#(anyways i'm so sorry for the very long ramble in the tags my friend thank you so much for your contributions :pray:)
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Imagine having a blast subverting a perfectly fine, wonderful, positive and engaging male role model for kids of all gender and ages— who was sensitive but strong, kind but rough around the edges, temperamental yet somehow still patient, impulsive but responsible— a true king amongst his peers quite literally and figuratively...
....but I guess because Thor is a reserved, private, and stately individual who chooses not to actively talk about the emotions so plainly written across his face, he’s too “macho” for taika's daffodil lookin’ ass
That’s not even a diss I made up I can directly quote him from the same interview.
ALT TEXT: What does it mean to bring that to superheroes, which are created to be these sort of bastions of masculinity? I really don’t like macho things. There’s something kind of gross about that. Even though I think I’m a pretty good example of a real man — I’m strong and tough, and I can fight and drink — but I’m also very sensitive, like a daffodil. So, I like looking at the feminine side of men, and how it’s not the weak side. That’s a stupid way of thinking about it. It’s the side that’s the more caring side. So, I love seeing this version of Thor who cares about everybody and wants to help everyone, and he acts cool all the time, but beneath it all he’s deeply insecure, because that’s most men that I know. That’s the way that we make this film interesting: What is the weirdest version of this tough space Viking that we can make?
REALLY goes to show how little he really knew about, or paid attention to Thor, because I can think of a great many scenes in which Thor expressed a deep and profound care and love for everyone around him from the start of Thor (2011), who expressed kindness and wanted to help everyone equally as early as that, and I'd dare wager acted "cool" and "mighty" by showboating all of the time specifically to cover up the fact that he was deeply anxious and insecure the ENTIRE time until Jane came into his life and showed him, hey, maybe being yourself — the Thor who is kind, caring, selfless, humble, and noble to a fault — is IN ITSELF ... what makes you worthy. And she was RIGHT. Cue every single one of his next appearances henceforth.
IT GETS WORSE.
Did you have to tell the Russo Brothers, who will be inheriting your Thor? Oh, I know. I’ve talked to them. We’d show them footage of him because they’d heard we’ve got a really different Thor. I love those guys, but I’m not gonna stress myself out trying to save Thor for the Avengers movies. My plan was just to strip him down and mess him up as much as possible, and then just sort of deliver him to their doorstep: “Here’s this messy version of the character that you thought you were gonna have.”
We’re talking a lot about this tone and the comedy, how does it then reconnect to what the plot of the movie is about? I have no idea. Honestly, I gave it a little bit of thought, but sometimes, often I was like, You know what? I’m gonna let Marvel deal with that. That’s their department. I know how to tell a story, but I’m having so much fun subverting all of this, and like telling weird jokes and making this the weirdest Marvel movie ever. If you’ve seen my movies, you don’t hire me for any reason other than what I’ve done. So Marvel’s job really is to look after their characters, look after their source material, and make sure I don’t completely break it, or it doesn’t negatively affect the rest of the movies or how they all interweave. I don’t understand that, and I’ve never watched all those movies with the eye of like, Oh, how does this link up? Oh, what year was this when, like, Fury encountered this thing?
(SRC.) / GOOD ONE: TAIKA WAITITI'S THOR: RAGNAROK
#salt to taste#&&. whispers#&&. | marvel. |#&&. thor.#anti thor ragnarok#anti taika waititi#(i'm sorry but i'm never going to entirely be able to stop myself from dunking on the dude)#(i have absolutely no respect for him as a fellow creative)#(i'm sure he's quite nice and clearly he's well liked enough to get jobs bc to his credit he is in fact very good at what he does)#(being: making satirical comedies that border on the absurd)#(but he and many other filmmakers like him — be they producers / screenwriters / directors / even actors)#(have grown into this horrible mindset of complacency and disrespect towards their source material and their audience)#(and it shows the most when you take beloved characters and completely destroy them from their core just because you don't personally relat#to who that character is)#(i for one very much relate to the struggle of thor as an elder sibling w great expectations and a reserved nature myself)#(and i've always /adored/ how stately and princely he was even as far back as 2011)#(he and captain america are my favorites — but thor is /special/ to me)#(especially taking his close bond w his brother too bc i don't often see siblings portrayed as being so unbelievable close)#(And fond of one another.... which is something me and my brother share - so it's just very special)#(anyways my point is that there's this trend i've noticed where characters who go through hell)#(especially the strong reserved/stoic heroic honorable chivalrous male sorts)#(Always get totally screwed over one way or another and kicked to the curb to 'subvert' the genre which i think is a disservice)#(because honestly characters like thor inspire me to be just as brave and strong and honorable as he is because that's a hero to me)#(and idk man taika can go take his daffodil self and stop tearing down thor just bc /he/ doesn't personally relate to him)#(a great many people probably do and he completely disrespected all of us)#(And not even in a good way >> he says he 'respectfully disrespected the previous src material in the interview)#(he didn't that's what the russo bros did to him in infinity war)#(anyways i'm so sorry for the very long ramble in the tags my friend thank you so much for your contributions :pray:)
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Hand Stuff Only
Synopsis: After a raunchy day, your friend Caleb has been acting a little awkward around you for the next three weeks. It's like he's flustered to just be around you. Recently, he asked you to help him move into his new apartment. What a perfect opportunity to be a good friend! and bully him.
Tags: Dom!Top Reader, Sub!Bottom Character, Frotting, Dick traditions (could be read as a strap), more fluff than smut,
Word count: 1.7k
Authors note: Hey gang! Sorry it took me so long to write something new, a lot of stuff happened in my life and I got kinda burned out. BUt thankfully, I believe I'm back in the game. I'll try and put stories out in a reasonable output.
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It had been three weeks since the “incident” in the gym, three weeks since you learned that Caleb was able to make those types of noises. Three weeks since you two unofficially decided to break the boundaries of being “just friends”.
What an interesting three weeks it’s been since then!
Not much has changed between the two of you since then. You both still act as you were before, only… Caleb is much more shyer than he was before.
Whenever it's just the two of you in a room, he tends to scrunch in on himself or “subtly” blush. Whenever the two of you talk face to face, he’d do whatever it takes to evade eye contact. He also tends to stumble over his a lot more than what he did before. These sound like the symptoms of a crush…
And to you, that was the funniest, cutest thing in the world. So of course you had to mess with him; just a little bit at least.
You were currently helping Caleb move into a new apartment, the hold air nipping at the back of your neck. You shuddered slightly at the feeling, moving to adjust the hood of your sweatshirt to cover it up more. You stop on the sidewalk for a moment and look around for your “friend”’s car for a brief moment. Then, you heard a familiar, raspy voice.
“Dude, over here!” Caleb called out, waving his hand around with a happy smile molded across his face. It was nearly contagious, the corner of your own lips cracking slightly when you spotted him.
You walk over to Caleb’s car, it being an old 1969 Nissan Datsun Z. He was proud of it when he first got it, wanting to show it off literally every chance he got. “I can drive us there!”, “I gotta go wash my car”, and “wanna go drive around?” were very common phrases from him for like, six months.
“Thanks for coming again, man,” Caleb spoke as he opened up the backseat door of his car, tugging out about two or three of the smaller boxes. “I would’ve called my old man or something, but he works the graveyard shift.” He rambled on, moving to pass you the luggage. “And you usually don’t have anything better to do!” he chirped.
You arch an eyebrow in response to that statement, putting your hands out to lightly grasp the boxes. “Are you saying I don’t have a life?” You ask in an unamused tone.
“Basically!” He responded, reaching back into the car.
Oh, you’re gonna tease the hell out of him.
Caleb firmly grabbed hold of one of the bigger boxes, starting to tug it out. “Anyways, I live on the third floor. Fifth door down.” He told you before easing back slowly, holding the box up with a soft huff. “I'll meet you up there, alright? The door should already be unlocked!” He beamed lightly.
In response, you let out a soft hum, pushing the boxes into your other arm. “Alright then,” You lift your hand, lightly placing it under Caleb’s chin and tilting it upwards slightly. “Don’t strain yourself too much, okay?” You requested.
Caleb’s eyes widen for a brief moment, staring at you. Then, his face slowly began to flood into a softened red color.
“U-uh-”
His eyes dart around for a moment, unable to make full eye contact. He then cleared his throat, tugging his head slightly to turn it away. “G-got it,” he responded.
You responded by giving him a soft smile, slowly letting go of his chin, and walking off without another word, chuckling to yourself. You can’t help but wonder to yourself, did he have a little crush on you, or was he just embarrassed by what had transpired between the two of you?
Either way, you thought the way he acted was cute.
It took about one or two hours to get the better mound of boxes into the cramped apartment. While you took the elevator to get to the third floor, you caught glimpses of Caleb running up and down the stairs to get to put things into the apartment.
It was likely that he was now attempting to avoid you. Or this was just some weird cardio that he was attempting… or both, quite honestly.
You let a soft huff escape your throat when you tossed down another box against the ground, leaning back slightly as you popped your back. “Ugh..-” you grunt out. Maybe you should be making sure that you don’t strain yourself.
You glance over your shoulder when you hear footsteps, seeing Caleb scamper inside while letting out heavy huffs.
“Alright!” Caleb panted out, stacking that box over another. “We have five boxes left to bring inside. Let's hop to it!” he turned away, about to leave the room again.
Absolutely not. You were sweaty, tired, and cold. You needed a break.
“Ay, nutcracker.” You huffed out, reaching out to grab hold of Caleb by the strap of his soft brown tank top. “If we only have five left, can’t we take a break?” You request, tugging him back slightly. “I'm about to pull a hamstring here..’
Caleb stumbled back slightly due to the tug, having to blink about a few times. His face blushed only faintly, pulling himself away from you. “I-its only five boxes, we’d be done in no time!’ He stated, waving one of his hands dismissively. “What, is someone getting old bones at the ripe age of 22?” He snickered lightly at his joke, closing his eyes.
Ah.
Okay then.
You promptly moved forward, grabbing hold of Caleb by his shoulders and forcibly turning him around. “Old bones?” you repeat.
Caleb’s eyes widened as he was forced to look at you head-on, his face blushing up more. “U-Uh- that was a joke-! You know, because you’re older than me?” he attempted to explain, fumbling over his words.
Yeah, you’re older, by like eight months.
You start walking forward, crowding in on Caleb to the point where you have him pushed up against the inner wall of the apartment.
“Are you forgetting that me and my “old bones” had you propped up against a matt not too long ago?” you ask in a feigned condescending tone.
Caleb’s breath caught in his throat, visibly stiffening before he quickly turned his head lifting his hands to shield his face from your view.
“D-don’t bring that up out of nowhere..” He grumbled, eyebrows furrowing slightly as his blush began to dust against his ears.
You snorted in response. “Oh yeah? Why can’t I-” your eyes dart down for a brief moment before you visibly pause staring down for a moment.
…there was…
A tent, in Caleb’s pants.
“..A-ah.” You muttered out, grip on his shoulders loosening up slowly. You then lift your head slightly, squinting at Caleb as your blush beginning to rise slowly. “Why do you always get a rise whenever I pin you to places??”
“Shut up!” Caleb shouted at you, rubbing at his face for a second. “Ugh, this is embarrassing..” He grumbled to himself, taking a slow breath in, and out.
You let Caleb have a moment for himself, thinking. Well, you were his... “Friend”. You’re obligated to help him out at least somewhat, aren’t you?
You let out a slightly flustered sigh scratching the back of your neck gently. “..I.. can take responsibility for... That. If you want.” You offered. The only thing that Caleb gave for confirmation was a slow nod, you feeling pretty relieved.
“Okay, cool, cool.” You nodded, taking a step back. “..so, should w-”
“Hand stuff!” Caleb quickly told you, lowering his hands. He then cleared his throat, looking to the side for a brief second. “Hand stuff only. I'm not sure I’m comfortable with insertion yet.” He then shivered slightly, thinking about the prospect. “Shit looks like it hurts…”
“Oh,” You gave an understanding nod. “Yeah, of course, I'm cool with that.” You comforted, scratching the back of your head. “Okay, hand stuff..uh... Oh, okay. I think I have something we can do.”
~*~
The two of you sat in front of each other against the hardwood floor of the apartment. You two were close, to the point where you were nearly breathing in the other’s breath. Your left hand had a tight grip around Caleb’s waist, him shuddering ever so slightly, You gave him a light squeeze, in a silent way telling him you had him.
In your right hand held his leaking shaft, squeezed against your own in a firm hold. Lotion dripped through your fingers, down to the floor between both of your legs. You took a sharp breath in, and out.
“Ready?” you asked, glancing at Caleb.
“M…” Caleb held on to your shoulders tighter, giving a bashful nod. “Mhm..” he confirmed.
You gave him a nod in return, lowering your head slightly to regain focus. Your grip tightened as you began to pump your lengths, Caleb visibly tensing.
“O-oh, shit..” He grunted out, pushing his face into your shoulder. You felt his breathing get heavy, the fabric of your shoulder growing slightly dampened.
Your eyebrows furrowed slightly as you attempted to focus on his pleasure rather than your own. You chose to pick up the pace, your hand moving faster. You could feel the faint, yet prominent veins of Caleb’s rod against the pads of your fingers. Giving you an extra taste of sensory. It faintly reminded you of last time but you weren’t paying attention to that last time. It felt… nice. It felt as though the intertwined lengths were growing hotter and hotter the more you pumped, yourself starting to grow tense.
Things felt so similar to last time… but.. More.
More tense.
More intimate.
More close…?
“Hah-!” Caleb Moaned out, grip tightening on your shoulders one more time before a rope of semen splurted from his length, decorating itself on your sweatshirt.
Cute.
Caleb panted softly, eyebrows furrowed to the point his eyes were closed. He struggled to come down from his orgasm, his mouth remaining slightly agape for a moment. “Ha..hah..” he then paused, eyes widening. “...I came early.”
“That you did.” You responded, pulling your hand away with a chuckle. “And I am never letting you hear the end of it.” You teased.
“Ugggh..” Caleb groaned, pouting softly as he pushed his head further into your shoulder. “I hate you.”
You gave a soft smile in response, moving your other hand upwards to rest on Caleb’s hair.
This.
This felt right.
#gn reader#imagine#smut#queer nsft#self insert#top!character#dom!reader#dom reader#sub!character#sub character#nsft
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reply roundup!
had to put these on hold for a while for personal reasons </3 they're likely to still be infrequent, but in honor of kirb2k!
(my notes would only load back to mid september so I missed a couple weeks sorry :c but be warned that this is a long one! it's 3 entire months' worth!)
also, reminder that kirb2k ends tomorrow!!! preorders, commissions, and auctions will all close at noon pst on sunday december 17th! everything is linked in the pinned post or filed under the tag kirb2k!
first is one more birthday kirb from my friend @sleepy-sheep-wizard:
Realized halfway thru that I don’t know what Kirby looks like off the top of my head, so I got funky with it. Happy birthday, thank you for being a good friend
thank you again friend <3 getting funky with it is truly in the spirit of just drawing a little guy for fun, I love his little hat in particular.
on [mirror] @shapeshifterwithafez said: uuuh is Scherben bringen Glück/ Shards bring luck a universal saying? sounfs clinky as a direct translation. anyways in germany we say that shards of stuff you broke brings luck so I hope the luck finds you or smth sorry for rambling ^^
I'd never heard this saying before, but I think it's very sweet! thank you for sharing it with me :)
on [pipefight] @hauntedppgpaints said: goalies with a skate blade and their stick in hand
big hockey vibes for real yeah lol
on [pink] @gaydiation-poisoning said: ...I wanna eat that pink
honestly same, it's sooo pleasing
on [rain] @hive-heart said: Everything alright, daily kirby guy?
not really but sitting by the window in the rain is a good thing lol thanks for asking <3
(also the person who tagged that same post myhouse.wad made me laugh)
on [photo] @ceylonsilvergirl [added] a picture of their cat and said: get adored idiot!! see the hate in her eyes? I’ll make her love me yet!!
me @ my partner's cat
@violet-dragongirl said: oh! I have been meaning to ask! Have you played Kirby and The Forgotten Lands? I assume you did but just wanted to say that I did about a week ago and I loved it and thought of your art! ^.^ And if you haven't, yes, Carby is super adorable and amazing :3
I have! I got it very shortly after it came out, I had a really good time with it. I've been slowly replaying it recently with my partner, they were kind of fond of kirby just by proxy but since we started playing they adore bandee now and say he never gets enough screen time XD I'm glad you also had fun!
on [mice] @ceylonsilvergirl said: girls like swarms of things, right?
idk bro my wife wasn't so big on it when I got a gig housing 30 mice, but maybe she's weird. I liked them. (sadly one of the best paying jobs I've ever had up until the owner lost it and abandoned them with me, yes I still took care of them for the rest of their little lives) (and yes I also got my wife's okay before I took them on in the first place)
on [covid] @mordantivore said: reading posts from when the era of covid safety was declared anathema and ended is haunting. we were so desperate to find ppl willing to help us stay alive. there are fewer of us now bc “allies” are worthless & more of us have died
yeah. fuck. I'm lucky that the people in closest proximity to me are at least moderately careful, but me and my wife and partner are usually the only ones wearing masks anywhere we go except sometimes the employees and I know they don't always wear them when they're out without me.
on [swim] @northeasternwind said: Jdjdjfkg imagining Kirby being way more bouyant than your average human so them gotta exhale REAL HARD or attach nega-floaties (sinkies?) like weights to dive
lol yeah they probably gotta try So Hard to actually get under the water. (I think diving weights/ballast is a thing that humans use too? I've never gone diving, having my face underwater stresses me out -n- )
on [float] @nickiemoot said: he has to go now. his planet needs him. *slide whistle*
I can only hear this as that one similar part from one of the asdfmovies, it delights me
@vampiricarus said: if you see this just know i love your art so much
aww thank you! <3
anonymous said: just wanted to say I love Kirby and I love your art! I’m always excited to see it on my dash. thank you for bringing a little joy to my life :) I need it once in a while like I’m sure a lot of others do too! Keep up the good work :))
thank you! drawing a little guy brings me a little joy too, I'm glad it can do the same for others <3
on [drain] @ceylonsilvergirl said: I’m sorry you’re having a rough time. Existing is hard work sometimes. A lot of the time
fuck dude it sure is <3 especially when my body keeps trying to shut down lol
on [mud] @why-are-all-the-fun-urls-taken said: Hey man are u doing ok
I am not, thanks for asking <3
on [tummyache] @hobgirl said: :o kirby the gorb why would you do that!!!!! why!!!!!
I didn't want it to go to waste!!! everyone is dumb sometimes!!!
on [wizard] @eau-the-agony said: not enough appreciation in the wizarding world for garlic salt spell. its all kung pow penis tgis and ketamine ape that. not enough of the small joys which carry us through the horrors like a dinky garbage raft
you are so right. the small joys are the most powerful of all.
on [wizard] @beepbeepdespair said: somehow didnt know garlic salt was a thing until this moment. now i really want some. i think i just found a kg of it online for 12 quid??
I am so pleased that you now have the knowledge of Garlic Salt Spell, I hope you got to try it out for yourself :D
on [zelda] @chaos-squared said: Good job!! I’ve had it for longer yet still haven’t completed it ;w;
nothing wrong with that! I only finished it as quickly and thoroughly as I did because I was basically bedridden for all of october, as long as you enjoy the time you do spend with a game it doesn't really matter how much time you spend or how far you get.
on [brave] @gudetamalover said: me tomorrow afternoon when I get all four wisdom teeth out
I'd already had several other oral surgeries on account of Weird Teeth before I got my wisdom teeth out but it still knocked me on my ass for a couple days, I hope your recovery went as smooth as possible! (altho that was also like. 15 years ago. and general anesthesia has gotten a lot better since then.)
on [shiny] @angst-and-fajitas said: Like to slap his bald head reblog to slap his bald head
bald! bald! bald! bald!
on [powerwash] @chronicdilf said: decemberb 16 im goign to walk across the damn stage get my damn diploma folder im going to go home and POWERWASHER SIMULATOR JUST LIKE KIRBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah!!! you're gonna do it!!! you might be doing it right now even!!!
on [cooked] @hobgirl said: oh mood kirby..... struggling with the very last paper i need to write before i can graduate and its got me feeling this way fr
ough, I hope you made it through your paper! lots of people graduating tho that's so cool, congrats to both of you!
on [bears] @jupiterlandings said: I get so happy every time I see Cake and the name Cake being tagged :)
it's such a good name for a bear, I'm grateful you thought of it!! especially given the best I could do for the other one was "kirbear" lol
@violet-dragongirl said: omg seeing that Fav Grobs Post you recently put up makes me so happy! over a thousand (and then some!) GORBS?! :D I'm not only impressed but so proud ya made it this far and I'm so glad you got possibly more to go of Kirby!! :D!! Really great job 🥰🥰
thank you! I'm gonna hit 2000 days of drawing kirby tomorrow, that's so wild!
on [popular] @timeturner-jay said: Op your Kirby art brings so much utter joy you have no idea <3
yay I'm glad <3 I love to draw a little guy, it's good I'm not the only one having fun lol
I got a lot of "good blaze op" on the [macarena], and you're all correct, thank you for recognizing my great decision making B) (I'd been meaning to add the music and blaze it from basically the moment I drew it, I've just been really sick so it took a while.)
(also even if I don't always gather them in the roundup there are names I recognize showing up repeatedly in the tags, some of whom have been here for years, and I'm always glad to see you're still around!)
#text#title text#long post#readmore#reply roundup#asks answered#kirb2k#swearing#coronavirus#sleepy-sheep-wizard#not my art#shapeshifterwithafez#hauntedppgpaints#gaydiation-poisoning#hive-heart#ceylonsilvergirl#violet-dragongirl#mordantivore#northeasternwind#nickiemoot#vampiricarus#anonymous#why-are-all-the-fun-urls-taken#hobgirl#eau-the-agony#beepbeepdespair#chaos-squared#gudetamalover#angst-and-fajitas#chronicdilf
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As someone who likes degrading you have been a saving grace. My friends joke that I just wanna be abused in bed because of how mean I want them to be and I find it hilarious due to personal stuff. But honestly, whenever I see content with degrading in it - it's either someone like "you're a slut, bad whore" or just straight up non-con and I'm 1 step away from Calling the fictional police on a fanfic character. Which no offense or shame to anyone who enjoys that stuff - it's not for me but it's more so the fact I can never find a middle ground. The "nicer" stuff is too tame but the untamed stuff is just a lot of is kinks I don't enjoy.
Ik, make the content you wanna see in life but damn, it's hard. But your writing and I've seen a few others on here who are kinda like buried treasure. I am like "FINALLY!!!" because even if they have kinks or tropes I'm iffy about the majority of the think is fucking fantastic and makes everything worth it. It's just so rare to find people who still approach degrading with the same...ig finesse as they do with other kinks. Because I like to think a lot of fanfics writers probably know about all the rules of kink & BDSM and have a mature view set on sex but I still find degrading kinks just don't have that kind of polish yet.
It's either light brat taming and spanking with some nasty words or "oh you like degrading? Let me just ruin your mental state and go bonkers" and I'm just here like hhh. Sorry this is coming off so ranty - but yes, you do a great way to showing that middle ground that I've been desperately searching for and it's so perfect. Just- it's truely a treasure in my cove. - 🫖 (I'm so sorry if that was just so ranty or felt like I was judging others or trying to put them down, I'm grateful for all the writers out there)
ANON i am so sorry it took me so long to get to this, i just didn't have the capacity to respond coherently because this is such a kind and sweet thing to say and it means so much to me!!
i feel like maybe this is down to the fact that i'm incredibly kinky in theory but my body and my sensory issues prevent a lot of what i think is hot on paper coming into play. so i like to learn and read and explore and research and study, and i feel very grateful that there's other fic writers, and kink knowledgeable people who share their information for people like me, which means i've read a lot of different takes on a lot of different kinks lol
i'm pretty vigorous with tagging too, and i see some people not be quite as stringent with it, which is fine because there are no laws, but if something is going to veer into noncon or dubcon even under the guise of another kink or adjacent to another kink, then it supercedes it and it gets added to the list!! and i don't think that was ranty at all, i love hearing what people like and how they prefer things to be!! and there's never judgement in expressing your opinion! i like the whole gamut, i'll take playful degradation, i'll take middling degradation and i'll take noncon/dubcon/cnc but not everything is for everyone!!
ANYWAY i won't ramble, but yeah if you ever want something super specific in a request or a "if i can please have this but absolutely NONE OF THIS OTHER THING THANKS" then i am completely ok with that!! u-u 💚💚💚
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im not sure if this is the right place to ask this but do you have any advice about writing or posting fic after nearly a decade? the last time i posted fic it was a very different fandom and i was 13 ish. what i am struggling with specifically is that last time i wasnt really thinking about including themes or accurate characterisations etc. and the new fandom i want to write in is much smaller and has some incredible writers. the prose is so good with incredible diction, different styles and literary techniques.
so essentially i've stalled because im so focused on trying to incorporate these things that i just end up not writing anything. i think its also a general lack of confidence maybe?
thank you :)
Hi pal! Sorry it took me so long to answer you - I spent yesterday shoveling and today at work!!
I feel like there are maybe two different things in your ask here? There's the issue of writing (especially in a new fandom) and then there's the issue of posting and wanting people to actually read your stuff!
I know this is such a cliche but I really do actually believe this, which is - when it comes to writing, YOUR VOICE MATTERS! Sure you can absolutely emulate the work you're loving (and there's nothing wrong with that! I've certainly done it, I think a lot of us have, especially in the beginning), but it sounds like you're maybe forgetting the most important part. Which is this, in my opinion. Your story is valuable because it's YOURS. No one else can tell it. That's where all the stuff about "write what you want, for you" comes in.
What would you write if you could let go of all of the expectations you're burdening yourself with, to live up to other people's writing, and just let yourself write?
In part - it's so much easier to edit than it is to write (at least that's true for me, my fellow writers, PLEASE feel free to add on to this). The first draft is just for getting it out of your head - from there, you can focus on the craft part of it (if you want to!), really honing your narrative and characterizations and whatnot. But write the first draft and let it be ugly.
In terms of breaking into a new fandom, especially a small one, well. I dunno, but for me, I do love some very rare pairs and when I find something new, I get really excited! So I'm betting there's an audience for your work - it might be small, but dang, I bet it's enthusiastic.
For connecting with people, well. @allwaswell16 has really great enthusiasm for self-promotion (and I'm so bad at it, but she's NOT wrong) - write your fic, make a fic post, post it and reblog it. Tag it!
I know for me, I'm probably too shy to reach out to people and say hey! pls read my fic? But if you haven't made some fandom connections as like, a fan, that might be worth doing as well - not to get people to read your work, but to have other fans to celebrate with! I've made some incredible friends simply by shrieking in the comments on the fics and then stalking them on Tumblr to yell at them some more about how much I love their work. (All in complete sincerity too.)
I am pretty bad at Discord and writers groups and stuff, but maybe there are people there to connect with as well?
And like, a thing I want to be really clear about is, it's 100% okay (and like, super normal?? I think??) to *want* people to read your stuff! I write for me, I share it because I want other people to like it too. it does take time to build up those connections usually, but again, I'm guessing that people who love that pairing are going to be excited for someone who's excited to join in.
Anyway, just some off the top of my head rambling - please please feel free to come back if I can be of any other support? xox
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Heya~ it's me again, your beloved ☁️ anon *insert tsukasa laughing*
I'm very sorry for being inactive this lately, school and homework are sucks and I don't even have time for myself😞.
And, OH just saw your doing my req and I wanted to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR DOING MY REQ, IT'S SO CUTE🥰. TSUKASA IS MY COMFORT CHARACTER AND YOUR WRITING MAKE ME MORE INLOVE WITH ✨MY STAR✨ AAAAHHHHSJEJDJD- (simp-)
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Anyways, i saw that fluff alphabet for tsukasa almost all the letters have been made except for 3 more letters. And i want to completed it.
That's why, if you don't mind, may i request d,l,n for tsukasa?
Don't pressure yourself and take your time, I don't mind if it takes long :)
Hope you have a great day^^
Hello my lovely ☁️ anon! I'm so glad you enjoyed that post and don't worry, I know school can be tiring ^^ and I'm so glad to announce that Tsukasa fluff alphabet is complete! WOHOOO!!
Anyway take care of yourself as well and I hope you enjoy <3
Tsukasa D, L, N fluff alphabet
Tag List: @alicewinterway18 - come get your future star!
⊱ Distance ═ They are in long distance relationship. How do they act in it? Do they have any plans for meeting their lover?
You and Tsukasa probably met on some socials that had to do with performances or Saki introduced you to each other. If he meets you through his sister, he tries a little more to not loose contact with you. If you met on socials he still tries his best not to loose contact but he knows that it's easy through online...
When you got together, Tsukasa almost immediately wanted to go to you and hug you as a thanks for accepting his feelings to you, but of course he couldn't... but that won't stop him from any dates! He likes to video chat or just call you somewhere in the day so you won't be tired the next day. That's why sometimes he's just walking around the streets showing you places and talking about everything. You also probably know backstage of Wonder Stages like the back of your hand thanks to him!
After at least a few months of dating, Tsukasa starts to be more and more impatient, he just wants to go to you or wants you here with him! His family probably won't let him so when Wonderland x Showtime decided to go to your country for some research, he was so excited. Of course he immediately texted you and asked if you're alright with this place. And when the day he sees you comes, he literally rushes at you and captures you in tight hug.
"YN!! You're her!! We finally can have real date! C'mon I heard that this attraction is one of the best here!"
⊱ Lazy ═ How do they spend lazy days with their lover?
Dates with Tsukasa are often anything but lazy, although there are exception. For example if he's drowned out after a show and you're tired for whatever reason you may have, he'll lay on his bed with you and start cuddling. Sometimes he'll also put on some of his favorite shows or just music and will burry his head in the crack of your neck. If he's really tired you might even hear how he mumbles soft compliments to you without even realizing it, so feel free to just remember him about it later and you can see his flushed face.
"I'm not feeling like doing anything energetic today... What about we watch some of our favorite shows and cuddle?"
⊱ Nickname ═ How do they call you? Where did they took this idea from?
Tsukasa always saw you as his light, so that's not a surprise that he wanted to give you a special nickname. Names like darling, sweetheart, sunshine and similar sounded too basic for him. That's when he thought of calling you "his star" but you already call him like that... and if he's going to be a star, that nickname wouldn't necessarily fit... but at the same time you completely deserve to be called a star! That's when he ended up rambling to Rui how he can't think of any special nickname to you. And luckily for him, his friend started teasing him how he should call you "his co-star". At first he brushed it off but later he stayed thinking about it more and more, when he realized that it's not the worst nickname.
Tsukasa was really nervous about calling you that, he thought that maybe you won't like it or worse... will brak up with him because of that.
"H-Hello my dear co-star! ... Yes I called you co-star... should I stop...? If you don't like it I can go back to calling you YN!!"
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#nogenderbee ☁️ anon#project sekai#colorful stage#project sekai colorful stage#x reader#project sekai x reader#colorful stage x reader#project sekai colorful stage x reader#project sekai tsukasa tenma#tsukasa tenma#tsukasa tenma x reader#project sekai tsukasa x reader#fluff#project sekai fluff#alphabet
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10 Fandoms, 10 Characters, 10 Tags
Hi hi, I was tagged for this tag game by @robo-dino-puppy ages ago!! Like... literal months ago now. I'm so sorry, I didn't realize how long it had been, I hope you don't mind me getting to it now if it's not too awkward! I really do appreciate the tag a lot, thank you!!! :D I still wanted to do this for fun even if I'm terribly late 💔
(I'm not gonna try to make this a list of my favorite characters because I'm so bad at making decisions lol but instead here's some characters I wanna give some much needed appreciation to!)
1) Kuon Ichinose (Persona 5 Strikers)
Of course there's another P5 character deserving of this spot, but I chose Ichinose because she's been on my mind again and she's so underappreciated! She's perfect and I won't hear any criticism towards her ❤️ I played P5S for her. Don't get me wrong, I was very happy to see the PTs again and it was fun to meet the Monarchs. But mostly. I knew I was gonna like her. All my friends knew I was gonna like her. No one was surprised. I'm getting dragged off stage before I can keep rambling on-
2) Sylens (Horizon Zero Dawn/Forbidden West)
My favorite old man... He is just so funny. And interesting! I want to know his backstory, where he came from, why he is the way he is. He did all of that, but did you not have fun? Did you not learn about the power of friendship? Exactly, relax. He's good at comments and quips. Ladies love comments and quips, and they go nuts for asides. And since I made a CXGF reference, on that note-
3) Valencia Pérez (Crazy Ex Girlfriend)
One of my favorite characters even in a cast full of amazing, memorable characters that rarely misses! I'm obsessed with her homoerotic rivals-to-friends arc with Rebecca btw. I still think they should have kissed. Uhhh I mean, they did kiss, that was a significant thing that happened, I just think they should've kissed again in a different context. I have opinions on that and on Valencia's (and pretty much everyone else's) season 4 arc but I'll spare you for now ❤️
4) Amity Blight (The Owl House)
I know, I know, not to say what everyone else and their mothers have already said about it but this is the kinda show that makes me wish I had had it while I was growing up. I like basically the entire main cast, but I chose Amity because I really can't tell you how much of an emotional rollercoaster her arc was for me. But I love her and of course her relationship with Luz absolutely killed me.
5) Toph Beifong (Avatar the Last Airbender)
When I came on here and said I had finally watched ATLA I was waitinggggg for someone to ask me who my favorite character was. But you know what they say, when you're an adult you don't stop having a favorite character but people do stop asking 😔💔 Not really that much to say, though! I just enjoy it when she's onscreen ^^
6) Lake (Infinity Train)
It's so hard to choose just one favorite from this show. I didn't even realize I had forgotten how much I loved everyone until I started rewatching it with Sol (especially Atticus, Amelia, Grace, and Lake though 💞). Anyways here's Lake "I am a person I'm not Tulip I'm not foil I'm not reflection I'm not a sliver I'm not a null I'm not any of the hundreds of names everyone wants to give me" they/them nonbinary icon
7) Miles Morales (Into and Across the Spiderverse)
What can I say that hasn't already been said before? ❤️ ITSV is one of my favorite movies (long overdue for a rewatch tbh) and Miles is just such an amazing character all around. I've said it before, but, even with all of the spider people in ATSV, he was still the highlight to me! He deserves the world, I'll kick Miguel's ass if necessary, idc.
8) Fabiola Torres (Never Have I Ever)
My daughter... I'm so sad that she suffers from the protagonist's best friend syndrome :( She's even wearing star pajamas in the gif, she's just like me fr! Except she's a genius! Her best friend is a robot! She's so cute and earnest ;-; I would watch a show all about her ❤️ Even if her arcs don't get as explored as I would like, I love her interactions with the other characters and I especially connected to her arc about feeling alienated from the queer community.
9) Constance Blackwood (Ride the Cyclone)
Also my daughter ❤️ The highlight of RTC to me, without a doubt!! Her monologue really hit me right in the heart... She's just like me fr fr! She deserves so much better. She's everything. And her toxic homoerotic friendship with Ocean is very real, it's happening right now somewhere near you.
10) Shahara Hasan (Bodies)
It's been a while since I watched this show so I'm not as desperate to talk about it anymore, but it really did make me so incredibly insane while I was watching it, trust me. Anyways, never have I been more sure that a character suffered more than Jesus and I don't say that lightly. Her trying her best to sympathize with Elias and nearly getting through to him broke my heart... Tragedy enjoyers when some horrible fucked up guy absolutely shatters the one person who reached out to save him, ig.
Tagging: I'm not gonna make it to ten tags lol. I'm tagging @meep-m33p, @soliscital, @woolmasterleel, and @inkpens-coffee, but absolutely no pressure to do it of course!! Also, to anyone else who wants to do this, feel free to tag me as your tagger!!
#tagged for me#ramble#personal#long post#undescribed#gif#p5s#hzd#hfw#cxgf#toh#atla#itsv#atsv#nhie#rtc
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hello tumblr!! my name is belle and i'm v happy to be here!
i've been floating around tickle tumblr for years and i've finally made a new side blog after a long break!
i've never been very good at making friends because of my anxiety, but i really want to try to get to know some people here! if we chat then i want to know you for you! i wanna know about your favorite shows and your blorbos and what you like to eat! tickle talk is not a priority, that can come much later!! i really want to build some real friendships in this community!!
please do not interact with me or my posts if you're under 18! i'm grown and i have no desire to talk to minors. you will be blocked if you cross this boundary! also, i'm not interested in sharing pictures, RPing, flirting, sexual talk, or random teases in my inbox. this is not my first rodeo. the only thing you'll get from me in blocked.
anyway, about me below the cut!
as stated in my bio, i'm in my mid-20s, identify as sapphic, and i use she/they! i'm in college studying music!
i love vtubers, particularly niji en! i don't wanna list my oshis here because i don't want to be Perceived in their tags sdghjsgf but if you're curious feel free to ask!!
i really like to write! I'm very bad at finishing my wips, but i have lots of fic ideas swirling around in my head! maybe I'll post something here one day~
in case you couldn't tell from my pfp, i love the hellaverse! i'm a huge hazbin hotel fan, and i'm always happy to nerd out about it <3
video games! i wish i could give you a specific category i'm into, but i just play whatever tickles my fancy (yes bad joke I know, I'm sorry). my top games right now are league of legends (my top three champs are jinx, ashe, and samira!), undertale, baldur’s gate 3, and a date with death! feel free to ask about my other interests if you'd like to know! music, shows, movies, anything!
i guess i should mention some tickle stuff on a tickle blog, huh? i'm a lee-leaning switch, and the lee lean is severe at the moment. i get tickled pretty regularly (thank the GODS 🙏🏾) so you can expect some flustered ramblings about those moments ehehe ^^; i am very easily flustered, and i love flustering others whenever i'm not being horrendously lee.
tickling is really special to me as someone who's been through a lot of craziness in life. it's a nice way to decompress after long days and it keeps me from getting stuck in my own head and spiraling down too far. i love talking to folks who love it as much as i do :3
if you read this far, thank you for your time! <3
#i never thought i'd come back here but here i am lmao tickleblr got HANDS#tickle community#tickle blog#pinned post
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how did you get your au to be so popular
i wish to follow in thine footsteps of getting lots of questiond (i have crippling asd and beg to be given permission to infodump)
lol but like seriously, how long'd it take for you and also you got any tips? kay thats really it haha thanks 🙏 😭
oh mannn i dunnoooooooo. this aint my first au and tbh part of the success just comes from the fact that tmnt is like. a really big fandom, cause of all the iterations and how old the story is. i had a few similarly abuse-focused AU's for the owl house, and then i was obsessed with sun wukong & jttw for a solid few months there. (sorry, rambling, to get back on track-)
its not like i TRIED to be popular (feels like a weird thing to call myself. popular?? lmao i have like 5 friends) i just didnt avoid it either by like, idk, not tagging or w/e. I mean you basically just have to make stuff and keep making stuff forever. people will find it eventually, even if its only a couple of them who really engage in it.
AND CONSUME ART!! not just fandom stuff i mean whatever floats your boat, books (audiobooks in my case) movies comics- that's important to!! take note of everything you like in stories, write it down if you wanna. oh yeah and be pretentious (by which i mean, read symbolism into everything that you want to)
What I'm doing on this blog is basically what I was doing my entire life anyway, (drawing, making up stories, doing character design shit) except now i have people interested in it.
i really wasnt confident enough to do fandom stuff until like, first year of college tbh. at that point the owl house was like the main thing i relied on for any sense of relief cause my life was BAD bad haha.
OH ALSO I THINK THERE'S SOMETHING YOU'RE MISSING HERE:
(i have crippling asd and beg to be given permission to infodump)
I've got this BAD IRL, but the thing i remind myself is that this is MY BLOG and if someone doesn't wanna hear my rambling they can LEAVE. ALWAYS INFODUMP. ALWAYS RAMBLE. if attention is what you want then I'd suggest just genuinely talking about what you're passionate about, and if no one is asking you then ask yourself!
like, make a post that starts with "hey do u guys wanna hear about how much of a mess my three headed character is?? no?? TOO BAD HERE wE GO!!"
i really don't have a ton of advice hahhh this is all very ramble-y and im basically just telling you what I do. most of all I think it's important to like, not TRY to be popular tbh. don't try to be popular, try to make what you like the most and what you'd wanna see other people make- and that stuff will draw in the kind of people whose attention matters the most.
which is easier said than done i guess if you crave attention but its sooo much better than worrying about followers or something i promise.
like, if I wanted to be popular I wouldn't have advised myself to talk about incest and sa and all the shit that I do. but i dont wanna be popular, I wanna get the attention of people who ALSO like those stories and i want to explore themes of abuse that those people ALSO want to explore.
LONG STORY SHORT: I DUNNO MAN.
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just a random guy who really loves your art. i noticed you made the cute doodle asking peeps to reblog your art and i just wanted to share why i dont? i really love your art and i absolutely wanna reblog it but im a songxue shipper and lowkey you seem kinda grossed out by that ship. which is totally oki, i know its not everyones cup of tea, but sometimes it seems like you'd be offended if a shipper reblogged your art i guess? and i dont rlly wanna bug you, i love your art and i adore your content. i think your likes and dislikes are valid as hell and you're totally allowed to have them. i just wanted to say that i do want to rb your stuff and i do love your stuff and im sorry im not supporting your art in that way, i just really didnt want to cross your boundaries. thank you for sharing your art and drawing so much of the guys (they're my blorbos, thats why i ship them and you're basically the only person who draws them ic imo). you're a wonderful artist and your art regularly impresses the hell out of me. your sense of humor, expressiveness, color pallet, creativity, and just plain Skill are all so freaking amazing and you deserve accolades. im sorry for being a weirdo who likes one of your squick ships but your art is fabulous. maybe i'll make a sideblog where i hide my ship tendencies and just rb you a lot there, you deserve the support :)
hey now,,, this is very sweet lkdhlkh and i really appreciate it + am glad you enjoy my art so much and think it's in character LOL i know i make things that are completely silly and absurd so it fascinates me (in a good way) that it's still seen as in character
also thank you so much for reaching out, i've been having a really rough time (depression! YAY) and honestly didn't expect anyone to say anything ;; (which is totally fine, people don't need to say anything! but it feels really good to be acknowledged)
i guess i'll take this as an opportunity to address this in general! i don't mind if people ship something i don't like/a notp as long as they're not making me engage with it, i don't track people down at gunpoint like HEY SHIPPER SAW YOU TOUCHED MY ART! no! all i ask is people don't /tag/ my art as whatever if i don't want it tagged as such (and don't ramble on about ship ideas in there either lol please), but i'm making an effort to make that obvious in the body of the post itself :) lots of my friends/followers ship things i don't and we coexist just fine!
but as for your ship, i've made mention to it a few times i think that it doesn't really bother me that much! in fact, the more i draw them together, the more chill i am with people taking away whichever kind of interactions they want from my art of them! they're my blorbos too and i love drawing them together, and although sometimes i am explicit about not wanting them tagged as a ship (so like, if they're drawn as family, xy is a child and sl is not for instance, lol), and sometimes i wish not everything were seen as shippy, it's very unreasonable i think for me to expect people not to see it that way. does that make sense? that's why someone requested i tag it a certain way so they wouldn't have to see it anyway OTL
anyway, you're totally fine! if you want to reblog it go right ahead, and if you wanna slap that tag on it, go ahead too (WITHIN REASON, see above). it's the other ostensibly more popular xue yang ship that i'd rather not get wrapped up in, haha
don't hide who you are! don't try and bottle things up for the sake of making someone else feel better. i've been doing that for too long and regret it immensely. maybe this year i'll finally put that to rest too
#the big secret here is that mostly any negative reaction to it i have is when it feels Mean#i cannot stand people being Mean to song lan that is my man#songxue#for blacklist ily shin mwah mwah#shin dont look
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How do you decide what fics to comment on?
I laughed a lot seeing this ask cause, am I acquiring a reputation as a commenter? That's not a bad thing by any means! I just can't help but laugh at the fact I've been talked about for leaving long comments more than I have been for my own art and fics. But I guess that just means those comment leave an impression?
Anyway, sorry for the ramble there for a moment, onto the question!
To answer this question I probably first need to ask another question:
How do I chose what fics to read?
Because... I read the fics and then I comment on them... Obviously.
And I read mostly Cassandra, Eugene or Arianna content. I will read anything tangled, but generally for me to stray from the norm it's due to recommendation from mutuals, friends, just random posts talking about how much they love a fic?
And if I read something, I comment!
It's very rare for me nowadays to not comment, I would have to either not have anything good to say (which hasn't happened.... ever? I think... Thanks to Ao3's amazing tagging system I imagine!) or I read it on kindle and forgot.... (I am so sorry...)
BUT! There are rules? Exceptions? I don't know...
Here's the thing, I know the way I comment, the length, the quotes, it isn't everybody's cup of tea and I respect that!
Before, I assumed people would tell me if they didn't like it.
But I no longer assume that.
Now, I will go full in with my first comment, and if the author responds positively (like, a single word can be positive, if they just says 'thanks' that is positive), I add them to my green-list (this only exists in my head). I trust them to have been honest in that response and I assume they enjoy long-form comments!
If there is no response, which is perfectly fine, I will assume there is a chance they HATE those comments, and aren't willing to respond saying that as the response would be public and a lot of people are too shy to give negative feedback... So I will stop commenting in that way.
I won't stop consuming content, leaving kudos or anything like that, I will even continue to leave short comments!
But I will cease the long comments out of, honestly, social anxiety and not wanting to be hated by the fandom I'm in!
I know this might not be the best attitude. But I just have too much anxiety and I end up feeling like I am harassing people if that makes sense?
Oh, also, obviously, if I have a negative interaction with someone on tumblr, or they blocked me, or they spoke badly of me at some point, I will cease consumption of those fics! (I do make an exceptions for co-written fics, but that's more complicated).
But yeah...
If you have a fic you want to recommend umm... DO!
Like, please!
Especially if it's your own cause I feel so much more at peace when commenting on fics from mutuals on here cause I know they aren't going to get angry at me for long comments!
I feel like this got long rambly and probably shows just how much my anxiety has been eating at me these past few umm.... weeks, months? I lose track of time.
I've been putting of answering this ask because I had completely stopped commenting for a while there... I'm kinda getting back into it now! But answering this at a time when I was not commenting felt very wrong... Almost like fake? I don't know...
My brain is kinda semi turned on right now, I'm so exhausted...
But I do welcome recommendations!
Especially one-shots!
I really need to get back into reading and commenting and I think just jumping back in is the way!
This ask did, kinda hit a nerve with me as well, it made me feel for a few moments that perhaps my only contribution to this fandom is my comments? Like, my art flops so bad on tumblr... my fics do really well actually I'm always shocked how many people read them, but... my brain just isn't processing stuff right, it's looking for the negatives right now. It's not a good time for me.
But after some thought I realized this is a nice ask!
I'm glad people like those comments, I'm glad I can contribute to the fandom and specifically to fic writers in that way!
I want to do it more.
I'm just, recovering mentally right now from some stuff, heavy fics are kinda off the table and... Even searching for fics feels like a chore?
See, even writing that I feel lazy for saying it xD which is silly, like, I'm not being lazy I'm just ill...
Rambling aside.
Send recommendations.
I'm sorry I haven't been commenting!
I appreciate every ask even if I'm kinda slow at answering sometimes!
I'm going to bed.
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Hey. Just using this as a space to ramble anonymously at people I once knew, we all know the drill.
To my crew, at Zomburger… if I told ya that I wasn't gonna miss you, well, rest easy knowing THAT really came back to bite me in the ass. I miss you all. A lot. Not gonna lie, you were the closest thing I had to friends in my centuries of being… alive, undead, whatever. I'm sorry I was such a hardass.
I don't remember much tangibly about my time with you, I can only really remember flashes and feelings. But I do know that I cared for you all even if I suppressed it. You gotta understand that surviving on my own is all I've ever known. It was stupid and pointless to get attached, moving around for work and all… I was basically an Underworld bounty hunter, I couldn't exactly settle down or be open about who I was. Even now, a part of me is chastising myself for feeling this way, and being so open about it, even if I'm anonymous. Some habits die hard. But being here has changed me. I'm really a new man. Still eccentric, off-the-walls Cesare, but… I'm at peace. I'm learning, okay? I'm learning to be okay with all this. I wish you could meet me now. I felt weirdly paternal towards you all.
Conrad, you always took everything in stride, and it was hilarious. Thanks for being such a good sport. Doc… seeing my world portrayed through a fictional lens made me realize maybe you had more going on to you then just being really into the bit. If work was a second home to you, I hope I helped in some way. And Frances… you were a real one, girl. Thanks for always bugging me to tag along with you guys. It meant more than I ever let on. Sorry I never said yes.
Love you dorks. I have no idea what happened to me, or to you. I hope we eventually reconciled. I hope you all lived long, happy lives.
Anyways. That's enough being all sappy and melancholic.
To the HUMANS. Of the Bigtop crew. And only the humans. Uh… you seem like a real wholesome bunch… you kinda just got caught in the crossfire of a conflict very much beyond you. Sorry for crushing your boss with a comically large hammer. Well, no, I'm just sorry for doing it right in front of ya. That's not usually my style, but I was running out of ideas and figured it'd be smarter to risk the exposure and just go for it. It was just to Whack-A-Mole him back downstairs, watchers weren't out to kill our targets or anything. So uh... yeah. Sorry if I spooked ya.
That's about it. Peace.
— Cesare (Bigtop Burger) (Please tag with fictive tags, thanks.)
#fictionkinfessions#fictive#cesarefictive#bigtopburgerfictive#chara love#memories issue#ableist language cw#crushing cw#murder cw#death cw#apology#mod party cat
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alright i only just noticed you had a tumblr and felt obligated to say something so
i just want to say that i’m a huge fan of your writing and works, and have been for years. i first found out about your stuff back in november or december 2020 (??) a little bit after I Threw Glass At My Friend's Eyes and Now I'm On Probation was first published, since i had been absolutely in love with tombur at the time and scavenging the ao3 tag 24/7 to see if anything new came out, and i was instantly hooked. i have so much to say about it and no way to put it into words, but the whole general concept surrounding it is so interesting and alluring, everytime a new chapter was posted and i’d read right until the end and then it’d be stuck lingering in my mind for literal days on end. every cliffhanger that was left had me so excited for what was next, excited to see whether wilbur would finally be confronted or not. the fic meant and still means so much to me, it’s taken up so long of my life to the point that its probably something i’ll still remember even when i stop consuming poppy or mcyt content. i’ve been so obsessed with the fic that the song it’s based off of was quite literally my #1 song of 2021 all because of it, and was within my top 100 this year too. i’m legitemately grateful for you writing it, because it both got me into Destroy Boys and gave me so much joy for so long.
this is more an amalgamation of me rambling about how much it means to me, so i apologize about how cluttered and disorganized it is, but thank you for writing. your stuff has helped me with a lot of my life ♥️
i’m gonna cry. i hope u understand that i just finished the chapter today because of this. i literally wrote through a wake at church because of the motivation this gave me. is that bad? probably. but the entire family hated the guy anyways
thank you, you specifically as well as everyone who has stuck around, for, well… sticking around i guess. for leaving me comments, asks, messages, friend requests, texts (to those of u ik well), for motivating me.
it’s been over a YEAR since i updated. and even then, by april 2021, updates were very few and far between. so truly no NEW chapters have really come out and when they do it’s ~1,200 words every three months. but y’all still check in, and not only that, LEAVE COMMENTS. even though it’s been silence since october 23rd, 2021 (i missed oct 22 like an idiot last year AND this year), you guys come back. thank you. it’s been TWO YEARS since the release and i’m no where near done and i’m so sorry to any of you who care enough.
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but thank you everyone for checking in, offering help, reading, helping me brainstorm. thank you rad, even though we don’t talk much anymore i have u on snap and i still message u time to time. thank u fello, for being amazing and always supporting me, constantly my #1 supporter and lover. Tater, my love who i message at least once a week, idk where id be without u. and all those “anti”s from 2020 i still talk to to this day, i passed my psych test w a 67% 🦅‼️🙏
i’m blasted. this is long. i had a shit day today, with church and my family being a shit show, and this really made me pick up my head and do what i always do: say “fuck it, we ball” and keep moving on.
so fuck it, we ball, thank you anon.
ANYWAYS here’s some church shit from today i found funny
#problematicmcyt#poppytwt#problematic#problematictwt#askver#problematicfanfics#tombur#poppyblr#ver's serious discussions#point me to the nearest problematic pit stop pls
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I posted 1,066 times in 2022
105 posts created (10%)
961 posts reblogged (90%)
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I tagged 1,064 of my posts in 2022
#other's self inserts - 305 posts
#other's self ships - 286 posts
#self insert - 283 posts
#crystal's mood - 120 posts
#other's art - 100 posts
#self ship positivity - 74 posts
#ship: share your pain with me - 70 posts
#cc: be the light - 62 posts
#crystal's rambles - 46 posts
#boost - 46 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#like stop acting all high and mighty because you're a young woman whose know going up into her nursing career; you're not better than derek
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Happy Valentine's Day everyone. 💖💖💖
Check out this adorable commission from @maidenofporcelain. Fairy Toast and Espresso looks absolutely adorable. ^^
She currently has commissions open so please do check her out as this is her first time doing so.
Doubles DNI unless we're friends/mutuals. Thanks for understanding!
18 notes - Posted February 14, 2022
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Ko-Fi Commissions
Hello, everyone! Crystal here with some very exciting news.
I'm opening up commissions! 🎉🎉🎉
This is my very first time opening commissions so I'm really nervous tbh so please be nice to me... 😓
Anyways, if you're interested check out my Ko-Fi page.
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Reblogs are appreciated if you don't have the means to support me. It's always appreciated.
Looking forward to working with you all. ^^ 💖
20 notes - Posted July 3, 2022
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A few days ago, my dear friend @topstarodeo finished my commission of me and Derek! This is my interpretation of the epilogue from the first Trau.ma Ce.nter game. (Spoiler warning.)
Aaaa, the ending music... ;;
One of these days, I'll write something based off of it. (But ugh the other drafts that I have some/no motivation to finish... 😖)
Anyways, Derek. Sorry, I don't talk about you all that much but I love you so so much. You've come such a long way and I'm happy to see you blossoming into a more confident doctor. 💖💖💖
I just wish you got more content from Atlus...perhaps a mobile game or porting your games over to the Switch? Idk, just give us something!!! 💢
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Doubles DNI. If you ship, Der/Ang (Der.ek X An.gie), please be respectful and don't mention the ship to me as it makes me uncomfortable. Thanks for understanding!
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27 notes - Posted June 2, 2022
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Happy (early) Halloween! 🎃🦇👻💀
My commission from @gatitamyers has been completed and I'm absolutely in love with it! I just thought it would be fitting to have Tokiya and me dress up as my childhood OTP! Still can't believe Monster High is back, I'm so excited! Do hope Draculara X Clawd comes back too! 💖💖💖
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60 notes - Posted October 28, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Check out this adorable commission by @mitsurugireiji.
Aren't they so cute? Mozart such a sweetheart and gentleman underneath his cold exterior. ^^
Hngh, so much pink!!! 😍😍😍💗💗💗
His commissions are currently open so please check him out. 💖
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80 notes - Posted August 3, 2022
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ooo how about 15, 19, 100 for the danganronpa ask game!!
hiiii squishy :3
15. Your absolute OTP?
omg. I can't choose, but any combination of Naegi, Kirigiri, and Togami including a poly ship. I don't careeeee which one I love them all though especially all of them together they make my heart sing. in my mind they're all married.
19. Who do you think is an underrated character?
I already answered 19 in another ask BUT I'm going to attempt to do it again with a different character. I don't think Owari is talked enough about either. she's more looked at as a comedic relief character but her backstory is really sad (and the way she hints at her past throughout is also very sad). I feel similarly about Soda too. hahaha yes he has a crush on Sonia but his FTEs are so T_T, and I thought it was an interesting explanation for his character design overall.
100. Opinion on all the Protagonists!
omg stop this is the best question. OKAY
Makoto Naegi: I absolutely adore Naegi. I hold thh very dear to me, and thus he comes along with it. I think the way he always brings out the best in his classmates and always attempts to see the good in them is so refreshing. His leadership of his rag tag group of friends seems odd at first glance, but the little things about the way he interacts with all of them justifies it perfectly. He's the best. I love him.
Hajime Hinata: I love Hinata for a very different reason than I love Naegi. I love Hinata because he felt the most like me. This made playing as him very pleasant, because almost all of his reactions to what was going on around him felt like how I would react if I were in his shoes. I can't pick a favourite protagonist character-wise, but if I had to pick my favourite one to PLAY as, it would be Hinata!
Kaede Akamatsu: when I first opened drv3 and found that I was playing as a beautiful musician, I was over the fucking moon. then she died. akamatsu was a breath of fresh air in a protag. she was positive, she wasn't overly nervous, she worked to understand people... I could go on. but that breath of fresh air was so short-lived, and it still pisses me off. miss her. (omg as an aside I have to tell you this; while I was at work today someone passed me in kaede cosplay I just about DIED. I told them they looked amazing I was so happy)
Shuichi Saihara: okay, I know everything I said about Kaede just now makes it seem like I wouldn't be as fond of Saihara. though I may have preferred him in a support role similar to Kirigiri, I did really like him as a protagonist because his insecurities felt very real (and relatable). Though I do think it would've been interesting to see him if he had carried out his original plan of crafting the perfect crime... anyway, I'm a sucker for detective characters, so he's cool.
THANK YOU FOR THE ASKS THAT WAS A LONG RAMBLE SORRY!!!
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Hiiiii Romanian anon here 💙💛❤️ just read the tags and it's so nice seeing the comms call us a band of brothers 🥹 and of course I love how you want to support more underrated teams!
As for how I became a Spurs fan, basically I joined a football discord server in 2021 around the time Euro 2020 happened (that's how I met some of my first mutuals and some even ended up close friends). Back then I was exclusively a fan of international football and national teams, but seeing the others in that server prepare for the club seasons since it was summer, it made me realise that club football was just as fun as international football 💞
Some of the ppl in that server were Spurs fans and watching the content in the designated Spurs channel made me fall in love with the team! Sonny caught my eyes and I immediately liked him for his love and dedication to the team 😭❤️ but I also started liking other members too!
So yeah basically Spurs was one of my first clubs and even if I'm not that much into football as I used to I still keep in touch with my beloved teams 🥹 and it made me especially happy when Radu joined, I always get happy whenever a Romanian player is getting recognition in clubs outside Romania!
Sorry for the long rambling btw 😭 anyways hope you're well Rahul, you're one of my fave Spursblr accounts here and your content is amazing 💛
hiii anon!!!! that’s such a lovely story! it’s funny i’ve heard so many people say that sonny is the reason they got into spurs even if they’re not korean/asian. i’m so glad that you still keep up with the club! and radu is very much loved here, we were all so honoured when he chose us over bayern and after watching him step in for some of the last few games last season and of course the romanian match we all have a firm belief that he is absolute class and will go on to be a brilliant player. super super proud of him!!!
also wanted to tell you that i was rly impressed w how romania played. i’ve been talking to all my mates who watch football about it and everyone was so complimentary! just such a solid lovely performance both in attack and in defense and i’m rly excited to watch more from them 🫶🏾 and thank you so much for the compliments 🥹🤍
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