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[chxrryhansen]

౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐑𝐘

Pairing; Dark!Steve Rogers x Reader

Warnings; smut, dark themes, non con, breeding kink, oral- both receiving, degrading, size difference, unbalanced power dynamic, huge daddy kink, choking- to the point reader can’t breathe, dumbification, dacryphillia, spanking, steve is very dark in this, no aftercare!! i think thats it? Minors please DNI!!!!!

Summary; Steve Rogers, your boyfriend, the man everybody loved, his soul soft, standing against all evils. Until he got a taste of that sweet power. He became hungry. Now, you have no choice but to obey his rules. Can you bring him back to the light? Or is it too late? (it’s definitely too late)

here we have my first ever full fic! firstly i would like to give a huge thankyou to @dbnightingale24 for giving me the confidence and tips to write this! and another big thankyou to @evansbby and @hansensgirl for inspiring me in the first place for begin writing💘it’s around 3k words and i really put my all into this so please don’t forget to comment and reblog, i would love to hear all of your feedback!🫶🏻 much love, cherry.

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Steve Rogers, the man everyone respected, the man everyone believed in, looked up too. The man you used to cherish, his sweet boyish nature drawing you in from the moment you met. His pearly blues that used to soften as they fell on you, his gentle touch as he caressed your hair, the tender, loving kisses he used to leave all over your body.

Until Fury resigned that was.

Steve was officially the new director of shield, to which nobody opposed, i mean, who would right? He was Captain America, the man out of time. He was perfcet for the role. Strong willed, commanding yet understanding, he had respect for those beneath him and most of all he was compassionate, something that was hard to find in a good leader. This didn't last for long, of course.

Steve shortly became power hungry, his morals became more sick and twisted as his methods became more sadistic. He was violent, cruel…volatile. There was no bringing back Steve Rogers. The problem was he dragged everybody else down with him, nobody dared to stand up to Steve, too frightened of the consequences.

Tony couldn't talk Steve down, he tried for a while, attempted to reach out to him, guide him back to the light...but nothing worked. Tony couldn't do it, nor could you, not even his best friend of over a decade could sway his newfound mindset. You all figured it was best to keep your heads down from now on and follow Steves orders, no matter how out of line they seemed.

Not that you had a choice anyway.

Bucky was short to follow in his footsteps as his second in command. Both cruel and unforgiving. Your friendship with Bucky was practically non-exhistant, you no longer had movie nights together, giggling with big buckets of popcorn.

A simple nod of his head as he passed you down the hall was about as much as you would get. Steve wouldn't allow it now anyway.

Steve's display of affection changed alongside him, the love he made was no longer passionate, or gentle. In fact, he didn’t make love at all anymore… what he made was simply rough, hard, fucking.

The marks he left behind were no longer loving hickeys while he whispered in your ear, moaning sweet nothings as he gently thrusted his hips into your own. His eyes, gleaming with nothing but pure devotion.

They were bruises... bruises from how hard his hips slammed into your ass from behind, his grip tight on your hair, pulling and tugging as your skin became flustered at the impact of his thrusts. You missed the man he was. You often thought about that life while his cock was busy destroying your cunt. He didn’t care about your pleasure anymore, you were nothing but a hole for him to fuck.

From a distance you could hear Steves heavy boots storming down the coridoor. The sound was instantly unsettling. Your body recognising the noise as a trigger for an oncoming threat, sending you into alert mode.

You stood from your office chair on shaky legs, your posture rigid as he turned the corner to enter. His 6'4, stoic figure coming into view, casting a shadow that filled the room. His broad shoulders spread wide, his presence making your tummy tighten with unease.

He said nothing as he stared down at you, your fingers tugging at your short pink skirt- which he had chosen out for you this morning, the same way he customised your figure every morning. Claiming your dumb, baby brain was incapable of choosing an outfit that proved elegance and professionalism. In reality it was the complete opposite.

He liked to dress you in short skirts, ones that left little to the imagination, your asscheeks peeking out most days and revealing blouses, your tits practically spilling out of your shirts. You were highly sought after by the males at the compound before he came and scooped you up a few years ago.

They knew you were his, i mean he was your boyfriend for several years, you were what the female agents used to coo at, naming you as "couple goals". Where Steve went, you went, and vice versa. You were always seen smiling and giggling together, tag teaming on missons and holding hands as you explored the compound.

But, as steves power grew so did his insecurity. His possesive nature grew strong, wanting, no, needing to show other men you belonged to him, and only him. And you always would, whether you liked it or not.

"Get on your knees."

"Wh-What?"

"Get on your knees. You know i don't like to repeat myself." he growls while pushing your office door closed with one arm from behind, not daring to take his eyes of you.

You gulped as he stepped forward, caging you inbetween his thick biceps as you lean against your desk. One thing he was always good at was making you feel small. Even before all of this. Of course it wasn't anywhere near as threatening as it was now. He used to joke about how tiny you were compared to him, how he could pick you up with one hand, it was cute how big and protective he was of you.

Now, he used it to his advantage. He knew you feared him. He knew that you knew, you would never be able to run from him. He would overpower you every damn time with his brute strength.

There was no running from Steve Rogers. His thick beard scraped against your sensitive skin sending shivers down your spine as he groaned into your neck, your scent driving him wild.

He whispered darkly in your ear "Final chance. Get on your knees. Now, or you won't like what'll happen if you refuse me again."

You inhaled sharply, goosebumps spreading across your body in pure fear, or ecstacy. It was hard to tell these days. Steve had conditioned you so well to his own liking that even your body reacted to him in ways you would never fully understand. Or so he says.

Slowly you inched down towards the floor with your knees bent. The cold, rough flooring instantly proving to be uncomfortable as you figited. But Steve didn't care about that, why would he? His thick hand gripped your chin, forcing you to look up at him through hooded eyelids.

His thumb swipes across your bottom lip, he then pushes further, massaging your tongue as saliva begins to pool in your mouth. Removing his thumb slowly, he tugged on your bottom lip with pinched fingers. Before you even realised what was happening he shoves two fingers down your throat.

You sputter and gag around his thick digits, drool leaking out of the corners of your mouth, dripping onto the hard floor. Your eyes squeezed shut in pain as tears began rolling down your flustered cheeks.

His other hand is quick to grip your hair, tugging harshly. "You fuckin' look at me while daddy gags you with his fingers. Actin' like you don't get off on this shit. You love it. Say 'thankyou daddy'." he mocks with a high pitched tone.

Desperately trying to get the words out, you mumble around his fingers, seeming incoherent. He laughs darkly at your poor attempt, shoving his fingers deeper down your throat, gagging you one last time before pulling out.

"You gonna' be a good whore n' suck my dick? Huh? You fuckin' slut." His hand reaches down, pulling your shirt to the side, making your tits spill out. You hear him let out a loud groan, his pants tightening at the sight of your bare chest. He pinches your hard nipple roughly, rolling it roughly inbetween his index finger and thumb as you cry out, tears continuing to stream down your cheeks.

He shushes your cries gently as he begins to massage the same spot he previously assaulted making you keen with pleasure.

He had a thing for associating pain with pleasure, confusing your silly little brain into thinking the hurt he put you through was a good thing since pleasure soon followed. That he was rewarding you.

"Unzip me. Cmon' you dumb baby, take daddys fat cock out."

Listening to your own heartbeat in your ears, your head pounding with adrenaline, your fingers itch towards his pants. Which was apparently too slow for his liking as his grip on your hair tightens, making you sqeeze your eyes shut briefly before opening them, not wanting to anger him further.

You hurridly unzip his pants, reaching into his boxers and pulling out his cock. It's angry head pointing towards you as he grips the base with his other hand, slowing pumping his shaft over your face.

He pushes his bulbous tip into your closed lips, smearing his hot precum all over them. When you refuse to open your mouth he growls, pinching your nostrils closed. Feeling the air begin to leave your lungs, you gasp for breath and he's quick to shove his dick down your throat.

Gagging at the intrusion you cry harder, your lips stretching to fit around his thick length. his hips thrusting into your face as he fucks your throat harshly.

"That's it, you whore. Take daddys dick all the way down your throat. You fuckin' remember this the next time you try to refuse me."

His hand which was previously tugging at your hair moves towards your throat, holding you in a tight grip.

"Fuck... i can feel my fuckin' cock in that tiny throat of yours. Love it when you cry f' me, just makes me want to fuck you even harder, sweet girl." he grunts loudly over the sound of your gagging. Steve swiftly pulls his dick out as you keel over, coughing and sputtering, your throat sore from his brutal assault.

Before you even have a chance to gain your breath, his thick hands grip your shoulders, pulling you upright, bending you over your desk. Your legs shaking as he positions you so your ass is sticking out.

Lowering himself to the ground, he grips the flesh of your ass, squeezing roughly as he lifts up your skirt, briskly pulling your panties to the side. He shoves his nose into your pussy, groaning in delight at your sweet scent.

"Fuck i could live inbetween these slutty legs, your cunt's always ready for daddy, huh? Trained you so well." Your sticky juices smeared across your legs, dripping with desire, his facial hair bristling against your thighs making you squirm.

He mercilessly pushes his tongue as deep as it can go into your hole. You whimper as he laps up your wetness, his tongue prodding at your insides. Your arousal soaking his beard while your pussy clenched around his tongue. He pulls away for a moment, “God, how do you taste so fuckin’ good.” he groans.

Reaching back to grip his hair in your small fists, you go to push his face back into your cunt, completely overwhelmed with pleasure. His hand grips your wrist tightly, pining your arm to the desk, a sure reminder of who's in charge, seeming as you had forgotten your place. “Stay fuckin’ still or i’ll stop. Don’t you ever pull that shit again.”

You moan lewdly as he moves to latch onto your clit, sucking and swirling his tongue around your sensitive bundle of nerves. Groaning into your pussy as he fists his cock.

Your eyes begin to roll back as your orgasm itches closer. Steve, realising this, pulls away once again. Your juices stringing from your clit to his lips as you cry out, your orgasm beginning to fade.

"Stop with the fuckin' whining. Daddy's gonna' fuck you now. Tell daddy how much you want his cock...Cmon. No need to act all innocent now." he pressures at your hesitation.

"P-Please daddy wan' you to fuck me."

"You can do better than that." Steve husks, giving your ass a harsh smack from behind, knowing your skin will blister from his force.

Your lips quiver as you cry, "Please! N-Need your cock inside me so badly, wan' you to destroy me for anybody else. Wanna' feel you in my cervix daddy, Jus' wanna make you feel good. Love how full you make me feel. Please...I-I'll die if you don't fuck me. Pretty pretty ple-."

and before you can finish your sentence your cut off by your own scream, his cock dissapearing inbetween your folds as he bottoms out with a singular thrust. Your legs become slack as your body spasms at the intrustion, his hands grip your hips, keeping you in place as you squirm, instinctively trying to escape his hold.

"F-Fuck, Y-Your so big daddy. It hurts so bad, p-pull out!"

"Shut up." he groans as his thick hand covers your mouth from behind. “Gonna fuckin’ dog fuck you til you can’t think of anything but this fat fuckin’ cock you dirty little slut, you hear me?” he practically growls as he begins to fuck you.

The sound of clapping skin begins to fill the room, agents around the compound sure to hear the way his dick bruitalises your cunt.

"Such a filthy girl i have, always so desperate for daddy to fuck you, even when you try and deny it, i know this sweet pussy would never lie to me." He coos in your ear as you sob, your face wet with tears and saliva.

"My messy whore, see what happens when you don't listen to me? You see what a mess you become? Fuck. You look so pretty like this, this is how you should always be, filled to the brim with my fat dick.”

Steve had always loved fucking you braindead, watching as your eyes glaze over and your tongue begins to hang out of your mouth, drooling all over yourself. It made him feel powerful, like you were dependent on him. Which you were in a sense, always so needy and desperate for him to fuck you.

The impact of his animalistic thrusts turn your skin raw as he speeds up. His arm wrapping around your waist, pressing you close to him as he spreads his legs further apart, hitting a new angle inside your pussy. You let out a loud wanton moan as his balls slap against your clit.

“F-Fuck yes! H-Harder daddy.”

“Yeah? You like that? I know you do, it’s okay. Is my little girls brain goin’ fuzzy? Huh? Poor girl.” Steve mocked, amusement clear in his tone. "M' gonna' cum. Daddy please can i cum?" you whine, the knot in your stomach tightening, a warning that your orgasm was near.

"Yeah baby? You gonna' cum for me you dirty whore? Go ahead, cum all over my dick. Can feel you clenching around me, grippin' me like a fuckin' vice."

Your cream coats his length as you let out a muffled cry, biting your lip harshly as you cum.

"T-Thankyou daddy. Feels s-so good..." you babble, your thick cream creating a ring around the base of his cock. Your weight giving out once again as Steve holds you, smirking as he watches you come undone, giving you no escape from his relentless thrusts.

His thick shaft pummeling your insides as you scream with ecstacy, your pussy throbbing as he fucks you through your high.

"F-Fuck look at that... love watching your cream leak around my cock, taking this dick so good for me. Gonna' cum inside you...yeah? You want daddy to fill you up?" he groans as his own orgasm nears, talking himself through it.

"God, this cunt treats me like a fuckin' king. It's coming baby, daddys gonna cum, Oh fuck fuckkk." his hips twitch and his balls throb as his load begins to fill you, shooting out thick ropes of hot cum into your pussy. Moaning at the sensation of his warmth inside you.

“Take my fuckin’ cum. That’s it, good girl. Love watchin’ your pussy swallow my hot fuckin load, bet you love it too, hm? You slut.” he pants, exhausted from the brutal fucking he just gave you.

He snaps out of it almost instantly, pulling out without warning and tucking his softening cock back into his pants.

Giving your ass a harsh smack, he steps back. You turn to look at him, your eyes glazed over. He stares at the ground with no emotion as he combs his locks with his fingers, making himself seem presentable.

Hope fills you, your heart races as you lick your lips in anticipation, wondering if he will stay to comfort you and hold you the way he used to many months ago.

But he doesn't. You get nothing but a short glance as he turns to exit your office, slamming the door shut on his way out. You slump down against the floor, a complete mess.

Your soft cries turn to sobs, breathing rapidly, your hands gripping your hair as you raise your knees to your chest. It was almost as if he had you in a trance when he was burried inside your cunt, as soon as he was done it was like the fog in your brain had cleared.

People told you there was no bringing the old Steve back, that your sweet, caring boyfriend was gone. Replaced by a monster.

You didn't want to believe them... but maybe you should've.

[borealtwilight]

okay, so.

if i knew any better ways of wording this, that's how i'd write it, but it is what it is.

hi. i'm one of those people who uses tumblr as an escape. i get it— i know some of y'all gotta spread the word about the shit goin on in the world, and i can respect that.

but for some, like myself, it gets to be too much. i've had... stuff going on at home where political / world events stuff was metaphorically rammed down my throat at every instance, and it makes it more difficult for me to handle seeing that sort of content than it ever has. i know this stuff is important. i know you want the word to be spread. i know you're frustrated and tired and angry.

i get it. believe me, i do.

but some people, like myself, simply do not have the energy for these things. yes, you've probably seen me reblogging posts about the SAG-AFTRA strike stuff. things like that which, while smaller, are also very important. those were things i found i had energy for.

things that are Big world events, that involve things like politics and war, however? i can't handle it.

so.... what i'm kindly asking is, if you want to reblog those posts, that's fine. but please, do me a small favour and tag those posts. add something like natty don't look or world events or something along those lines.

thankyou.

[elsewherewitch]

Hello hope you doing greatt!! I wanted to request for a free reading. Thankyou for conducting it. 🌷

My initial : S.K

My zodiac : Taurus ♉️

Question : could you tell me briefly about my next lover/relationship?

Ik you said not to ask about “when will it happen” but in case you do get any timing it’d be fun to know about it. Although, I completely respect the rules and don’t mean to disrespect so just in case. Thankyou once again. Have great dayyy/nighttt.

Hello @lightchopshhopp / SK! Thank you for your ask💜 Also that pic is so cute omg, I have a fat white cat that looks just like that lol. I didn’t get a timeframe vibe when I did you reading, but I did do a 2 card reading for you because I needed clarification on the first card.

I used my Spirit Halloween Tarot Deck for your reading.

Here is your 2-Card Tarot Reading:

Card #1: Five of Cups - Mermaid

Sorry, my friend but it looks like your next relationship is definitely not going to be the one. There will be disappointment and heartbreak. Somebody may be caught up on their past relationship or mistakes and that isn’t going to allow it to thrive. I didn’t want to leave you on this note, so I asked for some clarification on this card for you and I pulled a second card.

Card #2: Three of Pentacles - Dwarf

So this card is basically saying that even though this next relationship isn’t your forever person, it is something you must go through to learn and guide you on your path. This is something that will help you grow so you will be ready when you actually meet the person that is meant for you. Do not try to avoid getting in a relationship to prevent heartbreak. Failure and breakups are some of the most enlightening things we can go through and it’s necessary for your growth.

I’m so sorry this was a more negative reading, but not all readings are positive unfortunately. Thankfully, it does sound like you will be on the right path to find the one, as long as you are patient and willing to grow.

Best of luck to you on your journey, hopefully this reading brought some clarity for you. Like/Reblog or lmk if it resonated with you. ~ Elsewhere🌚

[tojigasm]

What is your opinion on 20+ year olds writing smut for e.g neteyam? I find it so extremely disgusting but idk if i should just scroll when they come up on my fyp!

Love your work btw!! Much respect to u for not being a gross adult lol

Neteyam is also 15, so a child. If you're 20 and writing nsfw smut porn about at 15 yr old, that is extremely, deeply, and disturbingly concerning. And this is kinda going off on a tangent but I've seen people on this app (not minors, but adults) defend themselves having a crush on characters who are canonical children, where they claim its okay because "its actually like 18 on earth and therefore they're adults 🤓" BOO HOO PREDATORS, I DONT CARE!!! And this circles back to what I had said on that other reblog i made, that if you as an adult have to jump hoops to defend having a crush on a child character, you are the problem!! Like the defense sounds nearly identical to predatory men who have crushes on anime girls drawn to look like children (which btw, every child character in ATWOW looks like a child/teenager) "but they're actually like 5,000 yr old witches stuck in a 6 yr Olds body so that makes it okay because they're actually 5,000 yrs old 🥺🥺" again, at the end of the day I can go to sleep knowing people won't look at me funny for my crushes because they're adults, God bless 🙏

And thankyou for your kind words! Blessed to be normal 👩‍💻

[oraclekleo]

Hey, I'm back lol and would love to participate again in the advice game!!

My nickname-Jas

Zodiac-Capricorn ☀️, Virgo 🌙, Taurus ✨

My mood board; *I'm literally feeling way more feminine* and literally very much drawn to Swans.

My question is- What's the message related to my spiritual journey? Any advice or anything in general I need to know! *Hope my question isn't too much and if it is I apologise you can choose to skip*

My hobby; skincare and reading.

Decks i choose; Starcodes Astro Oracle and Isis Oracle.

Thankyou so much; just know that it means a lot to me. And greatful either ways 🤍

sending in lots of love and good energy 🫧

Hello Jas!

Welcome back to my little tarot game! 

As usual, I attached the cards in case there was any special message for only your eyes.

It’s showtime!

Cards: 14. Debilitated - Discomfort, 11. Aquarius - Collaborate, 25. Uranus - Change (Starcodes Astro Oracle), The Dark Mysteries, The Lunar Queen, Temple of Lapis Lazuli (Isis Oracle)

I rarely get such synchronised messages from the cards.

Your spiritual awakening or a shift is about to happen and you might feel a slight discomfort throughout the process but you are invited to embrace what’s being born within your soul. Your new spiritual journey is about to begin and you might even experience intense feelings of alienation with others. The cards encourage you to follow your own path, no matter how much it differs from what others decided to accept as a norm. You need to be honest with yourself, authentic, you need to listen to what your mind, body and soul tell you. Maybe it’s time for you to embrace the parts of your soul that used to be neglected in the past. Maybe you feel like you need to better balance activity and rest. This whole process might make you feel temporarily confused but trust your instincts. If there is a skill you feel like you need to learn, do it. Lady Isis suggests, you have an ancient soul and it might start calling you right now. You might feel like a stranger among others because there’s some sort of deeper wisdom that suddenly floods your mind and you can’t believe you’re the only one seeing it. Don’t be afraid. You are being protected. Be yourself! Be the best version of yourself. Others might oppose you, try to discourage you, even ridicule you. It’s because they are not you, their path is different from yours. You have your course on the spiritual journey and nobody can tell you how to proceed. Embrace the major changes happening but don’t forget to respect the cycles of nature and your body. Rest when you feel tired. Listen to your body’s needs. It will guide you. The Lunar Queen suggests a rise of feminine aspects of your personality. You might become more intuitive and more in tune with your feelings. You might find yourself more affected by the phases of the moon or your cycle. Again, don’t try to force anything upon yourself and better gently go with the flow and wisely stir to stay on your course.

Thank you so much for requesting the reading!

I'm always grateful for any feedback.

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[decayfromwithin]

Thankyou for your respectful response.

I think the fact that you don't magically know who I am thru anon, is a good confirmation that my thoughts are silly and that I need to keep them in check.

And by not cause harm, I mean don't want to assume I truely know you personally, only to inadvertently say or do something aggravating. I am wary of becoming close (to anyone) due to the potential for rejection or causing pain.

I'm content to just stay on the outskirts appreciating your art/music/posts/reblogs, and having my own interpretations of feelings through them. There has been a handful of people I've come across online who I think I resonate with on some level, you in particular have left some sort of profound inexplicable impressions on me over the years. It is comforting to believe I'm not so alone in the world. And I want to think that things are gonna be okay in the end.

We have some differing understandings of the nature of existence, and I enjoy learning what you have to say about these kind of things.

I appreciate you for being here and sharing parts of your experience.

Hope you get through the holiday season okay<3

Im glad my response was able to give you some conformation that could help a bit :)! And dont worry, you have caused no harm! Its also perfectly okay you dont want to talk on a personal level. I understand the fears of attempting friendships and messing it up.

And thank you! I deeply appreciate that you enjoy my content and hope you can continue to enjoy and find personal comfort in it. Im glad i have been able to leave possitive expressions on you as well.

Im glad to hear this positive response !! Thanks for replying back.

Thanks so much again and hope u can have a peaceful holidays as well<3

[izzyizumi]

ME: Everyone shut up "Monster Disco" from Digimon Ghost Game is playing

[sexydreamgirl]

Heyyyy do you have any tips on manifesting appearance change? I really want to look like Cindy Kimberly lol. Please help

thankyou so much. <3

You can check my answered questions in respects to desired appearance here and my reblogged posts about it here!

[jim-lake]

Hey, I just wanted to address something really quick. I found out today that ginger-Le-gay had deactivated and in my search to find out why, I realised that she had done some not so great things and started some not so great movements in the fandom that caused a lot of people to leave and hurt a lot of people.

I’m not here to preach anything or give my opinion on that situation, it is not my place to do so. I just wanted to let you guys know where I stand;

I don’t support any of the things Ginger did, yes I took a commission from her - this was before I knew and I’m a small artist, at the time it was huge for me to get a commission like that. A boy’s gotta pay the bills 😅 I have also left her discord server.

I also did not realise the history behind the “Merlin Hate Train”. I thought it was just a fun little joke about a character that was disliked in the fandom, not something that sparked legitimate hate and toxicity towards other fandom members. I will refrain from using this phrase in future.

Yes I joke often about hating Merlin, however I do not hate him as a character. I dislike his actions and the way he behaves, but his character arc and development is good and I can understand his motivations. I also do not hate those who like him, that would be rude and wrong - everyone has their own opinion, and everyone has their favourite characters. We should all respect that!

Tales Of Arcadia is a brilliant show and deserves more love and attention, I want to highlight the amazing parts of our fandom here on my blog. So, if I ever unknowingly reblog something hurtful etc please do not be afraid to call me out on it. I will actively do my own research too, but if something slips through or I do something please tell me. I genuinely am here to enjoy one of my favourite medias and share that love with others.

I hope you are all well, Thankyou to those who took the time to read this 💕

~ Seb

[justmywriting1313]

I Passed (I think) And I Am Back!!! (For some time) (Fic schedule and just some FYI’s)

Heyyoooo loves!!! I hope you guys are having an amazing week besides quarantine and whatnot and are safe, happy and healthy!!!😊😊

Okay so I am posting this for a couple reasons... The first is to say I am SOOOOOO SORRYYYYY I haven’t been responding to asks, messages, and requests!!!!! If any of you take psychology or have studied it you guys know its very very very difficult. Despite enjoying it i am so close to having a mental breakdown every-time i see my book. Besides taking a stupid hard course i take 7 courses in total 😖😖... Yes I am well aware that I am very dumb for torturing myself like that haha but anyway I also have a side job of selling art (Paintings/ Portraits) so I can make some extra cash to support myself. You guys can imagine how busy that had made me!! But for the next two weeks I have no courses so I promise to reply on time (that includes the ones i am yet to reply to 😅😅) and post One fic every two three days!

The second thing I want to say is a HUGE GINORMOUS MASSIVE THANK YOU! 🥺🥺🥺 I expressed on the top of my last fic that some people had been mean to me about fic writing because I take so long (separate notes: if you put ‘You are Worth it’ together its 11 fricking thousand words...omg!!) However, the amount of people who sent in submissions and messages telling me how much they love my fics and that its okay for me to take time honestly made me tear up. I get stressed super easily so when i read them they literally made me so happy and excited to write more fics. On top of that i don’t often stand up to people cause i think why bother especially on the internet and so for the first time i did and SOO MANY OF YOU SUPPORTED MEEEEEE!!!! YYAYAYAY!!! I am so grateful and reply to each one of you but still wanted to say a collective thankyou!! 💖💖💖

Okay Third thing, So if any of you have read my bio you know I have ADHD. For those of you who dont know it roughly means organisation, attention and just focusing does not come naturally to me. Why i am telling you this is because it explains why I have a hard time texting back cause i usually put it in the back of my head and then forget about it. I cant promise ill fix it right away but ill promise to do my best that I can!!!!!

Okay Last thing which is Fic related and so you guys might notice/care about more 😂😂😂 Okay soooo I had started this blog a long time back however I didnt think I was any good at the time so I didn't continue posting stuff. Then I put the ‘You are Worth It’ fic for Lucifer and honestly the reaction I got to that was so heartwarming!!! (Ps if you ever ever ever feel that way I am right here... believe me when I say I know how it feels. I am a curvy Indian writer/ painter! You guys have no idea how much I have stood out and have felt the way the m/c in that fic did so I will always be open to listen without any judgement whatsoever if you ever feel the need to talk to someone!!!!)  So I continued writing and put out the other parts to that fic as well as a Beel fic and despite that not doing as well I am still so happy to see you guys liked it. Earlier I was going to stop putting up anymore out but i’ve decided I will continue the blog and hopefully give you guys writing you love just as much 🥰🥰🥰 However I wont lie it gets a bit overwhelming so I thought best to put a few rules up (and also tell you all the fandoms i write for).

RULES: 

Some of these Fics are very clearly 18+ so pretty please if you are below 18 don’t read them. I am trusting you guys enough (I have a feeling I will regret this) so if you are not 18 then don’t read them!!!!! I will make plenty of all-user-friendly ones so yeah! 

Second I refuse to write anything even remotely Racist and sexist. Also if I am not comfortable with a certain kink/ type of fic I WILL NOT WRITE IT. I am happy to write whatever you request but if I am not comfortable with it I will let you know so please understand and respect my boundaries. 

If the characters in the fandom are related I am sorry it’s not happening. If they are sharing an experience with M/C? Sure! For example Beel x M/C x Belphie? Perfect! However Beel x Belphie is NOT happening. 

Lastly Do not Harass me about a certain request. If you have requested something be patient and if you still want to now the status of it just drop me a polite message and i’ll be more than happy to tell you. (this also helps me remember just incase i forget) 

FIC SCHEDULE:

Okay now for the fic schedule of what to expect in the next month. I am not giving dates for all of them cause honestly i am scared of what you guys will do so this is just rough. Also for those who sent the ask ill tag you guys and for the anonymous ones... yeah idk hehehe 🥰 A- Angst/ F- Fluff / S- Smut. Also firstly crossed out fic titles mean i’ve already put them up and they are finished secondly once this list ends i’ll put out another fic schedule with the next fic’s that are in progress just being edited!

Also I’ll try to sprinkle in some HC’s in between so i keep giving some kind of writing!

Two can Play at that Game... (Mammon x M/C) Multiple parts and very smutty. 18+                                                                                    (Hopefully in the coming week) A/F/S

 I am Here... I’ll always be here (Diavolo x M/C) Multiple parts A/F

The Italian Way of Life (Beel x M/C) Don’t know how many parts F

Compliments (Beel x M/C) (This is the ‘You are Worth it!!’ but with Beel instead) Multiple parts A/F/S

Smile For me! (Demon bros x M/C) Multiple parts A/F

Stay (Lucifer x M/C) Two different endings A/F/S

My Own Slice of Heaven (Diavolo x M/C) Multiple Parts F/S 

Thats it for now but ill probably add more later after replying to everyones submissions and messages to see the new requests. For now lets see if i can even do all of these. 

OTHER FANDOMS I WRITE FOR:

MARVEL 

BATBOYS (technically dc i guess) 

STAR TREK 

PEAKY BLINDERS 

LOTR AND THE HOBBIT

Okay honestly I have so many i cant even remember so as and when i remember ill add 😂😂

Okieeeee I think thats a wrap sorry thats so long but anyway please drop in more requests and asks and don’t forget to reblog!!!! Love you guysssss and byeee  

[caandlelit]

Saw you reblogging a post so can I ask for Bokoaka hcs?

i want u to know that this is the second time im typing these out bc i lost them the first time and thats why this is late

anyways yes i love them thanku for requesting

so theyre the sappiest couple

the most in love

the most domestic

in college, bokuto and kuroo share a dorm

and the sheer amount of times hes walked in on them making out on bokutos bed only to slap his hand on his eyes and blindly shuffle around for the door with the other is countless

konoha, walking inside to ask bokuto something only to see kuro sitting on the floor while staring blankly at his empty doritoes packet while akaashi and bokuto are entangled with each other:

" hey kuro dude are you okay "

kuro, tearing up: i have a chemistry test tomorrow and they wont leavE

they have a standing date

every saturday morning they get coffee before their respective classes because its the only free morning they share

every week without fail you'll see them tucked into the corner of the same cafe, bokuto talking animatedly while akaashi smiles at him warmly over his coffee and bokuto trying and failing miserably to be subtle as he hooks their ankles together

but akaashi just smiles wider and bokuto beams back helplessly

they share the bill and bokuto walks him to his class like he used to every day in highschool and kisses him goodbye and everything

theyre the type to have promise rings that bokuto pulled out on his graduation while kneeling under a cherry tree

its terrible

bokuto prides himself on being fucking hilarious and its been his daily goal to make akaashi laugh at least once a day ever since he made him laugh by accident the first time

in akaashis first year, he was telling some story about something he did in class while cleaning up after practice,

although konoha complained that he was yelling and gesturing wildly with his broom more than he was cleaning

and bokuto sees akaashi bite back a smile at one of the funnier parts of the story and his breathing stops

he catches himself and keeps talking, more exaggerated and trying to make it funnier while keeping an eye on akaashi's minute reactions

and then akaashi laughs out loud and bokuto stares, awestruck

like that was the goal but he didnt think hes actually succeed holy shiT

konoha ruins it

"woW akaashi i didnt knOw you were capable of showing human emotion-"

sarukui slaps the back of his head and stagewhispers "duMBASS"

and konohas like oW whaT diCKheAd

and then he sees bokuto still staring at akaashi and then hes like ooooohhhh

akaashi schools his face and hes like "respectfully shut up konoha-san" and bokuto just stares and smiles pathetically while konoha cusses akaashi out while also sounding proud of him in the background and thats when he first realizes hes falling

akaashi is a better texter than he is a talker cause he has time to formulate his sentences better than he already does

which makes his replies a little slower but they always make bo smile or laugh or occasionally sigh lovingly while staring at the text

while bokuto is just,,,the physical embodiment of 'need for speed'

texts half in emojis and also he'll take any short form of any word just so he can send his text faster

so "before" is often reduced to "b4"

and there is an over use of exclamation marks

and the word "heck" because he has younger siblings and he barely curses

"if i text faster then akaashi will see it faster and then he'll reply faster" he reasons

kuro retches

bokuto has made akaashi swoon at least once lets be real

akaashi cusses more than bokuto does this is a fact

bokuto refers to him exclusively as "bae" when hes around other people

then kuro says it to embarrass them and then kenma is saying it and then everyones saying it and akaashi cant even be mad at those puppy dog eyes

but also bokuto melts every time akaashi calls him "koutarou" so its fair

bokuto takes gym selfies dont even fucking try to change my mind

also hes as tall and tanned and muscled and fantastic as hercules himself

please dont talk to me about the anime he looked like a skinny lil punk

have some goddamned respect for the huge biceps akaashi keiji jerks off to for the love of god

big thanks to the fukurodani nationals matvh for delivering on a the golden buff guy bokuto moments i didnt know i needed until they were gone fuck karasuno lives

bokuto and akaashi bring back guyliner challenge their eyes would look amazing

@ furudate ill pay you

akaashi in big pants and bigger bomber jackets and bokuto in tight jeans and letterman jackets and both of them with snapbacks please and thank you

bokuto takes awesome selfies, snapchat is his most used app and he takes out the time and makes the effort to find good lighting

and he has streaks with everyone he knows including the managers and older teammates and friends he had in his first and second years and even some random volleyball opponents that hes still in contact with and hinata of coursE

because please

this is bokuto koutarou we are talking about

he is a social butterfly

his longest and most treasured streak is with kuroo

duh

who he met in middle school during a match and they clicked so fast and so well that they exchanged snapchat usernames and started a streak that very day

when he adds akaashi, akaashi abruptly realizes

that he needs to up his fucking selfie game

and it takes a week before hes satisfied and thinks the picture is good enough to send

and its so pretty that bokuto lets out a strangled noise because hes almost as in love with the lighting bc of how it makes akaashis pale skin look all soft and pretty as he is with akaashi himself

again

bokuto and akaashi bring back guyliner challenge itd make their eyes look so good come oN

sign my petition

anyways i delivered now someone point me in the direction of fratboy bokuto bkak fics please and thankyou

[carbonatedjem]

BOBOVEMBER DAY 30 - Freebie What better way to end Bobovember, than with the beginning? . . . I’m allowed to be clever ONCE per month according to my contract and this was a good opportunity. I don’t really have much for an interesting story on this one, originally it was just going to be Bo-bobo flying towards the screen holding a gamecube controller with the words “Thankyou for playing my Game!” either in the Toonami or Mario Font. That’s about it tbh. But as it is the last day, it’s only appropriate that I say a few words, so bare with me because I have a bad habit of not shutting the fuck up~ Bobovember was simply just an idea that I came up with because I wanted to do a prompt month, I felt bad because I skipped out on Inktober this year in favor of drawing a metric fuck ton of Halloween Art. I was trying to think of something for most of the month, a Pokemonth, anime month, or hell just to Inktober in November to defy the natural order. And than about halfway in it came to me, Bobovember, it was perfect, the idea of drawing a bunch of art for my favorite series on the month of my birth (and also happy birthday to me, don’t tell no one ;P). I ended up waiting a bit too long to both get the prompt list finished, and also too long to prepare in advance, I believe I only had days 1 and 2 ready to go when the month started. It really was an exciting plan and my return to tumblr as a posting platform was done in hopes that by properly tagging stuff, I could gain audience (and potential commissioners) using THE most important piece of media fiction in my life. I of course have to give big thanks to @hajike-festival because honestly, without their support, along with the reblog for the original prompt list I honestly don’t believe that Bobovember would have gotten this far, hell, maybe even I wouldn’t have had the fortitude to get out all of the pictures on time no less (Seriously how am I not dead from this. Or was I a zombie the whole time?? OOGA BOOGA).  There were hard times, the stress of the incoming new pokemon game, the milder stress of going to work, and the immense stress of a certain family member breaking any remaining love I had for them. But I managed through all of that to see this month through and give you all a satisfactory product, while giving every ounce of energy and respect to Bo-bobo and his creator Yoshio Sawai. I go into life with one basic goal that I always try to meet, make people happy in any way I can, and while my skill set is very limited I deeply hope that my Drawings, and this month dedicated to the series and fandom have managed to do just that. As an end to this long ramble, I want to give thanks to all of you. To those who participated, to those who watched, and to all those who just have a general desire to love this old, mildly obscure anime and manga. You’re all great people. And to those who wanted to participate but didn’t have a chance for one reason or another? Don’t worry, I plan on doing Bobovember every year with a mostly fresh new prompt list every year till the day I fuckin’ die, and that’s a promise.  Have a wonderful morning, afternoon, evening, or whatever the hell timezone you happen to be occupying at the moment you read this.

[adreamofspring-archive]

Hi jonerys family. Can you reblog this post if you don’t ship Kimilia/ respect their boundaries/ don’t attack Rose? Trying to prove a point that not all of us are like that. Thankyou!

[aramat-mayhem-hub]

UPDATES(OOC)

On Discord Roleplay

So...

It’s taken me-- a decent while to think about this. And to come to a conclusion. So this will just be a quick update post to send around on my rules concerning potentially roleplaying on Discord. Whether in a community roleplay that I’ve set up-- or... other private muse roleplays that you can feel free to adjust and post to your own concerns. That said--

I probably won’t just give out invites. Even though I do have a discord server specifically for roleplay, or multiple author projects... Thus far with two-- anyone can join ones, a Pokémon one, and a Superhero one-- honestly though-- still very cautious about dropping invites, because eyy.

But honestly, if you ever just want to chill and roleplay, the Multi-Writer-Projects Discord is open to anyone and everyone at this point: https://discord.gg/fgFxxNG

Just understand unless you’re like-- close to me(or anyone I end up allocating as a mod there) you probably will be stuck with default discord name colour. Sorry.

Now... aside that.

NSFW Content Updates

I am... updating a bit. The rule is still no on the blog sexual stuff, aside discussion of the sort, like character backstories or vague explanations of stuff that’s happened in the past. Implications, and even fade to black scenes. But-- on that note. I am implementing a trust system about this. Since I may let you approach me for some private off blog roleplays of such topics, or even darker ones...

Also, you may occasionally see me reblogging more... whump prompts from around the place now and again, so darker themes are 100% allowed. Characters hurt and in pain, or recovering from some seriously traumatic stuff. Basically, I am going to implement a HUGE mind the warnings rule! And-- a bit of a strike/splash/trust rule.

Particularly with one specific character. Depending on how I have seen people handle dark topics, or even experienced roleplaying such topics with you-- Some of my content and characters may wind up restricted from you. I have four specific No buttons on this.

SO LISTEN UP. If you folks want to be sure that you’ll always be able to roleplay with Buziba and to a lesser degree Mana. I have four BIG rules.

Abuse and Rape is not Romantic, or ever easy to recover from

Romance and Family does not automatically mean redemption

Be honest about letting your villains and antagonists be evil and don’t water them down or make excuses about their behaviour.

KEEP MINORS OUT OF SEXUAL STUFF

In general though, some content will be restricted to more or less mutuals only, unless you reach out via DM and discuss plot ideas.

General Updates

People may know I have some characters on my muse page who don’t yet have profiles... Percy Patterson, from Smallfoot, and another one of my OCs, José Santos a Coco fancharacter. Until their profiles are up, they will only be making cameos in threads. Thankyou for understanding.

Just as a rule of thumb. Please respect pronoun usage for all characters. If I use they, please use they, same with the others.

Please don’t force a ship! I may be a multi-shipper and very open to shipping. But as muses grow and change sometimes you realise a ship just isn’t going to work the way you wanted it to. Or the characters aren’t as compatible as initially thought. Please don’t keep pushing in that case.

Life

Now... less roleplay, but I just wish to give a quick update on my life. Things have been-- busy. I’m enrolled in a Hospitality course, and on top of that. My brother burnt down our kitchen... so we haven’t exactly had a home for about a month now. Things are improving but--

Also considering it’s now officially November! Don’t expect too much from me while that’s happening. But I’ll try to do more content here. Especially with what this months “story” is.

@hybridsaviorcon’s return!

Or hopeful return anyway. My aim is to get that blog back up and running by January next year. With a HUGE event planned. With some additional points of the event provided by my friend @mysteryhunterarthur’s mun... but in the meantime, it’s just a matter of creating the character profiles and art for them. So keep your eyes out folks. Stuff is happening!

[izzyizumi]

ME: Everyone shut up "Super Girl!" sung by AiM (Ai Maeda) a.k.a Adv~02!Mimi Tachikawa is playing

[predakingrising]

You done messed up rebloging that sex+romance headcanon thing because here I come out of the darkness. 💯, 👰 (human SO?), 💕, 💘. Thankyou for disclosing your majesty. ;)

I wanted to answer these asks for ages but time in Berlin didn’t let me. Now I CAN 8D

  💯 What is my muse’s ideal date?Predaking’s ideal kinds of dates are things like exploring together through beautiful scenery, nice but humble food shared in maybe a picnic, and being able to laugh with his partner but also open up about things. He’s all about emotional vulnerability if he’s serious with someone. I think with the best dates, sex/interface wouldn’t even be considered. He’s just happy to curl up along side his lover (carefully, in this case) and fall asleep talking together.👰 Would my muse ever get married?It depends on a lot of things. The depth of his bond with someone, how mature/realistic they are, if they fit well together, and how they respect others and the world around them. If it was a human marrage he’d accept it a lot more easily, but they would still have to be a very good secret keeper. Can’t show them his islands and then suddenly every human ever knows, can we?Overall though yes, he’s a very family based individual and not ashamed about it in the slightest. 💕 Would my muse ever be in a polyamorous relationship?Yes. He would not consider it unless his partner mentions being fine with it though, or if entering the relationship they both agreed to leave it open to see others too. Poly relationships require a good amount of communication, and he won’t tolerate any jealousy on either end. Not when he goes out of his way to make sure every partner is happy with the arrangement.💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?Showing them secret places, crafting them small items even a human could use (he needed help with that), sharing deep secrets and feelings he normally would never vocalise, allowing them to see him vunerable. Soft touches and gentle nudges when they have to wake up, promises he keeps eternally because his word is his bond. He shows his love in ways many don’t notice, platonic or romantic.