#( I GUESS I'LL JUST DIE )
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me looking at the next story beat for pokemon rejuvenation when my team is 1/3rd grass types and 1/3rd fire types
#i still haven't settled on a water type and we're going to a volcano? and the next gym is reportedly fire? ok then#i guess i'll just die#pokemon#pokemon rejuvenation
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What do you do when you just want to talk about your trolls oc but you know no one is going to care
#Trolls#This is about birdie if you couldn't guess#I wanna talk about her hearing loss and how she likes to hang out with her cousin Labreezy#Holds her#She's my little bean I love her#I guess I'll just die
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What happens if I still can't do it scared
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hey a reminder that i am not mentally stable so chances are that if i'm begging for people to ask about something it's because it's literally one of the only things that's bringing me joy
really i would rather have a full conversation about this just in DMs but i dont think anyone actually cares enough and i don't want it to be a one sided conversation
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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Yeah UH. I DUNNO. I guess I’m over my tweet and retweet limit, and I GUESS THAT COULD BE A THING IN THE FUTURE. I have not tweeted or retweeted since the 4th. BUT. OKAY. Can’t wait for this to roll out rofl If you follow me on twitter please consider following me here or on Patreon or even Instagram (tho it’s a lot of bad photos of my sketchbook on there) instead. I’m sad I’m almost certainly going to lose the following I have on twitter from the slow sinking of the bird app, but it is what it is. I’m on Cohost and Mastadon too, but haven’t been terribly active admittedly.
#twitter wtf#twitter#I guess I'll just die#Not art#Just bitching#I might buy a tumblr checkmark over this#just to take the piss
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They're the best of each other!
#Something that was meant to be just a quick little drawing of Pete and Steph#I really havent drawn them all that much#and i wanted to work on my steph design#I have a ton of art in my drafts that I have yet to post#so i'm just posting these while I work on more pulp art#idk i thought this was cute#Oh guess what- i got a new facts book#so i'm gonna start doing the fun facts again!#fun fact: squirrels can climb trees faster than they can run on the ground#there are so many squirrels where I live and just about everytime I'm driving in my neighborhood I get scared I'll hit one#the little shits just really love sitting in the middle of the road until the last second smh#hatchetfield#starkid#team starkid#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#starkid npmd#steph lauter#stephanie lauter#mariah rose faith#mariah rose faith casillas#pete spankoffski#peter spankoffski#joey richter#my art#lautski
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yeah, and who do ya think knocked em out
#Can't think of a good caption- and i didn't wanna quote the whole thing 😔#but also i cant leave it without a caption! or it looks naked! lOlol#I messed with the saturation on this one a bit because i'm too aware of how pale my art is once i see it on another screen OTL#so now im just hoping its not /too/ saturated#but i guess i'll just die on this hill for now#tgwdlm#the guy who didn’t like musicals#ted spankoffski#charlotte sweetly#Sam sweetly#kind of#does that tiny speck of him count?#also this is another case where i feel like i should have just left it as line art#i think my lineart always looks better then the finished thing grr#but i cannot stop myself from coloring ever#its like a curse
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the moment that piqued his curiosity + more veilguard-flavoured yearning
hey why can't rook immediately run back to the lighthouse and yell at solas, why must i carry these secrets i will explode
#da4 spoilers#dragon age#solavellan#solas#miha#veilguard#theresa draws#2024#it's so funny rook has the option to split solavellan apart just by going hey girl you deserve better/he won't want this for you and she'll#just accept it??????????? like alright person i just met some weeks ago this is solid advice#and i had my rook tell her that solas is up to something... but she's just meh he's always like that... so guess i'll die
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Girl, I'm so sorry, but if you he really was gonna tell her he loved her before Argyle interrupted them, I would not want somebody to say to me
"I guess, I just, I don't know, I guess I just wanted to say that I love you."
You guess you love me? What, you don't know? Be sure then come back to me.
#stranger things#byler#anti milkvan#and for a girl who (though she is doing better now he doesn't know that) last picked out the word 'care' out of a convo about something els#'you guess? you don't know?' mighta happened with a 4x03 el#as i've said#if they're endgame they deserved better#beautiful friendship#i just rewatched the sauna test and their protectiveness over each other throughout that scene is amazing#the 'don't you touch her' 'don't you touch him' mutual back and forth energy is amazing#beautifully written friendship and relationship#but goddamn girl they deserved a better romance than 'i wanted you to know that i love you in case you die' and 'i guess- idk- i wanted to#ay that i love you' and 'you heard me say i love you? uhhhh don'trememberthatatallsorry'#and 'a friend and crush are different because...uhm...ugh ok i'll just show you'#the best they got was 'you look beautiful' 'i don't [know how to dance] either. wanna figure it out?' and never better romance than that#everything else is either friendship or they deserved better
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now that I think about it writing carmen to have what canon acknowledges to be nearly lethal pregnancy complications for the sake of giving johnny and miguel something to be upset about/building the team and then having her wave off her near-death experience as soon as they arrive because she just loves karate so much and doesn't want her almost dying to get in the way of their victory was an insane decision. just cartoonishly misogynistic
#bolo liveblogs#cobra kai#carmen get behind me I'll get you out of there#but no the jarmen baby plotline has been soooo reviled (at least on this website) but I don't think any of us guessed#they'd acknowledge the possibility that carmen could die due to her pregnancy/childbirth and then just *brush it off*#saw one of my mutuals talking about the ''carmen almost dies'' plot beat in relation to irl statistics of maternal mortality for latinas#and I had to lie down for a minute.
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aziraphale's avoidance issues, though
like they're similar to but also different from crowley's. because crowley physically tries to avoid things, like let's leave the bookshop when angry, let's suggest going to alpha centauri when the world's in danger, let's drive gabriel out to dartmoor and leave him there, etc
but aziraphale mentally checks out. let's pretend like it's silly to be wary of an amnesiac archangel who has previously threatened us and could regain his memory with no warning, let's fixate on hooking up these two random humans instead of thinking about the very real threats being levied against us by heaven and hell, let's ignore a goon squad of demons right outside the door so we can have our jane austen fantasy ballroom dance, etc
aziraphale is just as prone to running away as crowley does, but like many things with them, he tends to do it internally instead of externally. like yes on the one hand he is a determined optimist, he's not naive he chooses to believe in good things and try to make them happen.
but on the other hand, his approach to a lot of bad stuff is to just sort of not think about it until it's throwing a brick through his window
#good omens#aziraphale#i love him he has my exact same awful approach to shit#like well i don't know how to deal with that so i just won't#and then one day i guess i'll die#sorry bud i know i've tried it but it's no good it only magically works out sometimes because crowley takes care of it instead
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The funniest Yugioh reveal is that in season 1 (or in season 0 happens in both) Yami challenges Shadi to a shadow game to find his soul room, and then in season 5 Yami admits to everyone that he has no idea where his soul room is
#talk about tormenting a guy for kicks#Shadi deserved it though#Yami is so funny for this#“Find my soul room or DIE. I'll be waiting in the right one”#and then he's just in a random room because hell if he knows#but the floor gives out under Shadi and he's like welp guess this one was wrong but at least I killed some time#and maybe an intruder too#how convienient#ygo#yugioh rewatch#yugioh#yami yugi#ygo dm
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that little element of grief in lawlight has got to me. it crawled itself into my brain. i have started to work on this ghost!L au where he haunts light after he died but really, it's all just a metaphor for grief. if i had a nickel for every time etc etc etc
#🍂 arian's shit#death note#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#first it was that byler ghost!will au#it's only just inevitable i guess#every fandom i join will get a ghost fic from me#also i have been listening to ghosting by mother mother which might have also contributed to the conception of this#i am just a master of grief i don't know what to tell you#i only kind of. thought of the first line#but i just know it's going to be a monster of a fic#it will feature in no particular order:#a grave robbing scene#L being kind of a romantic sap for light#no but like quite literally the first line is#“he got to die in his arms at least.”#like. L is in Love.#capital L love#it's going to be pretty long i think#like idk if it's going to be multichaptered because historically i am TERRIBLE at maintaining that#maybe a 20k oneshot#or i could do it multichaptered but i'll finish it all before actually posting it
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IDK who needs to hear this, but Egon and Ray aren't the only autistic og ghostbusters
Peter is too
Your telling me this man with two PhDs related to psychology, who always has the exact right thing to say to manipulate a situation to his favour (when it's a planned/known situation), but cocks up massively when it's an unknown situation, who has a massive reaction to getting slimed (more so than the others), who would rather joke all the time than take a situation seriously because wtf should he say
you're telling me this man is neurotypical?
nah
Winston's the only NT in this group (idk how he deals with these weirdos (affectionate))
#rambles#ghostbusters#the real ghostbusters#to be specific i guess#peter venkman#egon spengler#ray stantz#winston zeddemore#i've encountered a few autistic people like peter#it's mainly the focus on business and the intense interest in studying people and behaviour and the mind#but he gets so irritated and angry when he gets slimed#the same way i feel when oil or glue gets stuck on my skin#“but he's so good at social situations-” but that's just it!#he is!#because he studies people - studies their reactions - their interactions#a business chat always goes the same way so he can plan what to say to get the best thing out of it#when he flirts with women it seems to be the same way each time - like he's planned it - because he thinks it'll get a reaction he wants#and i dare say that Peter masks a lot more than Ray and Egon. i mean he was a probably more of a cool slacker type at uni and got on well#with more popular students (sorority house students? idk im not american) and yknow it was the 70s! couldnt exactly be fully himself#idk where im going with this - ive lost my train of thought#but yeah#peter is autistic as well and i'll die on this hill
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