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Lilia reading freshly thirteen year old, completely innocent and oblivious William Kaplan’s future and being like:
Okayyyyy lemme just un-know that real quick so it doesn’t haunt me forever🥲
I can’t properly express how much I love her
#also how we could see how heartbroken she was broke me too#even though she’s a little odd and is often bitter and resentful#her consistent moments of genuine fondness for the other witches in the coven#especially billy#make me love her so much more#like when he was injured and she was like ‘hes young hes strong’#the whole coven had no idea why this child was there with them#but every single one of them almost immediately decided they NEEDED to protect him#jen trying to warn him about agatha and alice being so so kind to him#and of course agatha who is so motherly towards him#even after he kinda tried to kill her#she was still so supportive#because her mother never was#ugh this show i cant say it enough how amazing it is!#marvel#mcu#lilia calderu#patti lupone#billy kaplan#william kaplan#billy maximoff#wiccan#agatha all along#agatha harkness#sasheer zamata#ali ahn#kathryn hahn#joe locke#kate's post
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going through the literal stages of GRIEF over house ep 8x16. an actual live-reaction text conversation with my mom as I was watching the episode:
#im heartbroken for him#bro just wants a kid#house i hate you#(not really)#but it is so sweet that he and wilson made pizza together after everything#ugh theyre married#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#rixtria rambles
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they were so insane for this
#fe owain#fe olivia#fire emblem#dont think this game has a number assigned tf do we call it. few????#who rly gaf about this game honestly (i did. bought every single dlc.)#BUT UGH. CROSS GEN AWAKENING SUPPORTS. AND THEY WERE VOICED!!#this one was my fav. for obvious reasons. owain and olivia friendship… omg… like bro that is ur aunt 🥺🥺🥺#its so cute… owain’s probably like ‘wow olivia ur so kind and nice. now why is your son Like That’#i wish he couldve talked to cordelia too but whatever. we got her with luci instead i’ll take it#i wish more second gen awakening kids made it in tho… yall have no idea how heartbroken i was when inigo and sev didnt make it in#and i was like ‘the next warriors game for sure!’ :/
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au where remus is taken in by the skittles including slytherin!reader after the prank and falls in love with you. angst ensues when he starts mending his friendship with sirius and the others and you grow uncertain of if you’re going to be tossed aside as soon as sirius is forgiven. made even better if reader is sacred 28 and grew up around sirius, being best friends with regulus.
#carina has ideas#ugh#the prank#and like the guilt reader experiences for having had the best few months of her life with remus#when they have held some of the most traumatic events and feelings for him#while remus is so conflicted because he is traumatised and heartbroken and betrayed#but he also LOVES you and the relationship you’re building so much#i imagine he’s also angry with himself for falling in love right after learning that he can never trust anyone#if i wrote this it would have to be happy ending bc the potential angst with this is too much#made even better with some jegulus in the mix#like that would be an extra gutpunch for sirius#and would make it easier to ease remus back in with the marauders which would scare reader#but reggie is her bestie that she wants to be safe and loved#and as a sacred 28 child neither of you thought you would get that#anyway#goodnight
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A First Kanaphan Gifset | First's Crying Scenes (as Akk in The Eclipse EP11)
God, First has so many phenomenal crying scenes in the Eclipse. The way his face slowly crumples into that initial look of devastation as the weight of what he's done truly dawns on him - a combination of panic, guilt, horror.
The split second later where his expression smooths over and you see a quiet and resigned acceptance at the trailing line of thought he's having - 'everyone would be better off without me', but proceeds to uncontrollably break down as soon as Ayan holds him.
First really captures Akk's overwhelming helplessness in this series. His eyes just scream 'I don't know what to do. What am I supposed to do?' A boy who is being slowly but surely crushed under immense pressure, when all he wanted was to do the right thing.
#the eclipse#the eclipse the series#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#akkayan#ayanakk#akk x ayan#ayan x akk#firstkhao#khaofirst#just been doing a rewatch#and UGH GOD the PAIN#he's such a mesmerising crier on screen#i feel EVERYTHING 😭#the way he portrays akk's vulnerability#ayan is so heartbroken and scared but so strong for the both of them
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2024 Singapore GP | x
#hi everyone I'm sorry I vanished for a few days#this weekend has been hard here with irl family things and in my heart in the world of F1#I feel so so so so much for Daniel and I keep riding a roller coaster of anger that RBR let this happen and sorrow if this is it#then I swing back to hope#not just in 2025 (which I still believe in!!)#but that he can find joy and fufillment and love somewhere better#he deserves so much better than the callously cruel weekend from a sport he's given so much of his life to#I'll be a Daniel fan no matter where he goes next#but my trust in RBR is irrevocably shattered as it is for many (not that I had much to begin with!)#but he was thrown to the wolves and I'm just so angry and heartbroken this happened#but then the possible last lap of his potential last race given to Max#thank you Daniel#and I'm hopeful til the end#I hope he gets what he wants but he deserves so much love#and seeing the love from fans and the people in his life who DO care#I'm a newer fan but I have become so fond for Daniel so much and the anticipation is killing me#let him and fans have peace (even if the goal is Checo retiring after the Mexico GP then at least give some closure for the month between)#just a hard weekend#and the FIA absurdity with Max too ugh#and Carlos' crash in quali ahhh just an awful weekend#with that and an overwhelming family weekend I just couldn't bring myself to post anything#but thank you everyone for this space#I need to catch up but I have seen so many folks echo how I feel#it is upsetting and needless and uncerimonious and cruel#I'll be hopeful forever there is a chance#but Daniel deserves to be happy and RBR proved how heartless of a place they can be#I'll savor the silver linings of Max and Daniel's bond and those on the team who lifted him up#I'll be away again for a work event today but I looked around insta a bit last night#I'll post and tag for the GP if anyone wants to not see it!! still hurts but it'll all be okay in time I know it ❤️#autumn posts
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She just -- She’s thinking about their second case, she’s thinking about HIM oh my GOD 😱😭
But also maybe she’s not that much pining after all:
#"Coutume Malgache" 🥹🥹🥹 HPI: HAUT POTENTIEL INTELLECTUEL S03 E01: Symétrie Radiale
(huge thanks to @hemerae-ramblings for the video rip <3333)
#🥹🥹🥹🥹#hpi spoilers#hpi season 3#hpi tf1#hpi#hpi gifs#hpi edits#my edit#morgane alvaro#audrey fleurot#JESUS CHRIST#softly stroking a book reminiscent of a case and then giving it the middle finger is SO in character#babygirllllll#🥰🥲💕#laughs apart#she's so heartbroken omg#💔😰#she's still mad at him#he's literally the reason she left and I just --#UGH!#also this is literally Morgane browsing CDs at the music store in Parce qu'entre nous#and stumbling upon a Celtic songs cover album
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Idk who had the idea to make a cute submissive robot for the 2009 Astro Boy film but whoever thought of it, I fucking love them because this bot single-handedly carried the entire film and became the love of my life at 6 yrs old
#LOOK AT HIM#LOOK AT HIIIIMMMM#HES SO. UGH.#WHY IS HE IS CUTE#he’s such a Malewife#he supports and love Astro so much did y’all see how sad he was to see Astro leave home#he was mroe heartbroken than Tenma#Orrin is so supportive#give him custody of Astro#the scene of Orrin and Astro playing with the paper thingys is so cute#also I highkey felt so bad for him like Tenma’s was so mean to Orrin for no reason#all Orrin did was offer to help (bc he’s a servant/nanny bot ofc he’s gonna offer to help) AND TENMA IS A DICK ABT IT#no wonder Orrin is nervous all the time he has Tenma for a master#Astro boy 2009#Astro boy Orrin
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time for group therapy for marc marquez fans. let's all cry our hearts out together.
#motogp#marc marquez#so close....SO CLOSE. AGGHHHBHH#le mans#he did so well.#he really just...ugh.... he did amazing this race.#im heartbroken.. i feel so bad for him..#:((((((((((((((((((((((#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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I started writing a buddie fan fic that I was SUPER into when I formed the plot and writing the first half. I'm now like 4 scenes away from the end but I'm losing all motivation, but I want it done before the next season starts. This is excruciating.
#its a soulmate fic#its not like an au where everyone has a soulmate but the notion of 'i found the one' found in the real world here#but where eddie realizes buck is the one (in a platonic sense)#and him admitting this to budk results in buck realizing he loves eddie#this is also a post season 7 fic of dealing with the aftermath of chris leaving. realizing they were already a family unit#& buck is heartbroken#ugh i wanna finish it this so bad but im writing like 5 lines at a time when i try#when some of these scenes were very emotional when imagined but now they coming out flat#buddie#fan fic#fan fiction
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i feel like the problem with so many pakistani dramas is they're like. a totalitarian exercise in relenting to the parent and forgiving them for all of their mistakes regardless of the severity of them. and i imagine it is funny to see me say that considering how often i wax rhetoric about how many of our parents are the products of violent cycles and there are times where we can't wholeheartedly blame them for being anyone other than who they were trained to be. but i also think there's a difference between forgiving your parents for not being able to escape their upbringing, and simply accepting that you will always have a subservient role to them, even in that process of forgiveness. like i don't think children have to go peacefully when they're being violently abused or cast out from their families or derided for entertaining dishonor. and this mindset we have wherein children have to be the perfect victims—broken, demure, never expressing any sort of outcry at the way they're treated—otherwise they're ungrateful and prone to derision by an audience for how much pain they've caused their parents, as if they haven't been caused extensive pain as well, really bothers me. like it's soured sooo many old dramas focused on parent-child conflicts for me bc of the way audiences villainize non-ideal trauma responses from children who are either forced into marriages or outcast from their families for refusing to be forced in the first place
#like when i say perfect victim i am thinking rahul and anjali from kkkg. for example. since they're quite well known and popular#rahul and anjali never fight back against rahul's father. not once#they're heartbroken by his decision and they Do move away but there's always a latent hope that he'll call them someday#and accept them into his arms again#so their severance from the family is palatable#but if rahul and anjali had fought back in any way. if they'd ever stood up or grown to be bitter bc of how they were treated#they absolutely would have been maligned by audiences#and i hate that. it's exactly what happens to ruhi in diyar e dil and it's so vile#not only is her husband cast out from his family and thrown into poverty#when she tries to win his father over that father calls her family lowly and unworthy#and he disowns her husband completely#like who wouldn't severe insecurity and bitterness after that?#everyone blames her for subsequently projecting her bitterness and anger and grief onto her daughter once her husband dies#but is that not the fault of the father in law who so brutally rejected her and instilled those insecurities in the first place?#where is his blame?#ugh. i swear rewatching old dramas is more upsetting than it is enjoyable atp fjldkhgf#to be deleted
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venting so much i ran out of tags lmao
#i think im hallucinating ?????#i have my headphones on (listening to boyfeel on repeat n choppin up some paper)#and keep feeling / seeing shadows in my peripheral vision#im probably just dehydrated and having bad floaters but i dont like it :)#today has also been bad dramatically awful#life isn't serious there's no reason to feel this heavy#oop very emo thoughts incoming#life can't be meaningful or ill miss my parents too much but can't be meaningless or im living without them for nothing#im just. struggling very hard this year. idk#i had so much health bullshit going on for months that i put off going to a psych n now im so busy that it feels bad taking time off for it#and im also scared of getting on meds bc the idea of being dependent on something that i might not have access to is.. auuughhh#idk dude my adhd has been debilitating lately and i feel so stuck and sometimes i think i have ocd bc my compulsions are so fucking bad and#all my mental bullshit with my breathing has slowly been driving me wild and peaks my anxiety#and sometimes i worry abt being bipolar bc my mom's mom is and my mom's best friend told me she thought my mom might have been#bc the way my moods are so low or so high is exhausting it feels like i haven't had a “normal” day in so long#but also atp when im happy i feel manic bc idk how to healthily experience happiness anymore#idfk y'all !!!! im also very nonverbal these days#ugh and still going back n forth on telling my therapist ive been suicidal again bc i dont want him to have to report me or anything idk#a few months ago i made a joke about offing myself and he got rly serious n said he'd have to take action if im serious so im leaning no#like. i wouldnt actually kill myself. i just don't want to exist sometimes in this life#its just been very very very very very very very very very very very very very very hard lately without my parents or grandma#and even after all these years it's still heartwrenching to think about continuing to live this life without them#like. i just want to make them laugh. i just want to feel their arms around me in a warm hug. i just want to dance to their favorite songs.#i don't want to think of them and see their dead bodies anymore. i want to remember them healthy and smiling.#i would take care of them again in every lifetime but fuck dude. i just want to remember their good days instead of the end. can i please#please fucking invision them at their best. i want to remember the dad that played baseball and video games and whose laugh filled the room#i want to remember my grandma who was so sassy but kind. whose button nose crinkled when she smiled. who taught me to happily be dramatic#i don't want to remember them being frail. i want to forget the frustration i saw in their eyes. i want to forget seeing them struggle#(insert sadness about not remembering my mom at all)#just. fuck dude. my life is simple and i am safe so i shouldn't complain. but things feel so fucking hard sometimes. i feel so heartbroken
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crying bc i’m a senior in college and my situationship who lives two hours from my hometown just moved back home today bc our semester is over
ill see him at graduation and his grad party but i stupidly miss him already even tho i just saw him less then twelve hours ago where we talked about keeping in touch
i really like him and i want this to work out i’m also sad that college is over ngl
#this truly is a vent post#vent post#also we have a senior week but he isn’t going which is valid bc the tickets were expensive and it makes me not wanna go#fuck man i really miss him#crying in my dorm room ignoring packing#my heart hurts#i like actually feel heartbroken#ugh#no one follows this blog and i’m just so sad i had to get it out
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Act 3 spoilers
Anyone else sad about the Guardian? I made a rly handsome guardian and got a crush on him, i wanted to romance him as well, but then it was discovered hes a freaking mindflayer ??😭 like ik u can still romance the emperor, but given just how maniupulative he was and how he likes being a mindflayer, im so put off by him now. Im so sad
At least i have Halsin :/
#so heartbroken bruh#in the dream scene where hes wearing the greek purple attire i just UGH why#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 guardian
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STILL at the vet. Alice is waking up though. They had to sedate her bc she was so mad and wouldn’t let them look at her. Anyways!!! She is fine!! Llewyn bit her pretty badly, though. She’s going on antibiotics.
#this is kind of my last straw w him though I’m so so so upset#she just always minds her own business and he has to be fucking evil#I’m taking him to the vet next week and trying to get him medicated or something bc this is NOT OKAY!!!!#im so mad at him#she’s so small and sweet why the fuck are you BITING her#he’s trying to really hurt her and eventually he might succeed if I don’t stop him !#dr Jones and Alice get on so well too#so it’s extra annoying#ugh I’m heartbroken and I feel awful that I let something happen#he’s just so determined though#like he genuinely just does not ever stop trying to get her#I have the doors baby proofed and he can still get in
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done with him 🙏
#im lying#anyway bro has just decided not to walk at all this week. i havent gotten any no glance passes with him for three whole days#he literally sits in the damn dark too so my friend pointed him out after we passed i want to die#his friends still walk but not him ughhh#guys its actually cause he overheard me saying i dont like to talk to ppl and hes heartbroken bc he wants me obv frfr#id let go but its so fun to like him cause u cant even see his eyes and its like omg is he looking at me??? when he def isnt but i have#plausible deniability ykwimmm#his eyes and face are big and sad but his smile lowkeyy ykwim#i ignored him during club two weeks ago cause his not at all black friend threatened to say the nword and i changed up when sid came to pic#me up and while sid and i were talking i saw him staring at sid til i caught him so he was just jealous of me and sid 🤭🙏🙏#ppl keep asking if i like sid like no id rather die unironically. my brother for life 🙏#we are NOT each others types 🗣🗣 im the wrong kind of asian and hes the wrong kind of boy#yapping cause he had to go to class and its my break period ugh#got no friends nothing this is so boring#post#erics tag#kindividual posting#worst thing ever me and sids nickname for him changed. tag will stay the same tho 🤭#he doesnt care ab me at ALLLL but its ok i care enough for both of uss as long as he keeps glancing at me every other month#hes rationing his looks fr#HIS SIDE PROFILE UGHHHH
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