#....should i finish this?? 👀👀
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irl story
so. this is heavily inspired by something that happened to me recently. even just thinking about it lowkey makes me feel some type of way, i'm not gonna lie😭
tw for depictions of nausea ahead, under the cut!! 🫶
"i don't fucking care," you're saying, laughing in spite of your words. beside you, your crush is sheepishly holding a dinner menu. the two of you had run a few errands together the other day, and on the way back to your dorm you'd stopped at a drive-thru, where your crush had paid for your food. now, you're out for dinner with them and a handful of other friends, and it's the perfect opportunity for you to pay them back.
"i feel bad," your crush whines, hitting you with some pretty strong puppy-dog eyes. "i was kidding when i asked you to pay for me."
"well, i'm not," you tell them decisively, and you quickly tell the waiter both of your orders: food for you, and food for your crush. they thank you, smiling sweetly, and dinner carries on. the food is delivered eventually and everyone is happy with what they ordered. out of the corner of your eye, you notice that your crush is eating with gusto, spooning bite after bite into their mouth with barely a second between. but they're a pretty big eater, and—at the end of the day—they are an adult. so you say nothing.
fast forward to the end of the meal—the bill has been split evenly (except for you and your crush, of course, because you paid for theirs before they could argue any more about it) and you're all leaving the restaurant. as you step outside, your crush says, sort of casually, "i think i might've ate too much." immediately you're blushing, trying not to squirm or stare as you laugh teasingly. your crush giggles too, and one of your friends makes a quip about them having a rock in their stomach. as you walk through the parking lot, it's impossible not to notice their hand on their belly.
your group came in two cars, so you all bid each other farewell and pile into your respective vehicles. you're sitting in the passenger seat and your crush is sitting in the back, right behind you. it's a short drive back home, but you keep your eyes and ears peeled anyway, waiting for some kind of indicator that your crush is in more discomfort than they'd initially let on. but the ride is largely uneventful, and you're all dropped off outside your building.
as you make for the doors, your crush lags slightly behind you. you almost think it's your imagination when you hear the tiniest burp—this tight, uncomfortable sound that you would've otherwise missed had there been any other noise happening around you. steadfastly, you say nothing. what's there to say, anyway?
you pull open the door and your crush walks through. you're walking up the first flight of stairs when they say, "i'm kinda—i'm kinda nauseous, i think." and—there's no way this is real, but it is—as they're speaking, their throat tightens around a gag, voice going low and tense as they fight off the urge to retch. you're both alarmed and incredibly turned on, and by the time you've made it to the landing they're hiccuping out a genuine gag—it's small but wet, gurgling just slightly in the bottom of their throat. your heart starts pounding.
"dude," you say, laughing nervously, hoping your arousal isn't obvious. "don't tell me you're actually gonna puke." you could almost wish it in your head: please puke please puke please puke, but you quash that train of thought before it fully starts. now is not the time.
"um—" your crush swallows, and you finally let yourself take a good, long look at their face. they aren't especially pale or sweaty, and there's good humor written all over their expression, but there's a touch of nerves there, too. and the fist near their mouth isn't helping matters, either.
#my writing#my sickfic#nausea#emetophilia#no actual vomiting#irl sitch bitch!#....should i finish this?? 👀👀#bc there is in fact much more to this story#idk y'all let me know#slight ns/fw
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When you were using drugs, Mr. Molloy, do you remember the best you ever had? Berkeley, 1978. Some Mexican black tar that Carly and Pedro were slinging. So imagine that flowing inside your veins again. Now multiply it by miles, to the rings of Saturn and back.
#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#loustat#otp: all my love belongs to you#my edit#my gifs#i just can't stop coming back to this scene over and over and#(anyway pretend i'm not here when i should be writing 👀)#(seriously tho i'm off to try and finish the draft of this first chapter wish me luck)
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got inspiration from @marronje 's art and also from these ones


#I had sm fun while doing this hihiihhihi#Tho i really got lazy about the background💀#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#my hero academy#my art#uraraka ochako#ochaco uraraka#toga himiko#himiko x ochako#himiko toga#himiocha#togachako#tgck#tgchk#uravity#togachaco#My eng teacher from my college gave me a book to study IELTS🥹#*happy dance*#i wanna buy her a gift too but idk what i should buy🤡#anyways#i told her my biggest challenge would be prob writing#And when our class had to write a few sentences with noun clauses thingy i was first one to finish#When i finished i literally throw my pen to my notebook then#looked at my teacher like a little gremlin whos trying to show that they finished their work#She started laugh and then i started to laugh too just like how i laugh here as “hihihihihhi” and she even laughed more#Then thanked me for making her smile and i was like 👀v👀 *blinks like an owl*#anyway
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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Commission for @warriorsweallfalldown of his OCs Howlsplash and Centipedepaw! Loved drawing these gals, they have such a fun energy :D
#My art#my commissions#warriorsweallfalldown#other’s ocs#Howlsplash#Centipedepaw#Had a blast doing this!#MY COMMS ARE STILL VERY MUCH OPEN BTW!!#I’ve got 4 slots open atm but I plan on opening more pretty quick after those get filled up and finished because this is super fun.#YALL SHOULD DEFINITELY HEAD OVER TO MY PINNED POST AND FOLLOW THE LINK TO MY KOFI TO SEE WHAT I OFFER 👀#Warriors#warrior cats#warriors oc#warrior cats oc#warrior cats art#warriorcats#warriorcats oc
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I'M BACKKKKKK OMG HELLO WORLDDDDDD
#i just got back from a quick vacation#i'm sorry i haven't answered any of your asks i was so busy 😭#BUTTTT I FINISHED THE WEREWOLF FIC YAAYYYYYYY#should i post it now 👀#i really reallly realllllllly like their dynamic in this one i hope you'll like it too 🥺#maybe i should go answer some asks first brb
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Caitvi's turn ( ≧∀≦)ノ💖
They were the original inspo for my Adrienette locker scene.... I just didn't finish em first (..)
💖 Etsy 💖
✏️Ko-Fi✏️
Majority of my time was spent coloring her hair..... I just kept adding more (>人<;)
#jupiterriot art#art#Arcane#leage of legends#heartthrob caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#vi x caitlyn#caitlyn x vi#caitvi#should I draw another version where its arcane cait and vi 👀#that would probably take me another 20 years to finish drawing cause of work n school xD#violyn#vi kiramman#heartach vi#lol caitlyn#lol vi
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In Stars And Time Classpects
Siffrin - Thief of Time Mirabelle - Page of Space Isabeau - Heir of Blood Odile - Seer of Heart Bonnie - Sylph of Hope
Explanations under the cut!
Siffrin - Thief of Time Of course Siffrin literally manipulates time, but Time as an aspect is also associated with death, destruction, and inevitability, which are huge themes in their story. Nothing says "time player" more than marching onwards through a thousand deaths, fighting against a fate that seems impossible to avert. And as a Thief, Siffrin specifically steals time from others in order to have more for himself. Whoops! Time players are relentless, and thieves are active, self-centered. They won't sit still and accept the inevitable; they'll struggle towards their goal at any cost. It's incredibly fitting for a Thief of Time to hold their objective so tightly that the reason they wanted it disintegrates in their grasp, lost to entropy.
Mirabelle - Page of Space As the chosen one spearheading the mission to collect the orbs and save the country, she seems like the obvious choice for the other essential aspect and its quest, collecting frogs and ensuring the continuation of life. Luckily, the metaphorical side fits perfectly as well: Space is about creation, just like the Change religion! But as a Page, Mirabelle doesn't use her aspect herself; instead, she leads using it, and leads others to use it. She inspires others to change, learn, and improve. Pages reach their potential slowly – they may struggle for a while with feelings of inadequacy and stagnation. After a long hard journey with lots of reflection and personal growth, though, they can end up the strongest of all! And for Mirabelle, as a Page of Space, that means learning to let go of the urge to force personal change, inspiring external change on a greater scale instead.
Isabeau - Heir of Blood Blood means relationships, trust, and obligation. Heirs embody their aspect, and perhaps attract it, receive it, are controlled by it; the perfect class for someone who specifically crafted himself into the kind of person others would reach out to. Heir is one of the most active of all the passive classes, but it's still passive – Isabeau makes space for bonds, commits to bonds, but doesn't take the first step to create the bonds himself. His choice to follow Mirabelle was a natural continuation of his obligations as defender. He couldn't bring himself to confess to Siffrin, but that passive crush was a powerful narrative force. Isabeau didn't assemble the team, but he reinforces the bonds that allow it to function!
Odile - Seer of Heart Heart is the aspect of self and identity, which is the heart (heh) of Odile's quest. She wants to learn about herself, and her chosen method is learning about other people. Seers seek a comprehensive knowledge of their aspect and then use it to coordinate and advise others; Odile analyzing enemies and deciding team tactics is a perfect example of this! The Seer prevents their party from making mistakes related to their aspect, so a successful Seer of Heart would understand each teammate's personality well enough to guide them through their character arcs and prevent self-destructive behavior. Odile noticed Siffrin's increasingly out-of-character behavior, and had the ability to figure out why they had changed... except he kept thwarting her efforts by stealing her time. But in the end she managed to thwart them instead, forcing them to stay put and go through their character development already!
Bonnie - Sylph of Hope Hope is one of the most literal aspects; Hope players raise morale, stick to their convictions, and believe that a better world is possible. The Sylph of Hope would be someone who uses Hope to heal other people, or fixes and maintains Hope itself. Obviously, Bonnie literally brings hope and healing by passing out the potions, but they're also the snack leader! Nothing boosts morale like a nice meal. Hope is also the antithesis to Rage, which represents possibilities being cut off. Bonnie reacts poorly to situations that invoke the Rage aspect, like the adults discussing death (the ultimate end of possibilities), and Siffrin getting injured in their defense (which no amount of belief can heal); in fact, they react with anger and an urge to tear down any positive that's left! Since Hope is associated with black and white thinking, it's not surprising that when Bonnie loses hope, they lose it, leaning into their aspect's opposite. But that's not where they stay – when they protect Siffrin in their friendquest, they're able to not just heal their own hope, but give hope to Siffrin as well. Bonnie believes that they and their friends can all protect each other, and in the end, they do!
#in stars and time#isat classpects#classpecting#THIS WAS SO HARD!!!!!#i kept going back and forth on who should have heart vs blood between odile and isabeau#and i was really tempted to make mirabelle a sylph for the healing stuff but decided to prioritize the character arc stuff instead#similar thing with bonnie for life - the healing/food = life bit is obvious but the personality bits just didn't fit as well!#when i first started working on this post i joked that the ISAT cast is “oops all hearts”#but now i'm like wow. they're really all hope as well...#hope would also work super well for mirabelle's change stuff and for siffrin's wishcraft stuff!#sif could also go more rage or even doom...#ahhh i love to play in this space#and now that i've finished mine and i can go read what people commented on my original hearts joke 👀#isat#siffrin#mirabelle#isabeau#odile#bonnie#homestuck#isat spoilers#thoughts about the whole family#thoughts#classpects
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tlovm but make it jayvik (wip!!!)
#super quick sketch bc i couldn’t get the idea out of my head#jayvik#arcane#jayvik fanart#arcane fanart#idk guys should i finish it???? 👀#don’t talk to me about jayce’s manly man features i’ve never drawn a beard in my life
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young kageyama bros but it's like heavily based on me and my own sibling when we were young lol
ty @corvidinstinct for typing out the warrior cats ramble for me to use in this lmao
#jace you should finish mob psycho 100 just saying 👀👀👀#mp100#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo#ritsu kageyama#kageyama ritsu#doodles#id in alt text#artists on tumblr#anyway this was also mostly an excuse to draw them w a height difference as kids bc it bothers me they dont have one in the flashbacks lol#esp since my own sibling and i's age difference is like 3 months more than the kageyama bros and we had a significant height difference#growing up lol
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Fam and i were passing a sock shop and we saw a cyclops one and In Devious Union my brother and i said ‘cysocks’
#snap chat#speaking of siblings tho i finished those Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver comics and i fear i need more i love them sm 😭😭 back to me tho.. lol#so it turns out we share a braincell. AWFUL !!!#YOU KNKW WHAT HE SAID TO MEON THE TRAIN context i put eyeliner on so i look esp like a raccoon today. also more rings but whatever#my brother was like ‘at least we dont have to worry about anyone sitting next to us theyjust have to look at you and be like 👀’#LIKE WHY IS HE SO MEAN TODAY well jokes on his dumbass two kids ended up having to sit next to us ANYWAY#SO DIE <- this is average brother banter please be nice to us both#my dad was a lot nicer about my outfit … as per usual … omg wait this blog gets to leaen about how cool my dad is and how much i love him :]#ANYWAY MY DAD WAS NICER he literally stopped me and turned me around just to look at my whole outfit sosnwkssk#he kept insisting it was very cool and that i was fashionable. he DID be like ‘wow ! emo :)’ at first which almost made me throw up laughing#but thats what my dad does best: making me laugh and Not making me feel like a gross heathen. unlike SOME parents……………#anyways if we walk hy the shop again ill take a pic of the cysocks. because thats what this post was about fjWPDJSKSK#FOR NOW BYE my bro and i are in a bank lobby rn dodnskkejz#my dad had to do somethin real quick but he should be back soon then we’re going to meet my. older sis#see theyre both older than me but i distinguish them via Older Sister and Eldest Sister#because using their names is ridiculous. ok bye
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Quick Fuuta sketch -- I wanted the vibe of him reluctantly tipping his head up so someone could check his injuries, but I don't know if it translates or if the angle just looks awkward rip
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#dont know if ill continue with it but ah well#i finished my other fuuta art tho :3 ill post it tomorrow i think#i think if i add a hand tipping his chin up it would make more sense why hes angled that way but looking away#but 1. that would mean id need to draw a hand -_- at a fancy perspective no less -_-#and 2. im worried itll come off more shippy than intended#its definitely meant to be a little bit but thatd feel too much you know?#idk 😅 im eepy#and should not be trusted with tagging#(ohh just saw the ask -- i will definitely be taking you up on that enablement at some point 👀👀👀)
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Hi Yomi! Sorry to bother you but you said you had some proto Kohana and Souji pics right? Care to share them too? Thanks I just like them a lot in your fic.
Heya, dear reader! 😘 No worries, you aren't bothering me! 💖 I wrote that in this post's tags and I'm really happy that you asked to see them 'cause Souji and Kohana are very dear to me!
⏳Okay, this is the first one, a fake anime screenshot I drew in 2014 (the background was a photo 'cause I didn't know how to paint them back then 😆). Proto!Kohana was much nicer/sweeter to Souji than the actual Kohana will ever be (😂), so that's why she addressed him as "Souji-kun", while he used to tease her by calling her "Kinpatsu-chan" (which could be roughly translated as "Blondie").
☝The dialogue goes as follows: Proto!Kohana: "Souji-kun.... don't go out yet! You're still-" Souji: "You should leave, Kinpatsu-chan, I don't need a nanny".
🎬As a bonus, here are a couple of 2015 GIFs that I drew; the first one inspired by a scene from the "Lady Georgie" anime, and the second one made 100% from scratch by me! 👀 (I still remember how much I struggled with that little dance animation, haha).
Thanks for giving me the chance to share these over here! 🙏 I'm currently working on my second 100% human artwork in Studio Ghibli style and, since I already finished the Heisuke/Chie one, this one will be about Souji/Kohana starring in another favorite Ghibli movie of mine: Only Yesterday! 🌱👩🌾 (Mainly due to Kohana's dream of fleeing the city to become a farmer, lol!).
#i should do more animations 👀💕 it's been a while since the last one even though i really enjoy working on them#btw i'm close to finishing chapter 27 😁 there's lots of okihana scenes in this one so i hope you'll enjoy them once i translate it anon!#2014 art#2015 art#my art#my fics#a friend like you#my ocs#hakuouki oc#hakuoki oc#furukawa kohana#hakuouki#hakuoki#okita souji#canon x oc#oc x canon#okihana#fanfic art#original character#digital art#paint tool sai#no ai used#my posts#art update#fic update
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Finally got around to finishing something I've wanted to draw for SO LONG (Sean in knee highs, a skirt, and a cute sweater)
Honestly pretty glad with how this one turned out :D (why don't more people draw him in skirts?? It has always been a great mystery ...)
(ref/pose under the cut)

#hes so pretty#i decided to do a neckline dip to show his collarbone 👀#he's absolutely rocking it (as he should)#sean macguire#rdr2#seán macguire#rdr2 art#sketch#killing it#finally finished a damn sketch 4 once
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Sketching his hairline for a different drawing
#limbussy#limbus company#lcb#hong lu#limbus hong lu#lcb hong lu#hong lu lcb#should make him bald maybe 👀#finished my orgo exam I am FREE#ONE MORE FINAL#so close yet so far
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sometimes I wish I were maybe 2% less neurotic about planning some things
#i may or may not have gotten the smallest push to do a thing 👀#except at that time i was 2 weeks out of surgery and lol No.#however now as i clean up those notes and docs#i am thinking how nice it'd be to start asking around to see if anyone else wants to help#except#Except☝️#i have only finished 90% of the setup#and internally i am like 'oh no this is a mess i should tidy it up first'#i literally have all email communications already drafted all info docs 97% done the schedule worked out and even several gfx done#all of which i had finished... p much 3 weeks ago#except there are like 2 things i havent done and im like ''well i cant ask around yet nothing is ready''#brain u are so dumb#.......i will make an actual post on this but basically: multi fandom postcard exchange for thai dramas#will need some extra mods to help keep things smooth tho 🥺#will make an actual post on this but like this if u wanna be tagged when i do?#*sorry not like- reply so i dont spam anyone just generally interested 😂#or just DM idk
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