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"I could never be the woman Mary deserves, and I blame you for that. You ruined me for any other love. Maybe if I had met her first, and maybe if she'd met me before Marlene, then maybe we could have been enough for each other. But we didn't. We aren't. Instead I met you first, and you ruined my life. You're going to kill me, you know. The same way you killed yourself. And I’m going to let you. This is the second time I've joined a war for you."
also found this deep in the drafts so here. emmeline talking to dorcas' grave
#she's bitter#its great#she's also not a very reliable narrator#'til my dying day#emcas#emmary#emmeline vance#dorcas meadowes#mary macdonald#lia's writing adventures
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They need to get this show on netflix before everyone forgets the truth 🥲
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#leverage#leverage ot3#alec hardison#parker leverage#eliot spencer#'til my dying day#yes I'm lobbying#no shade to atla shippers but y'all don't even KNOW#Youtube
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He just needs a better outfit
#he listens to shitty songs that are good at the same time that’s my headcanon#also like grunge like nirvana or something#gorillaz. oh my god gorillaz yeah#art#fanart#my art#original art#Splatoon#splatoon art#splatoon fanart#Splatoon fan art#solatoon 3#Murch#Murch Splatoon#Splatoon Murch#Murch fanart#splatoon Murch fanart#Splatoon 3 Murch#SUBLIME (Ken’s scream in the Barbie movie)#finished this between commissions lfnaola (thank you sm)#also I’m sick I couldn’t go to school til now and probably won’t for like two other days#im dying#in every possible way
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage
#eliot posts#dunme#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao#but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind''#laios being my internal monologue here#i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying#tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number#(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled)#(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a#plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!)#(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time#and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig)#(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications)#(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!)#(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad)#(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol)#(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections)#(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired)#AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars#and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75#the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could)#like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???
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I don't think we talk enough about how Hardison went from;
"I don't even know what you do."
To;
"S'up Eliot."
And the thing is-in both situations- Hardison was lax. When they first met Eliot was clearly annoyed and Hardison was just being his cocky self. By the time The Rundown Job happened, Hardison was comfortable enough to be in an elevator by himself hacking away. Knowing full what Eliot could do.
On the flip side:
Eliot went from;
"You are precisely why I work alone."
To;
"I have the best thief and the smartest hacker I know."
Which is say A LOT because Mason (Chaos) is around. And if I remember correctly- Hardison doesn't even think he's on par with Mason.
These two men grew SO much between getting to know each other and working together. Their trust for each other is so real it hurts.
And then you add in Parker and-ahh!- I don't even describe it. Because Parker went from being a lone and being almost fearful of working with people- to having utter faith in them.
Jumping without knowing if Eliot was there. And waiting for Hardison to go looking for her.
I think that's why Eliot's "Til my dying day." Is so- Aaaahhh!
I love them. They are a found family your honor.
#leverage#eliot spencer#parker#alec hardison#til my dying day#i don't even know what it is that you do#s'up eliot#you are precisely why i work alone#i have the best thief and the world's best hacker#that's including chaos#and honestly#i kinda want a rewrite of leverage where they have chaos working with the team#because I don't think Eliot would allow Parker to be alone with Chaos#essay#Leverage essay#aldis hodge#christian kane#beth reisgraf#will wheaton
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alex’s insta - missing & surprising henry
stayed tuned for henry’s insta when alex comes home
#rwrb#rwrb movie#red white and royal blue#alex x Henry#first prince#I will make these til my DYING DAY#why does this bring me so much serotonin am I okay#don’t ask to see my Pinterest search history it’s embarrassing#are u not embarasssssed
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hey guys btw kevin ayers is very cool and groovy and you should all definitely listen to him (if you want)
these are my fav songs
#i will praise this man til my dying days#hes just very cool especially in live shows#the lady rachel live is AWESOME#kevin ayers#prog rock#art rock#i dont even care if this gets like three notes#classic rock#ROCK#music#spotify
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Really wish I could fight the schmuck who invented allergies with my bare hands
#Seasonal allergies suck ASS.#Usually it's not too bad but like. Our air conditioning has been out for like 3 days now#And it's not getting fixed til Monday#So I've had to sleep with my windows open bc otherwise I'd ROAST like a pig in my room#(Which is upstairs. Where ALLLL the heat in the house travels to)#But bc I've had to sleep with my windows open. ALL the pollen keeps blowing in#So I'll wake up with my eyes streaming and my nose streaming and EVERYTHING just. Awful#I could close the window. But then I'd cook. But my allergies are SO bad. But it's hot. But I literally cannot breathe through my own snot.#HATE IT HERE#I hate summer. I HAAAATE summer so much#I can't wait for fall and winter.....snow please come back.....#Shima speaks#I'm so angry bc I've been stuffy and congested all day. And I've taken at least 3 allergy pills#Still dying btw! Still dying. Very much suffering rn
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Emmeline leaves. It’s what she does. She left Barty when he chose the wrong side, left her father when she joined a war, left Dorcas when she couldn’t take it anymore. And so Emmeline leaves Mary the same way she's left every person who’s ever loved her; with fights and tears and no final goodbye, not really.
breaking my own heart today
#also i'm literally so excited to write emmeline and barty's friendship#they go from friends to basically siblings to enemies and i love their dynamic#also this fic now has over 1k words!!! and i have other fics i've started as well so i've now written almost 3k!!!#i haven't written this much in so long i'm proud of myself#lia's writing adventures#emmeline vance#emcas#emmary#'til my dying day
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*barges through the door* PARKER POV OF ELLIOT FINDING OUT THAT HARDISON GOT HIM OMEGA PREGNANT
This made me snort-laugh in delight, and then I pictured it, and then I swapped it around in my head that Hardison was pregnant, and both versions were AMAZING? Pregnant!Eliot, all grumpy and nesting, and then pregnant!Hardison who is only grumpy when someone makes him drink something besides orange soda and THEN! BECAUSE HE'S SO TALL, HE COULD BE SO SO PREGNANT BEFORE HE STARTED SHOWING, and then I wished I could art instead of fic.
But then I attempted to fic again, (only I had lost track of the prompt and kept going with pregnant!Hardison) and I feel as if Parker would actually have figured it out before Hardison even and then think because she figured it out (and she's bad at figuring out relationship/people cues so often) she's think that Hardison and Eliot would both HAVE to have already known and she's just waiting for them to tell her and she gets why they wouldn't immediately, like, obviously, she's not good with kids, she doesn't know how to interact with anyone normally and it'd be so easy to fuck up a child, they need so much, and she'd hate if they ended up with a childhood like hers...
(And then I stopped laughing because I'd made myself sad, join me in the Parker feels y'all.)
And then she's made herself worried and wonders if that's really why they haven't told her, they don't know how to tell her that they're worried about her and their kids, but they'd be their kids, she'd love their kids so much!
Only then, maybe they wouldn't be hers, too? Maybe the problem is Hardison and Eliot think they'd just be 'their' kids and she'd only be... Aunt Parker or something.
(And she's been DELIGHTED at being an Aunt to some of Nana's fosters, but this is different, and she's not sure why, or how to explain it, and Eliot and Hardison still haven't said anything and like. What if she's got everything about their relationships wrong and it's not that they don't know how to tell her, it's that it never even OCCURRED to them to tell her anything because it's not about her at all?!?!?!?!?)
and Hardison and Eliot are all trying to figure out how to ask what's wrong with Parker to the point that Hardison STILL hasn't actually realized he's pregnant and he's getting all flustered and they're having the weirdest almost-argument because he's worried about her but trying so hard not to push but he's clearly just getting more and more upset and she keeps trying to get him to calm down and rest it can't be good for him and Hardison's all what the fuck are you talking about?
And that's when Eliot finally gets it.
*Insert his italicized oh here*
(And then they're all a little emotional and melodramatic and kind of yelling but in a good way until they all figure out what's going on and they're all on the same page and they're a little scary in the baby stores as they go shopping to decide how to set up the nursery, and they end up having even more kids on purpose via a couple different combinations of parents and foundlings and they're all very happy and ridiculous, the end.)
But I never did manage to write it, so I guess this is all you're going to get. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#jilly answers#leahazel#I hope you enjoyed my rambling#in lieu of actual fic#because fic is hard#and I cannot pull it off for this one#😅😅😅#leverage#ot3: 'til my dying day#parker#eliot spencer#alec hardison#mpreg#omegaverse#tangential tuesday#deeply belatedly#sorry lovely
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I think I’ve cracked the code:
my kind of ships are the ‘my tears ricochet’-coded ones.
#i actually cant#soukoku#shin soukoku#dido and aeneas#odango#fukuzawa x fukuchi#why the hell do they not have a tag#bungou stray dogs#fleabag#in general tho#ineffable husbands#johnlock#my tears ricochet#taylor my queen#i’m not okay#i think u might’ve noticed by now#‘cause i loved u#i swear i loved you ‘til my dying day’#LIKE??/?/&&/#neededtoaddthesetragicasses#SATOSUGU
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uquiz fanatics come get yall juice
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ngl i have been paging thru this acsb antho yessa got me for like uhhhhhhhhhh all morning. it's not even morning anymore. wah this is better than being sent that sinca acsb antho for xmas and im not even 25 til tmrw
#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im dying squirtle#jp comic/novel anthology of my fav op ship???? kill me now#also lmao @ this morning when i said i might be skipping town for a couple days#everything else can wait til i get back but This One Thing could not#(i understand now tho like yes this could simply not wait another day#ig this came in over a month ago so she's been holding back for so long behwgsgs)#kika has a comic in here so i've been comatose staring at kika art for hours now#kika acsb art in my hands..........omg bless
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Eliot talking up Paul and going on about how he was shot twice and Paul carried him away + obvious History™ + ending shot of The Rundown Job my beloved
#Leverage#Leverage Redemption#Eliot Spencer#Alec Hardison#Parker Leberage#Paul Orozco#Thiefsome#OT3 Til My Dying Day#Poly Leverage Kids#im just saying#shot twice#carried eliot to safety#y'all know how i feel about The Rundown Job#now the question is just amicable exes?#or add Paul to the polycule?#THE PAULYCULE
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Would love to know why international acts always seem to come out here in the dead of summer. Nothing says fun like performing in 40° celsius heat
#its especially funny when its some norwegian metal band my brother likes or something#like are your tour managers actually trying to kill you who planned this#but also a reason i barely go to concerts bc its like lol pay 180 bucks to stand in blaring heat 🫶#um.... im okay#i went to florence and the machine a while back and while it was a great concert and she did amazing#it was a 40 degree day and even tho she didnt come out til the sun was setting it was still 37° out and there was no seating#so i ended up stripping half my dress off and just having the underskirt and my bra on and so did p much everyone else bc we were dying#and she kept stopping the show bc she was seeing people faint in the audience and would ask security to go check on them#also winter here is perfect??? like it doesnt snow it doesnt rain much its often 20-23 c during the day so im just ?????#do a winter show and leave the summer shows for places that are ice tundras in the winter or something idk#if skz does come here this yr which they might not i mean there was 4 years between the first concerts here and the last#but i hope its in autum winter early spring lol
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