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ravenkings · 1 month ago

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gonna be real with you guys, i'm increasingly entertaining the idea that luigi didn't actually do it

#there's a few reasons but one of them is given the number of nypd security cameras currently all over nyc #(which i know for a fact exist bc my friend at the da's office watches footage from a lot of them as part of her job)#idk how the only images they could get of him were those two jank ones from the coffee shop and the hostel #NEITHER of which really look like each other and frankly don't really look like the pics of luigi that have come out since #which is kind of insane actually considering the number of luigi pics that are currently circulating on the internet #another thing i think is weird is that before they caught him #the nypd was like “we have the name of the assassin but we won't release it bc it would give him an advantage”#which seems crazy bc if they knew it was in fact luigi idk how getting his name out to the press #would have given him that much of an advantage #like.......maybe they were bluffing bc they didn't actually HAVE a name.....? idk man #the whole thing is weird to me and it frankly gets weirder the longer i think about it

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baeshijima · 2 months ago

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the itoshi brothers through the years ...

#sophie's idle chatter #congrats to blue lock for being the only animanga to have itoshi sae and itoshi rin !!!#haha... aha... ha... a...#excuse the mega long rant in tags i just have a lot to say when it comes to the itoshi bros #crying btw haha <33 #they changed some lines from the manga in the snow scene...#“we're half-baked. you and me both.”; the whole “screw that...” spiel ..... ourgh........#and the way there was. no music. just silence in their confrontation scene until the moment where sae decided to cut ties #hahah.............#once again the part that always got me in the manga (and now the anime) was where sae still had light in eyes when talking abt being the #best midfielder with rin the best striker bc they could both still have that dream together only for the light to fade when rin refuted #and said hes not the brother he knew with there being no dream if its not the one theyve had all this time.....#sae more than likely believes that if anyone can become the best in the world its rin but is wasting his talent by looking up to the #big brother who couldnt uphold his promise to be the best striker and instead pushes him to the brink so he could forge his own path #to be a striker in his own right without being his saes shadow even if that means having rin hate him in return bc he has always cared #which ofc doesnt invalidate rins feelings bc he has a right to feel betrayed after dedicating so much time to follow a shared dream #with his brother whom in his eyes stomped on it without remorse and left him to eat shit #neither of them are wrong but they both went abt this in the worst way possible haha... a... ....... i hate them.#also very sick of them to have their relationship progressively be depicted from light and dark like. excuse me while i jump out a window.#i need them to have a sit down and talk in the manga like. a whole 20 chapters at least.#ALSO WHAT WAS THAT ADDITIONAL TIME SEGMENT IM GOING TO THROW UP AGAIN HELLO

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yuwuta · 11 months ago

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If megumi asked uzhsjdhshd omg I totally see it tbh him wanting you, but I don't think megumi would ever ask yuuji to share you, in any type of way at all. (not trying to push my own hc here!!) I feel like yuuji himself would be the one asking megumi. Yuuji knows that he's yours just as much as he knows you're his. And he loves you too much, a lot, it's purest type of love he has ever felt for anyone. And megumi is his best friend, he loves him just as much, right? Yes, not the same love between you and him ofc but yes. And I have no idea what they were doing but yuuji's just says, kind of out of the blue, that he'd let megumi fuck you. The reason being exactly cause he knows you're his, and you're just so so good that he needs to have someone to talk to (about you and always so respectfully) and who better that his best friend?

you’re opening the pandora’s box that is itfs + reader…. god…..

okok i agree. if you’re dating yuuji, megumi would never ask, yuuji would be the one to bring all three of you together. definitely because he loves you and you’re his, and he loves megumi too, so it just makes sense that his two favorite people also get to have each other—but also, yuuji can tell megumi likes you, and he can tell you think megumi is attractive and since yuuji’s so nice, what kinder thing to do than to set you two up so he can watch (: he definitely enjoys being the mediator, also enjoys the somewhat awkward air between you and megumi, how yeah, maybe it’s a little taboo that the two of you are about to make out while you’re boyfriend watches, but yuuji likes that too… also he likes knowing that you both like him. like how lucky is he that his best friend and his girlfriend adore him so much :(( you two together makes so much sense in his head, because he talks to megumi about you, and he talks to you about megumi, and now, he can just pour all his love for both of you out at the same time

but also…. i’d like to think that yuuji’s maybe not so nice when it’s the other way around—when he and megumi get together first, and you’re megumi’s best friend. he’s not mean, but he does like to tease... how naughty of megumi to ask out yuuji knowing he’s still got a crush on you, and god does yuuji like to tease him about it :/ jerks him off and taunts about how he knows megumi’s dirty little secret—that he’s in love with his best friend and fantasizes not just about having you, but about watching his own boyfriend fuck you too…

yuuji knows megumi would take his feelings for you to the grave if he could (he’d have done the same with his feelings for yuuji if yuuji wasn’t the one to ask him out), but where’s the fun in that! you and megumi are sooo cute together after all, so yuuji doesn’t mind trying to get you two to confess to each other too. uses his proximity to megumi to get closer to you, takes advantage of his bubbly disposition to be physically affectionate with you, uses megumi’s feelings to his advantage to tease, to wink, to smirk whenever you and yuuji hug a little longer, when he texts megumi that he’s meeting up with you for lunch, when he gives you his jacket and doesn’t ask for it back… there’s so much fun in watching megumi blush and whine and get off at the thought of his best friend and his boyfriend together. and the thing is, yuuji genuinely does like you, too, he sees what megumi sees in you, and he thinks megumi is crazy to have not asked you out before, but he supposes everything happens for a reason, because now, this way, yuuji gets to be there and watch it all happen under his guidance. there’s something about the power, about being the bridge between you two even though you and megumi have known each other for much longer, about being in control of a dynamic that could have, but wouldn’t exist without him…

#anonymous #can u tell... ive thought about this before.... GODD #the locked folder in my notes app dedicated to itfs + reader..... maybe she will see the light of day after all LOL #my itfs heart.... anon u dont know what you've done..............#also the divide between the way the 3 of u come together is like....#if ur with yuuji its just like.... hes got too much love for either one of u #and even when he gets to share u with megumi its not enough he loves u both and there's no real proper way to ever fully share or express i #but watching u two fuck is about as close as it gets to feeling like all his love is coming full circle #but the other way... when hes with megumi and can see that megumi still wants u and then yuuji gets to know u and wants u himself....#now h'es got too much power and its power that neither u nor megumi truly see or understand until ur all in bed together #which is crazy bc in theory u and megumi should be stronger should know each other better should be the two friends sharing him #but it's not. it's yuuji who brought u three together and it's yuuji that knew about ur feelings for each other before u and megumi did #and in some weird twisted way u owe it to him and he definitely likes to reap his rewards #and even when u three are together he doesn't stop teasing...#sometimes he makes megumi be meaner to u... coaxes him into thinking he should teach u a lesson for never being able to see his feelings #u owe it to ur best friend to show him how much u love him dont u....#but then other days he'll turn it around... make u the baby and soothe ur tears...#because its only fair u take the both of them bc they love u sooooo much they just wanna be good to u #but also how fun is it for yuuji to remind you that megumi knew he liked u and still asked him out... maybe u should want revenge for that #maybe u take it out on megumi maybe u take it out on yuuji idkidkidk #anyway...#itafushi x reader #yuuji x reader #megumi x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #yuuji.ask

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stars-n-spice · 8 months ago

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Younger brother came up with the best thing-

Was out shopping with my siblings and while in stores my younger brother started a "Point out things the Bad Batch would wear" type of game. Forgot what he pointed to but he was like, "This is something Hunter would wear and then go to a gay club." Then he found something else and went, "And this is what Crosshair would wear to a gay club."

Then I was like, "Oh, imagine Hunter goes to a gay club, spots Crosshair across the room and is like, 'What are YOU doing here, huh?? 🤨🤨'"

My brother thought that was hilarious and agreed. He also found a bunch of stuff that he said Hunter would wear, "If he had a sense of style" and I added on that Crosshair probably has killer fashion sense and is habitually ashamed about his brother's lack of a fashion sense because it's a "disappointment to the queer community."

Anyways, happy pride!

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loverlylight · 1 month ago

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Me, age 16, reading Ranma 1/2 and observing a character switch between genders: Wow, such a great manga, obviously this doesn't resonate with me at all!

Me, age 32, genderfluid: Okay yeah this tracks

#my mind is an odd place #to be fair I've known I'm genderfluid for like seven years #but the remake coming out reminded me I first read the manga half my life ago #speaking of which I knew my little sister would enjoy the series but she had issues with nudity at the time #so I cut out little scraps of paper to act as censor bars taped them where needed and carefully peeled them off when she was done #(because they were library books so I didn't want to damage them. I was actually careful enough there wasn't any damage so that's good!)#anyway neither my sister nor I knew she was my sister at that time so I guess Ranma transed both of our genders #although for my sister she told me that she had been listening to a lot of MCR when she started questioning her gender. which also tracks.

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wayfinderships · 21 days ago

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Goodnight gamers! <3 If you didn't have a good day today, I hops that tomorrow will be a better day for you <3

As for me, I was thinking about the fact and I'm trans and how my f/os love that part of myself and are so supportive. For the longest time, I had a fear that they wouldn't like me because of that. Like they'd be disappointed somehow. But then I remember that they'd never do that and they love me sm <3

#pan rambles #I also tend to hc a lot of my f/os as trans so sometimes it's just the spiderman pointing meme-afksbfksbdj #Gonna get a little personal for a moment but say that I use the term Agender bc that's just the most accurate to my experience #But sometimes I'm tempted to not use it at all-afjsbfjsbd I'm neither boy or girl! I'm just Panchi! y'know?#Backing up a little-#I've had personal experiences where I'd come out to someone and they'd exclusively refer to me as a woman #and another where I was only referred to as a man (knew I was agender but specifically referred to me as a man) and never used they/them #(Nobody here btw. I should make that clear)#there's this one other moment I won't even bring up bc of how uncomfortable it was to me #But yeah-afksbfjsnfj I don't have the best experiences with stuff regarding my gender and sexuality #So imagining that my f/os are completely understanding is just. nice.#Also bc they're that close to me- I don't particularly care if they refer to me as a gf or bf or just say Partner #Only people I'm close to get that privilege as long as they don't overdo it y'know #But yeah #I got distracted-afksbdjsbdjd #Point is!#a lot of my f/os are trans and they love that I'm trans too <3 #Also this goes for familial and platonics are well. None of them are safe from the 🏳️‍⚧️ beam!#And quite a number of them are hit with the Bi/Pan/Liking multiple genders beam #bc I like multiple genders even if I don't care to put a specific label to it outside of me being Arospec

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rqg179 · 10 months ago

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holy shit did kipperlilly kill buddy so that if kristen died no one would be able to bring her back and the only member of the church of cassandra would be gone

#i mean there was a lot at play here #it sounds like buddy wouldn't have been able to revive them even if he hadn't been murdered because the gems weren't in his bag??#unclear whether he knew that or not - currently i'm inclined to believe he was being genuine about reviving them #but someone had stolen the gems so he couldn't. i might be giving him too much credit idk #but i think kipperlilly's original plan was to kill gavin pundle to sabotage their exam - buddy wouldn't have been able to bring him back #w/o the gems and neither would kristen. so their grade would be significantly impacted #and if neither cleric can bring anybody back and the proctor isn't there to oversee the fight the monsters might have just kept coming #until the bad kids really did all drop #but idk why kipperlilly would suddenly switch to killing buddy if that wasn't the original plan and if he already couldn't revivify them??#unclear also how much oisin knew of this. rn im wondering if he was onboard w sabotaging the exam but didnt know she was going to kill budd #& the plane shift was an immediate shock reaction #or i did see someone suggest he wasn't even there to see it which. is also possible #idk just. many thoughts. head full. what the fuck was up with that preview also #my post #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year ago

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#turtwig #AND GENERATION FOUR BEGINS!!!#never thought we'd get there so soon‚ huh? yeah‚ neither did i. it's like it kinda just came out of nowhere. i knew i was queuing up gen 3 #legendaries and that usually means the next gen is right around the corner but it's still surprising to me for some reason #seeing the beginning of gen 4. who knows. turtwig is one of those starters i used to not like but i've really come around to in recent years #y'know‚ they're cute! what else is there to say? the only reason i usually don't use them in playthrus of sinnoh games is just bc grotle #or. torterra is the final one. yeah. i'm not a huge fan of it as compared to like. infernape. but then again i think gen 4 just has kinda #weak starters for my taste. not like objectively. there's a liker out there for every starter‚ for sure‚ but they've just always felt…#i dunno. default. to me. maybe it's because gen 4 is the gen i played the most as a kid. next to colosseum i guess #so they really feel like Default Pokémon. when i think of pokémon‚ gen 4 pokémon are usually some of the first ones to come to mind #and y'know! turtwig is good! good pokémon! that's about all. i like it now and i used to not

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ettadunham · 4 months ago

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sometimes i remember the hunger games and how nobody actually paid attention to what was in those books

#americans close your eyes and ears right now #i'm well aware that my political takes are way too spicy for you all #and i really do wish my media diet didn't contain so much us-centric shit #but alas we're all suffering here #and i could say that 'oh actually it does matter who your president is for us in the world'#but it doesn't. it really fucking doesn't. that's kind of the point.#oh i'm sorry my spicy takes are already starting #anyway it is wild that you all can understand katniss assassinating coin at the end of mockingjay #but get super upsetty that chappell roan won't support your favorite presidential candidate with her full chest #like come on none of you actually thought that her using the phrase both sides meant that she was a republican or even a centrist #that's just copium #you all knew exactly what she meant #but i guess encouraging people to think critically and get involved with their local elections and politics as well is... bad now?#also... why do you all care so much about a random pop star's opinion and whether or not she dares to criticize a government #like... she's right but i'm sure 5 years from now if she survives in the limelight her edges will be completely chipped away #by all this insane reaction #and before anyone comes for me... no i'm not saying you shouldn't vote. please fucking do.#neither am i saying you shouldn't vote strategically or encourage other people to do so #but if all your energy is spent policing people who criticize your chosen party because of their own principles #then there's something seriously wrong with your politics #and all you're signalling is that you truly do not fucking care about the issues that they care about #if anything..... you RESENT them #and then the same people bring up the parable of the 'unjust man'#or how it's never the right time to talk about gun violence in your country #harm reduction is all good and based but attacking people who are leveraging their support to push your party left #is not. it's not even fucking helpful #anyway. don't base your lives and politics around pop stars.#even if they are more based than you 🤷#i think i'm done now thank you tumblr for letting me have insane rants in my tags that hopefully no one reads #idk i just find this all depressing. i wish you all cared more about the world outside of your bubble. i wish we all did - myself included.

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genekies · 7 months ago

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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redding · 10 months ago

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thinking abt doomed friendships*.........pearlrick i care you

#*yes i know they hardly knew anything abt each other after like eight years and their circumstances were never going to allow them to really #permanently connect and form a genuine lasting friendship. Let me have this #alsoooo its completely reasonable to assume that (since they were not the share all abt my past and loved ones type) that they gleaned info #abt the other by observing them and then literally never speaking about it ever like come on they spent eight years as pretty much #the others only “close” relationship and neither of them r stupid #this close to writing a lil fic of them over the years plus tweaking thornes death a little bc the whole poetic change of heart on deathbed #thing has Thoroughly gotten old for me sorry #ive gone on a tangent in my tags again oh dear #towl #the ones who live #rick grimes #pearl thorne #if i get flamed. yk what im not deleting this

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seventh-district · 4 months ago

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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.

#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it #asmr #audio roleplay #rp audio stuff #redacted audio #anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud #and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators #but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it #which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium #like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform #and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication #and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements #like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh #tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that #and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno #i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it #bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it #this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable #but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself #feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything #who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl #anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now #actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon #u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.

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probablyaseamonster · 1 year ago

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so... we all get the father vibes from Pentious, right? It's not just me?

Theres the "son?" Joke in the pilot which sounded a liiiittle too sincere, there's how he acts around his egg bois... and how that cringefail energy of his could easily be translated into embarrassing dad behavior...

So anyway what I'm saying is I still think Baxter could be his missing son-

#Hazbin hotel #sir pentious #Look on the one hand #Snek and feesh.#Come on #It's cute #Also they're both “scientists” in a way #And Sir Precious over here took Baxter's spot in the cast #First thing could easily be coincidence #But also I think it'd be funny and also really heartwarming #Bur it'd be CRUEL if SP ends up being the one to die in season one and Baxter comes to the hotel one episode #And somehow finds out his dad was here and neither of them knew #I think that could be the only thing that would make me legit sad if he was the one to get killed #I mean don't get me wrong I love him #But he just feels unattached to the rest of the cast to me #And I feel like it'd hurt the characters the least #Even if he did sacrifice himself like some theorists imagine #I'm having trouble summoning thoughts rn I might come back to this later *not likely*

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mabith · 16 days ago

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We give ourselves a really hard time about education in the US but these Junior Bake Off kids will make you feel better (worse). One of them seemed completely unfamiliar with Stonehenge, another thought it was probably built in the 1700s and at least two of them were unfamiliar enough that they kept calling it Stone Hedge.

#and you've got Horrible Histories over there #they had to pick a historical moment to make out of biscuit for their showstopper #one did 'when the troops came home from the war in 1940'#and no she didn't say the 1940s #another did the invention of the microwave one did the invention of TV neither knew what decade these happened #they picked the events themselves!#they had to know someone would ask them the date!#another did her own birth and you know actually props to her believe in yourself etc #at least she'd know the year #I know I always loved history (you had to in order to get more jokes in Rocky and Bullwinkle and Asterix and Pogo) but come on #they're not being quizzed out of nowhere - they chose an event!

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iamnotlookingidonotseeit · 4 days ago

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fascinating revelations out of my dad's professional coaching of the whole family today

my mom scored astonishingly high on empathy and caring for a woman who seemed to find it next to impossible to express that to me

my dad has done an insane amount of work to be so warm and personable considering that his natural inclination is towards strong reserve rooted in anxiety (just like me!!)

my sister shocked - SHOCKED 🙄 - to learn that she scores almost zero in empathy AND very high on manipulation

actually shocking reveal that my sister always knew she was my mom's favorite. like I kind of assumed she was mean to both of us but apparently most of the biting comments were for me

#in regard to number 3 I'm like bestie. you think you're the protagonist of the world. you tried to get me to come out to our parents #as a way to manipulate them into being happier for you for your engagement #you have a movie script in mind for your life and you try to get others to fit it #of COURSE you're low in empathy and high in manipulation #the mom's favorite thing was actually very surprising to me to hear bc i've never thought about it that way #mom's attitude towards me was so pervasive to my experience of childhood that i never considered that i had it worse than her #vis a vis getting chewed out and in trouble and snapped at and criticized constantly #the impression i got was that mom thought i was a crybaby and fragile and forgetful and dowdy and needy #my sister by contrast was the kind of girlboss my mom could like more easily #(i do wonder then that mom's bestie is a lot like me)#i know my sister got some Mom Comments and impatience and fighting too but it doesn't seem to have stuck with her so much #i dunno how i feel about it all #a lot and i mean A Lot to consider #also learned my sister doesn't really remember our grandma on mom's side and picked up a vibe that she's sad about it #i was a little dismissive in the moment of the idea that she was doting bc i remember her being very brisk and exacting #but i think like my mom she cared a lot but found it hard to express it in ways that weren't like. providing. keeping things shipshape #not very demonstrative and pretty intimidating to a kid #but i still do remember a few good things about her; note to self to tell T those stories #looking at cardinals on the deck. the roofing project. her painting my sister's nails. watching lion king and the old cinderella with us #good moments #it makes me think of the way mom used to really put care into giving us thoughtful gifts but she'd hardly ever play with them with us #i think it would have gone a long way with me at that age if she'd been willing to take the initiative rather than wait to be invited #i always thought that she knew so much and what she could do was so cool; i just never felt comfortable asking #bc she didn't seem like you could just ask her to come have fun #meanwhile my dad Knew a lot less stuff and had fewer cool hobbies but he was goofy and fun and willing to get on the floor #i think i understand why they were the way they were but still im frustrated #bc like t was saying today. now that mom's retired she's actually fun?? she's not stressed and angry all the time and she has time for us?#or at least for my sister anyway... but i will agree; she seems a lot happier #and i wish she'd been able to be happier when we were younger #neither me nor my sister came out of that with anything close to secure attachment

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mimiri22-6 · 11 months ago

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I've been waiting for the update all day and I finally looked again at 12am-ish and WOO! There it is! 4 and a half hours later I have consumed all of it! I probably overlooked some things, but that's what revisiting is for! I even got all the pieces for the super secret final puzzle, which my pea (👀) brain Could not put together, and went to the super secret place!

THIS UPDATE WAS SO COOL AND LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! I can't Wait to see more people dig in and dissect it! But also I can because brains need sleep, christ my eye is starting to hurt.

I need to go hug my Wally plush now, shit has Really gone down this time. I ALSO NEED AN EDDIE PLUSH SO I CAN HUG HIM TOO!!!

Also also, that last little part of you know what with Frank and Eddie!?!! My heart shattered and melted at the same exact time! Frank went Completely soft and "Eddie?" GAH-destroyed me! Also, was that fucking fire-

#welcome home update #i Need to lay down. I have to get a specific dog to a grooming apt tomorrow. as in monday and my sleeping schedule does Not reflect that -n #wally darling #eddie dear #frank frankly #I knew there was a reason I Instantly gravitated towards you mailman. neither of us can have free time because then The Voices!!#yeah. *shakes head* seeing eddie being all 'no one has asked anything from my today. did I miss something? should i double check? the momen #I leave this building someone's gonna come looking for me. wtf am I supposed to do with my thoughts? I hate them. and they hate me.'#decision paralysis #I know her well. I know her well too edds.

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