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INTRO POST (guys I finally did it)

Assalamualaikum(peace be upon you), hi, hiya, hiiii!
My name is Sabreen(no this is not my real name, please don't ask) I'm a Desi Bangladeshi Muslim who lives in the heck country of the U.S. I love books, cartoons, movies, cats, and other stuff(probably)
This blog supports Palestinešµšøš, Yemen, Syria, Sudan, Congo, and anyone who is under oppression. I will stand with you in social justice issues. Everyone deserves empathy, respect, understanding, and kindness.
DNI if you're zionist, Islamophobic, racist, sexist, a nazi, a colorist, anyone who hates or belittles anyone. If you hate anyone who is a different social economic status than you get out, if you hate anyone based on their skin color, their race, their religion, their gender, their home situation, their family situation, their homeland then get out. I don't tolerate haters.
Naraini (Myna) calls me Habibti @hijabi-flavored-nerd
Beana (Bea) calls me Sabreena @book-girl4evaaa
Riya (Riyana) calls me Sabreeni zucchini @im-on-crack-send-help
I will do a list of my moots eventually
Likes:
BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS(I probably read at least some of the same books as you
Mystery
Fantasy
Adventure
Sci Fi
CATS
Writing poems
Random story ideas
MOON AND STARS
cherry blossoms
CATS
Indigo but more on the purple side-favorite color
sleeping more like spiraling lol
Uhhhh I don't know what else to add(I'm not good at stuff like this I'm sorry)
Oh yeah I'm a chaotic arsonist and I'm the leader of the chaotic arson gang
I have a cat named zayne
I have a lot of mental health issues (adhd, anxiety(general and social), bpd, cptsd, depression, DID, and ptsd)(I might be autistic but no one wants to get that checked out sooo yeah) So this blog is very friendly with fellow messed up minds
I've faced racism, colorism, sexism, abuse, homelessness, bad grades, islamophobes, and bullying. I also have a speech impediment
So I'm just trying to say I will never hate you and I will care about you until my last breath. You deserve the world and so much more. If you need/want a safe place, I'm here
So I'm still discovering/rediscovering myself. You're gonna see a lot of random reblogs and postsš
I'm not always mentally okay and I'm sorry in advance.
Anyway yeah
I might update or change some stuff later
Here's some lore about my username
I accept any asks unless they're too invasive or I'm just not comfortable. I don't usually do chains but I appreciate the love.
Um I think that's it ? I don't know guys I literally don't know myself but welcome to my home i guess!
Catch ya on the flip side šāØšāØā£ļøš« āš¼š¾šŗ
*update: Iām really not okay so Iām very sorry if you see depressing stuff. I may or may not be active as much because of school but also because of my mental health
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DOES MY FAVORITE 33 YEAR OLD BOBBY GRILL (gender neutral) HAVE A JOB???????
yeah his job is being cute <3
#ask box#oc art#oc: sidra#ok the for real answer is that in obey me-verse he gets to get away with being unemployed as long as he's not being too much of a nuisance#and like getting decent enough grades and whatnot. he probably only really takes on odd jobs here and there for pocket money#he definitely had a job in the human world pre exchange program that he didnt like very much#i dont reeeeally know what that wouldve been (sorry mel) but if we're going true self insert route he can be a graphic designer i guess??#i think its less that he hated the job itself and a moreso a combination of not caring and not getting along too well with his coworkers#in ex and bee-verse life isnt as good he has to work <///3 i imagine he juggles like 2 jobs... and hes still broke oops#part time at the detective agency and part time doing who knows what... probably a shitty service job i dunno#he probably could go find a job that pays a biiiit better than the agency but a) hes a simp he cant do that and#b) no other job would be as chill about him taking naps on the clock even if he finished all his work
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october 3, 2021 2:00 p.m. morensong coffee house
[grant] thank you for meeting me so last minute.
[cerise] yeah, itās no problem! actually, i'm glad we could do this sooner rather than later. this has been at the back of my mind for a whileāthe curiosity hasāso when you texted me yesterday, i was, like, i need to know. i may be going out of town for a week, but i'll try to make room in the schedule for this before i leave.
[grant] are you traveling anywhere exciting?
[cerise] iceland. itās a big family trip to celebrate my parentsā 20th anniversary. as in, my mom and my stepdadās anniversary. i mean, heās my real dad as far as i'm concerned, but technically my stepdad. i think you get what i mean, i donāt know why i'm over-explaining.
[grant] wow, that is exciting. well, i hope you guys have fun. i hear itās just as gorgeous there as you think it is.
[cerise] anyway, thank you again for asking yourāour, i guess; thatās still weird to sayādad some questions on my behalf. i'm sure that wasnāt easy.
[grant] i should warn you that itās not necessarily a wealth of information.
[cerise] thatās okay.
[grant] there was a lot going on when i talked to him, and if there were other questions i could have askedā¦
[cerise] itās okay.
[grant] i wouldnāt have been able to think of them, and now, uh, the line of communication is closed, so i canāt really go back and...
[cerise] i said it was okay, didnāt i?
[cerise] the basics are enough, and you already put yourself out for a stranger. if i want to know anything else, i'll find the right moment to get my my mom talk about what happened.
[grant] do you want me to just get right into it?
[cerise] whatever you prefer.
[grant] so, uh, essentially, my parents were attending a medical conference of some kind in detroit. they were still married then, but my dad was unhappy with the relationship. he met your mom at the conference, and then he hadāas far as i'm awareāa one-night stand with her. she found out my dad already had a family, they agreed to not be in each otherās lives, and he paid her child support.
[grant] thatās what i know. i'm sure thereās more to it, but...
[grant] oh! right, āthe moreā is that there is a nonzero chance we have more siblings out there.
[cerise] huh.
[cerise] i'm almost surprised there isnāt more drama. thatās a pretty mundane story. a one-night stand with someone you know nothing about is the oldest story in the book.
[cerise] weird, i feel better now. my curiosity is sated. well, i am wondering how the affair even happened if your mom was right there and about the potential other children, but thatās a whole can of worms.
[grant] well, i'm glad you feel better.
[cerise] and the story does make sense. i always wondered if there was some big thing with the secrecy, but if itās because yourāour?ādad was a married man, i get it. my mom is a very good person with strong morals. i know her, and she would not want anything to do with someone if she were aware they were cheating and had a family, and she wouldnāt want me to have any business with them either.
[grant] she made the right decision to stay away. heās unnecessary. your lives are a billion times better off without him. if youāre thinking, āhow can he say that?ā just trust me.
[cerise] i mean, i canāt be upset about it. i'm not sure what i potentially lost out on, but what i've had in life with my parents has been perfect or just about perfect, so i'm not going to question her choice.
[grant] you didnāt lose anything. not to say trust me again, but trust me.
[cerise] i'm sorry. this probably is far less of a flippant thing for you.
[grant] donāt worry about me. itās all good.
[grant] i am just really glad you feel better, and i'm glad i could be of some use to you as well. itās a lot easier to use me than your mom. i have never met her, but i'm guessing sheād prefer to just forget about all this stuff, and i hope she has.
[cerise] i was frustrated she wouldnāt tell me the truth, but i get it now. this may be a classic story, but itās still, you know, an embarrassing one. if i found out my boyfriend were a married man tomorrow, i would melt into the floor and stay there.
[grant] anyway, i know weāve been sitting here all of ten minutes, but i should let you go. once i finish drinking this coffee, i will get out of your hair. you have things to doāexciting things. go pack and travel and have fun and all that.
[cerise] hey, you donāt have to leave already!
[grant] no, i donāt want to take up your afternoon. at least no more than enough to tell you what you were waiting a few weeks to hear.
[cerise] i mean, i blocked out time to do that and talk to you generally for a bit.
[cerise] i donāt know how to go about all this, but i wasnāt planning on benefiting off your connection to yourāour?ādad and then peacing out. i figured we could be acquainted, if nothing else.
[cerise] unless thatās too much for you, in which case, totally get it. no pressure. my existence must be weird for your mom and siblings. i'm assuming you have siblings.
[cerise] or maybe they donāt know. i also get it if youāre keeping this situation on the down-low. i can assure you that youād not be alone in that. i'm not sure i could tell my parents right now that i know about my origins or that i've met my bio dadās son. not yet.
[grant] definitely donāt do that before the big anniversary trip. but no, donāt worry about that either. i donāt have siblings. not anymore. and my mom...letās not even go there. thereās nothing to worry about on those fronts.
[grant] itās not that itās too much, basically. i have zero problems with you, and i have no family left who would have a problem with you either, so.
[grant] i just donāt want to be in your way, not today or at any point in the future, and i will be. you donāt need my dad around; you donāt really need me either.
[cerise] i donāt care if you are, honestly. you are my brother. that feels weird to say, but you are, and you havenāt done anything wrong. i'd like to know my brother.
[cerise] this is maybe the only regretful, i donāt know if thatās the right word, part of all the secrecy and the way i came to be. i get along with my step-siblings. whatās wrong with getting along with the half-siblings? or half-sibling?
[grant] i should have also warned you i'm kind of in a dour mood entirely because of my dad. sorry. not because of you or this whole thing, though, to be clear.
[grant] i wanted to meet to get all this off my mind so i have no other reason to think about him, hopefully, for the rest of my life. i'll be in a more conversational mood soon-ish, once i'm done thinking about him.
[grant] this is going to make me wishy-washy. i donāt want to be in your way; i donāt want to be a source of awkwardness in your family if they ever know you know me, butā¦
[grant] okay. i wouldnāt mind getting along with my half-sibling. maybe we could meet up when you have time again.
[cerise] yeah, i'll text you. i might be busy for a while with work when i'm back from my trip, butā¦
[grant] text me anytime. weāll figure it out.
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 story#sims 4 storytelling#simblr#hlcn: everything the stars promised#holocene.docx#holocene.png#hlcn: grant#hlcn: cerise#i needed to wrap up this subplot and also this is a nice ending i think thematically to this arc#yes y'all we are finally moving on to something new very soon#anyway why i think this is a nice wrap up is because the last few scenes with grant were about being rejected by his father and kelly etc#which takes place in a long legacy of people who shouldn't neglect grant doing it anyway (parents partners etc)#and those who treat him well are typically the ones who don't necessarily have to#varpu for one#and now cerise#OH and it's also growth for grant#when he gets those feelings that he's a nuisance he does typically tend to act on them#and he certainly tried to here but he didn't carry out his tendency to just flee and confirm his own notions about himself#it did take some further explanation from cerise but that doesn't matter because the point is that he DID stop himself from running off#anyway i could say more but i shall leave the rambling there for now#i am seriously just glad to move on to the next era of this story because this arc was burning me out baddddd#which is why i admit i did not work as hard to make the pictures all amazing or to turn the text into proper prose#i just wanted to get it done and the plot points across rip sorry
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You ever just get the feeling that you're bothering people by simply existing?
#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems#bpd problems#actually bpd#being borderline#actually borderline#bpd#actuallymentallyill#bpdprobs#bpd feels#actually autism#autistic and proud#actually autistic#autistic things#autistic adult#c ptsd#complex ptsd#ptsd nightmares#ptsd#ptsd recovery#actually ptsd#complex post traumatic stress disorder#post traumatic stress disorder#alone with my thoughts#I'm a bother#I'm a nuisance#sorry i bothered you
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i have another horny idea i was going to share with the class but i feel like im about to be thrown into horny jail
#i really am sorry for being a nuisance on the dash#i have a steddie x reader thing too#i think my brain is doing that thing where weāre gonna have bright ideas for everything BUT what weāre meant to be writing#kinda like when youāll do anything to avoid a certain errand#like in high school to avoid homework youād suddenly have the motivation to clean your entire room#itās that but with writing prompts#iām meant to be writing ice play eddie and instead iām thinking about perv!eddie and the tattoo#perv!steve with reader x eddie#just-#oh god why is my mind so hyper focused on perv scenarios rn
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Akira is serving "guy who somehow peaked in high school and dropped out of college" cunt
#top 10 guys who get blackout drunk just for kicks#he has been arrested. several times.#for being a general nuisance#and probably public indecency at some point#he's so funny to me I'm sorry#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#jjba part 4#diamond is unbreakable#akira otoishi
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got gently kissed on the temple by some random drunk guy hashtag life is beautiful but go away
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lmao I should probably apologize to my mutuals/followers for the even more crazy amount of ace memes/awareness reblogs than usual but I had no idea we had an international day and I have never felt more seen in my fucking life so I must do my duty and spread the word even days later
mb besties I just love my sexuality and my fellow aspecs (platonically of course)
#ace#asexual#ace awareness#asexual awareness#asexual awareness day#asexual awareness week#asexuality#aspec#like sorry Iām probably being a bit of a nuisance but Iām also not sorry yk#it might also just be my crippling social anxiety making me think this LMFAO#Iām not even safe on the internet I still fear people
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#sorry for being a downer Iāll probably delete this later#i was really struggling last night and I feel so guilty cause I feel like Iām really annoying to everyone rn for some reason ā¦ā¦.#like I feel silly again. I feel silly for what I do and what I say and i feel like Iām irritating people a little#I feel really awful about it i feel like i should be ashamed idkā¦ā¦.#eughhh Iāll try to power through it but ough i just want to apologize cause I feel like Iām being w nuisanceā¦..#clenches teeth Iāll try to push it away and work on art but eeehuegegeeg#txt
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Intro Post
Hey what's up? I'm Sora! I'm an adult with AuDHD who's also Aroace and goes by They/It pronouns! This is a side-blog so don't expect a follow from this user, and I will not disclose my Main, either, so please don't look for it
After realising that there's an active vore community on here, I've decided to hop on aboard!! I've always been into vore, but was never in a community space, so I've always felt alone with it, but now we're here!
So, let's go over what we'll see/do here!
This is a SFW space!! There will be NO fatal/NSFW posting here as vore is a COMFORT and a way of ESCAPE for me, and as I am aspec I really do not want any sexualisation here. I am also more on the Prey side than the Pred side, so feel free to do with that as you will ^^
Permitted: ⢠Unwilling/Willing vore talk ⢠SFW non-fatal (aka digestion) talk (soft/safe vore) ⢠Fear/Scare tactics ⢠G/T & Same Size ⢠Interactive asks (go crazy with it)
Not Permitted: ⢠Digestion/Fatal Vore (Hard vore) ⢠NSFW ⢠Transphobia/Hate speech/Racism/Ableism etc.
And with that we're set!! This is my first time in the community and I hope to make some new pals and find my place here!!
#bloggin#v0re#soft vore#extreme cuddling#e a/t#safe vore#nonfatal vore#i'm sorry if the tags are wrong it's my first time#intro post#also hope i'm not being a nuisance haha
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anyways i have nothing funni 2 post aside from "today is my birth. i'm legally old enough to drink"
anyways toda
#mirage mutters incoherently#i know i'm already legally old enough to drink alcohol in other countries but it's funnier like this#i'm feeling silly#sorry 4 party rocking (and being a general nuisance) it will happen again
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#šŗ ooc#the feminine urge of being consumed by the idea ur being a nuisance to ur rp partners so you stop replying to some threads#like gir im sorry i took up your time rn iāll hold into this until you got time for me š©šš
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in the corner making eye contact with the baristas in the world's busiest cafe trying to telepathically tell them i'll order a drink once my friend gets here but she takes 57 minutes to respond on a good day and she had a "plant emergency" earlier so i have no idea when she'll get here even though we were supposed to meet here 16 minutes ago. in my docs.

#the one day i wear an Outfit and i'm stuck being a nuisance where everyone can see me -_-#also we're supposed to meet up to Work On Shit Together so now i'm in productivity limbo bc i can't get my laptop out w/o ordering anything#and i can't order anything bc idk if we're staying here or going somewhere else and she isn't!! texting me back!!#god i thought i'd gotten more over my socially anxious tendencies than this (i haven't eaten bc i thought we were eating here. when we were#supposed to get here 14 minutes ago)#sorry to you all but i love complaining so much#Especially about shit that doesn't matter š«¶#a post#edit : she texted me a minute after i posted this all i needed to do was complain about it š«¶#we still don't have a new location confirmed but we have a suggestion and that's almost good enough for me
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my head's just not being a fun place so i'm gonna lurk. feel free to hit me via dms or add me on dis.cord, mutuals. love yall
#[ out of thedas: ooc ]#[[ long deep sigh#[[ past week my head's just. not been a great place to be.#[[ i feel like i'm either not being present enough or i'm being a nuisance with everyone lmfao i'm sorry#[[ hopefully tomorrow is a better headspace.
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#I wish mobile showed you when people were mutuals#I hate when I like someoneās post and dm them and then my foolish self#realizes weāre not mutuals LMAO#NOO IM SO EMBARASSING if Iāve ever done this to anyone and you see this#IM SO SORRY LOL#ITS OK NO ONES OBLIGATED TO FOLLOW ME BACK#I cringe I hope to god Iāve never made anyone uncomfortable bc I forget to check my followers on the desktop#ćāØć āā ooc.#I need someone to tell me theyāve done the same shit so I feel less embarassed for being a nuisance LMAO
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I caught a really bad cold these past few days and Iād really appreciate if youād send me an ask, it can be about anything really, to help me keep my mind off it.
Thank you, please take care of yourselves too and I hope you have a lovely day and everyday after! š
#Ask#please feel free to ask#asks#*Itās really been a real nuisance and most likely caught it due to the weather where I live being chilly.*#*But I suppose thats what happens when you have chronic health issues with sickness on top of that.*#*Sorry for the rambling in the tags.*#*#*I may take a little nap; answer any asks once Iāve woken up.*
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