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Why is there now so much Will Wood stuff on my for you and hOW DID TUMBLR KNOW
#will wood#*screaming song lyrics at the moment*#tHE DEVIL MADE ME DO IT#but I also kinda wanted to#I WISH I COULD BE A GIRL#THAT WAY#YOU WISH#I COULD BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND#BOYFRIEND#have you ever died in a nightmare 😩
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God rest my soul I miss who I used to be The tomb won't close Stained glass windows in my mind I regret you all the time
#swedit#starwarsedit#star wars#anakin skywalker#anakinskywalkeredit#userlumi#starwarsblr#usergif#*mine#*2024#*gifs#[complex]#[lyrics]#ts#connected the lyrics in oct 2022 wanted to make the edit march 2024 and it's almost 2025 now 😅#belated 10 year editing anniversary edit (21st lmao) 5yrs giffing but 10yrs editing oml 😭😭😭 very pleased with how this turned out#wanted to go all out to mark my progress that sort of thing haha wasn't sure if the green would work out I so rarely use it in my edits#very out of my comfort zone but forever associating this song with green bc she wore the green surprise song dress when I heard it live :)#I was DEFINITELY thinking of him when I was screaming my lungs out in the nosebleeds on feb 26 2024 :))#and a moment for finally putting anakin padmé obiwan AND ahsoka in one gif 🥳
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i have such a love-hate relationship with being autistic because on one hand, i know that i will never be able to function in a way that is deemed “normal” in society, but on the other hand, there are very few other things that can possess you with the ability to spend 5 straight minutes jumping up and down because of one sentence in a fanfic
#and when i say “5 straight minutes jumping up and down” that is me downplaying it 😭#like i was jumping up and down ran around in circles punched a wall several times#pillows were screamed into#and i ended up laying on the kitchen floor in the fetal position babbling hozier lyrics#it’s….#it was not a very flattering moment#so of course i had to post about it on tumblr dot com#AO3 USER ROSEGANYMEDE95 I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART#“Edwin had clawed his way out of Hell he didn’t believe anything existed that could keep him away from Charles” ABSOLUTE FUCKING PERFECTION#AND IT’S SO WORK SONG CODED I JUST AJSBDABSHSVSHSNZHSBAB GAHHHHHH#i am not even halfway done with this fic and i am already worshipping it#AND THE FICS WITH BOTH CONSTANTINES TOO#JUST AMAZING TRULY AMAZING#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#dbda fic#RoseGanymede95
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Already lost my keys to the door wide shut Only had one wish Now it's never gonna come true! Trapped in time, forever in remorse How could I ever be in peace when nothing else matters to me?
#this song.. wow...#persona 3 reload#persona 3#persona#doodle#man the lyrics really HURT#this song really screamed Aigis the first time I heard it#but the more I listen to it I think it can apply to yukari as well#especially some of the lyrics where it holds a sense of anger and sorrow- I think it'd be perfect if this plays when you battle her#I checked the inbox now! please give me a moment-I will get to them eventually! I need a nap ;v;!/
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I’ve been updating my Charles Xavier Spotify Playlist and I’ve found songs for my three favourite Charles relationship dynamics that makes me sad 😭 these are going to include headcanons probably but most are close to what Charles really goes through
My Only Friend by Amy Shark (Ft. Tom DeLonge) - I feel like this song really fits Hank and Charles’ relationship before and during Days of Future Past. They’re my favourite friendship and I love seeing their dynamic explored in fics because it’s such a complicated relationship but for the longest time they were definitely each other’s person.
Dorothea by Taylor Swift - This song really made me imagine it as Charles talking to Raven or thinking about Raven when he misses her. He wishes he still had his sister and reminisces about their youth and the way things used to be. It really fits the sad feeling over her leaving as well as the hope of reconciliation one day.
Now with Erik I have so many that could fit different aspects of his relationship with Charles and how Charles feels about him so I’m going to list songs that I think fit the different emotions Charles may feel in regards to their relationship and especially the events in FC and DoFP.
The Grudge by Olivia Rodrigo and First Burn from Hamilton - These two songs definitely fits the anger Charles feels in regard to his relationship with Erik. He obviously loves Erik a lot but I believe that at least in the early years he felt so much anger and sadness over the miscommunication and his sister leaving that he must’ve occasionally had angry thoughts that he usually wouldn’t have. It’s an anger that he would later move on but I think it’s definitely shown in DoFP and I headcanon anyway that he felt so angry at times at Erik. The Grudge definitely feels more like Charles getting upset at Erik but saying these things to himself about what happened to him and trying to come to terms with what happened and First Burn feels more like he’s actually talking to Erik.
I miss you, I’m sorry by Gracie Abrams and The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives - These are definitely the sad aspect which I always love looking into because I love angst. I miss you, I’m sorry is more of a mourning the relationship song where Charles thinks back on before everything went wrong and how happy he was with him and how upset he is over the separation. The lyrics “I don’t wanna go, think I make it worse. Everything I know brings me back to us” to me show how dependent they are on each other and that they’re always going to be a part of each other no matter how many years go by. He’s always going to be connected to Erik and miss him even if things originally ended badly. The Moon Will Sing feels like it’s fits the trope of a character helping another find their spark but losing their own in the process. Charles loves Erik and Erik loves Charles but their relationship has made things difficult and Charles kind of lost himself for a bit after everything but he did eventually find his way back.
#these are supposed to be in charles’ pov and how he felt in the moment for some of them#not all the lyrics in the songs might fit but I chose a lot of them for specific lyrics#but anyway I love over analysing characters and their relationships#I need a job doing that because it’s my calling#a funny one for cherik would be bad idea right? by olivia rodrigo#charles going back to his ex while hank internally screams#x men#x men movies#x men first class#x men days of future past#charles xavier#professor x#erik lehnsherr#magneto#raven darkholme#mystique#hank mccoy#beast#cherik#charles x erik#erik x charles#magneto x professor x#spotify#spotify playlist
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And even though you HAVE to
Please try to never grow up…
… I had the best day with you
#lyric change#Never Grow Up#Speak Now TV#The Eras Tour#Taylor Swift#Swifties#Surprise Song#Surprise Songs#Surprise Song o clock#Surprise Song o’ clock#Taylor Nation#screaming crying throwing up#not even though you want to no even though you have to cause you don’t want to leave this moment but it was the best day &there will be more#see you tomorrow folks
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my throat has been hurting so much these past days and it's frustrating cause i have no idea why it's this sore but then i see videos of people screaming the songs at the eras tour concerts in madrid and remember i was one of those insane fans woops
#i guess i deserve it#it sucks tho#anyways. just saw a video on twitter of all too well in madrid where you just. cannot hear taylor#it's from the second night i think (i went to the first one) but still#most cathartic moment of the night#i don't know like 50% of taylor's songs because i'm very bad at memorizing lyrics#and in some cases i just haven't listened to them that much#but of course i know the 10 minute song by heart and screamed each and every one of those lyrics
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"what white boy song would you sing painfully offkey" i dont fuckin know, something by they might be giants? im insufferable as-is
#sorry im just kinda losing my mind at the fact that i dont know any of those popular white boy songs. what kind of little bubble have#i curated over the years to not know popular music... like literally i dont know any of those songs and yet people in the notes r losing#their minds screaming lyrics and whatnot. thats wild. i am always out of the loop forever i guess LOL#anis gaymer moments
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snowblood is outright the metalcore song of all time I don't know what it is about that song specifically but it has everything
#only thing i want from it is a bass playthrough lol#the guitar playthrough lives rent free in my head and on my phone but i need the bass and also the drums ones#but yeah. the intro starting out ominous then the rest of the instruments coming in then the verse riff of all time#and jt starting the verse with 'blood starved machine in a feeding frenzy' then jesse with the clean chorus#then finishing the chrous and going back to playing the verse riff effortlessly live (its a hard riff he said it is himself)#and the tremolo riff and mini breakdown before second chorus which leads straight into a classic jesse cash guitar solo#then the bridge/buildup part with the buried distant cleans then the 'sleepless nights hearing voices... the dead are not dreaming-#-can't you hear them screaming?' and breakdown! then breakdown intensifies! the energy on stage is at its peak! and it ends. just like that.#but like. the screaming? brutal. the cleans? on point. the guitars? impossible as always. the bass? felt deep in the bones.#the drums? written better and better. the lyrics? metal as fuck. the ambience? suitably ominous. the band as a whole? immaculate.#its not even their best song or my favourite but it is metalcore song of all time and erra song of the moment#erra#metalcore#i am incredibly normal about their music as you can probably tell (i want jesse cash to teach me guitar)
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GODMODE album has been out for 33 slutty slutty minutes as of writing this and it is already shaping up to become one of my favourites. I haven’t even gotten to the ice nine kills collaboration track yet (once I do it will all be over I will be dead and dead and dying my two favourite bands on one song is too much)
#the fourteen year old little girl in me is HOLLERING I have loved this band for ages and they are only getting better with time#nothing will top black widow and blood though. those albums rewrote my brain chemistry they are the peak of music they are SO GOOD#ANYWAYS. I LOVE THE SOUND DIRECTION THEY’VE BEEN GOING#it’s so classically ITM while also being fresh and new and powerful#though everything maria brink is on is powerful. have you heard that woman’s VOICE it is SO FUCKING INCREDIBLE she is an icon#STREAM GODMODE BY IN THIS MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ALSO OMEN BY OF VIRTUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so many good album drops today I need to explode seventeen times over#cats.txt#hm. I talk about music drops a lot what if I just#HOLD ON MESSAGE CANCELLED SCANTIFY ME JUST HIT AND JESUS CHRIST MARY MOTHER OF GOD. I AM IN LOVE. THE GUITAR THE SCREAM TONES THE. WARGH#cats.MUSEic#<- if you don’t want to see me go batshit over music every 3.5 days probably the best tag to block#I’m putting everything starts and ends on SO many playlists now also. GOD.#where else am I supposed to get the lyrics everything starts and ends with you paired with a song that sounds so beautifully devoted#(I can’t process lyrics. this all depends on when the lyric transcription is released I might interpret it a whole different direction then)
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#LISTEN TO THIS SONG AND THOSE LYRICS AND TELL ME IF THIS ISN'T 4X04 TK 😭#brave has been on my tarlos playlist for a long long time now and i can't believe it's getting its canon moment!!!#i especially connect it to them because the music during the verses is so identical to the original lone star score and it makes it feel#likes it's coming from the realm of the story!!!!#god i know lone star love a good music moment during big episodes and i know we're potentially getting one tonight#AND I WANT TO SCREAM#because i fucking love the work of this show's music supervisors and how they know how to carry the emotional weight of a moment!!#911 lone star#911 ls#brave#riley pearce#lone star music#tk strand#tarlos#ronen rubinstein#carlos reyes#rafael silva#Spotify
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I am out of my goddamn soul
(Cal Kestis on Nova Garon in pencil)
#cal kestis#nova Garon#Jedi: survivor#Jedi survivor#Jedi: survivor spoilers#Jedi survivor spoilers#fun fact: the outta my goddamn soul thing is a song lyric I misheard#but uh… it fucking works great for this moment#also other fun fact#I took a picture of myself screaming CERE for the facial expression reference#kind of cathartic
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mammalian sighing reflex
#i just.#theres a certain feeling that his lyrics give#because every song is a performance but you can *get* it#he captures his feelings and these moments in time so delicately that it just *comes across*#not just his words but his fingerstyle- everything comes together to try and bring these feelings#people places and events are pouring themselves out and every song is like a desperate scream of I WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD#the way he composes conveys things that i havent truly been able to FEEL in other music#yea sorry its late at night and ive had a little cry#his songs are so beautiful and genuine and express things that i cant#maybe i was boring and your city gave me asthma too#hes truly an astonishing and outstanding artist. to me#goofy jelly thoughts#mutuals keep scrolling im fine
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#AND YOU KISSED ME IN A WAY THATS GONNA SCREW ME UP FOREVER#I BROKE MY OWN HEART ‘CAUSE YOU WERE TOO POLITE TO DO IT#what the FUCK bro this song#TAYLOR SWIFT IS FOREVER THE MOMENT#manifesting this is my surprise song I need to scream those two lyrics#anyway#peach + music#Spotify
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I don’t really know how to start. While I was reading yesterday, I kept highlighting the sections that impacted me the most but at some point I transcribed nearly all of it and decided I’d better comment in a different way 😅
I finished in a mess of tears. Oh, and I love it when this happens. I’m still processing this piece, such was the force it hit me with. It’s impressive how each time I read what you (and other amazing authors) wrote, certain parts of me that have been injured by the canon are healed. So, as simple as it is, thank you very much is the best I could say right now.
It's @cassianappreciationweek everyone! And I've been hard at work making sure I have something for every day! so get ready for 6 days of one-shots/drabbles (of varrying lengths) and then an update to Amidst the Maddness for Free Day! This is my first time fully participating in a fandom event and I am very excited. Hope you enjoy day 1.
Day 1 - flying:
“If I cried instead, would you leave me alone?”
ACOSF re-write set shortly after Cassian takes Nesta up to the House and she is refusing to train. Nessian has a conversation about flying and what it means to be free.
#leaving in the tags my musically annoying nerd moment that no one cares about >#I started reading this while listening to pink floyd’s “echoes” which was an unexpected experience hahaha#amongst other things#the cathartic moment when nesta started screaming into the wind coincided with the shrill screams and wind sounds of the song#which proceed an epiphanic experience#materializing through the irruption of the past into the present#reconnecting an individual who is lost and isolated to his universal essence#while inviting and inciting the lyrical subject towards the verticality of eternity#“You may not be happy about how it happened but you have forever now. […] We have forever.”#and I just find it so so accidentally appropriate#🥹#cassianweek2024
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Sweet Hearts
♡ Mark Lee x afab!reader
♡ Summary: Nothing could sway you from finding your producer attractive and you were okay with that fact...Before you knew it, every recording session was filled with stolen kisses that bled into fiery make-out sessions.
♡ Warnings: Language, Producer!Mark, Idol!Reader, Forbidden Relationship, Friends With Benefits, Mutual Pining, Humor Overworked Losers In Love, Smut (+18) Dom!Mark, Brat Taming, Minors DNI, Massive, Praise Kink, Slight Exhibitionist!Kink, Dirty Talk, Sub!Reader, Dom!Mark,
RAHHH, kinda feral writing this, I'm sorry
From the moment you established yourself in the industry, you had been quite comfortable viewing yourself as an independent career woman, thank you very much. Many men had tried and failed to sway you from the retches of your passion projects respectively. Hyuck being onesuch romantic endevour that had failed to shine in the shadow of your work. You had tried to make it work. You really did.
No amount of dick could keep you away from the studio. It was your hapoy place: nestled in a stuffy booth with your notepad opened on your lap filpped with slightly manic notes and lyrics.
No one, before Mark had ever seemed to share that sentiment.
"I'm a busy girl," your words barely left your mouth before being kissed away by Mark's eager lips. He was panting heavily. You both were, as he pressed you up against the wall of some record exec's boardroom. He swiped your braids out of the way, to better reach the expanse of skin by your neck. Both of you pawing at each other's clothes. Both of you overflowing with yearning.
"I'm a busy dude," he whispered back. "We don't have to turn this into anything serious, Sweetheart..." Mark's thumb was rubbing tentatively at your soft hips, as if waiting for the go ahead before he ravished you.
You had both decided this secrecy was enough. You and Mark perused the halls of your record company, greeting amicably as if you hadn't felt his hands around your throat.
He had kissed and kissed and kissed you, until someone inevitably walked by.
You had never met anyone as sonically obsessed as you are, until you were acquainted with Mark. He, would quickly become not only your incredibly talented and driven producer but also a friend with added benefits.
Before you knew it, every recording session was filled with stolen kisses that bled into passionate make-out sessions. You were developing a frankly perplexing habit of overanalyzing how attractive he looked when he runs his hand through his hair during spells of frustration- or when he got the incomparable burst of genius to freestyle over a beat as if it was a long lost friend. Nothing could sway you from finding your producer attractive and you were okay with that fact...
You couldn't retain satisfactory orgasms from your music alone, could you? You weren't inhumane... you needed a companion.
"I just want you..."
And he had you.
So badly it was beginning to mess with your concentration.
"Alright, let's run it from the top-"
It's not everyday a girl falls helplessly in love with her producer.
"Yo, you good?" Mark's voice sounds from the intercom, dragging your eye from your notebook up towards the two men on the other side of the sound glass.
"From the top?!" Haechan cries incredulously. Without looking at him, Mark nods. Wholly unimpressed by Donghyuck's whining. "I think the song's fine," Hyuck runs a hand through his hair. His large feet stomp on the carpeted floors and you fight off a grin.
Mark scoffs in that way that only Haechan gets him to do and you suck on the straw of your mocha from inside the booth. Your disposition screaming, 'the girls are fighting.'
"Yeah you would think the song's fine," Mark before he rolls his eyes, Hyuck petulantly screams, "What's that supposed to mean!?"
"She clearly wants us to carry on," your teeth clench down on your straw as you're ripped into the middle of their argument.
"Do you want us to carry on?" Mark asks and your throat goes dry. Behind him, Haechan's palms are clutched together as he mouths 'Please, no, please!'
"I-"
You were at a crossroads.
The urge to people please was gnawing at your insides as your eyes drifted from Haechan, a vocal coach you loved and adored and Mark, a producer you'd just started working with...
The urge to give into them both was hanging heavily on you.
"Remember, Sweetheart, it's okay," Mark's voice sounds from the speaker, eliciting a wave of... something you're not quite sure of yet.
A crush... perhaps.
"I would..." You clear your throat, swing Haechan's eyes, "I would feel better if we polished some things up,"
Mark nods along, a small smile tugging at his lips. A look of betrayal on Hyuck's face.
You knew perfectly well that the song was fine, better than fine, actually. The only thing stopping you from leaving the studio was the boring life that awaited you. Your boring apartment with your boring cat (whom you loved dearly). Everything beyond these four walls was as monotonous as the day is long. No one waited for you out there.
In here though...
"Okay, yeah, no. I can't do this," You watch Haechan gather his belongings with incredulous eyes.
"You're abandoning me? We haven't even gotten to the chorus and you're abandoning me."
Haechan's hair is in complete disarray as he types hurriedly on his phone and you're left to watch from inside the booth. "While you re-record and re-record an already perfect record, my stomach has growled 5 times-"
You roll your eyes, "Haechan, food is for the weak. We can do this."
"I can't," He shook his head, evading eye contact as he pulled on his letterman jacket, effectively stowing away hi will to work and be persuaded to work.
"Let him leave." There's something in Mark's tone to suggest you quit trying to persuade Haechan.
"You psychos can overwork yourselves together."
When Haechan left, he took with him, a sense of platonic ease. Here, with Mark staring directly at you, his presence was stifling.
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There aren't any actual windows in here... if it weren't for a quick glance af your phone, you would've never known night has already fallen.
"What would really be hot is if you added the last word of the verse, ad libitum. So if you said 'takeoff' but with like a lower pitch in between the chorus and the second verse. I think that would be great," You realize you had taken to swaying in one spot and quickly corrected yourself as you placed your hands on your headphones and nodded, vaguely agreeing but never really hearing anything after the words 'great'. Hearing anything falling from Mark's plump lips at this very moment would send your imagination hurtling into the fiery pits of hell. Him, staring at you so intensely through the glass and behind the soundboard left you unable to focus.
"Sweetheart?" He says, with a finger on the intercom. "Do you get me? If you do, I'm gonna need to hear you use your words, okay?" With his eyes fixed solely on you, waiting patiently for your compliance, you are convinced he was literally and figuratively trying to kill you.
"Sorry," You say, trying to dispute how heavily his words weighed down on you, "I'm thinking about all the babies that die in between you purposely using the words ad libitum instead of just saying ad lib." Saving yourself with swift and easy rebuttal had always been a specialty...
"Sorry, sorry!" Said Mark, "I'll stop with the annoying producer talk," he rolls his eyes behind the glass of his thick-rimmed glasses.
"Dont stop," You find yourself saying, "Its hot.
Seconds pass with Mark's index finger tapping away at the soundboard.
"Continue."
But it was incredibly difficult to continue with your mind and all its unsavory thoughts seeping out of your skull and straight into your lyrics. Perhaps working on the more explicit songs with Mark had been an utterly dire decision, one that practically solidified your downfall.
As you rattle through the dirty lyrics, you make sure to keep a firm gaze on him. Mark maintains eye contact from behind the glass, giving nothing away under his black cap, clad in his short sleeve black shirt and his all black attire.
The dimness of the studio suddenly feels too dim.
This 'mood' that Mark had strived to create in the peroration of your session is suddenly working too well.
Soon, the track is being replaced by Mark's slightly gruff voice echoing in your headphones.
"Sorry to cut you off, Sweetheart," The coolness with which he utters the nickname releases a wave of arousal in your core, and you inadvertently take a seat on the stool closest to you, subtly crossing your legs in front of you.
"I just want you to take note of something for me real quick..." for a moment you’re only nodding slowly, waiting for him to continue but he never does. Mark sits silently staring at you with yet another earth shattering, unwavering gaze. You're confused, which Mark would have found incredibly adorable if you weren't actively being such a brat.
"I said take note of something for me, please." He finally lifts his hand, making vague scribbles into the air.
"Mark. You want me to actually write this down?" He only responds with a succinct, I-dare-you-to-argue-with-me "Please."
You make a petulant display of rolling your eyes. His chuckles bleed into your headphones, disrupting your nonverbal tantrum when he says, "You really are trying it today..."
"Maybe if I had someone to correct this attitude, we wouldn't have found ourselves here, would we?" You mutter the sentence as you're staring into you notepad, completely evading his heated gaze. Silence grows pregnant between the two of you before Mark continues, completely choosing to ignore you.
"I'd like you to take note of the brisk allegro that erupts in the pre-chorus," He spins his pen between his fingers as he reads from his own notes. He looks absolutely worn out and so unmistakably beautiful it makes you want to scream.
"I think that part in particular might be vital in solidifying the overall kick of the actual chorus." Not to mention, seeing him in work mode tickled your ovaries in ways you could never have foreseen. In the studio, you had always been the one wading through the laziness of others, picking up the slack where needed and making it your obligation to ignite your producers with the zeal to work with your meticulous ass. But Mark had turned the tables and for the very first time you find yourself unable to think about work.
"Mark," You send him a bored expression, "I literally make slut music, do you really need to be calling it an allegro?"
He is quick in pressing the intercom to clap back, "Slut music deserves a well mastered allegro too, don't you think?" You're only left to slump your shoulders as he continues.
By this point, you know that he knows exactly what you want for him.
Why you're being particularly difficult to work with.
Why you were fighting him on every term but for some unexplainable reason, he's keeping you from it.
"It's good but I feel like we need a pure unprocessed sound... the song sounds too wet, I dunno,"
You inhale sharply, raising a finger into the air, to which, Mark completely ignores you, keeping his eyes on his notes, his brown locks brushing along his eyes.
"And if you're gonna say 'I could tell you something else that's wet' don't bother, because you'll only get muted."
Your shoulders once again sag and you find yourself audibly whimpering into the mic. That quickly catches Mark's attention, and you're left wading in the scrutiniy of his gaze.
"Fuck, I cant work with you like this." He rakes his fingers through his hair, forcing you to rub your exposed thighs under your miniskirt together for the umpteenth time. "Tell me what you need."
"You know what I need..."
He curses under his breath before sending a worried gaze over his shoulder and you realize you have won. It was custom for Mark to send a worried gaze over his shoulder at the door, as if terrified that Hyuck might storm into the studio, face crimson and finding his best friend not only fucking the object of his interest but dominating her.
"I think you need it too." You're quite literally the snake tempting Eve in the garden and he sends another helpless glance at the door before complying.
"A-Alright. Come out here for me real quick," this is what excited you most about Mark. Hearing the trepidation in his voice mixed with Mark's innate nervousness made you dizzy with desire. His anxiety yet still a need to be dominant... it drove you wild.
"Where is this attitude coming from?" He asks, once you appear by his side, inching towards him as if terrified by your own creation. He does not bother to get up, does not bother to tell you stand in front of him, in between his legs. You just do.
It's as if he's saying 'Do what you want. You're your own person.' Knowing full well how effortlessly you tended to submit to him.
"How wet are you?" He asks then, letting his hands graze your hips as you stand before him. His eyes squeezing shut as he rests his head on your abdomen. Your hands come up to pat down at his hair. Overgrown and brown.
"Why don't you find out?"
Mark is slow to closing the notebook on his lap and putting it vaguely near the soundboard without ever taking his eyes off You.
You can see the dark half moons underneath his eyes, stabbing at, not only your arousal, but your innate need to just take care of him. His eyes remain focused on you as he moves to clamp his hand on your exposed thigh, watching your lips part ever so slightly.
"Consider this a brief, very brief recess."
"Yes sir," You had intended for the words to come off more teasingly than it actually did, but it runs straight through to Mark's dick and he's removing his hands from your skin like you have mustered the ability to spontaneously catch on fire.
"Fuck," he replies, sending one more gaze at the door before looking at you once more. With a shaky breath escaping through his lips, he looks utterly wrecked and completely conflicted. You let him wade through the motions without any input.
You just stand there, waiting patiently for his next command.
Mark sits back in his seat, running both hands down his face before saying, "Fuck, alright. Take your underwear off for me..." You speedily oblige as your hands delve underneath your denim skirt. Mark watches with bated breath and clenched teeth as he rubs his fingers along his lips like he's thinking very deep and very hard about something. You hook your fingers into the sides of your pink laced panties, slowly dragging them down as you and Mark both watch each other with steel gazes.
"Keep the skirt on," His resolve melts, his sight set on your ruined underwear. He notices far too quickly that it's his favorite pair, eliciting another wavering breath from him as his other hand clamps around your thigh to pull you impossibly closer.
"You planned this, didn't you?" You can feel the warmth of his shallow breathing as he places his forehead on your abdomen, while he brings his fingers up to your lips.
"Open your mouth for me..." You automatically obey, bringing your mouth around his middle and index fingers. For a short while, his face remains hidden in your dress as you suck, almost petulantly on his fingers. Perhaps he feels a mixture of shame for enjoying this entire scene far too much and soon, he feels he has to peel his face away from your dress to watch you suck so prettily on his fingers.
"F-fuck, baby," His voice is strained between a mixture of a coo and a moan as he pulls his fingers out of your mouth, almost immediately delving underneath your skirt, slotting them inside your drenched cunt. He is utterly ruthless as he sits on the edge of his seat, one hand claimed around your thigh as his fingers fuck in and out of you with absolute vigor. The man is utterly overcome with lust, sporting his own hard on in his joggers as he looks up at you, "Come on, baby... tell me you feel good, you know you want to."
His voice is dripping sex and your mind is completely blown with pleasure as you throw your head back. It is a mystery how you're still standing, but Mark's grip on your hip is concrete.
"Oh God- your fingers feels so good inside me, Fuck." He rewards you by letting his fingers drift over your swollen clit, racking another torrid moan from your throat as he begins to circle it with purpose. You clamp your head against Mark's hunched shoulders, his face once again buried in your dress.
"I just need'a take care or my little angel, don't I?" He's an incoherent, mumbling mess, his words as sloppy as the hands sliding against your clit, "But she makes it difficult when she's being a stuck up little brat," Your head is still craned back while his face is buried against your abdomen and it is as if you both cannot stand to truly see yourselves in such a depraved, animalistic state.
"You're squeezing my fingers baby- Fuck, is this how bad you needed me?" Mark finally cranes back to look up at you. His cheeks are ruddy and his hooded eyes are blown into saucers, "It's so fucking distracting having you so close to me." Your hips cant against his hands until soon, your legs begin to quiver. Mark brings his arm around your waist, forcing you to stand and take everything he gives you.
"You know when you're really needy like this, all you have to do is ask, baby. You know I love taking care of my baby, don't you?" You nearly cum then and there.
"Please Markie-"
"F-Fuck I didn't plan on fucking you today, least of all here. But I really need you right now, alright, pretty girl?" Your body shudders at the lost of his fingers inside you, one more flick against your clit and you would have came all over his fingers.
"Bend over for me, yeah? Mind the sound board." Mark finally rises from his chair, immediately cupping your face with his hands as he bows his head down to you, "I just wanna feel my baby girl squirm around me-" that particular string of words has you whimpering incoherently as Mark crowds behind you, pushing you up against the desk. Your hands grip the edge, careful not to temper with any sonic equipment as Mark raises your skirt lightly. His hand grazes your bare ass and you're sent reeling as your own anxieties begin to set in. You're made strikingly aware that you had never actually had sex in the studio. Lightly touching and horny pawing at each other is the most that has ever been achieved within these four walls but going all the way...
"Daddy- I m-mean, Mark, can we-"
"Shh- it's okay." He says, as if reading your thoughts, "It's totally fine, barely anyone's here. They all left-" while he coos in your ear, you feel Mark lightly push you over the desk before lifting your skirt. He tries to brush over the 'daddy' thing for the sake of your own pride but he can't help the way his cock twitched at your slip of the tongue.
"Holy fucking shit." His curses bring your mind to unholy places, being someone that rarely ever swears. Mark is absolutely far gone as he is quick to bring his cock out of his sweat pants and ease into you without a second thought.
"I need you to call me daddy again." He admits as he begins fucking you with absolute fervour. His hand is on your hip, forcing you to take each and every bit of him.
"F-fuck," is all you're able to say as he bottoms out inside of you. Your walls contract around him, stopping him for pulling out too far, and only swallowing him deeper until the head of his cock is pushing up against a bundle of sensitive nerves. You're left to squeeze your own breasts as Mark fucks you from behind, lost in the haze of chasing his own orgasm.
"Baby, if you want me to cum quick enough I need you to call me Daddy in that sexy fucking voice of yours. Tell me how good I make you feel."
"F-Fuck daddy you make me feel s-so"
"F-Fuck, I'm not gonna last long-" He warns.
You'repanting, as Mark begins to rut against you with little to no more constraint.
"No one slese can make you feel this good, baby?" His eyes are half crescents as he says, "Tell me you love me baby,"
"I love you, daddy- I fucking need you-"
Oh-fuck I'm going to c-cum" He exclaims, eyes squeezed shut before forcing them open.
"Oh-god, oh fuck,"
His orgasm, sparks your own. Mark hisses as he drags his cock out of your cunt before spilling his seed all over your ass. He's shaking so bad, some even reaches your skirt but he's too far gone to care.
Soon, your orgasm blazes through you like a million suns burning in your core all at once. Mark is absolutely enamored. "Back to work."
"Mark- my underwear."
"Just..." he sughs, his lips pressing against your cheek in a lingering kiss, "Get back in the booth."
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