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Now that I think about it, there is something extremely funny about BioWare indicating that Solas had been preparing this ritual for several hundreds of years and Mike Gamble saying that he did such a shitty job with the scaffolding because he was, quote, "in a hurry" to get this done, because what that implies is either 1) He literally screwed up in the last 0,00001% of the way, or 2) Solas is actually so old that his perception of time as an immortal means that a "mere" 1000 years, to him, does in fact equate to "being in a hurry".
#lmaooo#I don't know what's more hilarious#Solas being used to magic rituals taking millions of years in his time.. so for the last 1000 years he's like ''I'm so stressed out''#''gotta get this done QUICKLY''#or if it's the other way then no wonder he was crying in that scene..#..because that is literally the equivalent of spending 75425843 hours on an art piece in photoshop and being almost done...#..and then having your pc crash without saving it lmaoo#this poor man#solas#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#datv#da4
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Leo!!💙💗🤍💗💙
#rottmnt#happy trans visibility day everyone#rottmnt leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leo#this REMAINS MY NO.1 HEADCANON and it will stay that way ❤️#it just makes sense tbh esp when you consider how mutating a female red eared slider with a male human’s dna would go#either trans or intersex idc which I just can’t not headcanon it#means a lot to me y’know?#man I gotta make the comic of that one Draxum Files post#turtle art tag#so many colors I’ve done recently what is this#I almost forgot to do something for today so I tried to quickly get this out in time IGNORE THE MISTAKESSS 🙏🙏🙏
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My fourth wall OCs! ♥ (Patreon)
I tried to put everything in the tags but ended up being too long-winded lol, so here it is instead!
For this year’s big behind-the-scenes project, I realized I haven’t given colour references to a lot of my 4th Wall characters! There are...a surprising proportion of femboys who are aware of their existence here now that I look at it lol - I mean technically only Cory and Mint count there but that's still 2/8 - a fourth is kind of a lot! Their sizing is pretty funny to me as well, Cory’s proportions make everyone else look tiny by comparison, he’s just got a very large eye! Set right next to Gijat too, Vortians are so compact - he’s fully grown he’s an adult he’s just small!
Okay, for actuals now, starting left-to-right - while they’re obviously organized by height, it's funny because Cure is also the oldest by creation date. She's front of the line on everything! How silly. She's larger than your average plush bear but only by a little - just enough to be like Mildly intimidating if she approached haha. Puntable - and yet unpuntable lol. It's not just her being the oldest of the lot that makes her more powerful (although that is a contributing factor - she’s aware of her status both in and out of character!). It's not just Kids Rules either since she was made such a long time ago - y'know like ''Oh yeah well my character is [very powerful for X reasons]'' - although yes Also That lol. She's a Fourth Wall OC down to her roots, always intended that way - not everyone here can say that!
Tala also has that edge! Though in a very different way haha - she's also the only one here with a physical counterpart, which is fun :D Means she can go on “actual” adventures and bring that knowledge back with her cartoon versions - both are as real as the other! I keep forgotting her bow, agh, I need to take some more pictures of her sometime so my mental picture of her is more up to date haha
I guess my blankslate HF expression kind of counts?? Lol, it’s mostly for funsies, they’re more like a Concept As Person so?? Sure lol, With Accessories of course lol - haven’t been fighting it much lately so that’s all for now ♪ I wonder if they’ll stay so lucky in the near future hmmm
Gijat! ♥ He ended up being an accidental fourth wall character actually haha, he wasn’t designed with that in mind! He's not meant to know such things, but he did fairly well with it while he was part of the main rotation :) He was designed to be a story character but he ended up being my favourite comfort character so he got a few glimpses out <3 He hasn't for a while though! He's been retired for a long while actually - he's the second oldest character in the lineup after Cure but she had more staying power, sorry Gi <3 I did draw his fairy version not all That long ago tho! It’s hard to let go of anyone for Too long haha
Cory ♥ My sweet special boy <3 He's also the third oldest here! He was the first one to assert himself as a fourth wall OC haha ♪ Cure didn't really congeal into an OC for a long time - she stayed a concept and Gijat was on accident - whereas Cory purposefully and clearly looked outward from the start. He Has a story but it's never been all That developed - he has some non-4th Wall character-friends but his main focus is other, unrelated characters. He's always been very interested in other OCs, a lot of which stems from Bar actually haha - he and Bar are near-contemporaries - they're both featured here for a reason haha
Mint >:| He's...fine. He was inspired from a weird source and has therefore always Been weird - and also asserted himself like Cory. Same story - he has canon story elements but for the most part he's interested in others! Usually in a Pursuit kind of way, and not just limited to my OCs >:/ He needs to behave himself is what - he also has like 1000 outfits and they rarely repeat, ugh, pick one! I wasn’t familiar with the eGirl aesthetic at the time I made him, but he 100% fits it, look at him in his elf ears and heterochromatic contacts smh. I don’t actually know his real eye colour, or hair colour! He wears contacts and dyes his hair and won’t tell me, he even started dating a non-4th wall character without asking! He’s a real wild card
Erase is probably the babiest of the list despite Tala being newer and younger - everyone else was made before Erase! They’ve had had less screen time and less development than everyone else too.They're an incredibly light and oddly harmless fourth wall presence lol for all the danger They pose in Their story :0 They're fairly polite all things considered. They actually have a degree of respect for the fourth wall - unlike Some people (Mint) - probably from acknowledging The Player/Character vs. developer. If there's a hierarchy capable of being distinguished then Erase is going to place Themself in the safest spot. Y'know - to cause problems from lol. I do need to play with Them more - They're fun! But fun isn't quite enough to be full-fledged Interesting just yet, more to do, more to do
It's almost unfair to have Erase right next to Bar lol - possibly my most Interesting OC of all time. First created in 2015 quite soon after Cory, even in the same notebook! He retired in 2017, I think? 2018 at the latest - and then was revived in 2020 and has been here again since. And that's just his timeline! Not counting everything that went into him character-wise. Obviously my sonas don't count as 4th wall OCs because y'know - they're me - but Bar falls kind of unclear of the line between OC and sona, he's always been a weird one. He was initially meant to be an RP character and then over time he developed into a 4th wall OC/sona of a Kind. Nowadays he's a fully-fledged 4th wall OC by design - his change in design from his 2020 revival was meant to represent his transformation thereof - but he's always been weird! If I had to pick a character that I’d consider “overdeveloped” or put too much of myself in - even more than some of my sonas - it'd be him. He's one of my favourites because of that but it's hard to quantify how exactly I feel about him haha. I love him! It's painful! He's great! He's awful! He's very important to me and he'll never return to being what he was first created for again. I do quite like his new design <3 Paying homage to the video that sent him crashing back into relevance for me haha
It was fun to draw everyone :D And it's nice that they all have colour references now! Mint has definitely been the longest without one, everyone else has had at least Something - even Erase! And They're way newer! I did make Mint in a couple online dollmakers but that's not quite the same thing haha, he really needs his clothes hand-drawn :P
It's good to have them all :) They're a fun bunch and I like all of them <3 I think it’s kinda funny and a little strange how few crossovers they’ve had with each other though! So far it’s really only been Tala-Bar-Cory - the rest are aware of each other but haven’t really met, how strange, considering what they are!
#My art#Original#Would definitely recommend opening in a new tab on this one lol#This year's Requestober warmup project!#I actually ended up finishing everything well before the end of the season so I had to cast around for a few smaller things to do haha#But if anything I'm quite pleased that something of this size was able to be done so quickly!#It does help that my 4th wall OCs are some of my favourites haha - they get invited out! Or push themselves there >:P#I don't mind with Cory but Mint smh#I don't Really mind with Mint either pft but I do like to give him a hard time - he's a troublemaker!#On top of the high proportion of femboys there's also a lot of troublemakers in here - some of these interactions would be explosive lol#I do think it'd be fun to have them all meet up a bit more! Cure showed interest in Mint not too long ago#And Cory loves everyone haha he's actually very good about all that - he's kind of like a foster parent welcoming new rescues hahaha#He's always been like that <3 It's why he gets a birthday celebration most years good boys deserve good birthdays#I think Gijat would probably be overwhelmed by most everyone haha he really wasn't built to interact with others outside of his own story#And his fairy version probably hates me so there's that lol#He's good with kids tho! He could probably chat with Tala and they'd both be alright :)#Bar as usually snapping up any spare screentime and focus - gotta talk about him! Pft ♪#He's fairly chill thankfully - a little standoffish but that's to be expected really#Now that I think of it I drew Cory holding a tiny Bar when they were first contemporaries - I could do the opposite now!#Bar throws off the scale of everyone else so much haha <3#Goods lads ♥
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FE Secret Santa (1/10)
Gilliam for @hmrg
edit: forgot to at @feshippingpolls
#myart#fanart#fire emblem#sacred stones#fe gilliam#was not expecting to get this done so quickly#one of these days i have to admit i don't suck at drawing armor anymore#also hey tried to do some shading this time as a treat#prob not gonna be for all of the guys i gotta draw#but hey may as well use this as an excuse to practice different things#also yes i do have to draw ten characters for this event#i submitted ten times of course i have to#but anyways#fe secret santa#<- im assuming that's the tag but just in case:#fe secret santa 2024#covering my bases#(also yes this event is gonna keep me from working on my fancomic for a lil bit oops-)
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OKAY, SILLY COMIC!!! Sorry to anyone that expected a proper intense comic at the mention of lore revelations but "absurd" had been the keyword. I was going to continue the wall of text but I realized if I went any further I mightve had to add content warnings on my post so I just left it as is. Anyway, I thought it would be funny if Finn's cooking skills and habits were more than just a hobby for him, and at some point he got tossed around doing some missions in all sorts of different kitchen environments over Europe, so not only does it reinforce his more fanciful cooking, but he's also been a witness to his own personal Hell's Kitchen moments, which also reinforced his morals and ethics because hhoooooooo boy.
Anyway, tap/swipe on the pictures and enjoy😊
#I did this quickly forgive me for how silly we look I knowww I've drawn us better.#But this was mostly just for kicks and laughs and I had just done the fully colored sweater thingy I'm sure yall get the picture.#*Waves title card over your screen* anyway. Axlerod is next so I hope yall are enjoying the content.#I am excited to finally get art of him on my blog that will be fully colored and whatnot. Nontheless. cough. sputters. both of us.#I really need to draw me and my F/Os together more. 99% of the time it is just me drawing souly them.#Im right at my edge of turning this into a gush post I gotta hush.#Anyway. I really really enjoy the Cooking Mama games. There's one on the Switch I wanna get I dont care if it wasnt optimized for-#-the US region and might have some errors. hand it over. And it isn't the maximum price of being 50-60 dollars for a game! oorah.#I AM SORRY MY A'S LOOK LIKE U'S IN THE COMIC. I got a little sloppy and didn't care as much about legibility as I normally do.#I know the 3DS isn't proportionately accurate. This is the second time I have drawn one spare me.#self ship#selfship#selfshipping#self shipping#finn🩶💙#kaneart
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My grandma is coming over to do a bit of my hair. I'm sooo tempted to bring my tablet with me so I can work on my kyosaya drafts while she does it, but if she happens to look over my shoulder like the NOSY MF SHE IS she's def gonna notice the homoromanticism goin on there if she looks at the wrong time. am I willing to risk that.........
#I HONESTLY KINDA WANT TO#bcz I was only able to work on like. one draft yesterday#WHICH TBF WAS MY HIGHEST PRIORITY BUT I STILL GOTTA REWRITE SOME OF IT ANYWAY BCZ MY IDEAS FOR IT CHANGED#and I wanna get it done before today and idk how long it'll take my grandma to do my hair#(my mom SAYS it won't take long but she says that abt a lot of things that usually end up taking forever)#and she might be too busy chatting with my mom to care abt what I'm writing#BUT I'M STILL SCARED BCZ IF I'M UNLUCKY AND SHE LOOKS IT'S GONNA BE TOUGH EXPLAINING THAT#I probably won't after all.sigh......#I'll just bring my vita with me so I can play project diva while she does it !!!#I'll just hope it's done quickly and then start working on the draft as soon as I'm done#even if I can't finish it before tomorrow I still wanna get some of it done#kokarambles
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I love my boy he's so fucking cute I think I'm losing it
#wip#this went from “I still gotta draw trash ice” to “the other was winter themed so this should be summer” to “undella panorama how” p quickly#motivation immediately sank to bottom of the ocean when starting doing shapes for the background#this gets to be a sketch with differently colored planes bc I already have some done shapes down. making the recoloring go quick(er)
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remembered bout beans's existence... i adore him sm for some reason
#Would i be a bad person if i take luciano & lansky's first meet cute as a ref for carlo & beans#I believe that 2kczech took luciano as a ref for carlo at least relatively (killed his boss did international business drugs brothel etc)#and i think back before carlo became a don he had connections not just among italians. where is his lansky#+ carlo creating his family takin ppl he adored already in it is smth that can be so fun to me#but anyway im projecting my adoration to beans into carlo so i believe he adores him too#maybe i like beans bc when i think of him i remember 1) one old rus pop song 2) manager in love by kissogram & i love both songs very much#bout the 2nd one:#Six o'clock in the morning; I hear somebody calling; Me while I'm in the shower#She says: meet me at half past one; Quickly quickly! I gotta get my things done. carlo & beans real#“Where is my black shoe polish? Where is my rimless glasses? Where is my organizer? I need a tranquilizer…” <- beans#m2#what if i'd add him to the plot........... (<- u can tell i have favs. jack olivero canonically was w moretti family but im so lazy to writ#write him. he's waiting in line). but i dont think beans was connected w moretti
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Not much has been shared yet for the Nicky day of the week which has me thinking that *I* wanna draw a Nicky to share but... That would require... Drawing and... Liking what I draw...
#I should draw though it's been a minute#I wanna draw Sparrow too... maybe even a demon Sparrow...#:/ But unfortunately to get better at art you gotta make more of the art#And it's hard for me to not get discouraged very quickly#And I'm always so embarrassed when I do share my drawings lmao#That's why I don't use an art tag- don't want people finding that shit lmao#Props to gigi though for scavenging my blog like a raccoon for an oldish glenn sketch that one time tho LMAO#She earned that#:0 I still mostly like that Nicky I have as my banner but I feel like I've never been as pleased with a drawing I've done of him since#Oh Cal if you're reading this- you were talking the other day about wishing you were more of a writer to express what visual art can't#And I *totally* felt that from the opposite end LOL#(I do get insecure about my writing but like not as much) like ''THIS WOULDN'T WORK AS A FIC THIS WAS MEANT TO BE A 4 PANEL COMIC"#Or just like ''I want to *show* you this character design'' not idk. Write about it.#Also I can keep my attention drawing for much longer than writing lol- writing fiction anyways#Man. ANYWAYS.
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booted up acnh for the first time in uhhhh /checks watch/ idk six months or so bc i SWEAR i'm gonna try to actually finish my island, so have some cute shots of already-finished spots while i contemplate, once again, if my decision to flatten my island and rebuild was really worth it 🥰
#sarah plays acnh#top is my campsite (obviously HAHA)!! it's the most recently-done section (but still like 6+ months old)#bottom is a little forest-ey section with lots of glowing moss and a wishing well and peaceful vibes 💞#i love the glowing moss at night (as you can tell bc it's everywhere in these screenshots LOL)#i gotta move all these villager houses so i can do more terraforming ughhhhh#but i'm gonna build out a little farming section next i think#but i may also give up on this adventure again fairly quickly so who knows if i'll actually get anything done!!!
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the thing about being up to ceramics stuff nearly every day for the last several months means that now that I have no ceramics to do, I can only think about the fact that I want to do ceramics.
#em's adventures in the ceramic bowl mines#I ALSO reallyreally want to do a winter doll project but I cannot start it because I don't have materials or time#I kind of regret making the heron boys + alison in the scale that I did because if I want to add to the set it takes a WHILE#whereas if I'd made them tiny jopson size it would be hardly any work#but I do want to make future Guys to be the right scale so that they can HANG OUT#by which I mean that I think next phase of the Boys House which is being built on my desk is probably going to be alan and davie#someday I will get around to bush and hornblower but I do not think it will be this particular winter#but the point is I GOTTA PUT MY HANDS IN THE CLAY LADS#also I will admit that I am not looking forward to the tailoring on this one#I have been putting off doing keith's coat for over a year because it's going to be Hard#I just realized that probably the reason why I used to get so much done so quickly on doll projects is that alizuriacrow and I basically ha#a workshop for building them... just lie on the floor all day and sew like the world depended on it...
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yeah guys idk I'm just thinking maybe the lightheadedness and desire to sit down about halfway through putting away groceries my whole life might not have just been a reaction to the way my parents were when i was a kid and the accompanying anxiety and sudden flurry of movement, but also possibly maybe i have a Health Thing about this...
#thank god i finally scheduled that doctor's appointment#Jan 15 cannot come quickly enough tbh#like i've streamlined getting shit put away and i hurry as soon as the wooziness starts hitting because i know i'm on borrowed time#and that's when the trauma reaction kicks in of ''i can't stop halfway through i'll be in trouble'' anxiety#because i *enjoy* putting away groceries and organizing the kitchen#i just also can't without a lot of assistance and plenty of spoons and time to prepare myself physically and mentally beforehand#this post brought to you by i had this realization doing the groceries and now i'm having like a lot of thoughts about it#i can't do it all in one go ever and i have never been able to without someone else handling about half of it#no matter how much i get or of what i can only get about half put away before time's up and i gotta sit down#it's why so much of my food was non-perishable when i was on my own#cause i'd get the cold things put away because they *had* to be#and then i couldn't physically do any more - especially if the groceries that week were more cold than non-perishable#but like yeah if i had to stop or take a break in putting away the groceries (despite also having gone to the grocery store#and walked around the whole store and grabbed items AND carried the heavy things into the house because i was the heavy lifter#AND i was in sports and had probably either just done a lot of exercise or was still in recovery from the day before/earlier that day)#i got fussed at for not helping out#so that's fucked up and fuck my mom actually she sucks#ugh
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A hero is only as good as his weapons, so make ‘em count (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Another idea smol and I are working on together :D Been a bit!#She came up with the concept on this one and I fell in love with it <3 She's very cool hehe#If you're familiar with the game Minit it has Something of a similar premise - not the same strict time pressure but yes on the time loop#Y'ever notice how in some games it seems like the wandering trader or traveling shop seems to come upon you rather than the other way around#:3c Hm ♪ Wonder how they'd know where you were gonna be :3c#The crux is that you play as the weapons shop owner and you're responsible for supplying the hero and his team with weapons!#Except the BBEG has gotten wise to how the hero keeps defeating him and it sick of it - so the shop owner is cursed to be in a time loop!#I love the concept <3 It sounds so fun to play in and there's still plenty of room to think about the mechanics and how it would be played#As well as the art design! :D#We threw around some character concepts - she's really into Baldur's Gate 3 at the moment so of course they had some influence in hers hehe#Only got the starting party for the moment but there are plans for a full team of 4 plus the shopkeep >:3c And various other NPCs lol#A lot of the gameplay would basically boil down to being a bartering simulator hehe ♪#Very RPG trade-this-for-that style quests - under a time limit! Hehe#Since it's the type of game that pretty much requires replaying sections time-loop-style it's all about how quickly you can trial and error#And then hightail it to where you need to be lol#I think we were also tossing around a nap mechanic to skip right to the time loop reset in case you mess up a run haha#I gotta get back to Majora's Mask at some point I swear#We still have a good bit of concept work to do on the art side of things - she's also been really into pixel art lately and I love pixel art#I also managed to pick up a full release of one of the RPGMakers :D So that's an exciting possibility!#I haven't learned most of its ins and outs yet but I do know About importing custom assets at the very least >:3c#Same with Novelty and I haven't done that yet either lol - all in due time! I hope!!
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(lays down in a field of soft cotton) i accept my fate. but begrudgingly.
#i have been. pouring as much of my free time as possible into this project.#and yet i am continuously confounded by my incredibly slow work flow and my university hounding me for documents#in addition to what i can. only assume is burnout creeping in on my psyche hhh#which is to say that my focus is abysmal#it takes me hours to work up the nerve to work#and it feels mind-numbing once i actually start to push through#(and the entire time i am craving games and chatting with friends on such a visceral level it makes me ill hgasdkjsdfkj)#i want to say 'ahhh i'll take a break to just hang out with friends once i get this step done'#but i know this break will last several days and i am also internally screaming over how quickly my internship is rushing up on me#and how i know that in A Very Short Period Of Time my free time will be reduced to -100#it is. a very sucky place to be.#need a break . . . . . but gotta get this done before the deadline . . . . . waughh ; ; ;
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“how was ___” “it was good” but everyone is distraught and traumatized
#long tags lol#tw throwing up#boyyyy so i was just sleeping basically this entire 5 hr roadtrip bc this weekend tired me OUT#i open my eyes a little bc yk when the car stops ur like what up and it was traffic#Then i turn to my right and my little sister is throwing up in a paper bag#im like whatt the fuck am i seeing this right#i tap my moms head to let her know her daughter is puking behind her bc shes not reacting or nothing#then she rolls her window down allllll the way so im like Cool she knows shes trying to air this place out!#oh yeah mind you my little sister and i are in the third row of the car luggages all around us shes sitting behind the seat that goes down#i have no exit point whatever happens in this back row i gotta breathe it live it be it#so my sister is sitting there w her paper bag and im like damn uhh shes not stopping this keeps going#she stops for a second to hand me a plastic bag w her shoes in it to open it then she goes back in and im like Shit!#her hands had throw up and now theres throw up on my hands while im trying to open the back w her adidas shoes#and she says oh no my shoes! before she has to accept the inevitable and hurls right on them#turns out the bag w her shoes had a hole in it… shit is all over her shirt and pants and seat and shoes#this is all happening very quickly by the way so the short traffic is done my dad is pressin on the gas w his life tryna get us home#no clue the absolute massacre going on behind him#i have to yell three times dad! can you pull over! his hearing is bad#my siblings r gagging acting like theyre the ones going through all this yelling at my little sister like shuttt the fuck up#my mom is like there r wipes in the bag behind you#so ok my dad pulls over my little sister absolutely covered in her own puke#im sitting there breathing through my mouth just handing her a shittt ton of wipes and new clothes#she changes her clothes in the middle seat and i start cleaning the seats fml#i get a new plastic bag from someone to put the wipes in and that has a hole too so some gets on my pants fml#we clean everything up and drive the rest of the thirty minutes back home#my siblings have their little masks face right out the window#i have absolutely no defenses against what just happened i put my face in clorox container#we get home my dad leaves us to pee but whatever and last but not fucking least the canelles drop all over the street
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#i truely have so much anger built up inside me about my job. ive done a very good job of making it unbearable#and after taking a 10 day vacation. plus 2 days of not working bc im sick. i really dont wanna go back#i was planning to take 3 days to not do fucking anything but my boss just emailed me with some time sensitive#logistical things. so like i guess i gotta fucking do that tomorrow. i started reading the email and it made my head hurt#and she started it off like. hopw ur feeling better and i dont wanna cause stress but...#like bro. listen. if u tell me these things u put them in my head and i csnt stop thinking abt them until theyre done. and its not her#fault bc im the one that put myself in a place where im barely keeping it together. its just frustrating#bc it feels like hope u feel better but also kill urseld 💖 but again thats just how it feels bc im so. idk how to describe it im like in a#state of post burnout. im sitting in the ash. alone in a desolate landscape and its like jesus how tf do i fix this?#and i cant even run out my anger rn bc im sick. and i mean i have the energy to run i dont feel lethargic but like i doubt that would aid#recovery lol. ugh. 2 months. thats all. then i move away. assuming i find a place to live lol. bc i currently haven't yet#but whatever. assuming i get better quickly and dont get worse and dont get covid on top of this cold bc my dad got covid#it will have been a bit of a blessing i came back sick bc i have a clear justification for not working and for telling people to fuck off#when they ask for things from me. like today a lab mate asked if i could sample Monday. which it technically#a holiday but i probably would have said yes if i wasnt sick. and i would have had to teach undergrads some bullshit friday if i wasnt sick#instead i just did nothing all day bc i almost moved bsck my flight and didnt leave home until the weekend anyway#i guess its good i didnt bc then i would have been stuck in ohio bc my dad found out he had covid yesterday#idk its all just frustrating bc im halfway in a transition and im not doing very well but i cant do anything to fix things until i leave#the southwest. like i dont even kno if i have health insurance rn. my benifits change request was processed but like does thst mean it was#approproved? fucking idk. so everytime i do anything i imagine a worstcase scenario where i end up hospitalized and damned to an empty#bank account or eternal medical debt. tho my mum said they passed a law where they arnt allowed to do thst to u anymore 🤷♂️#whatever. im annoyed. i dont wanna work 😫#unrelated
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