sat up slowly, your legs still tangled in the sheets. You rubbed your temples, trying to sort through the whirlwind of emotions, but it was like trying to catch smoke with your bare hands. The night had been chaotic. Full of anger and passion. And now, in the quiet of the morning, You couldn’t even tell if it was real or if it had been some twisted dream.
You stood up shakily, your body still buzzing from the lingering sensations of the night before. Everything felt different. The air between y'all felt thick, like there was more to say, more to fix — but the words were stuck in you throat.
You heard the bathroom door creak open, and froze.
Matt walked out wearing only boxers, running his hand through his hair, he looked at you and smirked.
"You good ?" He sat down on the bed beside you and pulled you in for a kiss.
"Yeeess, but shouldn't we get going ? How long have Nick & Chris been waiting" He glances at his phone
"About an hour" He shrugs and you gasp "What ? We still have to shower, and it's only 6 AM, i'll tell them to come in & we can go shower" You roll your eyes and gesture for him to open the door, he does, revealing chris & nicks exaggerated faces as they take in the sight in front of them
"Did you guys..." He trails off and Chris finishes the sentence for him "Fuck?"
"Can you two idiots just get in here so we can shower and get ready to leave" Matt grunts as they come in and shut the door, going into the bathroom, you follow him & he turns on the bath, letting it fill up as he pulls you in for another kiss.
"You're so pretty, you know that ?" He murmurs against your lips, lifting you up and stepping into the bathtub once it's filled up. The hot water surrounds y'all as he slowly sits, easing into it while still having me in his arms.
"Matttt" you moan, feeling his growing erection press into your stomach
"What, princess ?" He swipes a piece of hair out of your face & slowly starts trailing kisses down your neck, sucking softly on the skin.
"W-We can't.... do this with uhhh- with them in the other room" you groan, thrusting your hands into his hair.
"Why not princess ? Let them hear you" He slowly rubs circles on your cunt, making you moan loudly.
"Fuuuckkk Mattttt" Matt slides his middle and ring finger in you, pumping in and out at a quick pace.
"Matt I-I'm gonna cum" you scream, feeling his fingers thrusting into you and your orgasm pumping through your body.
"Cum for me baby. I wanna feel you around my fingers" He moves his fingers faster, curling them inside of you and hitting the perfect spot just as you release, screaming his name.
"Fuck you look so pretty cumming around my fingers" He pants, bringing his lips to yours once again.
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You and Matt come out of the bathroom, he has a towel around his waist and you're wearing a robe, Chris and Nick look disgusted.
"Did you guys have fun ?" Nick mutters, you blush forgetting they had been in here.
"Sorry" you whisper, grabbing your clothes and heading to the bathroom.
"Can y'all please hurry up. This road trip is supposed to be fun and instead we've had to listen to you guys fuck the whole time" Chris says, moments later you come out of the bathroom in a red tube top and long white skirt.
"We have NOT been fucking the whole time Christopher." You put your hands on your hips and shake your head
"You look sexy doing that" Matt comes up behind you and grabs your waist, scaring you.
"EWWW OMG GET A ROOM" Nick turns his head and makes a disgusted face.
"We're in our room you dumb fuck. You idiots just invaded it because you wouldn't give us time to get ready." Matt says, grabbing anything extra y'all had left and you all walk out into the hallway.
"Oh I'm the dumb fuck?! If we want to make it to the beach and then our other destination- which is 6 hours away from the beach by the way. y'all should have woken up at 5 AM like us. At this rate we're gonna have to get a whole other hotel and we won't even be at the beach until like 10 PM." Nick says, practically yelling
"Nick shut the fuck up. It's 7 AM goddamn it and you're screaming into my ear. We will make it and if we have to get another hotel than okay- and it was not necessary for you to say all of that." You say, latching onto Matt's hand and Nick FINALLY shuts up.
Once y'all get to the van, you lie down, resting your head in Matts lap, shifting to get comfortable.
"Y/N goddamn it. Stop that." He groans lowly
"What ?" You ask, confused until you feel his bulge. You look up at him through your lashes and smirk, grabbing him with your hands.
"Fuck, Y/N... not here," Matt muttered, his voice strained, eyes darting to the front seat. "Not right now." But when you looked up at him through your lashes, your hand slipping beneath his waistband with deliberate slowness, he didn’t stop you. He inhaled sharply, his knuckles turning white as he gripped the edge of the seat.
"You’re insane," he whispered, even as he lifted his hips just enough to let you free him. And the second your lips wrapped around him—warm, soft, intentional—his head dropped back against the seat with a low, stifled gasp.
“Jesus...”
"You good bro ?" Chris asks
"Y-Yeah, Y/N's just trying to um... get t-to sleep and she hit my knee with the back of her head, yeah." He lies, Chris gives him a suspicious look before turning back to the road.
30 minutes later...
The van had gone quiet. Chris was laser-focused on the road, and Nick had his headphones in, moodier than ever.
You shifted again, your cheek resting against Matt’s thigh, and this time he didn’t groan—he just sighed, brushing a hand through your hair.
“You good?” you mumbled, your fingers lightly tracing the seam of his jeans.
He looked down at you, his eyes softer than they’d been all morning. “Yeah. Just tired. And a little… distracted.”
You smirked, your voice teasing. “Wonder why.”
Matt didn’t laugh. He just stared at you for a second too long, then looked out the window. “We probably shouldn’t be doing this,” he said under his breath.
You blinked, your chest tightening. “Doing what?”
He met your gaze again. “You know what I mean.”
You sat up slowly, pulling your legs into your chest, suddenly needing some space between you two. “So that’s it? We fuck, you say some pretty things, and now it’s back to acting like we’re just friends? If even that”
“I didn’t say that,” he said quickly. “I just—this isn’t how I wanted it to happen.”
You looked away, biting the inside of your cheek. “How did you want it to happen, Matt?”
He hesitated, then leaned in closer so only you could hear. “I wanted to kiss you when we were sober. Not after a fight. Not in secret. I wanted to tell you I’ve been in love with you since junior year. But that shit’s scary, Y/N. And you always looked at me like I was just… your dumb best friend.”
Your heart dropped into your stomach. You hadn’t expected that.
“Matt…”
He brushed your hair behind your ear, his voice low. “Get some sleep, princess. We’ve got a long drive ahead.”
You wanted to say more. To ask what this meant. But instead, you curled up next to him again, your back pressed to his side, and let his hand rest protectively on your hip.
It was quiet again. But this time, it felt different. Full of words neither of you were ready to say.
It had been hours of driving, the van’s tires humming against the pavement, but you’d finally reached your destination. The air had changed, salty and warm, and as the van pulled up to the beach, you couldn’t help but sit up straighter, a sigh of relief escaping your lips.
“Finally,” Nick muttered, his mood lightening as he looked out the window. “I’m gonna run straight into the water.”
You followed Matt’s gaze as he looked out the window, the beach stretching ahead. His hand found yours once more, fingers intertwining, warm and familiar, but there was something different in the way he held onto you. Almost like he wasn’t ready to let go, but didn’t know what to say.
“Hey, Matt?” you whispered, your voice soft, and he turned to look at you.
“Yeah?”
“Everything okay?”
He nodded slowly, not meeting your eyes immediately. “Yeah… just thinking.”
You felt your heart squeeze at his answer. Thinking about what? About you? Or everything you still hadn’t said to each other?
Before you could dwell on it, Chris’s voice interrupted your thoughts. “We’ve gotta find a place to stay first, then we can hit the beach. I’m too damn tired for all of this exploring crap.”
You watched as Chris and Nick piled out of the van, already on the move toward the hotel. Matt stood beside you for a moment, his fingers lingering around your wrist, pulling you gently to face him. “You wanna check in first, or just hit the beach and deal with the hotel later?”
You tilted your head, a small smirk on your lips. “I think we both know we need to check in first.”
“Yeah, you’re right,” he agreed, but there was a playfulness in his tone now, just a little.
Walking inside the small hotel, you all approached the front desk. The receptionist, an older lady with a knowing smile, handed over the keys without much trouble, clearly used to the younger crowd that stayed here. She smiled warmly at the group of you. "Enjoy your stay."
Matt led the way down the hallway, the sound of your footsteps echoing as you all reached your rooms. You couldn’t help but notice how close he was to you now. Every move he made seemed intentional, like he was tethered to you by some invisible thread.
He unlocked the door to your room and held it open, his hand resting on the doorframe as you passed. “After you, princess.”
You shot him a quick look over your shoulder, feeling the weight of the moment settle in. There was something both exhilarating and terrifying about the tension between you. But you couldn't ignore the way his eyes followed you—like he was both the person you knew and the stranger you couldn’t quite figure out yet.
The room was small but cozy, with a great view of the beach just a few blocks away. You both dropped your bags by the door, and without a word, Matt moved to the window, pulling the blinds open to let in the sunlight. The sound of the waves crashing against the shore filled the room, making everything feel… surreal.
You stood in the middle of the room, still processing everything. The trip. The moments between you and Matt. The night before.
“So,” you started, breaking the silence, “now what?”
He turned to look at you, his gaze soft but intense. “We could go down to the beach, or…”
You raised an eyebrow, sensing the unspoken words hanging in the air. “Or what?”
“Or…” He took a step closer, his presence overwhelming as he stood only a few feet away. “Or we could stay here… for a little longer.”
You could hear the double meaning in his words, and it made your pulse quicken. What were you doing? What was this? You wanted to lean in, wanted to feel his lips on yours again, but everything felt more complicated than it had the night before. Now, there was something else—something deeper. The weight of his confession.
You crossed the room toward him, not quite sure where this was going but unable to pull away. When you stopped in front of him, your heart pounded in your chest.
“I don’t want to just be your best friend anymore, Matt,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. "I don’t think I ever did."
He exhaled deeply, his thumb grazing your cheek as he cupped your face gently. “Then let’s stop pretending, yeah?” His words were low, filled with a softness you hadn’t expected, and the way he looked at you made your stomach flip.
You couldn’t help it. You leaned in, closing the space between you both, and this time, the kiss wasn’t rushed or impulsive. It was slow, deliberate—filled with a hunger you didn’t want to hide anymore.
Matt’s hands moved to your waist, pulling you closer until your body was flush against his. For a moment, you both forgot about everything else—the road trip, the hotel, even Chris and Nick.
But the moment was short-lived when Nick’s voice called out from the hallway, breaking the spell. “You guys better be ready. I’m not spending the day here.”
Matt pulled away reluctantly, his eyes dark with desire but full of unspoken words. "Later, princess," he muttered before nodding toward the door.
"Tell Nick I'll be out in a minute; I just need to slip into my swimsuit and grab a towel." You give him a quick smile, before turning toward the bathroom. As you walk away, you can feel his eyes on you, the weight of his gaze making your pulse quicken. You reach the bathroom, shutting the door softly behind you, and take a deep breath, leaning against it for a second.
Your fingers graze the fabric of your swimsuit, the material soft yet tight, as you slip it on, the coolness of the fabric contrasting with the heat of your skin. You look at yourself in the mirror for a moment, taking in the reflection — the way the sunlight from the small window catches on your skin, making everything feel both fresh and surreal.
After a moment, you grab a towel off the rack and step back toward the door, pausing just before you open it. For a second, you wonder what Matt's thinking, how he’s still so close, yet the distance between you two feels endless. You shake the thoughts off and open the door, stepping back into the room where Matt is waiting, his eyes flickering over you once more with that same mix of admiration and something else you can’t quite place.
"Ready?" you ask, your voice a little softer than you intended.
Matt smiles, a glint in his eyes. "Definitely," he says, a hint of something playful in his tone. And as you both head out, the quiet tension between you two lingers, undeniable.
After you and Matt head to the beach, everything feels both casual and charged with something new. The air smells like saltwater, and the sound of the waves crashing against the shore fills your senses. Nick and Chris lead the way, but the only thing you can focus on is the way Matt keeps glancing at you, his hand brushing against yours as if he’s not ready to let go.
You keep your distance, trying to push down the feelings swirling inside you. The morning had been intense, the night before even more so, and now, here you were, walking side by side, trying to act like everything was normal. But you both knew it wasn’t.
The group spends the next hour splashing around in the water, but all you can think about is the tension between you and Matt. Every time he smiles at you, every time his fingers brush yours, it feels like a spark, but you’re too afraid to let it ignite.
At some point, the group decides to take a break and sit down on the beach. Matt pulls you close, his arm around your shoulders as he leans in, his breath warm against your ear.
"What's going on in that head of yours, princess?" he murmurs, his voice low, but there's a softness in it now—a vulnerability you hadn’t heard before.
You lean back against him, resting your head on his chest. "I'm just trying to figure out what this is. What we are," you admit, your voice barely above a whisper.
Matt's chest rises and falls with a deep breath as he shifts slightly, just enough to catch your eye. "I don’t know either," he says quietly. "But I think… I think we’re something more than we’ve ever been. And that scares the shit out of me."
Your heart races at his words. It feels like the weight of everything that’s been unsaid is finally starting to surface.
"So what do we do about it?" you ask, turning to face him fully. His hand still rests on your waist, warm and comforting, but there's something else there now—a longing, a want for more.
Matt doesn't answer right away, his gaze searching your face like he's trying to read you. Finally, he lets out a small sigh, his thumb brushing over the back of your hand. "We take it one step at a time," he says softly, a gentle smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
You nod, a small smile of your own forming. "One step at a time."
For the rest of the afternoon, you both stay close, letting the moment stretch out in a comfortable silence. You’re still unsure about what this means, but one thing is for sure: the dynamic between you and Matt has shifted. The lines between friendship and something more are blurred now, and neither of you seems ready to draw them back.
As the sun begins to set, casting a golden glow over everything, Matt turns to you one last time, his hand brushing against your cheek. "I meant what I said, Y/N," he murmurs, his voice barely above the sound of the waves. "I’ve been in love with you for a long time."
Your heart skips a beat, and all the confusion, the mixed feelings, the longing you’ve kept buried for so long, finally surge to the surface. You press your lips to his, slow and tender, like you're both savoring the moment and all the unspoken things that have been hanging between you.
A/N... sorry this is so short, already working on the next part tho
#sturniolo fanfic#sturniolo smut#sturniolo tumblr#the sturniolo triplets#chris sturniolo#sturniolo imagine#sturniolo x reader#christopher sturniolo#matt sturniolo x reader#sturniolo#sturniolo bsf#ex-bsf!matt x reader
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Me, excited because welcome home's website got a huge update:
Also me, seeing what happened to Eddie (he's my biggest comfort character from WH btw)
#welcome home#welcome home spoilers#eddie dear#...y'all- why- why does this happen to me#I s w e a r to god-#even when I pick a cc that ISNT a villain- they still fucking get hit bjfhdhjd#sure hes not dead or anything ...y e t- but i s w e a r#just O N E comfort character that isnt going through horrors beyond comprehension
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can y'all please come into my humble abode and imagine something with me i don't yet have the wits to write a full fledged fic out of (yet)?
so, everyone knows how when you get a tattoo, part of the healing process is the itchy phase, right? and for obvious reasons, you can't scratch it. favored method, in my experience and fellow tatted friends, is to just give it a good old slap.
perfect. so now, with this in mind, can you imagine having gotten a large hip/ass piece, and how mortifying it would be to smack your own ass to soothe that itch? and it's just plain painful. you want your new ink to heal properly - it's gorgeous and you put a lot of time, pain, and money into that damn thing - but it just sucks.
enter best friend eddie.
he loves your new ink. thinks it's fucking sick. nearly creamed his damn pants when he found out you were doing a hip/ass tatt (because how can he ask to see it without being weird? how can he react to that without being weird when he's spent the last several years with the world's most pathetic crush on you?) at first, it's fine. you show him the tattoo in a totally friendly, totally platonic way. he hypes you up, he calls you 'the most metal person he knows'. flourishes you with all the compliments and looks at you with starry eyes out of sheer awe at the way he's managed to snag a person into his life who is just so. damn. cool.
but the days pass by, that new ink begins to heal, and it fucking itches.
when you first proposition him, you're even more embarrassed than he is. stumbling over all your words, the request coming out contorted every wrong way. you don't want to make things weird, but is it really that weird for a friend to help a friend? it is really that weird to ask your best friend to smack your tattoo to help with that itch you can't even really properly reach?
it's just friends helping friends.
and that's the mantra you both repeat to yourselves - as you request the embarrassing favor of him, as he agrees almost too eagerly, as you find yourself face-planted in your bed wondering how deeply you can bury down your shame as he tries to make jokes to make it all a bit less awkward.
it's just friends helping friends, until eddie's hand lands down on your ass with a resounding smack, and that first little whimper escapes your lips.
#:pedrosmile:#i'm thinking big today#this is a weird and niche scenario that isn't entirely realistic but#it's my mind palace and i'll play with my ken doll as i please#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#stranger things#just sit and play in this little sandcastle with me for a little while why don't y'all#i think we all know where it goes from there#but imagining him all flustered as he does it#trying to cover that up with him making so many dumb jokes#and then THAT happens#and you both go dead silent#his internal panic because *fuck oh my god i just got hard and i just made it weird and oh no oh fuck*#and you just wishing the earth would swallow you fucking whole#something something he does it again wahoo#anyways my tattoo itches like a bitch rn but it's on my arm not my ass lmao
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At the risk of setting off a bomb in the Aaravos and Leola fandoms, I do wonder if we ever talk about how--if Aaravos's description of his daughter is accurate--she would probably hate what he's become in her absence.
#the dragon prince#aaravos#tdp leola#tdp#headcanon#if this has been talked about at length feel free to say so#i haven't checked i am fairly offline in terms of fandom#i just wonder cuz i see a lot of buzz for reviving leola which while i *am* sorta on board with that...#y'all aaravos like....sacked two cities and tried to help a man commit infanticide#if leola met him as he is now and she really did love everyone and everything in xadia??? she would be devastated#don't get me wrong i love leola and i love that we are rightfully angry about what happened to her#buuuut aaravos kinda has spent his entire run in the show plainly displaying exactly why he *should* be in prison xD#prolly the season 7 thing i'm most nervous about is what they'll be doing with aaravos#cuz as he is i think he needs to lose#and i hope he does#love him to death#but he's been fucking around so i hope he finds out
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Preparing myself to read a Persona 5 fic because it sounds super interesting but Maruki is a tagged character which means there's like a 70% chance that he's being mischaracterized
#if someone can recommend me fics where this Doesn't Happen i would be so glad#i will still read it either way but it's just a pet peeve#why can't y'all comprehend moral greyness#maruki ISN'T AN EVIL SUPERVILLAIN#HE'S NOT EVEN EVIL#i've written fics btw i'm not trying to sound ungrateful or anything. like i said i will read them#but it's not just with fics like he gets mischaracterized So Much from literally everywhere in the fandom#how did you play through the entirety of persona 5 royal and come to teh conclusion that maruki is an evil man#who manipulated teenagers because he is malicious and horrible#when the story quite literally tells you. that he is NOT an evil horrible person#i'm not gonna deny that he manipulated teenagers into playing into his plan but he is most definitely not evil#nor did he do it with malicious intent. nuance DOES MATTER 😃#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#takuto maruki#maruki takuto#fuck that teh up there i'm not going back to fix it i'll just sound like a cringe 13 year old on tumblr in 2014#i'm not saying you can't criticize him i'm saying that acting like he's evil on a shido level or even Near that is stupid#because. again. maruki is a morally grey antagonist. he is NOT MALICIOUS.#i notice it's usually akechi fans who do this because of akechi's attitude towards maruki in-game#akechi has been one of my favorite characters ever even since vanilla p5 when the ending to his character arc kinda sucked#but him being one of my favorite characters does not impact my ability to read analyze and comprehend text#i think the persona fandom in general should try it sometime 👍
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Dress me, I'm your mannequin~<3
Wow, I finally made an edit again. Considering the packed period of holidays, I'm shocked I even maanged to draw lately... I listened to this song while drawing pink fur Fizz so I wanted to use it in an edit too.
You can check it out on Tiktok, I would appreciate some love. Thank you!
#fizzarolli#fizz#helluva boss#Fizzarolli edit#Helluva Boss edit#Idk why the link keeps redirecting me to the privacy and cookies screen instead of Tiktok#It's annoying and I hope it doesn't happen to y'all too#But if it does.. my Tiktok name is Renee_the_clown
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Me trying to figure out why people are still mad at Gwen for going through Miles' sketchbook without asking but no one is talking about how he turned himself invisible and was spying on her, listening to her conversation with Jessica and following her to another dimension without her approval:

I have no problem with them both being like this but why are the stupid things she does demonized while the stupid things he does are being romanticized?
#And don't try to tell me that people don't like anything she does bc of what happened later in the movie#cuz when that first version of the scene with the sketchbook came out y'all were already ready to kill her#not everyone of course but most of y'all complained so much about it#of course this isn't a hate post i love them both and ship them even though the writers could've handled this better#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#Gwen stacy#spider gwen#ghost spider#miles morales#spider woman#the double standards are insane#why are people like this#gwen deserved better#this post probably makes me sound mad but I'm so calm i just need an explanation
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weather so nice I'm going to kill myself
#sitting here like how is this real. it feels like a trap i don't get to have this#been up for 2 hours already went through several. episodes#moods. why does this happen to me. i feel like a puppet y'all i might be a puppet and not a real boy#and it's SO nice out somebody should take me for a walk. even though i can't promise not to give you the common cold. or whatever this is#kata.txt
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i went wandering off in my pokespe gallery and had to relieve how wonderful this scene played out. no kidding
please dont read the tags i got emotional there /lh
#the.plot felt a bit confusing to me admittedly but oras did so well in trying to make franticshipping incredibly satisfactory since#at the end of rs we couldn't really tell if they settled with each others feelings yet (APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE PRIDEFUL AND DUMB/JJ)#but at least sapphire still had some thoughts about it but i was kinda mad WHY DIDNT RUBY GIVE HIS HALF OF THE FEELINGS PROPERLY!!!#WELL THIS HAPPENED WHERE HE OPENLY CONFESSES ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT HER AND THE WHOLE WORLD CELEBRATED#in r/s they were constantly separated from each other by WILL BECAUSE they despise each other so much#in oras - after confessing - it literally ACHES for ruby to not see her like take a fucking shot everytime he says wheres sapphire????#THEY WERE ALWAYS AWAY FROL EACH OTHER HERE AND HE FEELS SO GUILTY FOR EVERY TIME SAPPHIRE GETS HARMED#FOR EXAMPLE; FIGHTING WITH ZINNIA AND FALLING OFF THE ROCKET - LOSING HER VOICE - RUBY HOLDING THE SECRET FROM SAPPHIRE BY PROMISING STEVEN#LITERALLY EVERUTHING SHE DOES MAKES HIM FEEL ALL THE MORE GUILTY AND HE CANT EVEN TELL HER STRAIGHT HES SORRY BECAUSE THEY'RE LITERALLY#FUCKING AWAY FROM EACH OTHRHADHDHRHSBRBDBSHSHSHE#AND WHEN THEY FINALLU MEET UP VIA TROPIUS AND RAYQUAZA SHE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP AND HOLD HIS EMOTIONS FOR NOW. THAT'S HOW DESPERATE HE WAS#TO SEE EHR AGAIN AHAHAHAHTDTHHGG IM SO INSANEEE#AND AT THIS MOMENT HE ALMOST EMOTIONALLY CONFESSES WITH TEARS HE DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HER AGAIN BECAUSE WORST COMES TO WORST HE'LL NEVER SEE#HER IF HE TRIES TO SAVE THE WORLD BY HIMSELF FROM THE METEORRRRRR AKAAJAHAAJ#AND THATS WHY HE INVITES HER TO SAVE THE WORLD TOGETHER AS CORNY AS IT SOUNDS BUT ITS BECAUSE IF HE'LL DIE HE WANTS TO DIE WITH HER AAAHSGDV#AND SAPPHIRE'S REACTION WAS FAINTING WHICH TBH WAS A COMEDIC MOMENT FOR SUCH AN IMPACTFUL DIALOG FROM HIM BUT AJDHSJHDS MAKES ME HAPPY#y'all don't even get me started how this plays out when stevaide is in here DON'T EVEN#~ rambling#i just woke up and i chose violence (franticshipping)#pokespe hours
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And there I stand to the side, five minutes early to my errand, reading omegaverse fanfiction
#may delete this later but I haven't slept and I feel a little crazy#oh! and its spn...#I have not seen the show I went in with zero expectations#it's good y'all...the fic is good#cas and dean are not having a good time someone give them a break 😭. best friend has notified that they never have a good time in fics?#I'm not opposed to the occasional omegaverse here and there but this is the first time I'm reading one with like...world building#best friend has also told me that this fandom loves the omegaverse#I came across this fanfic because someone mentioned it in the comments of the tiktok omegaverse guy (if you know you know)#marked it for later and later is here#this is what happens when I don't sleep#no but srsly I'm very into this fic#don't know how I'm supposed to imagine a grown man growling though. how does a human growl? /gen#will be delving more into this fandom's fics. shit is good#I don't know who any of these people are why do we find meg annoying why is sam like that who is garth I kinda like that guy#idk...i gotta go now#evie's random shit
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i feel like i fumbled an insanely lucrative contract yesterday and i've been sick ever since.
#random talk#westonsims00#i just...why is it so hard to BE ME ?!?!#i feel like one big pulsating open wound...does that even make sense ?! like i'm not ready to be in the world yet#until i've 'patched' myself up#ugh...sorry y'all#this is pride month and as a gay only GOOD things should be happening to ME 😭 those are the rules#and don't even get me started on boys...sigh
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bro ngl I am so fucking tired
#just blahs#this isn't about anything in specific#jk it is its about school#but still#applicable to many things#i am so terribly burnt out#i literally just want to hang out with the silly gay people in my phone but school is killing me y'all#i dont even have that hard of classes 😭#i purposefully took really simple low-homework classes in an attempt for this to *not* happen and clearly that did not work#i didnt even go through the dndads tag yesterday even though i was able to listen to the episode#i made like . 1 post and rbed what was on my dash (or what little of it i saw yesterday) but jesus fuck y'all#why's highschool gotta be like this#and why does this year feel so much worse#i literally have easier classes this year than i have *any* other year but i just feel like staring aimlessly at my wall for 6 hours#im just#so tired
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Since I'm back after a little unplanned hiatus, time to blab about another dumb idea I had for an AU that I'll never write! So! For some reason, a while back, I decided I really wanted to come up with a trashy reality show AU for Max Squared, where MJF decides to exploit Caster's immediate, intense love for him by starting up a little showmance. Max wants to manipulate the editing of the show as well as the game itself to make sure that he wins and/or becomes the breakout star of the season. So when Caster falls head over heels for him on Day One, he's presented with the perfect opportunity.
Initially, I was thinking the show would be a Survivor type deal, a bunch of people on a desert island or something, voting each other off, so Max's game is stringing Caster along so that he won't ever vote against him and he always has an ally help him vote out whoever he considers his biggest competition. But then I started to think it might be funnier if it was an American Idol style singing competition. It kinda fits, right? Both MJF and Caster are musically inclined, after all. And it changes the logic behind Max's plan - he wants to manipulate the editing of the show, make himself seem like a nice, endearing guy so the public will vote to keep him in the show, and ensure he gets a lot more screen time than the the other contestants. And what better way to do than pretending to be falling in love with this weirdo who's obsessed with you? A heart-warming queer romance on a show where only one of them can win? That's some good trash TV there, right?
MJF insists to Caster that it's all an act on his part. He's only pretending to be in love with him for the show, to tug on the heartstrings of all the stupid fans out there who think this shit is anything close to real. A ploy to make himself seem like the perfect charming, irresistible hero he needs to be in order to win this damn thing. And Caster's just like ''Whatever you say, sweetie,'' because he knows before Max does.
Maybe after a certain point, Max figures, hey, there's no harm in sleeping with the guy. It doesn't mean anything - Caster's so willing, so he may as well get laid. Of course, Caster thinks this is a sign that he really does have feelings for him, no matter how many times MJF tells him that it's not because he's actually attracted to him. No, it's just a ''power thing''.
He's only pretending, right? Caster's a fucking loser, a pawn in Max's grand master plan to emerge victorious. There's no way he could end up actually developing feelings for him over the course of the show, right? It's all for the show, it's fake, it's not real! There's simply no way he could...
Also, I'd want there to be a point where one night, Caster straight-up begs Max to let him eat his ass. And MJF's like ''Ugh, no way! That's disgusting! You're insane! You're a fucking weirdo! You're gross! You're...you'd do that for me?'' and of course, Caster tells him he'd do anything for him. And Max finds he can't resist anymore. So he lets Caster do it and he makes sure he doesn't regret it. Max's probably so loud during it that it pisses off the other contestants and the crew members who can hear it through the walls because Max simply cannot keep quiet like he usually can.
#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write#Y'all were free from me subjecting you to my terrible ideas for a few days but I'm back bitches!!#And worse than ever!#This is definitely one of those ideas that it's a good thing I'll never write#Been rattling around in my head for a while but I won't ever make it happen and that's for the best#I don't think I have it in me to write something trashy enough for this idea#Because it would need to be trashy like a reality show but I'd probably hold back too much#But the goofiness of the situation would have been fun to play around with#I feel like there's a lot of comedic potential to this AU at least#Also whoops got very H-word at the end there my sincerest apologies#But in my defence...trashy reality show AU and it's Max Squared what did you expect?#Does anyone still care about Max Squared besides me? It feels like everyone else has migrated over to AdaMJF#Gone where I cannot follow#Jesus fucking Christ Sam why are you still making tags SHUT UP ALREADY!#This is what happens when I have to go three whole days without internet this bitch has lost their damn mind#OK I promise I'll shut up now sorry
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on the bright side, this probably means shannon won't be able to pull a cliffhanger on us.
#kotlc#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#was my immediate reaction#like damn#disappointed but not surprised#when will shannon release me from this purgatory#and of course it HAS to be about keefe . . . sigh#why shannon#this isn't his story#he's already hijacked so much plot why does everything need to be about him#i wanna see the main themes revisited#never forget this story's about a imperfect world struggling to maintain an appearance of perfection#i just#how did we get here#i can't#loving the generally :/ reaction y'all are having tho i just needed to say that i too am having that same reaction#sighhhhhhhhhhhh#whyyyyyyy#hhhhhhhhh#just#why keefe????#his time in the forbidden cities . . . how could that possibly be important#guess we'll find out#i know i sound really ungrateful but i just cannot bring myself to be excited about anything keefe-related#although i will say i'm surprised shannon could pull this off i was cool waiting for another year#probably the last line will be the “foster?” at the end of that chapter right before sophie tackle-hugs keefe#and we already know what happens then so even shannon can't pull a horrific cliffhanger on us . . .#. . . right? maybe? i hope so#welp#yeah
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