#(not really?? but it's my photography so i'll add it here lol)

[cinematicnomad]

i personally love kwanzan cherry blossoms 🌸🌸

[lonewolflupe]

I thought it would be fun to write a little bit about myself, so come over and get to know me! (As far as I know myself because I didn't come with a manual so I'm still figuring myself out..) If you have any more questions, feel absolutely free to ask them!

Expect a karkload of ramblings below the cut, this turned out so much longer than I intended I am so sorry, no one is probably going to read this but I'm just leaving this here anyway because I don't really have people to share my ramblings with

PERSONAL

My name's Julie (she/her)

Lupe is actually my OCs name, but I adopted it as a nickname here on Tumblr when I first started posting and I kinda stuck with it

Quickly approaching my 30s help

I'm from the Netherlands 🇳🇱 so my first language is Dutch

That obviously means English isn't my first language, so please excuse any errors in my writing

I am Dutch, therefore I love cheese 🧀 (like Gouda, NOT cheddar)

I am an archaeologist! I've been a history nerd all my life

I work in a museum (obviously one with a history collection)

My #1 all-time favourite animals are wolves

In RL, I am super introverted and people scare the kark out of me

I never got any diagnosises, but I'm pretty sure I'm neurodivergent

I prefer the internet over meeting people IRL, because I feel way more comfortable to be myself and ramble about the things I love online than IRL

I tend to switch between my several hyperfixations from time to time, but I really hope to stick around the Star Wars fandom for a long time <3

HOBBIES

Star Wars obviously ahahahaha what are you doing here otherwise?

Drawing, writing, photography, gaming, history, nature, collecting, listening to music

Drawing: has always been one of my favourite pastime activities. I used to draw wolves almost non-stop, until life happened I guess? I only recently picked up drawing again. Drawing humans is a struggle, but it's so much fun practicing with clones <3

Drawing: I'm currently drawing with my ergonomically irresponsible mouse in Photoshop CS6 (I've been using the same software for over 10 years now and I am too afraid to switch to something newer)

Writing: I used to write stories about wolves (shocker) but same as with drawing, life happened. Until I recently picked up writing again! I started writing fanfiction for the first time when I started posting on Tumblr around June 2024

Writing: publishing a book has been on my bucketlist for a long time but I'm not sure that's ever going to happen, so let's keep it with fanfiction for now (which I am REALLY enjoying)

Gaming: I prefer gaming on my PlayStation 3 and 4, but I occasionally play PC and Nintendo Switch games. I mostly play single-player games. Assassin's Creed got me into gaming and is still my favourite series. I also really enjoy The Witcher III, Red Dead Redemption I + II, LA Noire and Far Cry Primal. And others, obviously

Gaming: I play Pokémon GO! If you're a player as well, shoot me your friend code and I'll add you (:

Music: I'm a metalhead; metal is my favourite genre! But I also like (hard) rock and (folk) punk. My favourite metal subgenres are power metal and folk metal. But I can listen to movie/game soundtracks for weeks as well!

Music: Rammstein got me into the heavier stuff and is still an all-time favourite. I was a die-hard Volbeat fan for years, but I haven't felt drawn to their latest releases. My current favourite band is definitely Powerwolf (more wolves lol)! Other favourites are (among many others) Sabaton, Amon Amarth, Slipknot, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, The Real McKenzies, Heilung, Wardruna, Eluveitie, and some amazing older stuff like Alice Cooper, Pink Floyd and E.L.O.

STAR WARS

This is where the fun begins

I've been a Star Wars fan for as long as I can remember

My brother and me used to watch the OT and Ep I on VHS when we were kids and were lucky enough to see Ep II and III in cinemas

I missed watching EP I in cinemas this May (due to its 25th anniversary) because I was moving homes during that time and I am still crying about that, see you in 5 years I guess

What I like about the Prequels: everything? Obviously the clones ahahaha. But kinda everything. The setting, the plot, the characters, the tragedy. I know there's a lot of hate on the writing, but I grew up with them and I think they're awesome. Definitely not perfect, but (and please don't hate me) I would choose the Prequels over the OT anytime. Also the meme material coming from this?? Legendary.

What I like about the OT: the story and the characters! It felt less complicated back then, more about good and evil (there's a lot of grey area now, which is obviously more realistic; but as a kid growing up with the movies, good vs evil was less complicated)

What I like about the Sequels: BB-8, porgs, and the Somehow Palpatine Returns-meme, that's it. Maybe Poe Dameron, but that's probably because it's Oscar Isaac.

I also VERY MUCH like Rogue One; what a wonderful and sad story. I won't shut up about how much I love how this story blends into Ep IV/the OT; I think this was so well done, I- aaaaaaah I love it

What I like about the animated shows: CLONES. Clonesclonesclones. And Ahsoka. And a lot more, but at this time, the clone brainrot is real. I actually really like how some things are further explained in the animated shows (I think they're a real addition to the movies/story). And the angst and the tragedy, ugh my heart. Also the animation style of course! And clones, did I mention the clones?

Favourite characters (non-clones): Ahsoka Tano, Darth Vader, Obi-Wan Kenobi (prequel era), Plo Koon, Aayla Secura, probably Darth Maul too, Jyn Erso

Favourite clones: Hunter (he started it), Fives (I cannot put into words how much I love and feel for this man I just need to wrap my arms around him and tell him it's alright and that he and the clones deserve so much better and that I'm there to listen to him and it's going to be okay I'm going to make all his problems go away and also some adult stuff I'm not going to write here), Echo (my beloved), Wolffe (awooooooo), Cody (good man that Cody), Rex (obviously), Fox (you matter but please stop drinking caf and get some sleep), Vaughn (my love, my heart, my soul; I would die for you) (> I get obsessed over a different clone pretty often but it's safe to say I love all clones)

Favourite droids: R2-D2, Chopper, BB-8, Gonky, K-2SO, (also BD-1 is super cute), the droids helping out Ahsoka during Shattered/Victory and Death (R7-A7, CH-33P, RG-G1), mouse droids, (I haven't played Outlaws yet but I have normal feelings about ND-5)

Favourite animals: loth wolf (duh), tooka, massiff, varactyl, acklay

I used to collect Star Wars LEGO and Hasbro and I would love to put those on a shelf/into a cabinet one day

I would love to go to some sort of fan con one day but I'm afraid I won't survive all the stimuli/amount of people there

I did visit the Star Wars Exhibition in Brussels somewhere in the late 2000s/early 2010s; it was kriffing majestic

I used to play Star Wars Battlefront II (2005) with my brother all the time. We played it so much the disc got damaged by the PlayStation 2 itself and obviously we bought it again to keep playing

I played Jedi: Fallen Order (2019) and it was awesome! I really need to replay it so I can play Jedi: Survivor (2023) afterwards (haven't played it yet, I need to get myself a PlayStation 5 first, RIP)

Since we're talking about PlayStation 5, I'm dying to play Outlaws (2024) help (I need to know what is happening between Kay and ND-5??)

I really want to play Republic Commando (2005) (I even have a PS4 copy laying around) but haven't found the time yet

LASTLY

So one of my other hyperfixations is Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron (2002), the 2D-animated movie by DreamWorks. (I know, I'm super weird; I'm a metalhead switching between Star Wars and an animated movie about horses (and some other hyperfixations but let's not go there).) I even created a fansite, if anyone's interested (which has still lots of WIP-pages I'm sorry I'm into Star Wars at the moment)

Alright that was a lot of super random information no one asked about. If you've come this far, holy kark my utmost respect to you, please leave a comment so I can send over some cookies because you kriffing deserved them?? I might consider writing a ficlet for you.

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[hibernatinglikeabear]

Day One (01) of thought dumping.

Today, just every other weekend that I have, I spent all day rotting in bed- doom scrolling. However, I always go back to watching videos on YouTube on how to earn money via side hustles. Why though? "Cause money is great!" /insert that Wired Emily Rudd clip.

Anyways, no, but an actual good quote that I heard today regarding money is that "Money buys you freedom", and that's so accurate. I want the freedom that money gives you.

Watching those 'how to earn six-figures via internet' videos, they always start with these questions "what are your skills, do you have hobbies, interests? why not start monetizing those."

However, that circles back to needing money. You want to learn and upskill? You probably have to pay for courses. You want hobbies? Yeah that also needs money... these are what I kept saying, when I compare myself to other people that I see on social media, "Because I do not have the money to invest in myself and upskill, I'm not interesting enough, I'm not artistic enough and I'm not smart enough. Which also means I have nothing to monetize in order to find my own side hustle niche."

What an excuse. Clearly, those are just excuses that I tell myself in order to get away from actually starting. There are ways around upskilling and making your life more interesting using basic internet connection.

All I have to do is start, but why is that so difficult.

But this is why this is here!

WHAT IS THIS BLOG ALL ABOUT

Well, I call it the "Adding Character Depth Project".

Correct, character depth, I believe that my life is not interesting like others who have the money to spend outside, my personality is also not that unique and I don't think I have any out of this world talent, magic, strength or brains. In short, if I am a character in a novel, my life story and personality doesn't have that flare that makes them really interesting. The maximum role I'll get is that one liner character.

But if character building and character development exist in novels, why can't it be done in real life??? There's no way this is it. The other side of myself can't believe this is my maximum potential, I'm not satisfied with this version of myself. There has to be more.

So how can I add character depth to myself? Since this is not research based, let's start with what I find interesting that other people do or the people that I aspire to be do:

Journaling. This is what this tumblr is all about. Thought dump and progress dump. (With my personality of referencing what other people do, I wanted to make an official website for a blog but that's too time consuming and I'll end up stopping before I even started writing. So good old tumblr it is.)

Reading. I like reading actually but need to diversify. But for the past years I got hooked on fluffy romantic mlm and wlw books and I haven't able to explore beyond that genre anymore. I would like to read books that would make me think, that would intrigue me, that would make me feel like life is really interesting.

Pursuing art at 20s. I saw videos like PewDiePie where he started documenting his art journey by drawing everyday for 100 days(?) and it looks promising. As much as possible what I actually find interesting in drawing is world building, I want to draw the world or scenery that is usually being describe in the books that I've read. I don't really know how to start that one though.

Films. The people that I find to have interesting takes on life and unique personalities are usually people who dabble on films and photography. I want to start on expanding my knowledge and "uniqueness" (lol) by watching more films with good writing, good plot, good acting, good music and not my comfort variety shows.

Actually upskilling. The internet have so much to offer I'm pretty sure I can upskill on YouTube and find ways to earn money with that. Though this is quite a goal on it's own.

I'm pretty sure there are more to add but my brain can't think of any. Anyways, there are more details to add in every single one of these projects or hobbies, but I think it's better to discuss them separately.

[blaurascon]

Took me way longer than I planned to put this together because I kept tweaking stuff but! please enjoy Hrravak, my tav that's absolutely taken over my head for weeks now

Cheers to @arcandoria for the base this was super fun to fill out!!

More about Hrravak & image credits below the cut

Hrravak started out as an adaptation of my Elder Scrolls character Harrava but she took on an entire life of her own and it's been a blast! I haven't put this much thought and effort into a character for going on 20 years - I've got an obsidian thing going for her and everything to keep her lore tidy. I'm more of a technical writer than a fiction/prose writer (her obsidian page is formatted like a wiki because that's what I'm most comfortable with) but I might give fiction a shot sometime - write proper fics about her history. Doing all this with her has given me a joy I haven't known in a very long time and I'm so thankful.

A brief history, up to the start of the game:

Hrravak was orphaned at a very young age by a plague. She was rescued by Priests of Ilmater from Baldur's Gate, who tended to her while she was critically ill. Once she was more stable, she was adopted by the retired adventurer, abjuration wizard, and apothecary Orn, a tiefling (who I have to write more about sometime).

At this point, Hrravak was a preteen who'd lost everything she'd known up to that point, got taken to a strange place by strange people she'd never seen the likes of before who speak strange languages she had never heard prior. She was, understandably, not very happy about the situation. Add onto that her budding Sorcerer power, and Orn had his hands full.

I don't have many specifics between this point and the beginning of the game, but the gist of it is Orn trying to find acceptable, healthy outlets for Hrravak's pain and growing power. He helped teach her to fight with words instead of fists (or fireballs), hence her skills with deception and persuasion.

After the abduction and subsequent tadpoling, Hrravak is terrified of course, but also embracing being away from Orn for once - she can finally stretch her legs and figure out on her own what she's capable of. The powers the tadpole offers are also very tempting...

I don't want to make this post 438 miles long though so I'll end her history here, if you want to know more I think my asks are open, I am happy to talk about my blorbo lol

The sheet is reflective of her stats where I currently am in the game, mid Act 1. I've gotten further with her before, but my save file absoluely thrashed itself *somehow* so this is a re-start lol. I fiddled with her stats a bit this time - she was default 8 str before, but I shimmied some points around to give her 10 - she'd have had to work hard to get to the equivalent of 10 given the side effects of recovering from plague, but it fits her better than 8, I think.

I really dig the idea of Dragonsoul Heirs (from 4e I think?) so I'm pulling some of those concepts for her, mostly that as she develops her draconic powers, she changes - hence her silvering scales, those developed over time, and after a molt, her scales are entirely black until the top layer is worn down.

Her alignment being Chaotic Neutral (Good) draws on the idea of Alignment Tendencies - specifically the "not quite neutral" flavor; she is Chaotic Neutral but has a tendency to favor Good actions.

My brain's starting to fizz out so I think this is a good end point for this long heckin post ahhah

Anyway, image credits:

https://unsplash.com/photos/brown-wooden-rack-with-brown-and-black-feather-J2_nIEkIpRM

https://unsplash.com/photos/closeup-photography-of-glass-ball--i4C0vCugS8

https://unsplash.com/photos/clear-glass-bottles-in-brown-wooden-box-oduOp0RlPf8

https://unsplash.com/photos/gray-floral-metal-jewelry-box-A9sGR4Fo72k

https://unsplash.com/photos/white-and-black-leaf-plant-mHwdBObbgXs

https://unsplash.com/photos/clear-wine-glass-and-glass-bottle-8lC8lOyF2Ws

[v1tu4l-l0v3r]

𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙓𝘿 !!

𝗚𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗹 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼 𝗮𝗯𝘁 𝗺𝗲𝗵!! 🫶🏼

✿ My name is gumi or mimi <not my name irl, only an online name that can also be my nickname>

✿ I'm 19 yrs old

✿ any pronouns

✿ single lil bean

✿ bisexual/nerodivergent girly

𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗻' 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀 🤪

𖤐 my likes: darwin/domo/paul frank/hello kitty & friends, video games, music, dancing, photography, dressing up, furries/kigurumi, singing, makeup, browsing youtube/tiktok, cartoons like tawog, graphic novels, monster energy, etc.

✮ my dislikes: haters, homophobes, transphobes, racism, drama, bullying, Asian hate, sexism, and people that destroy the planet we live on

𝗺𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘀 👌🏼

☯ Scene/Alt-Emo/Pop-Punk/Chill music

☯ Semi-Preppy/Alt/Scene/Edgy fashion

☯ Twenty One Pilots, Melanie Martinez, Owl City, Panic at The Disco, Johnnie Guilbert, Jake Webber, and Daft Punk Stan <there's a few more alt people I like but this is to name a few>

☯ 2000s-2010s nostalgia

☯ Dolls <I mostly like Monster High, bratz, and a little bit of American girl>

☯ tawog, old spongebob, the simpsons, adventure time, bojack horseman, Scott pilgrim, and robot chicken

☯ dancing

-these are a few of my interests, but I have a little more lol 😆-

𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙤𝙬! 😜

I'm not really wanting to add anything like dni or whatnot because I just can't handle hateful people sometimes, so if ur one of those foolz, ur now blocked off from my page. only friendly n' cool beans may enter my space XD

✭if you have any further questions to ask me, fill free to comment here, and I'll try to reply whenever I can✭

𝙡𝙪𝙫 𝙮𝙖 xx !! - 𝙢𝙞𝙢𝙞 💙💕

[ca-suffit]

anon from this ask: https://www.tumblr.com/ca-suffit/757613676896337920/im-sorry-your-takes-are-generally-pretty-great-and?source=share

first thanks for hearing me out and your thoughtful response. had to think about it a bit and analyze some of my own biases. i think i have a certain amount of trust in the show around what I expect they're going to do with lestat in terms of examining the privilege he has (a white abuser in the spotlight telling his story would be a great topic to unpack, especially via daniel), but i know that's fully based on nothing! it would just be such a waste if they didn't. so I am putting more expectations on an objectively minor glimpse of information so I'll pare that back in my reply.

the one thing i wanted to clarify and emphasize was the 'groundbreaking'-ness of whatever lestat is doing here. i am not really arguing that he appears to be doing something cutting edge or never been done before, and i don't think he needs to be. (practically speaking, we're talking about art within an art aka a tv show, the art of a fictional character, there are limits.) given the large list of influences, they appear to be leaning into recognizable fashion and sound, but just because it's pastiche doesn't make it, like, uninteresting as a queer performance. on a more meta level, it's really fucking cool to see them leaning into glam rock and queer influences after the heterosexualization of Queen of the Damned, and letting a lead queer character be trashy and messy and also polarizing - not everyone is going to LIKE his music.

and yes it will speak to the individual. not every queer person will find this interesting. i guess what i wanted to defend was the elements of queer fandom who feel seen or moved by what they've decided to do here and i hate to see that get dismissed as memes alone or like no real queer person would find this good/worthy, as some of the other asks have implied, or that it's ONLY a symptom of white fandom. but i get that your blog in particular makes a space for fandom critique and there certainly is a lot of critique, and a lot of uncritical ~slay queen~ type response. i wanted to offer an alternative perspective, i guess. (and when I think of lestat making himself into a "queer icon", i personally don't mean a champion of activism or a beacon of positive representation. he's a horror character at the same time and has done terrible things. this is why I like the show, though.)

lastly, your point about the other characters and their art connections: absolutely!!! the fact that EVERY character here has an art connection for me makes this tv show a queer text in general. I want to add these art connections are complicated. lestat is as much a monster about music as it gives him humanity. louis's struggle with photography feels like a coda about his former struggles about his homosexuality. claudia giving up on her passion for the stage through armand's abuse is heartbreaking.

emphasizing lestat as the only artist would be a mistake. I think what sets him apart for me is that his art and also his queerness vs, say, louis and his art and queerness, is more of a divide between public vs private. louis did make an attempt to enter a public space and was shut down/discouraged. lestat reaching an in-fiction iconic status is a matter of privilege (as well as his personality, lol). i don't really have an argument here, just responding and hopefully adding to the discourse.

hi and thank u for coming back!!

despite what some ppl want my reputation to be, I do actually like talking about things and giving space for multiple perspectives. it helps nothing to take sides and be at war with each other all the time. a lot of why this fandom has gotten worse is bcuz ppl are doing exactly that. u can like whatever u like, but understanding the criticisms of the thing are crucial too. a big issue surrounding lestat is that ppl aren't used to his whiteness (or whiteness in general) being commented on. white fans, especially, will find it rly jarring to be perceived that way and take it rly personally. there's so many ppl here who think I'm calling them racist just bcuz I'm talking about lestat and prbly his white ignorance or smthing. they apply it to themselves and feel like a bad person for liking him. then they shut down and block me, even if our conversation was calm. white fragility is a hard thing to overcome.

there's not much u can do to avoid maybe being clumped in with white fandom if u like lestat, but it's not like the reality is that those are the *only* ppl who like him. that lie they perpetuate that everyone else is a lestat hater, loumand shipper or whatver is bullshit. they're overly simplifying a deeper issue bcuz they're racist, manipulative, and stupid. plenty of ppl like lestat and aren't part of that group. but u are gonna have to get used to being judged for liking him in some ways bcuz this fandom *has* made association with him a red flag. it doesn't mean *everyone* is gonna be hostile to u about it tho, but it does mean ur gonna have to change expectations and be a lot more open to hearing criticisms of it all. ppl aren't rly dismissing him outright or saying ur bad for liking him, it's just a fatigue surrounding his character and the fierce protection of whiteness this fandom has built around him (alongside anne's racist history and favoring of him too already). I mean, it seems like ur already aware of this, but just to put it into words too. lestat has always been an interesting, fucked up character and ppl should feel free to identity and explore whatever with him just like any other character.

tbh a lot of his point has been to be a little stupid and cringe anyway. idk how ppl read his narration and take it srsly and believe he's actually hot shit. he should be a disaster idiot rockstar with an ego that doesn't match his actual presentation. I'm hoping they might explore a lot with that. he's having a mental breakdown in every book but doesn't seem aware that he is, so what better way to explore that than with the white rockstar angle. that's p much all of them anyway lol and if ur queer (and a vampire having a neverending existential crisis) then even more so prbly.

[7ndipity]

Shipping game, woohoo

Introvert, depression, audhd and ocd 🥲

Huge hopeless romantic.

I love taking care of people but I also love being taken care of (Lord please send me someone I am desperate, I am practically on my knees...)

I'm 5'2 42kg I work out but I don't really look muscular 😔. I have a hush cut and my hair is black at the minute but I do bleach and dye it red from time to time when I'm bored of my hair.

My fashion style is a casual grunge sort of style I would say but I love so many other styles like gothic lolita, gyaru, futuristic, etc.

I'm a more reserved quiet person and don't like going out often because I get over stimulated when around tons of people and loud spaces. Though, I'll still go out to parties and go clubbing every once in a while.

I go to college and I'm majoring in interior desgin (Though I should honestly do psychology because I'm a very good therapist 🙏). I do have a job at a chuck e cheese lol... but I also earn money through art commissions.

Okay I don't really know what else to add so here are somethings I like lol: psychological horror, true crime, cats, baking and cooking, music, photography.

Annnd yeah that's all! Also, I love your writing so much. Everyday after work I just like relaxing and reading something, so thank you 🫶🏼

I would ship you with Yoongi, Hobi, and a little bit with Jin! They all definitely have acts of service as part of their love languages, so taking care of each other is a given in a relationship with them.

Yoongi also has ocd, Jin and Hobi are both quite sensitive to loud sounds and crowds, so I think they’d be very understanding of those aspects of your life.

I think Yoongi would love that you’re studying interior design, as that’s a subject he also has an interest in.

Jin and Hobi are also hopeless romantics, so they wouldn’t be able to resist spoiling you(also I think Jin would find your height difference super cute!)

Hope this was okay💜

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📌 Pinned Post timeee ✨

Uhh I'll update this as I think of shit to add but, my blog is p standard. This site is a void that I scream into but sometimes gay catgirls scream back at me, details are under the fold 💜

Also.

If you know me irl click the thingy too!!! 💙

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This place is not a place of honor... no highly esteemed deed is commemorated here... nothing valued is here. This place is best shunned and left uninhabited.

Though if you were able to find this place you're probably someone I trust. So, if you still wish to proceed I honestly don't really mind if you visit respectfully. There's not really much of note here.

All I ask though is that you at the very least filter posts tagged "#void" before you scroll any further. so I can keep some control over this space. Ask me if you're curious about those and I'll show you though 🖤 I don't like keeping secrets, I just want this space to feel like mine. (Also if you don't know how to do that text me.)

(I'd also recommend filtering #hornyposting, but that's for your sake not mine. I am not ashamed.)

If I don't know you though then do whatever the fuck you want.

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I rb whatever I want. I post whatever I want. Including but not limited to:

About:

- Minecraft, Technical Minecraft, Modded Minecraft, Minecraft Builds, HermitCraft. Basically anything Minecraft that's not roleplay smps or competitive minigames. Literally my biggest hyperfixation, I have like 10,000 hours in this game. Unironically it is probably the artistic medium I am most competent with lol 😔

- Owl House, Lumityposting, etc.

- ADHD stuff. Currently getting rolled by it.

- Autism/Monotropism? Bc I might have that? (I have a 90 on the RAADS-R and 190 on the MQ so idk), for now I'm going to say monotropic but not autistic. I think I don't meet the DSM V criteria for ASD, but I probably will meet the DSM VI criteria for it whenever that drops, if it is still called that, Monotropism seems like a much better name for both adhd and asd, I'd like to see them merged I think with additional sublabels for adhd/asd. Or at the very least ASC instead of ASD.

- Construction DIY and home improvement stuff.

- Urban planning and Public Transportation

- Leftist politics and news (whenever I'm not too depressed to deal with it)

- Computer science and computer science like games/mods. (Hexcasting my beloved)

- Any game that requires you to take notes or break out a spreadsheet.

- Photography

- shitposting, r196, memes

- Personal stuff and random thoughts.

- hornyposts :3

- Polyamory/me fucking up my relationships bc I'm an idiot 20 something

- Literally anything I find interesting or pretty.

Also Crosswords now!

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Logistics Stuff:

- My own posts are tagged with #post

- Any RBs with content in them are tagged #rb

- RBs with content in the tags are (sometimes) tagged with #tags

- Replies I don't ever tag.

(this one's tagged as all of em for convenience)

I only just started doing that so it's not on all my posts but I'll try to keep up with it going forward.

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DMs are open, but not to flirt.

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DNI list:

- Terfs, Bigots, Republicans, Exclusionists etc.

- Minors

- Anyone who gets involved in terminally online discourse.

- Paraphiliacs/Pro paraphilia ppl, don't mean anything by it, just not a can of worms I wanna deal with or be around.

- Anyone who I've blocked. I will block for any reason, don't usually mean anything by it, I just want control over who I see and talk to here.

- idk more as I think of em

[tiktowafel]

Okay, headcanons for Sen Kaibara and Hiryu Rin (mylittleotp)

I'll do them separately, i think it'll be cleaner like this.

Starting with Kaibara!

- His best friend at UA is probably Tsuburaba, who never fails to make him smile - and that is a pretty difficult thing to do lol

- But he gets along pretty well with almost anyone who's a good opponent in hand-to-hand combat, particularly Rin, Kendo and Tetsutetsu. He'd never turn down an oppprtunity for a friendly sparring with one of them

- He has a twin brother (i will call him Ren as a placeholder) and it's just so funny how they look exactly identical but act like polar opposites. Sen is calm, introverted and down-to-earth while Ren is a friendly, outgoing artist who likes spending his time writing poems and painting pictures that Sen will probably never understand

Sen: So, what is this

Ren: A painting, obviously

Sen: Yeah but what's on the painting

Ren: ...Sen, it's abstract art. It's supposed to be a reflection of my soul.

Sen: What does that even mean

No one knows how did they grow up to be so different.

- He's considered very good-looking and so is Ren. So you had two extremely pretty young boys in one middle school class. According to one of their classmates who appearently did some kind of a survey, 50% of people in their class had a crush on at least one of them

- Yeah so it's no surprise there's always some girl trying to flirt with him too bad he's about as straight as a circle

- He's definitely not a very emotional person. He remains completely calm most of the time, his resting bitch face™ making him come across as grumpy and/or eternally bored to people who see him for the first time

- He's somehow incapable of blushing

- He doesn't smile often either - he usually does so when fighting (boy, he loves fighting. Especially when he can use his quirk), looking at a particularly good photo he managed to take or talking to Tsuburaba because... Kosei's just a really funny guy, y'know

- I don't think it's a headcanon at this point, more like widely accepted fanon: But yes, his hobby is photography (i think i even mentioned it earlier) You can often see him with a camera hanging on his neck, his room looks like a photo gallery and he has multiple photo albums

- Including one titled simply "UA", which contains many photos taken during his high school years, most featuring at least one of his classmates. Of course he's planning to show it to every one of his class B friends at the end of their third year

- Some of these photos are absolutely hilarious because Sen often gets dragged along with his friends' antics and stays somewhere on the side taking photos of the chaos

- And the fabulously sarcastic captions he adds make these photos even better. Yes he's super stoic and unexpressive but he still has a sense of humor

- Actually every one of the Common Sense Kings can play at least one instrument. Awase can play the harmonica, Kaibara can play the guitar (it's just a few very specific songs that his brother taught him, though)

So yeah. I think that's all i have for him. Nothing particularly deep. Here, have a colored sketch

[serenityseventeen]

♪ The Last Day of Summer With You

The8/Xu Minghao/Seo Myungho: Snapshots and Flower Crowns

There was a click, a flash of light, and a snap.

“What are you doing?” You asked, looking up from your in-the-making flower crown that was rather messy than cute and elegant to your boyfriend, Minghao, who was holding a camera that was strapped around his shoulders.

The petals of the flowers were slowly falling from the crown in your hands. You thought that you had mastered flower crown making after watching a tutorial on YouTube and testing out your skills a few times with dandelions from your front lawn, but now that you had picked up a beautiful variety of flowers from this flower field, you had realized that it wasn't so easy, since the flowers were delicate.

Minghao walked over to sit beside you, who was sitting on a wooden bench with the flowery field in front of you, trying to make a flower crown. He smiled softly.

“You look beautiful when you're focused. Plus, the sunset kissing your face is gorgeous on camera,” Minghao said, looking at the photos he took with his camera. You chortled, flattered by his sweet words as you continued working on the flower crown with care.

Minghao sat down and picked up one of the sunflowers you picked from the field. He checked it for bugs and when he determined that it was clean, he slowly poked it in between your hair and ear. The sunflower was a bright yellow and just the right size, not too big that it overshadowed your face, but not too small that it can't be seen from far away. It was just in the middle, allowing your beauty to dazzle without outshining you.

“It's pretty,” Minghao said, gazing at you lovingly, admiring your beauty that matched well with the sunset.

“What do you mean? I think the dandelion flower crown I made yesterday looked much better than this. I think I should add more of the pink flowers to add a bit of balance, don't you think?” You still didn't look up from your flower crown.

Minghao giggled. “That's not what I was talking about but I guess a bit more pink wouldn't hurt. How are you going to add it? The crown seems almost done.”

“I'll just have to make it fit in between!” You replied, glancing at him with a pure, child-like smile while grabbing some small budding while flowers that were resting on the bench in between you and him.

Minghao couldn't help but smile. He didn't know that the last day of summer could be so special until he met you, who had only made him feel ecstatic as if the last day of summer was a holiday.

It wasn't just the last day of summer, every day felt like a holiday because you were in it, filling his days with your bright rays of light, and comforting smiles.

After finishing your floral crown, you smiled and turned to Minghao, about to put it on his head, but what caught you by surprise was that he had been gazing at you and taking pictures of you from the side. He just had this ‘drunk in love’ look in his dreamy eyes that made your heart melt.

A few birds passed by overhead and when they gawked while passing by, you let out a soft chuckle. “Have you been taking pictures of me this whole time?”

“Yeah, you're just so beautiful.”

Your heart gushed over that remark and you couldn't help but cover your face shyly. “What's with you today? Why are you sweet?”

Minghao giggled softly, leaning a bit closer to you. “I just want to be. I want to see you smile like that.”

“Oh, whatever! You're killing me here!” You replied, unable to stop yourself from grinning ear-to-ear.

You took off Minghao's camera and gently placed the flower crown on top of his head, brushing his hair out of his face, carefully styling him. Minghao only smiled while looking at you, which led to you getting partially distracted while fixing the crown on him.

“I think it looks beautiful on you!” You exclaimed. “Go over there, right in front of the sunset, and I'll snap a photo!”

Minghao did what you asked and posed in the middle of the flower field. There were a variety of flowers, tall swaying grass, and from time to time, a butterfly would pass by, getting caught in the photo as well. You enthusiastically switched angles, acted like a professional photographer, and took photos, but you knew that they wouldn't turn out that great.

“Are you done?” Minghao asked. He was sitting on the bench, still wearing the flower crown you made and posing with a sunflower in his hand.

You nodded. “I may not be a very good photographer but I'm sure at least 5 of them look good.”

Minghao walked up to you to check the photos and upon viewing them, he chuckled. “You're worse than me at photography but I won't delete a single photo.”

You smiled as Minghao took the camera. He fixed the flower in your hair and smiled.

“Now let's take photos together.”

He slipped his hand into yours and placed the camera on the bench, it had a 10-second countdown. Without any time to prepare, Minghao dragged you into the flower field.

“Get ready for the picture~” Minghao said softly, turning toward you, your hands still clasped together.

“Prepare!? Hao, you should have told me-”

Before you could finish, the light from the camera flashed, and Minghao leaned in, letting the camera capture a breathtakingly romantic photo of you and Minghao. With the sunset behind you two, a flower crown on his head, and a flower in your hair, you two shared a kiss on the last day of summer.

Even after the moment was captured, Minghao didn't take his lips away, which made you giggle in between the kiss. Now smiling and giggling in between kisses, Minghao wrapped his hands around you and pulled you in for a hug.

“Shouldn't we take more pictures?” You asked, wrapping your arms around his back.

“After.”

“August is coming to an end, we don't have a lot of time, plus, what if the flowers begin wilting?” You replied, pressing your head against his chest. The wind blew softly, making the tall grass sway along, like slow dancing to a sweet melody sung by the birds.

“Well, that's okay,” Minghao said after a moment of silence. He held you a bit tighter, smiling heart-flutteringly.

“What's the rush?” His voice was so calm as he patted your head and gave you a soft kiss on your forehead. He brought his hands to caress your cheeks gently.

“We still have next summer.”

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© serenityseventeen

a/n: this one is a bit shorter than the others but I really do love it...❤️ + I got a medical check-up today and the woman who took my weight got it wrong and mistakenly added a +10 so now I'm stated as 122 pounds lol; she also put my brother's height as 5'6 instead of 5'8 so it's stated that he shrunk lol. I think she was just really tired. + The Dino fic I'm writing is getting out of hand- I don't know how it got to become 6k words & I'm not even done with it yet 😭 with all of the events I planned for it, I think it'll reach 8-10k, I don't think I've written something this long before... Long fics for me are rather rare 😖😖

[borinlauryn]

This is gonna be really long, but it's My Story, and you're gonna love it! ( Pt. 1 )

Hi, my name is Lauryn, I'm 22, and mixed with Nigerian, and Scottish. mainly. I have 1 daughter, 1 Sister, 1 brother, 1 grandma, and 1 mom. Oh, and 1 cat! I am a Pisces, and I was BOI so, kinda makes sense right? I'm the youngest of 3 children. All with different dads, and the same last name, from my mothers side. None of us know our dads, kinda crazy story behind that. We all grew up together, mainly in Houston, Texas. For most of the time. My family is from Chex Republic/ Slovakia, a few generations back. Well, since I don't know my father, when I am talking about my family I mean, on my mother's side.

I have not done this blogging sort of thing yet, but I have a very diverse background, and a very profound story. Since, I don't really care much for sharing it in person, I meant to share it with the world somehow, and so I started having ideas. You know, all these ridiculous ideas, about how sharing my story would change the world, and how sharing it would make things different for me. I guess, like more acceptable, but as I'm writing it right now, it doesn't really feel like it's a life changing, profound, and ground-breaking story. It just feels like I'm being, well, honest, to be completely honest. BUT, let's get into it anyways, since I'm sick* of keeping it inside.

Well, to tell you a little bit about me personally, I am a very honest, kind-hearted person. I am very funny so, people tell me, and I'm smart, you know, like the intelligent kind. Apart, from funny, I'm sarcastic so, my humor tends to be kind of dark sometimes. I'm very corky, I guess. I kind of have a weird way of doing things. Well, I'll tell you why in a second, we'll get into that. First, let's make place with the things that I am into. ALL THINGS, nah I'm just kidding, but almost! I am into singing very much so, I'm a singer, not famous or anything, but I should be, I am very good at it. I busted my ass to get to where I'm getting, so I can say that with quite some confidence. I think it was the first thing that I was every really into. I also, like crafting, I like making things, well just about anything. I like jewelry making, macrame, crochet, painting, volleyball, cheerleading, drawing, sketching, sculpting, wood-working, wood-burning, building, construction, and remodeling, furniture-refurbishing, fashion, dance, anything music, make-up, i love people, and animals, grew up with horses, in the city, and outside, i have lived on a farm, my mom was raised on a farm so she passed that down, her and i both are quite a history geek(s), i love math, and architecture, literature, and writing, reading, hiking, jogging, culture, social sciences, and regular science, psychology, and psychiatry, religion, spirituality, interior design, biology, ancient geometry, mythology, and literature, and artwork as well, oh and i love antiques, i love being innovative, i love helping people, so therapy, charity, and volunteering are on my list of things up my sleeve, i also, love plants and nature, photography, social events, outside, and walking-with-friends lol, of course sex... who doesn't, obviously i'm a lil hippie, so clearly aside from peace, meditation, and connection, i used to love smoking weed, but with a daughter, I gotta be responsible, so getting up outta the couch kinda became a thing. Also, I still love cannabis, it's quite some beauty, and a very just IDK, that plant gets me man, it turns me on lol, I used to say if it was a perfume, I'd wear it. Some could agree-disagree, either way I don't really care, I'm a non-judgemental person, so if you judge me, then there will be one thing you don't get about me, and one thing I don't get about you, so we're even is the way I see it. AND, there's probably a few more things I could add to my list, but we'll leave it there as it probably seems I am rambling endlessly, but let's be honest here, I am being honest, 100%, and those are the things I could just bring off the top of my head. Did not have to write them down or anything. LMAO. How long is your list? How well, do people really know you? mhmm those are some things to think about, but let's get back to me.

(On my next post, stay tuned!)

[colour-outside-the-liness]

Hii! Yeah don't worry about it! Live your life, the internet people can wait, I know I appreciate you taking the time to reply, no matter how long it takes! 👍✨

Oh cool! France and LA that must've been fun, have always wanted to go to those places. Will get around to it eventually. I've lived in Brazil, Canada, and now Portugal, but I've also visited Orlando (Disneyland) and Miami in the US. Hoping I can go to Spain next year to visit my best friend too.

What did you say that got people making fun of you? haha Which fic did you insert that in? The only reason I cheat while playing games is bc I get bored easily so I have to add a little bit of spice hahaha and my morals are questionable I guess. 🤷‍♀️ My mbti is the architect (INTJ-T) so I guess that explains things a bit (?). Do you know your mbti? Omg your poor roommate hahaha I mean that's the best kind of winner to be, humble winners are boring as hell lol

Aren't you glad you had those drunken experiences when you were younger instead of now tho? I can't promise I'll never do stuff like that again but I'm fine with it being behind me for now hahaha. Omg you're totally right on the accent thing, hadn't thought about it that way!

What!! You should watch Stranger Things with her! It's sooo good, it's a guaranteed fun time for you two. My favourite episodes of thobm are 4 and 6 too, I like epi 9 only up until Dani's bathtub incident.

I like doing accents too but only to myself bc I'm too self-conscious haha Although I pick up accents really easily it's kinda embarrassing, sometimes people think I'm mocking them. Do people get offended when you try to do their accents? 😂 I got a scholarship at a british english school in my home country when I was a kid so I had an RP accent growing up but ended up with a generic American accent after watching too many American movies and TV shows. Sometimes it comes out generic Canadian too haha. Nordern English accent became my favourite tho after watching Billy Elliott when I was a teen!

Awwh gee thanks! I'm happy you liked my damie fan art! Didn't know you already started writing for medieval AU, makes sense people already thought to send you prompts for it, it's a really cool universe! Looking forward to updates on all your WIPS, love them all! Take your time if you need tho!

Sounds like a really fun weekend! Yeah I know what you mean, don't worry we won't tell them you have a favourite haha. Congrats on coming second on that game of crazy golf! 🎉 and thank you, I will!

Awwh thank you for understanding!! I'll always reply to people's comments eventually it just takes longer sometimes, but I will always get around to it eventually!! France was fun I went to Disney Land Paris and shared a hotel room with my roommate (yes she was on the trip too because she was in another photography class... we have been friends for so long now) it was honestly a lot of fun and I went to LA to visit my ex-girlfriend while we were still together it was a long distance relationship and I went out to LA and my roommate was invited too so we had a trip out there and had a great time I would 100% go back to LA some time!! So jealous that you've lived in Canada that's one place I really wanna go I would love to live there it looks like such a beautiful country!! I would love to go to Orlando and Miami... I wanna see all 50 states eventually if I can... so far I've seen one so only 49 to go haha!! Awwh I really hope you can get out to Spain to see your best friend!! Which is your favourite place you have visited so far? Okay so... the thing I said is in Can't Buy Me Love and it's a bit of a long story so I'll shorten it down here, but basically a group of us were talking about myths and things and I mentioned the myth of being able to see the Great Wall of china from the moon (you can't) and to add to the myth as a buster I genuinely said "Well that's the thing, people say you can see the Great Wall of China from the moon... but can you see the moon from the Great Wall of China?" and it took a good five minutes of people telling me you could see it from my house and just about anywhere else to realise that, if the moon is out, and it's a clear night, and you're y'know facing the moon... you can pretty much see it anywhere... but that's what people still mock me about... that I asked if you can see the moon from the Great Wall of China... so I put that in CBML and had it as a story Dani tells Jamie. Haha I love your reason for cheating and think it's as good as a reason as any haha!! I do know my mbti... mine is the campaigner...EFNP-T... I don't know what these mean either I read it a while ago but forgot what it meant I just know what I am haha... oh yeah she's had a lot to put up with so she just won't play games with me anymore... oh yeah I agree humble winners are okay but I do like a good bit of bragging when you win a game I am glad yeah... although the road sign incident was only... 3 years ago haha like I would like to say I was a lot younger then but I wasn't haha the black out incident I was though... I can't drink much anymore though because of medication I'm on (life long medication) so I can have maybe one or two drinks and that's it so I can't do things like that again which is probably a good thing really!! Haha best way to be don't make promises like that because that is a sure fire way to definitely do it again the second you make that promise the opportunity to do it again will show itself haha!! Yeah Jamie just has no accent to me like she just talks like most people I know it's only when I saw people talking about it that I realised to some people the Northern accent is exactly that... an accent haha I LOVE episode 9 for me 4,6, and 8 are a joint favourite like I can't pick between them and then it's episode 9 because I do love it and I love seeing them be that happy for the first part of the episode but then it just gets so sad and I can't take it!! I do accents all the time around anyone even though I am terrible at them haha... nah people don't ever get offended they just sort of smile and shake their heads at me... some people have asked me to do their accent before but I mean, I am sure eventually someone will be offended there's a first time for everything... I just have an accent that's really similar to Jamie's it's not the exact same but it's very close I love that you've had so many accents for so many reasons... omg yeah the accent on Billy Elliot is my favourite accent ever, it is a northern accent but it's from a city called New Castle which is SO different to some

other northern accents... it's the Geordie accent and it's just beautiful I could honestly listen to people from New Castle talk for hours- people from South Shields also sound like that (SS is really close to New Castle) I can see why that accent is your favourite I wish I talked like that I loved that fan art I thought it was amazing!! Yeah I haven't written much of it but I have some of it written and when I say some I mean I have like 4 different scenes written from different points of the fic and each scene is only like 1k words so far!! It's such a cool universe and I am so happy people have sent me prompts for it!! Awwh thank you so much I'm glad you're looking forward to the updates of my WIPs that really means a lot to me!! I've had a great weekend but I am so tired now totally and utterly done after the weekend I've had haha... I wouldn't say I have favourites I have just spent more time with one niece than the other because since she was really young I've looked after her while her parents have been at work and I've had breaks from work / college / university so I have spent so much time with her and she's turning into a little mini me with some stuff she does but I love all my nieces and nephews the same (and I have so many nieces and nephews haha) Awwh thank you!! I appreciate that, still feeling really proud of my second place in crazy golf haha!! and you're welcome!! ☺️

[laaylaazyy]

Hey :)) I just made this acc .. I wanted a fresh start and also an acc for only K-pop related things so if my blog doesn't have too much in it, then it's really just bc I "moved" and I might not post/repost much first. I'm mostly here to read y'all's amazing works!

♡ Some Info ♡

My name is Layla, I go by she/her, I'm 19 y.o. and live in Germany. My MBTI Type is ISFP-T, and I'm a Sagittarius :))

Groups I stan/love/listen to:

I'll highlight my "Favorites" with Pink

When I say favorite, that also means I'm actively watching content about/from them for example! (But also actually, some groups like BTS are my favorite but I don't really watch anything from them or listen to their songs anymore. They where the first group I "stanned" and learned to love when I first got into Kpop, so they will always have a special place in my heart! But I just kind of lost interest to keep up with their content.. but again, they will always be one of my ults! They are the only group that I don't watch actively anymore but are still one of my favs/ults)

I still love the others just as much but u know everyone has their favorites :)) (I also just know much more about them and have seen almost every content already compared to the other groups! And I actively watch content about/from them)

Treasure, NCT (ot23), Golden Child, P1harmony, Oneus, Enhypen, Blitzers, TXT, TNX, BTS, OMEGA X, Stray Kids, Shinee (I have a very special place for those boys in my heart too.), The boyz, OnlyOneOf, The Rose, BTOB, EXO, Ateez, DAY6, MONSTA X, SF9, CIX, ASTRO, CRAVITY, Mamamoo, Dreamcatcher, Aespa, Itzy, IVE, Blackpink,

and a looooottt of other groups but I need to come back and add them from time to time since my brain isn't working rn lol-

Here some solo artists/groups/bands I absolutely love (Kpop and other)

Giveon, Donna Missal, Alina Baraz, Sickick, HAARPER, RINI, Gaho, PLAZA, Mac Ayres,Taemin (as an Solo Artist) Shirin David, Doja Cat, Abir, Dean, Ariana Grande, Beabadoobee, Ghost Mane, The Neighborhood, Wizkid, Wendy, Senidah, Lewis Blissett, Frank Ocean, Chase Atlantic, Labrinth, Woosung, Tame Impala, Summer Walker, Jessi, SZA, Olivia Rodrigo, BOA, BLACK PUMAS, Somo, WOODZ, 6LACK, Normani, Kang Daniel, The Internet, Tom Misch, Tekno, Social House, Sam Kim, Jung Jin Woo, BewhY, Eric Nam, SIR, H.E.R, Charli Taft, Murda, IU

And again, many more others :)

Some things I really enjoy:

Cooking, Baking, Photography, editing, reading, Kpop, Anime, Music and other things <3

Literally know one wanted to know any of that above but anyway 🤸

I always love to make new friends! My DMS are open and I'd love to talk!<3

Right now listening to:

<3

[violentviolette]

hmm... okayokay i'm gonna send 1 more because i was on a streak of 2 (socks n fnaf) and i wanna test my luck because ... idk interacting with people is fun lol so uhhhh lemme think i doubt i'll get anything else right but still. fun!

so okay hmmm okay my last assumption is uhh... you're a monster fucker ???? idk if this is an assumption per se because maybe you talk about that so idk lmaodklchs

i'm just gonna throw the assumption that maybe you like photography? just as a random add-on to this. because i got too far into writing this to not send it but at this point idk i think i got slightly overconfident for getting a mere 2 things right

anyway i hope you're doing well [waves goodbye because i'm too lazy to get the emoji since i'm on desktop rn]

LMFAO

i guess i dont talk a lot about monsterfucking on this blog anymore. but yea, back in the day i used to be known as the vore blog and ppl came here to learn about terato lkahjhd;ljdhlkjhd

i do like photography a lot but its def not my favorite kind of art. i think its interesting and cool but not something i have a knack for myself or really like getting into personally

so ur confidence wasnt completely misplaced lmfaoooo u did pretty good anon and i appreciate the chatting