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realising how fucking messed up the canon timeline for how much college sam actually did is
#dean says two years in the pilot but his & brady's relationship got messed up in sophomore year#there's also the implication that he and jess had been dating for a while if sam was planning on proposing & they lived together#plus he'd talen the lsat and applied for law (grad) schools already??? at a 4 year uni???? meaning he had to also he done with undergrad#(4 year course‚ so he at LEAST needed 3 yrs to complete all those credits. & w a super good transcript if he was getting into stanford law)#sam winchester#&
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In relation to the tags on the post about my birthday: I wonder if its normal to be unable to remember what happened on your birthday two years ago or before that. I guess if I looked at the dates and check when I graduated from secondary school (the first time) I could remember a few things, but I'm beginning to remember my memory is real spotty.
#unma rambles#I don't think it's memory issues#I can remember a lot of things rather clearly#I can remember how and when (except for the year but I can check that) I broke my left hand#then again my hands still feel weird because of that so I guess that's to be expected#I can also remember the resulting spiral and the fact that I defeated Yharon for the first time after I had the cast removed#I can remember my first year of applying for uni and what happened of that#(specifically that one time I stood in the kitchen thinking about my experience with applying to uni)#come to think of it that was also around my birthday. fun.#uh what else#I can remember bits of my first day in secondary school#I can remember when I first started to love art#huh.#that was when I was 13#it's been 5 years#after I graduated I don't remember too much#okay after some thinking I remember the internship I did#I wrote a journal then so I guess I can read that#after that I uh#I don't remember#I suppose it was probably because I was simply moping about huh#not like there was anything to remember#guess I'll be thinking about this a bit more
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how I felt being held back in class by my english teacher, thinking she was gonna yell at me for not doing my homework (like other teachers, mostly my english ones) and then she somehow validates me without meaning to and actually speaks kindly to me?? like I'm sorry what??? I've never had a teacher actually see right through me like that? like, holy shit.. I guess I'm actually gonna like english this year >,<
#karmaajr rambles#also besides thursdays#thursdays i have a different teacher#my year 7 teacher actually#i hate her#lol i hate most my english teachers#in my over a decade worth of schooling#i have likes ONE english teacher (and my english tutor but shes a uni student who tutors for money so im not sure it counts)#well now its two i suppose :“)#tbh its mostly bcuz they think im not applying myself#like im trying i swear#seriously#i am trying#i am#anyways ye ive ended most of my years in skl with my english teacher thinking im a lost hope :D#my best friend was actually surprised (and happy!) that i like our new teacher#she gave me that smile#like the “im rlly proud of you” type smile with adoring eyes and omg#istg the reason i used to crush on her was EXACTLY that#but luckily i dont anymore#anyways i gotta stop talking here#BYE YALL#love you to any moots who actually bother to read this!
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me stop being annoying and weird challenge (level : impossible)
#i hate everything#and i very much dread the time this week will be over and i’ll have to go back to normal classes and such#because then people can see how much of a fraud i am with this chem dispensation thing that it was all just a waste and i’m actually#NOT smart at all even after all those hours off from class to study it. i want to throw up SCREAMS#also there’ll just be other things i miss#like ahshsjsksskw#i regret not pushing that submit button of a chem registration form when i first got into this school#imagine all the things i could’ve gotten if i had just not been too scared to do it#and then besides all that dreaded humiliation i’m also super scared of having to apply to uni next year like 😭#the tags feel soo off topic from the post but it’s not both of them are about piles and piles of regrets 😭#chem tag#nadirants
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guys psa: look at school application requirements before asking people for stuff
#im gonna include a letter of recommendation anyway but turns out theyre only needed for scholarships at this school#(which im not applying for)#also have to email the uni which I do not wanna do but idk if I need a medical certificate now or just before my second year#schools make your application pages easier to navigate challenge FAILED
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guys what if i told you i fucked up college so badly already
#it'll be fine it'll be fine i know it'll all work out but oh god#i um. loved opening my Applying To College email (which i never check because it is all spam) for the first time in months to like...#uh a LOT from the super selective school at my uni that i got accepted to but am not yet enrolled in...? and i think i may have...#missed? my chance? to enroll? maybe? but it may also be that nobody Can enroll until their junior year? and i just get priority#in classes within that school/major? uh? maybe? god i need to email. someone.#but i don't know if it's... my advisor my advisor for that school or that school's general “questions?” email#dante dicit#college#vent#might delete#good lord why didn't they email my student email... through their institution...#(it's not their fault i assumed that they would automatically know my student email which was My Bad)
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if i had the ability to scream id wanna scream in happiness rn
#lmao anyway i got a part time job now!! im excited!!!#ill probably be less excited once uni starts again but thats not important lol#i applied monday night. got a call yesterday morning/early afternoon asking if i was available for an interview. interview today#emailed a few hours later w a job offer. COMPANY WEBSITE PROFILE SAYS HIRED#anyway ig the hack is to NOT do practice interviews and to be honest but also stretch the truth and bs some questions for what seems right#also my interviewer really liked hearing about my high school's freshman program (older students being like their high school guide)#future (aka tomorrow) amber will have to deal with cancelling the interview i scheduled for a different application and withdrawing my other#applications bc i dont want to be offered anything else atm lol#(excited this is part time since im doing full enrollment w 17 units at uni + an internship i need to put 6-8 hours per week in starting#in august but i wanted a job that i could do long term (or semi long term) bc a consistent income would be nice)#anyway pray for me ill be working retail for the first time ever but im actually excited bc i dont mind the idea of retail work#amber's shit you can ignore
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god this is when me avoiding all the fucking admin shit bites me in the ass.
trying to finally sort out all this fucking bullshit with my home country (where i havent lived since before i turned 18 and have no intentions of ever permanently returning to), and of course they're stuck in the 80s or something so everything needs to be signed, stamped, officially translated, approved by three different agencies etc etc etc. and of course i live in an extremely digitalized country now so everything has digital signatures (not accepted by my home country) and i can't even /get/ everything
#herr's personal tag#ugh#fuck this shit. seriously.#i possibly owe them like tens of thousands of dollars in health insurance payments#even tho i havent lived there for years and ive been covered in my current country of residence#and it's illegal to be insured in 2 EU countries at once#and also i counted as a full-time student until about a year ago and full-time students are exempt from having to pay for insurance#and of course my mother was like#“yeah i got it all sorted”#well#turns out im so fucking stupid i cant even believe it. because of course it's fucking not#and like i know she's full of shit sometimes and i've heard her say stuff related to this that i know was incorrect#i so should have known better. but here we are#so now i gotta#1. fucking finally deregister from both the country and the insurance company so this doesn't keep getting worse#(at least this should be doable tho there might be a fine included for not doing it earlier)#2. get a bunch of documents from my high school and uni#and get those approved as equivalent to full-time studies of the appropriate level#which is gonna be fun because not all of these even exist over here and also my degree was an integrated masters#so there's no clear undergrad/grad division#3. try to retroactively apply to have my insurance payments from all these years forgiven#also 4. get proof that i've been insured over here for the past 10 years and shouldn't owe any insurance payments anyway#because being insured in two countries is impossible under EU law#and also try and get the payments forgiven that way#ughhhhhhhhh#and there's no guarantee they'll accept any of this as i'm doing it all retroactively#and i don't know what my mom has/hasn't done in relation to this as she's definitely faked some power of attorneys etc in the past#and she will 100% lie about this#srsly fuck all this shit. i'm also moving to yet another country in 2 weeks. it's gonna be sooo much fun
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oop its uni ranking time again
the time of the year when I remember that since age 14 ive basically spent my life in educational institutions that have been at some point ranked #1 on some of these lists. ugh. bleh. nothing intelligent to say just now, I just always need to remember the ways this limits or biases my experience in addition to the ways it broadens it. someday I will finally write the big article that's been brewing in my brain about the meritocracy fallacy.
#if you ever wonder where my impostor syndrome comes from this explains it#since I was 14 I have been surrounded by people smarter than me#its a real mixed bag bc it means I know that some of these people really are geniuses but also I know how rigged the system is#and how not smart some of them can be#this isn't gonna make any sense#sorry#if I get personal about it for a second its kind of nuts this has happened#bc this has never at any point been my goal#im not an elite institution chaser#for HS it happened to be near where I lived and I applied on a whim#and went with a well lets see! attitude#for uni it was the dream school of the girl who sat in front of me on the bus#and I googled it and it sounded neat and I toured it and liked the vibe#for grad school they had a scholarship avail that seemed tailor made for me I didn't care what school it was at#how has this happened#its almost funny#coming to Tumblr once again bc it feels safer to shout into the void here
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#good morning :)#going to work the second day today lol and am still adjusting lol#still am here to wish everyone goodluck on their day?#like...if you are working#going to work or uni#or school#yeah goodluck today whatever is happening with your day ^^#also always remember to stay safe and breathe when you get overwhelmed at some point~#pretty sure am also gonna apply that to myself today bahaha#anyways take care loves!#I hope you all have a nice day/night :)#also i will still try to be active on here haha try lol#again goodluck to you today and wishing you all the best always ^^#later~
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just made the math on the amount of money I'll have to spend just on printing the test form for all the students that will be part of my sample in my dissertation and now im going to cry
#i dont have that kind of money to spend#the thing is I dont actually need that many students for my sample#like I need like 600 (which is still more money than I'd like) but schools dont want to just give me a limited number of students#like they say 'if you are going to do your study here just apply the test to all of our students' so that's how I end up with 900+ students#who require 900+ copies of the test form#like that's great in terms of having a much larger sample than needed it's great for the project but it's not great for me bc it requires#so much more money and time than I have#bc that also requires me going to all these schools at least once and multiple days for some of them which means i have to spend money on#mobility too#i really do just want to scream and cry and just not do my thesis at all if only that was a choice#uni#personal
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you know I don't really think i told you that?? im usually very picky about what to say about myself on the Internet. i remember ranting to you about high school?
also NO I WILL NOT show myself!!!! it is much much funnier this way!! at least for me :) anyway news: my hair is pink again, i got a septum piercing, asia is no longer the loml 🥺 (we're still v close friends tho), i moved from my small town to an Actual City (rome) and uhhhh nothing?? yeah that should be all. have a good day 👍🏻
(it's maki btw)
i would love to visit ROME
#ms thing im not on tumblr at all like i log reblog a post answer your ask and leave#i check for YOUU#yk i was gonna complain that YOU get to be anon and im just outing myself here but then i realized. ive been doing that for years#BUT THERES STUFF I WANNA TELL YOU THAT MAYBE SHOULDNT BE FOR THE ENTIRE INTERNET#i am applying for unis rn and aughhhh uoft and waterloo looking SO good#i also kinda want to start like a tiktok like id be such a good influencer yk#also i cant work this year since school is beating me up so hard (im in the IB) and honestly its hell like#Christmas presents.... birthday presents.... my fav mascara is runnign out....#also how the fuck do i apply for scholarships agh!#news news: i got THREE piercings in ecuador. and guess what. THE TOTAL WAS. $40#LIKE IM SO SERIOUS#i got a third on one lobe#and a seocnd on the other#and a cartilage on the one with two lobes#i had such a girliypop summer it was actually awesome#lmaki cmon#like i need you on my insta CF
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how’re you starting 11th now?? done w boards already?
oh i don't live in india so 1. i don't have boards and 2. i live in australia where the school year starts late jan/early feb.
#diya answers#i'm in year 1 of 2 of my senior years#year 12 is when all the final exams are and when you start applying for unis and shit#and also your last year of school lmao#anon
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anyone else not mentally prepared to go back to work after a two week break or is it just me
#maddy's musings#why am i like this#(also applies to school/uni)#pain.jpg#pain. agony even#it's probably just my nerves and it usually ends up being not too bad returning#god my next actual long-ish break is spring break which is like two months away waaaa
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favorite part of school live is how any male characters introduced die immediately
#uni dudes we introduced and we were like these guys fucking suck#luckily we only had to wait a few chapters until they were all dead. yippee#unfortunately this does seem to also apply to touromaru. curses#anyways yuri coded manga for real#confluence.txt#school life club
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time to cry (once again) about the fact that i’ll never be able to get into the universities/postgrad studies i want to, even if i work a lot this year and the next, just because my country is stupid and doesn’t prepare us at all for anything. i’m so upset
#you need a competitive application! that means research experience and jobs and having won translation competitions or whatever#there’s nothing about classics in my country. nothing! barely any possibility to study latin or greek before uni#summer schools don’t even exist here#and then in uni they act like it’s alright that we never did anything and they just go so slowly. so fucking slowly. nothing intensive#i think we won’t even have an A-level understanding of greek and latin by the end of our undergrad degree#but how tf will i be able to apply for a classics master’s abroad then#i’m so tired of knowing what i want to do and also knowing i will never get to do it#—#personal#uni talk
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