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so pleased to see we’re continuing the manny is fine and sweet agenda
#ohh my god he is so cute to me#he called her Big Teagues I love himmm#im trying my best to be chill and not oversexualize that man but oh my god#he is so so fine and sweet and funny and stylish#I do not understand the lack of thirst for manny but I will do my best 🫡#and tbh unless he does my bby janine wrong for some reason I’m not coming up off him like let him be fine in peace#he just wears nice outfits and does his job and I love that#he’s lowkey funny too like y’all are sleeping on my mans but that’s okay IM AWAKE#manny ily bae#abbott elementary#abbott elementary spoilers#ae s3#manny castillo
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speaking of sharing one bed, one of my fondest memories is when i visited my friend cierra and brought her back to the hotel so that we'd stay up all night talking. my mom was already asleep on one of the beds, so we had to whisper and everything felt so intimate and secretive and fun
it got rly late and i could tell she was getting tired, but one thing abt me is that i never sleep first at a sleepover, so i told her we didn’t have to keep talking, we could pick it up later. but she made a challenge out of it. she said she didn’t want to “miss anything” and was going to stay up as late as possible until i tired myself out of talking, which we both knew wasn’t going to happen, but i accepted the challenge anyway
so i continued rambling abt god knows what, and i could see her getting sleepier and sleepier, but against all odds she was still responsive. i suggested that she should at least lie down, and i could keep talking until one of us (her) passes out. so she got in bed and i got on the little corner chair, and she was like why are you doing that. get on the bed.
my blood froze i won’t lie. i think i just dismissed it or smth bc she said “i don’t mind” and i told her “ik you don’t, but i do.” i have a huge thing abt touching and the thought of accidentally touching someone in my sleep makes me sick. and she knew that. but then she said “i can sleep under the blanket and you can sleep over it so that it creates a barrier. and i'm not making you sleep on the chair in YOUR hotel room.”
idk if she knows how much it touched (ha) me that she took that into consideration and how much i still think abt it. so we laid like that w me continuing my rambles and her responses getting shorter and mumblier. i started talking abt things i knew she didn't give a shit abt if only to hear my own voice as proof of my consciousness, and by 4am, i turned over and went “cierra?” to no response. so i told her goodnight and fell sound asleep over the blanket
anyway that’s the closest i ever lived out fanfiction
#danbles#not to romanticize my friends but i did fall a little in love w her that night#and tbh i didn’t rly care abt what i was saying if she wasn’t awake enough to share her thoughts too#so it kinda felt more symbolic than anything else. i kinda chose stupid topics on purpose just bc i knew she wasn’t going to respond lol#me talking abt captain cold to someone who doesn’t like dc nor even conscious enough to register it#and it was crazy being so sober-awake watching her doze off. idk why that’s crazy to me it just felt that way#anyway hi cierra if you read this i miss youuu#cierracore#hmmm#lovecore#🫶
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saw a post today where someone was like "i HATE turning on the overhead lights, it makes me feel like i'm on the operating table!" can't relate. i love the overhead lights because they make me feel like i'm on the operating table <3
#ziptalks#i know some people hate the overhead lights but tbh mood lighting freaks me out a little#i don't feel awake if the room is too dim lmao
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Imagine they try to step on the ghost boat and the boat is the ghost so they just fall right into the water.
#this is very funny to me#i have been awake too long today tbh#critical role#bell's hells#cr3e72#cr spoilers#cr lb
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aaaaaaa okey I ordered the speaker and the star projector. (and a beauty blender and a neck support and the new volume of yona and the garbage disposal cleaner matt wanted.) it was still only $35 actually out of pocket and I get my allowance in the morning which will completely replace that amount. I will definitely like the speaker and if I don't like the star projector arin will.
#yes this did take me an entire week#I don't like spending money. I like having money and I like having things.#but I must spend money to get things.#but I have had a very draining weekend and I deserve nice things and that's what gift cards are supposed to be for.#(frankly even if nice things do need to be earned which is a notion that deserves to be critically examined)#(depending on how one defines 'nice things')#(I have more than earned all the nice things I could ever want between keeping other people alive and keeping myself alive.)#(we glamorize Big Actions way too fuckin much btw but that's tangential off the 'keeping other people alive' thing)#(Big Actions often have the smallest fuckin impact tbh. they mean nothing without thousands of small actions.)#I very nearly didn't order the projector but it's late and I'm in my room alone and I turned the lamp off early#so that no one can tell I'm still up since my brother is still here#and it's just a tiny bit too dark for being awake purposes#only a tiny bit though#there's good light through the window because of the courtyard#and the projector has an auto-off#idk I think it's worth trying. if I like it they can give me extra discs for it for christmas#and if I don't I can give it to arin#the notion that I can try stuff without 100% Committing Forever is. not one I grew up with.#like. mom started me on piano lessons for my 9th birthday cuz I'd mentioned it at some point#and I faithfully attended every week (barring schedule conflicts or illness) until I moved away for college at 19.#you had to promise you really wanted something for real if you were gonna get it and god help you if you were wrong.#even though neither of us were prone to tantrums or greed even without those tight boundaries.#(and even though she did not hold herself to that standard at all from what I can see.)
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his silver swag.. ⛓
ref is obvs a sketch and not the final design. the icon ended up with a smile thats a tad too forced but its hard to see in a small size so i dont care.. too much. I LOVE GREY!!!! 🖤🤍 plus a xor cameo bc they share similar design principles. almost like theyre my sonas or something..
#made an icon before agonizing over finalizing the design bc im so depressed i dont give a fuck anymore. what the fuck ever 😑#obviously inspired by silver foxes. best looking grey animal on earth i think. u cant go wrong with black n grey..!#im just happy i managed to draw something. even if its just more daron for the 500th time. ive been melting over not being able to draw#i also was trying out a design for android dx800 daron which guess what. was also grey. of course! which reminded me of the foxes#im not sure if im gonna post the dx800 here tbh. i think ill make it a dexcentral exclusive. i dont care much abt it the icons suck too lol#myart#sketches#scheduling this one bc nobobbys awake at 5am. tch. look at my boy
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They weren't kidding, when a lot of Bad has accumulated, even the smallest inconvenience can Break you.
#aria rants#o<-< my head hurts from the crying... ill be fine though! i cried it all out. ill be fine. now i need rest#honestly it isnt even a big deal. my lil sis got hold of the free lip balm i have which she Messed up badly#i rarely used that tbh cuz i keep forgetting to. so i dont rlly mind wtv happens to it and it was a freebie given to me#but God. from the Wretched week i had and it hasnt even been a full week of peace and then That happened#its also that time of the month for me so my emotions are alrdy a mess from Body Stuff and next thing i know i be crying o<-<#itll be fine tho orz... ive everyone in the Armada. im honestly so glad to have them. the best thing that ever happened to me this year#is finding out that im a system cuz now i have ppl helping me out. i wouldve been way worse without em orz#time for sleep for me tho its 6 am o<-< ive been awake since 1am (i slept at 11pm... it was early for once too... man)
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nothing gets me more when the latino character throws in the occasional spanish word just because
"you're turning your back on your familia"
"abuela wouldn't want this"
#{the sky's awake so i'm awake}#ooc#bruh...it always cracks me up#it just sounds so odd too...be fr nobody talks like that#because true...the spanglish does come out tbh but not just for the one word#maybe that's why it sounds weird to me#haha first time i heard it had me wondering if i sounded like that
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i posted that stupid shit on my instagram i might just kill myself fr
now im afraid i wont sleep for another 24 hours damn 😭😭
#took me like 50 hours but we did it 🔫😼#i might still delete jt#the anxiety is no joke#like no joke#ahahs7bsudbdus#im so tired man#so like fuck me.but i cant justify killing myseld before trying. after that i can. somehow. Im tired and i want nothing more than that but#maybe i just want to stop the pain. nevertheless#i hope someone anyone who sees. that even if im being too open or too vulnerable online i hope it inspires someone a little bit to do the#same. i hope the reactions wont be too harsh. just dont ask me abt it irl cuz ill cry.#fuck mental illness and traumas man. acchan i hope it wasnt so suffocating for u. at least hopefully the people who loved u could make it#better.#tbh now my anxiety ia better cuz nobody is awake xddd#whatever its not that serious. only for me ig#sorry ppl the mental illness really said emphasis on the illness these past 2 days. i didnt think id live it so badly but here we are. well#i hope with this i managed to get something heavy off my chest. i hope i can continue for just a little longer#to see if it's worth it. i dont even wanna think abt tge fact imma have prom on sunday. why is that im always most suicidal when i have to#graduate? i skipped elementary graduation cuz of it. im not skipping this one but im not participating in the dance cuz i knew id somehow b#at a bad place and i wouldnt have a partner also. hmm whatever. i should sleep now maybe. i feel good now a bit. really have to sigh get my#shit together now.#not sunday friday the 50 hours no sleep getting to me
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ngl i don’t think any of my irl friends care about me all that much…………
#i’d chalk this up to being awake at ungodly hours of the night but i’ve been thinking about this for days now#like literally not a single one of them remembered my bday which like. in isolation wouldn’t bother me that much#bc i’m terrible with dates and i Know that sometimes u miss the day on accident and then when u realize it’s too awkward to bring it up etc#but i’m also always Always the one asking everyone to hang out#and whenever it’s a group of us they’re always referencing things they did/talked about without me and it just. feels so isolating#(bowling for soup voice) middle school never ends oh-oh oh-oh-oh-oh :(#i could go on but i might start crying and i don’t wanna deal with that rn tbh#N E WAYS time to stop thinking about this and start reading yet another book until i get sleepy. nighty night gay people in my phone <3
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People think being an early bird is sooooooo good and its only good if you have somewhere to go at 6am but when you dont have anything to do that day or you dont have anything to do until a little later you're forced to have extra time you could of used to sleep more
#prince's talk tag#the only con i have to being one tbh#its useful when i have to go to work or need to be someone early#but why am i waking up at close to 6am when i have 3 hours of free time left#on my days off when i have nothing to do and i went to bed at 5am ill wake at 7am. who designed it to be like this????#today isnt too bad bc i did get about 6 hours of sleep but imma be busy i would of liked more sleeping time#and its too bright and im too awake to try to go back to sleep so uhhhhhh fuck me i guess#at times like this i wish i had some night owl in me maybe thatd help me sleep in more
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i went to see her (the sea) today!!!
#i also visited my ex coworkers and my grandparents and got a haircut#i am exhausted but it was a nice day#my grandma baked 2 cakes just for me ahjfgjdvjs and i bought her flowers <3#and now i'm chilling with my aunt's cats. i'll probably be in bed in an hour lmao i slept for less than 4 hours last night#i'm barely awake tbh#and all these human interactions drained me too#gn besties#k.txt
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HELLO im super socially fatigued after an all day retreat & i am hoping one of youze folks will have a good suggestion for some noise cancelling headphones that have a long battery life & don’t look stupid????
#me#I absolutely need a pair for an overnight layover#last time I couldn’t sleep & I nearly had a nervous breakdown after being awake for 40 hours#but I don’t wanna buy garbage I want something that will last &#tbh I’m too mentally fatigued to do proper research rn
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the way i forgot that i had more asks in my drafts. so i thought "oh we can do this all by today" i lied. i am a liar. and sleepy sol should know ahead of time.
#💜.talks#sleepy sol is different than awake sol this has been a psa#it was HER that paid a shit ton of money for link click merch#was it worth it ?? abso fucking lutely#i am the number one link click and cheng xiaoshi fan don't you EVER forget it#sorry what was i saying ah yes NO ONE let me forget i have shit in my drafts too#i'll probably do those tonight tbh i'm free yayyaayayayayyayay#i'll do my math hw tmrw during my meeting#anyways fixed my carrd hehe <3
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Oh man the brain is not in a good place rn ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
#「 🐈⬛ 」 strawberry.milk#I don’t Even know if it’s actually a big deal or if I’m just paranoid of making mistakes and am blowing it out of proportion in my head ⁉️⁉️#fuck man I hate it when this happens because it keep me wide awake and second guessing everything I’ve said and done the entire day#LMAOOOOOO#accidentally offending/hurting someone because I intended my statement to b a joke and it ended up landing poorly is literally a nightmare.#and if I realize to late I’m always so scared that they secretly hate me then and that they never want to talk to me again.#I’ll spend my whole day second guessing everything I’ve said and done and ill blow it out of proportion and I’ll think that every thing#that I’ve done has hurt or offended someone in some way and that sucks#it makes me want to rip my skin off lowk ⁉️ like I hate the thought of offending someone just from my negligence tbh#HI This is a cry for help if I ever say or do something stupid please tell me so I can remedy it and peacefully solve stuff and not#find out too late and go insane with doubting myself and convincing myself I’m a terrible person HAHHAHAH#if I ever take too long to respond. or if I delete a reply/chat I’ve sent days after I sent it. that’s why HHAHAHHAHHAHAHA
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#oh fun. amazing incredible. just what i need#day immediately after finding out I urgently owe thousands i don't have#i get jolted awake by like a billion per minute pulse borderline convulsive fit and a feeling that i got hit in the gut w a rusty sledge#i cannot fucking deal with needing to go to the dr w no insurance rn either ughhhH someone please just take me out back and shoot me instead#it was an ok run but this is too overwhelming from so n many directions rn#I'm really glad I'm seeing family in a few days tbh ik it's part of the reason I'm in this situation lol but it's a needed break
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