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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 18 days ago

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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.

#Mouthwashing #blood #body horror #Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell #but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.

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jamethinks · 19 days ago

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Twilight, squeezing Anya in a tight snuggle hug: I'm not doing this for me, this is for her and therefore the mission.

Twilight, gently rocking her while shes wrapped up in a nice blanket: Hugging can be extremely beneficial at this age. Better immune system means more days studying at full potential and less sick days. It's for the mission.

Twilight, letting Anya snuggle up to him while he works: Improved confidence and decreased fear and anxiety, good for her goal of becoming an imperial scholar. It is for the mission.

Twilight, cuddling Anya in his bedroom after she came in despite not being allowed in there: Most importantly, frequent hugs can keep her calm and allows me to help her regulate her emotions since she's too young to do it by herself. Only for the mission

Anya, being crushed alive by her father because he had a scary mission: I don't think I'm the one who needs these hugs, my dude

#spy x family #sxf #loid forger #twilight #anya forger #headcanon #yor is in the corner crying and calling yuri to come over so she can hug him #twilight is a cuddle monster #do not give that man permission to hug you or he will not let go- i repeat- he will NOT let go #he just ends up dragging anya around like a ragdoll #i hc that anya gained a lot of weight since she was first adopted and is genuinely much heavier and twilight refuses to acknowledge it #is it go for him to be carrying around an almost 50 pound child #his back would argue not but his anxious uneasy soul says its for the mission

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psqqa · 1 year ago

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yes, yes i know edgeworth’s big wet eyes and loser boy personality have captivated us all, but listen. listen.

phoenix wright

phoenix “genuinely unable to reconcile the girl on the stand with the girl he dated for eight months, a cognitive dissonance so profound it’s ultimately explained by them being literally two different people, but which he first sits with for five years and does not talk about at any point to anyone” wright

phoenix “don’t mention that name to me. i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to think about it. i am just going to keep myself in this state of perpetual crisis mode focus on other people’s problems until eventually i die and get to hang out with mia on the astral plane and never have to deal with any of these emotions ever again” wright

phoenix “overnight loses his career and reputation and sense of identity while gaining an adopted, probably pretty traumatized eight-year-old daughter, and rather than leaning on his friends for help, or getting therapy, or taking any time to process any of this, he *checks notes* spends seven years dedicating all his free time and energy to investigating the weird fucking circumstances around it and maintains a friendship with the guy he suspects was behind it all” wright

phoenix "runs across a burning bridge and falls through it, half a day after the game establishes that he is terrified of heights, because his friend is on the other side of that bridge" wright

phoenix “i sure felt surprised. maybe i had my poker face on” wright

phoenix “looking back on it that was actually a pretty dark period in my life” wright

phoenix “don’t ask me how i got started. i don’t remember” wright

phoenix “only you stood still, your eyes calmly watching” wright

phoenix “sometimes, life just sucks” wright

just

phoenix wright

crunchiest man in the world

and all i wanna do is chew and chew and chew on him

#ace attorney #where are all the people gnawing on phoenix's bones so white??#i need to find the phoenix bone-gnawing corner of this fandom PLEASE #this is me asking for the Phoenix Fic btw #where is the fic meditating on phoenix's whole mental state in general?#where is the fic about how it's phoenix's cageyness and poker face and flat affect under stress that is the hurdle?#the relationship ramifications of being actually really fucking hard to read when it comes down to it?#where is the fic about the week of his disbarment?#the one detailing the panicked blow by blow of it rippling through his social circle while he stands in the eye of the storm?#the one that ends messy and anxious and unresolved because it's week 1 of 7 years?#where is the birth of phoenix wright: poker legend fic?#where is the art school/theatre major phoenix fic?#no not the able to art/act phoenix fic but the kind of person who chooses to go to art school/study theatre phoenix fic #where is the supremely disinterested in pop culture phoenix fic?#where is the actually incredibly meticulous and competent phoenix fic?#capcom can tell me all they want that he's essentially an adhd disaster flying by the seat of his pants making it all up as he goes #but that's not what they're actually showing me #they're the ones who created an in-fiction legal system that functionally necessitates that #and the nature of the game is that phoenix is almost always proven right so rather than him coming off as hare-brained #his opponents rather just come off as short-sighted. either negligently or maliciously so #and the choices the writing makes in service of retaining mystery and audience suspense in fact function to make phoenix a person #who is astute and puts the pieces together but is cautious in his conclusions #i will grant them that phoenix does tend to lose sight of his overarching goal in getting drawn into proving or disproving minor points #the fact that edgeworth on the other hand never loses sight of this or where the various arguments stand in relation to it #is his sexiest trait as a character by far #but those minor points are actually functionally critical to the ultimate argument phoenix makes #so even though i do read that trait through the game mechanics i do also judge the other characters for being dicks about it #my point is phoenix wright does in fact have the character of a lawyer and is conventionally good at his job fucking fight me #my point is that you all have had 20 goddamn years to Rotate this man #my POINT is that there should be Intricate Fucked Up Meditations On Phoenix that rewire my fucking brain and i NEED to know where they are!

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askchuuyanakahara · 23 days ago

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Don't worry, Kunikida. Chuuya's just been kidnapped by a crazy doctor and his farmer son to plan a date with Dazai. He's totally fine.

Yosano: "I won't be long."

Kunikida: "There is no escape from Yosano-sensei."

Chuuya: "No one said it was a date."

@bioluminescentcat

Yosano: "You're inviting him over for dinner! It'll just be the two of you! It's the most box-standard date you could get!"

Yosano: "Trust me, that man does NOT run out of things to say when it comes to you."

Yosano: "Can you not grant him at least ONE little date?"

Chuuya: "We might not hate each other as much as we did in the past, but that doesn't change the fact that I.. hate him."

Chuuya: "..."

Yosano: "Chuuya.."

Yosano: "Chuuya?"

#ask #update #bioluminescentcat #anonymous #bsd chuuya #bsd yosano #bsd kunikida #bungo stray dogs #(In the end he's just anxious)#(After all)#(They've been acting like this for 7 years)#(It's difficult to change it)#(In their own little skk way; it's easier to just pretend nothing's happening)

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jicklet · 5 months ago

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Megamind Rules! - S01E16 “Thrilling Conclusions!” (2/2)

#megamind #megamind rules #megamind rules!#megamindedit #roxanne ritchi #megarox #v watches megamind #v posts things #megamind spoilers #megamind rules spoilers #i could CRY #what a gorgeous af kiss #there is nothing about this scene that isn't perfect #the lil thumb caress at the end alone #him lil faaace #Obvs not captured in gif form but kudos to Keith because the anxious way he says 'Roxanne??' just destroys me #dreamworksedit #animationedit

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emdotcom · 5 months ago

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Yeah, so while I was on my "I'm going to read into Vanny/Vanessa as much as possible" journey, I noticed an odd quirk in her animations in how she moves. At first, I thought it reminded me of a ballerina, 'cause she's kinda tip-toeing, & she has this way of keeping her head & chest in one place as she moves, but I looked again & realized --

That's not ballet! She's doing a tight-rope act. Like, look at this one:

This is like standing up on the wooden boards before you do the actual tight-rope walking, & the ring leader is hyping you up as you do some fun movement for the crowds. &, then, these:

These are all instances where she walks with one foot directly in front of the other. In that third, she's doing the "woaaah" wiggly-ass balance movements & everything, as if she's swaying up at the top of the tent, even though she's down on solid ground.

Idk, I feel like the way her feet are placed isn't accurate (pretty sure they should be pointed left & right, not both forwards...) doesn't make this 100% correct, but I like it. It also connects back with her first SB teaser, wherein she's up in the rafters.

#em.txt #security breach #fnaf sb #vanny #vannessa #okay but you can read more into this. tightrope acts are almost always associated with circus performances #& we know afton enjoyed himself a circus themeing -- made the whole circus baby peanut gallery & he was also a massive clown #see he's like molding her into one of his performers where he is the ring leader calling the shots #& she is the tightrope walker that the crowd watches with baited breath to see if she falls or makes it across #tightrope walking has also been associated with walking a line between two different worlds or extremes #so on one end she wants to obey afton & comply in killing & on the other she wants to hold onto her life as it was #& she's in the middle trying to not step too far to either side or else she's gonna fall & there is no safety net for her #there's also like. in ruin the vanni mask obscures reality. the vr world is completely different.#if vanny's mask has that tech in it then she's constantly stuck in vr. to her it may actually not look like #stable ground. it may look like she's miles up in the air about to fall. because that's what the glitch needs her to see #because if she saw that wherever she next planted her food foot was safe stable ground she might not be so anxious to keep on #moving down this path #wait hold on is this all an optical illusion & I'm seeing it wrong is it the angle #IT'S TOO LATE THE POST IS MADE HIT POST #did i just pull a matpat misread a minor detail & extrapolate unintended overly detailed info #that is inherently untrue bc the detail it's based on isn't there/is incorrect?#see this is why the game theory channel should have gone to me i can do this matpat bullhonkus no prob bob!

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littlefankingdom · 10 days ago

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OK, which comics people consider "good writing" for Jason as Red Hood? Because it seems as if anytime he appears is labelled "bad writing" for his character. At this point, it seems only Under The Read Hood is good, but, sorry to be the bearer of bad news, one story from 20 years ago isn't enough to determine his whole character? Can he not change and grow? Get worse perhaps? Should he be stuck behaving exactly the same forever, which is at a point in his life where he was really not well mentally? And don't answer Lost Days, that's the story about how he grew to be like he is in Under The Red Hood, that's not answering how he should behave now.

Btw, this is not an invitation to tell me how you would write Jason as Red Hood or what you want to see him do, and what you want DC to do with him. I'm asking WHAT CANON are you basing yourself on.

#jason todd #red hood #batman #batfam #dc comics #my ramblings #you cannot use any jason canon moments to base your points on without someone being like “actually he was ooc that time”#then when was he not?#when I argue that Bruce is ooc I have multiple examples to backup my point #but with jason everyone is crying he is badly written all the time #when he killed people? don't count. when he stopped using guns? don't count. when he tried to kill his siblings and children? don't count.#when he is close to his family and shows that he loves them? don't count.#utrh was an arc of his story with AN END so now he has to continue on and go through other arcs #yeah it's me again complaining which will lead to jason stans being mad at me when I'm anxious af #once again I have nothing against Jason I just don't understand y'all

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nadiajustbe · 2 months ago

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"Movie Howl is better than book Ho-" Lie. Slander. Misinformation. Error. Delusion. Objectively wrong.

#idk I'm a really anxious moral-driven person #but sometimes are think ppl are a bit too obsessed with charters being “good” and “unproblematic”#instead of looking at good writing and complexity #Book Howl doesn't have to be “better” for me to like him more #because that's not what his character was ever about #movie Howl is not even bad written he's just... shallow in comparison #he serves his role in the story and has one momental flaw redeemed near the end #but that's all about him #hmc book #howl's moving castle book #howl's moving castle #hmc #howell jenkins #howl pendragon #howls moving castle

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fraternum-momentum · 6 months ago

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apartment hunting lead me to a job interview tomorrow, wish me luck 🙏😭

#it just happened out of the blue??? so basically the gist of it was that i was handing documents on behalf of my mom and one of the people #in the office just went 'u can work for us here'#and i went huh?!?!?!?!!? but i mean hey why not. it's a great opportunity #might hold off on uni if i do get this job (which i hope i do augh please 🙏🙏😭😭😭)#aparently one who offered me the job was a recruiter so that explains it #i feel so nervous tho i mean it wont be the end of the world if i dont get it but i just hope i dont mess it up #i alr met the person whos gonna interview me he seems like a great dude too im just super fucking anxious aughhvghnhgv #that's it for the small update i swear more art soon a lot has been happening lately so yk its kinda hard to find time to finish things #frambling...?

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krisalyce · 4 months ago

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alright keepblr how do we feel about stray cat tam

#platonic cuddler tam oughhhh #tries to verbally comfort and ends up with ‘your face sucks’ ‘oh that’s too bad’#BUT #then he just drapes himself on u and takes a nap #he’s just this quiet presence idk i can see him helping sophie when she gets anxious or overstimulated #just like hugging her and staying nearby #he’s grounding #also just nice to chill with because of his lowkey vibes #and ofc marella’s sleepover and smoking buddy meowww they are besties #kotlc #tam song #tam kotlc #and then in order of drawing:#biana vacker #keefe sencen #sophie foster #marella redek #these are all meant to be platonic but take it how u want

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sunshinejinx · 8 months ago

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polin promo so good its got me on my knees … really solidifies the fact penelope has fully knocked him off the pedestal she created. so good when u consider how it leads to him being the “imperfect man of her dreams” meanwhile colin (who is NOT giving broody) but is deeply confused. because what the hell happened in the span of a year … what’s happened to HIS PEN !!! this is soooo not very “you’ve always been so… constant” of her!! the dynamic switch is soo powerful and so important to me. the foundation that’s been set for them!! the realization that they are truly maturing and growing together 🥺

#polin #bridgerton #so many bad takes on this promo saying it’s kanthony 2.0 but it’s sooooo not #already saw a few “no one is doing it like them #and it’s like yeah duh that’s not what this is abt #bc at the end of the day colin isn’t a brooder #he’s a PINER he’s a ROMANTIC!!#sorry no one’s doing it like him he’s just confused and anxious and wants his bestie back !!!#AND HE’LL DO ANYTHING TO GET HER BACKK #luci.txt

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astrolotte · 18 days ago

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Part of what's so scary about ANW potentially not getting a s2 is that if it ends where it is now, it's just a REALLY shitty ending for Peri & Dev in particular. Like Dev's just gonna become a miserable copy of his father and Peri's just gonna be haunted by how much he fucked up with his first godchild.

And that's just... where it's gonna be forever? Nickelodeon, do you really want that to be the fate of Cosmo and Wanda's son, especially? One of the characters from your precious original?

#a happy ending for Hazel is likely bc SHE still has her godparents and has room to get better #where Peri & Dev are currently... Dev's gonna get worse and Peri only ever more anxious #Peri can heal at least but that guilt is gonna stay and fester unless he can fix it #fop #fopanw #fop peri #fop dev #oh i forgot to post this it's just been sitting in this tab for hours. okay schedule now

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bunnihearted · 21 days ago

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