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you know what i am sick and tired of defending the og snow white movie with actual logic and reasons and animation history or whatever. i'm just gonna start coming up with stupid-ass reasons to call it the most feminist movie ever made. oh the prince doesn't have any personality or character outside of his love interest? idk u guys are doing that to women all the time are you just mad it's happening to dudes now smh
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#hwang hyunjin#stray kids#bystay#createskz#malegroupsnet#a9gifs#hyunjin#flashing tw#*gif#*ccarly#*hyunjin#*carly:hyunjin#this set made me sooooo mad look at him and also the dark ones were so fking hard to color good gawd#theyr'e still ugly but we pretend they're fine ok thanks#200920 hyunjin love of my life this is like the sixth time we've giffed him on yangjeongin but it's what he deserves#i also don't think these are synced up but my internet is so bad they never load at the same time so idk sdfgsdgdfdhd#i'm tired of messing with them anyway so hopefully they're fine <3#back door era i miss you every day fr i love u so dearly#*hits
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yknow i've met a lot of cool people in the twt and blue sky spiderbit community and i and they make some really cool stuff,,,, but man, sometimes it gets really tiring seeing so many people write cellbit as this tough and muscular dominating guy whos taller and roier as the shorter one who's always blushing and getting flustered when flirted with and stuff,,,
and like it's not everyone and it's usually not this extreme in a singular fic or art but it happens often enough that i feel kinda,,, :/
i don't wanna say anything for a few reasons, 1 it's even very present in stuff by the more popular people in the fandom, some people i really respect
and it's not even like an aggressive point but i still feel like it could upset people even though i'm of course not naming names. and yknow people can write what they want but but it's just. really tiring
i had another draft here that came off a lot more frustrated and acusitory because i was feeling shit and kept seeing this type of thing,,,
idk i'm just kinda sad still seeing all of this, but whatever it really doesn't matter at all it's fanfiction about cubitos from a mc smp that's been over for months so whatever,
maybe i'll delete this later idk i don't want to upset anyone or make them feel shitty for anything more just tired of this pattern i've been seeing and still often see.
#rainy day rambles#discourse#i guess idk#it just makes me feel kinda meh yknow#to each their own but man i can't stand seeing this as much as i do#yknow you can have your headcannons that's fine but you can't just say it's literally confirmed and canon#that last tag is about the spiderbit hight thing pls you can hc what u want#but trying to disprove others hcs and continuously insisting yours is ''correct'' and canon confirmed when it's not is kinda frustrating#man i love so much of the community but i'm so tired of seeing so much of this#this post will probably not last but who knows#i'd post it on my alt but it's already all typed out here and i'm lazy
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i love when characters are desperate—when the sheer breadth of their want shifts the very universe, when it bends space-time around them. give me characters with tunnel vision, who can't see beyond the hollow in their chest—the gaping, ragged wound of absence that begs to be knitted back together. let me see how they exist as a gravitational force all their own, a neutron star pulsing with the colossal, aching weight of want.
#this is about crowley ajdsklsadj#ALSO JOBU TUPAKI (fucking love her and i totally don't relate to her at all hahahahahaha what r u talking about)#idk. here have some word barf. i'm tired lmao#good omens#my writing#gomens#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziracrow#go2#good omens season 2#good omens angst#eeaao
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Welp. Cross your fingers this craft show tomorrow isn't a bust so I can pay my internet bill lmao
#Thanks to a couple wonderful folks the losing the car and therefore domino effect house is less imminent#But I've gotta cut costs and#Yeah#Idk man#I'm so tired of fighting when I'm not worth it u kno#If my queue dries up you know what happened to me#PSA post I guess#RIP trigunart I loved u my pet project#I wanted an upfront and honest art blog as opposed to#U kno#BUT ALAS#Ah well#*lies down and never gets up again*#Yadda yadda
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#GAGGGEDDDDDD#yay omg yay:)#guys i am going to die#oct 27 2024#no cosnlike. in dreams or whatever WHATEVER#sick to my stomach i've literally been hallucinating delusional etc#u don't understand i'm going to die#LIKE FAVORITE PERSON EVER SORRY#the way i cross my sevens and z's and don't leave a space for the smiley face :|#hope she never knows how obsessedddd :)#oct 28 2024#:| idk it's the only thing keeping me going but also i survived six months#oct 29 2024#giggling twirling my hair kicking my heels looking at my phone get a grip...#. no bc my brain#i am having a terrible day but i love her#being delusional works!#i am SO EXCITED lutkkenekenfksnfn i am so excited i've missed her so much#actually soooo sick and twisted the way my irl ummm what do you call... emotional support older white women are actually the best huggers in#the world like it's not my fault#lik i don't i don't i do not i donut even care !#no thoughts head empty#stoppp cos like building it up in my head based on the past etc etc ...... but it always lives up 2 it & more!#oct 30 2024#cointinuing to be insane 🙏#idk there is something so tender ............#waaaah ok waaaaaaaaaaah i cant#just want to go HOME#want to swim in prelude 4ever#girl who is so so tired and just wants it to be 7:30 east
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merry christmas btw i kinda forgot to say it ere at all oopsies >_< i hope you all had/have a wonderful holiday season or week or day or month regardless of your religion and if you celebrate christmas !!!!!
i got 'the end of everything' by katie mack for xmas (i begged my parents lol) bcs i finally saw it in a bookstore after months of looking for it that i just Fell to the ground ..... i love astrophysics i love space i love science. i also love u all
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#:3 :3 :3 meow#urgh. tired! i wish to ignore my responsibilities but i should not cannot#i actually got genshin again yesterday which sounds unreal. i just want pretty blonde girl navia LMFAOOO#but also i've actually been making progress w quests and shit so yay ^_^ also playing again bcs i lov my friends. nini u will not see this#but ily. also u berry even tho we are on wholly different servers bcs i'm on na haha despite the fact i am literally asian & in asia but ok#i miss ffxiv ... :(( i meant to make my theme vincent valentine and reference hit song valentine by hit band mäneskin#but i was like i do not think i can live long w this. and then thought hard. and then. ryne/gaia... my darlings <3#also idk if i've said but i'm finally. heading and delving more into dnd finally !! tis meant to be lmfao i love my friends wow#and also my dad had his own dnd set back in the day he never used unfortunately and doesnt hav anymore but Yes <333#bg3 ocs are tasty! you have apollo erebus and thanatos there is an obvious theme in names going on!#funny there is one silly bard (my guy ever. obviously) and then the other two are durges on opposite ends#pretty boy draconic sorcerer who tries to be good but honestly he's romancing astarion too so he's kinda Yeah#and then you have than who is. what a pretty enby he/she ladyman! romancing minthara ofc <3 they are my evil girlie#evil girlies more like. Two of them yay!!! w opposite color schemes (quite intentional but also i Just Love Red)#haven't watched pjotvseries bcs i will cry throughout the whole thing (probably not an exaggeration) so i am obviously not ready#yeah. ^_^ <3
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I feel like such a broken fucking person lol
I talked way too much in the tags don't read them
#fighting off the ideation like my life depends on it!! bc it does!!!#been good about not thinking certain phrases but F U C K am i feeling it. i want to turn into a pile of dust#i am so desperately trying to work on myself and change my patterns and bad habits and perspective but it feels like i always fall short#i try not to talk about it online but I'm just. having a very hard day with N because we experience our feelings in different ways#i isolate myself bc i struggle with regulating my reactions and tones when im having an episode but she needs me to talk through things and#i sometimes just. can't. bc I'm not done experiencing the negativity and am not in a place to have a productive convo bc shame spirals etc#we just spent a long time talking and being patient and i thought i was understanding and explaining myself well but i just. idk.#i don't know how to explain that of course i love her even if I'm isolating myself. of course i love her although I'm nonverbal today. i jus#t can't *make* myself talk when I'm like this i don't want to be nonverbal i don't want to isolate i don't want to be a distant partner i do#n't want to fall back into these patterns related to my grief i want to be better i am trying to be better i am working so fucking hard on#being better. i just feel so defeated bc this all spiraled from me not wanting to decide what to get for lunch n using a poor tone about it#I'm about to talk with her some more but I just. kinda don't want to exist right now. fuck dude. it feels so fucking awful when i upset her#like i love her so much she is so important to me and it breaks my heart that our entire day is shot bc i was tired and cranky#i just don't understand how that equates to me not loving her bc she is my whole world dude. I'm going to throw up#i also don't know how to explain to her that scrolling on tumblr is comfortable to me I'm not ignoring her it's just the SM that i scroll on#like we're hanging out watching tv together I'm gonna scroll a little bit. it's just not insta or anything#idk my mind is scrambled I'm crying I just want to be a better person who can calmly communicate my thoughts and emotions#today has just beat my fucking ass dude. i isolate so those feelings don't get translated into my interactions with others#i don't even know what i typed in these tags I just don't want to off myself or think about it I'm fighting myself so much 2day#rAMbles
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T*ylor s*ift incident renders entire country's social media unusable and news unwatchable more at 9....
#SHUT UP NO ONE CARES ABT HER UR SO ANNOYING I'M GONNA KILL U WITH HAMMERSSSS#The way there's already a massive line for that thing... That's in 2 days.#... That is at least 1k long... I should have never talked shit abt 1D fever in 2011 bc it actually seems chill and reasonable#In comparison like Jesus fucking christ why is she coming here and it's the 1st time too... The world's most annoying ppl are#Having a field day... Why must we suffer 🥴🥴 and I have beef with pmore for this#My best friend was deadass saying Idk why they did this I doubt most swifties even give a shit abt pmore AND I WAS LIKE RIGHT#Like that they didn't seem to have much Fandom overlap and these mfs are supporting too like girl. It's pmore#wow anna said something#anna's shitposts#Anyway can you imagine how tired we are... 13 years for *this* shit? That we even go to?#And omg the roads and transport are gonna be worse than whenever theres a HS show... This country wasn't made for this#Literally pandemonium#*1km what#*can't even go to my keyboard loooooves eating words <3 love and light
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i just had cute small talk w a white gay barista but im afraid i came off as arrogant
#they looked lesbian asf idk#they asked how my day was so far and i decided to say something other than fine thanks for once#so i was like “i just had a morning class and now I'm pretty tired haha”#and they were like oh? what class? so i responded 'spanish :]'#basically they asked if i was any good and i was like umm. uh well i have to take a certification exam to prove fluency in the next year#so i hope so! :P#and they were super stoked and then they asked about other languages i speak so i talked abt that briefly#basically they kept seeming interested and praising me and i felt really awkward so i was like omg u draw or paint right#and they were like ??? howd u know#and i was like haha i got a vibe ^_^#and they were like... :D that's a good thing right? and i said well yeah ofc that's so cool! and then they told me theyre an art his major#and i was like woaah sick#but basically it was sweet and i felt like i was getting way too many compliments at 10:15 am like way too early for this#im just so worried i came off as self centred or like overly self assured about my intellect#but also why do i gaf. why. some white ass barista who i see every so often is not going to give me a job or be the love of my life#also THEY ASKED!!! i just answered. i also tried my best to ask abt them as much as possible...#agh i hate talking next time ill jsut politely smile and say good thanks ☺️👍🏻#like i always do..#z.post
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the eternal question: is scheduling w friends as an adult That Hard or am I just bad at it
#4 different people have left me on read today; 1 cancelled our plans 4 hours before we were due to meet#I've been sitting home alone for 2 days going insane. looking forward to One (1) coffee date & that fell through#idk why I'm taking it so hard this time I'm usually fine!! but I find myself wishing I didn't have the day off I wish I did have work :(#like it's tiring yeah but it beats sitting here not knowing what to do w myself#& I'm working all weekend & only leaving the house to see the doctor. oh joy#I've been productive ironing writing fixing the car. that's not the problem#I had 4 social plans this month. that's it#that's like seeing each friend once a month!! I can't keep this up!!#is this the norm for adulthood? :(#& on one level I don't want to bother people or be clingy#but on another level I'm baffled that they don't get lonely too#the news has not shut up abt the Loneliness Epidemic since 2021#but if it's true why do so many people take so long to reply when I reach out? if they reply at all#I'm not going anywhere w this. idk#just one of those days#everything so fuck everybody suck :(#boomers got it right w the whole showing up unannounced at people's houses for a social call with a pound cake#now I have to go through 5 layers of bureaucratic bullshit to see a friend#assuming they don't cancel the day of ofc (((((:#I just wanna be like hello knock knock I am here. tell me abt yr life today & listen to mine & eat this cake#& the worst is when people are like 'I'm cancelling bc I'm tired xx'#OK A) u knew we had these plans for two weeks#but B) I'm tired too! I still love u ur still my friend! let us be tired together!#'I won't be social today I'm tired' my love we could watch movies in silence we could knit we could ball yr socks. idc#'I have to do the big shop today sorry' so do I!!! let us do the groceries together!!!#every time I've pushed someone to come out when they felt depressed or to let me accompany them when they were doing chores#they were like u know what I'm so glad u did this. thank u. this is way better than how I had planned this night to go#& I'm like any time!! I love u!!#& then it just happens all over again next time oh sorry I'm cancelling I'm busy I'm tired#like did u forget what a nice time we had last time? what changed? :(
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#diana's music diary#good morning#i slept early#it was nice#very cozy#I only slept like 4 hours though cause I had to get up for a delivery... also I'm posting this a couple of hours after waking...#as is becoming usual for these... I've been kind of vibing to music pretty much...#anyway yesterday was good but so exhausting... played lethal company with friends like I'd said which was really fun!! was a little bit of#process getting my bearings in it since I'd seen maybe one second of gameplay before but after a day or two in game I picked it up I'd say!#I mostly just ran away when I saw something scary but I tried scanning a monster and it opened the door which made me scream once ahaha#after that I was a lil tired but we ended up having a session of the project moon ttrpg I'm in kind of out of nowhere#it was short but v fun to play Frei again he kind of completely shut down the distortion singlehandedly which was surprising considering he#has no combat capability.. incapacitated them and read its mind which helped us figure out what we needed to do to resolve the distortion#-peacefully! my partners character did the actual resolving cause Frei is terrified of going near anything as gross as that distortion was#(it was a giant gross greasy burger monster. who was just bob from bobs burgers. he ended up in a polycule with linda and teddy after.)#Frei also read my partners characters mind a bit and maybe upset him a little by mentioning his daughter (her character is divorced lol)#anyway yeah... I was tired after both of those so I kinda got in bed and passed out quickly while listening to music...#idk what I'll do today I'm a bit sore still and I'm v sick and tired rn so I'll probably just relax a bit...#let's make today nice and cozy and good... love u friends thank u for reading <3
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cannot stop thinking about yungi youth mv
#like what if i throw up#it's about the trauma and the tiredness and picking yourself back up and moving on it's about friendship and home#they lost sight of each other when they were so focused on themselves and their own shit#the shot of mingi in front of the mirrors where the center one is himself and the rest are yunho with his back towards him like !!!!!!!!!!!!#their old coping mechanisms not working#mingi used to use music to shut out the world so he could be alone but now it brings him back to yunho but yunho isn't THEREEEEE#yunho picked up his lore!brother's guitar bc it had been his dream before he died and he was grieving him but here he's smashing it on the-#-wrecked car the thing that took his brother away from him#and u can SEE yunho dancing in the burning house even in the 2 different sets u see flames through the windows#and mingi is watching the cabin burn alone until yunho walks into frame and we can breathe bc he's no longer trapping himself in that house#AND THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE TURNS TO MINGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII#IT'S LIKE. WE'RE BOTH HERE. WE MADE IT AND WE'RE STILL TOGETHER.#gonna puke. idk if anything i've said makes sense it's after midnight and my head is a jumble they just got me feeling a lot#it's about the loneliness it's about the grief it's about watching ur past in third person it's about returning to yourself in the present#mingi i love u forever and ever. his lyrics have always hit the hardest like he Gets me#god this is just such a fever era song so ofc i'm obsessed like the lyrics in that series just fuckin HIT#they talk abt how hard and lonely and scary and confusing and tiring it is growing up and i start thrashing and clawing at the walls#how wonderful to not only be alive at the same time as atz but to be the same age & have similar experiences so their music feels like a hug#like. i'm not alone huh#ANYWAY. did not come here with the intention of saying anything in the tags i was just gonna post that picture but alas#kara can talk
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ethogirls... quackblr... i must sleep... i will rise early tomorrow to check on the polls before they close and do any last minute campaigning.
for now, there are still 8 hours left!! we have to stay strong and hold the line!! it's an extremely close race for both of us, so we cannot lose traction!
WE'RE FIGHTING FOR LOVE HERE!!! LOVE WINS ONE POLL AT A TIME!!!
#spooky.thoughts#guys i'm so tired i've been awake for like. 17 hours and have been campaigning for all of them#idk what im saying anymore#but i love this alliance and all of my new mutuals and friends and i love u quackblr u've been so freakin amazing#genuinely so so kind and sweet#it's been an honor fighting by your side#ethogirls4quackblr
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every time i get off the phone with one of my parents, i'm like "FUUUUUCK I HURT THEIR FEELINGS AGAAAAIIINNN"
#gdi#tbh i am also a little sad 'cause my dad said not 2 visit him during the holidays + just stay in + not celebrate#idk what anyone wants from me#it just hurts when u love someone + they blatantly say 'don't spend the holidays with me'#but i can't look into it or overthink it.#all i know is that ouch! it stings a little.#it also sucks cause it's like sometimes i'm really fucking tired. sometimes people have been treating me bad or i need a nap#and i come off a little flat while i'm listening 2 them. i try so hard 2 be enthusiastic but sometimes i'm just exhausted. it doesn't mean#that i don't love them!!!! i'm just tired!!!!#like my mom called me while i was napping + i could tell i hurt her feelings bc i wasn't using my bubbly voice with her but#i just get tired sometimes!!!! i try so hard 2 be polite!!!!!!#also can i just say it's hilarious 'cause last night i wrote a scene into this book about this 'cause i was like 'this is just bad enough#that it's possible but it wouldn't actually happen in my family' + then it does
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Same, buddy, same
Your tags give me life btw
One of the many joys of doing elizabeth weir daily
thank you omg this made my day 😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and thank you for doing elizabeth weir daily!!!!! its amazing getting a good healthy dose of elizabeth every day we love and stan her. she is beauty she is grace she has an entire city of people who will punch you in the face for her (bc everyone on atlantis is also obsessed with and in love with elizabeth weir as they should be she's perfection i would commit war crimes for her too)
#i'm unapologetic about how much i love elizabeth#i refuse to accept her plot line in the show#she is alive and happy and doing diplomatic missions in pegasus thank u very much#or just Vibing in atlantis#got sick of the politics bs and retires to pegasus#just Fucks Shit Up for fun with ar1#idk what she's doing but whatever it is she's happy and alive ok#anyways thanks for the ask this was really sweet!#i've cried 3 times this morning and it's 8am#so this was amazing timing thank u!!!#and also thank u for doing elizabeth weir daily#best part of my dash every morning#it's like reading the newspaper and seeing a picture of your loved one on the front page#like ahh yes my beloved here for everyone to see every day#as it should be#idk i'm tired#asks#elizabeth weir#sga
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