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Revolutionary Girl Utena: Ep.22//Ep.34
#come on i am not the only one who sees these two scenes as parallels right???#i need to rewatch rgu to properly explain my thoughts but like… the parallels!!!!!! between tokiko/mikage/mamiya and akio/utena/anthy#someone smarter than me put this into words please#mikage and utena’s disillusionment in eternity until they meet tokiko/akio who shows them and sets them in pursuit of eternity/revolution#the distortion of their memories that makes them fixate on akio (the prince)/tokiko#i also have thoughts on tokiko as another sister who’s trying to save her brother#also the differences between them are just as inter as similarities#mamiya who will die vs anthy who cannot die#mikage who wants eternity for mamiya disrwgarding the fact that mamiya does not want eternity#mamiya who wonders if roses like being made to last longer#utena who wants to become a prince and revolutionise the world to break anthy free#mikage who burns nemuro hall and kills 100 boys vs utena who duels until she is the last one standing. both of them believing it’s for#they love. the one for who they have been doing this the entire time#rgu#revolutionary girl utena#souji mikage#utena tenjou#mamimika#utenanthy#rgu analysis#a shitty one
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what if i was in lobco & i had a pet dog (normal)?
#noro.jpg#lobotomy corporation#lobco#mountain of smiling bodies#i drew this earlier for a joke but i really like it. go be free into the world#the last time i drew myself as a lobco nugget she only had sanguine desire + harmony (cannon) & no gifts. moving up in the company#maybe her endgame is full mosb set...little red is swag but way too generic. everybody wants to wear little red. discord has drip tho
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so i've been thinking about this for the past few days and finally come to a decision-
i will be implementing a new rule regarding exclusive ships, and periods of inactivity
to preface this, i will say that i take exclusive ships very seriously, in that i don't jump to exclusives often or easily and they're usually based on very specific things. by extension, i also take the breaking of exclusives very seriously too. i don't like doing it at all.
however. in certain cases, if the partner involved in an exclusive ship goes inactive for a long period of time without any hint of returning and/or no communication, this then leaves me hanging for the development of that ship, and unable to potentially explore a similar dynamic with somebody who is active and communicating. i am a loyal person, but i have my limits - i cannot be expected to stay tied to a blog that isn't being used.
so what is this rule?
i am going to start breaking exclusives with blogs (or muses) that have been inactive for long periods of time with no communication or no sign of returning activity. and yes, this will apply even if someone is active on another blog of theirs, or is actively writing for other muses on a multi.
there will be some exceptions to this, particularly if the ship is built very specifically around one portrayal of a muse, but i won't put any guarantees in stone, just to be open about things.
what do you class as 'communication'?
talk to me. that's literally all it takes. if you've lost muse for your blog or a particular muse, that's fine - but tell me. communicate this with me. if you're just taking a short break from that muse but plan to return: great! if you genuinely can't see yourself coming back to the muse? also fine! still want to discuss and develop the ship away from the blog? i'm down for that.
i will not be angry or upset if you're dropping a muse or don't have it in you to be on that blog. i am always happy to park a ship (or ANY dynamic, for that matter) on the shelf for a while, and i can pick it back up again if needed. i find it very hard to throw things out, guys, trust me. i'll hold onto our dynamics until i'm forced to let go.
that being said, i do require continued discussion to maintain my interest in a ship. it doesn't have to be much - i'm not expecting people to send me essays or talk non-stop for hours or even every day. i just need something - random questions about their relationship, little ideas you've had for moments in their lives, even just knowing you're thinking about them on occasion is better than radio silence. so, if i'm not getting that from you and the blog/muse hasn't been used in a while.... maybe it's time to reevaluate that exclusive label.
i will, of course, communicate (or attempt to) with the involved partner if i come to this decision for our exclusive ship. and i want to stress: this is not personal. this has no bearing on how much i value our ship, the things we have developed, or you as a person and writing partner.
AND TO BE CLEAR:
this does not mean i am throwing out the ship entirely: i will still eagerly develop and write the ship if that blog(/muse) returns, we will simply no longer be exclusive for it. if activity continues, and providing i haven't developed another dynamic in the meantime, i may consider reinstating exclusives after a period of time - but i will only do this once, and i won't do it easily, which leads me onto:
i am also going to be stricter with exclusive ships as of this post.
i am usually exclusive for one of three reasons - first, that what i've built with someone is so specific to their portrayal of that muse that i cannot see me seeking out the ship with another portrayal. second, i have very specific ideas or thoughts about a "popular" ship and have found a partner whose ideas/thoughts align with mine and who i trust. third, it's a ship that involves characters no one would normally throw together and only makes sense in the world we've created for them.
as i said at the start of this post, i don't jump to exclusives easily (though it may sometimes seem that way). this just means that i'll need some more back and forth and to feel things out before i'll consider exclusives in future.
tl;dr: i'm gonna start breaking exclusives for ships involving inactive blogs or muses. sorry if this makes me a terrible person but i don't want to limit interactions with a dormant dynamic.
#;forever yelling into the abyss (ooc)#( sets this free into the world at last )#( if i sound like an asshole for doing this.... sorry not sorry )#( i love every dynamic i create with people but if it's not going anywhere then i can't limit myself or my muses )
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went into this episode excited to see ylfa and the beast interact and crossing my fingers for a good elody and gerard union and came out with an existential crisis about these young nihilistic women running themselves into the ground and destroying everything because they don’t know what else to do
#part of their argument is interesting but like.#i dont think theyve had that many more 'times' than the rest of the cast?#like the vibe ive gotten is that like. cinderella and snow white have been to more but not like. a ton. like not a ton of sets of memories#like 5/6 TOPS#and they're like 'oh no theres no way to make this better and if i still exist that means my stories where i dont have free will still live'#WHAT#idk.#i find them very interesting but.#it's very weird ya know#like at this point theres no real difference between them and the stepmother#other than maybe their motivation#like obviously things have to come to an end but like. that's what the wolf is for#the way he talks i think it's clear that ALL of the worlds wont last FOREVER#and everyone has said the worlds arent limitless#like once you die you cant go back to that story#idk i still have to process this episode. a lot happened#i have a lot of thoughts about the princesses but#it was really cool and funny to see rosamund do a full fucking 180 with 'D FUCKING W'#anyway. what an ep.#neverafter#dimension 20#neverafter spoilers
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Thanks to this post on Reddit, I realized when one (1) unreliable narrator Jason Peter Todd was born. Is it any surprise that it was when he died :)))))))))
Your whole life??? I can count on one hand the number of times you got angry. Right now you’re hoping Sheila will make it to Heaven after she got you killed,
And you still consider her your mom. You lived and died an angel.
You had no clue what was going to happen. You were a child who never should have been left alone by his parent.
You and me both, Boston.
Deadman: Dead Again issue #2
#I can see now this blog is just documenting my descent into madness#by issue 5 Jason Hal and the others are set free and it’s confirmed later in green arrow v3 issue 7 that Jason made it to Heaven#as far as I know Jason and Deadman only have a total of 3 interactions (2 technically since Gotham county line was Bruce’s hallucination)#but they absolutely should have more#jason todd#robin jason#boston brand#deadman#dc#comic panels#my post#there’s that popular theory that the clothes you die in become your ghost outfit#but in my mind Jason’s ghost is dressed as robin because it gave him magic and it truly made him so happy to be able to help/save people#because I like being miserable and going insane#it also fits with what he was doing in green arrow (just a tiny baby boy happily swinging around Heaven going ‘wahoo!’)#the world didn’t deserve Jason Todd but he came back anyway#in regards to the last few posts abt batkids and anger#this here is also why I think comparing anyone to Jason is holding the other to an impossible standard
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I want to write a Vanyel/Stefen modern-with-magic AU soooo bad but I don’t know Valdemar lore like at all. There are six books standing between me and feeling comfortable enough in the lore to imagine what Valdemar might look like with the internet and planes
#anyway I have unhinged ideas about what modern Valdemar#like. I’m imagining Valdemar as a prosperous#happy country with a high level of social development and technology#public transit everywhere. universal basic income/free high quality healthcare/etc#like. not utopian. not by a long shot.#but overall doing well (at least in comparison to some of the other countries on Velgarth)#HOWEVER they are having this really divisive cultural moment about Heralds and the King#bc they’re basically appointed by a completely unaccountable higher power? and they have so much direct influence and control over#the life of an average person??? why should that be allowed?#so there’s a movement for direct democracy which is very successful at a local level#and is slowly making its way into higher levels of the government#and there’s suddenly intense scrutiny on the heralds. so when Vanyel gets caught up in a series of scandals it does a LOT of damage to#the institution of the heralds. but Vanyel is very very important to the security of the world#bc he successfully prevented the detonation of a nuclear weapon a few years earlier so he’s sort of the only thing standing between#the world and nuclear war#anyway I think that setting is way too dramatic for a weird gay fanfiction. so I’m workshopping it#vanyel ashkevron#last herald mage#gay herald in a squirrel suit
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I'm still losing my mind over a qsmp digimon inspired au- it just feels so perfect- also please just look at this thing:
#tell that isn't literally just the eggs#idk qsmp just feels so perfect for a digi type of au or like a mon + isekai type of au in general but digi in particular speaks to me#the intersections of in-game mechanics and player rp just feels so rife with potential in that kind of setting#there's a lot of interesting sort of 'meta' things you can do with a world that is 'digital' and how#the characters can interact with it and -literally- change it... or how it can change them too O_O#the visual setting works so well too since the digital world (in the series I've seen/played) tends to be this like foresty/tropical#juxtaposed with glitches and wires and technology!#idk- it's a really fun concept that I love rolling around ideas for in my head#I'm the Worst when it comes to committing to things like this but it's an idea I've kept coming back to since like April of last year#I don't know if I'd ever do a full on au but I'd love to dabble with it in my free-time... maybe I'll make that my new years resolution lol#like it wouldn't translate exactly evenly given the eggs are lot more fragile then digi's and a lot more... mortal#but it's kind of fun in a way like it's a reverse of the usual dynamic#since the human partners would be the ones who can respawn instead of their partners- that's a fun idea to work with
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(Smiling serenely) I should put my pokemon in the timeloop
#there's something very cyclical about a frlg nuzlocke with several failed attempts. run by a trainer who constantly reuses names#there are many many encounters in frlg that can very easily be guaranteed and many of them that are just extremely likely#so my team for all of my attempts was structurally very similar.#bulbasaur that i drop after erika. abra that i catch outside nugget bridge. lapras i get from silph. jolteon i get from celadon. free space#that usually included a nido that dies tragically early for no good reason and an arcanine brought onto the team solely bc its my fave pkmn#but the pokemon that actually stands out to me is my alakazam pareidolia. back to back runs he was my mvp#first run he brought me to lance solo and lost. second run he was...i believe the last survivor vs rival#i think it would be fun if such an intelligent pokemon could catch onto the distortion of the world around him#even if he hasnt been blessed by celebi or dialga or whoever to see the timeline split (saves and resets and savestates)#idk. i'll think abt it more later.#i know i just made a post abt pmdifying my pokemon but i think pmd is actually kind of boring as a setting for this guy
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my sister’s trying to finish doctor who before november 25th right and she’s fucking power watching, like she was literally on s10 LAST WEEK and tonight she’s just started s13. she’s been getting up at 6:30 everyday to watch it before school and then stealing the tv from the moment she gets home to the moment she goes to sleep. i haven’t seen her or the sofa in months
#i am enthusiastically encouraging her ofc#she expressed to me today how she doesn’t know what she’s going to do once she’s finished. she doesn’t know how to return to a normal life#where every waking moment isn’t consumed with doctor who#i’ll have to introduce her to the spin-offs and eu content#is 10 too young to watch torchwood? i’ll set her off on sja#actaully she turns 11 the day after the last special airs#she asked my mum if we had plans on the 9th and my mum was like NO you can’t have friends to sleep for ur birthday and we were just no no m#ther ofc that’s not what she’s asking we need that night free for the 60th you fiend#it’s been really convenient for me too bcs i’ve got a nice little recap#sooo lucky for her tho thats she’s timed it just right so she can finish it the day new content comes out#we watched the timeless children tonight and she was all ‘>:( the masters so evil’ while i was kicking my feet and going aww arent they so#cute so in love hehehe la la la#she’s deeply invested in thasmin#i cant wait for her to watch s13 cus damn she’s gonna love the thasmin-ness of it all#really just typed this all out on tumblr bcs i have no dw friends irl :( apart from her#i’ve really got her with dw she’s forcing her friends to watch it and for world book day they’re going as rose and the doctor#they’ve started a role play where they write letters as rose and ten to each other across universes#she made tea stained paper and everything#anyways stopping myself here goodnight 🫡#doctor who#kori shitposts#loubatania
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they say that "time heals all wounds" but i honestly think that upping my anti-depressants has done more for me
#.jokes#hashtag comedy#ok but actually. upping my dosage has rocked my world this last week#i hope this continues!!!!!!!#today is The Day im Feeling It#still a very tired busy guy but at least im not explodingexplodingexploding#also on a serious note. time just passes. it passes no matter what. time is not a remedy to trauma#time will go on but you may get stuck on loop. therapy. unpacking what happened to you. finding coping mechanisms that#work for you. medication maybe. these r things that help#the pain still exists. and it can be just as strong depending on the trauma. but hopefully the time between incidents/episodes lessens#fill the space where u feel capable and free with love laughter joy. fill it with little tasks that set you up to have a better time when#things r feeling bad again#sometimes ill do smth as small as writing out a phone number i need to call in the morning Just to cut out the step of googling it in the#morning. bc in the morning The Phone Call may seem monumental and impossible. but a lil bit less so if everything i need (#the number & what i wanna say) are written out before me#also also. last thing. the beginning of this is to be read exactly how the person in ''it could take 5 or 6 stores or just 1'' says it#thank u.#.txt#maria is literally just rambling. hi#personal#yes this ok to reblog. its meant to make u snort#mental health#/pos#silly hour!
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i didn't realize until recently how little fantasy stuff is in my world. sure they're all animals or dragons and they've got magic but there's no actual gods and i didn't even think about including magical artifacts or beings made of magic until a month or so ago. everything could've been so much cooler this whole time lol
#ghost post#well i can fix it now#i only have one idea for a magic being so far and its that one of the gods (not technically gods but thats how people see them) had so much#magic that part of it flaked off and gained sentience#the god's name is october and they founded a prosperous city but they eventually turned into a tyrant#and the people of the city fought them to gain control and won#and october was driven away and left severely weakened#but during the conflict that's when part of their magic broke off and became its own person#it took the same form as october (just smaller) and terrorized the city for a while but then it discovered Free Will(tm)#and now its much happier doing whatever it wants instead of what october wanted#and since its made from shapeshifting magic and its original form was mimicing october after it denounced them it has no set form and just#is whatever it wants to be in the moment#it doesn't even have a name and i'm attached lol#anyway my ideas for magical artifacts are much more boring lol#the dragon who rules over elemental magic made a set of staffs that let anyone use magic (one for each element)#that was a long time ago and none of the dragons are very involved with mortals anymore#but the staffs are still very powerful and floating around the world possibly getting into the wrong hands#:) i'm sure none of the main characters will ever have to deal with that :))))#another one is a set of two books and when you write in one the text appears in the other (like sunset shimmer's book in mlp)#and my last idea is a mask that can absorb people's appearances then if you put it on you look exactly like them down to every detail#truly an imposter amogus moment#anyway if anyone has reached the bottom of these tags tysm for reading and please let me know if you have ideas for more anything
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there’s a lot of things im not enjoying about my life right now but i think the worst one is that i don’t have anything to talk about other than how miserable and tired and unmotivated i am
#im exaggerating a bit. the only positive and changing thing in my life is my dog#but like. this really is just 8 weeks of constant suckage#[ context. im in school to be a cpa while working full time. i have quite literally 0 free time. this will continue until about sept 2025 ]#i keep spiralling into questioning myself on why im even doing this#like deep down. i dont think society as it stands is going to last into my 40s. so why am i wasting my 20s on The Grind#spending my life until i turn 26 hustlegrinding so i can get a solid job and then coast the rest of my professional life#is only a good idea if the world stays functional and i live until. idk. 50 or 60 i think would make it worth it#im just so jealous of people who dont have to financially support their family. i didnt pick this. i dont want this#nobody around me gets it either. nobody i know is in this situation#every time somebody tells me to slow down or take a break i want to kill them. like im an only child and my parents are aging#they do not have retirement savings. there is a very real ticking clock for me to hit an income level to keep the 3 of us going#part of me wishes i were irresponsible and could just. do what i want until it blows up in my face#but im too serious im too cautious im too risk averse im too pragmatic#so here i am. spending my 20s ignoring any and all personal enjoyment in favour of Building My Future#i dont think life ends at 30 or anything. if i knew the world was going to be okay i wouldnt worry so much#but i cant shake the belief that we’re headed for a societal collapse in my lifetime. likely when i’m middle aged.#i dont want to be a doomer but what the fuck is the point of it all. why am i doing this if not to set myself up for the next 60 years#freewheeling bitextual
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i used to rip off butterfly wings cause i thought they'd grow back 😭 i was like 7
my youngest sibling, however, has wanted dog food before.
AND A NEWCOMER ENTERS THE RING!
#when I was really little I used to catch butterflies with my hands and release them in my bedroom#I’d catch like six of them per day and while my mum got me to release most I’d still sneak them inside#and set them free in my room#for years after this I’d still find their skeletons on my bedroom window gazing out at the world they’d be taken from#with their last memory of home being so close to it yet unable to touch
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Hey so ive been this reading this manga called "ojisama to neko" ( eng: "a man and his cat" ) and its sosososo cute so sweet 10/10 would recommend also THE MAIN MAN LOOKS. KINDA LIKE SAWASHIRO EVEN IF THEIR PERSONALITIES COULDNT BE MORE FAR APART. His name is Fuyuki Kanda and he is very dear to me just thought to share hope u have a wonderful day
NOOOO I LOVE OJISAMA TO NEKO SO MUCH !!!! I REMEMBER WHEN IT FIRST CAME OUT YEARS AGO AND I REALLY WANTED PHYSICAL COPIES OF IT DESPITE IT BEING ONLY IN JAPANESE AT THE TIME AAAAAA SUCH A GOOD SERIES I LOVE FUKUMARU SO MUCH….
#snap chats#kanda and sawashiro do look. Sort Of similar ig LOL#love that his last name’s kanda tho since TTM also plays a chara named kanda#that show- ‘meishi game-‘ was the first ttm thing i watched im p sure. or at least one of them#either way forcing all of you to read ojisama to neko. also maiing all of you to remind me to get the physical volumes sometime#i forget that they have english translations now and i always remember too late or when i alreay have plans to buy another book#i kept up with the series online when it was first announced and did my best to translate everything#so i keep holding off on buying the offiical release since Ive Read It Before but i love owning physical media….#anyway ty for giving me an excuse to gush about ojisama to neko i love that series so much and its so cute and its my world and everything#tho on the note of comparing sawashiro and kanda.. im reminded of this manga i was disappointed by#i forget the exact title but the premise was a yakuza taking in a stray cat- from the cats POV#and the summary already sounded perfect and right up my alley but then i read the book#and STORY WISE it was what i was looking for but… the yakuza looked like a punk#esp since he was described as being notorious i was expecting an older man No I Dont Have A Thing For Old Men Shut Up#so when it was this chara who didnt look any older than like. 25….. i lost interest#‘snap you shouldnt put down a good story just cause of the art’ LIKE THE ART WAS GREAT#I WAS JUST HOPING THE YAKUZA WAS OLDER….. i love it when scary older men can be cute and care for animals#its why i like the yakuza’s bias. except the yakuza doesn’t take care of an animal he just fangirls over Royalty Free Jimin#i forgot i set an alarm and it just went off so i should prob cap this post. like i shouldve twelve tags ago LOL
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remembering this video i watched about the history of Mario 3 that ended with sentimental music and text saying "Shigeru Miyamoto is considered one of the greatest game designers of all time"
#how can you say that in a video about MARIO 3 OF ALL GAMES. TEZUKA'S BABY#there was another one that credited him with Ocarina of Time's themes#like he hasnt spent the last 20 years explicitly denouncing the idea of themes and stories in games and the standards OoT set for Zelda#god#ok it's time for the Miyamoto Rant#he's the grandfather of modern video games#but he's a drunk barely functional grandfather whose primary contribution was conceiving the infant#he's been taking credit for other people's work the moment he got promoted#his actual game design looks like donkey kong arcade zelda 1 color splash star fox zero#even in mario the actual physics and interactions that made the game what it was were created by several different devs...#he never Richard Garriot'ed any of “his” games and wasnt even a proper dev on the real groundbreakers like Mario 3 and World#he hasnt gotten his hands dirty since the early famicom days with primitive games like Mario and Zelda 1#absolutely he played a vital role in the history of the medium#directing the projects that spearheaded the transition from tablegame-like repetitive rounds to more art-like full experiences#but he wasnt responsible for the later masterpieces people tend to credit him for. Mario 3. World. 64. Star Fox. OoT. Pikmin. and so on#in fact he often actively hindered projects and caused them to drag. It didnt start with color splash. See the history of World and 64#I'd call him Japan's Peter Molyneux but honestly he's closer to George Lucas. His underlings often ended up actively working AGAINST him#anyways.... there's my rant about the cult of Shiggy M#he finally had his free reign influence neutered after his Wii U era travesties... better late than never#next time on Video Game Myths.... Eiji Aonuma is an illustrator who has never written a line of code in his life#Masahiro Sakurai's game design youtube channel is an attempt to restore his reputation#after his last projects earned him universal praise from investors as a producer but destroyed his reputation as a game designer#Reggie Fils-Aime's post retirement attempts to wash his hands of the failures that transpired under his leadership and cement his legacy#and how Satoru Iwata was personally responsible for the company's early 2010s crisis through dishonest and anticonsumer business philosophy#(and how he spent the rest of his life attempting to right his wrongs and lead the company back into alignment with Yamachi's vision RIP)#as for Yamachi himself....#I think the fact that he kept the company free of yakuza influence in the era that they OWNED the industry is testament to his principles.#Yamachi is the one Nintendo exec name i respect#also shoutouts to Kondo the one guy at nintendo who ACTUALLY personally creates the things he's credited with
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I guess it would be annoying if I made baby announcement cards to let everyone know I'm adopting a dog huh
#please feel free to ignore this#Jake meets world#Especially since my sister is having a real human baby soon lol#I promise I'm not one of Those dog people I'm just excited#Last night I saw people out walking their dogs and I was like soon I will be a people walking my dog 🥰#and this morning I saw the dog bed I'd set up for her in my home office and I was like soon there will be a puppy in there 🥰
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