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EDYN TIDESTRIDER, CHALLENGER OF THE UNDERSEA, RIVAL OF THE DEEP. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BROTHER WAS CHOSEN TO BE A WEAPON OF THE GODS? HOW WILL YOU UNDO WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM?
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#edyn tidestrider#cw blood#EDYYYNNNN TTIDESTRIDERRR OHH HOW I LOVE HERRRR#THIS IS A PAGE FULLA REEAALLY OLD DOODLES AND REALLY REALLY OLD DOODELS AND NEW DOODLES. ENJOY.#ONLY CLEANED IT UP A BUNCH TTODAY AND IM ACTUALLY SO SO HAPPY W IT WEEEEE#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? DOWN IN THE UNDERSEA. TO VISIT YOUR BROTHER WHENEVER THE ADULTS WOULD LET YOU#A KID WHO DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHY HER BROTHER WAS BEING TAKEN AWAY OR WHY HE KEEPS GETTING HURT#OR WHY THE ADULTS JUST KEEP LETTING IT HAPPEN. ITS FOR THE BEST? FATE OF THE WORLD AND ALL THAT? HEY WHO THE FUCK IS IN CHARGE HERE#HOW DO WE STOP IT. HOW DO I STOP IT. THERES PEOPLE OUT THERE WORKING ON SOMETHING. ARITIFICIAL LEVIATHAN YOU SAY?#WE COULD BUILD A THING TO RIVAL THE GODS. WELL. SIGN ME UP. IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU#WHAT A FASCINATING THING SHE ACTUALLY SAID. 'IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU' HELLO?? EDYN? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#WHAT EXACTLY DID THEY DO TO HIM. OTHER THAN THE PROPHECY TRAINING. YOU CAN UNDO THAT? YOU CAN UNDO ALL THAT? HOW?? HELLO???#LIKE SURE I JUST SPOUTED MY THEORIES I THINK SHE WANTS TO KILL GOD BUT THATS JUSTA THEORY... A GA#WHAT IS EDYNS GOAL AND WHY CANT SHE TELL ANYONE OOUUUHHH EDYNNNN CMERE EDYNN CMERRE STOP WALKING AWAY CMERE. COME HERE.#fuuuuuck shes so mysteriousss what is she HIDING!!shes also so so so so angry i fucken know she is. shes so gentle and so sweet and timid#but she is ANGRY and shes SMART and clearly shes AMBITIOUS bc shes TALKING TO THE FUCKING BIG HEAD HONCHO O THE FUCKEN NNAAAVYYYYY#ALSO WHO IS NICHOLAS. IF THATS EVEN HIS REAL NAME. WHO DID YYYOU MEET EDYN. DO YOU HAVE A WISH TO BE GRANTED EDYN???#CHEWING ON THE BARS O MY CELL I NNNNEEEEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT EDYN IM SO CURIOUS IMG ONNA KILL PEOPLE#i said once in another post 'the oath an eldest sister takes on is on par w that of a paladins-#-and sometimes upheld w the very same ferocity'. I REALLY LIKED THAT LINE.#pleeese... if u can hear me.. pls join me and draw edyn w unbridled plasmatic rage abt the way her brother was treated by the Elders#also pls draw her SCARY. I NEED HER TO BE SSCARY. PLEEASEE I NEED HER TO BE JUST AS VIOLENT AS GILLION BUT INA ICE COLD WAY#JUST AS VIOLENT JUST AS STRONG JUST AS MUCH OF AN AQUATIC MONSTER. im sure u see the vision.#ok i gotta go t bed now i got work in tha morning n i should nnot be stayin up this late. if u hav thoughts abt edyn pls scream abt em#okay byyyyeee goodniiigihhttttt
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hong kong miku,,,
#hopping on the trend jumpscare i’m from hong kong surprise#i haven’t seen that many hk mikus around#lowkey chat i think i kinda ate with this one#however i will say i am coloring in the dark so if any colors look off that’s why#and also i haven’t opened this program in literal months i jumped straight into this no warmup no nothing#miku is what pulls me out of art block apparently i was locked in for 5 hours STRAIGHT#someone needs to teach me how to paint properly holy#not sure how i feel about the bottom left one but that was a quick one anyways#i am from hk originally but i haven’t been back in years so i have no idea about the culture other than food and mirror#OKAY let me explain the context#street food is a big thing in hk and quick and easy things like fish balls egg waffles and like siu mai and wonton noodles are popular#back then people really would just squat down on the side of the road or right in front of the shop to eat it and go#but i don’t think anyone does that anymore city life and all that#ohh i should have done instant noodles breakfasts god i loved those#if anyones from hk if you go to the causeway bay mtr station exit that leads up to the big road near sogo. do they still sell siu mai there#that shit was BANGER i remember asking for them all the time#a good majority of parents in hk would get their daughters ears pierced as a baby something about them not feeling as much pain idk#that’s just what i was told#i used the neon for her friendly standard greeting cause i wanted to incorporate the neon signs somehow without actually drawing a whole bg#lots of neon signs in hk. i heard they had to take them down cause of light pollution which is sad but understandable#everyone got their shoes from dr kong. at least when i was younger they did#boy band is self explanatory. i heard they’re really popular my mom listens to them#oh i had her messing with her shoes cause hk people move FAST. you stop for one second and you get shoved#so like a fun little allusion#gave her black roots just for fun. she is violating every school uniform code possible#this is all based off of my memory by the way so like. anyone who knows this better than i do hit me up#hatsune miku#miku from my culture#jellos scribbles#i haven’t tag yapped in so long welcome back my love i missed you
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if you took a bad enough hit while dao rock armour was active, could you have scars from blunt force trauma that spiderweb like cracks in stone
#i should be so fucking asleep right now but hear me out. minerva. landsmeet duel. loghain has shield bash. do you hear what im saying#i was thinking about magical scars for him actually#but that fucking armour. you have to cook him in it like a lobster in its shell#sometimes i think mages are overpowered for that fight realistically#and then i remember those close quarters and how fucking massive i think he is#he’s like a foot and a half taller than minerva. crikey#okay im saying fuck a lot but the crikey is a sign. need to sleep. need to sleep#but minerva literally cracked open during the landsmeet divorce#and only afterwards when nobody is watching letting her skin turn back from stone#holds it for so long that wynne can’t fix it clean#loghain SHOULD have a scar too for matchie matchies#its crushing prison she usually uses. crumpling that man like a tin can#that could fuck you up. less visible though. i’ll workshop#i dont think shed get enough of a grip to pull off something like#a handprint burn#maybe a slice across the cheek from a blade of ice#i’ll workshop. i’ll workshop. goodnight
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Need to stop saying yes to people while I’m running on empty. I rly don’t know why I do this, but between preparing for my neuro hospital internship / studying full time for one of the hardest national exams in the states / volunteering at 3 places / like 8282727 other things I genuinely do not have the energy to be around people and present. Especially bc people are used to a more bubbly version of me and I am just!! Tired!!! And cannot be that right now!! But I also do love my friends and don’t want to self isolate. Life is so hard when you’re a busy girl who gets her energy thru being around people but literally does not have the time
#i was ranting to my mom ab this and she was like. ur social life might suffer for the next few months. ur studying for the mcat. it’s okay.#and she’s right and I honestly just have to accept it#I’m also having fun w all the things i signed myself up for#maybe it rly is a matter of accepting that my goals just have to come first right now and it’s okay if I’m not going out every weekend#or not saying yes to every social event#academia is my no 1 priority rn and that is OKAY. i cannot be everywhere at once I cannot be perfect#a devestasting realization but I rly need to focus on what’s important rn#p
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imagine having to watch your found father figure, who once took care of you while you were a young child during an apocalypse, descented so far into madness overtime that he slowly started to forget who you were n u had to watch that over time. you had to watch him justify his every action of using that cursed crown thats making him spiral in the first place. you had to watch him get your name wrong from every so often to every time. you had to watch him go so far gone that, when he finally becomes something beyond the shell of his former self, on the off chance he DOES decide to come back into your life, it's to write menial songs about your ex life that he couldnt even be a part of recalling about (i mean how couldve he) . you had to watch him as he's gone so far in forgetting you that he confuses your Genuine Desire for reconnection and presence for romantic advances. and when he DOES bother to read any notes he made related to his past, he sings them as if they were meaningless lyrics while you had to belt out the echoes of a past you believed was no longer retrievable but its fine now right? the curse is gone the madness is no longer a threat and he can live a normal man right? things should be okay right? he can live in safety and marceline can show simon the side of yourself that has Grown to her own, with hopes that theres joy in that security, right? he wouldnt want to go back to the way things were, to that person to return to that prolonged hurt....right?
#fionna and cake#adventure time#simon petrikov#marceline#listen okay everyones yelling at simon for how betty will react but as far as simon cares its fruitless to try to go to betty again#he now believes hes NEVER going to see betty again . and now marceline? showing signs that she's grown past needing him ?#SHES NOT GONE SIMON . AND YET. IT FEELS THAT WAY. DOESNT IT#anyway marceline neeeds like 100 apologies right now.
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To this day it still bothers me that Steve Rogers had a fucking support group who they talked stuff like "move on blablabla" & he did in fact not moved on & went back in time to be with a woman just to leave everyone behind.
#sometimes i want to talk to the people who where in charge for it#i get it. peggy was a beautiful strong independent woman who stole his heart...she took mine as well...but it still makes no sense to leave#everyone just like that...#Steve really said: see you later losers *peace sign* i get now the live i ever wanted...#i get headache just from thinking about it...#why was everyone involved in this okay with that whole thing...#it is not romantic or in character...it is creepy...#i really need to know of his interaction with peggy happend...#this is reason number whatever why i cant watch endgame again...#i saw it once & never again...#steve rogers#captain america#marvel endgame#marvel#mcu#mcu steve rogers
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cathy & ellis
#dyn : cathy & ellis ⋆˙ the state of my heart#can’t sleep just thinking about them and how somebody needs to go ask cathy about her life because#she’s just lived a lot!#she’s done so much!#and she’s loved and loved and loved#and there’s signs of it in all that she owns#parent lore never fails here#okay now back to writing . my goal is three drafts today
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what's with the hate for uzi's dad
do i really have to spell it out
#he left her for dead EPISODE ONE#like#yeah there was some hesitance#but he still did it!#not to mention like the moment uzi finally puts her walls down for him#he takes that as a sign that it's okay to go in her room and touch her shit#granted yes he was worried her but i mean too little too late and you could've gone about it another way#idk#i was literally thinking about uzi's and khan's dynamic the other night#maybe i'll write something about it cause#it IS interesting to me#like a father and daughter who both clearly need each other after moms death#but both don't know HOW to help/rely on each other#nori's 'death' really fucked them up and they both didn't know how to cope in a healthy way#edit: i think khan projected everything he adored/loved about nori onto uzi and when she didn't meet those expectations#he turned all his focus away from her taking it as her just needing time to deal with nori's death#and then i guess he just forgot to check up on her again
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anyway Lizzy showing up to Pemberley is SO !!! GOOD !!!!!!! for 101 reasons but in large part because it’s the first time she sees him post letter but actually at this point she IS afraid of how (justly) angry and cold he could be towards her and he’s so quietly delighted to have the chance to prove otherwise to her
#and it has to be through the slow and subtle signs of manners that he proves it#it has to be the brick building type of work#It is no time for displays of emotion or declarations of love or even pining gazes#it’s winning her trust through the step-by-step of good and thoughtful manners#and it makes her feel so safe!!!!!!!!!#okay so like. she IS afraid of him but not of his personality#she is afraid of their circumstances and he walks her through them with so much love and restraint#it’s so powerful#Anyway this is why it doesn’t work to substitute all of those actions for Darcy chasing Lizzy out of the house and saying ‘I know’#when she says she likes long walks! no matter how romantic that moment might be in total isolation#I need to go teach and stop talking about this
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I love learning ASL it’s so good. Makes me happy to learn it. I’m so glad my university has classes for it with professors actually steeped in Deaf culture.
#blue chatter#am I good at ASL? hahahahahahaha. no.#ASL and English grammar are incredibly different and even when I remember my vocab I am easily clockable as hearing#but I do have some language capacity now. enough to communicate the basics.#and I just. genuinely really enjoy it. it’s fun to learn and engaging in a way most of my classes just aren’t.#and I can. yanno. communicate respectfully w Deaf ppl. and learn about their culture#which is incredibly important given that I want to go into a field where there is a higher incidence than typical of Deaf people#autistic? you’re more likely to be Deaf!#not to mention the fact that sign language can sometimes be a useful alternative to speech for nonspeaking/nonverbal people#depending on the person obvi; some nonspeaking/nonverbal autistics cannot use sign language and that’s okay#but surely at some point I will encounter either a Deaf client or a nonspeaking/nonverbal client who uses ASL#and when that time comes I should have some idea of how to communicate with them#I also rly like the Deaf church by my parents’ house#their community is really welcoming and their services are really interesting#I think it’s rly cool how they take intentions directly from the congregation#they’ll raise their hands and then sign what their intention is from their pew to the ambo#which is rly neat#it is funny bc every time I go the Deaf ppl I talk to will tell each other ‘go slow she’s hearing’#which is ENTIRELY fair bc. I am hearing. and I do need them to go slower.#but it also makes me laugh bc truly everyone knows within a few minutes.#oh hey the new person? they’re hearing. yeah they’re learning ASL at college. sign slowly for her.#which again makes sense bc a big Deaf culture thing is keeping ppl informed. it’s not gossip it’s getting everyone on the same page.#Deaf ppl do NOT beat around the bush that is like the height of rudeness to them. u say what u mean goshdangit. do not waste their time.#which I appreciate the heck out of bc i don’t have to try and phrase things delicately or w/e#it was also funny bc my mom came w me while I was home for Christmas and they asked her if I was her kid#and she said yes. and the lady running the kid’s craft corner thing was like ‘great you’re doing a craft now’#and I’m sitting there. visibly over 18 years old. amongst several seven year olds. trying desperately to figure out how to say hot glue gun#I made a v pretty pinecone tree it was a lot of fun ^-^
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I've never liked tawnypelt, so this is a huge stfu moment for me, but it isn't because I don't like her, it's because this "young cats" this is SO RECYCLED. I don't mind recycling if it isn't blatant, or if it's just better than last time! "Tawnypelt, you should know by now what young cats are like." It feels like it's meant to be Whorlpelt being dismissive, when in reality, Whorlpelt is RIGHT. Tawnypelt has seen it all and she still finds time to complain about young cats. "There's not a single wa-" WHY ARE YOU SO CONCERNED ABOUT AGE??? Cats are always going to be younger than you, Tawny. Cats are going to die. Time is going to move. That's how generations work.
You do, Tawny. You really, really do. I get part of Tawnypelt's character is her independence, stubbornness, and pride, but this isn't stubbornness. This is annoying. It feels like she's stuck. Aren't her joints aching? For fuck's sake, BRAMBLECLAW retired. Her littermate is old, his wife is old, Tawnypelt is old. "I have man-" No. Please. I beg. Let's move on.
#changing skies#changing skies spoilers#tawnypelt#if this is tawny throughout the entire book i'll just read the forums#i'm glad she's grieving Rowanclaw at least#we need more elders other than “iconic” Tawnypelt#Erins. Let her retire#they could've done something really interesting with this “stuck Tawnypelt” feeling i'm getting#they could've made the signs of her age obvious and she's just ignoring them/in denial#and that she may have seen a lot of things but she can't be strong forever#and that it's okay and it's time to lay her claws to rest#she's lived to see her great grandchildren#it's okay.#BUT NO
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Thinking about my Rook hours </3
#i did not mean to get so attached to this character so immediately#but god the scenes with harding and taash and solas have given me so much to chew on#like. first of all raised in the mournwatch as an orphan fully removed from her culture as a qunari#but also being very aware she didnt look like any of the other young mournwatch recruits and there was something Different about her#being genuinely invested in the work they do but also being so afraid to step out of line and be ousted#only for that to exactly happen the one time she pushed back against the nobility#then she's throwing herself into her new job helping varric search the realms for solas#and suddenly because of a call she made he's too weak to fight and she has solas in her head telling her how badly she fucked everything up#and she just feels so small and worthless#but no. she cant let her emotions get anyone else hurt#fuck solas. fuck him for trying to pin this on her.#as a matter of fact fuck anyone trying to undermine her while she's doing what needs to be done#she sees how harding is blaming herself for what happened and she tells her she cant blame herself#'blame me' she says secretly in her head#'im the reason you got hurt'#but she knows harding would see right through her#so she puts on a happy face for her and stays optimistic when she starts showing signs of being the first dwarf to cast magic#but deep inside rook is panicking because what if something is changing her harding? what if something is going to take her away from her?#she compensates by trying to seem as laid back as possible#and then they meet emmrich and rook is launched back into her mournwatch mindset#she stands up straighter and uses bigger fancier words to keep up with the professor#and harding calls her on it and suddenly she realizes how much shes been compartmentalizing everything#fully shifting her personality around her friends based on what she thinks they need#she realizes with horror that solas of all people has seen the most unfiltered version of her#the version that is angry and frustrated with how unfair everything is#but is also very aware that no matter what she does she will be seen as a villain in the eyes of some#simply because she cannot save everyone#and then she hangs out with taash and sees someone who also compartmentalizes to hell and seems like. okay about it#and taash doesnt need anyone to take care of them. sihu feels oddly relaxed around their no-nonsense approach to socialization#datv spoilers
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Kingdom of Ash Chapter 58
Chapter; Highlights
Not that there was much Elide could do.
Despite the generous gift of power that ran through the Lochan bloodline, she possessed no magic, no gifts beyond reading people and lying.
Rushed to get bandages, hot water, and whatever salves or herbs the healers calmly requested. None of them shouted. They only raised their voices, magic glowing bright around them, if a soldier was shrieking too loudly for their words to be heard.
The sun was barely over the horizon, judging by the light at the windows set high in the Great Hall, and so many already lay injured. So many. Still they kept coming, and Elide kept moving, her limp becoming a dull, then a sharp ache. A minor pain, compared to what the soldiers endured. Compared to what they faced on the battlements.
She didn't let herself think of her friends.
Didn't let herself think of Lorcan, who had not come to the chamber last night and had not sought them out this morning. As if he didn't want to be near her. As if he'd taken every hateful word she'd spoken to heart.
So Elide aided—and did not stop.
No, that magnificent horse trampled them, fearless and wicked, just as Chaol had predicted. A horse whose name meant butterfly
—stomping all over Valg foot soldiers.
Had his breath not been a rasp in his chest, Chaol might have smiled. Had men not been cut down around him, he might have laughed a bit, too.
But Morath was launching itself at the walls and gates with a furor they had not yet witnessed. Perhaps they knew who had come to Anielle and now hewed them down. Aelin and Rowan fought back-to-back, and Fenrys had plowed his way down the battlements to join Chaol by the second siege tower.
Morath, it seemed, did not think to surrender. Only to inflict destruction, to break into the keep and slaughter as many as they could before meeting their end.
His shield bloodied and dented, his horse a raging demon herself beneath him, Chaol kept swinging his sword. His wife lay within the keep behind him. He would not fail her.
Soon now. They'd win the field soon, and the song in his blood would quiet.
Part of him didn't want it to end, even as his body began to scream to rest.
Yet when the battle was done, what would remain?
Nothing. Elide had made that clear enough.
She loved him, but she hated herself for it.
He hadn't deserved her anyway.
She deserved a life of peace, of happiness.
He didn't know such things. Had thought he'd glimpsed them during the months they'd traveled together, before everything went to hell, but now he knew he was not meant for anything like it.
But this battlefield, this death-song around him ... This, he could do. This, he could savor.
The golden helmets of the khagan's army became clear, their fiery horses unfaltering.
Finer than any host he'd fought beside in a mortal kingdom. In many immortal kingdoms, too.
Obeying the death-song in his blood, Lorcan let his shields drop. He did not wish it to be easy. He wanted to feel each blow, see his enemy's life drain out beneath his sword.
The earth shook beneath thundering hooves, and arrows screamed overhead. Then there was roaring. And then blackness.
#Chapter 58#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Elide Lochan#Yrene Towers#Nesryn Faliq#Salkhi#I love Salkhi#Sartaq#Chaol Westfall#Lorcan Salvaterre#First Read along with me NO SPOILERS PLEASE though warning for post & tags up to KoA 58 & more reacts/notes/quotes in tags below#No power; um Reading & lying is a skill though she’s brilliant she doesn’t need power-I love that they don’t shout-waiting for Sunrise —#—Okay where’s elide?there she is?what was with the ending?What??Where?Go!Eretia aww she came too! —smart children for Mala#The heart-realizing it-DID NOT STOP-Farasha lol Hellas Butterfly-YESROWAELIN literally have each others backs-the color scheme—#—of this cinematically with the dark colors against gold in the rising sun *chefs kiss* would be perfection-please don’t bring in spiders?#so how did that work btw with Falkan & the age & not recognized?Hope!!! DAMNThe dam!Water AND fire Noooo! YAS NESRYN&SALKHI! My bbs!#Just turn it to steam Aelin! Iron all the clothes lol she’d make a great dry cleaner! Whitethorn & the Queen inch by inch the land is their#song of war-then quiet-What would remain?She loved him she hated herself for it and he didn’t deserve it-You2can have peace too Lorcy#Fiery horses?better but still bad…LORCAN DONT U DARE!lion & death roaringNo armorNo prisonersjust war echoesold woundsThe#aftermath of forgotten thingsWhite banners-Next next time-She’s a good learner-The tower Westfall#The would not fail Celaena paralell along with then it is not the end THATS MY WIFE#Lorcan and the lion them all working together Fenrys and chaol or Sartaq signs to Nesryn#get back in line hold the line she held the line#told him not to run but to fight. — I don’t think we can trust the so called gods of these books anymore
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Still looking for Welcome to Night Vale Submissions.
Currently we have 23 Welcome to Night Vale characters submitted. It's going to be a 32 person bracket. So we need 9 more characters. I was very quickly able to come up with 14 characters, and obviously they all won't fit. So if you want one of these characters to be a contender for Sexiest Fictional Podcast Character, or you have another character you want to see compete, submit them now.
(Disclaimer: I personally do not find all of these characters sexy so do not @ me. I just think many of them are significant enough that people would protest their absence.)
#Not A Poll#Mod Update#Welcome to Night Vale#Tamika Flynn is highlighted as a reminder to request only propaganda from her adult era.#Originally I was on the fence about adding Tamika Flynn/Josh Crayton/Janice Palmer/the Child of the Glow Cloud because I know soooo many#people only listened to the first two seasons when they were all kids. But someone submitted someone else from that squad and Tamika is suc#an iconic character it would be weird to not include her if we are including characters who have become adults during the show.#She turns 23 this month. Josh was in college four years ago. Janice's age is contradictory (time is weird) but she graduated high school in#2020. Like. These kids are no longer kids.#But also I don't want people to be weird about it. People have been fine with Nicky Close but D&Dads doesn't have the same reputation of#people listening to the beginning and getting REALLY attached but not continuing to listen.#.....okay the tag rambling is probably a sign I shouldn't insert her so I need YOU to submit characters so that I don't feel like I'm#personally neglecting the charming Symphony Sanders.
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tbf it hasn't even been a Month since i came here but it's soooo embarrassing to say "sorry can u speak english :(" to everyone who ever talks to me ever
#each day im like ok this time i will Try to at least start with something like#förlåt jag kan inte prata svenska bra :( or something simple like that#and each time i still go for the um sorry i can't speak swedish :( sjdjdjd#and the sad thing is obviously it's hard to learn and speak a language#but for simple things it's Not Hard to understand (at least for me)#the speaking tho. rip#like the dude asked me when is the bus coming and i Understood that he asked me when the bus is coming#and i was still like sorry i will answer u in english... i understand u just asked me abt the bus time but i cant speak swedish so i will#just say it in english.. sorry.....#in these kinda basic sentences it's pretty understandable + u can just assume things from the context anf#fill in the blanks even if u didnt Fully understand each word or whatever#but ughhh i need to Speakkkkk#also obviously when some friends are talking among each other i cannot understand shit other than a few basic words lol#im just able to catch basic stuff so far which is. i think good for 1 month? isnt it??? lmao#i feel sooo good when some staff at the market or whatever tell me something in swedish and i can sorta understand#and it's something i dont have to reply so i can just nod and say okay im like yippieeee this is language learning right#(she aint learning shit)#also lovelyyy to be able to understand signs and ads etc when i go to shops yayyyy#when will i be able to take sfi classes pls i need someone to force me to speak#🗒#the epic highs and lows of learning a language#(kinda??)
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I’m applying to be a substitute teacher LMAO
#it’s the only job I can commute to at the current moment that doesn’t make me feel like I wasted my time in college because#u need a certain amount of credits to be qualified#I actually think I would be fine at it if I only accept high school classes at first and MAYBE middle school (MAYBE)#idk my friend who’s a teacher visited me yesterday and she told me unprompted that I should sub while I look for other jobs#i trust her judgment if she thinks I would survive it LOL#and actually…. okay I know I wouldn’t really be doing any actual teaching BUT.#I actually think I would be a good helper for almost all subjects#except advanced math….. aha#but especially art or language arts or social studies or Spanish like sign me up that shit is fun#also… I think I would be an understanding authority figure?? school lowkey traumatized me and gave me intense anxiety as a kid because#I was so scared of collective punishments and ‘getting in trouble’ so. I would definitely go out of my way to… not do that#and it feels like an actual public good… like the reason I wanted to work at the library lol#anyway sorry for 200000 tags this is me trying to talk myself out of NOT applying bc I’m scared of all jobs
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