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whenever he sends any type of late night message he deems 'too mushy', katsuki turns his phone off immediately after hitting send, slams it face down onto whatever surface he can find and goes to sleep because he's too embarrassed to see your response.
#he ends up not being able to fall asleep cus hes too anxious and just checks anyways and his heart is literally in his Throat lol#hes so stupid i want him GONE#hate him him hate hate hate#bakugou katsuki x reader#cash speaks <3#cash is just talkin'#katsuki bakugou x reader#bakugo fluff#bakugou imagine#bakugou x reader#katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugou katsuki
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yes, yes i know edgeworthās big wet eyes and loser boy personality have captivated us all, but listen. listen.
phoenix wright
phoenix āgenuinely unable to reconcile the girl on the stand with the girl he dated for eight months, a cognitive dissonance so profound itās ultimately explained by them being literally two different people, but which he first sits with for five years and does not talk about at any point to anyoneā wright
phoenix ādonāt mention that name to me. i donāt want to talk about it. i donāt want to think about it. i am just going to keep myself in this state of perpetual crisis mode focus on other peopleās problems until eventually i die and get to hang out with mia on the astral plane and never have to deal with any of these emotions ever againā wright
phoenix āovernight loses his career and reputation and sense of identity while gaining an adopted, probably pretty traumatized eight-year-old daughter, and rather than leaning on his friends for help, or getting therapy, or taking any time to process any of this, he *checks notes* spends seven years dedicating all his free time and energy to investigating the weird fucking circumstances around it and maintains a friendship with the guy he suspects was behind it allā wright
phoenix "runs across a burning bridge and falls through it, half a day after the game establishes that he is terrified of heights, because his friend is on the other side of that bridge" wright
phoenix āi sure felt surprised. maybe i had my poker face onā wright
phoenix ālooking back on it that was actually a pretty dark period in my lifeā wright
phoenix ādonāt ask me how i got started. i donāt rememberā wright
phoenix āonly you stood still, your eyes calmly watchingā wright
phoenix āsometimes, life just sucksā wright
just
phoenix wright
crunchiest man in the world
and all i wanna do is chew and chew and chew on him
#ace attorney#where are all the people gnawing on phoenix's bones so white??#i need to find the phoenix bone-gnawing corner of this fandom PLEASE#this is me asking for the Phoenix Fic btw#where is the fic meditating on phoenix's whole mental state in general?#where is the fic about how it's phoenix's cageyness and poker face and flat affect under stress that is the hurdle?#the relationship ramifications of being actually really fucking hard to read when it comes down to it?#where is the fic about the week of his disbarment?#the one detailing the panicked blow by blow of it rippling through his social circle while he stands in the eye of the storm?#the one that ends messy and anxious and unresolved because it's week 1 of 7 years?#where is the birth of phoenix wright: poker legend fic?#where is the art school/theatre major phoenix fic?#no not the able to art/act phoenix fic but the kind of person who chooses to go to art school/study theatre phoenix fic#where is the supremely disinterested in pop culture phoenix fic?#where is the actually incredibly meticulous and competent phoenix fic?#capcom can tell me all they want that he's essentially an adhd disaster flying by the seat of his pants making it all up as he goes#but that's not what they're actually showing me#they're the ones who created an in-fiction legal system that functionally necessitates that#and the nature of the game is that phoenix is almost always proven right so rather than him coming off as hare-brained#his opponents rather just come off as short-sighted. either negligently or maliciously so#and the choices the writing makes in service of retaining mystery and audience suspense in fact function to make phoenix a person#who is astute and puts the pieces together but is cautious in his conclusions#i will grant them that phoenix does tend to lose sight of his overarching goal in getting drawn into proving or disproving minor points#the fact that edgeworth on the other hand never loses sight of this or where the various arguments stand in relation to it#is his sexiest trait as a character by far#but those minor points are actually functionally critical to the ultimate argument phoenix makes#so even though i do read that trait through the game mechanics i do also judge the other characters for being dicks about it#my point is phoenix wright does in fact have the character of a lawyer and is conventionally good at his job fucking fight me#my point is that you all have had 20 goddamn years to Rotate this man#my POINT is that there should be Intricate Fucked Up Meditations On Phoenix that rewire my fucking brain and i NEED to know where they are!
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Don't worry, Kunikida. Chuuya's just been kidnapped by a crazy doctor and his farmer son to plan a date with Dazai. He's totally fine.
Yosano: "I won't be long."
Kunikida: "There is no escape from Yosano-sensei."
Chuuya: "No one said it was a date."
@bioluminescentcat
Yosano: "You're inviting him over for dinner! It'll just be the two of you! It's the most box-standard date you could get!"
Yosano: "Trust me, that man does NOT run out of things to say when it comes to you."
Yosano: "Can you not grant him at least ONE little date?"
Chuuya: "We might not hate each other as much as we did in the past, but that doesn't change the fact that I.. hate him."
Chuuya: "..."
Yosano: "Chuuya.."
Yosano: "Chuuya?"
#ask#update#bioluminescentcat#anonymous#bsd chuuya#bsd yosano#bsd kunikida#bungo stray dogs#(In the end he's just anxious)#(After all)#(They've been acting like this for 7 years)#(It's difficult to change it)#(In their own little skk way; it's easier to just pretend nothing's happening)
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AH. So that's why they put that content warning. I see!
#HM.#dndads#the peachyville horror#Okay tag ramble time I guess lol.#Amittedly I actually wish I *hadn't* checked the content warnings cause I think that moment would've affected me a bit more otherwise#(which for me is desired lol I want that out of my podcasts)#But HM geez gonna be thinking on this one...#Also something something Francis and Trudy talks this episode something something coldest human & warmest machine#Couldn't get that off my mind... Their conversation at the end there is what really had me anxious more than anything gah#ACTUAL EPISODE SPOILERS FROM THIS POINT FORWARD WEEWOO WEEWOO#SO one thing to remember is that we don't actually know for sure yet that Francis is dead#Which I know sounds silly but characters have been shot in the head before like this same season and not immediately died from it#Still gotta go through the mechanical process of dying and all that#But ALSO he pulled the trigger and that's where the episode stopped.#Again I know it's silly to say but we don't actually know *for sure* what happens next- *especially* cause Brunhilda is a sentient gun#Or he could die but come back from it somehow!#I swear I don't mean any of this as wishful thinking I'm just genuinely thinking of the possibilities here.#Cause like this podcast does things in this vein a lot y'know. Not always as dark but still.#That said I do hope Francis' storyline continues in some form or another cause if not like *maaan*#In brighter news the Pepper Pete bit took me OUT and you know what I do get happy whenever Sneaky Pete shows up too LOL#Good little bits this episode in general but shoutout also to ''It's time to play HAIR OR THREAD!!!'' perfect.
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Megamind Rules! - S01E16 āThrilling Conclusions!ā (2/2)
#megamind#megamind rules#megamind rules!#megamindedit#roxanne ritchi#megarox#v watches megamind#v posts things#megamind spoilers#megamind rules spoilers#i could CRY#what a gorgeous af kiss#there is nothing about this scene that isn't perfect#the lil thumb caress at the end alone#him lil faaace#Obvs not captured in gif form but kudos to Keith because the anxious way he says 'Roxanne??' just destroys me#dreamworksedit#animationedit
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Yeah, so while I was on my "I'm going to read into Vanny/Vanessa as much as possible" journey, I noticed an odd quirk in her animations in how she moves. At first, I thought it reminded me of a ballerina, 'cause she's kinda tip-toeing, & she has this way of keeping her head & chest in one place as she moves, but I looked again & realized --
That's not ballet! She's doing a tight-rope act. Like, look at this one:
This is like standing up on the wooden boards before you do the actual tight-rope walking, & the ring leader is hyping you up as you do some fun movement for the crowds. &, then, these:
These are all instances where she walks with one foot directly in front of the other. In that third, she's doing the "woaaah" wiggly-ass balance movements & everything, as if she's swaying up at the top of the tent, even though she's down on solid ground.
Idk, I feel like the way her feet are placed isn't accurate (pretty sure they should be pointed left & right, not both forwards...) doesn't make this 100% correct, but I like it. It also connects back with her first SB teaser, wherein she's up in the rafters.
#em.txt#security breach#fnaf sb#vanny#vannessa#okay but you can read more into this. tightrope acts are almost always associated with circus performances#& we know afton enjoyed himself a circus themeing -- made the whole circus baby peanut gallery & he was also a massive clown#see he's like molding her into one of his performers where he is the ring leader calling the shots#& she is the tightrope walker that the crowd watches with baited breath to see if she falls or makes it across#tightrope walking has also been associated with walking a line between two different worlds or extremes#so on one end she wants to obey afton & comply in killing & on the other she wants to hold onto her life as it was#& she's in the middle trying to not step too far to either side or else she's gonna fall & there is no safety net for her#there's also like. in ruin the vanni mask obscures reality. the vr world is completely different.#if vanny's mask has that tech in it then she's constantly stuck in vr. to her it may actually not look like#stable ground. it may look like she's miles up in the air about to fall. because that's what the glitch needs her to see#because if she saw that wherever she next planted her food foot was safe stable ground she might not be so anxious to keep on#moving down this path#wait hold on is this all an optical illusion & I'm seeing it wrong is it the angle#IT'S TOO LATE THE POST IS MADE HIT POST#did i just pull a matpat misread a minor detail & extrapolate unintended overly detailed info#that is inherently untrue bc the detail it's based on isn't there/is incorrect?#see this is why the game theory channel should have gone to me i can do this matpat bullhonkus no prob bob!
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Shout out specifically to the kind girls who i have met before exams in my academic life so far. Complete strangers i have met once for a couple of hours who have made the wait for the exam lighter. Talking to me like we had known each other for years. This includes, but is not limited to, the girl who saw me nervously waiting before my medieval history exam om my first year, and decided she was going to adopt me in her small friend's group for the morning to review things together and who kindly stood up for me when the professor ignored me while i was trying to get his attention to ask for something before the exam. The girl who randomly complained to me about a broken door in the bathrooms and who then saw me in line waiting to get in the exam room and chatted with me for over an hour while the professor was late, because being annoyed at things being broken/not working as they should is the best bonding excuse on the planet. The girl who i asked directions to yesterday and ended up waiting for my same exam who acted with me, a random stranger, like an old friend. I am collecting these people like pressed flowers. I have no idea of half of their names but i will forever be grateful to then for being there and being kind. As an extremly anxious person who becomes a nervous wreck before exams and who has terrible social skills people like this are such a gift and I wish them all the best.
#doesn't fall in this specific cathegory bus is indeed a kind random stranger i will never forget about so i will count it as an honorable#mention#and that's the bus driver who i asked informations to the first ever time i wast travelling to the city by myself to go to a welcome thing#for new history students before i actually started with uni#i was terrified i had no idea where i was going i was so nervous of getting lost#and i got on this bus driven but this guy who could have been my brother and genuinely told him i have to get there and have no idea#what i am doing#and he was so chill he told me no worries stay near here so i can tell you where your stop is and give you directions there#and he definitely saw i was super anxious and he calmly talked to me for the whole bus ride amd wished me luck at the end#no idea who you are strangers but i am so grateful i have met you in those times so thank you#i wanted to make this post a while back and then the girl i met yesterday just made me feel this gratitude for the kindness of strangers#and here we are#cris speaks
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OK, which comics people consider "good writing" for Jason as Red Hood? Because it seems as if anytime he appears is labelled "bad writing" for his character. At this point, it seems only Under The Read Hood is good, but, sorry to be the bearer of bad news, one story from 20 years ago isn't enough to determine his whole character? Can he not change and grow? Get worse perhaps? Should he be stuck behaving exactly the same forever, which is at a point in his life where he was really not well mentally? And don't answer Lost Days, that's the story about how he grew to be like he is in Under The Red Hood, that's not answering how he should behave now.
Btw, this is not an invitation to tell me how you would write Jason as Red Hood or what you want to see him do, and what you want DC to do with him. I'm asking WHAT CANON are you basing yourself on.
#jason todd#red hood#batman#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#you cannot use any jason canon moments to base your points on without someone being like āactually he was ooc that timeā#then when was he not?#when I argue that Bruce is ooc I have multiple examples to backup my point#but with jason everyone is crying he is badly written all the time#when he killed people? don't count. when he stopped using guns? don't count. when he tried to kill his siblings and children? don't count.#when he is close to his family and shows that he loves them? don't count.#utrh was an arc of his story with AN END so now he has to continue on and go through other arcs#yeah it's me again complaining which will lead to jason stans being mad at me when I'm anxious af#once again I have nothing against Jason I just don't understand y'all
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"Movie Howl is better than book Ho-" Lie. Slander. Misinformation. Error. Delusion. Objectively wrong.
#idk I'm a really anxious moral-driven person#but sometimes are think ppl are a bit too obsessed with charters being āgoodā and āunproblematicā#instead of looking at good writing and complexity#Book Howl doesn't have to be ābetterā for me to like him more#because that's not what his character was ever about#movie Howl is not even bad written he's just... shallow in comparison#he serves his role in the story and has one momental flaw redeemed near the end#but that's all about him#hmc book#howl's moving castle book#howl's moving castle#hmc#howell jenkins#howl pendragon#howls moving castle
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It has been requested (@awfullybigwardrobe44 š) that I provide an update on How Things Are Going With The Young Man, and thereās so much I could say that it all kind of cancels itself out (Iāve been journaling like a madwoman lately), but yes, I think things are going well. I still can't believe any of this is happening, I am not the kind of person that this kind of stuff is supposed to happen to š We have gone on several more dates, one of them a day-long fishing trip, and itās been lovely and I just think he's delightful and I really like being with him. I still have a lot of shyness to overcome, but considering how intensely terrified I used to be of him I think Iāve made excellent progress š Iāve seen less of him lately because heās extremely busy with work and especially school but we text a lot and this weekend weāre planning to go to dinner and then the symphony after that (I bought the tickets and I can tell it's driving him nuts that I finally paid for something myself but ahaha it's too late there's nothing he can do about it now) š
#if you could pray that heās able to focus and get everything done that he needs to while still hopefully taking decent care of himself#and if you could pray for me#this is all bringing up or maybe just intensifying a staggering amount of sadness and insecurity for me#i always thought falling in love (if thatās what iām doing and i suspect it might be) would be a light bouncy thing#but itās not itās so heavy#and maybe thatās mainly the anxiety iām anxious about so many things most of them stupid#iām so much less scared of heartbreak (although make no mistake iām very scared of that) than i am of awkwardness and embarrassment š#also i think he's much better looking than me and it makes me legitimately sad sometimes#i would feel so much better if he was ugly darn it š#anyway iāll end this tag monologue with some fun details:#we have this thing where i call him young man (because again he is somehow six years younger than me)#and he calls me little lady which i think iād hate from anyone else but from him itās cute#i finally beat him at cribbage once#and when i asked him suspiciously if heād let me win he said emphatically that he would never let anyone win at cribbage#he can rant beautifully about the dumbest silliest things (xylophones and hang-gliders and chipotle being a few examples)#iāve borrowed his coat twice and snuck a little note into a pocket each time but i want to get weirder with it if i ever borrow it again#so i got a worm on a string and a few weird little etsy trinkets#(ladybug magnets and a minuscule framed print of a horse and a figurine of a frog wearing a cowboy hat)#i am taking suggestions for other things i could sneak in there
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For Mariner to be happy and fulfilled she needs a stable group of friends, a good relationship with her mom, a settled and supportive work/living situation, and plenty of time to process her war trauma. Meanwhile all Ransom needs to be happy and fulfilled is a bunch of stairs and some decon slime, so all that's to say that opposites attract, and they're actually perfect for each other.
#lower decks#beckett mariner#star trek#jack ransom#Mariner x Ransom#Marisom#star trek lower decks#st lwd s5 spoilers#like Mariner and Boimler are very sweet together#but at the end of the day I do think there's a point where they both become nitpicky and anxious and would just spin each other up#where is Ransom is truly no thoughts head empty#which Mariner claims to find annoying#but all evidence points to the fact that Jacks very simplistic approach to life makes Mariner chill out and gain new perspective#like for Ransom life is Truly Not That Complicated#he doesn't have the smarts to play mind games#he couldn't be passive aggressive if he tried#even when he's being a shitty commander and putting people in danger#he does it with truly innocent good intentions#and that's part of why he's able to effectively mentor Mariner#and also why I think they would make good partners/ why Ransom should date Mariner & Boimler#She needs Brad for intellectual conversation#but she needs Jack because sometimes you just need a guy whos gonna go#āHey are you gonna keep yelling tell we get there because I'm actually very exited for decon gelā#the perspective shift is important
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apartment hunting lead me to a job interview tomorrow, wish me luck šš
#it just happened out of the blue??? so basically the gist of it was that i was handing documents on behalf of my mom and one of the people#in the office just went 'u can work for us here'#and i went huh?!?!?!?!!? but i mean hey why not. it's a great opportunity#might hold off on uni if i do get this job (which i hope i do augh please ššššš)#aparently one who offered me the job was a recruiter so that explains it#i feel so nervous tho i mean it wont be the end of the world if i dont get it but i just hope i dont mess it up#i alr met the person whos gonna interview me he seems like a great dude too im just super fucking anxious aughhvghnhgv#that's it for the small update i swear more art soon a lot has been happening lately so yk its kinda hard to find time to finish things#frambling...?
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Part of what's so scary about ANW potentially not getting a s2 is that if it ends where it is now, it's just a REALLY shitty ending for Peri & Dev in particular. Like Dev's just gonna become a miserable copy of his father and Peri's just gonna be haunted by how much he fucked up with his first godchild.
And that's just... where it's gonna be forever? Nickelodeon, do you really want that to be the fate of Cosmo and Wanda's son, especially? One of the characters from your precious original?
#a happy ending for Hazel is likely bc SHE still has her godparents and has room to get better#where Peri & Dev are currently... Dev's gonna get worse and Peri only ever more anxious#Peri can heal at least but that guilt is gonna stay and fester unless he can fix it#fop#fopanw#fop peri#fop dev#oh i forgot to post this it's just been sitting in this tab for hours. okay schedule now
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alright keepblr how do we feel about stray cat tam
#platonic cuddler tam oughhhh#tries to verbally comfort and ends up with āyour face sucksā āoh thatās too badā#BUT#then he just drapes himself on u and takes a nap#heās just this quiet presence idk i can see him helping sophie when she gets anxious or overstimulated#just like hugging her and staying nearby#heās grounding#also just nice to chill with because of his lowkey vibes#and ofc marellaās sleepover and smoking buddy meowww they are besties#kotlc#tam song#tam kotlc#and then in order of drawing:#biana vacker#keefe sencen#sophie foster#marella redek#these are all meant to be platonic but take it how u want
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Zachariah torturing Dean:
5x03
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Zachariah torturing Jack:
13x14
(Script 13x14 via @spnscripthunt-inactive)
#jack and dean#zachariah's recruitment tactics#another little nugget of a parallel#zachariah can't break jack or dean#jack specifically picks up on the game immediately#spn 5x03#spn 13x14#spn the end#spn good intentions#jack's deepest insecurities were his earth dads burning to death in the bunker#and his authority figure aligning against humanity#but jack turned against his fake heaven father's fake authority :-)#just as dean in the end rejected what he saw and balked at zach's authority#this is deeply in parallel to dean's insecurities of losing his family 4x17 and then in the end 5x03 of becoming a nihilistic john#plus dean's fears of bobby's weakness/death and of cas becoming like dean while dean becomes like john and sam becomes like lucifer...#dean was also anxious that cas made a choice and got STUCK with them: we see zach!cas say wistful things about heaven being a *better club*#in some ways i feel like the rejection of cas-as-dean is a bit a rejection of his siren nick in 4x14 which is ALSO a dean-doppelganger#it's a growth of realizing what you think you want isn't actually what you want and as you grow up you look outside yourself#and learn to see people as they are and not simply as reflections of yourself or a mix of all things familiar in your life#ANYHOO#i just love that zach's mind games are connected to two introspective characters who are full of heart i/g#in both cases zach's worlds are drawn to get the characters to make a specific decision - dean to give his body over and jack to open a doo#UNRELATED/// the end was one of the reasons that i thought perhaps dean had fallen in love with cas subconsciously quite early#dean early ideas of love (1) familial (2) white picket fence (3) the siren which was a mix of all things safe/familiar john-dean-bobby-sam#on (3) dean thought perhaps that love meant being understood meant a coworker mean SOMEONE JUST LIKE ME#and cas confused him because cas is definitely not SOMEONE JUST LIKE ME#so when dean's brain tries that out? tries to label that? tries to make cas JUST LIKE ME... it balks because that's not what love feels lik#dean's brain then settles on accepting how DIFFERENT cas is from him#ergo he doesn't want cas to change to meet the idea in dean's head or to be LIKE dean himself (esp not a smoky hedonistic caricature)#instead dean embraces how weird and scary an unexpected cas is as an individual... cause that's what love actually is it's RISKY and SCARY
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polin promo so good its got me on my knees ⦠really solidifies the fact penelope has fully knocked him off the pedestal she created. so good when u consider how it leads to him being the āimperfect man of her dreamsā meanwhile colin (who is NOT giving broody) but is deeply confused. because what the hell happened in the span of a year ⦠whatās happened to HIS PEN !!! this is soooo not very āyouāve always been so⦠constantā of her!! the dynamic switch is soo powerful and so important to me. the foundation thatās been set for them!! the realization that they are truly maturing and growing together š„ŗ
#polin#bridgerton#so many bad takes on this promo saying itās kanthony 2.0 but itās sooooo not#already saw a few āno one is doing it like them#and itās like yeah duh thatās not what this is abt#bc at the end of the day colin isnāt a brooder#heās a PINER heās a ROMANTIC!!#sorry no oneās doing it like him heās just confused and anxious and wants his bestie back !!!#AND HEāLL DO ANYTHING TO GET HER BACKK#luci.txt
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