#( just a few of my fav moments )
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Often when trans women ask me when I'm performing next, and I tell them that it's a queer/trans event, they will tell me that they'd rather not go because they do not feel comfortable or safe in those spaces, that they have been dismissed or belittled at such events before. Even trans women who are dyke- or bisexual- identified often don't feel welcome or relevant in queer/trans spaces. And whenever a trans woman or ally points out aspects about the queer/ trans community that contribute to these feelings of irrelevancy and disrespect—such as the way our community coddles those who support trans-woman-exclusionist events or who make trans-misogynistic comments—we are described as being "divisive." This use of the word "divisive" is particularly telling, as it implies that "queer/trans" represents a uniform movement or community—a "oneness"—rather than an alliance where all voices are respected.
Julia Serano, Whipping Girl. Published 2007.
#reading#just finished it and this from the final chapter was my fav moment and one of the few times i was nodding along#the book is solid in certain places#even incisive at times#but it is so theoretically confused and downright wrong in some of its foundatioms#that i CANNOT recommend it as an introduction to transmisogyny and i can only SUGGEST it as a v critical read#may say more later#whipping girl#transmisogyny
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Monza GP '24 // 'Charles Leclerc Blindfolds Carlos Sainz...'
#that caption is literally in the video title#like pls.#have some shame ferrari#just a few of my fav moments...#bc there were so many to choose from#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#charlos#c2#Monza GP '24#2024#gifs#mine#formula one#f1#ferrari
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logan and victor being husbands (a compilation)
#loved how close they were in first xmen but the writing had its moments#sad n angsty ending tho :(#the relationship between holly and victor? just no. idk why im not surprised by the writers#few parts were too dramatic/rushed but then again it’s a miniseries#anyway.#neal adams my fav 80s artist ate w this one#sabretooth#logan howlett#wolverine#victor creed#sabreine#sabrevine#wolvertooth#marvel#xmen#first xmen
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Watching Ravenous (1999) in winter...while located in a barrack cabin in the middle of the woods in former WWII POW work camp..AND with people who have never seen nor even heard of the movie....AND while devouring massive quantities of potato pancakes with bacon... is truly an experience.
#ravenous#i was waiting for a perfect moment to rewatch the movie#n this was great#puts it on the list of of my top movie watching experiences#gotta love that one of my fav winter retreat locations is a damned WWII POW work camp#not literally damned#its just a place#really nice actually except some of the architectural remnants#and the knowledge of history#the whole area is a “Town of non-profit organizations” now#i might have talked about it already#watched the shining there few years ago#also evil dead 1 and 2
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Here is a drawing of one of my favourite changes in choreography in the Australian deh production :)
During Good For You, after Alana and Jared have their little solos, Alana comes to the front of the stage and crouches down with her hands over her head, completely still. At the same time, Jared goes upstage and paces back and forth very quickly - every time he has to turn around he makes stilted and frustrated gestures as if he doesn’t know what to do with himself. I was very excited by this, as it is so unlike the broadway version of this scene where they stand symmetrically on opposite sides of the stage. Instead, Alana and Jared’s reaction to their feelings are clearly contrasted against each other. It seemed so natural too; while they move in formation for a lot of gfy, here it was like they had to take a break from the song because of how overwhelmed they were! Which only made it easier to empathise with them. The whole song was spectacular of course but this particular decision I think was very successful. I have always been intrigued by the contrast between Alana and Jared and it was really brought to the forefront in this moment.
#dear evan hansen#my art#jared kleinman#alana beck#jacob rozario#carmel rodrigues#I lost my mind when this happened it was so perfect to me#another thing that hit me hard in gfy was during jared and evan’s fight#when they do the ‘I thought the only reason you talked to me was because of your car insurance’ ‘so??’ (always been a fav moment of mine)#obviously there are tonnes of ways to do the ‘so??’ but I was expecting the indignant and kinda sputtering lashing out ‘so’#instead jared totally shrunk in on himself grabbed onto his bag strap in his hands and said it so softly#and he was really up in evan’s personal space earlier so here it was like oh wow that really struck him#like for another one of my favourite lines (‘heyy so my parents are out of town this weekend-’) he did a little bouncy dance up to evan and#-touched him as he spoke - including booping his nose. he said out loud ‘we. can. drink- boop! whatever we want!’#very silly#anyway just a few fun moments that my fellow jared enjoyers may be happy to hear about#also carmel’s alana was Far on the overwhelmingly high energy / bouncy / big facial expressions side of the alana scale - which I Love#and jacob was a more drawling / condescending jared - less frantic and more subtle in his amusement/indignation#I loved it - I think there are so many ways to play these characters that offers a slightly different insight into their internal state#god I have so many things to say about this showww
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#delete later#another journal entry 📝 for the void#i have not been sleeping well for the past 2 wks 😵💫 i always wake up like clockwork after 5-6 hrs which feels like not nearly enough#i feel like i've done everything there is to do (consistent exercise + consistent sleep times + earplugs + weighted blanket + no caffeine)#last night i took melatonin too but no... same problem staying asleep 😭#ahh whatever. i'm just frustrated that it has to be this way :(#anyways in an act of spite i reread like the 4 wips that have been sitting in my drafts from the past few weeks#i think something that will never cease to surprise me about writing is that more effort/time doesn't necessarily translate to better#results; i suppose that's the case with all kinds of art but#it does feel somewhat unintuitive. one of my fav professors in uni said to not dismiss those 'lightning in a bottle' moments (in art) as#blind luck... but to instead analyze the circumstances and iterate on recreating them. and i think one of my artist friends who i deeply#respect said something similar (wrt artistic rituals/setup). i have too many thoughts on writing and on my own creative processes and#weaknesses to fit into any number of tags here. :') that said...#*shakes ch2 draft* after everything i did and all the hours i spent WHY are you still so bad?!!! D: i am baffled and frustrated.#and why do i prefer this other [redacted] draft which i hammered out with utterly no regard towards the quality??#anyways. back to the drawing board i guess T.T
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Honestly looking at Gordon must've been so fucked up after Coomer began to question their reality. You have his coworker, maybe his friend, who he has worked with for a long time, Dr. Gordon Freeman. And then he stops seeing his face on the specific day that the world ends in an almost inconceivable way. He is wearing a full hazard suit when he walks into the locker room that morning. A mirrored glass visor hides his eyes. He snaps his head around like a prey animal. A metal filter covers his mouth. He never knew Gordon to shout.
I think it'd take until the first time they slept for Coomer to question his body language. He noticed before, noticed Gordon leading with his hands, noticed how he held a gun like it was the most natural thing in the world, noticed how his whole body seemed to twist whenever he needed to turn around. But there were more important things going on, it was easy to ignore. But no one sleeps like that. Sitting, calm, still, upright, but utterly silent.
It's undeniable by the time Coomer has him in his hands. His many, many hands. Coomer should feel the metal of the suit shifting against cloth against skin against bone. But he doesn't. It's one solid piece, like the carapace of a bug. His lungs don't rise before he screams. The blood comes from nowhere. The blood comes from nowhere. The mirrored visor reflects nothing, and this was never Dr. Gordon Freeman.
OH MY GOD DUDE,,,,, this is the best thing i have ever. seen with my eyes holy shit you are incredible. like holy fuck you need to write hlvrai fics. i dont yet have anything to add but maybe in a few days i will reblog with more. i need to think before i respond to this because its so fucking amazing. at some point you better fucking believe i am going to make art based on this. just. goddddddd i wont be able to stop thinking about this for a few weeks i think.
#fav#hlvrai#do you think that when gordon gets shot he just. doesnt bleed. like it goes in and out of him like hes dead meat. and it leaves a mark but#theres no. sinew or gore or whtever.#the body of gordon freeman got taken and inhabited by the player. there is two different people that dr coomer knows but they inhabit the#same body#maybe the actual gordon gets a few moments to actually just. be. when the player shuts off the game. and thinks to himself what the fuck di#this guy do to my body while i was gone. i think thatd be fucked up#haunted house hlvrai au
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🎵 It's been raining in Manila, hindi ka ba nilalamig?
Got this GORGEOUS piece from @mebssann AND LET ME TELL YOU THE WAY I SCREAMED OVER HOW PRETTY IT IS AAAA 🥹😭😭‼️
Literally brought my idea to life so beautifully... LIKE, SERIOUSLY- MY SILLIES LOOK SO DARLING IN HER STYLE 💖💕 her art is absolutely so worth checking out and commissioning 😭🫶💕
#THANK YOU AGAIN MEBS AAA GOSH I CAN'T GET OVER HOW STUNNING THIS LOOKS#sorry everyone. the opm songs brainrot took over me and I knew I just HAD to get this commissioned#I've been eyeing mebs art for a while too and snatched the chance to commission them once they were open again 🥹#context for the art? WELL THEN. I'M GLAD YOU ASKED#literally can't get over the idea of traveling with p1co and make him visit my home country...#HEHEHEHE THEY'RE TRAVELINGGG... and they just got off their flight and hopped on an uber to get to where they're staying at#I have this small comic in mind too but that's for another day... for now. they're both listening to music#and just have this sweet and soft moment together 🫶💖💕#💝 tokens of love!#💖 favs#♥️ we're going overdrive!#THE BACKGROUND IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT AND FITTING TOO LIKE#SORRY I WILL NOT SHUT UP ABT THIS ART FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS ☝️☝️#IT'S JUST SO AAAAAAAA SO SO PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL#PICOLARA NATION RISE ‼️‼️ WE WON TODAY (AT LEAST I DID HEJAHSJSHSH)
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I hope whoever made a competition between Feyre and Nesta and pit them against each other, have a bad day, their next ten anticipated read be disappointing and both side of their pillow be warm :)
#And I'm gonna make a post about Feyre and Nesta and my favourite moments of theirs even tho they are few#And a list of all my fav Nesta & Feyre centeric fics#Sjm will give me that sisterhood I need from these three just watch#feyre archeron#nesta archeron#pro feyre#pro nesta#feyre cursebreaker#high lady feyre#lady death#acosf#pro feyre archeron#pro nesta archeron
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Cry if you want. It’s okay.
#crash course in romance#korean drama#mygif#doing sumthin a little different this week#and posting about these 2 instead#becus this scene was my fav out of everything we got in eps 13 and 14#i dont have too much to say about eps 13 and 14#other than that.. well.. it happened and it aired and thats pretty much it#i dont wanna come off as negative or annoying (even tho im annoying)#but i really am not a big fan of the whole villain killer story#ruins my vibe and the vibes of the drama asdkfj#like just give me more haengseon and her family#and more of my parents#i dont need anything else#i dont WANT anything else tbh#this scene between jaewoo and yeongju was beautiful#but it was also painful and bittersweet and heartwarming#blah idk how to feel with the finale coming up#sadly the drama aint been the same the past few weeks for me even tho there's been a few moments here and there#we'll see#also i need haeyi to wake up#WAKE UP MY CHILD#we nEED YOU PLS#shameless plug but i wrote a post about eps 13 and 14 so if you wanna read more of my rant check out my post ksksks
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taichi & sanada + public displays of affection in nj cup 2023
#sanada#taichi#njpw gifs#njpwedit#njpw#taichi ishikari#seiya sanada#*gifs#cw: flashing#( just a few of my fav moments )#( there were so much but i told myself to be vigilant )#( i cannot believe all sanada wanted was hugs and pats )#( from his favorite nii-yan )#( love is stored in the taichi )
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when i said that mha ripped off naruto (which i said only to piss off mha stans anyway) I didn't mean to sound like i was praising naruto. it was actually more like a sigh of disappointment, a reaction to seeing that all the problems that naruto had as a show transpired trough mha too and i was tired because watching naruto was enough for me but then i realized that my problem actually is that i can no longer stand watching shonen anime and i chose not to tire myself by cringing at the repetitive tropes and cliches anymore
#demon slayer falls under the same category sadly#actually it was more a combination of these 2 that made me realize that i had enough of this genre#me judging other shonen having as reference only naruto#but look! i watched both mha and demon slayer and my personal point was proven that i would get bored by them#(with the exception of some rare moments that were really good in mha but the bad and cringe moments made me forget abt them)#like i remember crying bcs this dude who trained deku died but then i remembered that a few episodes earlier he ''punished''#one of his female students by tying her up a ledge and tickling her with a feather :|#LIKE WHY DID YOU NEED TO PUT THAT IN THE STORY? HORIKOSHI OR WHATEVER THE MANGAKA'S NAME IS#WHY YOU FELT THE NEED TO ADD THAT IN???#and then you tried to make me feel sorry for the guy too?#that was such a jiraya death moment like they were playing it a sad but all i could think abt was ''rip bozo''#not saying that other anime don't have cringe moments. even moments that i had to skip because of how gruesome they were#but they sorta make sense in the big picture of the story? but other characters experience it too not just a category of people? idk#also it's funny how pissed mha stans get for having their show insulted like#when i tell ppl that my fave anime/manga are evangelion; black lagoon#and berserk they look at me like i deserve to be put in an electric chair#like they are right but at the same time i find it funny and i rly don't care#but these guys always go bananas if you insult their fav show as if you broke the geneva convention#i'd say that it's because the majority of the fans are children but i know for a fact that they are not 😭
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🥺 That finale....
Stan's memories... Mr. Mystery Soos... the Stan-o-War II.... Waddles..... the HUGS........ SO MANY HUGS ಥ_ಥ
I think it would be obvious even if I hadn't seen people talking about it back in the day that the ending was extremely rushed, much like all the best cartoons of the last decade, but hot damn did they manage a beautiful wrap-up despite that
#Tyto watches GF#I thought I'd have a lot more to say about this show as I went along#for the most part it was just a really funny little Disney show#I definitely missed the best part (actually solving the mysteries and ciphers in real time) by almost a decade#but the big emotional moments were still incredible and the twists were so good that I went nuts for them even knowing about them beforehan#very good show. so glad I FINALLY sat down and watched it#now excuse me while I trawl through a few people's blogs and reblog a ton of GF posts adjhgsjdf#Stan and Mabel are probably my favs btw. I love these dorks
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hmmm. felt a bittersweet feeling.
#was just sitting here thinking WOW it’s so amazing seeing oscar race these past few weekends he’s so talented and naturally gifted#and i’m so excited to watch his career#and i like his personality#hey! i think i could root for this guy!!#and do you know. do you genuinely fucking know the last time i felt an emotion like this in f1?#why it was 2011 and i was watching sebastian vettel#it’s not the SAME feeling mind you#(seb already had a title and i was a lot younger so it was more outright awe. and no one could ever ever EVER compare to seb to me)#but… as much as i like esteban and alex…. i think ive found my post-sebtirement driver#yknow how you go back on youtube sometimes and watch old seb races#like monza 08?#and people have commented ‘this was when i first started supporting him. this is when i knew he was special’#it feels like sooo many people are having this moment with oscar these past couple weeks (including me!!)#anyway. anyway. seb 5ever hes my main man my childhood f1 hero no one ever compares so don’t ever think i will ever have another fav driver#but…. man am i excited to support oscar#but it makes me sad at the passage of time. can i be 9 years old again please
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password protected all my blogs except @/oiwxa. i am done with enhypen and i'm solely focusing on writing for txt.
#ujutxt#can't delete all those blogs in case i miraculously decide to come back#but for the most part i've just privated them so i don't have to constantly get idk#notifications#they're not even reblogs it's literally just likes#like i'm done lol#will just be writing for txt#that's it#tbh i'm also genuinely done w kpop save for like casually listening or following a few groups#genuinely cannot be bothered to write for en- like i don't care abt them at all now#twas good while it lasted and wrote lots of stories that are quite frankly my favs of all time in my entire fanfic writing journey#but at the same time#that era is done#jidaigeki even though it's my brainchild#is scrapped#she is gone#also the en- fandom is so shit now lmao it's literally like#the moment groups become too big to fail they attract theh worst kind of people#the community went from really good to a shitshow#like i thought we were getting to a place where writers transition from smaus to longer form but ig not
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i love you tural i love you wuk lamat i love you erenville i love you gulool ja ja i love you koana i love you [redacted] i love you [redacted] i love you [redacted] and i love you dawntrail.
#this expansion is my baby. they did so much stuff in there just for me.#even though many of the other stories have captivated me in excruciating and loving ways this expansion may end up being#my fsvorite of them all… idk. so many love letters to the people who worked on this story#it will stay with me forever. also#i get so happy reading about the voice actors who are like.. very emotional abt the opportunities this game presented them#i think w squares track record of ugliness and yosh*p specifically that this story could exist respectfully and vibrantly at all is a#miracle and i have.. a LOT of praise for it :)#and i cant wait for embargo to drop! im gonna post a lot of art!#lets celebrate this story i think its really one of a kind 🫶🏼💫🎊🌞😋#the ppl who worked as sensitivity readers for this did amazing with conveying like.. language and color and culture and everything honestly#felt very like home to me… this expansion is just. even if some of my fav moments and charas will remain from other expacs#i feel like this one perhaps had the most ‘out to get me’ in the best way possible#although i have a few gripes w some things of course.. im overwhelmingly happy#and i will defend wuk lamat with my life#defending wuk lamat has led me places i wouldnt even go with a gun
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