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deepdwellingsteamboat · 28 days ago

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DISHONORED 2012・dev. Arkane Studios

#dishonored #the outsider #deepdwellingedit #gamingedit #dishonorededit #dailygaming #*sigh* i'm back at it again

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knifearo · 1 year ago

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ultimately when it comes to shipping and fandom space treatment of aspec characters i just don't accept "aro/ace people can still date/have sex" as an answer from nonaspecs. like yeah. mhm. okay. now i think we both know that you're not saying that out of real interest in the diversity of aspec experiences. so you can turn in your seventeen-page essay on why and how you plan to examine this character's aspec identity within the context of a romantic or sexual relationship complete with evidence from canon and peer reviews from multiple aspec people within the next week or i'm putting you in the pit from the edgar allen poe story

#you know. the one with the pendulum #'hey. why are you as an allo person shipping this aspec character like this'#'oh aspec people can still date/have sex!'#'yeah. now can you answer the question that i actually asked you'#like goddamn just say you don't care they're aspec and you want to fulfill a sexual/romantic fantasy with them. that's Fine #it like. sucks. for sure. lotta aspec people will be unhappy with you. but everyone is entitled to their own wants and experiences.#but i'd prefer you just be honest with it rather than using our community's conversation points as retroactive justification #and ONCE AGAIN. you guys are real fucking cavalier with this shit and it shows a real fundamental lack of respect for aspecs #when most of you would NEVER ship a canonically gay character with the 'other' gender. cause again. it would suck.#you can do it. nobody's Stopping you. but it would suck.#and we understand that putting a queer character in situations that erase that queerness is shitty! until it comes to aspec characters!#and whoa... there it is again... people don't consider aspec identities to be queer... crazy how it always comes back to that #anyway. you all know what i'm talking about. have seen many posts about this lately #it is [ long sigh ] unfortunately a very hot button issue with the advent lately of alastor hazbinhotel #which. again. god i wish there were other canon aspec characters to be having this conversation about.#but we'll have to do our best with what we have #aromantic #aromanticism #arospec #aroace #talking #aspec #asexual #asexuality

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welcometogrouchland · 1 month ago

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my Stephanie Brown hot take is that she should get mad bitches now that she's single in comics. Yes yes shipping BUT the one time she had sex she was punished by the narrative via teen pregnancy. I think she should be allowed to have as much sex as she wants with zero consequences. Could be a lot of sex, could be a little. Point is she should get to do it without getting narratively baby trapped this time. she should get them pregnant, actually.

#ramblings of a lunatic #dc comics #dc #stephanie brown #this is a joke post but it also. isn't #like. i understand that what I'm asking for is a very slippery slope especially in the hands of the average comic writers (hates women sm)#but consider that i think it would be neat if female characters in the batmythos had sex lives again...#babs was out here having cybersex with ted kord in the 90s! helena had sex! black canary had sex and was kinda a gotham chara back then!#cass is generally more interested in justice than in sex and i abide by that #(tho user @casscain-mainly has great meta diving into the portrayal of cass' sexuality! good read and was on the brain while typing this)#steph however? canonical sex haver and got done dirty for it #like. personally i prefer to imagine that steph having sex with dean was 100% her choice #idk man she just felt like it! she wanted to bone #and maybe there's other factors at play there- Dean is by all accounts deeply unpleasant as a person so no doubt-#-stephs chronic low self-esteem played into her choice of man here #but again i like to imagine that it was all sane and consensual (tho not safe which again. lots to ponder there-#-like ik dixon was NAWT thinking abt this at the time but Steph's mom is a nurse. a semi-absent nurse but a nurse nonetheless)#(i find it hard to believe that Steph didn't have a basic sex education. meaning it was either a freak accident she got pregnant-#-or a wildly ooc decision on her part. OR some kind of outside pressure put on her by someone/something)#(we'll never know bc dixon hates me personally)#BUT ANYWAY yeah Steph has some kind of canonical sex drive and is just. soundly punished for it #and then she's with Tim (Paragon of Male Virtue in Dixons eyes) so no sex whatsoever no no no ☝️#and she's never had a seriously considered love interest outside of Tim to ever consider having sex with #ALL THIS TO SAY. let Steph have sex again but without the narrative punishment in 2025 #if this is what it takes to get her back in bat books so be it #also she should get to hook up with some age appropriate fellow heroes. as like fun one offs #who's in her age range? blue beetle (jaime)? circuit breaker? assuming we're trying to make this canonical and (sigh) can't pull women #I'm blanking on men who aren't vaguely too old/young for steph or gay. or just awkward (i.e like. kon el. that'd just feel weird yknow?)#ANYWAY yeah. Steph Brown stud era

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ping-ski · 5 months ago

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yk what i WILL share my old dragonfruit ship art from like 2 years ago lol. starting with these!! <3 (will share more later)

#pingdoobles #lego monkie kid #lmk dragonfruit #dragonfruit shipping #lmk mei #lmk red son #lmk fandom #lmk fanart #most of my LMK art was deleted off of my socials cause it got stolen a lot lol (my fault for not signing my art back then sigh)#kinda why i slowly faded out of the fandom and focused on lmk OC stuff with my mutuals (which was soo fun i miss it haha)#tho i have noticed some old mutuals rediscovering me in my dca fixation hell rn and im so very not sorry LOL #damn daycare attendants doing things to my poor heart #i admit i'm weak <3 #but also the fnaf hyperfixation cycled back again it always does lol #cw bright colors #bright colors #cw eyestrain #eyestrain #<- juuust in case

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zebratimw · 4 months ago

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2021

#identity v #idv #luchino diruse #WOW these are Old and yet??#I still really like these hehe #I never posted these here I think..?#I'm going through my old photos again and sigh #I don't draw like I used to... its so sad...#I'm pretty sure I could still do it like my hands remember its just I don't have the patience and motivation for it anymore #I get home and I have a billion other things to do and idk why but I'm just so lazy when I get home #nothing gets done ohh and certainly not drawing anymore... sad....#but yknow I'm still drawing so once I can get my motivation back and get my shit together #the wedding is back on-- sjebfjgkg #I miss drawing luchino #I miss drawing idv in general really HAJFKVKB I keep saying and missing but #I can't really seem to bring myself to actually do it anymore ohh.... somethings not right with me I think #but idk I can still work and I still go to school so at least it's not doomed #big sighs anyways hopefully!! I can finish my school project tomorrow and I will start to work on my cosplay proper #and then I can draw something along the way... tianlang jun won't animate himself either... he's stuck under a mountain ai.....

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rox-of-iu · 2 years ago

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my old blorbos are back in my brain

heart pirates my absolute beloved. shame theyre chillin somewhere in the ocean lol (do not mention the pre-time skip hats of penguin and shachi I'm still attached even tho its already been a million years since then)

anyway every time i remember that Law and Kid are assigned german and Scottish by Oda i gain one hundred years

#one piece #trafalgar law #heart pirates #penguin #shachi #kidlaw #weary sigh- i am never getting out of this place #OP has been in my brain since -checks watch- like 2016 I think? and there is no escape #like every few months this stupidass anime/manga just grabs my brain again for a month or so hdjkhkd #its terminal #anyway as a long time enjoyer of heart pirates-crys-hjdsfhkdhfk #i come back after a long time and this is the status update i get??? anyway fly high polar tang o7 #btw if theres any mistakes in the german bits I'm sorry i did study german for a few years as my third language of choice but #im not super confident in it so hdsjfhk sorry #but the first bit with vergo is partly a reference to a meme that i saw some time ago and that completely took me out #and should translate i think into 'yea yea whatever. you wanker' and 'sorry. you(formal) wanker'#hajsdhkd #and the one with kid hopefully says 'oh yeah mirrors can be scary'#oh well and thats about it cheers #id say read one piece but actually dont its at 1088 chapters now #and just the catching up that i did in the past few days absolutely took me out lmao #but hey this is prolly my oldest going-on fandom that i still feel the need to come back from time to time lol o7

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tapakah0 · 11 months ago

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Is Jacob's ladder over ?

Nope. It is freezed till I get back to rottmnt 👍🏻

I currently wanna concentrate on doodling what gives me serotonin right now, on animating, animatics, college, side works and learning, especially since it will be finals dor me soon and I don't know what will be happening later

So feel free to unfollow me since there will not be what you want for the near time 👍🏻

#I think I should put “freezed” somewhere on masterpost. And just clean masterpost *sigh*#but with what percentage people will see it #I'm pretty sure very little amount of people can start drawing something on command #I am still on the tumblr only because of one person in the first place #I can't draw even more and not expect myself not to explode #It is with the fact that I don't even have an official work like most people do #So yeah I'm pretty sure you didn't mean to sound bad or anything but the more asks I get about if JL is finished or not the more I don't #want to get back to it. I have drafts and main ideas finished. I will get back to it when I will feel like drawing rottmnt again #For now let me enjoy other things *bow*

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drpicklesart · 7 months ago

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stargazing

#my art #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #jshk #yashiro nene #amane yugi #hananene #i missed hananene tanabata again but at least i got to use my new markers this week lol #i know the perspective is iffy on this one i just can't tell how bad cause I've looked at it for too long #but! doing a weird top down thing with 2 characters fully colored is a lot for me so I'm proud regardless :)#and as usual one of the worst parts was trying to digitally edit the colors back to how they look on paper. sigh

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fisheito · 4 months ago

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My favourite fantasy lately is Kuya kidnapping Eiden and bringing him to a house in the woods to punish him for endangering himself during some adventure. Kuya keeps Eiden in bondage and constantly on edge, teasing and denying him. And Eiden just takes it without asking to be let out, allowing Kuya to vent his fear and frustration, because he's nice like that.

But, at some point, even the strongest little soldiers break, and just when Eiden is about to shatter from all the stress and Kuya's oppressive anxiety, Quincy comes for the rescue. He's the only one who managed to find that little wooden shack in the middle of nowhere (you know, because Kuya's allowed him to), and he comes in and persuades Kuya to relent.

Kuya hasn't even given Eiden any dick in all the (three? four?) days they've been at it, so serious he was about the discipline aspect!

Eiden cries when Kuya finally fucks him, and Quincy makes him spill

this just reminds me of Billowing Wildfire Kuya R2 where eiden saID sO HImself

i would not be surprised if kuya went full speed into an evil edging hostage situation because he doesn't know how to process eiden's mortality

#feesh answer #i don't think even I'M that evil #i wouldn't edge eiden for DAYS...#then again i don't have the lifespan of an ancient fox yokai. i think.#so time passing for kuya must feel very different #(eiden being magically edged in the other room) kuya while doing his nails: huh. has it been 20 minutes already?#IT HAS BEEN 2 DAYS. KUYA LET HIM SPLORT #is there any way the clan members would NOT freak out after seeing eiden disappear for 3-4 days?#by the 1st night of MissingEiden #at least 3 of his wives would be on high alert LOL #unfortunately kuya rly does have those ridiculous powers #if he didn't wanna be found then none of the others would be able to get to him #i guess that's when quincy and rei are hired to sniff him out #rei's prob more lax like. what? the grand idiot's been gone for a day? so what. he's prob just fucking his way thru the clan #and one by one they all go 'he's not with me'#maybe by the 3rd day due to the delay in manual mail delivery #they get the scroll back from dante like 'no eiden is not with me'#and that's when everyone FLIPS OUT and the search goes into high gear #no. no actually i feel like they would all have figured out where eiden was within a day #that many brains.... surely they would be able to tell #or quincy would tattle. very matter of factly.#as in. yeah. i can sense it. old fox is squirreling away somewhere with the little devil #sigh. kuya if you keep this up they're all gonna put u thru mandated fox therapy or smth #you cannot do this every time you get separation anxiety #wait how tf do you spell the kuyaei shipname. is it just kuyaei. kuyei? kyuei? friggni vowels man #nu carnival kuya

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crispycreambacon · 2 months ago

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Hi y'all. I hope you all are well :)

Happy new year first of all. If you're still here with us, thank you. Thank you for getting through 2024, and thank you for being here. I hope 2025 will be kind to you 🫂

Second of all, I'm not sure if anyone is still here, but if there is someone: I'm sorry for disappearing so suddenly. Life really got in the way due to college, and I can't guarantee this next semester of college won't be very busy for me either. I've been trying to work on my personal life, and part of that was avoiding social media. I'd like to come back, but I'll be reducing the amount of time I spend on here.

If you'd like to know more about what else has happened to me, read on. If not, I wish you well, and I hope you'll still welcome me with open arms.

CW // TRANSPHOBIA, MENTAL HEALTH

If I can be vulnerable for a minute: things have gotten really bad for me last December. I came out to my mom, and it went so badly that I ran away for a little bit. I came back for personal reasons, but now I live with parents who refuse to acknowledge my identity and continue to refer to me with my deadname and AGAB. Moreover, I got triggered really badly at some point during the holidays, and it has led to me realizing I can't keep living like this. I need help.

Thankfully, my college provides mental health services, and from what I heard from other students, they're pretty good. They also provide tests which I definitely need. I can't keep living the undiagnosed lifestyle, y'all, I need to know what's going on with my brain shsldhskshs... I have some clues though. Nothing definitive yet, but I am pretty confident in my suspicions, and whether I'm right or wrong, I just want to figure out what's going on and manage it, start to heal and move on from the trauma I've endured both as a child and now.

I hope this update will suffice. I'm eternally grateful for my friends. They have kept me from absolutely losing it, and they have stuck with me at my worst moments. I love them so dearly, and if they are reading this: thank you :)💞

And to everyone else, thank you for taking the time to read. I'd love to know how y'all have been, so please let me know. I love you all. Please stay safe, and may life bring you the happiness you deserve 🫂

#update #mental health #chris p fried what?!#to the tag readers: hello :) I'll try to not talk too much in the tags and keep things in the actual post #but here's a little something for you: there's a possibility i may be plural o+<#i'm unsure but there's a chance i have partial did and i don't want to dismiss that. especially when there are voices in my head #sigh... oh also ocd. that's another thing i'm suspecting. specifically primarily obsessional ocd (aka pure o ocd)#gosh i really thought autism adhd depression and c/ptsd were the only things plaguing my brain and my life went “lol. lmao even.”#all of this is speculative. i'll update you once my initial tests come back and maybe i can afford an appointment to a psychiatrist.#i hope so anyway. that is all. thank you for reading again.

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ghost-qwq · 2 months ago

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putting Butch in the cold because it's cold outside

#I'm back to Butch posting........ I need more Butch fans as mooties :( I wanna talk about him and my LWs.... sigh #1°F (“feels like -15°”) as I'm posting this bro I HATE THIS STATE #No vault dweller is built for the cold bro... he is going to freeze and die up there #can we throw snowballs filled with ice at him pls???#origins drawing... again #fallout #fallout 3 #butch deloria

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neechees · 1 year ago

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I feel like it should be more well known that so many memes have been originated by Alfred from the snapcube live fandub series, especially as his role as eggman in the sonic series bc omfg. He is literally so fucking funny

#'Sonic pissed on my wife' & '*sigh* i missed my wife tails' & 'I'M BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN'#& the resident evil 'whered she go??' vid are all from Alfred

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valyrfia · 2 months ago

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valyrfia 1-0 norovirus

#but actually i'm never doing that shit again that was horrendous i would've taken back to back to back covid #WASH YOUR DAMN HANDS!#and if you're ill don't go anywhere until 48 hours after symptoms stop #i got mine bc someone decided they didn't want to miss their ski holiday so like. THANKS!#curses upon thine bloodline #now my xmas was partially ruined bc everyone is leaving right after xmas day #sigh #oh well #valyrfia's health psa i guess

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yakny · 11 months ago

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