#....I'm hopeless IM HOPELESS

[daydream-comet]

I go to see my psychiatrist, come back with a crush on a random stranger who is apparently a hot goth girl around my age whom I'll probably never meet again unless they become a regular

[sunlit-mess]

if it’s not too personal, why would you prefer staying with at your mother’s? Is it cause you get along well with your sisters?

[jacks-the-flower]

ok so i popped in my earbuds to be able to listen to the voiceovers in afk journey, and "let me show you my moves" is absolutely insane like valen what are you ACTUALLY talking about man-

[karumbusarr]

please, look at him, him trying to 'act cool' around the girl he forever will always be in love with. im obsessed with him. he's just that powerful cuz love truly has no bounds with this man. i will forever be in love with ryu sun jae, character never peaked like this before, we need more simps

[amywritesthings]

i may be fighting my insurance company to authorize my life-or-death birth control for my endo for the fourth time this month, but at least you guys have been combating my depressive spiral by being so enthusiastic and kind about press four and silver underground. 🩷

i am so very grateful for your support and outpour of love and enthusiasm, i'm not kidding when you say this blog is my lifeline.

[comfortableinthesilence]

I've been a bit mia from Tumblr and on autopilot this last week or so for one reason or another! While I might not be focused on posting much I have been working on new art as an outlet! Being creative is my source of therapy, its my outlet for my emotions, calms and distracts my mind from the overthinking, anxiety and depressive headspace! Plus with my shop currently closed and on a hiatus its nice getting back to creating art for me and not for the sole purpose of being sellable!

Art is subjective and whats appealing to me might not appeal to others! Over the years I've developed my style of art and creative process from idea to reality! Though somewhere I lost my way and started making art I thought would sell but lately I'm realising my art is for me and that's the important factor! This journey started out as an outlet for my mental health, not as a business. I need to remember that and make art that resonates with me, be it me expressing my mental illness, hopeless romantic shit or life experiences, regardless if its sellable or not! That's what art and being creative is about🩵✨🌙

Anywho, that ramble is more for me but I hope it resonates with others who are creative! Below are some of the more recent designs I've done! (Ignore the watermarks, after my whole temu crap I've decided to start including them to protect my work, not that many will see this but hey ho 😂😅)

[soapkid]

ive gotta be real im kind of losing hope for life

[watery-melon-baller]

im never quite good at dealing with people venting to me because my automatic response is to offer them a solution, and i get frustrated if they continue to vent without taking the solution, especially if it's a simple solution. i am aware that everyone has issues and that things are difficult but sometimes i see my friends and i just get so. envious and annoyed because they can just sit there and whine without even doing anything. which is a cruel thing to think because they do have legitimate issues but every time they're talking im just always thinking in the back of my head just do the fucking thing. Just do it. It doesn't Matter if X and Y are affecting you just fucking do it you have to do it you can't just sit on your ass and not do it. and i don't want to say that to my friends because it is mean and not nice and they have real legitimate issues and i completely understand where they're coming from and why they're struggling but my internal dialogue is a constant manta of "didnt ask didn't care stop being a little bitch and get over yourself and do it" because that's what i have to tell myself to get anything done

[carnival-core]

Hey not to make a political post but does it ever feel like we can just never win and the suffering will be forever and we're always going to have to fight with moments of peace being fleeting and not worth looking forward to

[suffercerebral]

me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects

[eric-the-bmo]

"Need a light?"

(very huge thanks to @sm0kebreaks for this commission of my vampire and his sire! I'm going to go insane in the tags now, i adore this with every fibre of my being [also: vers with no piercings under the readmore, bc I love that one too])

[nyashykyunnie]

What's the difference? Nothing

What does it make me? Even more delusional and insane

[simplydnp]

not my mom getting emotional over finding out a friend of mine got married last year and is expecting in october...

[z0mbiefrank]

just got my second serious burn of the month after a hot water bottle i was using for severe period pain exploded onto me

[gxlden-angels]

I hate hearing about the Quiverfull movement. I hate hearing about it politically. I hate hearing about it from people who don't know anything about it. I hate hearing about it from people who only know the Duggars. I hate hearing about it from people who grew up next to it, but not in it. I hate hearing about it from women stuck in it right now. I hate hearing about it from women who were stuck in it. I hate the Quiverfull movement and I hate hearing about it.

[ardentpoop]

i wish people could tell the difference btwn:

this is in the story as an important and intentional theme

this is in the story unintentionally but says something culturally significant and might still tie into the story's key themes

this is in the story solely to please the fans

this is in the story solely to shock the fans