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it's giving apocalypse out there right now
#under both an extreme heat warning and a severe air quality (smoke) watch#living the dream this july#if we get rain on thursday it will improve on so many levels#video#scenery#rory borealis#unrelated the most chronically online thing i do now is film videos in portrait mode without thinking about it#but i started noticing it so there's hope ill go back to normal one day#anyway
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little goblin god with a tear or a tooth
#ceramics#art#sculpture#soooooooo it’s time to reveal that many of my sculptures were made of a shop clay that got contaminated#the instructor who made it warned me after I made several pieces that there was a contaminant that might expand in the kiln#and destroy everything ;-;#but i lucked out on a few pieces!!#and this one in particular i think broke in a wonderful and special way that i honestly could never have expected#so that’s really special.. however i can tell that there are more issues inside her#so i’ll need to be very careful with her
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WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL!!! /POS. ATTACKING YOU.
Xemnas and Xigbar for 37 if that number hasn't been done? If it has, how about 74?
no puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal // ay, todo lo que he hecho por ti.
[ID: a mostly black and white drawing with a purple overlay of xigbar and xemnas shown from the hip up on the left side of the image. the background is black and has some diagonal lines with a bit of transparency on the right side. the shadows are harsh, with only a bit of light falling on their faces.
they stand before each other turned to the audience. xigbar, holds the handle and the middle of No Name before him, head tilted down as he looks to the audience. xemnas stands a full head taller behind xigbar, his left hand held some distance below the bladed tip of No Name, his left eye is covered by his fringe.
xemnas visible eye is painted ochre with a white pupil, while xigbar's eye is white and gold. The eyes on no name's handle and the gazing eye on the blade are a vibrant cyan. the caption reads the spanish lyrics "i can't ask a simple mortal for a forever" and "oh, everything i've done for you." /End ID.]
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#capisnotonfire#PUTS MY HAND TO MY STERNUM AND FALLS TO THE FLOOR ON MY KNEES /affectionate#warning to whoever might open the link; there's a slightly suggestive several 'ay's at the beginning porque shakira it's also bass heavy#OBJECTIVELY THE FUNNIEST SONG THAT COULD'VE COME UP. it's the gift that keeps on giving!!#this specific remix's been on my top list... several years; top five for a couple. i've loved it forever. top radio edits ever.#it's basically about a guy that makes up excuses to hide he's cheating and a gal that's fed up with his bullshit and is like. okay. bye.#i briefly considered going with............ right now i know my heart is yours <- in regards to i'm already half-xehanort#as per usual not ship art but it would be HILARIOUS if it was. it would've been able to go so many incredibly funny tragic ways#nano does reqs#my doods#xigbar kh#xemnas kh#IT TOOK SO LONG. putting this out there because i WILL lose my marbles if i do anything more. it's not as polished as it could.#fret not if you've asked for a req i am still doing 'em this one just. kicked my ass (been busy). i tried a couple of things and failed#THEN the file corrupted like 9 hours in and i wanted to die a little (thank the heavens my drawing app has a#thing to get back corrupted files through their screen recording) but i GIVE UP (affectionate)#Does this make sense thematically? Fuck if i know. i forgot all lore (half serious). it looked cooler in my head (jesting)#anyways. mwah tysm for the ask<3#i love posting at mystifying times (i finish at terrible hours and get excited)#described#74
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Hi! I was re-reading Gravitational Pull and a strange line of thought crossed my mind. And for some reason I feel the need to share it with you.
So, I don't know why, but at the part where Yohan says "I'll set you free" my mind made the connection of "free" = "bird" = "Gaon" (cus his tattoo, yeah I know it's a Fenix but still) and that made me go back to the scene where we're shown Yohan's past in the drama for the first time, when he killed the bird. By cutting it off. And now that scene took another meaning in my head, because somehow, probably totally subconsciously, Yohan had set free the bird, free from the chaos that had been caused in the classroom since its arrival. And I feel like that's what Yohan was trying to do, maybe not so subconsciously now, with Gaon in that part of the fic. Setting him free by fully cutting him off from Yohan's world, which is, at the lightest, totally dangerous and chaotic.
Anyway, this probably doesn't make much sense and I'm just reading too much into it (and making it a lot more dramatic lol). Also English isn't my native language and that might make my point a bit lost.
However, I still wanted to share it with you! Thanks for your amazing work and I hope you're doing better <3
Hi there! I'm happy to hear that you're enjoying your re-read! And that it can spark new ideas and thoughts! 😄
As for Yo Han's intentions with Ga On in that fic, I can say that yes, he was trying to set Ga On free — but not from himself. Yo Han was trying to set Ga On free from the restraints that have been put on him by Soo Hyun and Professor Min. That's not to say that Yo Han lied about allowing Ga On to leave if he wanted to. Yo Han would have kept his word and never mentioned the kiss again if that had been Ga On's choice. But more so out of pride than consideration for Ga On. Yo Han would have been too offended by the rejection to mention it again 😆
But Yo Han doesn't actually want to let Ga On go at this point and he's not expecting Ga On to leave. So when Yo Han says "I'll set you free" he does so mainly because he's convinced that Ga On won't actually take him up on the offer. Yo Han might make it sound like he's uncertain, resigned to the fact that Ga On will choose Soo Hyun again, but he's lying.
You have to remember that Yo Han is a manipulative bastard and he was just handed extra ammunition given how affected Ga On was by that kiss. It may seem like Yo Han is being considerate, but he's not. He's acting, carefully nudging Ga On in the direction he wants him to go. The emotions underneath are honest, though. He would let Ga On go if that's what he chose. Because Yo Han is telling the truth when he says that he only wants affection that is freely given. And it would make him sad if Ga On left. But does he expect Ga On to do so?
No, he doesn't.
So, as always with Yo Han, there's an additional layer to what he's saying and doing. He's saying "I'll set you free," but he doesn't specify from what. And there are two ways to interpret that sentence. If Ga On chooses to leave, he'll be set free from Yo Han's influence — that one is simple and straightforward. But if Ga On chooses to stay, he'll be set free from the constraints and expectations of Soo Hyun, Professor Min, and society. Not immediately, obviously — it's a little more symbolic at this initial moment but it can't be denied that choosing to stay with Yo Han is to rebel quite dramatically. In more ways than one.
Yo Han will make sure of that.
So yes, it's about setting Ga On free, but Yo Han has no intention of letting Ga On go. That's not what he wants to set Ga On free from.
Yo Han wants to change Ga On — wants him to become something new and better.
(according to Yo Han's standards — which aren't the same as everyone else's, I should point out 🤣 )
And that's why I think Ga On's tattoo is pretty apt, since the journey he goes through during the drama is very much a rebirth. The Ga On of the first episode is so different from the Ga On of the last episode that they're practically different people — and not only because he's had his beliefs challenged and his world turned upside-down. And, in some ways, that can probably be viewed as him being set free.
I bet Yo Han sees it that way.
Anyhow!
Maybe I should stop dropping bombs like these about Yo Han's characterisation x'D Mainly because a lot of things are supposed to be left for interpretation and my intentions — and how I imagine Yo Han's thought process — aren't supposed to override my readers' theories. I don't want anyone to feel like they're reading my fics wrong or that they're not getting the "right" version of the story.
I always have a plan when I write — especially for Yo Han because that fucker needs to be several steps ahead of everyone else at all times — but I'm well aware that my plan doesn't always come across in my writing. It's not supposed to. Because Yo Han is an unreliable, manipulative bastard and, because of that, his underlying thoughts should remain hidden — which is why I so rarely choose to write his POV. And I imagine that can sometimes be frustrating when I then go ahead and explain what he's actually doing and it wasn't obvious in the text.
So, uh, idk. Sorry for not making Yo Han easier to read? 😅 But he's not supposed to be?
But, long story short: You're not wrong! Yo Han definitely wants to set Ga On free! But rather than sending him off into the light, Yo Han wants to cut off the shackles anchoring Ga On to it and drag him down into the darkest, deepest depths instead.
Because the Abyss is selfish, ruthless, and hungry.
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#Thank you so much for sharing!#It's so nice to know that people re-read my works#And that they can encourage deeper analyses#That's lovely!#But fair warning#If you bring your theories to me I tend to explain what my intentions were 😂#But please don't take that as your theories being wrong!#There's several ways to read a text#And it's fascinating to hear how other people interpret it#Not to mention that I have a tendency to maybe add a couple of layers too many#And I don't expect you all to see them#Because I know that's practically impossible given my POV choices#I just have a tendency to overdo things#Especially characterisation
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here's a return to sunfall (and blazon arch and the two carja gates near it)! the mod has been updated so there were no more endless loading screens when i recorded this :D makes exploring much more fun!
i'm not as excited about this thumbnail but it took a lot of super annoying work to set up so here's a(n unfortunately small) version without text:
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#out of bounds exploration#hfw out of bounds#video#also sorry to write a book in the tags but:#honestly i am very Done with this video. i had So. Many. Issues.#trying to get a recording as smooth as what i see in gameplay (fail). not falling off of things while recording (took 3 attempts lol)#getting the tallneck facing the right direction (several tries)#uploaded to yt and got a copyright warning(?) from sony because of music. wtf! it was just what plays in the game?!?#yt basically said “you're allowed to use it but the copyright owner can change their mind at any time” so#i tried to re-edit that section and ended up rendering the final video FOUR MORE TIMES bc a track was missing or off by a few miliseconds#and THEN i had to upload it to yt AGAIN which takes *literal hours*#so anyway fuck this video lmao#but i put a tallneck in it tho so that's nice#oh and i was able to get close to the leafcutter ants :)#hfw pc#(remove reload boundary mod)
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Father worried abt tornadoes again alll the sudden bc some places up north got fucked in that storm the other day huh dude it was just a hail warning this storm ain’t tornado weather watch the fucken weatherrrr I went to sleep barely 2 hours ago you wake me up over HAIL and some RAIN how many of these have we been inngfht
#you haven’t BEEN in the scary weather this shit is fineeee#you weren’t hereeeeeee#Con stop yapping#severe thunderstorm warning HOW MANY OF THESE HAVE WE SEEN COMMA FAYHER#also pissed bc he snapped at mom to not bother with the dog fuuuuuuck youu#SLEEPING NOW
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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU
#rambling#surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING#“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything#but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over#“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS#“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them#they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering#“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL#but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE#is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act#is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too#actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back#had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard#i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out#sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently
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Chapters: 2/7 Fandom: The Sandman (TV 2022) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dream of the Endless | Morpheus/Hob Gadling Characters: Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Hob Gadling, Original Child Character(s), Orpheus (The Sandman), Unity Kincaid, Lucien | Lucienne (The Sandman), Matthew the Raven, Modern Johanna Constantine (The Sandman TV) Additional Tags: Family Man AU, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, two aus in one, Kidfic, Domesticity, Stay at Home Parent Dream of the Endless, Child Abuse, As In That's Why This Kid Lives With Hob And Dream Now, Only Very Briefly Onscreen in Chapter 6, Magic, Implied/Referenced Mind Control, Fae & Fairies, It's Mostly Soft Really I Swear, Cuddling & Snuggling, Traumatized Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Panic Attacks, Flashbacks Summary:
Dream of the Endless, two months after his escape from captivity at Fawney Rig, wakes up in a world where he's retired, human, and married to Hob Gadling, and they are raising a Fae foster child together.
Or: Dream finds out what happens to a version of himself who got everything he ever wanted. (He lives happily ever after.)
#in classic ao3 author style killing time during a severe weather warning by finally remembering to post my fic update#fic#dreamling#the sandman#cuddles#so many cuddles!#also trauma#so much trauma
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Sometimes I get the urge to be like "Well, they can't live forever" when it comes to shitty situations with shitty people. But then I remember that A: shitty person dying might not be the result that someone wants, and B: it actually can take quite a while for people to die, in many cases
Idk I'm just so used to death being right around the corner that I'm like "Well maybe he'll die soon and that'll fix it" but he probably won't die that soon and it also might not fix it. Or be wanted.
Idk it's such a specific mentality that I have now. People can die with such short notice that you Never Know! The solution to all your problems may be short at hand. You never know.
#speculation nation#honestly i think the Year Of Death knocked a bit of a screw loose in me.#zero trust in anyone's longetivity. Any person around me could die with no warning at all. death comes in many forms.#including me! i could also die like that!#so people will ask things like 'do you think youll live until youre 70' and im like. i dont know!#i'll try to! but i could die next week. or today. or tomorrow. or in 50 years. it's all a giant game of gacha.#or perhaps russian roulette. but with a biiiiiiig barrel.#every day god cocks it back and pulls the trigger and Click! not my day to die today!#someday he'll pull that trigger and my metaphorical brains will blow. and yknow what i'll be dead so it wont even matter.#quite fortuitous that i already wasnt scared of death before getting such severe mortality awareness.#im gonna try to live as long as i can bc there are lots of things i still want to do. but when it's my time?#i'll be dead anyways. wont be able to care then.#theres a very specific kind of feeling that comes from dealing with sudden losses so consistently.#of receiving a call from someone who doesnt normally call you out of the blue and going 'oh boy someone else is dead now huh'#of answering it. having that hunch confirmed. and you just gotta go 'Okay. thanks for telling me.'#anyways i think theres something wrong with me but at least im still functioning fine. so it could be worse!#negative/#kinda lol. did get a bit into vent territory here.
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hello, ive been learning portuguese for a bit and i was wondering if you had any recommendations for media? like youtubers, blogs, movies or series. if you do, thanks in advance
uff fuck, i will sure try my best but i can’t promise anything
I normally get my dose of Portuguese via going to academic workshops or working alongside Brazilian people, so I don’t exactly engage with media in Portuguese as a conscious learning process, I'm afraid. Like, for example, i normally just get a bunch of Instagram reels and TikToks cause I'm on the Brazilian side of instagram/tiktok, and not exactly because i follow any particular account or something, and i don’t level or recognize how hard the Portuguese is in each one, etc
I have some series that i remember watching and liking tho, which are:
De volta aos 15: a drama/comedy series around a 30yo woman that time travels a few times to when she was 15 and tries to fix everyone's life, as one does
A sogra que te pariu: a very absurd sitcom in the best latinoamerican style (and set during covid)
Samantha!: Another comedy, now about a kid star from the '80s who is trying to launch herself back
Lulli: comedy, drama and romance. A medic student gets electrocuted and starts hearing everyone's thoughts
3%: suspense, fiction, drama. Set on a diasporic word where, while everyone gets a one-time change to better their life, only the 3% makes it
Ciudad invisible: Drama, mystery. This one has lots of references to folk culture and stories! It's about a man who, after a family tragedy, starts seeing different mythological creatures that will help him uncover the past
omnisciente: sci-fi, drama, thriller. The city is controlled and watched all the time everywhere by drones. A woman tries to solve a murder that the drones never picked on + plus discover how fucked up the system and the drones are
Coisa mais linda: Drama, romance, set in 1959, after getting cheated on and left alone, a woman sets herself to open her own bossa nova club
ninguem tá olheando: comedy, drama, fantasy after discovering some secrets of the bureaucratic angelic system, a guardian angel set himself to break every rule that there is for protecting humans
Valentina: drama a young trans girl moves to a more conservative rural town
Alice júnior: Coming of age film about a YouTuber trans girl as she challenges her catholic school's conservative ways
#you can always check/follow latinotiktoks here on tumblr#there is not only lots of videos in portuguese#but also ppl are always asking for recomendations about music tw shows books etc#specially those that are more closely related to brasil/latine culure(s)#a fair warning about the list above: while several are pretty light. some of the stuff addressed on other will be very heavy#+ as i said. i don't really remember or notices how advanced was the language used#what more?#many of them can be found in myflixerz.to#i sooo wanted to also mention orgulho e paixon which is a telenovela adaptation of all the jane austen books#but it felt a little too much sdjskhkjads#for other types of media/hobbies i just recomend to do what u normally do but search it in portuguese#like i loove to draw and paint and sometimes i look up video reviews of art supply to see which one will be best for me#but instead of searching it in english or my mother tongue#i just search it in portuguese#sometimes is more less of following an account and add them to your already formed rutine and alike#and more like just working and exciting in another language during a normal day
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I'm replaying horizon zero dawn and something just hits different about the game now that I have more life experience and go through life a little bit more consciously. Aloy not being born from a loving mother, causing her to be an outcast by her own tribe (the Nora) who believe in Mother Earth as their one true Mother, truly no longer can be outrun as something incredibly and profoundly painful when you, yourself, have realized you never truly were loved by a mother figure in your life.
And then the quest you get in the hunters lodge, where you meet Talanah, and Aloy bonds with her and tells her she somewhat understands being treaten like trash. The lines "Now everywhere I go I am Aloy of the Nora. It should be Aloy despite the Nora" runs deep, because not only does she acknowledge that she has lived through all the pain, but she also decides to rise above all that by traveling the world and helping others wherever she goes. Despite what the Nora have put her through, despite being shunned and never getting a helping hand herself, despite not knowing who she is... She is Aloy, at the end of every damning day. And that's all there is to it.
#the game aged poorly visually#but when it comes to the messaging i think... people really slept on hzd#especially in the current climate irt pollution and ai and whatnot. this game (like many others) warn for machines and the damage it can do#to our ecosystem#but fundamentally it is also a journey about self discovery!! we as humanity see ourselves through aloy's eyes#not just because civilization as we know it has died and she explores our ruins#but also in her curious nature. her sheer willpower to go on despite literally nothing being in her favor#and that's not even to mention this girls motherfucking mommy issues!!!!#i was obsessed in my first playthrough 7 years ago for several different reasons#but now i am looking at it with fresh baby eyes and discovering things my younger self wouldn't have even thought about#rolo posts
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Floridians WATCH for tornado warnings!! Check NWS on twitter, Ryan Hall's Livestream, radio etc
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ive been playing so much hades 2 atp i feel like the first Big early access patch is gonna legit change my life....
#SPOILER WARNING FOR THE TAGS SKIP IF YOU RLY DONT WANNA KNOW MORE ABT HADES 2#omgggg once the surface path gets an update..... more stuff being there after you defeat eris... getting to olympus maybe??!??!#also a new weapon being added like im excited already#i keep imagining like what if when you get closer to olympus you can actually meet some of the gods?? (maybe even like ares or athena hhhh)#and omg whos gonna be the guardian of the area after eris#and whos gonna be the idk-the-name-for-whatever-arachne-and-echo-are of that area???#i kinda hope its another witchy person bc so far for the surface those ppl have been some kind of witch/sorceress#idk who that could be tho..... is cassandra witch-adjacent??#ok so you need that time sand (which you get from chronos) and entropy (which youre gonna get from the surface) for the dissolution of time#so which figure from greek mythology would make sense as someone youd get entropy from (i have no idea im only like 5 pages into the iliad)#im just so excited for everything theyre gonna do w this game#going back to the next surface area stuff. ive been making myself get used to seeing eris not as the final guardian#aka i cant almost die to her bc that would severely fuck up the rest of that run once theres more after her#and i cant pick the knucklebones for her bc theres gonna at least one more guardian after her who may be more difficult so i gotta save that#also im slowly but surely getting all the keepsakes to the highest level#also trying to get as many of the prophecies as possible rn and why are two of the chaos blessing so so difficult to get#kinda makes me wish their keepsake would idk make chaos gates spawn more often or smth like that....#bc then id have Some chance to get a chaos gate after i actually have a duo boon gndvcndhdb#also i gotta let some random enemies kill me more often if i see a gate so maybe i can get that other blessing idk.....
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*lying on the floor* I'm gonna have to write my own luckypatch fics at this rate is2g-
#if it's not obvious I've had. severe luckypatch brainrot for like the past week lmao. i missed them#decided to plunge into ao3 (after immediately excluding any Gross warnings bc these are CHILDREN) and ugh. so much he/him for clover :/#and he/they too. but not good enough tbh they're never referred to w he in canon so it feels like a cop out or excuse#it's been ages since i had the motivation to fully write and post a fic but i wanna try again soon 😭#i love their lame friendship sm#wish i had the confidence to post my art more too bc i have. so many clovers lmao
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florence welch shouldn't be allowed to write songs bc what if i listen to one and it punches a hole in my chest. no for real what do i do i'm bleeding out in my kitchen.
#category 5 'the bomb' moment jesus christ florence. she let it burn but it just had to be done!!!#i've been listening to this song for a good 30 minutes and crying to different lines like i'm putting emphasis on every word in a sentence#every time i repeat it. are you all fsmiliar with that post.#maybe i should be concerned that any amount of academic engagement and my mental health collapses for several hours. fuck it we bawl <3#happy eating dinner in tears tuesday i guess#tea this song is ripping me to ribbons how could you do this (introduce me to a song that i love)#this post does not reflect my beliefs i am very happy that florence welch makes music but like. warn me next time.#yes i've heard this song many times before tonight i just didn't expect it to hurt me this badly <3#a post#sorry ignore me being tired reduces my emotional tolerance to that of a toddler#it's just. when will someone tell me to come here baby and tell me something awful and true that only they could know and think my hands are#the most beautiful thing they've ever seen. florence how could you do this.
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every so often someone would describe a concept for a game show that's meant to be messed up and possibly unethical, and it'll be something that's been done for real on japanese tv
#mostly on suiyobi no downtown but many variety shows will periodically do a prank/human experiment with dubious ethics#like on the tamer end: nakai no mado once made a comedian think he was blacklisted from the network for like 3 months#on the more messed up end: comedians were captured in tv prank-style fall traps that they were led to believe were abandoned#and left alone there in the pit with hidden cameras for like 6 hours (or until they managed to climb out)#(comedianS because they did this several times. for science.)#they were warned earlier that the area had dangerous feral dogs and after a few hours in the pit a recording of barking dogs would play
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