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I hate this looming fear that all my friends hate me just because we haven't talked in like a day or wtv. I'm so annoying :l
#post:vent#everytime i think about my friends hating me or disliking the thought of me i think of that one post-#-where this persons partner responded “thats kinda mean” irt to that person asking/talking abt ppl thinking badly of them behind their back#< something like that icr properly#just thinking “thats mean” whenever i feel like my friends hate me or dont like me and my messages and stuff#that thread changed my mindset but its still so unfathomable for me to think that my friends can have enjoyable thoughts about me-#-when im not around :p..#so as much as i wanna change my mind and say they can have nice thoughts about me. i just. cant. i always go back on myself sjddjjksnd
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I also like the idea of Bakugo coming home from a long, overseas mission only for you to be surprised when you meet him at the airport cuz he’s twice as beefy and four times more scary looking.
#Bakugo#UGH IM IN A CAR so I can’t write this f*ck#but meeting him at the airport and being shocked he’s HUGE and a little bit shy abt it#and you take him home and are all quiet bc u think he wants to rest#meanwhile he’s all confused bc you didn’t seem so excited to see him? only gave him one measly kiss????#and knows he gained weight and is kinda… nervous u hate it#and when you get home you’re kinda creeping around him#and he just bursts out to ask if you’re not attracted to him anymore or found someone new#and all you can do is like whisper#‘I am so attracted to you right now I feel like I could d*e’#‘and I didn’t want to bother u after a long flight of other how wet my p*nties are’#and then u f*ck like animals for a whole week#gen#shii posts
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#stardew valley#sdv alex#i just wanted to draw him in shorts ok#then i just didnt pay attention to how people actually look when moving cause im like#oh cool hes gonna wave and say sup#and then im like hmmmm p sure thats not the proper way youd wanna run#but its a doodle and i can post it and its good enough#sorry september is just a genuinely bad month for me and so energy gets really low around this time as does mood#soooo.... im still updating daily but the energy is real bad ....
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You have synesthesia?? How does that work for you? Is this how you manage to use the word “meat” in a way that makes me go “holy shit that’s good and cool i need to read that sentence four more times” instead of “ew”?????
I do!!! Letters, numbers, and words all have colours and sometimes visual textures for me-- and while numbers and letters on their own are generally only a single colour (7 is a bright, grassy green!!! while "K" is a pale peachy pink, for example :] ), when i put them into words they often take on entirely new colours, some of which even bleed into each other like watercolour paints. Ironically, its why i use the UK spelling of "colour" in the first place-- the "u" turns what looks like a dull, desaturated blue into a smeared blue-and-purple that i find really pretty to look at :]] so when i say i like to paint with words, i kinda mean that literally 😂😂😂😂😂
But yeah, i'd imagine thats why my writing is Like That™ to some degree-- a lot of what im doing behind the scenes involves matching the colours and visual textures of a given word with all of the others in order to evoke a particular vibe or image in my writing. There are a lot of layers to how i write, but this is probably the one that takes both the most time AND is the one i happen to talk about the least WKDJWKSJEJ
#shouting speaks#asks#discovered the word ''halation'' yesterday as well which is a dark burnt orange at the beginning of the word that bleeds into periwinkle#on the back end#which was like. perfect for what i wanted in the scene#since a lot of the words AROUND it are various shades of browns oranges reds and creams#i think the colours i see the most of are purples greens and oranges tbh. p much every word with a Q and U in it has a shot of purple#if not taken over by it entirely#for those curious A is blue B is red C is a darker green#i made a chart once with hex codes to show what i see to other ppl but i have ZERO clue where it is now#the other funny thing ive noticed is that when numbers combine their individual colours stay the same#they dont blend like letters in words do#75 is green and magenta respectively the same way 7 and 5 are#36 is yellow and orange same as 3 and 6 when separated#its funny but helps me remember stuff quick im like REALLY good at remembering like. card numbers and license plates bc of it#txt
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i had this in mind a few days ago while running on 2 hrs of sleep
decided to finally draw it lol
i have some more ideas in mind of them that i will hopefully get to get around drawing
#one piece#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#eustass kid#so the idea is like maybe they got to know each other as children cus they somehow lived in the same neighbourhood/got sent to the same#daycare right and the first day they met it seemed they already got like beef with each other#but its ok its their version of bonding :)#they definitely shit on eafch other with no hesitation#they still have their own respective groups (crews) but they just hang sometimes for no reason#like they get put in the same place at the same time. whoever is with them will be the unfortunate victim.#they still care for one another ofc just in their own roundabout way#i do still have some things i need to think about like do i still want to make law a sick boy#i mean i know i made him p pale in that drawing#cause im a sucker for whump ok#but then again waht am i making him sick with. is it gonna be chronic. is it just an unfortunate one time thing.#also if i make him to still be a sick boy theres gonna be a period in which luffys gonna be taller than him by the time theyre around#10-13 y.o. and then law just shot up like a beanstalk from 15-16. luffys gonna grieve. but its ok luffy you can be taller than him at 40#maybe#also the damn designs#law do you already have a beard by the time youre 16. it was not mentioned in the novel. i am conflicted.#also kids hair is fucking wild i almost cried drawing it#he doesnt wear lipstick in school. he does when hes hanging outside tho#luffys the most straightforward one i mean come on look at him#laws the one giving me headache cus fucker is canonically a 26 y.o man with facial hair#fanart#my art
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Out of the three of them, only the least humanoid one is allowed to curse.
#crossover#lies of p#lies of p gemini#honkai: star rail#boothill#hsr boothill#fanart#also some details are mirrored sorry bout that#drew this the other way around cause its easier for me and then i remembered the actual meme format#also p looks a little like an ugly duckling with his semblance of a sword next to boothills detailed gun but oh well#the original point of this post was ‚huehue two robots‘ but boothills not a robot so you get a funny chara combo instead#INDFHBCIEB hes not even out yet im gonna be so annoying when he is#lunavagans
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15/11/2024 - WSH @ COL
Dubois when asked about linemate Connor McMichael -> (˵ ‘• v •`˵)
You've got a front row seat to what Connor's done. What's gone into him having the heater that he's on right now? Yeah, it's - I don't want it to stop, nobody does, especially me and - and Tom, I think, so, whatever he needs we're there for him. Um, I had my hands up in the air, I thought he had that one at the end, but, when you're hot it's just a matter of time, so, y'know he missed that one but he'll get one - hopefully he'll get one next game.
#he... looks like this... (˵‘• v •`˵) to me....#pierre luc dubois#washington capitals#caps lb#puck!gif#p!gif:caps#puck!script#<- a little transcribing.. for fun...#good god the colours on that video were a nightmare to mess around with <3#anyway anyway... look at this service dog... all he wants is to help !! all he ever wants is to be a part of something.. oauhghh...#IF i could do some silly psychoanalysis:#he was happiest when he assisted on peoples first NHL goals last season like it was such a clear source of joy#like he was WAGGING his tail about it. yknow. just so excited to help.. god....#i think because the focus was away from the melodrama of his point production and on something everyone could agree was good#and he's always so serious in media ykwim like always hedging his bets 'well i didnt play perfect and we must keep working'#has anyone noticed this EYE have noticed this. anyway. anyway. what im saying is hes SO happy and uninhibited here because#he's talking about someone else's success.#because he doesn't want to make promises about his own? because he's waiting for the good thing to end?? who knows but i AM wailing abt it
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the joshler moral panic always comes up again and again and again despite the fact the band actively join in w the fanbase on making silly jokes and references and have multiple times said they don't care
because people generally get up in arms about something they find yucky or distasteful before asking the opinions of the actual people involved
if disgust is ur primary motivator to doing or saying something, it's just not a good basis and can be dismissed out of hand. there's definitely good reasons to be mindful and respectful when talking ab rpf, but like, generally speaking if the people involved either don't care/are in on it/actively encourage it then it's not as big of a problem as people like to think that it is.
if people care about consent, let it be up to the people involved. let people say yes, even when it disgusts you lol
#tøp#joshler#I'm soooo tired of this silly anti joshler sentiment going around again when literally no one involved cares#ofc dont go up to them and ask but like#look at their recent posts and opinions ab it and formulate ur opinion based on that not what u Think they feel ab it#bc projecting ur disgust onto someone else who says something is fine basically takes away their agency to say yes#and im gonna say the dreaded p word but yea its really fucking parasocial to assume they agree with ur opinion#when all other evidence is to the contrary#get real!!!!!!
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the only minecraft movie i want to see is the one i found on yt several years ago and have been trying to track down again ever since
edit: i think i finally found the video i was looking for. win
#salty talks#minecraft#seriously ive been looking for that thing for years now. im p sure it had a sequel#also just. its gonna be really interesting to discuss this movie bc theres an insane amount of competition#like. theres so much minecraft storytelling on yt. with so many genres. what is this movie going to offer#that makes it stand out makes it more worthwhile to see than these free yt narratives#bc im someone who yknow. grew up on minecraft yt once the game got going. i have seen a lot of really cool ways people#use minecraft for storytelling and leverage it in many different ways#will this movie be better than the ‘movie’ a ten year old put together in their survival world#yknow? bc theres a lot of ways you can take a narrative in minecraft. and like#its a video game movie. about a video game thats already been- millions of times- used to create stories by thousands of people#is it going to use minecraft itself better than the minecraft stories that make the experiences of playing the game central#idk. bc ive gotten back into minecraft yt and have found a handful of really good narratives told using minecraft#i personally have no interest in this movie when i have andrewgaming67 and whatever zeemyth is doing and every other#minecraft project that floats around in my youtube recommendations that sounds interesting#…will it top villager news#will it be more worthwhile to see than feuerri’s old stop-motion lego minecraft world
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My sense of time is so wack and I'm sure part of it is because I'm always so busy that the days fly by but checking up on an artist and seeing that their last homestuck post was a fairly long time ago is very jarring
#p#“oh i love this persons hs art i should see what theyre up to”#>theyve been into some random video game for the past year#like HUH?????? when did that happen#maybe part of it is that im stuck in this weird perpetual homestuck liker bubble while almost everyone around me has moved on#natural progression of time but i am Frozen and it makes me feel weird and kinda sad?#thats a can of worms i dont want to get into though lol pushing that back into whatever trench in the recesses of my brain it crawled out o
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Sometimes I remember lee know saying he wants to do a song with Seungmin and I.N bc he'd like to be a part of vocalracha and then I remember that was well over a year ago and there's still nothing.... </3
#cmonnnnn#those dudes all have been getting vocal lessons for 5 million years and have yet to get a proper song together its kinda funny#and by funny i actually cannot conceptualise the thought process of the larger skz team at jyp sometimes#like it doesnt have to be a 3racha production...... the covers and solos are p frequently done outside that so like....#?#lee knows love me or leave me cover popped off when it got released sometimes i dont really know what their managers are doing lmao#like people talk about how busy they are and they are super busy but also im p sure they cpuld have made a vocal unit song at some point in#the past year#but also they could have released the solo songs from dome tour at any point so once again its just that thing of not really understanding#jyp management and why they dont hop on some opportunities that seem fairly logical#like they better release the new songs this time around people have clearly shown a thirst its just weird#like the joke is skz is behind on trends but like. this isnt an skz member thing its a larger management thing and its a bit confusing#id presume theyd release the new solo songs maybe at the end of the tour but they didnt release the dome ones yet so its like.....#Hmmmmm#we will see i suppose
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we finished ooos!
#the real medals were the friends we made along the way#literally our friend ankh hes made of medals#umm yeah i have some cool stuff planned i wanna draw but i wanna spend time on it properly so ill just get my silly ones out for now :p#i remember saying to didi when shingo started walking around that now im familiar with ryons game#its even weirder to see him with a normal haircut wearing a polo shirt#also style consistency isnt real#post tag#art tag#kamen rider ooo#hina izumi#shingo izumi#kiyoto maki#ankh#ankh kamen rider#eiji hino
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Life With The Lennons, Exclusive by Ray Coleman, April 1965 [x]
#john lennon#cynthia lennon#the beatles#ray coleman#kenwood#1965#wish we had a specific date for this one#given this is around the same time as help! writing and LSD coffee spiking#im not sure ive read another pre-1968 interview that sounds more like bitter 70s john#but some interesting things here#his comments on growing old consider he later called this era his fat elvis period#his game with the press compared to paul#sounding more enthused about films than recording#the guy who told john ab contacts#early glasses johnny#an appearance of nigel the dog#how he uses soft to describe him but then uses it to barrage the idk radio hosts?#i'll follow the sun coming on the radio and the absurdity of saying paul was 10 when he wrote it#(he was 16 at the earliest possibly 17 or 18 and he didnt finish it until he was 22)#they're so weird with referring to their ages in the 60s like j&p just keep saying they met when they were 12#(they were never 12 at the same time so its either shorthand or some absurd joke)#april 1965#john speaks#text scans#ad lib club
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Akira can be invited literally anywhere and enjoy himself bc he just likes hanging w his friends all the time; hes the perfect parallel play buddy :) makes me think he was a bit of a social butterfly even before the Shido incident; he gets more energy being around his friends than being cooped up alone in that attic
#chattin#akira#im sure he had like. a couple of decent friends#and tons of people who knew him and vibed w him#back home#but popularity means that connections are usually shallow#and getting put on probation would definitely make them cut ties#or have their parents cut ties w him#now that hes in a new school and new place; hes gotta start off from scratch#but it comes p naturally to him; he LIKES people and he knows what to say (for the most part)#on the topic; i do think this would be a good explanation for why hed be good at interrogating shadows#he reads the room and knows what to say to get the outcome he wants#hes just very keen on ppl and their wants and needs; even if its vague info at first#he craves connections so badly; and hell say what he needs to make the ppl he likes stay w him#its like. a little manipulative. he cant really help that; theres still trust to be earned#but he drops it fairly quickly when he realizes he doesnt need to Work to keep these ppl around him#being around popular crowds means u gotta watch out for lies and deceit; ppl using u to boost themselves#but w the thieves and assorted confidants; theres no fear of that. he gets to just be akira#the guy who likes being invited to group hangouts so he can sit and silently stare at them for 4 hours straight#and have no expectations to talk and mingle#and he does talk and mingle. but he likes to just have them next to him. so hes content either way
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the empty frame in bobbys castle tower is a metaphor for jaiden and roiers family. they shared a house a bed items son, roier showed her his basement, melissa, his betrayal scars, and his home that was meant to be a community house. and jaiden couldnt fully believe she wasnt taking too much when it was her house! it was her base too! she moved out of the home she was building to move in with roier but she still felt like an intruder to her own home! she saw it as a temporary home for until she could move out and build her own base. but she still cared for and accepted every part of roier. and roier loved jaiden back too! when they died in that airship, he cleared out the dungeon and gave jaiden armor and spirit orbs and when jaiden accepted his anger and blame it just fizzled out. jaiden understands. so then roier left a empty frame at the bottom of the tower for jaiden to fill whenever she came back and they laughed and joked while tucking bobby in and jaiden said i bet you a hundred million dollars we'll see bobby tomorrow and roier said are you sure and it was a joke and then tomorrow came and jaiden was an hour too late. and then roier joked and laughed and when jaiden came and he had to break the news he couldn't anymore. because with jaiden roier can let down the jokes and with roier jaiden can be sure he has her back and support and when jaiden fell off the edge roier jumped down to join her before she could even say anything and they had pvp lessons together and a heart to heart as the sun rised and in the end the community house lays abandoned and bobby fields is filled with copies of the best day they had together and the attic is never looked at again and the top floor of bobbys tower isnt either.
#o'-|-<#im missing some things and my words are toomany but JAIDEENNNNNROIERERRRR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I dont want to write it like Oh jaiden has to do all the emotional work for ro because shes a girl that NOT their dynamic at all.#i dont know how to write my feelings about jaiden and roier. but this is close enough#bc they were both so lonely youknow? and for a long time j felt like she had only ro and a few acquaintances#it wasnt until after bobby died that she opened up to the rest of the server and even then she faced some issues#(all cubito btw all rol. incase that wasnt clear :P)#and like with ro he only showed his true basement to those he trusted. which was j bobby and eventually cb.#and he showed melissa to his friends but the ones who reacted positively were j who hyped her up and cb who also hyped her up even though s#he doesnt actually know yet lol#they looked for ingridents for absurd amount of time... j was so confident in ro she was so relieved when he appeared with sl attacked#and the rose fields. the best day on the server for jaiden was adventuring with bobby and roier and taking pictures with gifts.#and they both loved her so much. remember how bobby caught every hummingbird around bc j said she liked them#the pizzas in the cabin#Im so chill. :D#kb.jaiden#kb.roier
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