#a devestasting realization but I rly need to focus on what’s important rn | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

stuckinapril · 11 months ago

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Need to stop saying yes to people while I’m running on empty. I rly don’t know why I do this, but between preparing for my neuro hospital internship / studying full time for one of the hardest national exams in the states / volunteering at 3 places / like 8282727 other things I genuinely do not have the energy to be around people and present. Especially bc people are used to a more bubbly version of me and I am just!! Tired!!! And cannot be that right now!! But I also do love my friends and don’t want to self isolate. Life is so hard when you’re a busy girl who gets her energy thru being around people but literally does not have the time

#i was ranting to my mom ab this and she was like. ur social life might suffer for the next few months. ur studying for the mcat. it’s okay.#and she’s right and I honestly just have to accept it #I’m also having fun w all the things i signed myself up for #maybe it rly is a matter of accepting that my goals just have to come first right now and it’s okay if I’m not going out every weekend #or not saying yes to every social event #academia is my no 1 priority rn and that is OKAY. i cannot be everywhere at once I cannot be perfect #a devestasting realization but I rly need to focus on what’s important rn #p

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