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bury me in an unmarked grave
(aka gideon dealing with rejection aka me thinking about the fact that gideon's ultimate act of love is the ultimate act of betrayal for harrow)
details under cut!
#work and thesis stuff have been eating me alive again but i'll try to be more active!#also been in the trenches because of the new lis game (iykyk... it's bad)#the locked tomb#tlt#tlt fanart#gideon the ninth#digital art#gideon nav#illustration#griddlehark#harrowhark nonagesimus#nona the ninth spoilers#tlt spoilers#kiriona gaia#ntn spoilers#cw blood
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main take aways from Halloween (1978) rewatch:
michael myers is canonically 21??? this bitch should be at the club
*sees tiddies* ***MURDEROUS RAMPAGE NOISES***
that's it that's the movie
outside of the fact that everyone who has sex is murdered by the narrative, this is a surprisingly chill portrayal of female sexuality? these teen girls are horny and actively enjoying Getting It On with their boytoys. no pushy boyfriends sneaking in through their bedroom windows--these ladies are taking the initiative to sneak out and GET SOME. one of them gets laid and then immediately orders her boyfriend to get her a beer. (yes she gets Slashered soon afterward, but so does the boyfriend so honestly, gender equality.) yes the Final Girl is the only one not having sex, but she's not bullied for that, nor are her friends slut shamed except possibly by being murdered by the narrative
actually the only character who is shown being morally condemned on-screen is michael myers. specifically FOR his violent overreaction to other people's sex lives. (people he is spying on). metaphorically, the villain is American Puritanism sticking its judgy nose into other people's business.
aka Michael Myers Is A Republican
but actually the real villain is the doctor. guy's a judgemental, shaming, pathologizing asshole. and he's been in charge of michael's care since he was SIX YEARS OLD? kid never had a chance. i'd go on a killing spree too
also the parents. where are the parents? it's halloween night and all the teenage girls are home babysitting their younger siblings? come to think of it, michael's first victim was his own older sister, whom he killed while she was babysitting him. teen girls are really shouldering a labour burden here. maybe parentification is the true villain
side note: mike commits his first murder wearing a clown costume...which is never referenced again? his 'iconic' costume is a generic mask and wig and jumpsuit, when we coulda had a Killer Clown Michael Myers??? travesty
i like how the Final Girl and her friend casually smoke weed in her car. yeah she's an honor student and her friend is the sheriff's daughter. yeah they smoke weed. so what it's 1978
(to reiterate, mike is 21 and should be at the club. im not saying he shouldn't be rampaging, im saying it's sad that he broke out, tasted freedom for the first time in his life, and immediately snuck back into his childhood home to go rampaging. let's have a remake where he goes to a nightclub and has a few beers. maybe some slutty dancing. then rampage)
oh no he's hot
#HALLOWEEN#halloween the movie#michael myers#do you think he's a mike? mikey? to his friends? if slashers had friends?#i'll be honest i was expecting this movie to be way more of a bitch to its female characters#i mean yeah they died but so did some dudes#there's just a lack of cattiness compared to the way most later movies portrayed teenage girls idk#yeah the Final Girl is a Virgin and a Bookworm. but there's no bullying or any strong sense that's she's morally superior to everyone else#mostly she AND the other girls feel a bit sorry for her lack of a social life. one even tries to set her up with a date to the school dance#solidarity! trying to get your nerd friend laid!#overall it's just teenagers being teenagers and then a slasher comes in and ruins everything with his Lack Of Chill#like yeah dude sometimes teenagers have sex. get over it#also something to be said about how while the girl who survives is the one who isn't sexually active and dresses conservatively...#ultimately those things aren't ENOUGH to prevent her from being targeted#you could say that the other girls 'provoked' the villain (the same way women irl are so often accused of provoking their attackers)#but ultimately that doesn't keep the Final Girl safe. it just delays the inevitable.#because violent men never need excuses. no matter how eager society is to provide them.#ultimately she is at the mercy of the same violent whims because it was never her behavior that invited the violence.#gendered violence doesn't need an invitation.#also she doesn't save herself the doctor saves her#it's not her actions or choices that put her in danger OR save her from it--once again it is the whim of a man#no this wasn't intended to be a feminist movie it's just fun how you could argue it that way
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🍂 INPRNT (Prints) 🌻 Ko-fi (Stickers, zines)
I recently bought an art book on Caspar David Friedrich, whose emotional work stuck with me since I first saw it in a museum years ago. Over the course of a few weeks, I read about his life and at the same time did studies/interpretations of many pieces. It was a really enjoyable and fulfilling project; here's a good lot of them together :)
I was happy to see many people enjoyed Friedrich's work+my interpretations while posting them individually. It took way too long, but I FINALLY set up a print shop for some of these + some other pieces for those who expressed interest. Thank you so much!
#hi again :D im back after my bimonthly haitus#friedrich#caspar david friedrich#art#fantasy art#fantasy creatures#dragon#dragons#god i had so many issues trying to put together a print shop yall....#i'm glad it's finally done#i'll put a more print-focused advertisement together later#ty for the patience :"D#i've been working on a TON of stuff lately#I actually really like this setup-- where I quietly work on lots of things for months#and submit it in bulk over the course of a few weeks of activity#mentally a really nice method for me
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*carefully picks you up and peeks into your conch snail shell*
Ehm... Sorry to bother, but... Could we, maybe, possibly... see Vasco's wife and her lover pictured by your hand? Sorry again, thank you for listening. Take care.
*delicately lays you back into the water to prevent any stress or dehydration*
Unfortunately I don't have her lover figured out yet, but I think Ludovica looks something like this:
#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#Ludovica#vertopus#Vaschete lore#I may still tweak the markings this isn't 100% guaranteed final design#might make her colors a bit more reddish perhaps#but you know this is the general vibe#she was originally inspired by brittany spaniels and one of my old unused characters#to be fair the whole thing was built around the idea that she should have strong eyebrows and green theme color#again jury is still out on the renaissance hairstyle/head piece I'll try to come up with something#still trying to get a good grasp of the girlfriend too#she's most likely her lady-in-waiting or other court companion#essentially a woman of high social class whose job is to accompany a noblewoman and assist her on her daily activities#a best friend more or less#conch snail hours#she will kick anyone's ass. she will kick your ass. she will kick your dog's ass. she will kick her own ass.
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Doodle Requests are CLOSED
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To celebrate 1k+ followers, I'm offering free sketches (example above) for a few days!
You can send me an ask requesting your favorite character, ship, OC or scenario! Any fandom & original works are welcome, and I'm gonna try my best to respond to every ask I receive 🤍
so let's go!!!
#THANK YOU AGAIN FOR 1K I'LL TRY TO BE MORE ACTIVE#there are just so many things I wanna do/work on!!#but also please note that I will take my time with these#and that I will ignore requests if they make me uncomfortable in any way!#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous marinette#shadybug#ml paris special#doodle reqs: 1k#💐
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blue is the ocean and royal and todd. blue is the depth of his eyes when they swallow him whole, make him feel open- are you okay, neil? always asking. always asking. honesty's blue, so neil is honest and todd cries. children use blue crayons for tears. neil's a crayon, there's less of him the more things he does. todd asks again, a blue breeze trapped in their room. neil sucks a blue bruise into todd's neck because that isn't technically lying. todd clings onto some sort of hope, but neil can already hear the ocean, the dizzying depth of it. neil is blue. good bye is blue.
#sorry for being so quiet on here#but i'll try to be more active again!!!#so much love to all of you wonderful people#dead poets society#dps fandom#dps#dead poets headcanons#neil perry#todd anderson#dps fanfiction#anderperry
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how are my awesome mutuals and followers doing tonight
#crow caws#i know i said i was gonna try to be more active when i finished school. and to be fair i have been trying i've just been tired 💔#but things are looking up so i'm gonna start trying harder!!!! maybe i'll start being chatty again..... maybe post some art too
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Everyone say good job pup!
#ive actually already taken some pics and vids so its really for sure happening!#going to try and get some more though#i want to be wayy more relaxed about what I'm posting but i also want to try and be really far ahead#being ahead means if i do need to take a break again i might still have stuff to post#hopefully#im also trying to have fun with it again havent looked at what ive taken yet but i think it could be cute#also if youre planning to sub and you havent before do it now since im going to be putting the price up a little since I'll be active again
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watched the first 2 episodes of acolyte and so far i like every character except for the main one lol. (also is her name osha as in occupational safety and health administration??)
#star wars#the acolyte#acolyte#the nemoidian faces look really good#definitely the best looking prequel alien from the last few shows#rather ironic to name Miss Hazardous Workplace Conditions 'Osha' lol#the assassin lady was really cool looking#it was pretty funny to see that the 120bby sith assassins are reasonably friendly to each other#and at least help each other somewhat#and then there's poor ventress (and briefly savage ig) who just get force-zapped a bunch#the conversation between sol and vernesta(?) at the end of ep 2 was also pretty funny#vernestra: well we have to take time to Thoughtfully Deliberate this situation so we can respond wisely :)#sol: SHE IS ACTIVELY TRYING TO KILL ME???#poor guy hope the situation works out better for him#hey at least his new padawan (orange theelin) is smart#anyways might draw one of them idk#more inclined to draw nightsisters and soft wars rn but we'll see#whos the sith(?) cant be plageius bc hes a muun right?#how old is palpatine again? was the acolyte project his Sith Senior Thesis or something like that#unrelated but the scene of the jedi running around the ice planet bareheaded was so infuriating lol#PUT ON YOUR HOODS I KNOW YOU HAVE THEM#maybe i'll draw hats for them all#i found it a bit weird that they basically gave osha the anakin background? having her be *eight* specifically when she got to the temple#felt a bit off#kind of like it's taking away from the caution around anakin's induction? since i think koth was four and that was considered 'late'#so for a non-prophecied random kid to show up at age eight?#on the other hand maybe they only got cautious about age after this whole debacle happened? idk i'll see what happens#ok i think thats all
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How do you stop hating everything story related you create in sims? Asking for a friend.
#sorry for my absence again#motivation is non existent once again#prozac ain't doing shit#I'll try to be a little more active at the weekend though#sims 3#random crap#volatile shit
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btw one of the things i want to do when i really rap up atbb for real is spontaneously get the energy at will to do actual updated fullbodies of the main 4 since now i actually have the ability to draw them the way they look in my head & have the skills to put some more variety in their shapes. basically i wanna
#warning big character design rambling in these tags but like. were u expecting any less#if ur wondering what changed-#first of all everybody has bigger hands bc i'm actively deciding to commit to that decision because i like it :3#next russ is a bit taller . i'll probably change some other things like making his armor look more solid & making him look more frail#-without it but i dont wanna pick up my tablet rn so thats all i feel like editing with my mouse lmao#edge has the biggest changes mostly in just being Wider. i want to make him Look stronger yknow#currently its just one of those annoying “skinny anime girl actually has 2d spraypainted abs and can lift a truck” tropes that i Hate#its a lil too many triangles when he should really be more like a triangle-flavored square. yknow#that being said the weirdly feminine hips were not intentional but only time will tell if they make it into the actual final design or not#i will not be making his pauldrons wider than they were originally. those things are already wacking everything around him they're fine#fluff's change is just being a bit skinnier so he looks more pathetic and sad. probably gonna try to make him look a bit younger too#but age is hard to represent with skeletons from The Land Of Sharp Features#i might also change up his pants/shoes more idk. Baggy Everything makes a very difficult silhouette and the boots are just boring tbhh#they're the bi flag but i dont think a single person has ever noticed lmao#and stretch's biggest change is that he's going to Have A Fullbody Reference That Isn't From 2019#probably make his hoodie longer/looser so i can make the transition to the leggings less awkward & show off his tank under it a bit more#the leggings & sneakers get to stay tho i think. the red wraps the design up well & the chicken legs are funny to me :>#and karma isn't here but he'll probably also get an update to be more square as well. and NOT SKINNYYYYYY#i gotta cram some more emotional repression & inferiority complex hints into his outfit so his post-void look contrasts more its IMPORTANT#AND ALSO NEVER USE UNDERTALE SPRITES AS A REFERENCE FOR ARMOR EVER EVER EVER AGAIN#that being said im really excited to one day finally sit down and draw his post-void design i think i'll have fun with that one#theres a reason my sf bros dont really fit their “roles” in the au yet like undyne & alphys do. hehehe#basically to sum up all these tags: becoming more skilled at art is a curse because you KNOW you can do things better now
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need y'all to know that some time ago xeno brought it to my attention that jesus of suburbia is an incredibly byan-coded song and i haven't stopped thinking about it since
#it's so TRUE. that ENTIRE longass song is so STUPIDLY byan and I can't get over it#I need to like. go back & listen to more green day tbh bc I think a lot of their shit would suit them#*relisten rather. I used to LIVE on green day but I haven't really been back to them in yearrrsssss#and honestly? they're the kinda stuff byan would listen to too ngl#anyway. sorry I still haven't been around... I don't even have a good excuse this time bc I've literally just been playing overwatch adjgksg#I'm hyperfixated on it again it's literally all I want to do rn :x#I'm getting better on mnk and like.... idk man playing on a new input has added a new challenge and?? I'm having sm fun??? like actually???#I haven't enjoyed this game solo this much since 2016 when I first picked it up#it's been nice 🥺 I AM gonna try to like. get myself to take a break to do some writing at some point but. no promises.#gonna see how I feel. u know I'll be back & active at some point it's just been a v strange couple months ajdgsj#hope everyone's having a lovely friday!!! 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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bleh
#blabbering#rambling/whining/complaining/venting ahead:#I think the horrors have finally caught up to me and the depresso is starting to take hold#i don't usually experience this until winter but I think the sudden drop of activity and people going on hiatus and such -#has triggered this early for me#basically I can't be left alone with my thoughts for too long or i start spiraling REALLY badly.#i don't really handle change very well haha...#i have the notorious curse of second guessing anything and everything and putting it on repeat in my head and then amplifying it#which sucks bc I don't have any more escapisms that work now bc this was already my escapism and I have no human connections irl#(I'm not kidding either. I've failed time and time again to make friends irl and was always the proactive one about it. But alas... ugh)#my only source for connections is online bc i struggle to make friends (especially at my age and how my energy keeps depleting and depletin#might lowkey be sharkweek but usually I just get more agitated and not this (this is very specific to the winter horrors™ for me)#i guess I may as well check out the spears while they're around still (tho in between me making dinner). I'm just feeling super bummed out#and not excited like I was the other day about it (ofc I blame the depresso™).#I don't even know what to do for my beta characters. Head empty. Head gone. sigh.#also it sucks bc next week is gonna kick my ass at work (canada day/july 4th/july in general/5 DAYS and long shifts in there too)#i'm going to be so tired and so alone and with nothing to look forward to. Idk what to do bc none of my usual distractions are effective no#No escape. No seretonin. No company. Nothin'. I notice I when i start getting bad like this when I fall back hard into pokemon#(because it was my childhood escapism and I was a neglected only child who was left alone a lot; hence the connection lol)#i'll probably just have to suffer through it and be an absolute wreck of a person i think. I don't really have any other options#watch me get sick again bc canada sucks to work bc everyone has it off and they ALL GO TO THE STORE I WORK AT AND IT SUCKS.#gonna try to draw more too but the depresso is eating my brain worms (the healthy brain worms)
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really trying to find ways to take care of myself that are doable and enjoyable when possible. and i really feel like with meditation i've had a lot of progress in letting go of things and being able to not get bogged down by circumstances, and i'm having so many more good days and just feel so much lighter overall :)
#personal#like i make these little chocolate things so i can get the seeds i'm supposed to be eating#and i'm finding ways to move my body that feel good and not like a punishment#and then i make my little salty spearmint tea lemonade drink after and i feel so good#still trying to not be on my phone as much and i just started oil pulling which just sucks but hopefully i'll get used to it#or find some way to make it better#i've also felt a lot of stress in the relationships with the people i live with but i feel like over the past few weeks we've been able#to talk through things and actually work things out?? which is crazy to me.#i'm not used to having conflicts resolved without it leaving permanent distance between me and the other person#and i know that feeling like this is easy when i'm not in school and only working part time#and i'll probably feel terrible when school starts again and then i have to move in with my parents after that.#but! what is important is practicing compassion and i am working on that and i will certainly not#run out of opportunities to practice it more#basically not only am i not really actively trying to destroy myself anymore but i am actually trying to treat myself with love for probabl#the first time in my life
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my mc for @infamous-if
very much looking forward to it that i finished this instead of throwing it in my growing stack of unfinished sketches
#infamous if#infamous fanart#might make a sketch dump post one of these days#im still not sure about the band name but it's the best one i've thought of anyways#i'll try to be more active (again) and post more even the unfinished ones#also niki hot#that is all thank u#my art
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if you wanted to make just like. a rules list of all the stuff Ushas thinks they shouldn't do i would die for you
hiii so sorry this has been sitting in my inbox for a few weeks i got inspired and started writing and then life got kinda wack and long story short i am finding it harder to write than i expected but i don't want to leave u hanging any longer so do u mind if i just. throw this work in progress at u. thank u for ur patience and enthusiasm 🫶
(also if anyone reading this has an idea for deca rules they want to share please do. i am going insane thinking about all the ways the rules would change over time)
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The members of the Deca are and shall remain as follows: Ushas, Magnus, Koschei, Theta Sigma, Millennia, Drax, Jelpax, Rallon, Mortimus, and Vansell. No new members shall be admitted and no current members shall leave of their own accord.
The Deca’s meetings will occur on the first morning of each week. Attendance is mandatory for all members.
No inter-Deca relationships. If one occurs, the participants must not allow their inevitable drama to interfere with the greater Deca friendship.
No one shall touch Ushas’s experiments without explicitly written consent.
The Deca must always protect each other, no matter the crime.
No guests are allowed at the Deca’s weekly meetings.
The Deca will not have a leader. If ever it is decided there should be one, a vote will be taken.
The Deca is prohibited from engaging with Epsilon Ensilden. If any member of the Deca encounters a situation involving him, they should run the other way.
All members must strive for academic excellence.
If any one member is struggling with a subject, another must tutor them.
No foul language during Deca meetings. That means you, Magnus.
Absolutely no food or drinks allowed in Borusa’s classroom.
Respect your fellow members and Borusa. THIS IS SERIOUS. HE WILL BAN US FROM HIS CLASSROOM. AT THE VERY LEAST PRETEND.
Mortimus cannot act as any other member’s therapist or analyze them unsolicited.
Borusa must never be informed of the true nature of the Deca’s meetings.
Do not touch Jelpax’s hair.
Follow Academy rules and do not get into trouble. This is clearly impossible. This rule will be changed as follows: do not drag the uninvolved down with you.
The Deca’s meeting time is precious and will not be wasted on boring and/or irrelevant conversation nor arguments.
All technological issues will be routed to Drax. If he is unavailable (suspended, expelled, etc.), Millennia may be substituted.
Never question Vansell’s secrets without exceptionally good reason. (He gets very weird about them.)
The Deca’s group chat is for genuine, Deca-related conversation only.
The Deca’s group chat will only be used during Academy hours. Do not message it in the middle of the night.
No slapping people because “they deserve it.” <- MILLENNIA
Each member of the Deca must remain in their chosen seats. To switch seats, they must request permission from the group.
Be respectful of everyone’s opinions and do not feel obligated to weigh in on everything. Theta Sigma’s passionate rants are the exception. Always tell him he is wrong.
Koschei may not use psychic abilities in Deca spaces.
Meeting minutes must be recorded during every meeting. If Ushas is unavailable for any reason, someone else must be appointed to take them.
Do not use Rallon as a scapegoat. Seriously. Stop doing it.
The Deca’s rules must be reviewed at least once per semester. All members will have the opportunity to propose and discuss changes.
Have fun—but not too much fun. This is an academic society above all else.
#i will post another more refined version of this as part of missing scenes & inbetweens. which i am writing. I SWEAR#i'm trying to make a comeback to writing and fandom so let's see if i can become an active ao3 and tumblr user again. weeeeeeeee#also im OBSESSED w The Rules as an actual written thing... imagine how much it changes over time. the notes n addendums#how much does ushas write n how much do the rest know about n how many rules have been and will be broken#this is kinda an early version of the rules. maybe i'll do one with more revisions added to it later on 🤔🤔#the deca#series: the deca#casswrath#maskarons#long post#sorry i usually put a page break in but i couldn't figure out how to do it without messing up the number list. help me
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