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GUUUYYUYSSSD !!!!!
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KIMONO MY HOUSE VINYL!!!!!!
Also funny story which is that when my brother took these to the cashier he said something like "oh... Sparks... they were here one year ago"
#YES THEM BEING THERE IS EXACTLY WHY I TOLD MY BROTHER TO GO THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE ('there' being tower records in japan)#but i find it so funny that the cashier actually remarked on that fact too#anyway. you need to know that i'm feeling so very AAAAHHHH right now. all of these are such a big deal to me#i didn't think i'd actually own KMH ON VINYL at any point#also utterly shocked about the guerilla toss CD. very exciting to have that one too#they're one of my fav bands and i implore everyone who likes unhinged and very experimental and cacophonic rock to check them out#this album (eraser stargazer) isn't the most accessible thing there is out there but i really love it#(i don't even know how to describe it properly. it's just really something to behold anyway)#the plushie is also a gift from my brother!! i'll gladly take any name suggestions for him#oh and also sparks debut album. first album that i own both on CD and vinyl as of today#it's not even that it's my fav sparks album or anything (i do really love it though and it's definitely somewhere in my top ten)#it's just that some albums feel more like they 'fit' with the vinyl format than CD in sound. to me at least#one other example of that besides this one being gratsax#ok i think that's all i have to say about this. one of the most epic hauls of my life that's for sure#OH WAIT one more thing. somewhat unfortunate actually#which is that my brother said he's pretty sure he saw a latte vinyl#but when he passed by that section again like 10 minutes later he already couldn't find it. oh latte.......#it's ok i'll have it one day. i'm really curious what went down there though. did someone really snag it in those 10 minutes???#and yes in case you're worried i did thank my brother profusely for getting me all this#and now i'm going to force him to listen to the TMBG vinyl with me so that he's PREPARED FOR THE CONCERT#that's in 3 months and that he's know about for a year and a half. ok i'm done now#goosepost
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Carla cutting off Betsy's pile-on in her defence without even looking up hit me harder than the car that clipped Swain
#swarla#carla connor#betsy swain#lisa swain#carla x lisa#carla: ok she kNoWs#because she knows Swain spends her life kicking off at herself before everyone else#And even if she's hurt she's still going to let it go#Because its LISA#Carla adopted betsy and claimed custody today#Pulled the castle drawbridge back up for herself leaving Swain in the moat#Lisa fell so hard she needs a personal EMT after this.#Idk which one is more masochistic#Carla for falling for a reckless grieving grumpy cat who does a great line in the art of pushing people away as well as she used to do#OR Swain for finally finding someone immune to her hall of mirrors defence systems. Like possibly a former purveyor of them for example#Cause old school Carla had Fort Knox Walls#She's just taken far more shit than Lisa at this point to actually be scared of it anymore#Carla 'once-more-into-the-breach' Connor everyone#Someone tell me to shut up#They just won't LEAVE ME#Call me when they get married
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an epitaph
#no salt but i get this question a lot because a lot of people naturally assume rekindled is my first comic project ??#y'all rekindled couldn't be made the way it is WITHOUT experience#please don't use me as an example of a wunderkind#i'm a 27 year old with a dowager's hump and hip problems because of how long i've been doing this#i get that people are saying this with good intentions because they want to see me “be more” than just an LO shitposter#but this is the end result not the first step LMAO#just hurts my soul a little bit because damn those 10 years really didn't amount to anything huh TT-TT#nah ok that's harsh i have readers on the time gate side who i'm very thankful for#and those 10 years were necessary to get me to the point i'm at today where i could create rekindled for you all <3#so trying to be grateful not upset LOL#always the alt never the main#lo critical#antiloreolympus#anti lore olympus#lore rekindled#lore rekindled comic#original work#time gate#project reaper#projectreapercomics
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having very deep philosophical thoughts about this stupid cucumber mayo toast
#i think it ruined my life#so#basically#i hatr mayo right like HATE with a fiery passion#and they had this baguette slices what ever with cucumber and a sauce that i thought was butter and herbs etc#and i liked it it very good#but i overheard the host saying it was mayo and cream cheese#appetite: not quite ruined but confused#cause if i liked it why should leaning the ingredients be a big deal? i hate mayo but this was ok#and then i related it to people#like being queer for an example#like if you already love someone why would leaning their gay or trans change your feelings#like theyre the same person but knkw you know something new even if its something you dknt personally like yk#i ended ul not eating the cucumber mayo bread#did i just commit mayo homophobia#that’s enough thinking for today#vio yaps#(unfortunately but you read it so thats you’re fault)
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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everyday i wake up and have to start a new boss challenge called dealing with my mother
#not a single speck of consideration for whether or not i'm busy or tired or sleeping#she doesn't even TRY. the text is too small? ok i'll make it bigger. but wait now she's lazy to read. doesn't even want to try to understan#we had this whole thing yesterday where she was raising her voice at me bc she didn't get that#basically free shipping if products r over $500. our Total (incl. delivery) was $488 and she wanted to add on but i told her no... delivery#is $70. and she wasnt getting me so she was raising her voice like holy shittt not everything has to result in you yelling!!!!#you wake me up when i'm sleeping just to help you. you disturb me when i'm studying omggg girl please....#i remember her [ why does it say– what transaction? i didn't make any transaction ] the text was literally-#[ no current transaction history ] smth like that like MOTHER???????????? and i think she's been telling my sister i'm complaining abt it#should i die. 1 like i'll do it#power outage started so i'm going to stay in my room and nap until lunch fml#but i have to go out and help my mom with an app thing first bc ofc#she admits shes just not bothered to READ. when it comes to emails or ordering food or anything like ohvm mymgodog#and shes so short tempered fuckkk ?!?#AH. EDIT BC I REMEMBERED. when she got an email today.. her application was rejected#for smth smth. anyways it told her she could login to the website using her birth info. (e.g 1870....) and she was like#u typed something wrong bc why does it say 1870... LIKE MOTHER ITS AN EXAMPELREFKWKSABHAHHHHH#THE EXAMPLE DIDNT EVEN HAVE HER NAME?!?£#💭#cw rant#negative
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I'm on a 100 Gecs appreciation run and i need people to look at some of these lyrics bc they are SO GOOD
"I wanna feel like beautiful starlight / I wanna cry like rain is coming down / I wanna feel like anything again" - starlight
"I was trying to find a way to kill time / I didn't even get to tell you goodbye / I was trying to find a way to kill time / Now you're gone and I can't / Ever say goodbye" - hand crushed by a mallet
"Giving my heart for you to take / We could go and drive / And leave this place" - XXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx
Like!!!! I know some ppl don't like how their music sounds but the actual songs are so good!!!!!
#ok so the first one is just by Laura Les and not both of them#but im obsessed with that song so it goes on the list anyways#/srs i have listened to starlight so many times today#it's surprisingly touching for a song with only 13 different words in it#also i have so many more lyric examples#i took most of them out of the post#bc i dont think anyone actually wants to see several paragraphs of hand selected 100 gecs lyrics lmao#100 gecs#laura les#dylan brady#starlight laura les#starlight#laura les starlight#hand crushed by a mallet#XXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx#1000 gecs#i didnt even get into 10000 gecs lol#not wtnv
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just another day wasting away in margaritaville trying to figure out how the actual fuck the Grand Army of the Republic is organized. send assistance i am shaking sobbing crying in a corner
#no like. does anybody understand it please help me#i get how it’s divided#i even made an entire flow chart#but it’s the numbering i’m confused with cause none of it makes any fucking SENSE#and i don’t know know if i just don’t know how military battalions are numbered but this makes less than 0 sense even if i did know#because like. ok so for example: the 327th star corps is in the 2nd systems army. but how is that possible? why are they called the 327th?#because there are 10 systems armies; each with 2 sector armies; each with 4 corps#and if i know math (which i occasionally do) that means there are 80 corps in the entire GAR (4 for each of the 20 sector armies)#so then HOW#is there a corps in the 300s#and that’s not even the worst example#okay so we all know the 212th? our most beloved attack battalion of gold babes?#they’re in the 3rd systems army which means they should have the 5th and 6th sector armies (1st system army has 1+2 2nd systems has 3+4 etc#but then they have the 7th sky corps. and if there are 8 corps per systems army and they’re in the THIRD systems army#how do they have the 7th corps? and how are they only the 212th battalion? cause there’s 512 battalions in the first systems army ALONE!#so either it’s straight up wrong and their battalion number should be more like 1212 (in the thousands!)#or each sector/sustems army has their own numbering of battalionsthat goes from 1-512; and same for their corps?#so it would be like ‘we’re the 404th battalion of the 6th corps of the 4th systems army’?#but then that still contradicts the existence of actual corps like the 91st mobile recon corps and the 41st elite corps!#so are there two different systems of numbering it? do corps and legions and battalions all number and name their divisions differently?#i wrote so much i ran out of tags but serious am i just dumb or am i right and none of this makes sense#i spent literally 2 hours getting distracted by this conundrum today#after spending 4 hours last night understanding how the army is divided cause i was curious about what the numbering meant#LITTLE DID I KNOW I MEANT NEXT TO FUCKING NOTHING#this is what happens when i get bored smh#if anybody understands military structure and im legit just missing something PLEASE tell me i am so curious#star wars#the clone wars#andis thought geyser
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when you get in a crazy screaming match with some rabid misogynistic freak who was harassing women on the subway and who responds by insulting your physical appearance and telling you to kill yourself but then exits the train at the next station
#btw to any young person following getting in screaming match with unstable people on the subway is not like...a great plan tbh#i'm not a goog example tbh and i never claimed to be one so yeah#but yeah dude was screaming obscenities at everyone but nobody in particular at the same time (if that makes sense) and i was like whatever#but then we got on the train itself and my man decided to start shouting all sort of racist and misogynistic insults to 2 elderly asian wom#and i was just like...yeah no we're not doing that today#i did tried to keep things civil for a minute by first asking the ladies themselves if they were ok (they were)#and by being all like come on dude you need to stop#then he started insulting me and i was like i mean if that's what you want that's all good by me#after like 30 seconds he was all out of insults and just telling me to kill myself again and again that was a really boring shouting match#i did informed him that not only i wasn't gonna kill myself but i was going to outlive him and go piss on his grave#shame that i don't have his name because that's the kind of thing i would actually do tbh#anyway the 'i won' part is mostly me joking#this dude clearly just took the next subway and kept insulting people#but oh well at least he had to leave those two ladies alone and that's what i was really trying to accomplish so i did won lol
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Should it be tagged as unreality if a statement is true but only in an unspecified calendar and not in the Gregorian calendar?
For example: reblogging a post that's for a specific day of the month on a day that is that day of the month in the user's preferred calendar, but not in the Gregorian calendar, thus giving the appearance to the unknowing that it is a date that it isn't
#sfw#personal#ok to reblog#accessibility#unfortunately half my sense of humor is entirely true but thoroughly misleading statements and I don't want to ruin it with explanation#but I also absolutely don't want to put anyone's mental health at risk for a joke so like this is a recurring dilemma for me#but “today is the 7th” is not untrue in the Jewish calendar for example so I don't know if it should go in that tag? or some other tag?#please educate me on how to make my jokes safe
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#welcome to another installment of: angel spits out all his thoughts about autism cause if he keeps them inside his head will explode#in today's episode: is it possible that my ''panic attacks'' have been autistic meltdowns all this time?#then answer is maybe!#ok so i was watching this youtube video from channel I'm autisticn now what? (check it out it's great!)#and meg was talking about the different types of autistic meltdowns and how they might manifest#and then in the comments people were discussing autistic meltdowns vs panic attacks and how cofused they used to be about them#and that got me thinking... there's a big thing that needs to happen during a panic attack for it to be a panic attack#and that is anxious thoughts... many people talk about fear of death during panic attacks#and that was never my experience. I don't feel like I'm going to die when I have these ''attacks''#they feel painful and like i'm completely out of control but my head is quite clear in that regard#i always thought it was because i don't think dying is like The Worst thing that could happen to me so maybe that was why#and it never ocurred to me that it could be an autistic meltdown because i always saw those as ''little boy hits his head against the wall'#(horrible i know) but it's more than that! (plus i sadly started self harming when the ''attack'' is too bad so not i fit that idea lol)#it's the uncontrollable crying. the throwing anything you have at hand across the room. the not being able to utter words#(other than ''no'' in my case) it's the complete lack of control#and that fits so much more to what i experience! i even related to meg's personal anecdote about a meltdown she had as a child#being separated from my mom made me go into full panic modes as a kid and that was seen as a tantrum but it was more than that to me!#and as an added bonus the only therapist i've ever seen in my life used to call my panic attacks ''pseudo-panic attacks''#because even she felt it didn't quite fit in the description (not that she was a good therapist so i can't put her as an example lol)#but anyways... yeah every day that goes by i'm more and more convinced I am autistic and it scares me to fucking death#because of the way my mom reacted when i first raised the question. so yeah this is for nothing lol nothing will change in my life#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#angel talks#personal
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will say it is SO challenging to capture liams voice. when i was rewatching it on my bday w my friend i was STILL noticing things . character dialogue is so complex and i NEED to perfect it or ill collapse into the ground
#like i noticed that like. his 'optimism' is USUALLY rephrased pessimism almost?#most notablel example being when amelia asks if hes ok wearing the cast and he says 'its fine ill get used to it'#which like. i think ppl overplay him not verbalizing his emotions#which i think he TECHNICALLY does but not in the way people depict it?#hes not trying to Spare people the Concern#it comes across more like. frustration that hes TRYING to be optimistic about .but its poorly executed#as the series goes on it only gets more complex#also when hes talking to bryce in ep 6 he talks slower than usual? which i Tried to capture in that earlier aart from today#he also kinda does it in ep 10? but i think he gets indignant enough that it like. the frustration overpowers any despair#and he ends up talking FASTER actually.#also i will say that liam talks like. surprisingly Detailed ? but still concise#always think about his decription of the waiting room#and also him saying that bryce being 'complicit ticks [him] off'#its such a Specific way to describe it ?? if that makes sense??#like he REALLY often phrases things Well and it comes across kinda odd#but also. thatperson has said hed name a cat 'smth practical. like fluffy'#which i mention a LOT but look. i think it so well captures the way he Goes About Things#so even when hes frustrated he STILL details things like. practically#anyway yea . yea.#a few years back i saw someone make like. a character writing guide for another series i like#and sometimes i think itd be SO fun to make smth like that for liam. maybe even other one characters
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tried to take a day off from writing. still woke up at 5am. let’s write then 😈🔥
#sneaky niki#lamb loose liveblogging#I wanted to take a day off.. but my brain is now accustomed to wake up at 5 I guess??#that’s so not fetch of me#topic of the day is:#I’m pissed bc I had to make a sensible decision and move a plot point a few chapters down the line#which is not fun#but feels more organic#judging by the way I’m keeping steady on this fic I think it will reach 300k#that’s a rough estimate#maybe 280k if I’m being generous instead of acting like a sadistic prick#but that’s just a theory#HDS is making it extremely hard for me to keep a steady pacing too#for example. recently he’s been giving me headache after headache about his growing sense of paranoia#he knows he isn’t sleeping enough#he knows he’s stressed af#the only reason why he has to trust one or two people in his life is bc he will turn absolutely insane if he doesn’t#and this is not me shaming#I remember how I was at my most paranoid during a prolonged episode#trust me. that ain’t fun#but he’s starting to hear things. that’s concerning. that’s suspicious. he needs help#but as usual. he refuses to acknowledge his limitations#also. attic-wifing your nemesis maybe isn’t a safe starting point to discuss with a trained professional during therapy#do criminals go to therapy?#I mean. not convicted ones. I do believe it’s part of their reintegration program. good for them#but like.. sneaky criminals? big fish evading taxes? one inconspicuous attorney holding his amnesiac crush hostage?#idk mate this is fiction#you have fun today ok?#go hug someone. or a pet. or a tree.#:D
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I love rewriting. I love it love it love it (even though i sometimes avoid it) because nothing's more satisfying than turning something that's just not quite right, something that just doesn't quite work for you, into something you LOVE
#kayla rambles#writing thingsss#the intro to the fic i'm currently working on has been bugging me for like 2 weeks and today something finally CLICKED#i realized i had too much narrative distance so i changed my approach#and it's so different now but it's great i love it and i love this feeling kajbfksjbfd#this is why first drafts don't do it for me LOL (even though this is sort of a first draft since i haven't finished the rest of the fic yet#sometimes i need to edit just the beginning of something before i can move on to write the rest#because even though i know first drafts don't have to be perfect i also need to be comfy with the beginning because it SETS THE TONE#i think it's about the vibes LOL#lately beginnings are the parts of fics i spend the most time on. and i'm ok with that!#i have a channel on my personal discord server where i keep before and after examples#of parts i've changed a lot between the original attempt and the final product#and it's just so satisfying to see!
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today i ended up telling my tandem partner half of the plot of bad buddy oops
#ok half of the plot is exaggerated#but i did tell him about some of the main plot points of eps 4-6#and i talked about the rooftop scene fkfjdjdj#airenyah plappert#thailernabenteuer#bbs#adrm#anyway i ended up talking about this bc i've been collecting eng translation examples that i can use for my thesis#and so last week i already showed him two moments from ep2 and had him go through those with me#and today i had a question about that ep6 moment where pa's like#''or pran.... feels the same way'' (or whatever the eng subs say for this)#so yeah i ended up telling him some context for that line lmaooo fjjfjf#i went through many different series and many different scenes with him today and last week#and so far he hasn't come across as judgmental about the things that i've shown him#which is a big relief tbh#it makes me more comfortable to show him some cringe stuff as well and ask language questions about it#if need may be in the future#also turns out he has met my thai teacher jdjdjdjdj#i guess even austria's bigger cities really aren't that big after all
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today i typed someone as ESFJ and...
... i can't stop thinking about how much i love ESFJs
#i love you ESFJs who are healthy and kind and have the same values as me#the way you use your functions (when healthy) are just amazing to me#actually all types when healthy are so special in my view but today i'm only talking about ESFJ#this guy i typed is really amazing and kind and he really has the best intentions always#the way he uses Si to help Fe#the way he uses Ne to help Fe!!! his sense of humor is very Ne and it's so adorable#Fe doms i love you but specially ESFJs bc i use Si as well so i relate more to you than to ENFJs#actually i love everyone tbh but for different reasons#Ti doms i love you#Fi doms i love you#Te doms i love you#Ne doms i love you#Si doms i love you#Se doms i love you#Ni doms i love you#i love all the types so much#ok enough love given time to stop#this guy is really so special and needed in this world and i'm so proud of him for remaining stron and i'm so glad he exists#i would date him if it was possible lmao#no really he is a great example of a mature and healthy ESFJ#i would totally use him as an example of the type#can you guess my dom function by the way i talk about him? 😂 bc i think i look so obvious in this post
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