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â§ââș Frat!Rafe â§ââș
#I have such an obsession with him in season 1 and 2#Where at the polos and backwards hats at#obx#outer banks#drew starkey#rafe cameron#frat!rafe#đ©”REBLOG IF YOU WANTđ©”
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??? Why are people I blocked showing up to me normally as if I didn't block them
#đ©”! rambles#I don't want anything to do with these people? why are they showing up to me?#thwre should be a feature where if you blocked someone you can't see your followers' reblog of them#+ you can't see if someone you know answers an ask from them#like i blocked them for a reason why do i still see them around
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For folks on jumblr, we have another one for the block list:

Their reblog is hidden and blocked, so the only reason I publicized this bullshit in this way was to ensure anybody who proactively blocks (which I highly encourage) does. Antisemitism in any form is inexcusableđ©”
If you look at jewish people voicing their concerns about antisemitism as anything close to a "victim complex," you're just an antisemite, like... How do two THOUSAND PLUS years of antisemitism around the globe sail over your head so easily.
#antisemitism tw#saying 'we' since i both blocked and hid their reblog but also because i post in jumblr and want people to be proactive in blocking#as somebody with a nice big nose: fuck this đ©”#one of the things i started learning was it doesn't matter where in my conversion i am or if i complete it: the antisemite doesn't care#the antisemite only sees your proximity to The Jew as being too close for their sense of comfort. you are Too Close to The Jew#and you will be punished (maybe not exactly) in a similar way - you will be seen similarly to The Jew#again you might not be punished for truly being A Jew but... this person reblogged DIRECTLY FROM ME#and proceeded to accuse me and mine of 'having big noses' as an antisemitic trope#that really does solidify to me my thought that bigots... don't really care really WHO you are but your proximity to what THEY hate...#...or a PRECIEVED proximity to what they hate#if you think i'm freaking out over nothing comsoder that antisemitism is ANY form isn't 'nothing'#i say all this to remind everybody that destroying antisemitism is the only way#there is no liberation for anybody without liberation for the jews#too many people seem to have this idea that they can be liberated without jews and it always fails#antisemitic trans people for instance will never liberate us as trans people. they will always and FOREVER be held back by their jew hatred
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About prev post about AAVE, Iâm white so I will respectfully not add tags, but I want to say something important. I learned English watching Shows and listening to music, but also a lot by being on the internet so if I ever say something wrong, itâs only because idk that itâs bad seeing other use it and PLEASE tell me if do ! I try my best to see the difference and stop whenever I learned about the origins of some words but like the post says these days people are so disrespectful and stealing words here and there to the point people use it more and more without know what it is and itâs a problemâŠwe have to do better.
#this is not a please donât be mad at me post#this is a please be mad at me and tell me what I do wrong so I can be a better human đ©”#ok to reblog#but fellow white people please shut up if you want to complain no want wants to know#I hope this is fine to say I can delete if it make anyone mad#itâs just running through my mind for so long Iâm worried I ever said something bad by accident :(#I know I grew up hearing words that everyone would use which I know today were bad and Iâm horrified at how normal it is#especially here itâs bad#alex.txt
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ask game!
send anon asks with any of these emojis :3 (reblog if you want your followers/mutuals to do it for you)
đ€: you are my worst enemy. if anything bad happened to you i would kill everyone.
đ©¶: you scare me /neg
đ€: you scare me /pos
â€ïž: i have feelings for you /srs (specify romantic or platonic) (this is just on here bcus a similar ask game had it)
đ©·: lets go kill someone together <3
đ§Ą: i dont know much about you, but you seem cool
đ: you are like a wet cat.
đ: one million dollars. for you.
đ©”: you are amazing and i love you /p
đ: you dont seem mentally stable. at all.
đ: you look like you had a fnaf phase
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Hey, wait! Please stop scrolling for a sec!
Please bear with me and read to the end! I promise it'll be worth it.
My name is Nexys, and I am queer and disabled. For years I have been striving to create the most tight-knit safe space (that's ACTUALLY safe) on the internet, using content creation as common ground. And we're really starting to take off!
But I need your help. Please reblog this post so that I may meet new people and make new friends! My community has been lifechanging, both to myself and to the people within it. I really feel like my Twitch, YouTube, and Discord communities have been making a difference in the lives of some of the most disadvantaged and marginalized people in the LGBT and neurodiverse communities.
We often play games like Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Harvest Moon, and Pokémon, with the occasional challenges and other genres thrown in. Sometimes we even invite our chat to play the games with us! So if this sounds like the sort of community you'd be interested in, please join our Discord Server so you don't miss out!
I'm a small creator, and due to my disabilities cannot hold down a normal 9-5 job, so any support and engagement from youâtime or moneyâis a lifechanging opportunity that could potentially alter the course of my life and the lives of my loved ones. Even just dropping in to say hello would mean the world to me!
But I know time is a precious resource, so if you're too busy to sit in with us but still want to support the cause, for as little as $1/month you can become a Patron or for one-time donations buy me a Ko-fi! And depending on what you choose, there may even be some free artwork and other fun perks in it for you!
Thank you so much for your time! Me and my community really hope to meet you, and we hope that you, dear reader, have a fantastic rest of your day/night! Happy Pride!
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We get what op means, but still, if beings don't like a term for themself/themselves, leave them be.
We personally don't use therian or otherkin for ourselves, the terms just don't click for us. Like, they technically fit, but we don't like to use them and would prefer others not to use them for us.
We much prefer alterhuman, nonhuman, or just being called our "types/kins."
We don't think we are "better" than those who use those terms. We just don't like the terms for us.
None of this is an "attack" or anything on op, just a little reminder that beings not liking specific terms for themself/themselves doesn't mean that they think that term is "less than".
- Shay đŸ
putting this on main actually;
it annoys me to death when folks say stuff like âiâm not a therian, im a [xyz animal]â
because hey thatâs what a therian is!
to say you donât identify as a therian because you just ARE that animal is to say that therians ARENâT really the animal they claim to be. which is so wrong. to say you donât like the term therian because itâs âtoo humanâ is so insensitive.
therians are not necessarily human! someone calling themself a therian in no way makes them human! equating therians with humans is weird!
stop treating us like we are human, stop trying to separate âreally being an animalâ from being a therian. they are the same thing. youâre not superior or different to us because you âreally are that animalâ. we all are.
#alterhuman#nonhuman#enby#plural#actually audhd#actually neurodivergent#plurality#tags are hard#woof woof reblog#therian#otherkin#đđ©”đŸđȘ¶#not sure what else to tag#not human#no hate to op#just a reminder#not wanting to use a term is not a bad thing#not using a term cause you think its less than is bad#but there is a big difference#please remember that
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COVER ME IN SUNSHINE.
Ways in which your kid calls his dad. Will he get to hear a âpapaâ?
ft. Scaramouche/Wanderer, Albedo, Xiao, Childe, Kaeya, Neuvillette x gn! reader.
cw/genre: pure fluff. Reader is referred to as âmamaâ, you and the character have a child. Theyâre all girl dads.
a birthday present for my dearest @bunny-rambles đ©” iâm wishing you the best day today and always, hun ! ilysm, thank you for always being by my side. I hope we can celebrate many many more birthdays together, mwah <3
Ëâ· ÍÍÍÍâłâ„ note: about this fic⊠i struggled quite a little with it, and iâm sorry itâs not my best piece⊠this was a totally new concept to write for me, but i still hope you can enjoy, bunbun, dear âĄ
if you enjoy this, reblogs and comments help more than likes !
â§ SCARAMOUCHE
Wide indigo orbs meet his furrowed gaze.
Scaramouche is not amused.
Or at least thatâs what he wants whoever sees him right now to believe. Namely, you.
Tiny hands cup the Wandererâs cheeks, big eyes, so similar to his, staring up at him in wonder. The little girl in his arms squeezes his face, a pout forming on her fatherâs lips. Giggles erupt from her smiling lips, the corners of Scaramoucheâs mouth unconsciously tilting upwards.
âYouâre amused, huh?â Your husband asks, rocking the baby in his hold. She stares at him, her little arms flailing upward, giggling happily.
âMoochie!â She babbles, trying to stand on the wandererâs knees, her hands reaching for his hat.
âHey, hey, now!â Kunikuzushi pouts, securing his hat. âThat is not a toy and Iâm not MoochieâŠâ
âMoochie!â His daughter repeats, poking his cheek.
He sighs.
âNot MoochieâŠâ Scaramoucheâs ears take on a rather rosy tone, especially when your giggles are not exactly inconspicuous, your attempt at keeping hidden just outside the living room, obviously half-assed.
âPa-pa. Not Moochie.â He repeats, bopping his little oneâs nose. âAnd here, play with this.â He offers, handing his baby a doll curiously identical to himself.
Your eyes soften from your spot when you observe the fond smile on your loverâs face. He might feign annoyance, but when it came to your baby, all the facade was scattered to the winds. Storm clouds and lightning seemed so far away when he was surrounded by the blue skies and birdsong that dawned with your daughterâs hand grabbing his finger.
âPa..â The little one begins, lifting the doll, as if indicating that it indeed represents her father.
âPaâŠâ Your wanderer prompts, as he points to the cloth mini version of himself.
Then, the girlâs eyes focus somewhere beyond her dad, tiny hands wiggling and waving, the plush doll still in her grasp.
âMama!â She exclaims, making to reach for you, trying to climb over the sofaâs backrest, where it not for your partnerâs protective hold.
Finally stepping out from your hideout, you walk towards them.
Familiar warm arms wrap around the no longer broken puppet, as your precious baby rests between your two heartbeats. Yours, steady, undeniably human. His, bloomed anew, thanks to you; with a newfound tune, sweeter, gentler, thanks to his little one.
Scaramouche closes his eyes, lashes of now starlit midnights resting on his perfect cheekbones. His head leans on your shoulder, your lips feather-light on his dusky hair, as your hands gently lift his hat a bit.
Your girl grabs one of her fatherâs fingers once more, the handmade mini wanderer kept close to her chest.
Yes, storms were definitely over for days to come.
â§ ALBEDO
A tug on the leg of his pants and familiar unintelligible noises pull the alchemist out of his task.
Albedoâs features soften when he spots the cause of his distraction.
Putting the notebook he was currently scribbling on aside, he crouches down.
âAnd who do we have here?â The chalk prince asks, smoothing the golden locks on his babyâs small head.
âMama?â She replies, her tiny hand pulling on her dadâs clothes.
The gesture is followed by one of Albedoâs gentle chuckles, eyes like northern stars on clear nights bright at the sight of his daughter.
âMamaâs not here now, little princess.â He explains, as he picks the baby up. âThey will get home soon, though.â Your child stares at him as if unsatisfied with the answer, head slightly tilted to the side. âHow about we have some fun in the meantime?â
Giggles that always reminded Albedo of sunshine days at dragonspine are the answer that follows.
Taking his little oneâs two hands in his, the chief alchemist helps his daughter take a few trembling steps, the baby happily padding on the wooden floor.
âThere we go, princess!â Your lover chuckles, sitting the girl securely on the beige couch. Teal eyes flecked in emerald follow your partnerâs movements, as he rummages through your living roomâs drawers.
A few seconds later, more incomprehensible joyful babbles follow, when he sits by your daughterâs side, his hands expertely setting the supplies he retrieved on the low table. She stares at him intently, her gaze drawn to the vibrant crayons cluttering the tabletopâs surface.
âWhat should we draw today, my princess?â Are Albedoâs words, as he hands his child a light blue pencil, its tip dulled so she canât hurt herself.
âSnow!â She exclaims, her tiny feet kicking back and forth in excitement, eliciting chuckles from her dad.
âYou want to paint snow, my little cecilia?â He asks, combing through her blonde strands. âAlright, how about we paint you, mama and papa building a snowman?â
âYay!â Your baby reaches for the blank paper, wonder and excitement written all over her rounded features, her tongue sticking out the corner of her small mouth. She always loved to draw and paint, especially when it was with Albedo. And even if her pictures often ended up turning out as just criss-crossing lines or messy splotches, you and your husband always kept every single one of them, displayed as priceless masterpieces on the fridgeâs door, the living room walls or your study.
After a few minutes of focused work, three figures start taking form over a background of messily drawn blue snowflakes.
âLook, dearie.â Albedo calls. âWho are these?â
His girl looks up at him, a huge smile on her face as she bites the pencil.
âMama! Me! And Papa!â She answers proudly, pointing at each of the figures.
Albedoâs eyes widen, gilded sparks reflected in the cloudless skies of his irises at his daughterâs words.
Those last two syllables.
His own pencil falls out of his grasp, clattering to the carpeted floor. In this moment, nothing else exists, save for the jingling echo of his daughterâs angelic tone.
âPapa?â She asks, tugging on his sleeve.
Albedo picks the little girl up, rising her as she laughs, unaware.
âCan you say it again, little princess? âPapaâ.â
âPapa! Papa!â Giggles leave her throat.
Softly, Albedo places a kiss on her kidâs forehead, hugging her as the both of them lay down on the sofa.
When you got home, silence greets you, broken only by even breaths. Smiling to yourself, you brush a kiss against your husbandâs and your daughterâs hair, a new painting adorning the walls after you gently throw a blanket over the sleeping figures of your two treasures.
â§ XIAO
âDo you want to hold her, Xiao? Sheâs been looking at you for a while.â You chuckle, your gaze softened when it sets upon your yaksha.
Golden eyes, not unlike the childâs currently on your arms, shadow in fear and shame for a moment.
What if he hurts the baby? What if his karma taints her somehow? What if-
âXiao.â Your hand finds his gloved one, centuries of bloodshed written in the concealed scars. âSheâll be okay.â You reassure, a gentle squeeze, as your fingers slot between his.
The adeptus glances in his daughterâs direction, her round amber eyes curiously observing him.
Your husbandâs jaw sets, his lips drawn in a taut line. If someone were to look at him now, they may think heâs sulking, the furrow of his brow apparently an indication to steer clear.
You, however, know better.
âHere, Iâm with you, love.â You softly utter, placing your daughter in her fatherâs arms.
The baby stares up at her dad in awe, her little hands fiddling with the necklace he always wears.
Sheâs so small⊠such a pure and precious being⊠will she be safe with him?
Just as these thoughts plague his mind, the girl curls up in his embrace, nuzzling against his toned torso.
âSee? She adores you, XiaoâŠâ You tell him, knuckles brushing against your babyâs soft full cheek. âIsnât that right, sweetie?â She turns around, a smile drawing on her lips, as she buries herself further into Xiao, whose cheeks have gone as red as the carmine lining his eyes.
âH-hello, little qingxinâŠâ Xiao greets her, awkwardly rubbing her back.
In response, his baby tilts her head slightly backwards, the molten suns in her stare illuminating her fatherâs rusted gold gaze.
âPapa!â She goes, a little clumsy, it sounding more like âdadaâ.
The vigilant yakshaâs eyes widen, his heart feeling like a million bright lanterns floating towards a starry sky.
âXiao! She said âpapaâ! See? She loves you!â You excitedly chant, hugging your husbandâs waist, as you pepper kisses all over his face. âYou are her first word, dear, our baby adores her dad so much. I knew she would!â A smile tugs at your lips, lids fluttering closed as you rest your cheek on Xiaoâs shoulder.
His hands hover around his daughter, his hold on her delicate, as if she was a newly bloomed flower whose petals could vanish if the wind blew too strongly.
âPapaâŠâ The girl repeats, her chubby cheek squished againstâs Xiaoâs form. Her eyes are droopy, a little yawn escaping her as she settles more comfortably in her fatherâs embrace.
Your adeptus heaves out a sigh of relief, the warmth of a familiar fireplace swarming all around him, as if candid candle flames were running through his veins when the soft snores of his daughter reach his ears.
The conqueror of demonsâ mask would be shed for tonight.
â§ CHILDE
Small hands are glued to the windowâs glass panes, a pair of bright blue eyes staring awestruck at the image currently taking place in your garden.
Flashes of crystalline cyan flit across the air as Childe wields his double blades, merging them into a spear, his muscles taut at the effort.
The little girlâs tiny hands curl into fists, as she leans forward in anticipation, marine gaze following her fatherâs movements.
He reminds her of the illustrations sheâs seen in the picture books Teucer has shown her before.
She must get closer.
Looking over her shoulder, your daughter makes sure youâre busy with something in the kitchen.
Her plan can be put into action now.
Crawling towards the door on all fours, she realizes sheâs nowhere near tall enough to reach the handle.
Oh, but she takes after you, and will not be deterred by something like this.
Silently, the baby makes her way towards the dog you took in. Heâs big and fluffy and very peaceful, often keeping company to the little girl. With a gentle pat to his side, she looks up at him with those big blue eyes and, despite his instinct to keep her safe, the puppy obliges to her demand.
Folding his paws, the animal lowers himself to the ground, allowing your daugher to climb. A vivid spark flashes through her ocean eyes, tiny hands securing on her companionâs fur.
And just as she was about to reach the door opening to the garden, a familiar voice thatâs lulled her to sleep many a night stops her in her tracks.
âAnd just what do you think youâre doing, little lady.â You stand a couple feet away from her, hands on your hips, your concern masked with masterfully feigned anger.
Your baby stares up at you, that oceanic gaze puppy-like, much like her father did when you were mad at him.
âMamaâŠâ She mumbles, her little hands signaling to where Childe is training outside, sounds you canât understand leaving her pouty lips.
You sigh, kneeling to pick her up, rubbing your dogâs chin gently.
âSo you want to see papa training, donât you, little troublemaker?â You prompt, smiling as you tickle her belly. She giggles, wiggling her legs in your hold. âAlright, just this once, and because heâs almost finished with his routine.â You warn, softly pinching her cheek.
Once outside, you both stare at the harbinger, you, with heating cheeks; your daughter, in admiration and wonder.
Then:
âPapa!â She calls, energetically waving to her father, as you have to struggle so she doesnât fall out of your grasp.
Suddenly, Ajaxâs hydro blades vanish, a rare glow present in the eyes that are so like his daughterâs. A wide grin spreads across his sun-kissed features, arms opening as he runs towards you and his baby.
âPapa! Papa!â His daughter repeats, as your husband hugs the both of you.
No matter how cold Snezhnayaâs blizzards blew, Ajax would always have his personal patch of sunshine in you two.
â§ KAEYA
Calla lilies surround the scene, their russet-hued petals aglow in the blue shimmer of the statue of the seven standing amidst the lake.
Dusk approaches, the sky still dyed in shades of tangerine and cherry blossom, the sun, a glimmering halo right above the horizon.
Over frondous grass spotted in sun and shadow, a blanket lies, its baby blue pattern fading into the multiple colors of the snacks scattered above it: portions of cake you baked the afternoon prior; sandwitches carefully cut in triangle shapes; handpicked apples and sunsettias, cut and placed into plates by your lover.
But perhaps the most vivid color of them all was that of the couple sitting atop it.
A couple and their daughter.
âYou really liked this pie, didnât you, little lily?â Kaeya coos at his baby, her chubby cheeks littered with crumbs of the soft cake sheâs been devouring all afternoon. Two pairs of ice blue eyes meet each other beneath the setting sun, the girlâs giggles eliciting a chuckle from her fatherâs lips as he carefully wipes her face. âMama will be mad if you stain your dress, little princess.â The cavalry captain points out, in mock scolding.
His reprimand is met with a bashful smile and his kid cuddling into him, her tiny hands clutching his clothes.
âKaeya, donât tease her!â You swat at his arm playfully, soft laughter leaving the both of you as your husband smooths over your girlâs hair, placing a soft kiss on her head.
âDonât pay any mind to papa, now.â You reassure her, tenderly brushing over her chubby hands. âHeâs a little silly sometimes.â
The girl looks up at you, those iceberg toned eyes wide in wonder at the world that she still has to discover around her.
You ruffle her hair, as she turns around in Kaeyaâs embrace, settling on top of his legs, staring up at him.
âPapa!â She announces, taking ahold of Kaeyaâs long braid, playing with it. âPapa⊠prince!â She points out, as she grabs one of the dolls she brought: a boy wearing a crown.
With a knowing grin, you shift closer to your lover, leaning against his side.
âYes, little sweetheart, youâre right, papa is a prince.â Kaeyaâs hand locks with yours over his shoulder, fingers laced together, the warmth of his touch so paradoxical, given the freeze he commands.
âAnd that is why youâre our little princess.â The knight tells your baby, as he places a stray calla lily on her hair.
âPrincess!â She happily babbles, rising her arms.
Instances like this⊠they truly stoked gentle flames around the captainâs heart, oftentimes concealed behind apparently crystalline walls of frost. As long as he had the two of you, at least during brief moments like this, there would be no need for practiced facades.
Across the distant horizon, even dusk seemed to delay, allowing a few more seconds of luminous skies for the family sitting below it, a flickering smile crossing the anemo archonâs face of stone.
â§ NEUVILLETTE
Slate skies expand above him, his opal eyes restless oceans in the tears they contain, painted lashes dripping in midnight droplets.
Rainbow roses seem to weep too, their petals downcast, the sunrise shades of their blossoms muted in the downpour.
Neuvillette stands alone, the garden of your shared home melancholy; the trees too bare, the grass ashen, the flowers wilting.
Save for the pitter-patter of rusted silver droplets, silence reigns the scene.
The hydro dragonâs mood had a tendency to be mirrored in the heavens over Fontaine, after all.
Sighing, the Chief Justice takes a sit by a bush of lumidouce bells. Fitting, for someone whose shoulders slump not unlike the petals of the periwinkle hued blooms.
âNeuvi, love.â A familiar voice calls him, gently. âWhat are you doing out there in this weather, dear?â
Long argent locks of hair shift, like seafoam by moonlight, when he turns around, water, from the rain, or his tears, or both, running down his cheeks.
âSomeone has come to see you, my love.â You softly utter, beckoning your husband towards the porch, the impending cacophony of his racing mind and falling downpour partially silencing.
Neuvilletteâs features warm up a bit the moment he realizes who youâre talking about.
A little girl placidly rests between your arms, eyes of crystalline dusk looking up at her father. Unlike his, hers are rounded, lacking the dark circles frequently etched under your loverâs.
âLook whoâs here, little rainbow.â You coo at your daughter, who tries chasing after your wiggling fingers, right as you playfully poke her belly. âPapa is here, do you perhaps want to play with him?â
The baby looks at you, one of her tiny fists on her mouth, as her eyes crinkle up in crescents. Then, she turns towards her dad, arms reaching out.
âPapa! Papa!â She laughs, inclining her flexible small torso towards him.
Neuvilletteâs gaze widens, placing his hands around his little girl, protectively cradling her in his embrace.
âPapa is here, sunshine.â Your lover assures her, as he leans down to kiss her nose.
In the distance, a familiar arch shoots across the heavens, the violet of goodbyes and separations shifting into rosy affection.
Golden replaces dull steel, flecks of it dotting the grass, remnants of rain clinging like emeralds to the verdant stems.
The sun is out. The hydro dragon cries no more.
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AQUARIUS THROUGH THE HOUSES: where youâre rebellious, the most outstanding and peerless individual.âđ«âđâËâčđȘŒâĄ


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Aquarius is the sign of sudden changes, the sign of unpredictably and where we may feel like we donât belong or have no desire of following the crowd, thatâs why we end up getting repelled by that thing, and find ourselves breaking the rules to make our own path.
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AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 1ST HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° ON THE AC.
You may have felt the need to constantly change yourself, always have something unique going on, either a new hairstyle, haircut and maybe even naturally you have a unique face, you donât follow the current fashion style, you have a distinctive sense of style and may prefer to wear vintage things from the past like, wear 90s makeup, or you have a keen eye with you spot trends before they even become a thing. youâre also the type to break traditional beauty standards and public image rules, that may be because youâve been told and maybe even forced from a young age to act a certain way, project a certain persona of yourself or to possess certain mannerisms, thatâs why you hate being picture perfect or just ordinary, you seek uniqueness and rebel in being yourself!, (having pluto on 11th or 10th house may cause that)
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 2ND HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 2ND HOUSE.
Very unique way of handling money, you may have grown fed up with your parents perspective of money for example like: âyou need to hard work for you money,â or âmoney is so hard to get thatâs why weâre financially unstableâ, which stirred this untamed desire within you to challenge it and come up with new ideas to get money, you may work a unique source of money and you may love to keep old antiques!.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 3RD HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 3RD HOUSE.
You have always felt that you donât belong in your community, your school (youâve been unlike your peers, you didnât follow them, which may have resulted in you being bullied or becoming a loner), or the place you grew up in aka your community and your place on the social pyramid, thatâs why you took the matters in your own hands and sooner or later youâll have this urge to change everything, you may feel this need to climb up your social status which could result in you moving to a rich neighborhood for example, change your environment entirely. You may also be the most unique sibling, they may be your step siblings or you just donât look like them!.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 4TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 4TH HOUSE.
You didnât want to follow your familyâs path for you it seemed, you didnât want to be like them or you just wanted to be very unique, your mother may have had some expectations for you but you didnât want to even meet them. This placement may be prominent in the charts of new money wealth makers, you may change your family status drastically, and you may not want to be dependent on them or their resources.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 5TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 5TH HOUSE.
Very distinctive talents, you date the most unique people and maybe even have a very distinctive taste, you go to many underrated artists concerts, visit unique or unknown places during your vacations and also have some real different interests.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 6TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 6TH HOUSE.
You have a unique routine or a specific lifestyle, your parents may have been chaotic, which made you seek discipline in your life, or very strict which made you seek freedom, either way you have a very unique routine in the gym and in your daily life!, also you may have some unique pets and work ethic!, you may be known as the most creative one between your coworkers.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 7TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 7TH HOUSE.
You are uniquely independent, the most distinctive partner, someone who came to break marriages stereotypes of your family or this generation!, you may hate the idea of codependency,having a traditional partner or relationship, which may result in you preferring not to marry at all!, thereâs just something about marriages that you see worthless or just unnecessary, and you may prefer to be on your own, your freedom is your one and only love, since you may be traumatized by your own parents marriage. (Scorpio on the 4th house!.)
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 8TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 8TH HOUSE.
Well well, the usual, you may have some unique kinks or sources of income, in other words your job may pay you some money but it wonât be your main source of income, you may know some unique taboo stuff or are interested in some real dark and underrated practices!, you also may be a very unique partner in bed!.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 9TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 9TH HOUSE.
You may feel like you donât belong to your country, the era you are born in or you may feel very close to another culture than your own. Another thing is that you have been living in another country than the one your parents or you were born in!, Iâve seen this placement occur daily with natives who chose to immigrate and save their families or their own future. Also you may studied a very unique, specific major or went to a unique and underrated university.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 10TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 10TH HOUSE.
Your job is unique, and also your reputation, you may have a very weird and almost taboo public image, which may have nothing to do with the real you!, people say the most flabbergasting things about you, and the rumors you may hear about you make you question everything thing seriously from how bizarre they are lmao, also you may have a unique job of career!.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 11TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 11TH HOUSE.
Youâre the most unique one in your friend group, or you just donât befriend people who look like you, in my head i pictured a group of friends full of rockstars and then thereâs you all sunshine and rainbows lmao. You also may have some very rebellious dreams you chase, things that people may feel like theyâre impossible for you to achieve!, like to be a millionaire or billionaire!.
AQUARIUS OR URANUS IN THE 12TH HOUSE | AQUARIUS DEGREES 11°, 23° 12TH HOUSE.
You are the most unique when it comes to being spiritual, like these people are the best when it comes to spiritual advice or guidance, your parents may have been so religious or quite the opposite so you had to become spiritual on your own and make your own path, also you guys sleep.. weirdly????, pls stop tossing and turningđ!!.
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hey everyone, I have been speaking to Nader @abdalsalam1990 again. if you've been following the situation for a little while you'll know that he is a 17 year old boy who has been displaced along with his family by the war in palestine. he's been campaigning hard to raise funds for food and medicine for his family. now that the height of winter is here they also need extra funds to survive severe cold, as there is currently a lack of blankets etc. he has reached out and asked me to share their campaign again with you (which is vetted #4 here). It is now at 71% to goal đ©· i want to thank everyone who has donated and helped me spread the word so far. please consider reblogging this new post so we get their campaign even closer to the goal and help them survive the winter season đ©”
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something good and true - part 1

part two / part three / part four
pairing: mob boss!bucky barnes x reader
warnings (for all parts in whole): 18+ only. domestic violence. retelling of abuse and battery. minor character death mentioned. angst. sweet and protective bucky. fluff. not sure if this qualifies as a slow burn or not đ smut. thereâs a happy ending! (as per usual)
words: 4.5k
notes: this fic was supposed to be posted last year for suzâs blind date writing challenge but clearly that is not what happened. a year later and some thousands+ words over the maximum allowed (in total), i was finally able to wrap this thing up. iâm posting in parts bc itâs just so long and ahhh iâm sorry i didnât follow your rules suz @targaryenvampireslayer đ and honest to god there is absolutely no expectation for you to read or even acknowledge this! i just want to give credit where credit is due and so this, my first mob boss!fic, is all thanks to the mob boss au prompt you had given to me! so thank you - and sorry again 𫹠dialogue used: âDoes it make you nervous when I stare?â. thank you in advance for reading, iâd be happy to hear your thoughts! as always, comments and reblogs are welcome and so appreciated. đ©”
Heâs staring again. You can feel it. The heat creeps up your spine as your heart begins to beat a little faster. The feeling has become quite familiar. Itâs been two months of this. You had a feeling heâd be back, but really you hoped heâd have just let it go by now. Itâs not like you thought any of this through, though⊠Of course thereâd be consequences; and none worse, youâre sure, than the ones he could dish out.
Itâs not your fault, you try to remind yourself. Itâs not. You finish wiping off the table of the newly vacated booth, tucking the cash tip left for you in your pocket, before you turn around.
You steel yourself, taking a strong breath before you start to walk toward his private booth. Youâre not stupid, you know the only reason he comes here is for you, he told you as much himself. And everyone else knows that too as the place has become nearly empty since his arrival. Even your coworkers arenât bustling about. You donât know if you prefer having the audience or not. You donât blame anyone for their fleeing, though. After all the stories youâd heard about the man, you always made yourself scarce in his presence, too.
Until the faithful night he requested you at his table by name⊠You sigh, it seems you no longer have the luxury of avoidance.
You remember that night well. The first time you formally met the infamous mob boss, James âBuckyâ Barnes.
You remember how it felt like your blood turned to ice in your very veins when Molly uttered your name with worried eyes, âMr. Barnes is asking for you specifically,â she had whispered as she peaked into the kitchen where youâd fled when you heard he was being sat at his rarely used, always reserved table.
You felt sick. Like a lead weight was dropped in your stomach. You wrung your hands until it hurt before you finally nodded. You were sure she could see the fear in your eyes when you looked at her. âO-okay. Iâll be right there,â youâd nodded. You had to swallow down the bile threatening to creep up your throat. He knows, youâd thought. He has to know. Thatâs why heâs here. Thatâs why heâs looking for you. You were breathing hard and heavy and you could feel the tears welling in your still sensitive eyes. You were caked in makeup, had been all week, to hide the bruises that marred all over your face. It wasnât anything unusual. But there was an eerie comfort you felt in knowing once they were finally gone this time, you wouldnât have to see yourself like that again.
You were in a long sleeve so you knew he wouldnât be able to see the marks along your arms, and unless he had X-ray vision he wouldnât be able to see the contusions littered all over your body either. You had a brace on your wrist but it wasnât too noticeable under the sleeve⊠Okay, you breathed. You can do this. Deny, deny, deny. You donât even truly know what heâs here for. You shouldnât freak yourself out before youâve even seen him.
You exhaled a shaky breath before you reached for the kitchen door.
It was dead silent as you entered the dining hall and it only added to the compounding fear and anxiety growing inside you.
You approached his table cautiously, too nervous to make direct eye contact as you held your pen and pad in hand.
âGood evening, sir, - uhm, Mr. Barnes,â you corrected yourself, âcan I get you started with something to-â
âIâm not here for drinks or the mediocre food, doll,â he stopped you easily, unnervingly calm.
You chanced a glance at him and his deep blue gaze had you swallowing hard.
You didnât know how to respond, so you stayed quiet as he stared at you. Like he knew something. Like he knew you knew something.
âHm,â he considered you for a moment longer before nodding, âya know, I think you know why Iâm here.â
âI-â, you shook your head almost imperceptibly, âI donât,â was all you could muster as your eyes were now glued to him. You couldnât will yourself to look away. You were too terrified.
He licked his lip seemingly out of habit before he spoke again.
âWhereâs your boyfriend?â He asked, sounding exasperated, bored of the interaction already as he tilted his head at you.
You stiffened at the question, your heart threatening to beat out of your chest.
âI donât-â
âYou do.â He stopped you again, the certainty in his voice leaving no room to deny his accusation. His eyes cutting into you as you stood before him, defenseless. You felt like you couldnât breathe but you couldnât just stand there looking terrified. You had to work up your voice and it came out quiet, but Bucky was listening, and watching you, intently.
âI donât know where Freddy is,â you said, voice low, trying to keep the tremor from it as you finally felt your eyes sting, the fear and pain catching up to you as you blinked the would be tears away before a single one fell. âAnd heâs not my boyfriend,â you swallowed, âanymore.â
âNo?â
âNo. We broke upâŠabout a month ago.â
âThatâs interestingâŠâ he hummed. âWhy did someone see his car at your place the other week, then, huh?â
You winced at the images that ran through your mind as you thought back to that day, the one you knew he was referring to.
âHe came over, to talk,â you forced out, no longer looking at the man before you. âBut nothing came from it,â you added quickly, âand he left. I havenât seen him since. Havenât heard from him, I donât know where he is.â
You didnât look at him but by the weight of his gaze you knew he wasnât buying what you were selling.
âWhat happened here?â he asked, reaching for your hand.
You were quite literally frozen to your spot as he grabbed your hand in his. His touch was the most gentle youâd experienced in a long while and it sent an unexpected hum through you. You watched your hand in his as he pulled you just the tiniest bit closer to him and the table. He inched up your sleeve to see more of the brace on your wrist and when he moved to raise your sleeve further up your arm, your body finally moved into action. You yanked your hand back, as if his touch had burned you, keeping him from seeing anything more than the brace.
âFell,â you answered shortly. âIâm sorry, Mr. Barnes, but I donât know what else to tell you. I donât know where he is. And to be perfectly honest, I donât really care.â
You met his eye once more, feeling a little safer as the words came easily. It wasnât a complete lie. You really didnât know where he was. And you certainly didnât care. Despite the scrutiny of the mob bossâ gaze, you didnât feel nearly as scared as you had before he touched your hand. Something about the softness there⊠You wouldnât dwell on it.
âIf thereâs nothing else,â you added, though it was definitely more of an unspoken question than anything. You werenât as scared but you werenât stupid either. You wouldnât be going anywhere until he dismissed you.
He smirked, huffing a laugh as he watched you.
âYou hear from him, Iâd be grateful to know,â he slipped his hand into his coat pocket and took out a business card, placing it on the table as he flicked his sharp eyes up to you once more, moving to pull out his wallet next. You watched as he slipped out two bills and blanched as he put them down on the table, moving the card so it sat on the money.
Your breath caught in your throat as he stood from his seat, standing right in front of you as you took in his build and stature. Everything about him screamed success, power, and authority and the two hundreds he left on the table were nothing more than chump change to him, you were sure.
âJust so you know, doll,â he spoke lowly, âI will find him, one way or another,â he took a step closer to you, âand if you think youâre protecting him by not telling me the truth, I promise youâre not.â He held your gaze and you were terrified he could see straight into your soul with how intent it was, âWhatâs even worse, is he knows we know all about you. He doesnât care if heâs putting you in harmâs way or not⊠Forgive me for saying, but nice girl like you, you deserve a hell of a lot better than that. So, if you think of anything you might wanna tell me, my numberâs right there,â he said looking back over to the card and money on the table. âThatâs your tip. You enjoy your night, sweetheart. Iâll be seeing you.â
His words werenât a threat, but a promise.
He would be seeing you. Didnât always call you to his table, sometimes just observed you while you worked, but every week without fail from that day on, he would be at the restaurant.
You never called him, you didnât have anything to say. You wouldnât tell him the truth, no, you couldnât tell him the truth. He was half right, you were protecting someone. But it wasnât Freddy.
You breathe another strong sigh as you get closer to him and once youâre at the table, you donât say a word, only meeting his brilliant and pointed gaze.
Thereâs something different about him tonight, something unnerving in his stare that you take notice of right away. You work to keep your calm but youâre not sure how convincing your faux headstrong demeanor is tonight.
He lets the silence between you grow for a moment longer before finally, he speaks.
âDoes it make you nervous when I stare?â
His voice is like honey, smooth and rich with that familiar lilt as his lips quirk up just at the corner of his mouth. It warms you while he holds your eye. Thereâs unspoken tension between you two as you stand so close yet so far, itâs been brewing since your first meeting and has only grown with each interaction since. Youâve never named it, but you couldnât deny it if youâd wanted to. You havenât felt your tummy flutter like this sinceâŠyou canât remember when.
Surely he knows what his gaze does to anyone, youâre no exception. But the nerves you feel under the weight of his stare are twofold - not all due to fear, but to flustering.
You havenât responded, but youâve held his eye in the silence. He smirks at you before gesturing to the open space across from him.
âWhy donât you take a seat, sweetheart.â
It sounds like an invitation, but you know itâs more than that.
Itâs an instruction.
You look around briefly, as if someone might stop you or get you in trouble - but thatâs laughable when youâre standing next to, arguably, the most feared and respected man this city has ever seen. Standing. Why is he standing? You realize suddenly heâs still waiting for you to move.
You do as he said and gingerly sit down across from him. He retakes his own seat as you settle. How chivalrous.
âIâll get right to it,â he starts, his deep blue eyes never leaving you, âFreddy-â
God, that name. You canât hold your tongue. You know itâs why heâs here but you donât want to talk about this. You just want this to be over!
âLike I told you the last time, and the time before, and the time before, and every other time youâve asked, I havenât seen him.â You cut him off without thinking. But you really canât have the same conversation again. You canât keep having to think about him. About that night. You're at your wits end - you donât want to have to so much as hear his name again. You donât catch yourself in the moment but it hits you when youâre done talking that you just spoke to Bucky in such a familiar wayâŠsomeone walking past might wonder who exactly you are to him. Clearly youâve forgotten your place, gotten a little too comfortable around him.
You look up from where you watch yourself wring your hand and shamefully meet his eye again. You inhale and start to apologize but he doesnât give you the chance.
His hand is on yours before you realize heâs even moving and you flinch a second late, his gentle touch already on you, stilling your nervous habit.
His eyes soften as he makes you meet his gaze, his thumb gently rubbing your fidgety hand.
You swallow hard and watch as he blinks away the previous softness in his gaze, his familiar confident twinkle back as he speaks,
âI know,â he nods, his hand still on yours. Heâs closer as he leans across the table. âI found him.â
Your breath catches and your face falls. Fuck fuck fuck.
What does that mean? What does he know? Youâre on the verge of having a complete freak out and god he can probably see it written all over your face. You feel a squeeze of your hand and are brought back into your body, into this very moment.
âDonât look so sick, sweetheart,â he says, a half smile on his lips. âYou donât have anything to worry about, you or your old man.â
Your heart drops at the mention of your father and Bucky must see it because he leans closer still, now holding your hand in his. Itâs strangely comforting, but more so is the look in his eyes. The sincerity there, and the hard edge of protection.
You want to believe him but youâve been gullible before.
âI just wanna know the whole story. I know pretty much what went down, some things I think can safely be assumed, but I wanna hear your narrative, just to get the full picture and get this whole mess squared away, yeah?â
The way heâs looking deeply into your shining eyes, the intimate gaze and soft touch as it seems like heâs trying to keep you calm, you canât speak much but you give him a quiet, âyeah.â
He nods and you feel a single tear slip down your cheek. He slowly raises his hand, and your eyes are glued to him as he makes sure you watch his movements. Like heâs trying to reach out to a scared little puppy, he reaches to gently touch your cheek. You donât flinch but as his hand makes contact with your skin, your eyes shut as you try and suppress a shudder.
âNo tears, sweetheart,â he tells you in a soothing timbre as he wipes it from your cheek. âYouâre too pretty to cry over a loser like that,â he adds with a soft smile.
You shake your head, âHeâs not why Iâm-â
âI know,â he cuts you off. âLook at me,â he orders gently.
You do as he says and slowly meet his eye. âYou donât have anything to worry about, ya hear me? Not the police, not my men, and certainly not me. Got it?â
You know youâre staring at him like heâs crazy, but you do understand what heâs saying. It takes you a second but you force yourself to nod.
âGood.â
His touch is still on you as his eyes trail all over your face before he lets his hand slip away.
âAlright, you wanna do this tonight or tomorrow night?â
Youâre momentarily stunned. You definitely donât want to do this tonight. You just need to get through the last two hours here and then youâre headed home to unravel in your own space. But tomorrowâŠ
âTomorrowâs Valentineâs Day,â you point out, sounding unsure.
âWhat,â he sniffs, looking at you once again, âyou got plans?â
âI, I have work,â you answer dumbly after a second.
âNot anymore you donât,â he says, moving to stand. âSo tomorrow it is.â He walks closer to you and extends his hand for you to take, helping you out of the booth. âAnd youâve got the rest of the night off.â
âOh, I carpooled today so, I have to wait anyway,â you explain, though the idea of leaving early sounds like heaven.
âIâll drive you. Get your things, Iâll have the car pulled around,â he supplies easily. He leaves to the front of the restaurant and you stand in your stupor for only a moment longer before you move to get your things from the back. You have a silly thought worrying about giving him your address, then remember heâs had it this entire time. And he told you you had nothing to worry about.
Youâre not a typically trusting person, even more so after Fred, but there's something about Bucky. Something trustworthy, something that feels safe.
You grab your bag and let Molly know youâre leaving early and you got a ride before you head to the front to find Bucky.
Heâs waiting patiently and his eyes seem to light up just a bit when he sees you coming.
Your manager is smiling tightly behind the stand as she watches you go. You feel slightly bad for just cutting out like this, but once Bucky came in, the place cleared out some, so itâs not like theyâre in the midst of a rush.
You let your work worries slip away as the brisk night air hits you, Bucky holds the door for you as you exit and then opens the passenger of his sleek, blacked out Jaguar for you to get in.
You always assumed someone like him, in his position, would have a driver, but maybe thatâs just not his style.
Bucky gets in and as you buckle, begins to drive off. You donât need to supply him with your address as he heads in the right direction without a word.
Itâs quiet but not unbearably so. Itâs not until youâre just a couple minutes away from your place that he breaks the silence.
âIâll pick you up at 7 tomorrow. I figure itâs a delicate conversation weâll be having, so somewhere private would be better. Are you okay with going to my place? We can have dinner.â
Itâs a genuine question, and the earnestness of it eases your nerves even further. Heâs truly asking, genuinely concerned with your comfortability.
âMhm,â you nod with a quiet hum. âYeah.â
He pulls up in front of your house, the porch light on and shining because you knew you wouldnât be off until late.
The car cuts off and you turn to face Bucky only to find him opening his door and getting out himself.
You grab your bag and follow him with your eyes as he rounds the car to get to your side. He gallantly pulls open the door for you and helps you out with care. You stand and he closes the car door before you start up the path to the front door. Itâs a short walk and as you reach the door you turn to look at him as he stays beside you.
âThank you, for the ride, andâŠâ you trail off not knowing how to articulate what it is you want to say. Thankfully he doesnât make you continue. He smiles softly at you.
âItâs my pleasure, sweetheart.â
You blink at him. You donât know what else to say. You finally look away and turn to the door to unlock it.
âWhen you said I donât have anything to worry about,â
âI meant you donât have anything to worry about,â he answers you before you finish your question. âIâm gonna make this all go away, I just need to know if thereâs any loose ends we need to tie up to be done with it, thatâs all.â
Your eyes sting again. He makes it sound so easy, so simple.
âI-â your voice threatens to break.
âHey, we donât needa talk about it right now, doll. You just go inside, relax, eat, get some rest. You donât gotta stress a thing anymore, alright? Iâve got you, thereâs nothin for you to worry about.â
ââŠWhy are you being so nice to me?â you look at him with bleary eyes as you crack the front door open and ask the question youâve been wondering for the past two months.
He takes a small step closer to you and gently turns your face to look at him. âWhy do you expect cruelty?â
You stutter a breath as you look at him and feel the memories of the year you spent caught up with Freddy stab at you. You know why, and youâre sure he does, too. But thereâs no sense of judgment coming from him, and you donât feel embarrassed; not like the way you do in front of your mom. Sheâs the only other person who knows what happened, what your dad did. For you.
She never said it, you donât expect she ever will, but you can sense the thoughts, the subtle judgement from her, especially when this all first happened. She doesnât know the truth but you donât have the care to tell her. Because even if what she assumed was true, it doesnât change anything. No one deserves that.
But the truth is, you didnât stay. The first time he put his hands on you, you were gone. He just wouldnât leave you alone. You were together for six months at that point and they were nice, nothing overly romantic like you see in the movies, but nice. You werenât expecting anything long lasting, marriage wasnât even a thought. You knew he wasnât the one, but dating was⊠fun. And then, one day, a switch flipped.
He wasnât the kind, but nonchalant guy you thought he was. He was angry, like it was your fault the relationship wasnât what he wanted, that it wasnât more. He wanted it to work so badly, but he knew it never would. That only kept his ire burning. And so during the other six months you were âtogetherâ you were really nothing close. You avoided him every chance you got and when heâd find his way in heâd always be sure to leave his mark. He kept up appearances of course, to everyone it seemed. You didnât want to look crazy, so what were you going to say? âI broke up with him months ago and I donât know why he wonât accept that. He uses me like a punching bag when he gets me alone - when he breaks into my car, my home, any way he can weasel into my life.â He was in with the mob and everyone knew it, so even if they believed you, what the hell would anyone be able to do? At a certain point you just kind of accepted that this must be it. Heâd always just be around somehow. Stories of your on and off again relationship floating around thanks to him - he wanted everyone to know that even if you werenât together, you were together. Making it harder and harder for you in every way possible.
And then, one day, everything changed.
Now youâre here, and he isnât.
Now youâre here, and so is James Barnes.
His warm hand is still holding your face and his thumb gently rubs your soft cheek, almost mindlessly, while he peers at you - intent as ever. That softness you saw before is back and you have to remind yourself to breathe when you notice his gaze flit to your lips. Itâs brief, fleeting as his hand drops and he meets your eyes once more. He takes back his step and you watch him take a deep breath himself, the first time youâve ever seen him be anything close to unsteady, if thatâs what you can call it.
You break eye contact first, looking down to the small space between you while you push your door open a bit more, holding onto the handle with one hand.
âHave a good night,â he says, voice low and quiet as he watches you step closer yet to the door.
You look at him again then, âYou too,â you bid softly, finally stepping inside.
He nods and waits for you to close the door behind yourself. As you push it shut, you catch a smile tugging at the corner of his lips, and then that fluttering in your belly returns again.
You turn the lock and then press yourself up against the wood, exhaling heavily.
You feel relieved and yet ten times more terrified in the very same breath.
The most pressing feeling in this very moment though is a weird kind of guilt.
You feel more for a man youâve only known for two months than you ever did for Freddy in the entire time youâd known him. Bucky is intimidating, obviously, and you know what he does, what heâs known for; heâs a man anyone would tell you to avoid at all costs. But when heâs around, thereâs this feeling you get that you just canât shake. You feel safe around him.
Heâs known for being a man of his word, and his words to you have never been anything but thoughtful andâŠcaring. He may prod, but heâs never threatened you. Truth be told, you think maybe heâs known this entire time what really happened. Or at least that you were involved somehow. And still, he wasnât harsh with you even once. He was doing his own investigation this entire time, of course, and if heâd wanted to get the truth from you, surely he could have- he couldâve saved a lot of time too. Couldâve even gone after your dad.
But he didnât do any of those things. No, heâs been patient, waiting until he had enough proof without having to pry anything out of you. At the very least you were grateful for that.
Not to mention the fact that he had called you pretty. It seems silly given the circumstances, but it did warm you when the compliment hit. Itâs crazy but itâs clear that youâre feeling feelings for one James Bucky Barnes. God help you.
Alongside the unexpected romantic stirrings youâre coming to terms with, the anxiety and stress of the truth youâve been trying, and apparently failing, to keep about what happened to Freddy has been weighing heavily on you, but with Buckyâs veiled acknowledgment of it, you feel more free already.
Itâd be a lie to say you arenât nervous for tomorrow night, but itâd also be a lie to say a part of you isnât looking forward to it, too. If for no reason other than what Bucky said; to finally just be done with this whole mess.
#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x curvy!reader#mob boss!bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes fic#bucky barnes angst#bucky barnes fluff#mob bucky barnes
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we get, the same! a kim woonhak smau
genre: smau w/ some written, fluff, comedy, highschool au, grumpy (reader) x sunshine (woonhak) but reader is just a fake emo, black cat x golden retriever, classmates to frenemies to lovers, mutual pining oneâs just more obvious than the other..
synopsis: itâs the start of the new school year and youâre not excited whatsoever. though, your classmate and desk partner, kim woonhak, is beyond excited. you two evidently donât get along well, bickering left and right. but when you begin to notice small details that woonhak does for you and it seems as if your whole school is just waiting for you to get together, you start to spiral.
pairing: non-idol!woonhak x gn!reader
featuring: all boynextdoor members, belle from kiss of life, gunwook and gyuvin from zb1, and jihoon from tws
status: started jan. 11, 2025 - ended april 6, 2025
warnings: swearing, profanity, inaccurate timestamps, specific warnings will be on each chap!
playlist: the whole album: âwe get, the sameâ by the poles, âblue salviaâ by PRYVT, âbut i like youâ by boynextdoor, âit could happen to youâ by laufey, âblue jeansâ by warren hue, âeverything i wantâ by beabadoobee, âgorgeousâ by taylor swift
profiles: belle and the 4 dwarves || the boys next door đđ„
prologue - by gay do u mean happy??????
#1 - Guys..?
#2 - get help ASAP!
#3 - đ u smartass
#4 - u are not real bro đ
#5 - enuf! đ€â
#6 - karaoke realness
#7 - dis funny as hell
#8 - ur weird asf
#9 - You da man â€ïžâ€ïž ~0.4k wc
#10 - shrek the musical ~1.1k wc
#11 - JAEHYUN WHY WOULD U SAY THAT
#12 - i eat this up everytime đŹđŹ
#13 - This is a new level of denial â€ïž
#14 - what the huzz!!!! đđ
#15 - BOI THATâS ALL U
#16 - pretty ~0.2k wc
#17 - ts tuff đ€đ„
#18 - Yo⊠Wait a secâŠ
#19 - đđ»đžđ·đ°.. đ
#20 - WOONHAK FIRST WIN
#21 - get at em!!
#22 - the date ~2.1k
#23 - be mine? (fin.)
BONUS: woonhak finds ynâs priv || yn finds woonhakâs priv
maiaâs note: SOOO EXCITED to start this!!! i truly luv woonhak so much and this whole smau has been a developing idea in my head that iâm finally going thru with :) also my first ever smau series so iâm a bit nervous. i hope u all enjoy and like it as much as i do! likes, reblogs, and feedback are always appreciated! đ©”
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Headcanon: Telemachus wears Odysseusâ clothes
I canât stop thinking about this: I imagine Odysseus did not take notice during the songs âOdysseusâ and âI canât help but wonderâ but Telemachus is 100% wearing his dads clothes in the songs in my opinion - at least the cape and stuff - to feel closer to him.
A day later, Ody finally takes a shower and goes to his closet to check out his wardrobe and finds it ransacked (like almost nothing is left that the clothes that are still present are only undergarments or oversized clothing). He asks his wife about it and she has no idea so Ody wears something a little big on him (he also definitely lost weight on his journey). During breakfast, in strolls Telemachus wearing his dads garments, belt, sword holding thing, jewelry and more, completely oblivious about the situation as both Penelope and Odysseus look at him in sudden realization. Odysseus does not speak about it as his son plops down next to him to start eating only to finally get what was going on.
He gets really embarrassed and wants to shoot up immediately to change and apologize but Ody shuts that down quickly by pushing his son back on his seat, puts his arm around his shoulder, smiles proudly and looks to his wife (who is hiding her laughing under her breath) and say that he will need a new wardrobe because a little owl kit has nicked his old one (or something like that). Telemachus, who is still embarrassed and red-faced hides his face in his dads hair, mumbling justifications but is told to relax and that it is fine and endearing and that Ody is actually happy that he could be there for his son at least in this way.
and now iâve made myself cry by writing this out đ
if anyone wants to write fanfiction about this, please tag me, i really want to see what people would do with this premise :â D đ©”đ©”đ©”
Edit: now with official fanfiction by yours truly as well :D Can be read here đ©”đ©”
Edit 2: another headcanon in this fandom can be found here (i'm already working on a fanfiction but work and uni have been crazy lately- if someone else wrote something, please tell me so i can thank them) đđđ©”đ©”
Edit 3: I just checked in on this post and THANK YOU SO MUCH ON ALL OF THE LIKES AND REBLOGS! I never expected this to blow up like this! đđđ©”đ©”
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Get to Know Me!
This is just a fun little thing Iâve been wanting to do since the dawn of time but could never find a post to reblog that satisfied what I wanted. So I made this, feel free to reblog and use it yourself!

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đ describe yourself in five words or less!
đ©· dream job?
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đ why did you start this blog?
âïž when did you start writing fanfic
đïž what are your favorite asks to answer
đ how do you come up with the fics you write
đ what is the fic youâre know for
đ what character do you enjoy writing for the most
đïž what character do you not enjoy writing for
đ is there a fic you wish you didnât write
â€ïžâđ„ what character do you simp for most often
đ§ââïž favorite characters of all time
đȘ favorite shows / series of all time
đ a show you would recommend to anyone
đ a show youâd tell people to stay away from
đč favorite kinks to write for
đ„ kinks you would never write for
đ a kink you would like to write but you think youâd be judged
âïž full fics, imagines or head canons
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đ what is something thatâs happened in your life that you wish you could go back and change?
âïž what is one of your biggest accomplishments? Why is it so important to you?
đȘ»what is the toughest thing you had to go through, but can say youâve successfully overcome?
đș what is the best gift someone has ever given you and why is it so important
đ what is your comfort show/series and why is it your comfort show? How has it helped you?
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Keep It Clean Venue Doors
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This set includes 2 new Doors base game compatible based on the Keep It Clean Venue Closet that came with Lovestruck with custom thumbnails and English and Spanish titles and descriptions
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10 swatches to match with the original object
High + Med + Low meshes
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New Functional Door
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for one perfect moment đ©” (i) â Bucky Barnes

summary: buckyâs birthday is coming up soon and you just want to do something special for him, maybe even take a time travelling trip to see his maaâŠ.
word count: 6.6k
warnings: its just fluff, secret birthday planning & a lot of cuteness
a/n: please comment, like & reblog with your thoughts. iâm thinking of making it a three part series.
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Steve Rogers looked across the table at you, arms crossed, brow furrowed in thought. The room felt warm and quiet despite the weight of the conversation, the faint hum of Stark Tech monitors filling the silence as your words lingered in the air.
Sam Wilson sat across from you, leaning back in his chair, one eyebrow raised in mild skepticism, but there was something softer in his expressionâsomething almost amused.
âSo, let me get this straight,â Sam began, tilting his head toward you. âYour brilliant idea for Buckyâs birthday is toâwhatâborrow Tonyâs time machine, go back to the 1940s, and hang out with his family?â
âThatâs exactly what Iâm saying.â You leaned forward, your elbows resting on the edge of the table. Your voice had a determined edge, but your eyes betrayed a flicker of nervous energy. âI mean⊠think about it, Sam. When was the last time Bucky had a real family celebration? A moment where he wasnât running from Hydra or fighting for his life orââ you paused, chewing your bottom lipââfeeling like heâs some kind of burden on the people around him?â
Steve straightened in his chair, his sharp blue eyes shifting from Sam to you. There was a stillness to him, like he was processing your words as if they were mission intel. âYouâre not wrong,â he said finally, his voice calm but measured. âBut itâs not exactly simple. Time travel isnât⊠well, itâs not just a weekend getaway.â
âI know that,â you said quickly, cutting him off before he could build up steam. âI know itâs not simple, Steve, but itâs worth it. You know what this would mean to him. To see his mom & sisters, Steve. Donât you think he deserves that?â
Sam leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table as well, as a slow grin spread across his face. âYâknow,â he said, pointing a finger at you, âI thought this idea was crazy at first, but now Iâm starting to think youâre just crazy enough to pull it off. The question is, how do you convince Stark to hand over the keys to his fancy time machine?â
âOh, Iâve got a plan for that,â you said, brushing off Samâs teasing tone with a wave of your hand. âTony owes me. Big time.â
Steve raised an eyebrow. âFor what?â
âDo you really want to know?â You smirked, leaning back in your chair with a satisfied expression. âLetâs just say it involves a highly classified Avengers mission, a stray cat, and one very expensive pair of Tonyâs sunglasses.â
Sam barked out a laugh, the sound echoing off the walls. âOkay, now I definitely want to know.â
âItâs not important!â you said quickly, your cheeks flushing. âThe point is, I can get Tony on board. But I need you two to back me up. Heâs not going to go for this unless he knows itâs not just some âsentimental whim.ââ You air-quoted the words dramatically, your voice dropping into a passable imitation of Starkâs dry tone.
Steveâs lips twitched into a faint smile, the kind that said he was almost convinced but still holding out for the catch. âLetâs say you get Tony to agree. How exactly are you planning to make this work? The timeline has rules. You canât just drop in on the 1940s like itâs a costume party.â
You rolled your eyes. âI know that. Look, Iâve been thinking this through. Weâd be careful. In and out, no interference with the timeline. Just⊠a quiet visit with his family. Maybe a week, max. Enough time for him to have a real birthday celebration. I mean, wouldnât you want that if you were in his shoes?â
Steveâs jaw tightened, and he looked away, his gaze settling on a spot on the wall. For a moment, the room went quiet. Sam exchanged a glance with you, his humor softening into something more thoughtful. Steveâs voice, when he finally spoke, was quiet but firm. âYeah. I would.â
Your expression softened, and you reached out across the table, your hand brushing against Steveâs. âThen you understand why this is so important. Heâs been through so much, Steve. We all know that. He deserves to feel important.â
Sam let out a low whistle, leaning back in his chair and crossing his arms. âYouâre laying it on thick. If I didnât know any better, Iâd say youâre whipped for the guy.â
Your face went red, but you didnât back down. âOf course Iâm whipped for him Sam, Iâm in love with him. Thatâs why Iâm doing this.â
Steve and Sam both froze, their expressions caught somewhere between surprise and something softer.
Steve blinked, his hand unconsciously rubbing the back of his neck. âWell,â he said, his voice low, âI canât argue with that.â
Sam recovered first, his grin wide and teasing. âYouâre really pulling the romance card, huh?â
âShut up, Wilson,â you shot back, but there was no real heat in your voice. âAre you in or not?â
Sam laughed, raising his hands in mock surrender. âIâm in, Iâm in. You had me at âtime machine.ââ
Steve sighed, his shoulders relaxing slightly. âIâll help you,â he said, his tone firm but kind. âBut we do this by the book. No cutting corners, no unnecessary risks. Agreed?â
âAgreed,â you said quickly, your eyes bright with excitement. âThank you, Steve. I mean it.â
âAlright, so whatâs the next step? Do we just march into Stark Tower and ask Tony for a favour.â Sam clapped his hands together, the sound breaking the tension in the room. âBecause Iâve gotta say, I donât think the guyâs gonna go for it without some serious persuasion.â
âOh, donât worry,â you said, a mischievous glint in your eye. âIâve got a plan.â
Later that evening, the three of you stood in Tonyâs lab, the soft glow of holographic displays casting blue light across the room. Tony Stark was pacing, his hands shoved into the pockets of his jeans, his expression equal parts amused and exasperated.
âLet me make sure Iâm hearing this correctly,â he said, stopping mid-stride to look at you. âYou want me to loan you my multi-billion-dollar time travel machine so you can throw a birthday party in the 1940s?â
âNot just a party,â you corrected, your tone matter-of-fact. âA family reunion. For Bucky.â
Tony raised an eyebrow. âYou know, when I built this thing, I had slightly higher ambitions in mind. Like, oh, I donât know, saving the universe?â
âThis is saving the universe,â you shot back, crossing your arms. âHis universe.â
Steve cleared his throat, stepping forward. âItâs important, Tony. For Bucky. He hasnât seen his family since the war. This would mean everything to him.â
Tony sighed, running a hand through his hair. âYou people really know how to tug at the olâ heartstrings, donât you?â
Sam smirked. âComes with the territory.â
There was a long pause, and then Tony shook his head, a reluctant smile tugging at his lips. âFine. But if you break it, you buy it. And by âit,â I mean the space-time continuum.â
You beamed, and for a moment, it felt like the entire room had brightened. âThank you, Tony. You have no idea how much this means.â
âYeah, yeah,â Tony said, waving you off. âJust donât make me regret it. And keep Rogers out of trouble while youâre at it. Donât want him to end up fighting someone in the alley.â
Steve raised an eyebrow but didnât argue. He had a feeling this was going to be one birthday Bucky would never forget.
That evening, the living room of the Avengers Compound had never felt so cramped. Steve sat in his usual spot, his arms stretched over the back of the couch, trying to look casual while his stomach twisted with the weight of your not-so-secretive plan.
Next to him, you perched on the edge of the sofa cushion, your knee bouncing nervously as your eyes flicked between the TV and Sam. The movie playing on the screen was some action flick that none of you were actually watchingâexcept maybe Bucky, who was obliviously sprawled out on the recliner, munching on popcorn.
Steve couldnât help but glance at Bucky every few seconds, half expecting him to suddenly leap up and call their bluff. It was a ridiculous fear, considering how utterly relaxed Bucky seemed, but it didnât stop Steveâs heart from racing every time Bucky so much as turned his head.
Sam, seated on the armrest of the couch, leaned over toward you and murmured under his breath, his tone just loud enough for Steve to catch. âSo, whatâs the next move, mastermind?â
Your lips twitched into a quick, nervous smile as you shot him a sideways glance. âWe need to talk to Strange,â you whispered, your voice low but brimming with determination. âBut we have to be careful. Bucky canât know. Not even a hint.â
âYeah, no pressure,â Sam muttered, rolling his eyes. He popped a handful of M&Ms into his mouth and slouched slightly, doing his best impression of someone who actually cared about the car chase on the screen.
âCan you two stop whispering?â Steve whispered yelled, though his voice lacked any real authority. He reached for the remote, fiddling with the volume button and turned it up. âIf youâre going to conspire, at least donât do it two feet away from him.â
You shot him a look, rolling your eyes. âWhat do you want us to do, Steve? Write notes and pass them like weâre in fifth grade?â
Sam smirked, leaning closer to you. âI mean, it might be safer. Heâs got super-hearing. For all we know, heâsââ
âSam,â Steve cut in, his tone warning, though there was a hint of a smile tugging at his lips. âNot helping.â
Bucky, blissfully unaware of the tension simmering behind him, let out a low chuckle at something on the screen. Steve froze, his eyes darting to you, and you looked like you were about to jump out of your skin. Your eyes flicked back to Sam, then to Steve, your expression screaming this is impossible.
âAlright, alright,â Sam said quietly, lifting his hands in surrender. âLetâs just get out of here before you two have a nervous breakdown. We can go talk to Strange.â
Steve nodded, grateful for the excuse to move things along. âGood idea,â he said, standing and stretching like heâd just remembered an urgent errand. âWeâll, uh, be back in a bit, Buck.â
âWhere are you going?â Bucky asked casually, his eyes still glued to the screen.
You froze, your face an open book of panic, and Steve jumped in before you could flounder. âOh, uh⊠just running an errand. These two are just tagging along for backup.â
Bucky raised an eyebrow, finally turning his attention away from the movie to look at you. âBackup? For what?â
âMoral support?â you stated hesitantly.
Sam snorted, the corner of his mouth twitching with amusement before he covered it up with a cough.
Bucky gave you all a skeptical once-over but eventually shrugged, settling back into his chair. âWhatever. Just donât die out there.â
âGot it,â you blurted, grabbing Samâs arm and practically dragging him toward the door. Steve followed, his stomach knotting tighter with every step.
The three of you didnât speak until you were outside and halfway to Steveâs SUV.
Sam finally broke the silence with a low whistle. âThat was smooth. Real smooth.â
You shot him a glare, your cheeks still flushed. âYouâre not helping.â
âI wasnât trying to,â Sam replied, grinning as he climbed into the back seat.
Steve rolled his eyes and opened the passenger door for you to get in & sit, his patience already wearing thin.
Once you were on the road, the tension in the car started to ease, though Steve couldnât shake the feeling that you were walking a very fine line. You sat beside him, fiddling with the hem of your sweater as you stared out the window. You looked nervous but determined, your lips pressed into a firm line.
Steve studied you for a moment, his mind drifting to all the times heâd seen that same look on your face. It was the look you got when you were planning something bigâsomething you believed in with your whole heart. He couldnât help but admire you for it, even if it made him nervous.
âSo,â Sam said, breaking the silence as he leaned back in his seat, âwhatâs the game plan with Strange? You gonna sweet-talk him like you did with Stark?â
You snorted, finally tearing your gaze away from the window to look at Sam. âI donât think Strange is the âsweet-talkâ type.â
âGood point,â Sam said with a grin. âSo whatâs the backup plan? Bribery? Begging? Threats?â
âNone of the above,â you said firmly. âIâm just going to explain the plan and hope he understands.â
Sam raised an eyebrow. âThatâs it? No clever strategy? No emotional appeals? Youâre really putting all your eggs in the âlogic and reasonâ basket?â
Steve cut in before you could retort. âSheâs right. Strange isnât the kind of guy you can manipulate. Heâll respect honesty.â
You gave him a small, grateful smile. You were stubborn, sure, but you were also smartâsmarter than you gave yourself credit for sometimes.
When you arrived outside the Sanctum Sanctorum, you were the first to get out of the car, despite the nervous energy radiating off you. Steve followed close behind, with Sam bringing up the rear, muttering something under his breath about âmystical nonsense.â
Stephan Strange greeted you at the door, his expression unreadable as always. He stood tall, his arms crossed over his chest, the red of his cloak catching the door light in a way that made him look almost regal.
âThis better be important,â he said, his tone clipped but not unkind. âI donât have time for casual visits.â
You stepped forward, your hands clasped tightly in front of you. âIt is important. I promise.â
Strange raised an eyebrow, glancing between you and the two men behind you. âAlright. Come in.â
The inside of the Sanctum was just as strange and imposing as Steve remembered. You seemed unfazed, though he noticed you glancing around with a mix of curiosity and awe.
âSo,â Strange said once you were seated in his study, âwhatâs this all about?â
You took a deep breath, your hands resting in your lap. âI want to use the time travel machine Tony built to take Bucky back to the 1940s for his birthday.â
Strange blinked, his expression carefully neutral. âThatâs⊠specific.â
âItâs important,â you said quickly, leaning forward slightly. âI just want him to have a chance to see his family again. To know theyâre okay. And I promise we wonât do anything to change the timeline. No interference, no big disruptions. Just⊠a visit.â
Strange studied you for a long moment, his fingers steepled under his chin. âYouâre asking me to approve a plan that involves traveling to the past and interacting with people who are supposed to remain unaware of future events. Do you understand how delicate this is?â
âI do,â you said, your voice steady. âBut Iâve thought it through. The only thing I plan to do is explain to his family what happened to himâwhy he disappeared. They deserve to know heâs okay, even if they never see him again. And when I bring him there, itâll just be for a week. A chance for him to see his family once.â
Strangeâs gaze flicked to Steve, then to Sam, as if gauging their reactions. âAnd youâre both on board with this?â
Sam shrugged. âHey, itâs not my birthday, but if it makes Bucky happy, Iâm all for it.â
Steve nodded, his expression serious. âItâs risky, but I trust her. She wonât let anything happen to the timeline.â
âYouâre lucky Iâve seen weirder requests.â Strange said letting out a long sigh, leaning back in his chair. âFine. As long as you stick to your word and donât try to rewrite history, I wonât stop you.â
Your face lit up, and Steve felt a wave of relief wash over him. Strange wasnât exactly the sentimental type, but heâd clearly seen something in your determination that convinced him.
âThank you,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper. âYou have no idea how much this means.â
Strange waved you off, his tone dry as usual. âJust donât make me regret it. And for the love of all things sacred, donât try to save Barnes from falling of the train in the past. Youâll just make things worse.â
âI wonât,â you promised quickly. âThis is about giving him something good now, not changing whatâs already happened.â
âGood,â Strange said, standing and gesturing toward the door. âNow get out of my Sanctum before I change my mind.â
As you walked back to the car, your steps were lighter, almost bouncing. You turned to Steve and Sam, a wide grin on your face. âThat went better than I expected.â
Sam smirked. âYeah, thanks to your sales pitch.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât lose your smile. For the first time all day, you felt a genuine sense of hope. Maybe, just maybe, this plan was going to work.
Okay, see the thing was Steve had witnessed his fair share of devotion in his lifetime. He had seen love in wartime letters clutched tightly in trembling hands, in quiet glances exchanged across rooms, and even in the sacrifices people made for each other on the battlefield.
But nothingânot in the 1940s, not in the decades sinceâcompared to the sheer, shameless fervor of your love for Bucky Barnes.
He leaned back against the counter of the kitchen, arms crossed, as he watched you chatter animatedly with Sam and Natasha, your eyes alight with that unmistakable spark. You had this way of talking about Bucky that made it impossible not to notice the utter adoration woven into your every word.
It wasnât just love; it was full-blown, unapologetic obsession.
âAnd then,â you said, your hands moving wildly as you recounted some small, undoubtedly inconsequential moment, âhe just sat there, all broody, like he was single-handedly carrying the weight of the world. And I said, âBucky, you donât have to pretend to be a tortured poet every time it rains!ââ You grinned, clearly delighted with your own story. âHe didnât laugh, of course, but I swear I saw his lip twitch.â
Natasha smirked, sipping her coffee. âSounds like a real charmer.â
âOh, he is,â you said, beaming as though Natâs comment had been an actual compliment. âYou just have to get past the murdery vibe, you know? Itâs all part of his charm.â
Sam snorted so loudly that Steve thought he might choke on his drink. âMurdery vibe? Thatâs the phrase youâre going with to describe your boyfriend?â
âItâs accurate!â you insisted, unbothered by the teasing. âYou just donât understand him the way I do. Beneath all that scowling and brooding, heâsââ
âA ray of sunshine?â Natasha interrupted, raising an eyebrow.
âExactly!â you said brightly, completely oblivious to the sarcasm, again. âHeâs my sunshine.â
Steve suppressed a groan, pinching the bridge of his nose. He loved youâhe really didâbut hearing you wax poetic about his grumpy, perpetually unimpressed best friend was almost too much to bear. It wasnât the first time, either. In fact, it was a near-daily occurrence.
What astounded Steve the most, though, was how far you were willing to go for Bucky.
Time Travel.
Literal time travel, just so Bucky could have one good birthday with the family heâd lost decades ago. Steve wasnât sure if it was romantic or utterly insaneâprobably a mix of both. Either way, he couldnât deny that it was impressive.
âSo,â Natasha said, leaning back in her chair and crossing her legs, âhowâs the time travel plan coming along? Did Strange give you the green light?â
âGreen as it gets,â you said, practically bouncing in your seat. âHe said it wouldnât mess up the timeline as long as weâre careful. I mean, no big hero moves, no trying to rewrite history, and definitely no saving Bucky in the past.â You paused, your face briefly clouding with thought. âNot that I wouldnât want to, but you know⊠rules.â
Sam shook his head, laughing under his breath. âMan, you really would mess with the space-time continuum for him, wouldnât you?â
You turned to him, your expression dead serious. âIn a heartbeat.â
Steve couldnât help but chuckle at that, the sound low and amused. âYâknow, Iâve seen people go to some crazy lengths for the people they love, but thisâŠâ He gestured vaguely, as if words couldnât quite capture the enormity of your plan. âThis might take the cake.â
You turned to him, your expression softening. âSteve, if you could go back and give Peggy one more dance, wouldnât you?â
The question hit him harder than he expected, his chest tightening as the image of Peggy Carter flickered in his mind. He didnât answer right away, but you didnât push him. You just gave him a knowing look, your eyes full of understanding.
âAlright, fine,â Nat cut in, breaking the heavy silence. âLetâs not get all sentimental. You still have one problem, genius. Tony Stark. Whatâs the plan for getting him on board?â
âWe already got Tony on board,â you said smugly, folding your arms as if it were the easiest thing in the world.
Natasha raised an eyebrow. âYou? You convinced Tony Stark to let you borrow his precious time machine?â
âOf course,â you said with a shrug. âI just told him it was for Buckyâs birthday, and he rolled his eyes and said, âFine, but if you break it, youâre paying for it.â Honestly, I think he secretly likes the idea. Heâd never admit it, but you know how he is.â
Natasha exchanged a glance with Sam, her expression halfway between impressed and incredulous. âI canât believe Stark fell for that.â
âOh, he didnât âfall for it,ââ you said, making air quotes with your fingers. âHe knows exactly what heâs doing. He just pretends to be all grumpy and detached, but deep down, heâs a big softie.â
Sam let out a low whistle. âMan, I think youâve got a thing for grumpy guys.â
âOnly one grumpy guy,â you said, your smile softening. âAnd heâs worth it.â
Steve looked away, swallowing the lump in his throat. He wasnât used to seeing someone care about Bucky like thisâsomeone who saw him as more than just the Winter Soldier or the guy with a past too dark to talk about.
You saw Bucky. The real Bucky. And you loved him for it.
The door to the kitchen swung open, and Tony strolled in, a cup of coffee in one hand and a tablet in the other. âWhatâs all this about me being a softie?â he asked, his tone dry as he leaned against the counter.
You didnât miss a beat. âI said youâre a grumpy softie. Big difference.â
Tony raised an eyebrow, taking a sip of his coffee. âYouâre lucky I like you. Otherwise, Iâd revoke your time-travel privileges.â
âSoftie,â you said, waving him off.
Tony smirked but didnât argue. Instead, he turned his attention to Steve. âSo, Captain Sentimental, are you ready to supervise this little field trip? Because I am not cleaning up any timeline messes.â
Steve sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. âWhat choice do I have?â
Tony looked you over, his expression softening just slightly. âYouâre really doing all this for Barnes?â
You nodded, your eyes shining. âHe deserves it.â
Tony was quiet for a moment, then he nodded, his usual sarcasm melting away. âWell, good luck, sunshine. Try not to get too lost in the 1940s.â
As Tony left the room, the conversation drifted to logisticsâtiming, equipment, and all the little details that needed to be ironed out before the mission. But even as you talked, Steve couldnât stop thinking about what Tony had said.
Sunshine.
Steve glanced at you, watching as you leaned over a map on the table, your brow furrowed in concentration. You might not have realized it, but Tony was right. You really were a ray of sunshineâBuckyâs sunshine, in the darkest corners of his life.
And for that, Steve couldnât be more grateful.
A few hours later, Steve sat on a folding chair, leaning back slightly as he gazed at the clear night sky. The rooftop was quiet, save for the faint hum of the compound below and the soft rustling of the wind.
Beside him, Bucky nursed a beer, his metal fingers absently turning the bottle in his hand, the soft clink of metal on glass barely audible. Sam was sprawled out in another chair, his legs stretched long, an empty bottle balanced precariously on his knee.
The silence was companionable, broken only by the occasional sip or the muffled sound of Sam muttering about how the stars werenât visible like this back in D.C. Steve let himself relax for a moment, the crisp air cool against his skin. But, as usual, his thoughts wandered to you and your relentless energy over the past few weeks.
âYou know,â he started, tilting his head toward Bucky, âyour girlfriend is disgustingly obsessed with you.â
Bucky choked on his beer, shaking his head as he swallowed the wrong way. âWhat?â he said, laughing as he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. âWhere the hell did that come from?â
Steve smirked, taking a sip from his bottle. âIâm just saying. Itâs impressive, honestly. Iâve never seen anyone so⊠determined to adore someone.â
âYeah, man. Sheâs got it bad. Like, embarrassing bad.â Sam laughed outright, his deep chuckle rolling into the night.
Bucky leaned back, the corner of his mouth twitching up in a small grin. âYou think I donât know that?â He shook his head, the grin softening into something fonder. âSheâs been like that since day one. But hey, I canât say muchâIâm just as bad.â
âYeah, Iâm sure you are,â Sam said, raising his bottle in mock toast. âTwo of you are a real power couple of mutual obsession.â
Bucky just chuckled, his eyes flicking up toward the sky as silence fell over the group again. Steve let it linger, his thoughts wandering to how Buckyâs face softened every time you entered a room, or how his mood lifted when you were around. It was a strange thing to seeâthe hardened Winter Soldier so easily disarmed by one personâbut Steve couldnât deny how much you had changed Bucky.
Maybe even saved him.
After a few minutes, Bucky spoke up, his voice quieter now. âSheâs planning something, isnât she?â
Sam, mid-sip, choked on his beer, his coughing fit loud enough to make Steve wince. âWhat?â Sam rasped, pounding a fist against his chest. âWhat are you talking about?â
Steve glanced at Bucky, keeping his face neutral despite the mild panic rising in his chest. âWhat makes you say that?â
Bucky turned to him, his expression amused. âOh, come on, Steve. Sheâs been vibrating with energy for weeks. Every time she looks at me, she lights up brighter than the damn sun. Sheâs up to something.â
Steve fought to keep his expression steady, his mind racing for an answer. He couldnât exactly tell Bucky the truthâthat you were plotting a time-traveling birthday reunion with his long-dead family. Instead, he opted for the simplest approach: deflect. âCould be just a coincidence.â
Wow Steve well done, what a deflect. Idiot!
Bucky raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. âSure, because her suddenly acting like a kid on Christmas has nothing to do with the fact that my birthdayâs coming up.â
Steveâs lips twitched. He wanted to feel annoyed at how sharp Bucky could be, but mostly he was impressed. âI donât know what to tell you, Buck. Maybe sheâs just excited.â
Sam cleared his throat, raising his hands as if in surrender. âListen, man, I love my life, so Iâm not spilling anything. But if sheâs planning something, itâs probably just a good old-fashioned birthday party. Cake, candles, maybe some embarrassing speeches. Nothing to worry about.â
Steve nodded, grateful for Samâs quick thinking. âExactly. Nothing big. She probably just wants to make it special.â
Bucky studied them both for a moment, his blue eyes sharp even in the dim light. Then he laughed softly, shaking his head. âFine. Keep your secrets. But I know sheâs up to something.â
Steve exhaled, letting some of the tension ease from his shoulders. Bucky didnât know. Not really. And as long as they kept playing it cool, he wouldnât find out until the time was right.
That was when they heard it: your voice, ringing out from somewhere below, loud and unmistakable. âBaby! Come down, I need your help with something!â
Sam froze, his bottle halfway to his lips, before glancing at Bucky with a grin that was entirely too pleased. âBaby, huh?â
âUnbelievable,â Steve muttered, pinching the bridge of his nose. âShe had to call you that now?â
Buckyâs grin stretched wide, his expression a mix of amusement and pride. He cupped his hands around his mouth and called back, his voice louder than yours. âIâll be down in a minute, babydoll!â
Steve closed his eyes, willing himself to have patience. He couldnât believe what he was witnessing. A six-foot-three super soldierâgrumpy, broody, intimidating Bucky Barnesâwas casually calling you âbabydollâ in front of them like it was the most normal thing in the world.
Sam, predictably, couldnât contain his laughter. âBabydoll?â he repeated, his voice cracking with amusement. âMan, Iâve heard it all now.â
Bucky shrugged, unbothered by the teasing. âWhat can I say? She likes it.â
âAnd you like her calling you âbaby,ââ Steve added, his tone half-teasing, half-exasperated.
âDamn right I do,â Bucky said, standing up and stretching. âYou two can sit up here and laugh all you want, but Iâve got a girl waiting for me. Try not to get too jealous.â
As he disappeared down the stairs, Sam turned to Steve, still grinning. âYou know,â he said, shaking his head, âfor a guy who used to be Hydraâs deadliest weapon, heâs real soft now.â
Steve chuckled, leaning back in his chair. âYeah, well, thatâs what happens when youâve got someone who loves you like she does.â
Sam nodded, his grin softening into something more thoughtful. âYeah. Itâs good for him.â
Steve looked out at the stars, his mind drifting again. He couldnât help but agree. For the first time in a long time, Bucky had someone who saw himânot as a soldier or a weapon, but as a man worth loving. And that, Steve thought, was the best gift anyone could ever give him.
Somewhere in 1946, Brooklyn.
The modest brownstone on Brooklynâs east side stood in quiet defiance of the bustling world around it. Mrs. Winnifred BarnesâWinnie to her late husband and close friendsâsat at the small kitchen table, her hands folded tightly together, a pot of tea growing cold on the counter. The house was too quiet now, emptier than it had ever been. Rebecca was at school, and though she tried to keep the chatter alive when she was home, it couldnât fill the void left behind by James.
Her boy.
It had been several months since the letter arrived, stamped with the insignia of the United States Army. The words blurred in her mind even now, but the message was clear: Missing in Action. Presumed Dead.
Her James. Her troublemaker, her beautiful boy with his wide grin and steady blue eyes. Gone. And no one could even tell her how, or where, or if heâd suffered.
She exhaled slowly, her fingers curling tighter. Every time she thought she had no more tears left to cry, the ache returned, fresh and sharp as ever. But this time, something else lingeredâa strange sense of unease, like the air had shifted. It was quiet, but not in the usual way.
Something was coming.
The knock at the door startled her. It was brisk, not hesitant like the neighbors checking in or the pastor bringing by a casserole. Winnie frowned, wiping her hands on her apron as she rose. Her steps were measured, careful, as though the visitor might vanish if she approached too quickly.
Opening the door, she was greeted by a sight that immediately threw her off balance. The young woman standing there looked as though she had stepped out of some dreamâor perhaps a nightmare.
Your clothes were strange, fitted in ways Winnie couldnât quite comprehend, and your hair was loose and flowing in a style that seemed almost scandalous. But it was your eyes that caught Winnie mostâa peculiar mix of softness and urgency.
âMrs. Barnes?â you asked, your voice steady but kind.
Winnie hesitated, her hand tightening on the doorknob. âWhoâs asking?â
You smiled faintly, âI⊠I need to speak with you. Itâs about James.â
Winnieâs heart clenched, the air suddenly too thick to breathe. âJames?â she whispered, her voice barely audible.
âMay I come in?â you asked, your tone gentle but insistent. âI promise itâll make sense. I just need a moment of your time.â
Winnie hesitated for only a heartbeat before stepping aside. Something in your voiceâor perhaps the way you said Jamesâ nameâdemanded trust, though it made no sense at all.
The kitchen felt smaller with you standing there, your presence filling the room in a way Winnie couldnât quite explain. She gestured toward the table, and you sat down without hesitation, your hands folded neatly in your lap. Winnie remained standing, her arms crossed tightly over her chest as though bracing herself.
âWhat do you know about my son?â Winnie asked, her voice firmer now, tinged with suspicion. âThe Army already sent their letter. Unless youâre here with new informationââ
âI am. Thereâs something you should know.â you interrupted, your eyes meeting Winnieâs with unwavering determination. âI know this is going to come as a shock but Mrs. Barnes, James isnât dead.â
The words landed like a bombshell, shattering the fragile quiet of the room. Winnie felt her knees threaten to buckle, but she forced herself to stand tall. âWhat did you say?â
âHeâs alive,â you said softly. âItâs a long story, and I know itâs going to sound⊠unbelievable. But I promise you, every word is true.â
Winnie sank into the chair opposite you, her heart pounding so loudly she was certain you could hear it. âYouâd better start talking, young lady.â
You nodded, your hands tightening briefly on the edge of the table before you began. âWhen James fell from the train, he survived the fall. But⊠he didnât come home because Hydra found him first.â
âHydra?â Winnie repeated, frowning.
âThey were⊠they are⊠a very bad group of people,â you explained, your voice tightening. âThey were part of the war, working in secret. When they found James, they⊠they took him. He was badly injuredâhe lost his left armâbut they didnât care about helping him. They used him.â
Winnieâs throat went dry, her chest tightening painfully. âUsed him? For what?â
You swallowed hard, the weight of your words pressing visibly on your shoulders. âThey replaced his arm with a metal one. And then⊠they brainwashed him. They erased who he was and turned him into someone else. They forced him to do terrible thingsâthings he would never have done if heâd had a choice.â
Winnie stared at you, her hands trembling. âYouâre telling me⊠my boyâs been alive all this time, and heâs been⊠tortured?â
âItâs worse than that,â you admitted, your voice trembling slightly. âThey put him in cryo-freeze, a kind of suspended animation. It keeps the body from aging. They would wake him up every now and then, make him do their missions, and then put him back on ice. He was never in control, Mrs. Barnes. Not once.â
The room seemed to tilt, and Winnie pressed a hand to her forehead. âI donât understand. If all this is true, why hasnât he come home? Why hasnât anyone told me?â
âHe couldnât,â you said softly. âNot until recently. But now⊠now heâs free. Heâs safe. And I wanted you to know that.â
Winnie shook her head, disbelief and hope warring in her chest. âHow do you know all of this? Who are you?â
You hesitated for a moment before answering. âIâm from the future. From 2025.â
Winnie stared at you, waiting for you to laugh, to smile and admit it was all some elaborate joke. But your face remained serious, your eyes filled with an honesty Winnie couldnât deny. âThe future,â she repeated faintly.
âYes,â you said. âI know how it sounds. But itâs true. I came back to tell you about James because⊠because you deserve to know.â
Winnie leaned back in her chair, her mind racing. None of it made sense, and yet something about your voice, your demeanor, made it impossible to dismiss you entirely. âIf youâre from the future,â she said slowly, âthen tell me something else. Tell me about⊠Steven Rogers.â
Your expression softened. âHeâs alive too.â
Winnie gasped, her hand flying to her mouth. âNo.â
âHe is,â you said, your voice gentle. âHe survived when he put the plane down in the water. They found him 70 years later, frozen in the ice, but alive. Just like James.â
Winnie felt tears welling up in her eyes, spilling over before she could stop them. âTheyâre both alive,â she whispered. âMy boys are alive.â
âYes,â you said, reaching across the table to take her hand. âAnd theyâre together. Living in Brooklyn. James is free, Mrs. Barnes. Heâs been pardoned for everything Hydra made him do, and heâs a hero now. People love him.â
Winnieâs breath hitched, a sob breaking free from her chest. She clutched your hand tightly, the tears flowing freely now. âYouâre sure?â she asked, her voice trembling. âYouâre absolutely sure?â
âIâm sure,â you said firmly. âHeâs safe. Heâs happy.â
For the first time in what felt like an eternity, Winnie allowed herself to believe it. Her boy was alive. And somehow, impossibly, everything was going to be okay.
Winnieâs hands, now resting limply on her lap, still trembled with the weight of what sheâd been told. She didnât know where to begin. What question could possibly make sense of the impossible? How could you, so composed and confident, sit there and tell her these outlandish, earth-shattering truths as though they were simple facts?
Her James.
Alive. Free. Safe.
But at what cost?
âMrs. Barnes?â you asked softly, breaking the silence that had stretched too long. Your voice was patient, a warm balm against the storm raging in Winnieâs chest. âI know this is a lot to take in. If you need me to explain anything again, Iâm happy to.â
Winnie blinked rapidly, forcing herself to focus. Her hands twisted together in her lap as she tried to gather her thoughts. âIâI donât even know where to start,â she admitted, her voice trembling. âYouâre telling me my sonâs been alive all this time⊠suffering, being used like some kind ofââ Her breath hitched, and she shook her head, unable to finish the thought. âHow could anyone do that to him?â
Your face softened, your expression filled with sympathy. âI donât know,â you said honestly. âHydra is⊠they were ruthless. They didnât see him as a person. They saw him as a weapon. But heâs not like that anymore. Heâs found his way back to himself.â
Winnieâs gaze snapped to yours, her eyes narrowing slightly. âHow do you know all of this? Youâve never told me who you are, or why you care so much about my James.â
You hesitated, your fingers tightening slightly around the edge of the table. For the first time, you looked unsure, as though the question had caught you off guard.
To Be ContinuedâŠ.
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