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truthfully i want to back away from jjk but i don’t know how
#bc i still love nanami & want to write about him but#i don’t feel like i’m a part of the fandom anymore#& im okay w it i just want to have my own space on here#it’s just all i see allll the time and i’m kind of tired of it :( bc i don’t care anymore#i don’t get excited about it like i do bsd either :(#i also don’t just want to be known as a jjk blog which i feel like … i kind of am now maybe :/#but like it’s ALLL people post about & i have a lot of jjk moots which i love so i’m not going to block anyone 😭😭 but i also wish i could#just like …. distance myself easier lol#it’s mostly the fandom too like idk i don’t like it#anyway sorry for the rant but if you’re wondering why i’m posting all abt bsd again all of the sudden this is why#i just realized it makes me a lot happier !! :3 to be more a part of that side of tumblr
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What is YOUR favorite disaster in history? Mines pompii ^^
OMG THANK U FOR ASKING. THE BLACK DEATH IS MY JAM!!
was thinking about the history (heh) of my hyperfixations, obsessions, and phases a while back (like in school everyone had an egyptology phase, or an archeology and dinosaurs one, all of the above etc) and mine was the bubonic plague lol
back in ye olden days i went to afternoon arabic schools when i was younger (they were typically held in highschools after hours) and the class i was in had a bunch of books on the shelves, one of which was a history book, and while flipping through i was instantly intrigued.
fair warning the pictures can be quite graphic, but to baby me i was never more morbidly (and medically) curious about the how when and why of it all.
i desperately wanted to know everything, but alas i never really got the chance. i never found the book again, was too young to look it up on the interwebs and it never came up in school. and so that was the end of that
till a few years ago i caught a glimpse of a book in my grandfathers office library, somehow very surprised hed have a book on the black death (he was a microbiologist lol) and asked to borrow it.
unfortunately it sat on my shelf and the years passed without so much a glance from me in its direction. just last week i randomly remembered and decided to dig it up. placed it next to my bedside.
the pages are now amber and carry the faint and quaint scent old books so often do. really looking forward to reading it at long last :')
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my favourites i have on my phone lol (credits to rightful owners!!)
kindred core [│87
#inbox shenanigans#baby kindred was never up to any good lol#during lockdown i read a book i liked but later learned was filled with inaccuracies which is very disappointing :')#plagues pandemics and viruses (from the plague of athens to covid 19) by heather quinlan#if u want to check it out#the writing iirc was enjoyable & i had a great time reading but it falls short in a number of places which sucks. a lot#her background is not one in the healthcare & medical sciences so it sadly checks out.#on the bright side i relearnt for the billionth time to always exercise a healthy dose of skepticism while reading anything#and to never settle for one single narrative#and instead to always seek knowledge and read and research for myself#SO SORRY FOR THE RAMBLE LMAO#me my moots and i#black death#bubonic plague#plague doctor#the plague doctor fit had no business looking and being that cool and badass to me lol#still has me in a chokehold as the kids say
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Me, explaining the Bible to my friends: many religious Jews fell in love with Lady Wisdom but alas! When She finally came to them incarnate to be their bride She was a guy and they thought it would be too gay now 😞
#the only gay marriage i can get behind is me marrying Hokhma 😍#and well also every woman on Heaven and Earth marrying Hokhma ofc#(sorry not sorry to my side A moots lol)#*dreamy sigh* She's so perfect!... and so beautiful!... i love Her so much!...#She's been keping me awake at night call me Psalm 63:6 the way i couldn't stop thinking about Her#i wanna say Hokhma just give me a chance but She has given me countless of them already lol#i need Her sm i am so dumb#(as proven by those tags)#christianity#jesus#my beloved#lady wisdom#hokhma#sapientia#sophia#proverbs#bridal theology#advent#advent 2024#happy o antiphones!#man i can't believe the Pharisees were homophobic /j
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can I send anon hate?
uh lol i guess sure im gonna end up laughing at you and blocking you if i think its genuine hate but thanks for asking i guess
#lol this is the most confusing ask i have ever gotten#i have a feeling that this is one of my moots so uh if it is dont send in hate unless you make it clear you dont mean it#bc i dont wanna accidentally block a moot over something silly like this lol#Side note: i am gonna close my ask box sometime in the near future because ive been overrun with donation asks#And i sinply dont have the time or energy to vet all of them#sorry to the genuine donation asks but my blog isnt the best place anyways im a minor and most of my moots are too#And im not exactly a microceleb
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You ever just come across the spruce material for a fandom you were in ages ago and just have such a fond nostalgia for it? Like "omg I remember losing my fucking shit over that when that episode/chapter/book/season/update came out". And then going to see if the fandom is still alive cause said source material is old, you left the fandom like four years ago, and the source material hasn't received an update in ages and it's still active and you're like "Yo people still live here?"
#came across a thomas sanders short today and remembered my sanders sides phase#which was my intro to tumblr reading and writing fanfic and just fandom in general#i used to run a super popular fandom blog for it too back in the day#that feels weird to say#but i was there from like 2018-2020#so middle school for me#and i graduate high school next year#so all of time and space has been kinda funky for me lately#i think im gonna rewatch the whole seires for shits and giggles and nostalgas sake#i miss my moots from then tho#they were good friends#lol sorry for the rant#fandom#fandom things#fandom culture
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warmth & respite
18+ mdni!!! • fluff, smut (oral/face-sitting receiver!Ellie)
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Ellie’s had a difficult day, only you can give her what she needs.
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a/n: hi i’m nai! please accept this as my offering to the tlou community. i’m not new to writing or tumblr but this is my first tlou work and my first time writing a full smut so pls be nice lol. if there’s anything you want to see me write my ask box is open :)
i hope you enjoy it and if you do pls reblog and follow, i rlly want to make moots on this side of tumblr, you all are so unhinged and gay (my kind of people!)
The door to your shared studio slams shut, you don’t need to guess who it is —you could tell by the sound of her footsteps approaching the door. But you look up anyways and watch a disgruntled Ellie throw her dripping backpack onto the ground, her face twisted into a scowl.
“Patrols have been fucking insufferable lately,” she groans bitterly to no one in particular, removing her gear from her backpack and thigh holster.
You set your novel down and prop yourself up on your elbow, watching her intently. You know when she’s like this all she needs is you to listen.
She’s soaking wet, making her muscular arms glisten, and her tight black jeans and tank top press against her body. You salivate looking at how the fabric of her jeans hug every curve.
“I keep getting assigned to train Evan,” she continues, still fixed on putting away her gear, “He thinks he knows Every. Fucking. Thing!” She slams her drawer shut with a groan.
“And he’s so fucking annoying. Keeps trying to ask me stupid questions cause I like girls, and of course we had to take the river trail today, so that dick had to make sure I got all fucking wet!”
She glances over at you for the first time, and her demeanor softens. “Hey you,” she exhales.
“Hey. Sorry about your day,” you respond back.
“I need a shower, I’ll be back,” she says, heading towards her bathroom, peeling off her top as she walks, making you revel in the sight of her wet back muscles.
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She emerges from her bathroom with a towel wrapped around her body, her short hair damp and a little messy. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, she softly rubs her hand along your leg, as if to remind herself you’re tangible and alive.
“Hey babe,” she says with all the gentleness she can muster, a soft smile on her face. Your eyes meet hers, and time stills. You’ll never grow used to her calling you that, no matter how many times she does. Warmth spreads through your stomach anytime her voice is this soft and raspy.
“Sorry I was …like that earlier. Just had a bad day.”
Wordlessly, you crawl behind her and wrap your arms around her bare shoulders, pressing soft kisses along her neck and cheek. Her skin is soft with a tinge of lemongrass from her soap.
“No need to apologize, my love,” you say, pressing your face against the curve of her neck, “I’m just happy you’re home safe.”
“Me too,” Ellie whispers, planting a kiss on your arm.
You two revel in this moment—in the relationship you’ve built, full of warmth and respite from the violent, cruel world you live in. You think of all the ways you want to make Ellie feel good.
You turn her face towards yours and press your lips against hers. Ellie’s lips are soft and she opens her mouth to let you take the lead for a little before she kisses you back with intensity. It makes you moan into her mouth and she takes that opportunity to plant open mouth kisses against your jaw and neck.
The sensation leaves you breathless but you gently push her back before you’re too far gone. “Wait— Ellie, I— I wanna— can I eat you out?”
She bites her lip, and a playful smile forms, “Can you?” before returning to your neck. A challenge. You make your lips meet hers again for a sloppy kiss and undo her towel; Ellie gasps into your mouth at the sensation of the cool air hitting her exposed skin. A string of saliva connects your mouths when you pull away and she’s flushed, the skin under her freckles a dusty rose.
You wrap your arms around her back and press your clothed chest against her bare breasts, it’s your turn to leave her breathless with open mouth kisses. “Mmmm you feel good, babe,” she purrs, her head tilted sideways from bliss. Ellie grips your shoulder and presses your head deeper in the crook of her neck.
Growing needier, Ellie rubs her chest against yours. The sensation of her bare nipples against the fabric of your top making her breaths more erratic. You lean down to take one in your mouth and she whines, gripping you tighter. “Ooh shit!”
Kissing the space between her breasts, you let your hands roam her body and her skin is hot to the touch. Liquid pools on the tips of your fingers when you reach down to touch her pussy, her swollen lips spreading with so much ease. She’s soaking wet and scorching hot, and the contact makes her jolt with pleasure.
Ellie watches, transfixed as you put those fingers in your mouth with unwavering eye contact. “Shit,” she grits, in this moment, something snaps— and you both know what’s about to happen.
Ellie shuffles off the bed and stands in front of your face. She loves being above you when you eat her out. You pause and marvel at her curves from her chiseled shoulders down to her hips, how her figure widens and narrows, then widens again. How her taut stomach leads to her most intimate spot that’s hovering right before your mouth. You scoot to the edge of the bed and Ellie props her leg on it to give you access.
Bound by the urge to be more intimate, you wrap your arm around Ellie’s thigh and pull your bodies closer. Looking up to meet her affectionate eyes you’re overwhelmed with a desire to savor her, to pleasure her. No one else has ever made you feel desire and warmth as searing and intense as she has.
Dragging your fingers from her belly button to her labia, you use your index and middle finger to open her lips, and a swollen sappy clit greets you. You take it into your mouth to suck—your lips between her lips and moan at the sensation that runs through your body.
Ellie’s mouth falls agape and her eyebrows contort in bliss, “Oh you good girl, oh fu— just like that!” She cradles the back of your head and rubs your scalp affectionately.
You grip the flesh of her ass and thighs tighter and swirl your tongue around her clit and suck on her folds. “Ugh just like that,” she rasps, her bottom lip stuck between her teeth, her hand gripping your hair a little tighter. You lick laps from her clit to her entrance and she bucks against your face.
She can get a little bossy when you fuck, you love when she tells you what to do, “Put your tongue inside,” she commands her voice raspy and breathy, she spreads her leg a little farther and pushes your face deeper in her pussy. You oblige, swirling your tongue around her swollen entrance before pushing inside. Ellie tilts her head back and releases a loud, guttural moan, so unfiltered and unafraid. You’re french kissing her pussy now, your lips pressing against and sucking her entrance to get your tongue as far inside.
Her juices are all over your lips and nose and cheeks, some beginning to drip down your jaw and chin.
“F-fuck, I need more,” Ellie gasps and with a swift motion she pushes you flat on the bed. She’s positioning her pussy on your face before you can ask questions, and she continues grinding into your mouth and nose. Your arms are awkwardly suspended in the air before you settle them on her waist.
You’re transfixed by her taste, her scent, her lascivious sounds filling the room, the sight of her head tilted back in bliss and her stomach flexing as she gyrates on your mouth. “Oh babe—oh babe!,” she moans, her face contorted and eyes completely glossy with pleasure.
She’s practically using your mouth and nose as she sloppily grinds her folds over them. Your mouth is growing sore but all you care about is getting her there, you stick your tongue back inside her, and she’s gone.
You grab her hips to help her ride through her orgasm. She releases a lascivious moan and bucks her hips one last time before she melts, her body limp and her chest heaving, her pussy sopping wet and throbbing. Creamy white sap oozes onto your lips and you lick it, savoring her taste.
You watch her stomach muscles flex as she lifts her leg to dismount you, and in this moment you realize just how dazed and aroused and transfixed you are. But content more than anything, that you could give the girl you love so much pleasure.
She collapses beside you and grabs your jaw, kissing you with tongue. “I needed that babe. I love you… so much” she says softly and licks her lips. She languidly wipes her thumb along your cheeks and puts it in her mouth.
You watch her and you both lay there motionless, placid from bliss, but it’s getting harder to see her clearly with the room growing darker. You peek out the window and the sun is setting in the summer sky, “Ugh, it’s getting late, I should head to Tipsy Bison and get you something to eat befor-“
Ellie grabs your arm and firmly pulls you back onto the bed in one graceful, effortless motion. She’s still laying there blissed out and it reminds you just how easily she can overpower you if she desires.
“I’d rather skip to dessert.”
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a/n: in retrospect i don’t think this position would work unless ellie’s bed is really short…
i’ve read this over so many times i’m starting to hate it, so if there’s a mistake i apologize lmao. my goal is to not be so hard on myself and just write more lmao
#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams x female reader#ellie williams x you#ellie x reader#ellie williams x y/n#tlou fanfiction#tlou x reader#idk what else to tag#tlou2 x reader#ellie williams#ellie tlou2#ellie williams smut#nai writes
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Get to know your moots.
Thanks for the tag @almostempty and @probablyreadinsmut 💗
what's the origin of your blog title?: “When it comes to love I don’t choose sides” y'all know where it comes from, right? Oberyn 💗 it represents me well heheh
favorite fandoms: PPCU and I used to be a huge GOT fan.
OTP(s) + shipname: Braime, Jaime Lannister + Brienne of Tarth (don't talk to me about that shitty ending, it still haunts me in my sleep)
favorite color: black. But also red, white and pink.
favorite game: I don't play videogames since I was a child but I used to love Tetris and Pac-Man lol
song stuck in your head: currently Messy - Lola Young and another couple of songs I'm using for a ff I'm writing so no spoilers heheheh
weirdest habit/trait?: I have a closet full of clothes but I often tend to wear the same ones in rotation (I obviously wash them regularly 😂) out of convenience and habit, especially if I have to go to work. I only make an effort if I have dinners/birthdays/special occasions and things like that lol
And I regularly think that people hate me, so if I don't write to you often it's because I'm afraid of bothering you, not because I don't want to know you 🥲
hobbies: writing, reading, watching show/movies, I used to have a bullet journal and I used to practice hand lettering (can't keep up with it anymore but I still love it)
if you work, what's your profession?: I am the secretary in a medical office. I also have another job related to customer satisfaction.
if you could have any job you wish what would it be?: I'd love to be a writer (lol not skilled or even talented enough but hey, what do you expect from someone who shares her birthday with Emily Brontë?)
something you're good at: I’m quite good at cooking. I’m Italian, baby, it’s in my genes.
something you're bad at: I’m messy. I can draw like a 5 years old kid lol
something you love: concerts. I’ve been to 100+ concerts in my life and some of my favorite memories and trips are related to concerts I've been to.
something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: I could still rant about Braime and GoT ending for hours. lol Also, concerts memories, I have some good stories 😂
something you hate: Lies. God, just tell me the truth ffs. And the majority of cis men. They just suck, you know.
something you collect: nothing. But I love stationary stuff. I could buy everything, I don't do it because I would waste my savings LMAO
something you forget: If I don't write things down on my phone it's very easy for me to forget them because my memory sucks.
what's your love language?: Cooking for someone, calling people a variety of pet names and/or finding a special one for them, being a great cheerleader, shower them with compliments and love. Just being there when they need help, I am a reliable person.
favorite movie/show: too many, jeeez. How am i supposed to choose? Some movies: When Harry met Sally, Parasite, Almost Famous, Fried Green Tomatoes, Brokeback Mountains, Stand by me, Aftersun, Past Lives, Promising young woman, 10 things I hate about you, Love me if you dare, Rear window, Le conseguenze dell’amore (The consequences of love, it’s an Italian movie by Paolo Sorrentino).
Some shows: Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul, Friends, Fleabag, Jane the Virgin, My Brilliant Friend, When they see us, Sense8, Peaky Blinders, Mad Men, The Handmaid’s Tale, Grace and Frankie, Bojack Horseman, Normal People.
favorite food: sorry to be such an Italian clichè but pasta and pizza. I could eat them all day everyday lol I also love a good risotto, sushi and Pad Thai.
favorite animal: dogs. I love all of them but especially mine (obviously lol).
are you musical?: I can sing quite decently (I sing in in my car all the time hahahah) but I never studied music and I can’t play any instruments.
what were you like as a child?: I used to be bold and chatty, I always loved reading and writing.
favorite subject at school?: Literature and Art.
least favorite subject?: Math. I’m the worst at it.
what's your best character trait?: loyalty and respect. I never make unsolicited judgments about anyone's body or comment on it, I never ask those shitty questions like "when are you graduating, when are you getting married, why are you still single, when are you having a baby" you know, right? I hate them, I hate them deeply and I think people should mind their own fucking business.
what's your worst character trait?: Lack of self-esteem, laziness, my poor memory. And I don’t give second chances, once you hurt me you’re out of my life permanently and I totally forget about you like you meant nothing for me (I kinda love that about me but I know it can be brutal lol)
if you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be?: I wish I was damn rich and not have to work hahah I would like to be more sporty but I hate doing sports lol I promise I’m going to try to force myself to do something for my well being.
if you could travel in time who would you like to meet?: The first person that comes to my mind is Artemisia Gentileschi, (b: 1593 d: 1656) she was an Italian painter. Read something about her, she’s fucking great ♥️ Also, my grandpa, I loved him so much and he passed away when I was 15. I would love to meet him again.
recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love!):
I love so many so I’m going with last ones that I read and I thought WOW, this is amazing and deserves so much more attention:
Yes ma’am - @sizzlingcloudmentality
Law of attraction series - @baronessvonglitter
Pretty boy - @joelmillerisapunk
Npt: @joelmillerisapunk @milla-frenchy @baronessvonglitter @aurorawritestoescape @thundermartini @schnarfer @sizzlingcloudmentality @cvntclip @evolnoomym @msjarvis @arcanefox207 @gothcsz 💗
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What are your zolu hcs?
this is inspired by a scene from the anime during Luffy's flashback post Marineford. It's the way Luffy doesn't cross Zoro's boundaries. At first, Luffy sees a lot of himself in Zoro and that's why he finds that Zoro can take the way he treated him (i.e. the manhandling, flinging around, teasing him relentlessly) and he was right to some degree, Zoro seems to tolerate pain despite not made out of gum so he does sometimes still yanked Zoro when he ran in the wrong direction and stuff like that. Zoro also does the same thing as him, pinching him, bonking foreheads, using his full power to fight Luffy, scolding or teasing Luffy back. But Luffy realizes that Zoro is an immovable force when it comes to things like sleeping or training and he stops bothering him. Sometimes he still asks Zoro to play with him as a way to share his excitement but he doesn't disturb him or poke him or steal his stuff anymore and just tap on Zoro's shoulder or his weight. Luffy doesn't even need to say anything because Zoro already knows what he wants and he also knows that his "clingy" captain likes to do this just for the sake of seeking Zoro. Sorry, it's such a small gesture but I will die on this hill because Luffy cares for Zoro as much as Zoro does for him
they call each other aibous/partners LOL either in the final saga or post-canon or when they get together. Had this idea after a Sabaody arc rewatch and saw RayRoger call each other that. Also why I find a lot of parallels between ZL and KidKiller. I find it even more fitting than right-hand man or vice-captain (but he could be all of them)
Zoro has a weird way with PDA. He doesn't do that much because he gets embarrassed by it. But he can't keep himself away from Luffy's personal space. Probably because Luffy does the same. He likes to sniff him discreetly; swing his leg on top of Luffy, acting like he was just nonchalantly chugging his beer; randomly pin Luffy down with his whole weight and falling asleep on top of him while Luffy looks so confused at first; press a palm on the back of Luffy's neck and pulling him to press their foreheads together while staring intensely into Luffy's eyes; neither of them saying anything until Nami told them to get a room; Zoro likes to bite Luffy, on his shoulder blades or his cheeks, due to cuteness aggression. He is actually the one who started it before Luffy developed a habit of biting him.
In modern AU, I really like to HC kindergarten/daycare/preschool teacher Luffy. His jobs can be pretty diverse, ranging from errand boy, to sex worker, to sumo wrestler, to boxer or MMA, to child care, to delivery service, pet sitter, warehouse operator, oil rig worker, beetle expert/scientist, and (a moot suggested) animal whisperer. Did he get a degree? maybe. Did it take him multiple tries to get a degree? could be. Did Sabo or Nami hook him up with a fake certificate? also possible. He might not even need them, this and that offered him after he helped them or something. While Zoro for me is usually pretty straightforward. A kendo athlete or teacher, anything by Luffy's side, bounty hunter or a hitman, or he gets paid to do the math equations in his classmates' assignments. At one point he was offered a data analysis or statistics job where he didn't last for a week because he got bored, had a bad attitude, and was often late due to getting lost
I have so many zl hcs I have not made any fanwork of, but these are the ones I thought abt at the top of my head so I hope you enjoyed it. Let me know what you think.
Bonus mature one to make this five hcs in total
Luffy bottoms, Zoro tops. Sometimes, Zoro is more of a side or touch-me-not, so they would use toys, hands, or tongues. Luffy looooves Zoro's mouth, almost more than getting dicked down. They either have quickies almost every day or they can go months without having sex so they don't have it planned out and they don't really experiment. One or both of them will just ask the other if they're horny or not, if they want to let off steam or not and just go at it. Zoro finds more pleasure in Luffy's reactions and looks than his own while in return, Luffy lets him in his most vulnerable state and gives him all his unbridled attention. Oftentimes, Zoro does it because he misses Luffy.
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'Please don't say that this is the end of us...'
Pairings: Husband!Hoon x fem!reader
Warnings: Swearing (you're gonna be on a rollercoaster of emotions lol)
Feat. Jay, Heeseung and Jake of Enhypen, Yeji (Sunghoon's sister), Jin Ae (Y/n and Sunghoon's child),
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Reesa (@dollywons), Haze (@pockettwinzz), Reina (@rinbowaman), Rin (@diorsyun), Nessa (@heeslomll), Aeri (@heeslut4life), Aria (@jaylaxies), Julia (@jak3slut), Rae (@hoonieshoneymain) (SORRY IF I GOT YOUR NAMES WRONG 😭)
Tagging my moots who wanted to read: @pockettwinzz @diorsyun @rinbowaman @heeslomll @heeslut4life @hoonieshoneymain @sungvrhs
Previous parts can be found here:
Part 6
Part 5
Part 4
Part 3
Part 2
Part 1
Preview
A/n: HI HI HIIII EVERYONE!! I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING MUCH FICS, I HAD A WRITER'S BLOCK MOMENT FOR A SECOND, SO FORGIVE ME 😭 ONCE THE POLL RESULTS COME, I'LL BE FOCUSING ON MAKING A NEW FIC BASED ON THAT PERSON. PLEASE SEND OPINIONS OR THE TYPE OF FIC YOU WOULD WANT FOR IT (I have no idea who's winning rn, don't wanna vote 😅) BUT YH, TYSM TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT, HOPE YOU ENJOY!!
Likes, reblogs and/or following me will be much appreciated!! 😚
Last chapter, part 7:
'𝒀/𝒏, 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏, 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒆?'
'𝑯𝒂𝒉𝒂, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔, 𝑱𝒂𝒌𝒆? 𝑰 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒓, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒔𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆... 𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒍, 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒏.'
You drifted your attention to the churros stand nearby, wanting a sweet treat. You didn't hear Jake's evil, spiteful intentions. The tempting, lying snake hissed:
'𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓'𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞.'
He successfully did that with ease, which horrified you. And boy, the venom could've killed your happy marriage, almost. Luckily it was your faithful best friend that had it, or you would've been silently tortured with regret for not knowing the truth in his hell. Fucking hell, Jake, no wonder why people say you should run from a scorpio man.
But, let's forget about the shattered past, and focus on the thriving present, you and Hoon crying in each other's embrace, saying words filled with the upmost affection and actions that displayed their yearning for each other.
'Hoon...next time, please, tell me your thoughts, hm? I want to be with you, 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓.' You desperately plead, not wanting things to go haywire again.
'Mhmm, m'sorry...' He chokes out, clearly affected by Jake's mental abuse.
It was finally back to normal, back to a loving family. You guys could finally sleep in peace, Hoon's toned body moving so elegantly. It was so fast, making up. You even questioned if it was a silly dream. Either way, you wouldn't want to go back. And you weren't EVER going to see Jake enter your life.
'Shh,' whispers Sunghoon cutely, 'let's wake up momma.'
The two loved doing that, waking you up with kisses and cuddles, before playing with each other for a short bit of time. The weather was bright and hopeful, which gave you the impression that, after a hard-fought battle, with determination, you can succeed. What a perfect day to wake up in, you could even cry.
Jin Ae crawls to you, giggling quietly and looking at her father with such amusment. She was like a piece of him, their smooth-riding relationship so wholesome. They both lean in, count themselves to three before launching their weapons of tender kisses.
'Hehe, hello my baby!!' You sleepily smiled, before welcoming the morning with your husband,
'Hello, daddy...' You smirked, knowing damn well how it gives him a dopamine and ego boost.
'Hello my pretty, beautiful, stunning baby wife...' He complimented, laying down and hugging you and Jin Ae, each on both sides of his chest.
'Ahh, my two girls, how lucky I am to have you all.' He kissed the top of your heads, 'Mine, mine, mine, mine, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞.' He said the last word like a hungry beast, but immdiately became a cute penguin, baby baekgyu. Jin Ae couldn't contol her laughter at this point, soothing sounds echoing in this haven.
'Baby,' Sunghoon started, pecking the two of you now and then, 'should we go to the park?'
Your jokes were as cringey as his, which is probably why many people were astonished by your humor.
'Which Park, your Mum, your Dad? Jay? Yeji?'
He chuckles whilst dies at your jokes,
'Babe, that was so...wow'
'You can't say much,' You said with a smug smile, 'imagine saying, "𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 '𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒐' 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚".' You came back, knowing he will be overwhelmingly embarrased.
'BABE!! Stoppp, that was one of my worst moments in life, frick Jay.' He whined, but made sure to keep the language child-friendly, knowing Jin Ae can learn quickly.
'Haha, but yeah, we should go to the park, and let's bring Jay and Yeji!'
'Mhmm, they deserve it, AND HEESEUNG. SHOOT, I FORGOT ABOUT HIM! He was like my lifesaver.. We should probably make them gifts...' He agrees.
'I know just the thing...' You said confidently, making Sunghoon look at you, wanting for you to continue,
'FOOD!' You happily shouted, and Jin Ae copied too,
'Food!' She chortled, clapping her hands. Her and Sunghoon's cuteness broke the scales, damn...
'Heyy!! Thanks for tagging us along!' Says the three friends, excited for the payment of their therupatic actions.
'Where are we going?' Yeji asks, trying to contain the urge to just take Sunghoon's card and run off.
'Haha, we'll go to a kbbq place, Heeseung's favourite, especially.' You said, 'Oh yeah, it was Sunghoon's idea.' You grinned, because Sunghoon didn't want others to know how soft he was.
'Awww, thanks bro, come to my place anytime-' He stops, seeing your angry glare, 'OR stay with lovely Y/n right here...' He mumbles, rubbing his nape.
You guys ate like you were famished, finishing the bowl within a few minutes, but the food was definitely worth the hype.
'You know what, I feel like this is a bribe, BUT I'M ALL FOR IT.' Yeji proclaimed, earning a laugh from everyone.
'Y/niee,' starts Heeseung, doing something very unusual with his body...
'Lee Heeseung...' You said slowly with a deep tone, looking as dead as Jay is, who ends up averting his attention to Jin Ae, Yeji and Sunghoon getting stitches from laughing too hard, 'what on earth are you doing' You fake cried.
'I WAS TRYING TO DO AGEYOOOO' Wanting to be six-feet-under.
'But anyways, where we going for dessert?'
The group pondered about the various options, Jin Ae just scribbling on the piece of drawing given by the staff.
'Oh, I know, why not we go and pop over to dollywon's bakery and order from there!' You implied, knowing everyone loves going there.
'YEAH, THAT'S A GREAT IDEA! I love her bakeries' Says Yeji, scrolling on her phone to look for the menu.
'Oh yeah, Y/n, can we go to a library?' Asks Jay, 'I've been wanting to read a few poets and authors'
'Of course! Hoon, you can go to the park with Heeseung and Yeji when that happens, yeah?'
Sunghoon looks offended, 'OBVIOUSLY, I'M NOT LIKE THAT GRANDPA.'
Jay swears in korean, knowing Jin Ae isn't that knowledgeable.
'Right, let's go!!'
'Hi Reesa!!' Greets Y/n, who's happy to see her coquette friend. Y/n orders from her bakery when she's in need of something sweet, sometimes, she wants to take Reesa too.
'Hi Y/n! It's been awhile, I see we have a few costumers!' She notions to the group.
'Yep, all wanting a bite!' You chuckle, Jin Ae's motioning that she wants the chocolate muffin.
'Yup, all done! Thanks Y/n!' Says Reesa. 'Oh, and one more thing...' She takes out the chocolate muffin, 'I see mini hoon has been wanting this.' She smiles. She's so kind, no wonder why Jungwon took her as his girlfriend.
'Mmm,' hums Heeseung in delight, 'this is soooo yummy!'
The three manage to feed themselves, unlike your family. You're feeding Sunghoon like the baby he is right now, and Sunghoon's feeding the real baby. Jay takes a photo, knowing you'll want it in the picture book.
'Right,' burps Heeseung, 'let's go to the park, yeahhh?' He coos to Jin Ae.
'We'll be heading to the library, see you.'
'Y/n, what authors do you recommend? I've been quite busy lately, so I wanted to take reading just to let my imagination run wild.' Jay asks calmly, passing each shelf of books.
'I've got to say, authors like Haze, Rin, Aria, Reina, Nessa, Juila, Aeri, Rae have been taking my time, and it was worth it!' You advised, knowing how good these people are. They're like the rulers of literature, and they certaintly produce the highest-quality works.
'Ah, I have heard of them, and they're works are quite...interesting.' You realise what he meant, and squirmed in embarrassment.
'That's why there are restrictions, dummy!' You hit him, earning a sharp gasp and hiss.
'Ha, imagine if Sunghoon found out-'
'Let's just find a story to read, yeah!?' You whisper shouted, annoyed by his teasing. The Park brothers sure have something in common.
'AHH, JIN AE-AH!! GO, GO!!' cheers Heeseung.
While Jay and Y/n were purchasing books, Yeji and Jin Ae were playing tag, Jin Ae being the tagger. Sunghoon's taken many videos of the moment, wanting to keep this memory.
'We're back!!' Exclaims Y/n, hugging Sunghoon who had his arms out open for you to come.
'Haha, you missed out on some beautiful moments' chuckles Sunghoon, knowing you'll be devastated.
'What!? When..' You whine, but Sunghoon's such a romantic. He back hugs you, places his head on top of yours, intertwinned you fingers with his and says,
'Don't worry, darling. We'll make more beautiful moments, forever.'
A/n: AAAAAH, THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!! THIS MARKS MY DEBUT AS A WRITER. I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE MY WORKS AND I'LL BE POSTING SOME MORE FICS VERY SOON. ILYSM 💗
#en-geneisaxx#enhypen#enhypen sunghoon#engene#fyp#kpop#enha#fanfic#enhypen jay#enhypen heeseung#enhypen jungwon#enhypen jake#park sunghoon ff#sunghoon x reader#sunghoon x y/n#writer#moots#enhablr#love
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Quick thanks to @cafekitsune for the dividers and @adornedwithlight for the support banner
Hi hello, not like I’ve done this 3 million fucking times!
I’m Bee! I use she/her pronouns, and am straight! I’m a writer and artist!
My asks are always open so u can just send me anything ya want as long as it ain’t nsfw lol
Here’s my cool persona >:3 I love my mutual more then u >:3 /silly /lh
The fandoms I love are:
Dandy’s world
Hotline Miami
Ultrakill
Batim/batdr
Blocktales
Crk
Any From soft games
Hollow knight
Rdr2
Resident evil
ANY ZELDA GAME. (Other then cdi-)
Shipwrecked 64
Fear and hunger
Off
Mouthwashing
Transformers
Happy sugar life
And so much more!
Plz be my moot if u like these
Now onto request stuff!
Are asks open?: Yes
Are Requests open: No
How many requests do I take at a time: 5
How many requests do I have currently: N/A/5
Do you take QNAs?: Yes and they are always open!
How to request:
Writing request: send in an ask, saying what character you want, if it’s x reader or canon x canon, if it’s platonic, romantic or familial, the pronouns of the reader if there is one! Along side if you want, headcanons, one shot, Drabbles etc.
Art request: send in an ask of what character you want to be drawn, and if it’s a doodle page or a single doodle!
Note: I can and will refuse asks if they make me uncomfortable and or don’t have ideas for!
Fandoms I write and draw for!
If this emoji 🎨 that means I only am doing art for the fandom rn!
Phighting
Batim/batdr
My ocs/original stories
Ultrakill
Crk
Blocktales(including ocs)
Dandy’s world(including ocs)
What I will write/draw:
Fluff
Angst
Headcanons
Oc x reader(only my ocs)
Canon x reader
Canon x canon
Gore/scars
Artistic nudity
What I WONT write/draw
Smut/r34
Child x adult (you’re disgusting if u like/support this./srs)
Animal x human (you’re disgusting if u like/support this. /srs)
Cheating
Abuse fics
I WILL NOT DRAW PEOPLE I DO NOT KNOW OCs. I literally have that I won’t draw anything but my ocs. Please stop asking me!!!! (This does not include commissions but I don’t have those yet so. Yk, still stands.)
Romanticizeing mental illness
Species that don’t pass the harkness test(this is about reader so no like straight up animal readers)
Suicide fics(finding you committed)
Extra info
I have adhd, and dyslexia so if I misspell or things take longer I’m sorry!
I have depression so sometimes I post about my feelings on here! Please block #bee should shut up if you don’t wanna see that shit.
F/O List I have extremely low empathy to no empathy due to childhood trauma! (also some genetic stuff) So sorry if I come off as rude I'm trying to get better!
I will post about characters I’m unhealthy about here. Don’t @ me
Dni list:
Basic Dni criteria
Proshippers
Dark shippers
Zoophiles
Toodles/pebs x anyone shippers
Under 13 (u shouldn’t be on tumblr)
My awesome friends:
@chocxy-prince @kristxt @nn-the-doodle @xho-the-scribble @hunterwritesstuff @beatrixblog
Anyways hope you enjoy my blog! :3
#bee screams into the void#bee does art#bee does writing#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#cr kingdom#crk#dandy’s world#dandys world#dandy’s world fanart#blocktales#blocktales roblox#ultrakill#ultrakill x reader#Batim#batdr#fear and hunger#hotline Miami#mouthwashing#writing requests#art requests#qna open#Spotify
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INTRO POST (guys I finally did it)
Assalamualaikum(peace be upon you), hi, hiya, hiiii!
My name is Sabreen(no this is not my real name, please don't ask) I'm a Desi Bangladeshi Muslim who lives in the heck country of the U.S. I love books, cartoons, movies, cats, and other stuff(probably)
This blog supports Palestine🇵🇸🍉, Yemen, Syria, Sudan, Congo, and anyone who is under oppression. I will stand with you in social justice issues. Everyone deserves empathy, respect, understanding, and kindness.
DNI if you're zionist, Islamophobic, racist, sexist, a nazi, a colorist, anyone who hates or belittles anyone. If you hate anyone who is a different social economic status than you get out, if you hate anyone based on their skin color, their race, their religion, their gender, their home situation, their family situation, their homeland then get out. I don't tolerate haters.
Naraini (Myna) calls me Habibti @hijabi-flavored-nerd
Beana (Bea) calls me Sabreena @book-girl4evaaa
Riya (Riyana) calls me Sabreeni zucchini @im-on-crack-send-help
I will do a list of my moots eventually
Likes:
BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS(I probably read at least some of the same books as you
Mystery
Fantasy
Adventure
Sci Fi
CATS
Writing poems
Random story ideas
MOON AND STARS
cherry blossoms
CATS
Indigo but more on the purple side-favorite color
sleeping more like spiraling lol
Uhhhh I don't know what else to add(I'm not good at stuff like this I'm sorry)
Oh yeah I'm a chaotic arsonist and I'm the leader of the chaotic arson gang
I have a cat named zayne
I have a lot of mental health issues (adhd, anxiety(general and social), bpd, cptsd, depression, DID, and ptsd)(I might be autistic but no one wants to get that checked out sooo yeah) So this blog is very friendly with fellow messed up minds
I've faced racism, colorism, sexism, abuse, homelessness, bad grades, islamophobes, and bullying. I also have a speech impediment
So I'm just trying to say I will never hate you and I will care about you until my last breath. You deserve the world and so much more. If you need/want a safe place, I'm here
So I'm still discovering/rediscovering myself. You're gonna see a lot of random reblogs and posts😅
I'm not always mentally okay and I'm sorry in advance.
Anyway yeah
I might update or change some stuff later
Here's some lore about my username
I accept any asks unless they're too invasive or I'm just not comfortable. I don't usually do chains but I appreciate the love.
Um I think that's it ? I don't know guys I literally don't know myself but welcome to my home i guess!
Catch ya on the flip side 🌒✨🌘✨❣️🫠✌🏼🐾😺
*update: I’m really not okay so I’m very sorry if you see depressing stuff. I may or may not be active as much because of school but also because of my mental health
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WHATS GOOD MIO!!! I am now here with my request 😎 if you need more information about this request feel free to DM me! anyways….
Now, May I request Lucifer Morningstar with a GN!Reader whos a Gyaru(O)? Just to explain the lore of Gyaru, If you know, Gyaru originated in Japan in the 90’s as a rebellion against the stereotypical beauty standard of having pale skin and dark hair, these gyarus — Gals or perhaps, Guys — were very flashy and outgoing, now other people except Japanese people wear Gyaru(o) and they are usually called “Gaijin Gyaru(O)” and it means a gyaru who doesn’t reside in Japan, Gyaru(O) has many sub-styles such as Hime, Agejo, Rokku, Manba/Banba, and much more from this wikipedia.
Thank you so much! I hope this isn’t too much and have fun! =)
WHATS GOOD BRAAAHH !?
this concept is crazy cool haha!! i really tried to do my proper research but if this is considered offensive in anyway shape or form, please tell me and i will either rewrite it or take it down!!
also i’m so sorry this took so long jax haha, i was bit nervous going into this because this is something i’m not that educated about, and i have definitely been procrastinating requests lately lol, so my deepest apologies!!
from what i gathered, gyaru seems to be a japanese clothing/makeup style with a bunch of variety and levels, but if i’m wrong please correct me haha
also the gif is from one of my moots so, little shoutout to her !! haha
Warrnings: Possibily inaccurate representation of Gyaru
Lucifer Morningstar x GN!Gyaru!Reader
Lucifer didn’t really know what ‘Gyaru’ was until he met, or started dating, you!
“Oh, yeah, I’m really into Gyaru.” You said to the blonde at the other side of the table whilst on your first date, you were trying to ask questions to get to know eachother, and you asked what he was interested in, and he said rubber ducks, which hey, everyone’s got a weird thing their into, so you don’t judge.
“Oh my golly, I love that band, we have so much in common, we really need to go see them!! With that one Gearoo guy on the drums who just ba-da-duh-bey!—” Lucifer rambled, even though he was very far off, he was just trying to have common interests, and on that note; he pronounced ‘Gyaru’ so wrong…
“Oh, their not a ba—” You began, before Lucifer let out a ‘Ohh’ before beginning again.
“Gee, that’s my bad, I have a bit of an old man brain, with a daughter at home and all, her and her little friends! Heheh! Sometimes I just go coo-coo-coo! Sorry, wow, I’m just crazy..” Lucifer rambled once more, his voice trailing off at the end, as if he had an epiphany, giving an awkward, and slightly cheery chuckle, slapping his knee softly, before making awkward eye contact with you with a nervous but toothy grin. Yep, you loved him already. He has zero idea how you still gave him a chance after that.
Once Luci actually learns what Gyaru is, he genuinely does find it quite interesting.
He would be tempted to try it out, maybe a makeup look or a fit, but nothing too extreme, he’s still dipping his toes in haha
Also, he’s incredibly supportive, he loves admiring you as you get ready and pick out something to wear or do your makeup or whatever and however you get ready!!
If he has a meeting, he will definitely have you style him a sick looking outfit!!
Overall, he’s very supportive, the fact that your supportive of his odd duck obsession, he loves, so he owes it to ya :)
#reqs open#x reader#mio’s writing ! ☆#fanfiction#x y/n#x you#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel x y/n#hazbin hotel x you#livelaughlute#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar x reader#lucifer x y/n#lucifer x reader#lucifer x you#lucifer#lucifer morningstar#lucifer magne#lucifer magne x reader#gyaru#gyaru fashion#jaxrel ! ☆
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ʚAngel!໒꒱
blessings upon you, pretty! Thanks for stopping by!
꒰ she/her ꒱ ꒰ minor ꒱ ꒰ oc x canon! ꒱ ꒰ entp ꒱
Drawing and yapping, occassional theories! (Might start a side blog for writing…)
I love interacting with fellow twsties, so dont be shy! I might reply late though, schoolwork this sem is crazy :(
꒰ ୨୧ ─ ・┈ ・ ongoing: ─ ・┈ ୨୧ ꒱
OC Ask Game!
Oc x Canon Ask Game!
⋅.𖥔 ˖ More about me, my ocs and tag index under the cut! ⋅.𖥔 ˖
୨୧⋅.𖥔 more about me !
Hi! My name is Angel (not really), and this is my first time ever making an account for a fandom and posting my art online!! So, i’m very new to all this!
My timezone is GMT+4, and I get home from school pretty late, so from Monday to Thursday chances are i’m pretty inactive, so sorry if i reply back late!!! Please know its not on purpose, I just get very busy with schoolwork. </3 (but alas, the twst brainrot is stronger.)
Other than TWST, I’m also a big fan of OB!SWD, Mairimashita Iruma Kun, the Ikemen Series, Pokemon, and Genshin Impact! (Though I have been drifting away from it, I still like seeing stuff abt it!) Theres definetly alot more and I just cant think of them rn, but yeah!!
I mainly post about twst, more specifically my OCs!!! (More info on them later) This is an Oc x Canon acc! If you’re not a big fan of that, feel free to block me! Thats completely okay if what i post isnt your cup of tea! (Main ship is Floyd x Kyra (my Yuusona) btw!!!)
I am a minor, so please refrain from saying anything inappropriate to me, or any suggestive comments directed towards my ocs!
As I said earlier, I’m new to interacting with a fandom (since im so used to being a lurker online lol) but I’m very willing to be moots!! Please don’t be hesitant to ask me, I love interacting with fellow twst fans!!!!
I’m only comfortable with DMs and being tagged in posts if we are moots!!! But please dont feel shy to interact, my inbox is open to everyone so feel free to chat with me there!!! ♡
୨୧⋅.𖥔 t a g s . . .
꒰ ໒꒱ ꒱ General tags:
Art: 🎀! Art
Doodles: 🎀! Doodles
Reblogs : 🎀! Reblog
SMAU posts : 🎀! smau
Ask Game posts : 🎀! ask game
(^ feel free to mute this one!!)
Theories: 🎀! Theory
Fics: 🎀! Fic
Asks: 🎀! Asks
Rambling: 🎀! Yap
꒰ ໒꒱ ꒱ Oc tags:
Kyra: 🎀🕊️! Kyra
Elena Leech: 🫧🎼! Elena
Jester: 🃏🎭! Jester
Sol Lumiere: ☀️🧵! Sol
Rory Klein: 🍓🐑! Rory
꒰ ໒꒱ ꒱ Oc x Canon tags:
Floyd x Kyra: 🎀🦈! Floyra
Elena x Jamil: 🫧🐍! Jalena
Jester x Riddle: 🎭👑! Ridster
୨୧⋅.𖥔 O C s . . .
— 🎀🕊️ Kyra Lovelace
Lore! : Life before NRC
— 🫧🎼 Elena Leech (none yet!)
— 🎭👑 Jester (None yet!)
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Sorry if this might be a rude question but why don’t you just make a seperate account for your nsfw fics?
not rude, it's a valid question! tbh it's a combination of a couple reasons.
i started posting anonymous dead dove batcest fics long before i had the balls to make a tumblr. at first i was content to just leave them unassociated with each other because i didn't really care about them being tied to me. i made this blog to actually show solidarity to my partner who wanted to make a sideblog for Sandman comic stuff so we could cheerlead each other and be brave together, since i've wanted to make a batcest sideblog but i've been nervous about actually having to get it going. (mal ik you're reading this go be brave and actually make your blog so i can cheerlead you damnit-) only did it dawn on me then that i should probably mention the fics i've written on the blog after like, three of them were posted anonymously. and it would've annoyed me to have half of them anonymous and half of them not, because notifications for them would've gone in different places. i could go back and take my fics off anon if i wanted to, but i can't switch the account they're on without taking them down entirely and that'd fuck over people who have them bookmarked already.
which, ties into my second reason, if i made an entire second ao3 account it'd be harder for me to see notifications, reply to stuff, and post things for both accounts because i'd have to constantly switch. and honestly i'd be terrified of accidentally posting on the wrong one on a brain fog day. posting fics is always the most tedious part of writing them for me lol. it's easier for me to stay logged into one account and have all of my stuff in one place for me and just use the anonymous collection when i feel like it. if ao3 pseuds worked like tumblr blogs, where you can't see all my side blogs but i can, i would've used pseuds, but since you can see all pseuds on an ao3, i felt it was a moot point.
and the last reason is i just feel more comfortable being anonymous on ao3 because of the rise in anti culture. on tumblr it's very easy for me to just filter that out and find the people i want to follow and block the people i don't. i don't mind getting hate, on tumblr or on ao3. but i think, for whatever reason you want to blame it on, there's been a massive boom of antis on ao3 who are very entitled about how they read on ao3. i tag extensively, but i just feel safer from getting targeted attacks if everything i write on ao3 isn't attached to one profile. if people like a fic i wrote, want to find more i always link my tumblr in the notes, but if an anti wants to get huffy with me, they can't easily track down my other things. they definitely could if they wanted to, but being anonymous on ao3 just makes me feel more secluded, in a weird way. it's like saying "if you want you can come find me but on here i'm just a weird faceless guy throwing stuff in the void". i've used ao3's anon feature a lot, actually, i used to be a hydra trash party dumpster kid back when that was in it's prime.
i also used to be vaguely popular on a different tumblr blog and my main ao3 and while i think it'd definitely be cool if i got a decent chunk of followers on this blog too, i don't really miss having fanfiction do so well i got targetted hate on all of my fics from the same people, i had my fics stolen, etc. it was really exhausting for me. i have 120+ works on ao3, not counting what's anonymous, and that level of exposure tires me, even when i use my main ao3 to post things that aren't trashy. it's just a weird feeling knowing so many people are subscribed to you on ao3 and what if you post something they won't like because you jumped fandoms again, or you're posting something niche, or you don't think it fills enough fandom tropes to be well-liked. i used to obsessively think like that, and it made me not write the things i wanted to because i cared about numbers. and i don't want to slide back into that hole. writing on anonymous is mostly to remind myself i wrote this for me, and if other people like it, they can come find me, but i don't have to perform like that anymore. if i get a really weird fucked up idea, i can write the really weird fucked up idea. at the end of the day, just makes me more comfortable! but i get it's a super confusing set up from an outsider perspective so, i really don't mind the question, thank you for asking!!
#necrotic festerings#batcest#pro ship#necrotic answerings#tbh asking the question gave me the chance to explain it so ty!#might link this in my about me or my masterlist for ease of access#i don't want to like. overstate how big i was on an old blog bc i was not like. a celebrity by *any* means.#but i had a ship-specific blog and i was certainly a “big name fan” for that specific rarepair#and it like. took over my life when i was a teen#i look back on it fondly now but i really regret that i would obsess so heavily over numbers and what made a fic do well#my favorite fics to write were htp back then bc for htp culture writing on anon was normal since that was during the dreamwidth days#and i just. liked that veil of anonymity and i think i defaulted to that when i decided to finally start posting batcest stuff#(all of this makes me sound so old i'm only 22 i just started fandom really fucking young which i don't recommend)#and when i say one fic got big. i mean it. i have found that fic on instagram and pinterest and tiktok and even. facebook.#do you know what it's like when your fic gets reuploaded to facebook without your permission and you see what boomers think of it.#that was so mortifying.#funnily enough the boomers were actually really nice i was just shocked to find it there scrolling one day.#it was instagram that was super mean to me and traumatized my ass. man ppl dug into me for the tinest things. do not miss that.#anyway the point is#i've tasted vitality and niche fandom status(tm) and i hated both. and i just cannot do that to myself again#ergo#anon on ao3 and a blog to post my thoughts when i have them.#it's a nice system for me#i have some stuff on my main ao3 that toes the line of like. dark dead dove trash.#and i had antis get mad at me bc their fave fluffy fic was written by. gasp. a proshipper.#and yeah that soured me to existence on ao3.#getting into the rise of anti culture is a whole other discussion that'd have me going on for hours but i will shut up now.#wow this got long. i like to fucking talk don't i.
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Introduction
Hieoo welcome to my blog<33 my name is avi but you can call me whatever you are comfortable with except any slurs or anything offensive otherwise
Age:18
Writing acc: @never-enough-books-ever
♧My books (which I can remember anyway):
the inheritance games trilogy, the brothers hawthorne, shatter me series,good girls guide to murder trilogy,5 survivors, A million kisses in your lifetime,king of sins series, twisted series,dreamland billionaire series,the cheat sheet
♧Anime watched (which i can remember):
Jujutsu kaisen,bungou stray dogs, demon slayer, attack on titan, monster, cowboy bebop,blue lock, oshi no ko, death note,suzume, howls moving castle, kakegurui, the future diary, high rise invasion, parasyte
♧Current read: The reappearance of rachel price
♧Something about me
:Just finished school, indian, been a reader since childhood, INFJ-T, introvert, Grayson's wife and rohan is my side chick, absolutely obsessed with tig, my music tastes depends on my mood and so does my favorite song at any moment, born to be a reader but forced to study, would buy all the books of ot was possible, recently started getting into f1 courtesy of @darlingnemesis, I'm a hugeee procrastinator so i apologise beforehand if i don't answer asks or tags pls dont think I'm ignoring you
♧Pls for the love of God don't send any hate asks or messages
♧My dms are always open to talk to everyone!! even if it’s a random or a silly thing or because you wanna talk about a book pls fo ahead and don't care about how you start the conversation because I don't know how to either lol
Masterlist
My pookies<33
@mqstermindswift @shuhuaspookie @lanterns-and-daydreams @myster3y @f4iry-bell @hearthown @darlingnemesis @bookish-phile @pixiedust347 @ilyiwdtpyiwmyhmtkys @reminiscentreader @banilikesfictionalpeople @x-liv25-jamieswife
My beloved moots<33
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I'm sorry all the name couldn't come here because of the limit so I made a separate post😭😭
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hi, hello! new to tumblr since Tik Tok might be getting shut down! i don’t really know how to be here or use this… but let me share some of my interests and hope it’ll throw me over to my people!! 🩵
let’s be moots if you like:
• K-Pop - some of favorite groups/solo artists include IVE, NewJeans, LE SSERAFIM, BIBI, ENHYPHEN, XG & ILLIT
• Gaming - Marvel Rivals, League of Legends, Fortnite etc
• Horror - movies, games, shows, anything horror related!
• Squid Game and Arcane - specifically only these two, so sorry lol
• 420 Life - let’s garden together 🩵
• Digital Art - NOT AI! i will NOT support you if you do AI art. not allowed here 🙅♀️
that’s a little about me and i hope to find my side or multiple sides here 🩵
#horror#kpop#illit#ive#newjeans#enhypen#bibi#gaming#league of legends#fortnite#marvel#digital art#no ai art#arcane#squid game#420life#420stoner#420culture#new here
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