#*pauses* IM NOT DOING IT THO
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Did u know Seb was suppose to get killed in the end of Pressure before it got scrapped. After you two fight and he keeps killing you and you just keep coming back, you two would then be in his hideout, with him bleeding and him calling out for his mom and you had the choice to let him bleed or shoot him. 😭
I knowwwww him calling for his mom makes me cryyyy
#spottie speaks#I thought of something diabolical with Eve because of that#*pauses* IM NOT DOING IT THO#promise#I swear Eve is fine#but…if she died…#it would be his mother all over again#don’t leave me mom#ITS NOT HAPPENING THO
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kyle keychain design
#i paused kon 2 finish shading kyle#i think he looks cute! yeah#also peep the kyle hc#u see his shitty eyes? YEAHHH HC MOMENT#will i explain it? uhhh UHHHH 1 day#i like yapping but i like yapping but i like yapping but#anyways penguin suit even tho tthe… suit after ion((?)) is my fav#this is like num 2#the classic the penguin the fool dummy#do i count his suits in the yj as part of this…. i kinda wanna#bc that wojld shift my rankings alot#im so srry kyle nation#kyle rayner#puppee art#anyways im ywah no more#ive gotta get myself 2gether bc im damaging myself 4 literlly no reason
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wears off in a month or so
#a doodley#talkys#as soon as i saved a single screenshot of silco from twitter it was over for me#it rly is mainly that and the ''gets overwhelmed seeing or thinking abt them and has to physically get that out somehow#or put pressure on the face or cover the eyes in shame etc''#i just added the 3rd bc just the 2 seemed so lonely#today i had to slam pause on that scene where silco lights the cigar in his mouth because i got so (embarrassed?) and hide in my hands#for a bit i rly dont know what this is#i still have my ken folder i have to delete it bc its never going to have that insane intensity again ykwim#like i dont think ill draw him again#so sad that silco is fated to this too...i wish i could actually hold onto stuff like this instead of burning through the Big Feelings#really really quickly#this is why im an oc and Drawings of Myself artist lmaooo i wish i could do fandom/fanart stuff beyond just Here's a Portrait/Bust/#Character Standing There/(god forbid) Selfship#tho tbf thats all i draw of my ocs too...#alas!
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"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#cw blood#something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones#IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE#ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE....#THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU#do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule.#LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE#DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared#i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail#but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!!#i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time#i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS#soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz#i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss#have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES#I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn#annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE.#hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.
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kallamar please hold i am Checking my Cards
#this is from a few days ago i forgot to post#i do think its really funny you make him pause tho#kallarmar im BUSY what do you want#cotl#cult of the lamb
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Good lord how does my nature au animatic art already look old
#Ive gotten more comfortble drawing the characters tho tbh I tihnk its only noticable to me really#before fop i never used to draw thick eyebrows and now im looking at dev in the animatic like.... who did this to you#what are these pathetic little eyebrows why was I so cowardly#gonna try to get this done in time for the netflix release I think#maybe Ill post it here early if I can clean up some of the rougher portions first#I am kinda glad i paused on it cause I have a much clearer idea of what I want for it now#unfortunately i still havent fully gotten to the plot points i wanted to#but I also dont have time to squeeze in another set of comics if I wanna get it done in time for premiere day#sighh guess the animatic will just be a little spoilery#not like I know what im doing with this au anyway#shh you didnt hear that I know what im doing at all times. shut up dont even worry about it.
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#iron leaguer#juurouta#gz#magnum ace#i have no basis for hte hc i just think he's neat (highest honor i can bestow a character etc. )#i got on t and then had to pause after 8 days due to side effects(tm) i am projecting to deal with it#(i do genuinely wonder if they have like long groan tubes tho like i've only seen shorter ones)#i think im getting better at drawing magnum ace
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Making myself cry on my reread of tda noticing how obvious it is in every other character's POV that ty is drawn to kit and kit's presence is obviously calming/reassuring to ty and then thinking about how kit just like does not see it and thinks he has to be serving some purpose for ty to want him around 😭
WTF IS WITH EVERYONE ON THIS APP COMING FOR ME
DO I NOT SUFFER ENOUGH????? I'M A KITTY STAN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I HAVE ENOUGH PAIN IN MY LIFE ALREADY WHY ARE YOU REMINDING ME?????????????????
but on a more serious note (lolsies), i just love love love that in tda you can see how ty needs kit so much and always (and i mean always) wants him around. but kit is just too blind to see it bc he's got it in his head that no one could ever truly love him and it makes them that much more heartbreaking, bc they both love each other so freaking much but don't see that their feelings are like insanely requited (those fools)
#it's so crazy to think that ty will actually be expressing all of this in twp tho#like wdym we will see an officially requiting kit's feelings ty??????#WHAT DO U MEAN????????#like it's one thing being sure that ty feels the same and actually reading about it#like actually imagine that for a moment#[pause]#i am literally speechless#oh wait no im sobbing in my room my bad#ALSO I TOO AM REREADING TDA HELLO#BUT I HAVE TO STOP FOR A WHILE BC OF UNI STUFF WHICH MAKES ME REALLY SAD :(#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc#asks
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inching my way into completing this patreon gift. honestly all thats really left is to edit my last snake and him together. if i wanna be real fancy add a little more shading. but thats gonna take some time, so for now heres the ota to the sune
Full on my patreon
#otacon#hal emmerich#the art of a lemon wedge#IM HOPING TO GET THIS DONE BY CHRISTMAS#or before really#once i visit my fam theres a huge pause button i gotta press on anything nsf w#u_u#most interesting thing to me is that mgs 2 otacon has my least favorite haircut AND YET#i always think im gonna hate drawing it but#its not even that different than how i usually draw his hair#EYE feel it tho#that and his circle glasses#i guess the real question is why do i even bother to draw those changes if theyre not my favs?#and thats because i respect his eras#anyways
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reasons number A Million why not every rgg character needs to be +6ft he looks so fuckin stretched out. actually got put in the willy wonka taffy puller
#snap chats#do you guys know how obsessed i am with this picture its the funniest shit ive ever seen in my goddamn life#why the fuck kume actually look like a politician. Like No Shit but he just /looks like a politician/ yk#oh my god wait its cause he literally looks like ben shapiro i fucking hate this game#i just know aoki put a gallon of hand sanitizer on his hands after that photo shoot jesus christ#THE BACKGROUND stop.#AOKI LOOKS SO LANKY. SICKLY EVEN ITS SO UNNERVING#theres a politician over here God Help Me Remember His Name#JOHN FETTERMAN. GOD HE SUCKS AND HE'S 6'8 LKE WHAT THE FUCK LITERALLY FUCK OFF#would actually make aoki look normal sized ANYWAYS. laugh at this picture with me#petition to retroactively make aoki 5'6 or 5'7 or god even just 5'10 i dont fucking know#i dont usually fuck with canon heights cause im a COWARD but i already fuck with aoki's body (pause) as is#AND YET ITS SO FUNNY SEEING HIM BE TALL AS DICK NEXT TO EVERY OTHER MFER#the worst part about this post is that i know exactly what im referencing and its not a taffy puller#in the tim burton charlie and the chocolate factory movie some bitch ass kid goes in a tv#and he's super teeny and the only way to reverse it is to just Stretch Him Out#tho now that im recallnig i think they did put him in the taffy puller.... lol...#ok this post is done bye
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Watched princess mononoke for the first time today. Pretty damn good movie. Honestly probably the most Up My Alley ghibli movie I've seen so far (out of like... 4 lol) on account of all the cool action and fights. I really do love some good fights in my media. But also the stuff with spirits and the forest... just my vibes in general. I rly enjoyed it!
#speculation nation#wish it expanded on a few plot elements more but u can only do so much in a movie i suppose#(part of why i dont tend to watch movies on my own)#been hanging with family tho including watching movies. since i'll watch movies if im with people.#idk just smth about the psychology to me. sitting down and watching a movie on my own is nearly unthinkable#but when im hanging out with ppl and they wanna put a movie on? yea sure let's chill#probably partly the fact that it puts pressure on me to focus on the movie. instead of pausing every other minute to fuck around on my phone#well regardless. good movie! immaculate vibes. the romance(?) development was perplexing. but oh well#didnt really get the necklace thing. his sister gave it to him and he decided to give it to san?? no explanation??#showing care for her i suppose. still felt strange to give her his sister's gift. but oh well#again it rly was such a good movie. but there r just a few things that have me like. What was going on here...#anyways its nearly 11 pm i am on barely any sleep it is time for me to pass out. ✌️ peace
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the okc Jays are the new addition to my slice of life fic series !!! bit scared abt that tbh.. idk if i wrote them well since i have no prior fic base.. my fear of misrepresentation.. it is stabbing me in the thyroid artery rn. BUT FUCK IT ! WE BALL!! IF U GUYS HAVE ANY (preferably underrated :] ?) SHIPS AND A FUN PLOT POINT FOR THEM THAT U WANNA SEE WRITTEN HERE.. LEMME KNOW !!! or it could just be family dynamic platonic stuff too!!! i Wanna write a gg's adventures in the nba fic but like.. he needs (famous) friends tho 😭. so far his only friends are his mom and dad LMAO
#GIMME IDEAS U WANNA SEE WRITTEN GRRRRR#i think im gonna take a mini pause on writing for a lil bit tho#maybe one more fic then ill rest#bcs when i write i dont eat or anything until im done#and even if i do drink smthing it's while im proofreading at the end#<- mainly with professional papers. i dont proof fics until i post it and see my stupidity bcs idk#i write in one long sitting so i feel getting spending so much time on a hobby that i just shove it out#idk my brain gets guilty over odd stuff somtimes#ANYWAYS#SEND ME IDEA S GRRRRRR
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working on figuring out the color pallette & making some serious progress on this
#ooc.#my art.#tbd.#wip.#i'm actually very extremely excited for this#i have to pause it for a moment#bcs my ipad needs to charge#but im excited to actually get into the texturing & shading of it#tempted to make his eyes open too??? not sure if i will or not tho#i just like shading his eyes#this is making me think of doing a few drawings in this style#this one is for origins#then i want one for awakening#& inquisition#& MAYBEE just maybe somewhere in between
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the most autistic thing i've done in the past year is when i typed out a transcript of the text from the entire main storyline in Pokemon Legends: Arceus into a wordpad document, complete with basic image descriptions, and then i didn't even write the fanfic which was supposedly the reason i started that whole project in the first place
#pokemon legends arceus#pla#pokemon#aphelion.txt#actuallyautistic#actually autistic#67k words. if you were wondering#i didn't replay it myself but rather watched someone's playthrough on youtube and paused each time to copy out the text#i was able to find raw text dumps of the game on the internet but they were all out of order so i decided to make my own transcript#to base the plot of my fanfic off of but then i only ever wrote 1 chapter of the fanfic#probably i should upload the transcript to gamefaqs or something in case any other person in the world might potentially want it#actually this is a time-honored tradition for me#for some reason around the time period of 2nd-4th grade#i would do similar things when i got really bored#like copying out a couple of chapters of my favorite book into one of my notebooks by hand#actually this wasnt even the first time i tried to transcribe a pokemon game#i vividly remember attempting to do the same to pokemon pearl and pokemon ranger when i was like 9#didn't get very far on those tho#Still not sure why i enjoy(ed) doing this. but. it's soothing ?#might have to redo my resume from scratch btw :/// im not finding it in any of the places where i usually keep documents#the search for it being the reason why. i stumbled on the pla transcript which i managed to forget existed. and made this post
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skipping over the segment where nl talks about severance bc i know myself and i let any opinion of someone i like get inside my brain. and i like severance way too much for that noise
#astro watches#the librarians latest video#which ofc like a lot of ppl is the main way i watch northernlion#fr tho im not always teh healthiest and est at doing this. sometimes i seek it out abotu stuff.#so i dont have to form an opinion. but even if he was enjoying it i dont want his thoughts. my brain will trick me into thinking theyre min#but anyways.#also omg teh bit abt apollo and justin beign like. oh ur nls friend adna lso that other guy so funny#buoth bc they were all being v funny about it. but also bc i lowkey had that moment. less in relation to nl. and more in relation to pause.#but still lmao
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biggest lore drop of oathkeeper was that naphis, too, has a fuckass bob
#AND the big huge nerd glasses#im obsessed with that look#i had to pause playing the game because i just could not stop staring at him and wheezing#HUGE quest for fans of various old men appearing#cyrus has a body and isnt a door anymore. naphis shows up. even the swagless temple grandpa#shut up about shipping moments this is what we should be talking about#speaking of ships tho wow they really are working as hard as they fucking can to retcon cyno and tighnari's canon backstory lol#while 'we' were in school cyno? 'our' homework? bitch you were the mahamatra by the time you met the man#cyno following tighnari like if its his homework its OUR homework#like when youre doing something and your dog shows up to help but the task requires 0 dogs so they just kinda hang out and get in the way#well that was fun#cyrus has that old man swag btw#shouts out to him#and his tomatoes
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