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This is what it feels like every time a new SMP has streamers I like
#mod talk#This is mostly /j I will NOT be covering Cobblemon much#I love Pokemon but I'd actually like to dial things back#I don't try to watch every streamer or ever single thing in every server to know what's going on anymore#I did that for QSMP and it was fun! But it burned me out badly#For Arkanis I watched a few people but wound up just watching Pac towards the end#and for Realm I only watch like 3 - 4 people and even then only sometimes (which is pretty evident based on the long lapse in clip posting)#I like keeping things diverse content-wise#and I like including lots of different streamers in clips but this blog was never meant to be an update account#And that's sorta what it turned into during QSMP#But that's not the intention and I don't want folks to look at RA with that expectation because good god is that unrealistic#I am one person. With a 9 - 5 job might I add#Tbh I don't think anyone expects this of Royal Archivist but in case you do – here's a heads up#Your friendly neighborhood archivist is tired and taking a back seat on things#✌️#Tbh I don't think this needs an announcement which is why I'm putting this in the tags of a silly meme post#But I'd also like to nip this in the bud in case people start asking why I don't do clips of ____ server or ____ streamer#I don't watch a ton of people to begin with#I do feel bad about the Bluesky community though I really tried my best to crosspost stuff#But it wound up being a hassle trying to trim things down and make the file size tiny so I gave up because it was just so time-consuming#Anyways#TLDR: Estoy cansado jefe
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Friendly reminder, lovelies, that you are not obligated to read everything I write and I write when I can. I get that some people don't care about florist!Bucky, college!Bucky, etc., and that is perfectly fine. But you also don't need to send discouragement if I update something you aren't interested in. That won't make me write other things faster. I'm doing my best.
Thank you to those who do encourage, uplift, and support. ♥️
#navybrat rambles#psa#blog psa#don't discourage#encourage#i'm trying my best#writing#love you lovelies#are you reading my tags?#go drink some water#stay hydrated my friends
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[Question] THE BEST [#1 and only] S4LESMAN IN CYBERCITY!!
#ask me anything#spamton g spamton#spamton#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#ask blog#I'm gonna draw Spamton answering y'all. Might not be lore accurate but I'll try my best!
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hey i'm not telling you what to do but i think everyone should do this (binge-interact, and generally remember that posts older than 1 day are also worth viewing)
#hope this comes across as positive i mean to infuse it with adoration this's genuinely one of the best things one could do#i'm trying to keep my blog nice and organized for people like this#yes hi please come in and dig through allllllll of my stuff i post it with the purpose of being seen and interacted with#thanks for fighting against the momentary and ephemeral nature of modern social media this genuinely gives me +50 hp
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day 3: baffled yaad!!
#i'd just like to use the tags here to leave a little note#i'm very inexperienced and have yet to acquaint myself with using a side blog so there have been times ive accidentally reblogged things#that were meant to be on my main blog#i sincerely apologize for these mistakes and i will try my best to avoid them in the future#thank you for your patience!!#dungeon meshi spoilers#yaad dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon spoilers#daily yaad#yaad dunmeshi#yaad melini#yaad#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers
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i wish i held you longer
kissed you more
loved you harder
maybe you wouldn’t have given up on me
#mentally tired#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#bipolar thoughts#mentally drained#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#bpd anger#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd blog#bpd splitting#sorry for being depressing#trying to be positive#im broke#trying my best#you broke my heart
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There's a trail of oddly colourful looking spiders leading into an alleyway.
#open rp#tma rp#tma oc#amelie the spiral avatar#oc rp#avatar of the spiral#tma rp blog#oc rp blog#((I'm bored so fuck it))#((whoever wants to feel free to join and I'll try my best))
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My other housemate has only watched a few episodes from the ST marathon and none of the movies (and has kind of magically escaped a lot of pop culture awareness), but that was enough for her (someone with her own deep investment in very different fandoms) to be O_O at the Kirk and Spock interactions.
We were talking about how shitty the parent corporations etc were towards many slash shippers of the 70s and 80s, and she was like, "I don't really get why anyone would be mad about people seeing their particular relationship as romantic, it's just... this isn't coming out of nowhere. There's a lot of intensity and they obviously care deeply."
me: Yeah, the series finale includes Kirk saying that Spock is closer to him than anyone else in the universe.
Ash: Wait, really? Like, literally?
me: Yes. That's just about the exact wording, actually.
Ash: Damn.
#anghraine babbles#deep blogging#rl: ash#otp: the premise#star peace#also hilariously we were talking about potential star trek cosplay because j is SUCH a trekkie and i catapulted into joining him#ash loves authoritative miniskirts so we proposed the romulan commander for her#and j was like 'i mean. i'm an emotive blond haired square built jew. there is an obvious choice here'#and ash brightened and went 'elizabeth i honestly think the best choice for you would just be female spock'#me [trying to avoid revealing that i've written over six thousand words of spirk femslash in the last week]: ah. that's very flattering#ash: i wonder how a female spock would even be addressed... like. miss? it seems weird.#me: >_>#me: <_<#me: ah well. i. uh. noticed that female crewmembers are much more often addressed by rank than a gendered title at all. so commander.#the conversational equivalent of hiding my stories under my bed lmao
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✧ Celestino Vietti inspired necklace ✧




#celestino vietti#cv13#moto2#this time i didn't mess up with blog I'm posting on. everyone cheered!#took me forever#was way harder to make than vale one because the idea and consept was constantly involving#this looked VERY different when I started#but i like the results#tried to go more crowded and rough#well at least in comparison to vale one#i love trying new stuff#also that's totally working key(?) that i found once on the ground in another city when i went to visit my friend#like there was a bunch of them and I took this one#very glad that i found perfect spot for it#and the chain is one that was for pants lol#i just butchered it a bit#kinda sad that i couldn't show all of the shiny stuff on this pics but i tried my best#also the sheer amount of time it took me just to sit and stare into beads to realise what i want to do.... ridiculous#tried very hard with colour matching#because everything is just from cele's helmet basically#but god damnit i hate shades of blue so much. literally my opp#anyway thanks for checking this out#reblogs are very appreciated#and this will be up for sale at January 8
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this site is so unlike anything else in all the best ways and they've tried for years to make it profitable but couldn't because a user-friendly and user-driven experience and profit simply cannot coexist but stagnating/dropping profits aren't an option in today's climate. that being said i highly doubt tumblr is going down it feels too unkillable but if it is im not going to instagram or twitter or mastofort or whatever i will simply walk into a forest and become moss. god bless
#pro tip you can massively lower server costs by getting rid of tumblr live‚ a feature noone wants and noone uses#literally just stop trying to become other sites and instead capitalise on being unlike any other site#in a world where every app is the same app owned by the same people tumblr is invaluable#but it's not profitable which is the only thing they care about#but like. I'm literally not moving anywhere else#not only coz tumblr in general is the best site but also bc my blog is really important to me#it's a record and archive of everything I've liked in the past 7 years meticulously catalogued#even if i went on another site. all that would just be gone. i cant have that#I'll be downloading my blog but that's just part of it yk#barking#tumblr
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I need at least another $25 to pay my phone bill in a couple days (and that'd leave me no money left for food, let alone rent next month). I'm still unemployed and paralyzed by one of the worst mental health spirals of my life. Anything helps, if you can spare it
This is my ko-fi. Venmo and paypal available by private request. Love y'all
#i know the blog has been sporadic recently#i'm trying my best to keep it updated because i really do believe it's important#or at least more important than whatever else i'd be doing with my time most days#i'm so burnt out at this point i'm genuinely considering ways to leave capitalist society altogether rather than get another job ever again#squats intentional communities etc#tbh i've read a lot about those things but have had very little interaction with them personally#if anyone has personal experience and could give advice relevant to someone who can barely get out of bed i'd appreciate it#this is the most publicly vulnerable i've been in years i think...
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I love giving advice, apparently, so if you are a newly pierced person or are planning on being pierced, here are some of the things I found helpful, as somebody who isn't a professional piercer but has had six plus piercings on my face and body, and multiple ear piercings (which I don't count, since I DIY'd them):
Normal bath towels are your enemy, proceed with caution after bathing. NEVER wipe moisture away from a fresh piercing, always pat it dry
You will hit a new piercing and it will hurt. This is inevitable, just know that you likely haven't destroyed it. Feel free to cry, though, it hurts like hell.
If your piercer gives you instructions, heed them. If you're on restrictions, please take it as seriously as possible
When you're going in for a piercing, please eat or drink something - at least what constitutes as a snack for your body. It really helps
If you're getting an oral piercing, make sure you size down after the healing period - I hadn't sized down for my last oral piercing when I first had the chance, and it was... so annoying to have too-large of jewelry
Not all jewelry is made equally. Do your research on materials, threading, and sizing. I've found that titanium jewelry is really nice for me, and I like it, but that isn't the only option. Make sure you think about your body and its needs and preferences
Close your eyes while being pierced (I found this really helps me)
Don't over-clean a new piercing, twice per day is usually a good place to start
The completed healing period is a very average suggestion - you may heal slower or faster. Try to adhere to that suggestion, though, especially if you do not feel you're healed enough
Personally, I have found that I am completely healed when my piercing feels like just another part of my body, even when it is touched. When my piercings start to feel as though they are foreign when they never do before, I know I likely need to clean them
While I have DIY'd piercings, I personally do not recommend it, especially if you are either not using sterilized equipment, or are piercing a very dangerous place (like the tongue). If you are absolutely positive about committing to the DIY mindset, please try to do due diligence in research at least
Tip your piercer. Body mods are a luxury service, and it takes years to even become a piercer, much less to be proficient at it. Tip your piercer, ESPECIALLY if their prices feel too good to be true - they likely are. Unless you are directed otherwise by your piercer, just assume that you will be tipping them for their services and budget accordingly
Make sure you understand how your piercer wants you to take care of your piercing, and ask questions. There is no question too "dumb"
If you are getting a body part pierced you are insecure about, realize your piercer has most likely seen HUNDREDS of different body parts of various sizes, shapes, and oddities. Your body is not uniquely bad, nor would a good piercer make you feel unwelcome or uncomfortable with your body. If they do, however, DO NOT go through with the piercing. You should feel safe being pierced by somebody, and, indeed, that is the bare minimum.
If you use saline wash to clean piercings, you can DIY it. You will go through NeilMed like no other, and with it being $5USD a bottle, that price can rack up quickly. Make sure you use distilled water and non-iodized salt, though
If your piercing is infected, please don't be too ashamed to seek help. It's in your best interest to make sure you don't get ill or your site gets nasty ("nasty" as in painful)
These are just some of the things I've learned being a pierced person! My piercings are something I absolutely needed, and I do not for a minute regret having them. I want that same happiness to befall you, and that happens when you are able to understand a bit more what goes into piercings. You are, essentially, getting a new body part installed by a pro, and so I don't want you to not be ready for that.
Again, I am not a professional piercer, but am rather a body piercing enthusiast with many different types of piercings. I don't have every piercing, though, so please look at this critically for the piercing(s) that you want or have. At least, treat this like a soft suggestion or ways to help you brainstorm what you will find helpful.
More tips are obviously welcomed, especially if you yourself have more insight or expertise. Good luck to every pierced person or future pierced person reading this💛
#body modification#body mods#piercings#body piercing#long post#honestly i love having a professional relationship with my piercer and i feel so happy to be pierced by her#i think the client and piercer relationship is a very important aspect of getting a piercing#and i don't think people talk about that part much. you should feel SAFE being around your piercer#they are literally creating a new hole in your body with a needle. that is a very vulnerable position to be in#but i'm honestly shocked at how cheap my piercer is...#...so my last piercing was only $50USD and that included the (nice) jewelry. i feel that in that cast tipping 60% was worth it...#...i know that can rack up the cost of the piercing but especially if you LIKE your piercer (like i do) - try being as generous as possible#i personally LOVE tipping my piercer and it's the best way i can show her that i LOVE her work even when i tell her#love having a personal blog that i can be autistic about piercings!!!!! I LOVE THIS ANCIENT TRADITIONNNN#one of my profs let us write about anything as long as it was an essay and i went Insane writing about historical piercing practices#LOVE ALL TYPES OF PIERCINGS especially ones that are used to 'scare' outsiders <3#when i was a kid they used to tell us about the Mystical African Tribes that STRETCHED THEIR LIPS (scary!!!!)...#...if it isn't obvious i hate that the lip plate especially practiced by the Mursi and many others have been used for frankly rascist ideas#i brought up the lip thing because i learned a lot about iirc the Mursi practice of lip plating and it's given me more appreciation for it!!#it's ENDLESSLY fascinating and i wish i hadn't been shown the negative bias against them first
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For your consideration.
(Reminder to vote in the poll)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#ouyang zizhen#red vs green saga#Well not quite yet. There are a few more days in the poll to go.#I have no true way of knowing who's winning unless it's over so I'm wishing both the best of luck#In my head Red was Ouyang and Green was Zizhen. But only one can be Ouyang Zizhen. Does this make sense#I wanted to do a bigger and sillier thing for the 4th month anniversary but I am just a bit to tired this week#Still gonna do it but maybe for next week or post-pone for next month#unofficially the red vs green boy sacrifice poll is now my legacy for the 4th month blog anniversary#I love them equally so this is balanced propoganda#I hope we all enjoy the next handful of comic where they get to co-exist </3#trying out something with my art here re:texturing but it does *not* scan well so Im mixed on the results
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don't look into the darkness for too long...
#when I got into the library all the lights were off which is. concerning.#i was mildly scared that something would come out of the dark (i'm sitting with my back to these shelves)#best not to turn around#the library ghosts are trying to tell me to finish that goddamn essay.#cryptid academia#cryptidcore#dark academia#uni blogging#ominous#my post#chaotic academia
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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Throw back to this time lapse I made last year studying for my final accounting paper
#study aesthetic#studycore#studying#academic validation#exams#studyblr#trying#university#accounting#university student#high school#final exams#study space#study hard#student life#study#student#study blog#study motivation#struggle#stress#i'm trying#im trying#this is me trying#trying my best#time lapse#study notes#studyblr community#studylife#studyspiration
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