#(unless something WILD happens but yknow..)

[beeguillotine]

Happy Audrey Bday Week Miriam Monday!!!

[aropride]

Saw this in my reblogs and I'm bored give the rant bestie

oh my god okay so. in class the other day we were going over the chapter on ocd and one of my classmates had his presentation and it was very good, factually accurate, he mentioned different types of obsessions other than contamination, etc . and our professor is like Ok he did a good job but we'll go thru my slideshow to see if there's anything else to cover. and she lovesss group activities and discussions so much so she had us break into our small groups and talk abt how we'd help treat a person with ocd and there were three hypothetical people. there was maya who had obsessions around cleanliness, alex who had obsessions around harm ocd (specifically stabbing), and sera who had obsessions around fire. and me and my groupmate talked abt alex and he was very normal about it so i was like Okay. maybe the rest of the class will be normal about this

THE REST OF THE CLASS WAS NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS. i literally wrote down word for word what this one girl said bc it pissed me off so bad . she said "he needs psychiatric help, maybe institutionalization, because what will happen if he picks up the knife?"

and my professor is one of those who's like There's no wrong answers but I THINK THERE ARE WRONG ANSWERS SOMETIMES ACTUALLY. AND THAT IS ONE OF THEM. and literally no one called it out so when i gave my answer i tried to as nicely and as un-passive-aggressively as possible make it very clear that This Hypothetical Guy Does Not Pose A Danger To His Loved Ones Actually. On Account Of That Is Not How Ocd Works.

AND NOT TO MENTION. in this hypothetical situation you ARE the psychiatric help. you're the hypothetical therapist..!!! like yes he does need help but not bc he's dangerous but because he's experiencing debilitating fear around the possibility of hurting others and it's impacting his life! he needs help not as a punishment but bc he deserves to live his life without the guilt & shame & fear that come along with ocd!!!

but it's so wild to me bc that was one of the biggest small groups in the class and everyone in the group is like..yknow the type, mental illness advocates until someone does something weird or god forbid strange. but like. they're usually very normal about stuff UNLESS it's something even slightly "scary" in which case they say stuff like, for instance, we should institutionalize people with intrusive thoughts. i've noticed it with that specific group multiple times and it's so frustrating like. are you even trying to understand people's experiences if u completely shut down at the idea of someone having a "scary" symptom. and even if he were dangerous. in this hypothetical situation, again, UR THE THERAPIST, SO IT IS UR JOB TO HELP HIM ???

also in that same class discussion- a guy from another group said the best way to help the hypothetical woman with obsessions around house fires was to put her in a fire safety course. brother that is just reassurance seeking and rumination and will probably make things so much worse actually! no amount of fire safety courses is going to help when the problem isn't the fire!!!

okay rant over i've been thinking about this for the past like. 35 hours straight. i hate neurotypical psych students so much it's unreal slash half joking 😭

[the-chains-cafe]

helloooo I come bearing questions >:D

are there any notable ships in this au besides Fable and Legend by any chance?

also are there any moments in the plot that excited about getting to? (or if this isn’t a plot kind of story just, what’s your fav thing that happens lol)

Finally, fav dynamic btwn any two of the chain?

Hello! :D

Yes! The obvs one is malink. Haven’t drawn them yet but uh.. might include them in the background. (Cuz I don’t have a drawing idea for em yet) Unless anyone has specific requests :] the other ones are sky x sun and wild x Flora. Have something planned with them >:3

Also Dawn x Hyrule! Also I’ll include a few other ships in background photos or phone screens or something

I do have some plot points actually, the one I’m most excited about is four and wind pranking legend. And some other ones based on songs of the waitress musical like „I love you like a table“ and „it only takes a taste“

Heck there are sooo many things I wanna draw 😭

I wish I could write lol

Mmmm time and legend. Father and son. I know people usually have that with twi and time but uhh. Well yknow

Also also wind and four, I love these little rascals.

OhOhOh! Also triple threat. I am tbh not theee biggest fan of triple threat but there’s a lot of fun stuff one can do with them, so yall be seeing more of them muahahaha

[thetitan555]

An story about fighting games, and the impossible standards I'm holding Panic At The Dojo to:

I've been playing fighting games casually for years now. I've been playing Strive for about a month, and I'm having the time of my life. I've been running and playing D&D5e for years, and I'm so fucking sick of it. The genres run on two diametrically opposite engines of determining uncertain outcomes.

A few years ago, I entered an online tournament for a no-name indie fighting game named Knockout!. There were eight entrants and they all knew each other. One was a developer. I'd been playing the game for a week. The delay-based connection was terrible, so I picked Angous, the glue-eating champion. My opponent picks Roger, the grappler. When he gets on top of you, you make a 50/50 guess whether to jump or block: if you're wrong, you lose a third of your health and guess again. Angous, however, has a one-button invincible attack with a serious backswing. The downside is that if itif it doesn't connect, I eat a faceful of damage.

Fast forward. The score is 1-1, final round. I start the round dominantly with wild, completely disrespectful offense. And it works! I win three interactions in a row, hitting him with bread-and-butter combos that I can mash out with 200ms of lag. He's got a sliver of health left. Eventually, he blocks out of my pressure. I run forward to continue my offense, and he hits me with the big grab. Yknow, Potemkin buster! I get knocked down, he stands on top of me. I do the invincible reversal: if it lands, I win the round right there. He blocks it. Potemkin buster! I'm on the ground again. I use my reversal again. He blocks it. Potemkin buster! Now both of us are on a sliver of health, and I'm on the ground. I use my reversal again. If it hits, I win. Surely they never see the third one coming.

He blocks it.

He grabs.

But it's too early. I'm still in the air from the jumping uppercut.

We scramble for the longest five seconds of my life. Nobody makes any headway until, eventually, he hits me with a sweep and knocks me down. I'm on the ground again with a pixel of health. This is it. This is the moment. All of my options go through my head in an instant: A jump avoids the grab, but if he blocks he can super and flying suplex me. If he blocks a jab, I have no faith my nerves will hold out long enough to run my offense. There's no way I can reversal again, he's blocked it every time this game.

Unless.

Unless that's exactly what he wants me to think.

That thought crosses my mind at the exact moment my character starts the getup animation. Time's up. What do I do?

I press the invincible reversal and let god take the wheel.

In roleplaying games, stories like this happen to my character. In fighting games, stories like this happen to me. If the BBEG rolls successfully to save against Stunning Strike three times in a row while he has you on the ropes and then fails at the critical moment, you didn't do that. A die did that. It could've made the fight an anticlimactic mess, or a total shitstomp, but as a player you at best enable that to happen. In a fighting game, when you take a risk and your opponent calls you out on it, it's because they've figured you out. If you screw up a difficult combo, it's because your nerves are in shambles. If you succeed, it's because you're a genius, or because you're cool under pressure. The outcome of the game is because of you, and it tells you and your opponent about you.

5e is dreadfully boring as a game. You have to inject context in the form of story and roleplay into it to make it into something that matters. Fighting games give you a story whether you want it or not.

You don't need dice to add uncertainty to a game. People are sources of uncertainty. I care about people. I don't care about dice.

Add onto it the context we habitually give TTRPGs and…

After the game, I found out that my opponent is a top-eight player of the game in general (granted, only about a thousand people had ever played it, but still!). He's been playing since release. I had muted discord to not get distracted so I didn't see the slew of messages encouraging me to kick his ass so other people wouldn't have to lose to him. Scrolling back, you could see every time he reported a game to the system (I asked him to because I didn't know how): the chat went "ah, well, there goes the newbie" when he won the first game and "HUH??" when I won the second. I didn't know it, but I was the storyline people cared about in that moment. The game already mattered to me: reading the discord back and discovering the context, that I was the main character for this round, was what set this in stone as one of my favorite memories I've ever had playing a game in my life.

So? Did I land the invincible reversal?

HELL YES I DID.

(I also lost the next two matches 0-2, but who's counting?)

I'm going to hear about PATD next week from my friend Nate. I'm so looking forward to it. From the looks of it, I doubt it'll meet these impossible standards. But at least it won't be 5e!

[nerves-nebula]

I had an actual question for you but I don't remember what is was so... Is there anything random that you want to post about? Topics completely up to you! Doesn't have to relate to anything else on here, I just wanna know what's bouncing around inside that skull of yours!

OK BUT YOU ASKED FOR IT.

under the cut for a long ass rant about my opinions on the use of SA/CSA/and incest in fiction

so i've prolly talked about this before but it's been on my mind again recently. I really really dislike the way people think of sexual assault/rape/sexual abuse/incest as inherently more Life Ruining than other shitty things that can happen to you. it makes it hard to feel normal or talk about cause it's such a taboo, it's considered such a Horrible Thing. There are people who genuinely think you shouldn't include it in stories unless you ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO which is WILD to me.

like i know the people who say that are usually just annoyed by seeing someone use SA poorly in their story, but frankly it always just made me feel like i had to justify why i would want to write about it. which is BAD. because no one should have to feel pressured to disclose their personal trauma- and even if you aren't traumatized that's just a stupid and annoying standard. and also makes it so that the only people who feel comfortable writing about it are people who dont give a shit or don't understand that they might be portraying it weirdly/in a bad way.

ANYWAY the point is that something that's helped me A LOT is to demystify rape & sexual abuse. especially incest. I have a kind of "it be like that sometimes" mindset nowadays, where it's like, yeah, that's something that happens sometimes. it's happened to a lot of people and will probably keep happening. it's not so terrible you can't say the words or make jokes about it.

it genuinely makes it harder to talk about my experiences if the person I'm talking to like, breaks down and starts crying just thinking about the fact that I've been molested. as if the world ENDED when I was 8 years old and now i'm just a husk of a person??? like nah man I kept living!

and with that comes a kind of acceptance of a lot of things tbh. like getting to this point meant that I had to stop shaming myself for all the feelings that come WITH experiencing sa at a young age. no more shaming myself for gross kinks, because i can't control those feelings, so it's best to just practice them in a healthy way where no one actually gets hurt or w/e. yknow? anyway, as open as i might be, talking about my personal kinks and which ones are and arent influenced by trauma is a step too far for me. so that's enough about that.

AND ANOTHER THING- I KNOW this wont happen any time soon, but I want more childrens stories with sexually abused kids. do you have any idea how much that would have meant to me as a kid?? Do you have any idea how seen I would have felt if kids were depicted as having gone through cocsa and STILL being heroes or going on magic adventures or literally ANYTHING other than being sad for a PSA???

so. yeah. that's what's been bouncing around in my skull.

[panie-wanie-dean-bean]

Thank u so much for the lore answer, I love the cotton candy sweetness of fluff but ima lil drunk right now, so i wanted to share a f-ed up question if that's okay, (you'r free to not answer if not,) but since Bo is so determined to like not fuck upnot be sent back n stuff what kind of stuff would he avoid doing around MC 4hat he used to do around his previous masters?

and like, if its related or not, i had this headcanon that im glad u gave some bo backstory for bc where it was like, wat would happen if he accidentally caused a accident with all his adorbs puppy energy, like he's playing tag with Jack or somethin and with Bos megahuge beach boy buff arms just knocks MC down the flight of their fancy imported italian marble stairs edged with silver (they say this as they're fallin down btw 'ah! Im falling down my fancy imported italian marblestairshks Im stupid)

but anyway yea they break something or get like super injured or something and ofc the ambulance has to be called and they're taken ro the hospital to stay for awhile, which sucks bc like ofc society looks down on hybrids so everyone is side eyeing this adorable zoo mansion bc they're lame and 1 brain celled and like "thats wat happens when u have a house full of wild animals they should be put down if u ask me" and MCs attitude is like a grim but professional "if i had both my arms Id beat ur ass bitch, wats ur @? Soon as this morphine drip is done its over for u hoes" but like they probably have a cast or somethin . Anyway MC's worried about the boys, and me the OP is worried about Bo bc like Trauma city would hit his brain harrd, and i dont even know if the other guys would be so forgiving and stuff bc i mean they Should they're a family, but that was two(2) flights of imported italian marble dude, fuck, why play football tag,, in the house?? And idk i just felt bad bc jack n Bo esp probably would feel double bad even tho MC loves him so much he's just a hyper guy, he cant help his zoomzooms, i dont/cant fathom wat he and the boys would do in this situation probably pack his one thing (an old mc shoe) ina rucksack n try to run away miserably or maybe 24/7 at the hospitsl despite all the nasty looks and comments bc they're hybrids or magbe even hiding away bc he absolutely believes that mc will send him away once they lock eyes again, but regardless of either of those things, if MC has to roll up to the house in that (yknow that spongebob character guy who was born with glass bones and paper skin ass Giant ass full body cast on rollers??) To go find that boy and over the grand table firmly tell them not to harbor any horrible thoughts about themselves or each other, bc it was an accident and about lovin them unconditionally and being a family, i might cry or somethinf, the table is also imported italian maple btw MC-s parents had a thing i think they fucked an italian architect guy, or somethin anyway i luv u, im gonna eat a burrito so let me know if u want any thing from the kitchen luv u

Lemme know if tuis text is broken up enough bc i skimmed over it and i was like this is like the stat wars openin or some shit i put gaps in

🖤

First of all, sweety, for me, take a sip or two of water, ok? And make sure you sleep on your side if you're still drunk by then, forehead kisses all around

Anyways, Bo would just mask everything that brings him joy by the time you adopt him. No bouncing, no stimming in general, no talking unless asked, no indulging in his hyperfixations or special interests, he even tries to limit his tail wagging. He's come to correlate his own joy with bad behavior so he's just straight up not him when you first meet him

Holy shit, this is good, but fuck man. Bo wouldn't know what to do with himself. Once the ambulance takes you away he thinks you died. He's in full shutdown, no talking, no eating, no moving off your bed and your scent

Jack would also be distraught, both because he was playing with Bo and because he cleans those stairs so often they're just a little more slippery from how clean they are. He stays with Bo most days, Rory coming in with meals to make sure they don't starve in there. Jack eats a little. Bo doesn't

Rory feels bad for Jack and Bo, he knows they didn't mean it and trusts Jack's recount of events. Nick keeps himself busy by visiting you in the hospital, Shaun wants to go too but since cat's are a popular allergen he's not allowed in unless he needs care. Ian goes as often as he can so he doesn't have enough time to plot Bo's death. Jean and Berry are pissed and openly talk about kicking Bo out. They know better than to talk about Jack like that with Rory around. Joseph is stuck as peace maker until you get back, making sure that no fights break out and they Jean doesn't poisons Bo's food with onions, not that he'd eat it anyhow

When you finally get home and tell everyone that you forgive Bo seeing as it was an accident Bo finally lets everything hit him and cries. He's on his best behavior the months following, you'll have to reteach him to drop his "good boy" mask and be himself

[friendly-local-trash]

What’s a compliment you’ve gotten that you still remember?

Ohhh man I knew the one instantly. It's so embarrassing so just like everyone pretend you don't know this about me, but one time this lady told me "they need angels in the gutters too" and I was like damn, woman!!! That's some really powerful shit to be saying just because I taught your toddler Weedle safety!!!!!!!

Basically the story is that this woman's kid had like, imprinted on this Weedle he found on the back yard. Like the adorable shit you see in straight-to-tv movie specials except it's always like an Eevee or something right? This was a Weedle lmao, and they were inseparable and this kid was like two years old. Common wisdom says that is waaaaaaaaaay too young of a kid to be around a Pokemon with a poison stinger, like, it's not the Pokemon's fault but accidents happen and it's not like this was a professionally bred and trained starter Pokemon, this was a fully wild Weedle that had just bonded with this kid like you always imagined a wild Ponyta would when you were nine.

So basically everyone was like, it sucks, but you're going to have to separate these two and only let the Weedle be around the kid in scheduled, very observed play times, except for that it made both the Weedle and the kid miserable and the kid was crying all night and wouldn't sleep unless HE HAD A POISON STINGER ON A WORM CURLED UP NEXT TO HIM.

So I guess out of desperation they were just calling every poison specialist in the entire world because I get a call and this woman is willing to pay for me to fly out to Kanto if I can just find a solution for her Son Who Loves His Worm Very Much. Well, you know me, I ain't got shit going on like ever and who doesn't want a free trip to Kanto so I go and promise to do my best. I wound up staying for a few weeks teaching this two year old--who was dead serious about doing whatever he had to by the way, I've never seen a toddler so determined--poison type safety, teaching him how to self-apply child-size antidotes, and working with the Weedle.

It was a weird job and way outside my normal wheelhouse cuz it's not like I'm a professional trainer or anything, but I guess I just gave off "not going to call child protective services" vibes. I should put that on my business card, "not a snitch." As far as I know it all worked out, at least I never read in the news "child killed by the fucking Weedle he was allowed to sleep with for some reason." And that line always really stuck with me, like it's so cheesy but man, sometimes cheesy shit is what makes you feel really good, yknow?

[anemcia]

💙 A  VALENTINE’S  APPLICATION.  ( Addressed to: Cyto! )

your name: Dek'luthlos

your age: I have outlived generations of your mother's race. So, old.

your perfect date: I think we should go out into the wilds of this land and observe what lives there. You can tell me about the local species and I will in turn tell you about similar lifeforms on planets far away-- and answer any questions you might have, be they in reference to those animals, or animals from other parts of this world.

make out in private or in public?: I refrain from answering in the interest of leaving this utterly platonic. ( yknow. unless. )

do you like to cuddle?: When I am cold, yes.

tell me something about you: I am born of genetic engineering, like your father.

why do you want to be my valentine?: Because stagnation is steadily ripping my mind for me, and I think I will court my death if I pester your parents on the indicated day.

A VALENTINE’S  APPLICATION. - [ACCEPTING]

There is the faintest part of him that is surprised to know Dek would actually answer a frivolous application, and yet... It's exactly the kind of thing they'd do just to tease him. But it seems sincere enough, and it just so happens that Cyto would also require a bit of time to kill. If there was anyone to spend an odd holiday with, why share it with the oddest alien you know? He's probably going to regret opening his mouth, committing to this silly application idea regardless of the outcome.

"I'm more than happy to explore the wilderness and introduce you to some animals and creatures if that's what you would like to do. I could also give you samples of flora and crops, things you could try to grow on your own... I haven't got any plans, so you're welcome to visit anytime. I doubt my parents would give you trouble, provided you behave yourself."

"...Also, for the record... I'd prefer if we never kiss. That thing you like to do with your face to startle me... I admit, it's frightening. I've seen that movie Aliens once or twice, and you remind me of that xenomorph monster."

[intp-t-bestanalyst]

What happened to kunigami in wild card

We know that kunigami went through hell and back in those weeks he was there but we don’t know how. We know that he didn’t want to give up his dream so he entered the passageway but since the manga didn’t give us any hints on what happened, only showing us that he is now more buff than before and can shoot with both legs. It certainly doesn’t help that his personality did a while 180 from how it was before since we're used to the fair play kunigami and not to this….. emo one. So what happened to him that would make him throw away all of his manners and turn into this mannerless dark horse? I think that ego, with his manipulative tactics (we all know he has them) used a way to get into kunigamis head.

Maybe showing him his old teammates from team Z and how they succeeded/failed? Maybe he was shown how naruhaya suffered a disastrous fate because he couldn’t keep up? (I think naruhaya wouldn’t give up on his dream easily and would walk into that wild card door because of his backstory, it’s his only chance after all) maybe a couple other people he knew also walked into that door on the day they left blue lock and so he started to realise, slowly but surely, no one would keep up with him and that he was the only one that could? Making the other players there despise him and stir away from him - thinking that he was narcissistic and only cared about himself?

this could have been the reason of kunigamis change in attitude as he’s always wanted to be the hero but the way these guys are seeing it is as if he’s the villain here and he’s the one in the wrong. He’s the one that isn’t playing fair and that he’s using his physical prowess to his advantage.

I also imagine that ego got some top class soccer player/coach to train them in wild card and he was absolutely RUTHLESS. Often eliminating players if he deemed them not good enough. The coach could’ve had something against kunigami which is probably unlikely cause yknow, it’s kunigami. It would add onto the trauma and bad experience though but, In my eyes at least, it’s quite unlikely.

There’s no telling what actually happened to kunigami in there unless the author himself tells us. (I’m anticipating this day and will be waiting for the chapter to be released)

anyways I just wanted to think of what could’ve happened, feel free to add onto it :)

[davyjoneslockr]

42, 45, 60! for writing ask game

(For this ask game)

42. What’s the last fic you read? Do you recommend it?

I haven’t actually read a ton of fics lately, but aside from other people’s zine fics that I can’t talk about yet lol, I believe it was Even With These Past Lives, I’ll Always Be Here by Eevee999 (which was actually inspired by one of my fics!! Still wild to think about)! And yes, I’d highly recommend it!! It’s a short fic about Irene and AU!Jotaro coming to terms with having vague memories of their past lives, and the author writes their relationship so so well it’s awesome. If you’re a Stone Ocean fan, or if you just like really good, bittersweet family dynamics, definitely check it out :]

45. Do you want to break your readers‘ heart or make them laugh?

Okay so here’s the thing. I love breaking readers’ hearts. But when I’m writing, I think a lot about the concept of Darkness-Induced Audience Apathy (sorry to be a decade-long TV Tropes fanatic on main) – where readers will adjust to a work that is constant sadness and misery, learn to expect it, and won’t be as emotionally affected when something bad happens (or worse, grow bored with the work and stop reading/watching/etc). My philosophy is that you can’t get readers invested in a tragedy unless you show what they’re losing. You can’t expect your audience to be sad alongside a character if they’ve never seen them happy. Readers won’t mourn the death of a relationship if the characters involved have never shown that they’re in love. The destruction of a beloved hometown means nothing if you’ve never portrayed it when it was standing and full of life. So it’s a balance, I think. If I never make my readers laugh, or at least show them joy, I can’t expect to make them heartbroken. Whether I actually succeed at that is up to you guys, I guess, but that’s what I try to do.

Also, my aim isn’t always just to make readers sad for its own sake. I actually prefer conveying hope in spite of sadness – something more bittersweet, sorta. I like writing growth more than anything, and in order to grow, I think you need to have a healthy dose of both misery and joy. Or else, what is going to push someone towards change, and what reason is there to keep going? Idk. Something like that.

60. Have you had a writer you admire comment on your fic? What was that like?

I have several times actually!! And I’m lucky because a lot of them are my mutuals and friends now lol. But between AO3, working on zines, and comments I’ve seen out in the wild elsewhere, I’ve been really fortunate to get good feedback from a lot of people I respect – writers, artists, and other fandom-y types alike. And it’s always so cool!! Like. Seriously every kind thing someone has said about one of my fics rattles around in my brain and I legitimately get emotional when I think about it. Not to be sappy about my mutuals on main, but all the friends I’ve made in this fandom are so insanely talented, and I still feel like I’m some rando sitting at the popular kids’ table every time I share ideas with them, or get into some zine, or get a comment notification on AO3. Yknow that one post that’s like “warming up a frozen meal and Gordon Ramsey walks in and starts clapping and cheering.” Yeah that’s what it feels like lmao

[aroace-poly-show]

Yknow, something ive been wonderinf for a while is, did the headmaster of Atsushis orphanage keep files on all the abuse he did to Atsushi?? Like I doubt he would it wouldn't really make sense, but its the only way I can justify Dazai, Akutagawa, Francis and basically everyone else who Atsushi doesn't explicitly explain his back story too knowing everything that happened- Cause how TF does Francis know what the headmaster said too him while breaking his ribs? How does he know Atsushi nearly died Twice??? How does Akutagawa suddenly know everything about Atsushis past basically the day after they fight the first time?? How does Akutagawa know enough to make the judgement that Atsushis *Pitying* himself by trying to get over his trauma??? The only one I really understand is Dazai, cause Atsushi told him about it when he first met so he probably told him everything after a while, but honestly it was like Dazai knew everything the second he saw Atsushi and I just don't understand exactly HOW unless the Headmaster kept a filing cabinet full of the abuse Atsushi suffered through his and others hands- The only time Akutagawa was shocked about learning something from Atsushis past, it was when Shibuzawa mentioned that Atsushi had killed him once before, any other time he's just,, acted like he already knew?? Ofc there's a few characters I can understand probably knowing more than others, Kyouka and Ranpo for example, Kyouka for how close she is to Atsushi, and Ranpo cause he's a litrial genuis- But even that doesn't completely account for *everything* And then like Lucy, I understand her probably knowing a bit because shes the same, she has the same marks as he does so he probably feels a sorta kinship to her and has probably talked to her about his past more and stuff- But like- Dazai even acts like things Atsushi doesn't remember were things he already knew?? And I just don't understand it ;w;

NO I ALSO THOUGHT iTS SO WEIRD FUCKING FITZGERALD KNEW REALLY SPECIFIC DETAILS OF ATSUSHI'S ABUSE??? and if the headmaster DOES have files detailing atsushi's abuse,, then what the actual fuck FOR WHAT??? WHY WOULD YOU NEED THAT??? FOR THE POLICE???? genuinely what in the goddamn hell 😭

dazai ranpo and kyouka do make sense,, but fitzgerald??? AKUTAGAWA???? i'm especially confused about AKUTAGAWA KNOWING?? WHERE THE FUCK DID HE LEARN ANY OF THAT????

its fucking wild dude like what do they all just have a book detailing atsushi's backstory 😭

[n3on-graveston3s-calling]

I'm gonna answer these both right now.

These have been sitting in my ask box for a few days and admittedly, I was just gonna let them rot there but.

Let's talk.

I write in my spare time. I don't get paid to write fanfictions ( unless they are commissioned pieces, which are all on a hold for the foreseeable future ), imagines, etc. It's something I do when I have the time & I have the muse to do so.

Why haven't I been writing as much?

-I suffered 2 major deaths in my family literally 2 weeks apart from each other. The first one, I was in vacation in another state & had to cut it short, turn around, and drive 1600 miles in 3 days to go home, pick up my family, drive to my other family, have the funeral, go through a tornado outbreak that same night while staying in a hotel & having nowhere to go, find out that some of my relatives houses were damaged & the city they lived in had been majorly damaged by the tornadoes, and then drive home. And then, 2 weeks later, there's another death on the other side of my family. So my summer was spent grieving and in funerals.

-Prior to that, I have depression!! I had a depressive episode that lasted for a hot minute where I didn't do anything!!

-NOW, I got a new job & am back to work for the first time in 1 year and 8 months. It took me a year and eight months to find a job that is nowhere even near my degree field. Wild shit. Anyways. My new job takes a LOT of mental strength. I work as an attorney's assistant. I work Wednesday & Thursday, all day. Fridays are my half days. Which doesn't sound bad!! Except I have a stack of things I have to file that is nearly 200 pages deep bc there was a gap between the person before me leaving & when I started that they got behind. So I'm busy 20 hours a week. & what I handle can be VERY emotionally hard, as I've recently found out. I can't share details bc privacy laws- but I have to read some not great shit.

-In the 4 days that I have off, I help my mother. I'm a partial caretaker for her; I do all of the grocery runs & doctor appointments in those spare times.

So. Yknow. I enjoy writing, I have requests that I've been working on & things in my drafts that I do work on in my free time, but like. I have a life, yknow? And I know everyone has shit going on in their personal lives, I get that. I know fanfiction & fandom is an escape.

But I'm just a person. I have a partner who I try to spend as much time as possible with bc we're long distance. There's a lot more happening that I'm not gonna talk about here because quite frankly- it isn't anyone's business.

I love writing. I love making fanfiction and I love writing requests but y'all have got to stop treating us writers like your personal fiction creators that exist only for your beck & call. Bc I've seen that happen a LOT over the last few years. Majority of us do this for free because we enjoy it. That's it.

So yeah. I will post when I have something done or if I have any silly little thoughts I wanna share about whichever character is taking up space in my brain.

K thanks bye.

[ru5t]

-climbs in here late with a luke-warm starbucks- ⭐️⭐️⭐️(idk imagine a whole pile of 'em. gimme dustverse thoughts pls and thank!)

Every ⭐️ exchanges for a headcanon about our characters’ (potential or existing) dynamic.

i think you know this already but tech and omens are so sibling coded to me and the most interesting thing about it is how much it isn't shaped like how tech and jack are siblings but it's still sibling coded. and i don't even really know,,, how it happened? i feel like there wasn't a huge amount of buildup i just know that at some point they crossed that invisible line relationships do where they go from being 'person i know' to 'person i care about' and in this case the line got crossed and then also. the nagging. it's relentless. what you said about never pulling punches has been living rent free in my noggin. i'm not sure any of this is properly counts as a HC or if i'm just wharblgarbling about how long we've had characters but they're. brother n sister to me. desert kid and desert kid alike. sand siblings, even. we should get them really drunk at the same and maybe they'll actually talk about Stuff or maybe they'll do something colossally stupid. either way it'll be interesting

anyway actual thought: tech helps out with the lights and sound systems around the club sometimes, when she just drops in the way she does. partly she just likes having things to do with her hands, partly it's the best way she's got of showing her appreciation to the people who tolerate having her around, fixing or improving or (etc.) whatever they've got that she knows how it works. she refuses to let him pay for this in any way (except. yknow. all the times she's crashed or hid out there)

i think tech and wild are kind of like. they mostly see each other whenever they're both at the haven? and almost never cross paths otherwise, unless they deliberating set something up. and the result reminds me kind of like.... you know when you have cousins/relative who, when you're together, you're absolute menaces and besties and inseparable, right, but. you maybe live far away from each other and don't see each other other than when there are family gatherings? almost like that. paths they're on and choices they've made put them in a way they maybe don't get to spend huge amounts of time together (at least in person) but this does not stop them from being sewn at the hip when they do

we were literally just talking about... that the odds of it randomly happening aren't necessarily high but i think tech and boo need to physically fight it out at least one (1) time and i think it will fix them a little bit. like don't get me wrong i think there's a lot of ways they could clear the air but so many of them are such long processes that involve a type of vulnerability that would be pulling teeth levels of grueling with them that i think. if we just let them go really feral for a second and fight it out, my hunch is that this will somehow be less grueling and set them up to figuring each other out in a less bitchy and more empathetic way and at least dial things back if not totally clear the air. alternatively it makes things Worse. but i think it would help.

conversely. i don't know what's going on with ghoul and tech really but i do know we should never ever let them get on the terms to fight-fight cause i think it'd be. bad. for so many reasons.

i'm not sure if this is factually accurate but the concept of tech being (jack/arachnid as a Thing™)'s champion is very funny to me

[straightyuri]

I think it's interesting how like uh lack of understanding shit like social cues and. Whatever else. Yknow what I means. In relation to autism. N other related stuff I suppose. Is treated as like an inherent thing. Like. It's treated as if you're neurotypical you just inherently know these things upon birth and if you're autistic you dont understand these inherent things. But like. A baby doesn't really understand these things... you are taught them... I don't knowwww there are of course things that are like. More idk. Biological I guess. Facial expressions n body language I suppose. But even then it's like. Nothing is ever JUST nature or nurture. It's both all the time. If you keep a wild animal as a pet from a baby you will most likely misread it's body language unless you learn it well. But also if you put that animal with others of it's species social misunderstandings can happen because it wasn't raised with others of it's species. Uhmmm. What was I thinking abt. Uhhhhh. I guess it makes more sense to me if possible the lack of understanding social whatevers isn't an inherent one but more of a problem learning them? I don't knowwww I've never seen it talked about maybe I'm just saying nonsense but like ????? I dont know I got mad about someone saying that autistic people just flat out don't understand social cues n whatever n if you do you aren't autistic n I got mad. What if you've learned certain things but others escape you. Learning is possible. So many things are like little games and people are not really playing them purposely but they are playing them and you can learn to play. You are not born knowing the rules. They're never listed out to you but they're not listed out to anyone else. Everyone kind of just learns them from being slightly influenced by the people around them. It is subconscious. And some rules fucking suck. But others make sense and of course they're there. But sometimes it's hard to learn them and it's even harder when no one treats you with any kindness when you're trying to learn and sometimes you don't even know there's something to learn and no one tells you.

Looks at the brick wall. what if we were all fucking niceys to each other

[dashielldeveron]

You ever read something that makes you squeal into your pillow?

That was the shinsou route 😭😭

Oh my gosh, every part of it, I just.

I’m so glad you wrote it as you did, because that hesitance and fear and panic is just so relatable, that’s truly how I’d feel about it, could never go right into things, I’d have to have some sort of introduction stretched out to make me comfortable.

And the way you wrote shinsou doing that?????

You’ll make me cry, you really will. He was so gentle, and caring, and so honestly kind and understanding, and their whole relationship was so silly but so deeply sweet.

The way he talked to the reader after Mawata and the whole incident??? And the texts you sprinkled throughout everything?? It was all just so so cute and ridiculously delightful.

Every inch of it made me feel like I was molasses melting into a chocolate mold, it was so sweet and slow and perfect.

Oooh and the bits that mixed with the Aizawa route with the airport explosion and the call??? The call?? The stuff he talked about with Ito? I mean the entire conversation with Ito honestly was hilarious, his concerns about his own name being on him, the intricate detail about the special kanji in his name was so brilliant, and the ‘b*tch, you’re overthinking,’ it was all so amazing

The conversation with Eri was adorable, truly, but what ended up happening with the handwriting thing they noticed? And what happened with the glowing stuff on Shinsou btw?

THE NARUTO SOUNDTRACK BTW???? I physically can not that bit, I just.

💀

‘His quirk ushered in spring cleaning’ I hope you know this metaphor made my heart feel like it’d just been mopped and everything was squeaky and clean and smelled like lemons and mint

The truth or dare thing was felt on such a deep level, sometimes I want to just rush into things to finally get it over with and others I just want to have had the experience without going through the experience, yknow?

The entire call with Shinsou and him finally exploding and telling the reader that it’s ~fine~ to not have had sex and everyone progresses through life at a different rate and it’s nigh impossibly and, bluntly, stupid to put a specific progress bar on it with little stamps on where a specific event must happen. It’s not some line graph to follow, not some game progression to align with, it’s life and it’s your own

That was a nice moment

Shinsous persisting but somewhat subtle sometimes feeling of being a burden and not really being worthy of love was just, abduiemf, that was a whole thing, I understand him so much but also he was so much just, not that it felt wild that he saw himself as such

Also the MEMORY

I’m going feral I wanna know how it went from ‘ice princess’ to ‘baby’ the entire timeline I’m so mentally ill over the rivals to longtime friends to lovers

‘I don’t want to have sex with you <3’

‘I don’t want to have sex with you too <3’

Best confession ever truly

All in all, I love you 😭😭💞

- ✨anon

oof oof oof yes shinsou would be the perfect man for someone like us who needs lots of reassurance and small steps into intimacy; the man is OBSERVANT; he is CONSIDERATE, and he could HAND US OUR ASS if he weren't so kind and in love

ough shinsou

i'm so glad you brought up the aizawa route overlap!! it makes the aizawa route more romantic, i think, that aizawa wanted his soulmate reader close to him in the explosion, while allowing shinsou as replacement to be seperated during shinsou's route.,.,.,.bc aizawa's so focused on protecting his soulmate. ngl i miss him from last chapter.....,,.. and shinsou's kanji being chastity/honest is legit!! that's what hori uses, and while i get the honest part, i'm not really sure about the chastity part, unless it's supposed to be something like chastity as in abstaining from villainous behaviour with his quirk?? but that feels like a stretch. and ohhoho to have ito throw shinsou's own "you're overthinking" right back at him!!!

okay okay okay they did do the second tier tainted love stuff. it's a bit harder to discern in this route, bc this version of reader doesn't know what any of it is or what it means. in last chapter, the soulmate signal would usually come from reader's gut, so in this one, whenever emotions or words that didn't feel like reader's own words surfaced from her gut, that was the receiving end of the intensified soulmate trope dust. i figured that influenced monoma to use shinsou's quirk, reader's "don't be nervous" actions under his quirk, for the gang at the club to play truth or dare (with shinsou not wanting to play it until the word "cliche" is brought up), for the focus on shinsou during the game, for reader and shinsou getting smushed together on a loveseat that no one else can fit on, for her getting jealous and wanting to be marked by him, for the phone call (even though reader low-key regrets it immediately), and how the phone call stuff unfolded, down to her needing shinsou's help. i don't think shinsou realised that reader had genuinely heard all of the conversation with ito about the soulmate thing, though. i think he just thinks he left his phone on, since reader didn't say anything.

the handwriting thing was originally going to be a bigger deal, but i believe i just have a throwaway line in the monoma-is-helping-search section about how we couldn't find matching handwriting? if not, i may have to go back to add that 😬

lololol the dom hype playlist was either gonna be abba songs or the naruto soundtrack, and i thought naruto was better for going into battle/your crush's room

yes yes i see a lot of fics in which characters have sex just to get it over with, so the fact that shinsou is cool with not having the same timeline as everyone else feels so gentle to me. feels like he's handling us with care. and he's deserves to be handled with care as well, even though he doesn't believe he should be???? he's so lovable and lovely, and he doesn't think of himself that way :( baby boy :(

i legit figure that shinsou and reader went from disliking each other to being friends just through like. one or two conversations. bc they've been relying on what other people have said/observed about each other, so when they actually interact they're like oh 👀 really quickly lololololol

but oh my gosh thaaaaaaank you so much???? for feeling deeply about the "his quirk ushered in spring cleaning"??? for being able to relate to reader's insecurities and experiences???? for appreciating and loving shinsou???? for liking the silly confession??? you're beautiful. you're spectacular. and i love YOU. i hope i can continue to meet your expectations :) xx.

[pokemon-my-beloved]

here's the other part of the dlc, btw!

spoilers under the cut!

here i am again

UNOVA *vibrates into the roof*

i BETTER be allowed to bring my friends with me this time clavell istg

VELLY GHKASLGJALKSGJL

carmine recommended me? that tracks tbh

do i get to say yes or no to this or am i just going

my fucking FRIENDS :(((((

okay bye friends :((((( i’ll miss you :(((((((

god cyrano’s a hot mess huh

“you’ll be battling more here than any other school” incorrect! i am friends with nemona

yes that DOES pique my interest the last person i knew who fucked around with the terastal phenomenon went insane and died

WHO IS LACEY’S FATHER. WHICH GYM LEADER. I NEED TO KNOW

what the FUCK is that what did you put in the fucking GOO

god okay that took LONGER than i would have liked but i finally caught a fuckin alolan grimer

aight i’m off to talk to carmine ig

i did not actually miss you but sure whatever you say

damn the kieran redesign???

what the FUCK happened to this boy

wild backstory??? no that’s my bestie arven

i don’t fucking know man AM i friends with kieran? i don’t think he’s forgiven me for catching ogerpon but like that was completely out of my control she said she wanted to come with me and i won the battle so

can i not be in multiple clubs? also why is blueberry academy more fleshed out than uva academy this is bullshit to the highest degree

WELL A DATE IS…

oh man she has a thing for me i guarantee it

in the cafeteria and having vivid flashbacks to being recruited to find the herba mystica… i miss my boy :(

yknow kieran i appreciate you letting me be in the league but you could’ve just asked for a battle

oh man he looks feral what the fuck

“not a little kid anymore” sir it’s been three months

ooh this tells me where in unova they’re from that’s AWESOME

oh and it gives me the recommended order to do them too! that’s really helpful!

alright did a bunch of bbqs and i’m off to fight crispin! or do his trial at least

oh jeez i did NOT need this much bp

man i do not KNOW what my history with kieran is. please help me figure it out

I AM DOING MY BEST, CRISPIN

i literally already am champion ranked, drayton

okay now that i’ve got way too much bp i’m just gonna fight the whole league one after the other so. amarys time!

“your name is agias” GJKLASJGLAJG

amarys where did you get herba mystica that allows miraidon to fly. and can i have some to bring home for arven

thank you for asking what my relationship with kieran is amarys, i have no fucking idea

did it! on to lacey

her description says she lives in nimbasa but cyrano said her father was a gym leader and unless elesa transitioned i don’t think that’s the case. something’s going on here

oh a pokemon quiz i’ve GOT this

god lacey's so cute i love her

drayton. you cannot just shade kieran like that and then immediately ask why lacey hates you

alright drayton time

drayton. stop trying to bribe me. idk what you’re doing it for, but it isn’t working

oh god oh fuck i need to use new pokemon. please hold

“your opponents are under the same conditions so you can’t be too mad about it” THEY HAD THAT ANYWAYS, DRAYTON

god fine. lemme just evolve the pokemon i’ve caught so far and maybe catch more

GOD FINALLY THAT TOOK ME AN HOUR

the music for each of the elite four slaps btw

kieran i beat the elite four in less than a day. what are you talking about

“i liked kieran better when his hair was down” JGKLSAJGLKASJG SIR??????

i mean i agree but still

HOLY SHIT HYDRAPPLE??? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT

guessing it’s an evolution of dripplin but. goddamn

drayton you are making things actively worse. stop that

DON’T PLAY THE CHEERY FRIENDSHIP MUSIC I CAN LITERALLY SEE KIERAN HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN THE BACKGROUND

i am NOT letting drayton in area zero briar i fucking REFUSE

carmine and kieran are fine i guess but i would really rather just get the crater crew back together :/

oh. hi geeta

RIKA!!!!!!!!

“recently we’ve had to confront the possibility that dangerous pokemon could escape the area” say professor turo died and go

literally just get the crater crew to do it and have clavell supervise us geeta like it’s not that hard

i’m in but only because none of you other fuckos know what to expect. you’re being so mean to my friends and for why

alright drayton's not going that’s... actually fantastic

jesus christ kieran is this whole thing STILL about ogerpon

BRING MY BESTIES. I HATE THIS GAME

oh god briar got scary all of a sudden what the fuck

rika you knew i trespassed. what are you talking about

i’m sorry and all but arven needed me so. i’m not that sorry

god if no one else. if NO ONE ELSE. let me bring nemona. she is also a champion and has also been there. this is bullshit to the highest degree

yes i’ve been here before. with my friends. bitch (sorry)

alright. here fuckin goes

briar you shut the FUCK UP about the secret room in the zero lab you don’t know SHIT

how disrespectful do you think it is to let these fuckin randos that neither turo nor arven knew/knows in

oh it’s been too long that makes sense

i am NOT saying anything about the professor being in the lab what is WRONG with this game

goddammit i said it anyway i hate it here

oh thank GOD i don’t have to show them the time machine

BRIAR GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THOSE

i sure did but i’m not gonna fucking tell you your vibes get more rancid by the second

briar i am starting to become frightened. you are being professor turo’d i think

GET AWAY FROM THE PROFESSOR TURO STUFF BRIAR. I AM GOING AND GETTING ARVEN TO LET HIM LOOK AT THIS I SWEAR TO GOD

carmine is the only valid person here i think

god this really IS still about ogerpon

LISTEN KIERAN I’VE SAID IT BEFORE AND I’LL SAY IT AGAIN: IT’S NOT MY FAULT I HAVE PROTAGONIST SYNDROME also you were being a bit parasocial ngl

HATE the look on briar’s face what the fuck

this is going to go SO badly i can already tell

i knew it was coming but holy shit that’s a baby

a master ball, kieran? really?

briar. you can’t say shit like that it’s SO unethical

is he gonna use literally any other pokemon or

oh my GOD it’s still SO SMALL

that’s a fuckin BABEY

briar can this wait literally at all

oh man the master ball BROKE? that’s not good

BRIAR YOU WANTED THIS

briar has clearly never done a tera raid battle this is pretty standard i’m ngl

eyyyy kieran’s back in the game!

his eyes look normal now which is very encouraging

carmine why do we need your permission to go all out like what do you think i’ve been doing

oh shit he’s letting me catch him? nice

yeah what carmine said we do NOT need the second coming of professor turo

alright fine i guess we managed without my friends but. it would’ve been nice to have them with us

man i never had a problem with you of course we’re still friends

and that’s credits! alright!

okay so! overall? i liked the teal mask better than the indigo disk, but both were alright

the dlc DEFINITELY pales in comparison to the main game though. i understand why they didn’t bring back the crater crew, but i’m still upset by it, it felt like they thought if they introduced carmine and kieran we would automatically like them as much if not better than the other three, which is just not possible. while their story and development, especially kieran's, were good, it didn’t hold a CANDLE to the other three, ESPECIALLY arven. i’d say that the main game was a 9/10, teal mask was 7/10, and indigo disk was 5.5/10

so i played the dlc

and it was. alright? but while i was playing the teal mask, i was writing my thoughts down so i could make a little mini-review, and then i just. never posted it. so here i am now, with my thoughts from ALL of the dlc, but i have to separate it because i said. So Much. this post has teal mask stuff, i'll reblog with indigo disk thoughts

spoilers under the cut!

are my besties coming with me on this field trip. please please please

blueberry academy is in UNOVA????? holy shit i am IMMEDIATELY more interested and invested in the indigo disk

have my boy there. i am Manifesting him

listen briar i’m sure your intentions are pure and all probably but you can’t go into the great crater of paldea okay i say this as someone who has been there. leave my bestie alone

i don’t think my besties are coming with me :( one sec i gotta go say goodbye to them

okay nemona please try not to burn the academy to the ground, penny sunlight is necessary to your survival please leave your room at some point, mabosstiff please take care of arven while i’m gone

GOD i love these kids okay i’m going

i am. aware of the violet book. why

the paranormal???? oh so she’s a dork

and heath’s descendant alright that’s fine i’m no longer as concerned as I was before

OH MY GOD IS SHE SHOWING ME THE TERAPAGOS PAGE UNCENSORED????

SHE IS

i am…….. wary……. of terapagos, but continue

she wants to find it? bestie

okay so the other people on the trip are randos. three of them. this feels like salt in the wound, just a lil bit

this kid is NOT my “travel buddy” i have exactly ONE buddy and he is in paldea >:(

i’m not going to let that go i am NOT going to get over that

oh it’s my replacement besties or whatever. i’m not going to get as attached to them I’m saying this now because i know it to be true. unless these kids have daddy issues out the ass i will not get attached

okay so carmine is nemona 2 electric boogaloo except i like nemona more

sorry for continuing to play it up i just Love Them So Much

oh so we’re just going to. i was going to say block off the wholeass road but this is scarvi so. guess not

oh so this is just nemona if she was pacifica northwest huh

only one of them was giving me grief but i’m gonna hit yes anyways cause carmine is already getting on my nerves

man this is exactly what i said about arven huh. unless she pulls out a sick dog and daddy issues i’m not impressed and even then i'm not impressed cause like. quit copying homework from two characters who i already like more

mossui town is a very pokeani coded name i think

oh god which of these stupid fucking loser kids am i gonna be working with

nevermind it’s probably gonna be kieran

his hair is really fucking stupid I cannot see his nose at all it grates on me more the more I look at it. not what i would call good character design

hair’s not quite as egregious on carmine but still kind of a problem

WOAHHHHHH THE NURSE JOY RESDESIGN POG

this is literally jessie. like it’s just jessie i can’t fucking be convinced otherwise

i mean. define cool? but yeah sure this kid’s growing on me it’s cool

ohhhhh cool as in 3v1 cool. yeah alright that is cool

KIERAN NO WHY DID YOU SAY THE S-WORD

HOW DID YOU EVOLVE YOUR POKEMON SO FAST

probably because they were already like level 58 or whatever

okay so we are GUARANTEED going to get trapped in here or whatever since ogerpon was outside but i’m sure i can bust us out so i’m not really worried tbh

“you’re a sweet kid kieran” vs “wHEN CAN I MOVE IN” GHALKSJGKLASJGLKAJSG

yeah okay i’ll go to the festival of masks sure seems fun

ugh YOU

fuckin. i don’t get a mask i guess. absolutely fantastic (sarcastic)

yeah sure i’ll battle whatever

“stop using supereffective moves” she says, like that will stop me

oh is poltchageist/sistcha a divergent evolution of the polteageist line? nice!

ogerpon’s stUPID FUCKING PONCHO JAKSJKSJGLKSJG

“say chansey” is cute but i’m unsure why cheese wouldn’t work like cheese is very much in this game

oh, thank you for the candy apple kieran!

what the fuck does OUSTIN mean, game. that is NOT a word, what the fuck

wait. it is. fuck

what if i just. didn’t go after ogerpon AJKLGSJGLK

okay well i can’t leave the festival or do anything else IN the festival so

this bitch is GOING to punch me in the face i guarantee it jvaslkgjlags

apparently everyone just thinks its a kid. wild

oh that’s a cute cute CUTE face

ogerpon’s adorable. alright

I SOMEHOW DON’T THINK IT’S A KID, CARMINE

kieran i would NEVER make fun of you what the fuck

carmine you are SO mean all the time i feel like jet at the end of the sonic riders dub

oh did the loyal three attack and ogerpon defended the village. makes sense for pokemon tbh

“passed down by word of mouth” just write it down, man

OH SHIT THE MASKS HAVE TERASTAL GEMS IN THEM FUCK

i’m sorry kieran i was specifically instructed to lie to you okay listen

i guess i’m not going to the festival of masks tonight? damn okay then

okay yeah this is pretty as fuck but i’ve been to area zero and i did expect it to look like this, carmine

oh! a mitotic! hi! what the fuck!

well that’s convenient huh. i’m not getting in the fucking pool, i guess

oh briar hi! are these terastal crystals? cause i’m pretty sure they are

water? eh close enough

oh he’s gonna summon the loyal three isn’t he. that’s probably not good

kieran in our defense we were specifically instructed to not tell you this like did you miss that part i know you were eavesdropping

if nothing else it seems like he’s gaining some self confidence from all this it seems like

oh they were stuck in the monument? that’s… a bit weird, but i’m sure it’s fine

sure wish someone who could understand pokemon was here (hint hint) THAT SURE WOULD BE HELPFUL HUH (HINT HINT)

sorry i just. i Miss him

guess i’ve gotta fight the loyal three now. bet

ooh triple battle?

nevermind. this blows

you’re trying to recreate the crater crew and it isn’t working i’m not as attached to these two

oh i just noticed that the flying taxi has noctowls instead of squakabilly in kitakami that’s cool!

ogerpon was running in lil circles around me while i wrote that this bitch cute as hell

sorry for having protagonist syndrome kieran

HE GOT SO BIG

oh god HE ATE THE HERBA MYSTICA NOOOOOO adhsfjhfsfh

ogerpon cheering us on is adorable, oh my god

oh did kieran tell the village the truth i’m pretty sure he did

yup he did

i think this battle with kieran is the last of the story

oh damn he just COLLAPSED

okay do i battle ogerpon or does he just get in a ball

battle it is ig!

oh its poncho changes with its mask thats cool!

OH FUCK HE TERASTILLIZES WITH HIS MASKS JUST AUTOMATICALLY

“memories of adventuring with you grant ogerpon strength” THAT’S CUTE AS HELL WHAT THE FUCK

“memories of a partner from long long ago grant ogerpon strength” HEY WHAT THE FUCK OW

OH SHE’S A GIRL SHIT SORRY OGERPON DIDN’T MEAN TO MISGENDER YOU

her name WAS gonna be kieran but change of plans this is majora now

majora might be a guy actually i do not have a clue. i’m sure it’s fine

again. sorry for having protagonist syndrome kieran but i can’t do shit about it

carmine my home is in another country i understand what you’re going for but i live in paldea

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING IN THE GREAT CRATER. I’M GOING HOME FUCK ALL OF YOU

kieran what the FUCK is happening bud

oh god he’s pulling a paulo from pokemas isn’t he goddammit

did terapagos get to him. is he gonna get professor turo’d

guess that’s it! i’ll be back for this shit when the indigo disk drops ig